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ruanbaijie · 4 months ago

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um ok so i have a backlog of tag games (I love them okay I just take very long to get back to them 🥲) so instead of answering them one by one and spamming everyone's dashboards, I'm gonna smash all of them together to create one HUGE tag game

tagged by @thitiponqs [x] [x] and @asterdust [x]

presenting:

nine albums or songs I've been listening to lately x nine people I’d like to get to know better x tag game with no name

1. why did you choose your url? i mean, look at him. what a bitch (affectionate).

2. any sideblogs? if you have them name them and why you have them. nope this place is a dumping ground

3. how long have you been on tumblr? october 2010 *awkward monkey meme*

4. do you have a queue tag? luQiao - which is the most common question i get 🌚

5. why did you start your blog in the first place? my friends were mentioning it (this was during blogging heyday and everyone was on blogspot) and i was like cool what is it let's check it out and uh i've been here ever since

6. why did you choose your icon/pfp? i wanted to something red + black (my favourite colours) to go with the overall ✨ aesthetic ✨ and xia zhiguang just happened to have this ridiculously out of this world badass modern wuxia-esque photoshoot with a red and black theme so

7. why did you choose your header? because hua chenyu is an AMAZING singer and god it's on my bucket list to attend his concert live

8. what’s your post with the most notes? this rainbow edit for jjk [x]

9. how many mutuals do you have? um so i keep an excel sheet that lists all my mutuals including main blogs (if the mutual blog is a side blog), names, what i tag their posts by, and tracked tags. said list is currently at *checks list* 288 🌚

10. how many followers do you have? 5.4k+

11. how many people do you follow? 455 but i think a lot are inactive 😭

12. have you ever made a shitpost? oh yes this is one example which i did for shl [x] and which got reposted on instagram (ugh) and i made them take it down yes i still remember it

13. how often do you use tumblr each day? too much

14. did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? yeah a whole episode that involved death threats instant report and block

15. how do you feel about ‘you need to reblog this’ posts people don't have to reblog every single thing but at the same time this is tumblr the reblog place don't just like things all the time without reblogging yknow

16. do you like tag games? YES i can be very long-winded i love them a lot

17. do you like ask games? yes but i get worried that people don't send in anything at all and i'm just talking to myself so i don't do them

18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous? definitely you @thitiponqs 💕

19. do you have a crush on a mutual? eh no i don't crush on people easily? and i probably need to meet that person in real life before any crushing happens

20. what is the last song you listened to? currently having blaze of clear sky (the insert song of episode 19 of the apothecary diaries) on repeat for DAYS now it's so good and it makes me want to cry

21. what are you currently watching? the apothecary diaries, yatagarasu, dededede, the king's avatar donghua season 3, isekai shikkaku, meet you at the blossom

22. sweet/ savoury/ spicy? SWEET

23. what is your current relationship status? single (anyone wanna date lol)

24. what is your current obsession? THE APOTHECARY DIARIES i'm so sorry i'm so late to this game but also STILL NOT OVER the spirealm it still causes me a lot of pain and rips my heart out and stuffs glass shards down my throat on a daily basis

25. what are nine albums/ songs you've been listening to lately?

齐天（华晨宇）- equal to heaven (hua chenyu)

双节棍（华晨宇）- nunchucks (hua chenyu)

斗��（华晨宇）- bull fighting (hua chenyu)

麒麟（早安）- qilin (zaoan)

星星（早安）- stars (zaoan)

乡下来的（玖壹壹）- from the countryside (nine one one)

abyss (yungblud)

gento (sb19)

blaze of clear sky (takenaka daichi)

26. tagging (no pressure!) @alienwlw @lianhuajing @guzhufuren @miwtual @kolomo

@xiaobaosnoona @naughtynanzhu @mokacheer @alicenthighstower

#sorry this was a lot #it's been a while since my last tag game #tag game

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meraki-yao · 1 year ago

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Oh people have been racist towards Taylor for a very long time. They can't even hide it well. On Twitter they also complain when he does something dedicated to the film because he looks obsessed and will not do anything else in his career after this film while Nick will have many projects. What I hate most is that they use Nick to bring him down every single time when he wouldn't approve of any of this crap towards Taylor. I'm not making anything up unfortunately. Who knows why T protects himself by staying completely away from that place, right? It's been full of shit towards him since TKB not to mention the details of his private life put all over the place in various threads. It's horrible I don't know how he can stand it.

...Oh God.

That's what I hate most about this shit show too: comparing Taylor to Nick and bringing him down. I have a lot of experience being compared to my own friends, and it's an awful, awful feeling that took me a long time and a lot of growing up to navigate and cope with healthily. And while I believe the boys are mature enough and truly love and respect each other to not do this, things like these do tend to put a rift in relationships and I never want to see that for them.

And exactly. Nick has repeatedly praised Taylor both on his performance and him as a person, colleague and friend. Nick (and Matthew) would be the first to defend Taylor if he saw people saying Taylor was bad (which I hope he didn't, as naive as it may be I just really want the boys to stay away from the negativity)

The film has a special and personal place for Taylor, with the weight of the story itself, how much he connects to Alex, his first leading role, the missed premiere and press because of the timing and the unfortunate passing of his sister. Of course he wants to do something about it. We, as humans, will carry things this important to us for a long, long time, possibly for the rest of our lives. He's gonna carry RWRB with him for a long, long time, rightfully so. Plus it's just been two months, and we're all still freaking hyped about the movie, of course he can do stuff about it. It's already a lot less than what he, what they could have had and done because of the strike. On top of that, signing books and talking a bit about the film with fans is more for us, the fans than himself. And he has been doing other stuff! He can't do anything acting related because of the strike, but he pretty much spent the entirety of last month attending fashion events, which, mind you, is also his job.

I literally can't say anything more about racism other than it's just objectively wrong, racists are shit people, and he doesn't deserve it. (no one does, really.)

Unfortunately, we're not them so we can't protect the boys from seeing things, only they can. And we need to trust them to do so.

But I will say this.

The comments that spawn from things like racism and hatred, there is no actual value. Yes, it hurts to see and hear, but there isn't anything backing it up, there is no evidence to back up these claims. There are, ultimately, empty.

The love and support we have for him/them? Spawn from our reaction to seeing them. Their performances, their interviews, their photoshoots. We write countless essays here explaining and analysing them. Everything we say, every praise we have, didn't come from nowhere. It came from the boys themselves. There's a reason we adore their performance, their relationship, their personality, and we can point to it.

And because of that, our support and love are far more substantial than the hate and hurtful comments, and therefore infinitely more meaningful and worthwhile. We need to remember this, and show the boys our love. That's the only practical and constructive way to combat the stupid hate. We ignore the comments, because their "opinions" are baseless and ultimately meaningless, and we show the boys the support and love that they rightfully deserve.

#rwrb #red white and royal blue #rwrb movie #firstprince #nicholas galitzine #taylor zakhar perez #rwrb thoughts #rwrb cast #anon ask #answered

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melien · 5 months ago

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Hi!!! Your most recent post has got me wondering, are Freya and Keegan still together in the character verse? I know you said they both have other partners so I needed to ask because I'm still obsessed with those characters and their love story! 🥰

(I hope this isn't too nosy or anything! I just love your updates about the character verse and seeing how all these characters I love from your legacies develop and change!)

Hey Payte! Thank you for the question😭 I really appreciate the interest and that you remember the characters, even though I'm well aware it's a bit of a mess right now as I'm mostly posting photoshoots, and without a proper story it's hard to get attached to them. But I'm planning something quite big and impressive that will connect a lot of characters and it's really looking great so far! I feel like things have changed so much in my life in the past couple of years, I'm now in a better place mentally but also has been through a bunch of life-altering events and I think this reflects on my current storytelling, I know I would definitely write some things differently now so I want to show it. I love rewriting stuff from today's perspective and revisiting characters and having them grow with me. But I've learned to appreciate my old stuff as a learning curve as well.

Regarding Freya and Keegan, yes they're still a couple (still one of my favourites too, I would die for them😭) and their story would be very similar to their berry versions in the legacy! I will probably not give too many spoilers in case I do write that (the rewrite of it will also be included in that new big thing with many characters, I'm super excited about it), but basically Delphi replaces Freya's old Chinese mentor (what a coincidence, they're even Chinese!) but instead of a wise old man they're also a regular young human, a couple years older than Freya, with their own worries that parallel Freya's (they're a psychic and it can often be a burden) and they bond over it and have a lot of deep profound conversations. So the whole Freya and Keegan stuff remains the same, Freya loves Keegan deeply, and Delphi also will have a partner who they cherish and they'd have quite an emotional story together. But I've been feeling some chemistry between Freya and Delphi and thought of Freya later on starting to feel this pull towards Delphi that's more than friendly and she's aware they both have partners but can't ignore it, and Keegan picks up on it (maybe sees the pining look that she usually gives Delphi) and even encourages her to explore it. And well, Freya has two hands, right? I'm still working out the specifics but I'm pretty sure this storyline will happen, I ship them too much.

Also the irony is that a couple years ago I got an ask related to Freya and how she would possibly feel about polyamory and I think I said she would be open to it and look how things turned out. 👀

#oh also this reminds me I love your disney princess legacy! the latest generation was so fun #I'm so bad at interacting but when I have time I usually lurk a lot especially on story simblrs #I always promise myself to come out of my shell but it's the autism and fear of being perceived #asks #nice things

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sippinggossip · 3 months ago

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You ask, info anon delivers :)

About Giorgia and Damiano...honestly that story is very messy.

I know they met in 2014 through a platform called Ask.fm that at least in Italy was very popular at the time in their age group. Giorgia was "famous" in that platform mainly because of her saucy content. She wasn't posting nudes there but she'd reply to questions about sex, giving advice on sex and relationships and in general she was very brazen which I assume Damiano liked.

They met at some point that year when she was in Rome (she lived in Milan but she had dropped out of school by that point and was already trying to make it as a model) and that's when that photo of them as teenagers that Giorgia posted once was taken.

I've no idea if they stayed in contact in the following years, probably yes to some extent, but they both had other partners and Giorgia was even engaged to the guy she dated before Damiano. She was still dating that guy in 2017 and he was with lucrezia.

For September- early December 2017 Damiano was in the Xfactor house without any contact with the outside world but when he made his relationship public with Giorgia in May 2021 he said that they'd been together for "almost 4 years" so I assume they reconnected at some point in summer 2017.

Fans first noticed her in 2018, some fans had seen her coming out of a hotel with Damiano during their first tour and took photos and posted them on Twitter but Damiano dmed the official fan club asking them to get that fan to take down the photos. It may seem unbelievable now but they managed to do that, the fandom was very small so after a few hours the photos were gone.

Anyway, if I'm being honest no one thought their relationship was very important because during the same period Belen had appeared at some gigs and Damiano was very obsessed with her, he had even mentioned her on interviews. And in general there were many rumors about Damiano sleeping around back then, not with any one famous besides belen, but he didn't exactly act as a guy in a serious relationship.

Early 2019, around March April, they broke up. They unfollowed each other and Vic and Thomas (who had followed her back in 2018) unfollowed her too. I don't know the reason ofc but, also having read her book which was mostly written during those years, I think Giorgia wanted the relationship to get more serious and Damiano wasn't down for that. I distinctly remember that on his birthday in 2019 he had a small party with all his friends etc and Giorgia was posting sad stories from Milan, it gave me the impression he was attracted to her but - as bad as it sounds - didn't want to include her in his social life because he didn't see her as girlfriend material.

Why he didn't see her as girlfriend material...I'm not saying this judgmentally but Giorgia's career at the time wasn't exactly easily palatable. She was doing erotica photoshoots and Damiano was 20 years old and trying to build a career. Sincerely, and I'm not saying this to shade her in any way, but the photos she was doing at the time would qualify as Only Fans content today. And how many artists you can think of that are dating OF girls? I think as cynical as it sounds, Damiano knew she wouldn't be good for his image.

The breakup didn't last long though, 2-3 months later they were back together but still she was pretty separate from his friends and family, like he'd taken a vacation with her alone and then he'd gone with the band and friends and even though janis was there, he wouldn't bring Giorgia. Or then he'd gone to Puglia to his family (his mom's family is there) and again Jacopo would be there with his girlfriend but Giorgia was nowhere to be found.

In September 2019 maneskin went to live in London until February 2020, Giorgia went to visit once.

Then lockdown happened and she came to Rome to spend it with Damiano. They got the cats during lockdown. When it ended in May, she decided to move to Rome permanently from Milan but she got her own apartment, she didn't move in with Damiano.

To answer to the other anon, that's when she reinvented herself. She stopped modelling as a career and started building a brand around feminism as an influencer. She also started dressing differently, acting differently, posting different things. Later that year she also got her vulvodynia diagnosis and after that activism around those illnesses became her main focus.

She was pretty unknown until March 2021 when maneskin won Sanremo and paparazzi pictures of her with Damiano there came out. And then after they won Eurovision her fame skyrocketed because her video reaction to their victory went viral.

I don't know what more to tell you, for what it counts I do believe too that the image of their relationship in 2022 - 2023 was manufactured to an extent. What I can tell you is that in the old fandom pre esc she was heavily disliked because there were a lot of rumors about her being very jealous of every woman around Damiano, even fans, also a lot of rumors of her disliking Victoria. But I can't know if that stuff was true.

Fans tend to either love her or hate her, I'm more neutral towards her. I think she has her flaws but I do believe she loved Damiano and I also believe he wasn't the greatest boyfriend at many points. Their relationship always seemed rocky though and I wasn't surprised it ended in such a messy way.

#måneskin gossip #damiano #gs

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lamonnaie · 1 year ago

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MinQ thoughts (Ft. Ties and Rope)

icymi min is ohm's character and Q is leng's character :]

Early on (ep 3-ish) Something something they're making out now, clothes are coming off, Q's in a suit for whatever reason (Min orchestrating a fake photoshoot of some sort to get people off his back? idk) Q takes off his own tie and all while they're making out, he ties Min's hands to the headboard. By the time Min realises, its too late, Q just drops one last peck to his lips then leaves him there tied up - for revenge reasons not kinky reasons (this time around at least)

Then a while later, around ep 7-ish in terms of relationship development, they've got a system set up where Q's allowed to go out for certain business but he ultimately comes back to Min (is this even for kidnapping reasons or are they just boyfriends without the name at this point? who knows tbh, not them thats for sure) This time he comes back in a suit, they make out about it, Min's undressing Q all sexily but then HE ties Qs hands to the headboard without him realising. Q's all "what the fuck are you using my own trick on me", and mins like "yep", then he walks out the door, Q's shouting after him "you know I wouldn't leave anyway right", Min backtracks his head popping up in the doorway and asks "really", Qs just like "yeah" but Mins like "Mmm, I don't think so," then he walks away for real - this time the tying up is for abandonment issue reasons

(also very indicative of how building trust between them is gonna be so much back and forth, very 2 steps forward 1 step back, min doesnt have to tie Q up but he still believes that he does)

(yes this entire tie saga is largely inspired by ohm and his obsession with tugging around leng by his tie 😩😩)

Also SO many shenanigans (horny and otherwise) from their whole hands tied together while they sleep deal

one of the first times they're sleeping with their hands tied, they're in bed, min's asleep (or is he) and Q's on his side just watching min. he brings up his free hand to trace min's features, the camera follows, doing the thing where it zooms in on each specific part of his face as Q touches over it ever so lightly. He's tracing min's lips when it pans back to reveal Min's eyes are open (maybe they have been all along?). Q's frozen, not sure how Min's gonna react, but then min just slightly parts his lips and all of a sudden Q's fingers are inside his mouth. (logistics of sex when your hands are tied to each other? i'm sure that's a thing people are into, i'll leave the experts to figure it out)

something about how min's the kidnapper and he's technically got the control here, but tying their hands together places them both in the same situation,they're both restrained, neither can fully do as they please, they're equals in a sense

(because isn't that really their whole situation? different circumstances, but at the end of the day they're both trapped)

and the best way to navigate when their hands are tied is to do it together, hold hands and try to work through it with their combined strength

But also as Q's sleepwalking stops, the nightmares don't.

post-canon, they're together, they're happy, no more sick brothers or kidnapping, but some nights (no where near as often anymore, thankfully) Q will still get nightmares. min's heard the stuff about never waking up a sleepwalker, and waking up Q from his nightmares is a whole challenge in itself anyway. but min somehow figures out that having their hands tied together makes the nightmares go away almost entirely. so whenever he wakes up from Q's sobs and thrashing around in the middle of the night, he'll grab the rope from their side table and carefully bind their wrists together, just like they used to before. the first time Q wakes up to the ropes around his wrist again, Min's been up almost the whole night himself, first from Q's nightmares, then from anticipating Q's reaction to the whole rope situation. he's not exactly proud of how their relationship begun and every other time they've brought out the rope since (it definitely gets its fair share of use in the MinQ household) it's been with clear consent and enthusiasm on both their parts sometime beforehand.

but of course, Q wakes up, barely even acknowledges the rope at all, grabs onto Min's hand even tighter, turns around so he's nestled even further into Min's side, and promptly goes back to sleep.

they talk about it later (talking has been something they've been working on in the relationship), and establish that it really doesn't bring up any bad memories for Q (no doubt overshadowed by all the better rope-related memories they've made since) and that min's allowed to tie Q up as he pleases.

(Min doesn't know whether he wants to cry or be horny about that admission) (He decides on both, maybe even at the same time)

at some point the rope becomes a comfort thing for them, more than anything else. more nights than not they'll go to bed with their hands tied together, holding hands becoming their normal sleeping position

they've had friends over who were offended that they were doing kinky shit with other people there (Min thinks the friend deserves it for coming into their room unannounced anyway), but it takes a bit of explaining to make unnamed friend realise that it really isn't a sex thing

(except when it is, but they keep that to themselves this time)

#the choice between prepping for my interview tmr vs coming up with like 1000 words of kidnap headcanons #it was never a choice #minQ thoughts will not leave me #ngl i'm not even 100% sure if those are really the character names KSDJKFJ #kidnap the series #the way it's at least 6 months (likely more) til we'll get the show #how am i gonna go for that long 😭😭#ohm pawat #leng thanapon #ohmleng #lam.text

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thelonesomequeen · 2 years ago

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Hello! I listened to this garbage so you don’t have to! —Part 2 (April 6, 2023)

I typed up a transcription from the podcast that I will post below. I typed quickly, so please excuse any typos I might not have caught. Don’t drag me for the grammar. That’s all DM talking. I just typed it out the way she said it. For those of you wanting to hear it for yourself, she starts at 52:30.

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DM: Well. I did a little poll on Instagram. Because I posted that Chris Evans is Boston’s hometown hero. And I did a little pill for the Bostonians. I said Who is your hometown hero? Ben Affleck or Matt Damon, I grouped them together, Chris Evans, Mark Wahlberg, or Hilaria Baldwin who I just threw in for good measure. And Matt Damon and Ben Affleck won the poll by a landslide and I just need to clarify for my Boston followers, I didn’t realize that Chris Evans didn’t grow up exactly in Boston, he grew up in Sudbury which

Lex: Yeah, Like a suburb.

DM: Which is like right outside of Boston, so I had someone write in and say “grew up in Lincoln Sudbury, was about 8 years behind Chris, but fully agree with this.” so the Sudbury people, and I hope I’m saying that right, they do think that Chris is Boston’s hometown hero.

Lex: Right.

DM: This person says “Lincoln Sudbury” I’m assuming that’s the school “was obsessed with Chris and our whole theatre department was like a shrine to him. He’d come home frequently to visit his family in the early 2000s and we’d see him at the local Natick mall. Him and his family are super suburb-normie. Like I think his dad coached youth soccer when we were all younger. He’s for sure a Sudbury hero, but not Boston. Just a star that loves Boston and Massachusetts." so I felt like I needed to make that distinction because I didn't realize that before I claimed Chris Evans as the...

Lex: I love this distinction. You know, any chance to talk about Chris Evans is a chance I'll take.

DM: Bost (laughs, cuts off word). Wait, I was just going to say! Aren't you, don't you love Chris Evans? Do you still love him so so much?

Lex: I mean, I do but it's so hard because I'm not getting enough content. That's why I posted, you posted those like high school or elementary school, his like bowl cuts year book photos and I was like "I needed this today!" I feel like we never see him anymore because he's got his girlfriend! But we're gonna get some press soon, right? Because he's got that movie coming out on Apple with Ana de Armas again.

DM: Yes. And he's in New York right now with Alba.

Lex: I mean, yeah, like in my, I don't know what the rumor is circulating or blah blah blah, but like, I just feel like they've been engaged since last year. He would not do the People magazine, come out about his love life, again, you wanna talk PR game. That is all strategic to keep the crazies at an arms length...

DM: You think so?!

Lex: satisfy the beast, but still maintain his privacy. Yes! Yes, yes ,yes!

DM: So you think that their relationship is PR?

Lex: Oh no! I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I think their relationship is real.

DM: Got you. Got you.

Lex: I think he gave...he's normally very private, but he like gave the PR the big, uh, People's Sexiest Man Alive and blah blah blah to then double down and then drop his relationship so that it's like, you know, he's given, he's giving us, he's breadcrumbing us a little bit and then he can still have his life.

DM: You know, I had heard People magazine was pissed about that. Because he didn't disclose to them..."

Lex: Stop, that he was in the relationship?

DM: When he was....yes. Yes.

Lex: Oh my God.

DM: Mhmm. And he did the photoshoot, did the article, was in the magazine, was in the article, and then was like SURPRISE! I'm in this relationship and they were kinda like...why didn't you just tell us? Like you were just on this huge cover and...

Lex: Talking about what you look for in a relationship...

DM: Yes!

Lex:...and like, what you want in a relationship.

DM: Yes, yes. They were like what the f-ck, but whatever. I mean, you know, happy for him. He seems really happy. I'm still...

Lex: So happy.

DM: in the...

Lex: I'm devastated.

DM: I'm still in the camp that if they do get engaged, or if they are currently engaged, I would not be surprised. I'm still in the camp.

Lex: Same. A thousand percent, I agree.

--and then they move on to the next topic.

#chris evans #alba baptista

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jimimn · 2 years ago

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Ohh, I think you are right!! Now that I think about it, Jimin walking between the dancers in SMF does resemble him (& Jungkook) walking between the dancers in ON. And yes, the scale is huge!! I loved that wide angle (?) they used when they spinned the camera around, showing the dancers and the place. I couldn't figure out what this building is, someone said it might be a planetarium/observatory/whatever it's called in english. I'd love that so much, I think it ties into his moon theme so well and we know how much he loves the moon :( Also he looks hot af in those clothes and those reminded me of his vogue korea photoshoot with the tank top and the brown jacket. Sigh. He's just hot no matter what 😞

I LOVE Jimin's high notes, I am obsessed with them like it's not a coincidence all my favorite songs have at least one Jimin high note in them. Mikrokosmos, dream glow, your eyes tell, lights, film out stay gold, all his solo songs and I could keep going?? Like I'm truly obsessed with his high pitch. I love his lower register too, but my personal opinion is that higher songs suit him better. But this is just my opinion and preference 😊 But his verse in we are bulletproof pt2 and ma city though 🥵 I'm just obsessed with Jimin in general 😂 OH and that thing he does with his voice when he starts singing... That's another obsession of mine. I cannot for the life of me figure out what it's called but he does it here too: twitter.com/BIGHIT_MUSIC/status/1356980775070011392?t=SomwrSdzsPcFTHSthy68pw&s=19 (sick and tired) * I * (don't wanna). The sound he makes at the beginning of the verse at * I *. The audio is like weird but he does this thing with his voice in other songs too but I literally couldn't find any when I really needed it 🙃 Anyway so yeah, when his voice kind of cracks like this, or it's kind of raspy, it's usually when he starts a word, I don't know what it's called but I'm obsessed with it whenever he does it, usually during live performances.

Also let's get back to what you said about him looking aggressive / fierce because HIS EYES? I needed to lay down because sitting wasn't enough. I love the duality his eyes have, he could literally be a puppykitty one second and then shoot daggers with his eyes. I love it. And I think he's also wearing pretty eyeshadow? 👀

I am!! I never really figured out if I am Jimin biased with namkook as my wreckers or namjikook biased with someone else as my wrecker because while I do love the others to death, namjikook just does something else to my brain that currently nobody else can do 😂 oh don't even get me started on smoke sprite, Namjoon really gagged me with his verse and then 4 back to back Jungkook lives which I WILL NOT talk about for the sake of both of our sanities, and then Namkook flirting in front of my salad and Jungkook singing Christmas day and listening to there for you, and inviting Jimin for a drink when he's literally across the world? It was a lot 😂 And I still have Namjoon on Jimin's album 💀 I'm still a little sad about that yoonmin collab that they possibly scrapped because Yoongi was so excited to talk about it during the dinner 😭 maybe one day we'll have it 😞

You are Jikook biased, right? Is it only the two of them, or is there someone else as a bias (or only as a wrecker)? :)

ANYWAY sorry for the whole ass essay in your inbox 😭 I got carried away with trying to analyse Jimin's voice 😭😭 -🦋

adding my answer under read more lol 😭😭😭

yessss omg i read on twt in the morning that they used some type of camera (i forgot the name) and they had a video attached of the camera working and it was spinning in circles 😭 I'm so excited!!!!! and yes omg the planetarium thing lmao i loooooove reading and making theories even if in the end it makes me look like an absolute clown 😂 also the fact that this was just one small part of the mv and we could still very well get jimin dancing in the rain (not exactly rain but water would come from the ceiling inside the building basically fdhjhdjdhjs) because i saw someone also say that in the poster the ground was wet 👀 IMAGINE THE POSSIBILITIES!!! and omg yes his outfit too gave similar vibes to ON like i can easily imagine jimin dancing to ON in that outfit. but again this was probably just one of the looks from the mv 😳

AND SAAAAAAME SAME like i said yesterday that yes jimin's deep raspy voice sends my soul to the stratosphere, i do absolutely love his high voice more. he sounds angelic and yet so powerful. you get what i mean? and yes omg all those songs you mentioned are some of my faves too. even his high note harmonization with jinnie in 00:00 gives me goosebumps every single time. AND OH YEAH. OH YEAH THAT VIDEO. AND THE THING HE DID WITH *I* . I HEAR IT AND I AGREE. frick i got goosebumps just now when i heard it. that sexy raspy thing he does. you are right we're just obsessed with everything he does atp 😂😂😂

hi eyes ... i could literally write essays about his eyes.. i saw ppl calling his *those eyes* (i know you know which one) siren eyes and i so agree. how does he do it i have no idea. and yes omg i think he's wearing eyeliner too on his waterline and it looks amazing.

ALSO ALSO WAIT can we talk about the soul chilling background vocals in the teaser? the harmonization i mean. i mean the horror like harmonization. IDK WHAT THATS CALLED. ive watched the teaser so many times now and that voice just straight up sends a chill down my spine. ugh im obsessed with each and every thing about the teaser.

LMAOOOOO same (im yoonminkook biased btw) and i too haven't figured out if im jimin biased with yoonkook as my bias wreckers or yoonminkook biased with someone else as my bias wrecker LIKE THIS IS TOO CONFUSINGHSJDHS which is why i call myself yoonminkook biased 🧘‍♀️ oh and please same i am here still hoping that MAYBE... MAYBE yoongi is still featuring on smf pt. 2 BECAUSE idk that "yeah" in the teaser sounded like it could be yoongi's voice but then again when i think abt how if yoongi was featuring then wouldn't they have revealed it yesterday with the teaser like they did for on the street? if not then i do hope they'll have a collab in the future :(((((((

and don't be sorry omg i love talking about these things hehe <333 my inbox is always open <333

#🦋 anon #anonymous #replied

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starchild--27 · 2 years ago

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Tag Game ✨️

thank you for tagging me @joon-rkive - i loved reading yours and i always enjoy doing these~ 😊💕

i tag: @heartcravings @kafkascupcake @cxsmicmyeon @byuns-coco @xiu-bee @ladyliliah - only if you guys want to of course ♡

What book are you currently reading?

She and Her Cat by Makoto Shinkai ♡

What’s your favorite movie you saw in theaters this year?

Everything Everywhere All At Once, like 10000%. this movie is so good. everyone go watch it if you can. 💫

What do you usually wear?

a t-shirt (plus a hoodie/flannel shirt if it's cold), a pair of jeans (two if it's cold), a pair of socks (two if it's cold), chucks (or boots if it's cold)

How tall are you?

~ 178cm / 5'10 but i'm slouching horribly xD

What’s your Star Sign? Do you share a birthday with a celebrity or a historical event?

i am a Taurus (or so the birth chart says, i don't really see it tbh), aaaand my birthday is on Beltane, the Gaelic May Day festival. Or if we want to be political, Labour Day.

Do you go by your name or a nick-name?

irl usually by my name, only online people and sometimes my mom call me by my childhood nickname (which i find really cute btw ^^). and my sister has her own set of nicknames for me xDD

Did you grow up to become what you wanted to be when you were a child?

i think to some extent i am the person all my younger selves wanted to be xD but career-wise not all. my childhood dream was to be a writer, only at 14 or 15 i started to think about my current course of study and also quickly dismissed the idea again back then xD

Are you in a relationship? If not, who is your crush if you have one?

i'm not. and currently i have no real permanent crushes either, only the quick kind where i spend twenty minutes imagining a relationship with a stranger i've seen for like 3 seconds xD (but yeah speaking in terms of kpop, i have an everlasting crush on park chanyeol, today especially the one from the photoshoot that was teased today, and i have had it bad for han jisung from stray kids the past months too xD)

What’s something you’re good at vs. something you’re bad at?

i'm good at.......language stuff (idk why this came to mind first but i have crap self-confidence so i can't really think about anything else); i'm bad at...i guess, being organized, keeping routines and getting things done efficiently, stuff like that. 😬

Dogs or cats?

both :c (but gun to my head, i'd say cat. because i have a cat.)

If you draw/write, or create in any way, what’s your favorite picture/favorite line/favorite etc. from something you created this year?

choking on brown sugar and sweetened milk / wrapped in a flannel shirt cause i hate silk / need a neurosurgeon to cut out my brain / need to take a deep breath, i'm not going insane (which, yes, technically is a verse. the first verse of my song brown sugar actually, and i really love how it turned out)

What’s something you would like to create content for?

ohh i think The Case Study of Vanitas, which is my favourite manga series (no i haven't seen the anime (yet?)), i really want to write a fanfic about Vanitas and Noé because no wayyy they don't kiss at night xDD

What’s something you’re currently obsessed with?

always obsessed with exo xD then again, i think Ocean Vuong still has a hard grip on me right now. i recently finished reading On Earth We Are Briefly Gorgeous and i am reading his poems every now and then and boy... i think that guy himself invented language

What’s something you were excited about that turned out to be disappointing this year?

mmh... i think the fact my two bestied from school and i planned to meet at least twice and it never worked out - i met them separately, but i miss hanging out with my two favourite crackheads :/ (we'll probably meet over the last days of december tho, so...soon)

What’s a hidden talent of yours?

i dunno, it's not really "hidden" but i've baffled people with is before: i'm really fast at recognizing songs, probably because i know many songs that i don't particularly like listening to as well, i guess i just can memorize sounds quite well.

Are you religious?

i am agnostic, so i'm not strictly religious, i have always been really interested in religion tho. like as a kid i went to religion classes voluntarily despite noone in my family is religious.

What’s something you wish to have at this moment?

a different brain hahahah :') jkjk i guess what i (quite childishly) wish for most is everything to be alright again, life to be less shit, generally. that's probably a crap answer but the most honest one i can give right now.

#tag game

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scrvivorisms · 5 months ago

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The Things Mark Jefferson said to Max in The Dark Room

Credit to Photoshoot

TW: Voyeurism, Exhibitionism, Misogyny, Grooming, Pedophilia Tendency/ Behavior, Forced Substance Use, Forced Overdose, Implied Sexual Assault, Sexual Assault

"This angle highlights your purity, see? The slightly unconscious model is often the most open and honest. No vanity, or posing, just...pure expression. Oh Christ, look at that perfect face."

"...But I love the purity of your own image. Not like Rachel, who, was always looking in the wrong places. Poor Rachel... Wait, lemme try this angle."

"Nice... good. Oh, those eyes..."

"You really should have focused on school work. Not Private Detecting with your little friend. Chloe, right. Yeah, I'm sorry that I killed- that Nathan killed her in self defense. But she had a troubled history, like most Arcadia Bay dropouts. Nobody will be surprised. Or care. Though, I promise, people will care when you die tonight, Max. I wasn't lying when I said you have a gift."

"Maybe a new dose will calm you down. Now don't move, or this will. Hurt. Much."

"God damn, you are a fighter, though. I've had my eye on you, and I've noticed that you've been more... fearless than maybe your whole life."

"Remember my number one rule: Always Take the Shot."

"Yes, Victoria would kill to be in your place, but... she doesn't understand our... connection. You're the winner, Max. I choose you. Your portrait."

"You're trying too hard. I know you're scared. You all have the same doe-eyed look when you wake up here, replaced by fear as you realize what's about to happen."

" Oh, Max. I'm so glad you asked that question. Simply put: I'm obsessed with the idea of capturing that moment innocence evolves into corruption. That shift from black, to white, to grey. And beyond."

"Most models are Cynical. They lose that naivete. However, some Blackwell students carry their hope and optimism with them like... an aura. And those lucky few become my models. My subjects."

"You might as well savor it considering it's the last you'll hear. Oh... that stuck a nerve. Your face changed color. Beautiful."

"I prefer the term manipulated. Like an image."

"Rachel... was in love with me. And that's not my Ego just... look at our sessions. Not that I'll let you. Nobody, loved having their picture taken more."

"Don't worry. Nobody's going to read it. Thanks for reminding me. There's nothing more innocent, than a teenagers diary."

"Look at that shot, Max. You can do so much better."

"Your iris, that.. dilation like a shutter. The pictures you're taking of me now... too bad you pissed away your gift. You could have won the contest, but you destroyed your own beautiful photograph. What a waste."

"There's something... weird going on with you. Like I said... something weird."

"There's that fear. Oh, Max, it's an honor working with you on these final sessions. I hope these images will be appreciated for what they truly capture. The loss of Youth."

"I promise, this final dose won't hurt."

"Oh, you got me, Max. How can I deny that face??"

"Even at the end, you're still a Dreamer, Max. That's a nice trait."

Mark Jefferson Scene Pack

#out of time 🦌 max #my ordinary life 📸 iwtv #always take the shot 💉 mark jefferson #all the tw #about #traumaaaa #aaahhhhh

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minkkumaz · 1 year ago

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CROCHET?? PLEASEEE share the finished 8turn products id love to see them too!! >< (IF THATS OKAY WITH YOU OFC!!)

and omg im glad u asked because like,, recently leehan and sungho have been plaguing my mind.. i saw SO many tiktoks of their recent behind the scenes photoshoot, and LEEHAN IN A TANK TOP MESMERIZED ME. hes so handsome like taesan i get it too.. who wouldnt be staring at leehan..

SO! therefore i was thinking like, gym crushing on leehan.. like ooh whos that mysterious + very attractive guy in the gym.. but sadly theres no right moments to talk to him, hes always so focused working out that itd be a shame to disturb him!! UNTIL one day leehan forgets to connect his headphones to his phone so his songs start blaring around the gym.

Which leads to reader finally being able to start a conversation with him!! (Leehan would be listening to Taesans playlist 100%.)

NOW for sungho, our vocal king. I was thinking producer reader,, with studio Sungho. Reader makes sungho re-sing his lines repeatedly and hes a lil intimidated from the very strict expectations.

but it turns out the reader just wants to listen to his voice constantly.. kwkwkw big misunderstanding.

stop wait bc sunghos cheeks r so squishable,, imagine reader with a little sibling who’s obsessed with playing with sunghos face. SOBBINGGG

-🍉

yes of course :D! im only going to show a couple bc my irl friends know about them and i don't want to be hunted down >< having a tumblr account and writing fanfiction is like my guilty secret ONLY ONE OF THEM KNOW

myungho and yoonsung!!!

AND BRO I'M SO GLAD YOU MENTIONED THAT BECAUSE TANKTOP LEEHAN IS EVERYTHING. i'd like to giggle and pretened like i go to the gym but my ass would not be working out like i am way too lazy for that. maybe like a treadmill or something but only if but sometimes is blasting. i'd still trip and fall and get my face ripped off because leehan with sweat dripping down his forehead would actually give me a seizure.

stop omg if i was a producer i would be way too nice like i physically don't have it in me to be stern i hate telling people what to do. but ugh the idea of that is so sweet like reader just going :) while listening to him AJAJA.

right now i'm imagining my littlest nephew squishing sungho, but ngl i'd be the one squishing his face i love poking at people im close too like AUGH all my friends are cute i just wanna squeeze em

such cute ideas once again melonnn your brain is so beautiful :,)

#∞ ₒ ˚ omi's chats #༊*·˚ anonymous peoples #🍉 anon ·˚ ༘ ✎

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501st-rexster · 1 year ago

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Thanks for the tag, @supremechancellorrex!

Let's do this!

Favorite Colour: It depends on the day. Honestly, it varies. But for the most part, it's dark blue or black.

Currently Reading: "The Adventure Zone" graphic novel series based on the "Adventure Zone" podcast by the McElroys. It's three brothers and their father all playing D&D together and it is some of the funniest shit. I highly recommend it for anyone who likes D&D, this is the first episode of the first campaign, it's amazing.

Last Song: "Can't Fight This Feeling" by REO Speedwagon. It makes me happy.

Currently Watching (series): Jurassic Park: Camp Cretaceous. I know it's a "kid's show", but I'm a total dino nerd and I love the show so much. I've watched it so many times, I love it.

Currently Watching (movies): Jurassic Park/Jurassic World franchise. I love them all so much. I still have the original three Jurassic Park films on VHS (yes, I still have VHS tapes and a player for them).

Current Obsession: Doing photoshoots and editing the pics through AI generators to create fun and whacky results. My phone is overflowing with edits.

Currently Working On: Multiple fics at once. I keep getting distracted from working on my main clone wars fic, The Deviance, and instead I have started multiple other fics, including a Clone Wars Western AU and several shorts and other clone ships. I need serious help focusing.

NP Tags:

@echos-girlfriend @tangledlichen @ahsoka-its-all-of-us @soliloquy-of-nemo @kixs-husband @cobaltbeam @burningfieldof-clover @kark-trooper-echo @captainrexshusband

9 People to Know Better (except I'm not tagging 9 people)

I don't normally do tag games, but I got tagged in this twice (by @jealous-kippen and @remmixx, my beloveds <3) so here I am! (also as I'm writing this out I am realizing that while both posts were titled the same way, it looks like they had different question prompts??? So I'm just gonna combine the two)

Favorite Color: Purple! Any shade will have my heart but I am partial to more red-toned purples. (PV, if that means anything to anyone who sees this other than me, you know who you are)

Currently Reading: Three things! In terms of actual books, I've been slowly making my way through the Riordanverse since my university did The Lightning Thief in my second year (first school in my state to do it once the rights were released!) since I somehow never got into Percy Jackson as a kid, and I'm currently on Son of Neptune. I'm also one like my third or fourth re-read of Eurydice by Sara Ruhl, since that's the play I'm designing the costumes for for my senior project. And in terms of fanfic, I woke up to a notification about this yesterday and Actually Screeched.

Last Song: Dial Drunk by Noah Kahan (ft. Post Malone), which was a bit of an accident. I use siri to request music while I'm driving and I asked for Dial Drunk and was singing along until I got jumpscared by the slight difference before Post Malone's verse. Although if you look at my spotify, the ROTPL album has been on repeat for weeks.

Currently Watching (Series): I've been hyperfixated on ROTPL and have watched it over a dozen times at this point, which is probably not healthy, so I put on NCIS last night for background noise while I ate dinner and accidentally watched like six episodes.

Currently Watching (Movie): Saw the Barbie movie the night before the actual opening with my coworkers (We don't cross picket lines people! I was not asked nor invited by any company, and I paid full price for my ticket. There's a one-screen theatre in the town where I'm doing summer stock, this relic from the 50's, and they were able to get access to the film a day early and did a special first come first serve premiere.) and we all sobbed the entire way through.

Current Obsession: Rise of the Pink Ladies. Full stop. I'd seen clips of it when it first aired in April but I was iffy on it in spite of how good it looked. Like most, I'm a little tired of reboots and remakes, and while I did clock Cynthia as being queer within two seconds, (I believe my exact words were "That's either a very butch lesbian or the eggiest egg to ever egg.") I was Convinced it was a queerbait situation. Plus I was nearing finals and didn't have time to get into a new show. But then Crushing Me was trending on tiktok and I realized this was not queerbait, so I put it on to have something playing while I packed for summer stock and it's been the only thing I can think about since mid May. It got me writing fanfic again for the first time in years, if that tells you anything. Speaking of,

Currently Working On: A follow-up to my previous fic, Steady, Steady! I wanted to have it up this week, but it is a behemoth. I'm a little over halfway through my plot outline and I'm at 10,441 words. Fun fact, this will be my longest single-chapter fic so far. Not just in the fandom, not just on AO3, but ever (so far!)

No-Pressure Tagging: @merely-a-player, @penguin-writes-books, @el-fandom-birb, @marley-barnes112, @isweartheyregayyourhonor, and @look-at-those-niceass-rocks (since I've already dragged you back to tumblr kicking and screaming)

#tag game

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tinydeskwriter · 3 years ago

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Request: Jack being obsessed with gf reader. Clingy, touchy, jealous, possessive, etc. Constantly has to have her around and gets cranky when she's not.

Mark The Territory

Jack was usually very touchy—almost clingy—, as a rule a part of his body always had to be connected with a part of hers, and it was just with her Y/n learned early in their relationship, he had never been like that with previous girlfriends, at least that's what his friends said, Urban, Jack’s best friend, even once joked that Jack suffered from an Y/n Obsession, which everyone thought was funny, except for Jack himself who blushed when even his girlfriend starts laughing. Whenever they are in the same room he is drawn to her vicinity like a moth to her irresistible flame. No one else even blinks anymore when he pulls her to sit on his lap in the middle of a conversation. Or the way he moves in two seconds if he sees a guy getting too close to Y/n.

They were one of those always touching, always together, teeth-rotting couple.

“Shit, dude.” Urban entered the hotel room. “Metta came out of here cursing you in German, what did you do?”

“He bit her head off, because his outfit isn't all-black and he and Y/n ain’t going to match.” Zack commented bored, while sitting in an armchair, scrolling through his phone. “And he’s grumpy because Y/n is going to meet him at the stadium for the game, and he misses her.” Bia made fun of his friend. “He’s suffering withdrawal.”

“Shut up.” Jack grumbled, finishing the buttons on his dark brown silk shirt.

Yes. He was in a bad mood over his girlfriend's absence.

They had already spent the entire afternoon apart as she had had a photo shoot for a lingerie campaign. And he'd been banned from attending by her manager—just because he'd threatened the photographer in the last photoshoot, it wasn't like the guy didn't deserve it —.

And to worsen his mood, Jack had seen on IG that two of Y/n's ex-boyfriends would be in the game.

He didn't really care about Colson, the guy was engaged and their relationship had ended peacefully, they kept as friends, Y/n even went shopping with Megan.

Jack's problem was the asshole who still DMed her as if he didn't know she was dating him. He didn't have any beef with Gerald till the rapper he collaborated with on the song 'Moana' made it clear he didn't respect his relationship with Y/n.

"C'mon idiots, I don't want to keep my girl waiting." Jack took his cell phone and wallet from the bedside table.

—#—

One of his hand was intertwined with hers over her knee, and the other was playing with his hair. From time to time he would attack her bare neck with his lips—completely aware that he would leave marks—his free hand gently holding her jaw in place, as if she were his prey.

Jack was also aware of the other rapper sitting across the court, apparently unable to take his eyes off his girlfriend.

“Just ignore.” He heard Y/n whisper in her ear, and turned to look at her.

“Hard when he can't stop looking this way.”

“You're the one who's going to take me home… or rather to our hotel room.” Y/n rested her chin on her boyfriend's shoulder. “While he's the guy who messed up all his relationships and he's going back to a big empty house.”

“How did you know….” He turned to face her in time to see her roll her eyes.

“Please Jack, give me some credit, I know you.” She said. “And since you arrived, all that's left is for you to piss on me to mark your territory.”

Jack blushes.

And then he heard Zack and Urban choke on their drink.

Assholes. That's what you get by listening to other people's conversation.

“I'm yours Jack, there's no reason for you to be jealous or feel insecure, Gerald, Colson, all the other guys are in the past, none of them made me feel the way you do.” Y/n kisses her boyfriend just as the kissing cam focused on the couple.

#jack harlow concepts #jack harlow imagines #jack harlow imagine #jack harlow x reader #jack harlow blurbs #jack harlow x y/n #jack harlow #jack harlow x oc

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softtdaisy · 3 years ago

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Hello did you see tick tick boom? if you saw it, it could be a request from andrew garlfield where the reader was his girlfriend, all good, love, but they separated due to agendas, just like it was with emma. And they meet again in the movie, the reader plays Susan. in the scene where susan and jonathan fight, and susan says when is later jonathan? She says andrew's name

And since I like angst but with a happy ending, could it be that they reconcile when they film the green dress scene? and as a good cliche when the director says cut, they keep kissing

ONE DAY

DESCRIPTION I after breaking up with andrew, you end up in the same movie as him: tick tick boom, as susan, his love interest

PAIRING I andrew garfield × fem!reader

WORD COUNT I 3.7k

A/N I Hi!! I'm obsessed with this request ever since I received it. Now that I feel better and I can write again, I wrote this in...one day? Thank you so much for requesting it I hope you will love it 🥰

You loved Andrew. You really did. With your whole heart. And losing him was probably one of the hardest things you ever had to go through.

You weren’t even mad at him. You were an actress yourself. You knew how hard it could be to maintain a sane relationship in this world. It still hurt to know you couldn’t save yours.

You started dating almost a year ago. You and Andrew officially met at an award show after-party. You knew about Andrew, who wouldn’t? He was one of the best actors of his generation and probably one of the most beautiful too. You were a massive fan of his work and wished on playing with him one day.

Andrew knew about you too. You had just started your acting career by playing in a musical…nominated as best pictures in different ceremony. Yes, no less! He had heard your musical numbers and was very impressed by you. He knew you would do great things. Plus, he had a kind of crush on you. You were so pretty, many magazines asked for a photoshoot with you.

You had run into each other multiples times before that night. But awards shows weren’t always the best place to discuss. You were with your cast; Andrew was with his.

It wasn’t until a mutual friend of yours decided to put you in front of each other’s. A mutual friend to whom both of you confessed having a crush on the others.

“Andrew!” He was holding your hand and was making sure to bring you to Andrew. “I want you to meet my lovely friend [y/n]. But I think you already know her, right?” He winked at Andrew. And disappeared. Just like that.

Leaving you two alone.

“I’m sorry, I just told him I was excited to meet you and he was even more excited to bring me to you.” You explained, laughing from the embarrassment of the situation. Andrew was laughing too, but not from the situation. He was surprised to see you this close and didn’t even know what to say. It was like his crush had taken over his body.

“Don’t worry.” He started, putting a hand on your naked shoulder which made you shivered. “I’m excited to meet you too, [y/n].” He looked into your eyes. And you knew from that moment that you will never be able to forget about this.

You and Andrew spent the whole night together. Sure, you went to your co-stars and him to his from time to time. But you never stayed away too long. One of you would always find an excuse to come back to the other: bring a drink, something to say, stealing Andrew’s jacket to use the excuse that you have to bring it back… it was obvious to everyone in the room that something happened that night.

And it did happen.

You and Andrew started dating not long after that to everyone’s pleasure. Yours, of course. Your friends too, who were glad to see you this happy together.

And the paps, that would never miss an opportunity to picture you two together. It was quite easy for them: you were so happy in love that you weren’t hiding. You were always out for dates or just for casual trips like shopping. You were always holding hands and close together like you were only one person.

It was something you understood pretty early in your relationship: Andrew’s love language was physical touch. He would always find a way to touch you: holding your hand, putting an arm around your shoulder, putting his hand on your tight when you sat next to him or around your waist if you were sitting on his laps. He would kiss your check every time he could, kissing your forehead when you’re hugging or kissing you on the lips when he was sure no one was watching. It was the only thing, with sex of course, he wasn’t willing to do in public. “It’s too precious for me for the whole world to see.” He explained.

Everything was perfect for at least a good six months. Until work called you. You had to move to LA while Andrew had to go to New York. You were mad at the universe for putting you though this but at the same time, you always knew it would happen. You were two high selling actors now so of course you would have to work.

Being away wasn’t easy. You would call Andrew every day, you would go see him when you could, and he would travel back when he had a day off. But it wasn’t enough. You wished you could spend all your time with him. But one of you would have to give up on its project and it was unfair. So, you accepted your fate.

Specially because every time you met Andrew again was more beautiful than the last. It was always so magic you were ready to go through this all your life. But Andrew didn’t really feel the same way.

Not that he didn’t love. Andrew fell in love with you so hard. He hadn’t felt that since Emma, and he loved her a lot. But he was facing the same issues as his relationship with her. And he suffered the first time. Was he ready to suffer again?

When you had to leave again only a few weeks after coming home, Andrew knew the honeymoon phase was over. It would be lying to both of you to say everything was alright. You noticed how different he looked: he was tired, his smile was less shiny, and he wasn’t touching you much. You thought Andrew had fallen out of love with you.

When in reality, he was loving you so much, he was ready to lose you to protect you.

“You know I love you [y/n], right?” he said with a low voice. You had spent the night at your apartment, and Andrew said he couldn’t stay. Usually, he was staying every time he was coming. Just another proof that something was wrong.

You nodded, even if you weren’t so sure of that. “I’m not sure it’s good for us to be apart that much. I wish you the best in your career; and you know I won’t give up on mine. And I know you’re not asking me that! But I just think that maybe…we should call it quit for now. And see when things can work. I mean, if…I…”

“If it ever works.” You finished with a small voice. Andrew couldn’t resist and hugged you so tight that night that you felt his touch on your body for days after he left.

You barely saw Andrew after that. You both worked very hard, and you didn’t get invited to many awards shows that year. You didn’t even want to go, in all honesty. It hurt to know you met Andrew there just a year ago and then you would have to go through the same events without him.

Andrew had a hard time too. He wished he could have you on his arm with him. He needed you, but it would have been unfair for him to come back to you after leaving you like this. You were both so in love you couldn’t imagine a day without the other. And having to live with this was terrible.

It took you a few good months to go over your breakup with Andrew. But fate was a bitch. You understood that when you got cast as Susan in Tick Tick Boom.

The new movie Lin Manuel Miranda was producing.

The new movie in which Andrew was playing the leading role.

The new movie in which Jon, Andrew’s character, was dating Susan.

The first day of shooting was pretty weird, you had to admit it. You had no idea how you were supposed to act around Andrew: should you grant him, should you ignore him, should you wait for him to make the first step?

You didn’t have the time to really think about it in the end. Because Lin, who always knew everything, anticipated the meeting. When you came to set the first day, Lin immediately grabbed you by the hand. “You must meet everyone!” A funny flashback from the night you met Andrew, you thought. As if people didn’t want you to stay away from him.

So, of course, the first person you saw was Andrew. He looked so different with his new hair, that was the excuse you used for not talking. It was so difficult to see the man you loved again and not being able to kiss him or hug him. You had so much respect for Andrew that you wished you could at least take him in your arms.

He was the one who started the embrace. He wrapped his arms around you and hugged you as tightly as he did when he left you. “Hello [y/n]” he mumbled against your cheek. Your hands were running on his back. You ended gripping his shirt with your fingers to keep him against you. You didn’t want to break the hug. You wanted it to last for hours.

Everyone was silent around you, not wanted to break your moment. Lin was proud of himself; he knew how stressed Andrew was about seeing again. “You did a great job at casting her, she’s perfect!” He kept saying, in case someone thought he didn’t want to play with you. Andrew was only asking for that. He just wished it would have happened sooner. “I’m just scared…what if she hates me now? What if she doesn’t want to play with me? I don’t want to ruin this movie for you…”

Andrew Garfield, always thinking for the others and never for himself.

This first day could have paved the way for a great shooting…but it didn’t stay like that. After that, things got weird again. Andrew was working a lot so of course you couldn’t talk. It wasn’t like you planned on talking about your relationship between two songs. You just wished you could at least have a normal conversation about life, like friends. But he didn’t have the time.

The only moments you were talking were when you were shooting. But it was more Jon and Susan talking than you and Andrew. At least you gave anticity in everything you were doing. Love scenes were just you and Andrew acting like the couple you used to be. The couple you wished to be again.

And you loved singing with Andrew. “I can’t say I didn’t know you had a beautiful voice; I remember when you lulled to me at night…” you said one day in rehearsal. You were being honest and opened your heart. Of course, it changed something in the atmosphere because you reminded him of something that was over. But after that, it was the time he sang the most beautifully. Even Lin had a small tear in his eyes.

But some scenes were harder to film. Like the scene when Susan and Jon break up because he was obsessed with his unwritten song.

“I need you to talk to me.” You said as Susan. From this moment you knew things were going to be difficult. It was hitting close to home. You wished Andrew had told you before about the issues he was having with your relationship before breaking up with you.

When your eyes met, Andrew understood you were speaking with your heart. And he knew it was going to be difficult for him too.

“Thank you for being so supportive of my job.” He snapped. It was Jon, it was Jon…you kept repeating yourself. You couldn’t take personally. You respected Andrew’s work. “Oh, because you’re such a champion of mine.” And he was so supportive of yours. That was the reason you broke up: because acting came before you.

“I’m sorry, I’m not allowed to talk about my needs.” You said and you felt your heart beating faster and faster. You never talked about it. Andrew decided to leave and never asked what you needed. Maybe you needed to hear about his needs too. Maybe you could have made this work if you talked.

“Can we talk about this later? Please?”

“When Andrew? When is later?”

And then. Silence.

It took you a few seconds to realize you said the wrong name. Andrew looked hurt, when in reality you didn’t mean to attack him. But maybe he realized that you were suffering from this. As much as he was.

He was feeling sad for you, not because of you. But he was so shocked from the situation he couldn’t move.

“I’m sorry…” you said before running out of the set. You ran outside and let the tears run down your cheek. You didn’t care about ruining your make up right now, you didn’t care about anything. You just wanted to hide. You didn’t mean to open your heart that much. If only you could have talked with Andrew before filming…

You heard steps coming behind you and you were not surprised when you recognized the perfume. “[y/n]…” Andrew whispered. You didn’t think more and fell immediately into his arms. Andrew hugged you and tried to calm you down with his touch. He missed touching you so much and to be able just to caress your skin like that was melting his heart again. How did he manage to survive without you for so long?

“I’m so sorry…” you said against his chest. He only heard it because everything was silent around you. And it broke his heart to think you were sorry for something you didn’t plan on doing. He hugged you tighter, kissing your hair slowly and repeatedly. “You don’t have to be love…”

“I should have come to you sooner; I should have talk to you before leaving. I didn’t offer you the chance to say you didn’t want me to leave. It wasn’t fair for you. I’m the one who’s sorry.” You shook your head to say he was wrong, but Andrew put his hand on the back of it. So, your head ended up against his chest and you were unable to move it. “I thought you wanted me to talk…” you tried to say with a little laugh. And no matter how much Andrew tried to keep his tone serious, you could feel his little chuckle.

“Not now because you are wrong. And I don’t want you to embarrass yourself.”

You didn’t fight it. It was too good to be in Andrew’s arms again even just for a few minutes.

The filming took another turn after that night. It was lighter and more friendly. There were still some tensions. It was obvious to everyone that you and Andrew were still madly in love with each other. But you didn’t talk about that, to the cast biggest disappointment. They were hoping you would confess your love, so they could celebrate it with you.

Yes, they were a little too committed to your relationship.

After the fight scene, there was still one scene you were quite scared of: the green green dress one. Fighting with Andrew was a thing, but it was acting. Dancing seductively around him and kissing him was another. You weren’t so sure you would be able to consider this acting. You didn’t want it to be just acting.

Recording the song was already a challenge. How were you supposed to react when Andrew asked you if he could tie you up? Of course, you wanted to say yes.

“I always knew green was your color…” you heard Andrew said in your back. You had just put on the dress. You had to admit it looked really beautiful on you. But hearing Andrew saying it was even more satisfactory. You turned around to see him and you noticed how his eyes were shiny. He stayed like that for a few seconds, just looking at you without saying anything.

Andrew was too mesmerized by your beauty to even consider talking. He saw you in beautiful dresses before. You met at awards shows of course, he did. But seeing you like this was different. You looked like you were going on a date with him. It made him want to take you out immediately and forget about the shooting.

“That man is crazy about you…” the stylist said once Andrew had disappeared, in silence again. You ignored her. But deep down you recognized the look he gave you. The same one he used to give when you were dating.

You were now on the rooftop, ready to film the scene. You were shivering. Not because it was cold outside. But because you had no idea how your body was going to react from all this. Lin explained to both of you how he pictured the scene. You didn’t want to disappoint him, just like Andrew. So, you knew you were going to give all your efforts in making this scene magic and unforgettable. But it was special to flirt with your ex you were still in love with.

Andrew had to confess something: knowing you like that helped him being this touchy. He was a tactile person. So, it wasn’t like he minded touching someone else. Sex scene was never a real problem for him. He just had to create a trustworthy relationship to make sure everything would be ok. You can’t touch someone’s chest if they don’t want to.

Andrew knew your body by heart, and it was quite easy for him to know where he could or couldn’t put his hand on. He just had to remember all the time he got to touch you before.

You weren’t even that surprised when he started putting his hand around your neck or when he played with your chest. It was Andrew’s thing. He was like that when you were dating. You were not surprised he used what he knew for the scene. You just wished his hands would stay a little longer, he would hug you a little tighter. That he would kiss you a little faster…

You moved to the apartment to film the rest of the scene. Your world stopped moving when Andrew grabbed you by the neck and the hair for the scene. It was so hot, you felt like you were back in your own living room. Back when you were having the most amazing nights of your life with your boyfriend. When he was too excited after a night out and he couldn’t resist holding your neck in a kind of dominant way.

You had so many flashbacks from these days. You had to remind yourself it wasn’t a good time to be horny.

You ended up in the bedroom to finish the scene. Andrew went on top of you, and you put a hand on his neck, bringing him closer. You were still singing; it was still part of the filming. But right now, in your head, nobody was around. It was just you and Andrew, in a bed together.

Andrew was trying his best to hide his excitement. But he could see in your eyes that you were just as excited as he was, so you probably wouldn’t notice. He hoped, at least. Not until this was over.

When the last lyrics were sung, Andrew was only a few centimeters away from your mouth. Did you push him a little with your hand on his neck? Yes, probably. Did Andrew want to kiss you so bad he was going to do it anyway? Yes, absolutely.

Andrew put his lips on yours and it was the most breathtaking kiss you ever experience. Of course, most of your kisses with Andrew were amazing because he was a good kisser. But you waited months to be able to kiss him again. His lips tasted incredibly good, just like you remembered them. He was holding your face with one hand, still maintaining his weight above you with the other. You grabbed his hair with your finger and pulled them a little. You wanted him to stay as close to you as possible.

It was magic.

So, magic you didn’t even hear the multiples “cut” Lin was saying. But it wasn’t really like anyone was trying to stop you. They were so happy to see you two follow your feelings that they didn’t want to interrupt it.

It was Andrew who stopped it, he needed to breathe if he didn’t want to fall on you. When he freed your lips from his, you both realized what was happening. “Oh shit.” Andrew whispered before getting back on his feet. You stayed on the bed, hiding behind his back while everyone was clapping. Clapping?

“It took you a whole shooting to finally kiss?” Lin asked, crossing his arms. He wasn’t even mad at you, how could he? You managed to shoot this whole movie without a problem, and you did the green green dress perfectly. That’s why he was smiling like that. It was like watching his favorite characters getting together.

Andrew looked back at you, and you smiled at him. You couldn’t do anything else. You were too in love with this man. He grabbed your hand and kissed it. “We needed time.” He said to Lin. But you knew he meant more than that.

It took you some time to realize you couldn’t live without each other. Some time to realize you loved each other so much. Some time to realize there was no one else you would spend your life with.

Andrew kneeled beside you. “Is it ok for you if later…is now?” he asked with a small smile. Scared you would say no. You could, he was the one who left you. Andrew thought that maybe some scars were still opened, and you won’t be ready to take him back.

But the way you kissed him, slowly and sweetly, convinced him that you still wanted him. “It’s ok for me.” You answered against his lips. This time, the kiss wasn’t capture on camera. Kissing you was still too precious for him. He didn’t want to the whole world to see him give his love to you.

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