#yes i did wake up and immediately think about astarion making sweet sweet love to mal

[mercymaker]

yea yea, i'm an absolute believer in the fact that spawn astarion indulges in some kinky stuff and having the freedom to choose sends him on a bit of a sexual exploration journey

but also have you considered him having moments that are so soft, so gentle? when he's losing himself in the warmth and the endless kisses? when he can shut his mind off and just allow the physical sensations, the touch to guide him? there's not a single hint of worry, no anxiety trailing behind his thoughts. it just feels natural, it feels good. he can close his eyes, truly relax and allow all of that to engulf him. completely lose himself in his lover's body.

[eliteseven]

So, after reading the latest Consonance drabble, can I just say…

Just getting to see them still be so tooth achingly sweet even across miles of distance, and the bitter sweet angst of seeing Serena mop around without Jen, the whole experience bringing home something I learned the hard way: when youve been alone for so long, not being alone becomes additive and u can get withdraw from it(theres legit science behind this because of the happy chemicals ur brain gives out when ur with people u love). Lol even when shes sad shes still a cute golden retriever as loyal and affectionate as they come. The little bits of text pics were so good! honestly pretty telling on how they communicate (and just some fun bits of Jen being an insufferable minx lol)

caz and shar are in cahoots i tell ya! that was a dirty move on his part and i wouldnt be surprised if this wasnt some underhanded move that they either planned or just happened to happen and shar planned to take advantage of. more than happy to see Jen say fuck u to that bullshit.

Also, not Ebony being babyJen 2.0 doing the exact opposite of what her mom told her and waking up Serena immediately lol im sure she did it on purpose cause she didnt wanna wait and wanted the cuddles sooner, which was probably even longer since i doubt they'd be in any mood for cuddles any time soon 👀

Also can we talk about them communicating with touches and kisses, without words needed. Just… the fact they know each other on such a deep profound intimate level now is just… aaaaaaahhh! *gay flailing* i might simply die.

shsksbdhdnsv you helped me write so much of it, you did not have to do the kindest thing ever and leave this sweet note in the ‘ol inbox but I’m so happy you liked it!!! 🥰 even tho I bombarded you with some of the dumbest questions possible through most of the process!!! Lol thank you so much for reading, for entertaining my dumb ass convos and always helping me out 🥹

My thoughts!!:

Serena’s pretty addicted to Jen and vice versa. Nothing wrong with it, just the way the honeymoon phase goes. (Which is forever, for them 🥹). But in all seriousness- yes, she’s been alone for so long and Jen’s company is like a drug. She doesn’t want to depend on her so badly, but she does. 🤷🏻‍♀️ she feels pretty pathetic about it but I don’t think Jen minds at all. It’s not like Shar was ever blowing up her phone and sending her memes she thought she’d like at 3 am when she couldn’t sleep like Serena does 😅. Jen misses her just as badly, she’s just occupied with performing! And I’m so glad you liked the text posts!!! 🥰 they were fun to make, I like imagining Jen being a constant minx and Serena having to get those privacy phone screen covers that block the view from either side lmao.

Cazashar is a go, unfortunately. Or Sharzador idk whichever you fancy. Astarion and Jen have some bonding to do lol. Jen might lose some public favor for “backing out” of her contract extension, which might be exactly what someone wanted 👀 the tour with the NightWalkers would be wild tho. Serena and Dalyria, Karlach and Halsin, Wyll and Petras, Jen and Astarion all sort of harboring feelings of competition for each other? 😮‍💨 the jealousy?? The drama???

Also Ebony is 10,000% supposed to be Baby Jen in this AU lol. Any excuse to paw Serena in the face and see if she’s getting some mid-night snacks 😅 she is their daughter and they love her very much even tho they locked her out of the bathroom and had crazy shower sex after they caught up.

I don’t know why but I love writing them in fluffy mushiness. I’m so happy you didn’t think it was overkill!! Lmao I don’t understand why my brain does it every time. I just wanna write about them hugging man idk 😭 I think Jen’s constantly thinking about proposing now, while Serena thinks she’s talking about the future.