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[dleena2023]

NIGHTMARES & DAYDREAMS WORLD TOUR '23

bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

timecheck it's 10.16pm right now and guess what? ATC CONCERT IS TOMORROW. YES YOU HEARD ME RIGHT. AGAINST THE CURRENT IS PERFORMING TOMORROW. AHHHHHHH MAMAMIA WHAT IS THIS I CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S ACTUALLY HAPPENING FOR REAL. BOUGHT THE TIX IN FEB AND PAK PAK IT'S FINALLY TOMORROW. MAN, TIME FLIES REALLY FAST HUH. OMG I'M SO PUMPED UP & STOKEDDDD MANNNN. I DON'T EVEN THINK I CAN SLEEP PEACEFULLY LATER HAHAHAHAHA. I MEAN... I SLEPT EARLIER IN THE AFTERNOON SOOO ;P OKAYY SO NOW LAGU 'STRANGERS AGAIN' IS PLAYING FROM MY PHONE WHILE I'M TYPING THESE WORDS WOOOOO!!!!! OKAY SO I'LL BE MEETING NADDY TOMORROW AT ORCHARD MRT AROUND 4PM. YASSS I'M GOING WITH NADDY FOR MY 1ST ATC CONCERT. OUR 1ST CONCERT TOGETHERRRR. OMGOMGOMG FINALLY SOMEONE THAT I CAN GO WITH & AM COMFORTABLE. I VIVIDLY REMEMBER MY DPR CONCERT - I ARRIVED AND WAS QUEUING FOR THE VIP LINE. AND OMG I WANTED TO CRY SEY BECAUSE THERE WERE A LOOOOT OF PEOPLE AND I WAS SO AWKWARD AND I DIDN'T KNOW ANYONE. IT MADE ME A BIT UNCOMFORTABLE THAT I STARTED TO TEAR UP AND MY HEART WAS LIKE "CAN WE GO HOME? I WANNA GO HOME." HAHAHAHA. BUT SO FAR ALHAMDULILLAH IT ALL WENT GOOD. ONE OF THE BEST NIGHTS OF MY LIFE SO FAR HEHE. AND I HOPE TOMORROW WOULD BE THE SAME TOO (OR EVEN BETTER, WHO KNOWS? X) ALHAMDULILLAH I MEMORISED ALL OF THE SONGS ALREADY, OKAY MAYBE NOT ALL MAYBE THERE ARE LIKE 2-3 SONGS THAT I'M STILL UNFAMILIAR WITH BUT SO FAR THE MELODY IS EASY TO FOLLOW WITH SO YEAPPP. I SHOULD SAY I'M KIND OF HARDCORE COS I WANTED EVERYTHING TO BE PERFECT. BUT I REMEMBER, NOTHING IS PERFECT. AND NO ONE IS PERFECT. THAT MADE ME REALISE THAT IT'S OKAY TO MAKE MISTAKES COS IT'S BOUND TO HAPPEN. IT ALWAYS IS. LYRICS TERLUPE KE, TERKIAL2 KE TERSALAH KE YANG PENTING, I HAVE FUN, ENJOY THE NIGHT AND LIVE IN THE MOMENT :D OKAYOKAY NOW I CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW ESPECIALLY THE MEET & GREET WAAAAA AND YAS I BOUGHT IT LAST MONTH HEHEHEHE COS I'M LIKE WHY NOT KAN SINCE ARTISTS HAVE THEIR WORLD TOUR LIKE EVERY 4 YEARS SO IT'S REALLY WORTH IT ONCE IN A WHILE. AND I DON'T WANNA BREAK MY HEART BUT I WANNA TALK TO THEM ESPECIALLY CHRISSY ABOUT MY LOVE FOR T1. THIS YEAR MIGHT BE THE LAST FOR THIS ROSTER AND I WANTED TO PUT ALL MY HEART OUT FOR THEM. I WANT TO TALK TO THEM ABOUT T1, KERIA & FAKER!!! WORLD TOUR THIS YEAR = COINCIDES WITH LAST OF ZOFGK. KIND OF FORTITUOUS, NO? :') OKAY NO MORE SADNESS, BACK TO MY MEET & GREET I ALREADY PLANNED TO BRING MY PERSONAL SAJAK WITH ROSE PETALS ADORNING THE FRAME (REPRESENTING THE 5 T1 MEMBERS) HEHE AND YEAAPPP HOPEFULLY I WILL TALK CASUALLY & COMFORTABLY WITH THEMMM. I'M AFRAID I'LL BE DAMN NERVOUS THAT MY MOUTH DOESN'T OPEN LMAO BUT IN SHA ALLAH TAKDE PAPE AYYY. EVERYTHING WILL GO SMOOTHLY IN SHA ALLAH. IT'S ABOUT SOMEONE WHO FEELS LIKE HOME TO YOU AND YOU LOOK FORWARD TO COMING HOME EVERYDAY. BUT NOW YOU ARE NOT ABLE TO DO SO BECAUSE THE HOME IS NO LONGER IN YOUR LIFE ANYMORE </3 IT'S INSPIRED BY MY ALL-TIME FAVOURITE SONG FROM THEM AKA ROSESSSSS. (IF I HAVE THE TIME, I'LL POST IT HERE). AND THE SAJAK IS ALSO INSPIRED BY MY JOURNEY WITH T1 FOR THE LAST 2 & 1/2 YEARS <3 I' GONNA TAKE A LOOOOOT OF PHOTOS & VIDEOS FOR SURE MAYBE BUAT VLOG KE APE HAHAHA OF COURSE IT'S DEFINITELY FOR THE MEMORIES :3 I CAN FORESEE MYSELF BEING HYPED UP, SCREAMING, DANCING AND MAYBE CRYING LMAOO BUT I DON'T WANNA PUT MY EXPECTATIONS TOO HIGH. I'M JUST GONNA HAVE FUN AND ENJOY MY NIGHT WITH NADDY. AND RELATE TO EVERY SONG AND LIVE IN THE MOMENT ^-^ EVERY SONG IS DEFINITELY GONNA BE LIT OMG ESPECIALLY ROSESSSSS AHHHH AND EVERYTHING LAAA. OKAY YOU KNOW WHAT I'M JUST GONNA DO MY BEST FOR TOMORROW AND SERAHKAN EVERYTHING TO ALLAH. I KNOW ALLAH WILL DEFINITELY PERMUDAHKAN FOR ME :) JUST HAVE TAWAKKUL, DO MY BEST, BE HAPPY AND GO JERR!!!! REST WELL AND ALL THE BEST LOVE!!!!! SEE YOU TOMORROW AND I'LL KEEP AN UPDATE ON THIS IN SHA ALLAH WEEEEEEE <3333333333

and thank you so so so much Ya Allah for easing my preparation progress for the concert <3

[inkykeiji]

we went to the my hero panel 🥺 jason said COME DANCE WITH YOUR SON IN HELLLLL in dabi’s voice 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

[cuteandtwisted]

HAHA OMG I was reading I'm not a baby on my phone and when even texted "

HAHAHAHA oh noo!!! hahaha. I just went on my phone and it did the same thing for me lol haha. 

Thank you so much for reading

[inkykeiji]

Hiya Clair my darling I hope you are well 💕

How are you holding up? I hope that you’re taking it easy and doing better than the last time I spoke to you, my thoughts are with you always especially when you’re going through so much at the moment so I really am thinking of you during these really awful times <3

I wanted to just say that first before I started going off talking bout whatever I just end up rambling about - I’ve made a lil list of your film recs and I’m going to get through them eventually, that’s my goal in the next few months at least - I had already seen a few of them that were on the list so already got a head start there

I have really not been up to much this past week, mostly just working but these next couple weeks are gonna be really busy for me since places are properly opening up again soon and I have quite a few friends/family birthdays so my calendar is looking intimidating but I am looking forward to seeing people since it’s been so long since I’ve gone out with more than like 5 people

Omg also I went out for a proper date night which was so lovely, had dinner then went on a walk by the river and it was some romantic shit I tell you I’ve never felt so wined and dined before, we don’t really do dinner type date nights since our ‘dates’ are normally just us hanging out together or just going out to the movies or something which are all things I love doing but it’s nice to dress up and go out, we did a similar thing not too long ago to make up for the lack of going out we’ve been able to do and tbh I am now getting used to having lil dinner dates now - in more tmi news we did fuck in the back seat of his car so first time car sex was pretty amazing as well, I also am pretty convinced someone saw us soooo love that

Oh I did not realise how long I was just talking about going out to dinner for so I guess this is an immersive ramble now - anyway have you got any plans coming up? What have you been up to? I’m looking forward to these secret projects you mentioned, sounds vvv exciting - I also think that you made the right decision with you hair since the upkeep of dyeing it a colourful colour just a lot and I’m so glad you found hereditary scary too because my best friends brother watched it the other day and he said that it was scary but not that scary and I was just shocked anyway I will love you and leave you now <3 sending my love and hugs to you always <333-🍯

hello my precious honeybun <33

oh my luv, you’re so so so sweet, thank you so much <33 i am doing better!! slowly but surely. still taking it one day at a time and setting little goals for myself to accomplish each day <3

omg did you!? aaaaah that makes me so so so happy to hear!!! omg i hope you enjoy them!! and i absolutely cannot wait to hear your thoughts on them if you’re willing/comfortable to share!!!! i’m sorry i gave you such massive overwhelming lists LMAO i just aaaaaah love film so so so much and i can never limit myself to just a few when people ask for recs sigh </3

aw, that sounds nice!!! we’re finally moving into stage two over here, slowly slowly slowly. i just can’t wait to go to the mall again tbh. i desperately need some new clothes, but because i’m so tiny i have extreme difficulty ordering clothing online because i never know how it’s gonna fit!!! so i always prefer to go into the stores and actually try things on to make sure i like them before buying them.

AWWWWW HONEYBEE <3333333333 THAT SOUNDS ABSOLUTELY WONDERFUL I’M SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!! my boyfriend and i cannot wait for the diners to open back up. we have this little tradition of going to diners (he gets burgers, i get breakfast food, always) and then sharing a sundae or a milkshake for dessert and ugh we both just miss it so so so much :( i genuinely can’t remember the last time we actually got dressed up and went on a fancier date either; usually those are reserved for art galleries and special movie theatres hehehe <333 but i miss it a lot and i’m looking forward to being able to do it again :(

BUT I’M SO SO SO GLAD THAT AT LEAST ONE OF US IS GETTING TO DO THESE THINGS HEHEHE also also i fucking love car sex, like so much, i like the semi-public aspect of it idk idk i quite enjoy it (i also love riding him, so)!!

HAHAHA NO BB NO IT’S OKAY i love hearing about it!!! <33 i have zero plans atm except for working and writing, which is okay with me!!! most things are still closed around here, so my man and i really just end up hanging out together in our bedrooms and stuff. OH OH i might see my best friend this week which would be lovely because i haven’t seen her in a while!!

HEHE THANK YOU THANK YOU <333 i hope you enjoy them!! and yes wtf hereditary was genuinely terrifying and tbh i was so happy because it’s so difficult to find a sincerely scary movie nowadays??? at least that’s how i feel LMAO like, midsommar was scary, yes, but it had more of this deeply unsettling and unnerving feel to it whereas hereditary to me felt like pure terror hahahaha <3 thank you my sweet honey i love u so much <33333