#yeonjun college au

[soobibabe]

"no" strings attached

pairings: choi yeonjun + fem reader trope: friends with benefits (smut, eventual fluff)

warnings: dom!yeonjun, penetrative/unprotected sex, oral, throat fucking, hair pulling (?), degrading, praise, rough/jealous sex, a little alcohol consumption but they’re sober for the most part, fingering, slapping (once, and it’s nothing crazy) lmk if i missed anything else.

You knew exactly what you were doing when you found yourself taking the alcohol poured down your throat by Kim Sunwoo in the middle of a party Yeonjun invited you to. You made sure to down every last drop, maintaining eye contact with Sunwoo while you swallowed every last drop he gave you. Why? Well, simply put the man you were here for was too busy chatting it up with other girls in front of your face to pay you any attention.

Of course, don't play these games lightly. He knew this, so why bother trying you in the first place?

"Where'd you learn to do that pretty girl?" sunwoo asked, genuinely in awe at your ability to drink all of it without gagging. You turn your head to the site of the pair of eyes you felt glaring at you the entire time. Yeonjun hadn't taken his eyes off you since the second you made your way over to the group of men playing beer pong, joining the team with Heesung, Soobin, and Sunwoo himself.

"Oh you know, practice from game punishments and stuff" You tilt your head mid-sentence, looking up at the taller figure through batted eyelashes, knowing fully that it would drive Yeonjun insane had he seen you, which, he had.

"How about we got to know each other better tonig-" Sunwoo begins, but Yeonjun appears beside you lifting his right hand to rest it on Sunwoo's shoulder. He maneuvers the left one to slide around your waist.

"Sorry bro but y/n's got something else planned tonight," Yeonjun says through a smile coated in faux pity, causing Sunwoo's to fade.

You slip out of Yeonjun's hold on you, stepping closer to the boy in front of you "Ah right, I forgot about that. But I had so much fun with you wonie, how about we continue where we left off tomorrow, hm?”

You don't see it, but Yeonjun's eyes widen then fall into a daggered stare upon hearing the nickname you gave to the man in front of you.

"Tomorrow sounds perfect, lets exchange numbers" Without warning, Yeonjun grabs your wrist "Y/n it's pretty late do you think? How about I drive you back to your dorm?" before you can respond, he's already dragging delicately escorting you toward the exit of the frat house. "Hey, what are you doing? I didn't wanna leave yet," you complain, but you know this is exactly what you wanted. You wanted his blood to boil. You wanted him to come crawling to you.

He doesn't respond to you but instead continues pacing forward in the direction of his car. He reaches out to open the car door, loosening his grip on your hand to allow you to enter the vehicle.

Once youre inside, he wastes no time, buckling you into your seat immediately.

"You're so childish jun. What? I can't even catch up with friends now?" he scoffs. A chuckle erupts through his pretty lips. "That's how you catch up with all your friends?" his smile drops when he faces you. When his eyes meet yours, they go dark. Like he's a totally different person.

He shuts the door, walking around the front of the car to meet his seat. The drive home is silent. You're scared of what would happen if you provoke him any further.

You're lost in thought, wondering if what you did with Sunwoo was too much. Looking out the window, you snap out of your daze, realizing you're not being driven to your campus. You're in the street of Yeonjuns apartment.

Upon arrival, you follow Yeonjuns lead into his apartment. "What is this?' you ask, referring to the fact that you're at his place instead of your own.

"Would you rather your dorm mates hear you screaming and begging me to go easy on you through the thin walls?" he turns to meet you. "You want them to hear you get fucked by your best friend? Don't want to keep me as your little secret anymore?"

He says it all in one breath, nearing closer to you with each syllable that leaves his lips. The same lips are clashed with yours not even a second after, not giving you that second to formulate a counter.

His tongue dances with yours for what feels like an eternity. He's breaking the first rule of your 'no strings attached' agreement, no kissing. But here in this moment, you never want it to end.

Your back presses on the wall he pushes you against and he breaks the kiss to lift your thighs, he wants them wrapped around him. "This want you wanted?" he questions.

"I want you, Yeonjun." you state as the desire for him engulfs you.

"Slutty girls like you don't know what they want. You know that more than anyone don't you? Weren't you just ready to fuck that guy? What's his name? Sunoo? Sunie? doesn't matter. I'll make you forget all about him, baby"

At this point, youre desperate for Yeonjun to touch you. You know he's stalling. Know he's making you wait on purpose, so you do the next best thing. "It's Sunwoo." you correct him.

Now you've done it. He didn't think you'd have it in you. Yet here you are.

His hold on you stiffens, carrying you like you weigh nothing away from the doorway into his room. He throws you into the bed, his usual gentleness gone. "Take your top off." he requests, leaving you in just your bra and mini-skirt.

"Let's put your dirty mouth to better use, yeah?" he unbuckles his belt, peeling each layer off in one swift motion. "Suck."

You're never not intimidated by the sight of his dick. It's thick, but still long. Every time you take him, the stretch makes you feel like a virgin all over again.

You wrap your hands around his length, taking the tip into your mouth and drawing circles around it with your tongue making him groan. a breathy, low 'fuck' comes from him.

"Take it. All of it. You've been begging me to fuck you all night like a whore, so suck it like you mean it." He scolds you when he realizes you're teasing him by your own will.

"Youre just so big," you say, looking up at him with your bottom lip tucked under your teeth. "Mmm really? Dumb girl, you should've thought about that earlier." he looks down at you with a faux smile.

"This won't do," he grabs a fistful of your hair, using his other hand over yours to guide his cock to your mouth. "Open." and you obey.

He shoves himself all the way into your mouth, slowly pushing down your throat. Tears well up in your eyes when he begins to thrust, trying not to gag around him. "Taking me so well, like you were made for me. You're all mine, you know that?" you attempt to nod.

His strokes become rougher as he continues. His hand in your hair suddenly stills when he feels himself approach a high. Is he a masochist? "Get on your fours. Ass up and head down just how I like it".

"Gonna fill you up so good," he tugs your skirt off, "Remind you who you belong to. You want that?" he says before he bends down to kiss you. Youre dumbfounded by the sudden gesture. "Of course you do, my pretty slut"

You do as he demands, switching positions. His finger finds its way to your sopping hole "This wet from just sucking me off, pretty?"

He thrusts two fingers into you simultaneously at a rapid pace, already stimulating all your sweet spots. "Fuck, so good junnie." you cry out, earning a smirk from him.

He tips down to your core, licking a long strip from your clit to your entrance causing you to squirm. "Don't run from me baby, you're the one who wanted this"

"Gonna make you feel so good, nobody else can make you feel like this can they?" he asks, already knowing your answer. "Only you, j-jun, fuck" you moan, losing yourself in the pleasure.

He rips himself away from you, breaking the contact that was bringing you close to what felt like a high.

"Do you think he can satisfy you like this, y/n?" he interrogates.

"Not sure, I'm a hands-on learner. Should I find out?" you retort, eliciting exactly what you wanted from him.

You know exactly how to rile him up. He grabs your hips, placing a slap on the round of your ass, inducing a whine from you. He's sure to rub the sting, not really wanting to hurt you.

Unannounced, he slams the entirety of his cock into you. "Gonna fucking ruin you." he smiles, pulling you up by your neck to press your arched back to his chest. "Tell me how good it feels, baby" he whispers into your neck.

"S-so fucking g-good, fuck!" you whine when he softly bites down on your shoulder.

He drops you back onto the mattress, rolling you over onto your back. "So pretty when you're fucked out like this. his thrusts become ruthless, pounding into you mercilessly.

You can't help but moan his name, "You think he can make you feel this good baby? Think he can fuck you like I do?" he asks, but you both already know the answer.

You're too distracted by the waves of pleasure coursing through you to give him a coherent response.

A light slap lands on your cheek, "I asked you a question, did I not?" his fingers dip to your folds, giving stimulation to your neglected clit. "Use your big girl words, yeah?"

"No j-jun nobody else can -- fuck - make me feel the way you do." he smiles, content with your remark.

He bends to hover closer to you, showering your neck and lips with feathery kisses, one after the other.

His rhythm doesn't falter, fucking you relentlessly and drawing you near your climax. His attention drifts from your face to your lower torso, in awe at the bulge formed on your abdomen from how far he's hitting.

"Shit, do you feel me here?" he inquires, using his free hand to press against it. The stimulation from his cock being pushed impossibly closer to your sweet spot pulls you into nirvana.

"Please, Yeonjun I'm gonna-" you're interrupted by the force of your orgasm crashing through you, making a mess on the man you're wrapped so snuggly around.

"Fucking hot. God, I wish I recorded that" he practically whines at the sight of your release coating his supple skin. You'd never cum that hard before.

"That's it, keep moaning my name like that, pretty," he orders when you chant his name as he fucks you through your orgasm. "that's it, good girl"

"Cumming" He reaches in for a kiss again, stilling his hips as he empties his load in you, "Fuck"

He drops his weight onto you, careful to not let his (still hard) cock slip out as he flips your bodies over so that you're on top of him.

There's a comfortable silence between you as he embraces you tightly. You love how there's never an awkward moment when you're with him.

You raise your head to meet his eyes already admiring your face. "So beautiful" he whispers. It felt so intimate, so pure you can't help the blush that creeps up your cheeks.

"You're cute when you're jealous" you tease. His brows furrow, shifting his gaze to his hand as though it's the most interesting thing he'd ever encountered. "I'm not jealous." he mumbles flatly.

"Ah I see, then I guess it's okay if I go on that date with-" the same hand he was so absorbed in a second ago is now covering your mouth.

His eyes pierce into yours once more. "Think very conscientiously about your next few choices of words because I'm afraid the consequences this time will not be as clement as the last."

You giggle, prying his hand off you. "Don’t threaten me with a good time.”

“You’re annoying” he tries to conceal his smile, but gives in and tickles you instead. You both sit up too fast, suddenly reminded of the spot in which your bodies are connected.

“Fuck,” you groan in unison, laughing at the stupidity of the situation.

He pulls out but refuses to let go of you it seems. “i want to stay like this forever. stay with you” he whispers, catching you off guard but you don’t show it.

“Me too, jun.” you return his soft, dorky smile. “i love you” you whisper back.

His eyes beam at you, taken aback yet ecstatic as a result of your unexpected honesty, “I love you too. So so much more than you know” those same sparkling eyes look at you with tears welling in them.

“Can we end this stupid agreement and make this real?” you ask timidly.

“Yes, please god yes. I’ve waited, so so long. Can i be your boyfriend, y/n?”

“Absolutely, choi yeonjun.”

A/N: i started this when i was horny and let’s just say i wrote the other half during pnc >.< hope you enjoy this monstrosity! i love you soobination

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[allyallyorange]

College au time

Wooyoung and friends! (Yeonjun and Changbin)

[gyubeom]

Roommates

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Pairing: College student/roommate!Taehyun x College student!Reader (f)

Genre: smut, and a bit of fluff

Warnings: reader is a female, degradation, use of the word slut and whore, pet names (such as sweetheart, baby, and babe,), nipple sucking, on call while having sex and yeah thats all tell me if I missed anything

a/n: Hi guys, this is my first fic, requested by terryfiedgyu. I hope you guys enjoy!

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Taehyun has been your college roommate for two years now. In those two years you developed feelings for him. You wanted to confess to him one day but was too chicken to do it. You never knew one day, that thought would come true.

Today it was your friend’s birthday and you wanted to look the best you can. So after classes ended, you decided to stop by the nearest clothing store. After looking through different racks, you came across a pink sparkly bodycon dress. It wasn’t too long or short just right, its length stopping mid thigh. You thought it was perfect for the party so you bought it.

Sooner or later it was almost time for the party. You hopped in the shower and did your haircare routine. After that you did your hair and make up. You threw on your silk robe and went to your shared bedroom with Taehyun. Just before you untied your robe, you felt like you were being watched.

You turned around and saw Taehyun leaning against the door frame of the room. You gasped in shock, cause when you looked down you saw his dick print on display. But before you could say something he pulled you into a kiss. The kiss was amazing, it was intimate and soft. He pulled away and looked you up and down before leaning back in for another kiss.

You stopped him before he could “Taehyun I have a party to go to” you said. “They can wait” he said with lustful eyes. “No but they can’t, it’s my friend’s birthday and I wanna be there for her” you said with a frown. In all honesty you didn’t want to go to the party, you wanted to stay here with Taehyun. But you didn’t want to waste the dress you bought and it was your friend since freshmen year thats throwing this party.

Suddenly Taehyun leaned in to whisper in your ear “I know damn well you don’t want to go to that party”. He leaned in and kissed you, it was rougher and in a hurry this time. Your friend would understand, right? You gave into the kiss letting your hand roam around his body. He held your waist pulling you in like there was no tomorrow.

As you were kissing you felt his hard on press on your upper thigh. You felt your blood rush to your cheeks as you moaned in his mouth. You felt your wetness trickling down your inner thigh. All of a sudden you were pushed down on the bed, Taehyun stopped kissing you and looked at you. While tugging at the knot of your robe he asked “can I?” You nodded in response.

You watched as he untied your robe while looking at you with hungry eyes. Your robe was finally untied and tossed somewhere on the bedroom floor. Taehyun moved to kissing your jaw and collarbones leaving love bites along the way. He moved down to your breasts and started sucking it. You were moaning in his ear and felt a smirk grow on his face. He finally stopped sucking your breasts and moved down to your cunt.

He spread your legs open and took a look at your pussy. “God baby you’re so fucking wet, is this all because of a little nipple sucking? Or did you plan all of this and purposefully left your door opened for me to see you?”. You were in shock, you didn’t even know you left your door open and it was definitely not on purpose. “Baby Im asking you something” he said “I-Im wet because of you” you said.

He smirked and suddenly shoved two fingers into your dripping entrance. You gripped the sheets at the sudden action and let out a loud moan. “Now you want our batch mates to know Im fingering you? You’re such a slut”. Instead of making you quieter it made you louder as you let out a loud whimper. All of a sudden Taehyun added a third finger making you let out a scream.

“God you don’t really care, do you?” Taehyun teasingly asked you. You couldn’t even form a proper sentence since he started rubbing circles on your clit while keeping his fast pace of fingering you. Your legs started to shake as you felt your orgasm nearing. “Tae-Taehyun Im about to cum” you said in between moans.

He leaned closer to your ear and whispered “then fucking cum for me baby”. Thats all it took for you to release your load on his fingers. “Fucking hell babe did I make you cum this hard?” He asked. You couldn’t even respond since you just came.

Without notice Taehyun was turning you around and raising your hips. You could hear his belt buckle come undone and his pants falling on the floor with your robe. Your head was buried in the pillow when he suddenly bottomed out inside you. You let out a long moan “fuck yes Taehyun!” you screamed. He leaned down and whispered into your ear “Yeah? You like it baby?” you let out a course of yes’ as he continues to fuck you like crazy.

He took a handful of your hair and pulled you to his chest. You let out a loud whimper, suddenly you heard your phone ring. You looked at the night stand beside your bed and saw your friends calling. You completely forgot about the party since you were so fucked out. Taehyun then let go of your hair and let you lay down face flat on the pillow.

“Answer it sweetheart” Taehyun said “wh-what I can’t were-“ you were cut off by a moan caused by Taehyun pinching your clit. “Answer it or you don’t get to fucking cum” Taehyun warned. You picked up your phone and answered your friend’s call.

“Y/n where are you? Don’t tell me you’re still on your way here” she said “I-Im not going anymore” you struggled to talk since Taehyun increased his speed. “Oh you sound sick, are you ok?” you friend asked in worry “yeah I am, si-sick tha-thats why Im not going” you said while clenching down on Taehyun from the thrill of getting caught. “Oh okay if you say so bye get well soon” before you can say bye back she hung up.

Taehyun started grunting because of the tightness of your pussy. “God Y/n you liked that? You were clenching on my dick the whole call” you moaned in agreement. But that wasn’t enough for Taehyun, he slapped your ass leaving a pink mark on it. “Reply to me slut” “fuck yes! yes I do like it!”. He smirked “what a whore you are sweetheart”. You felt yourself reaching your high especially after Taehyun called you that.

“Fu-fuck Taehyun Im gonna cum” you screamed “fucking cum for me babe” he said. You let out a dragged moan as you came down your high for the second time tonight. “Baby” Taehyun started “can I cum inside you?” he asked “yes, Im on the pill” you said. Taehyun didn’t waste a second and came inside you, spilling all of his cum until every last drop.

He pulled put from you and you winced from overstimulation. You felt a mix of Taehyun and your cum leaking from your pussy and dripping to the sheets. Taehyun groaned at the sight before he went to get a towel from the bathroom to clean you guys up.

You definitely need to talk to him after this

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After you both calmed down you were wearing his shirt and cuddling with him on the bed. “Taehyun, why did you kiss me earlier” you asked him “Y/n isn’t it obvious, I like you, like a lot ever since we became roommates and I wanted to find the right time”. You could hear your heartbeat in your ears and your heart melted “I like you a lot too Taehyun” you said smiling.

He leaned in to kiss you, this time the kiss was soft and full of love. You kissed him back with the same energy. He pulled away and held you tight to his chest as you both drifted away to sleep.

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a/n: AHHH OMG FIRST FIC DONE!! I hope you guys liked it!! Have a nice day thank you again for requesting terryfiedgyu and thank you for those who read this!

[yoonbroom]

TOMORROW X TOGETHER FIC RECS

a list of TXT fics I really enjoyed! pls go and show these amazing authors some love <3 if there wasn't a summary I just included a little blurb from the fics! now onto the recs ↓

CHOI SOOBIN

IT'S YOU!! YOU'RE THE ONE THAT I WANT!!! - @koqabear

oneshot, fluff, angst, friends to lovers

Witty jokes? Didn’t really work. Pick up lines? Been there, done that. Now he probably just thinks you’re corny. These are two of many (many) methods that you used to try and get Choi Soobin, your classmate, your friend, and your husband (though he doesn’t know it yet) to notice you. Come on Soobin!!! You’re practically throwing yourself at him and yet, nothing. Is he blind, or just a robot? It’s time to find out.

FAIRY OF SHAMPOO - @02chois

series, fluff, idol au, friends to lovers, smau

soobin found his own fairy of shampoo. the one that makes him smile whenever they show up on screen, and even manages to brighten up his day whenever he's upset. but this feels a little familiar, isn't it? he hopes it won't be like the song they released. he wants to be able to face the fairy that casted a spell on him without the screen between them.

CHOI YEONJUN

JUST A LITTLE TIPSY! - @aakomii

oneshot, fluff, established relationship, idol au

Taehyun calling you to pick up your wasted boyfriend after their videoshoot with Suga!

SOFT MOMENTS WITH YEONJUN - @blue-jisungs

oneshot, fluff, est relationship, idol au

"Hihii!! Your writings are so incredibly good like you deserve to be one of the big 3 writers of kpop fanfic dead serious here. Can i request random moments with idol yeonjun!! In the dorm, practice room, with the members. Just random moments while dating yeonjun :))"

CHOI BEOMGYU

ATTENTION - @/aakomii

oneshot, fluff, college

Everyone and their mama knows about Beomgyu’s massive crush on you. Even you do, but you’ve never given the poor boy a chance. He’s not complaining though, he loves the chase and you love the attention.

ETERNALLY - @h4chi

series, fluff, angst, fake dating, friends to lovers, idol au, smau

yn works as a producer for the companies BigHit and SM. one day she founds herself victim of a dating scandal, but what will happen when she agrees with her company to a dating rumor?

LOVE YOU, LOVE YOU, LOVE YOU... - @wildernessuntothemselves

oneshot, fluff, angst, smut, arranged marriage, royalty

You go into your arranged marriage already distrusting your husband and all other men, and despite him repeatedly attempting to gain your favor, you are resolved to rebuke him at every turn. Will you manage to keep up the walls you’ve built to protect yourself, or will prince Beomgyu succeed in getting through your defenses?

HOW TO GET THE GIRL - @ijhyo

oneshot, fluff, angst, friends to lovers, college

lee chaeryeong is the most sought after girl in your school. everyone has fallen victim to her charms, including choi beomgyu and it is no surprise that he wants to try and win her over. what is a surprise is that he came to you for help considering that one: you have never spoken to him in your life, and two: you have no connection to chaeryeong at all. well, except for your beginners music composition class.

TOTALLY UNLABELED KISS - @heart2beom

oneshot, fluff, best friends to lovers

in which you and beomgyu teeter between being normal best friends and well...best friends who makeout from time to time.

KANG TAEHYUN

태현 소프트 시간 ⟡ [8:26 AM] - @kazmura

drabble, fluff, est relationship

"As the sun's gentle rays streamed through the curtains, casting a warm glow in the room, you slowly stirred awake, greeted by the peaceful stillness of the morning. The soft sheets tangled around your body, and you shifted slightly, feeling the weight of Taehyun's arm draped over your waist, holding you close in a comforting embrace."

HERO - @btxtreads

series, fluff, angst, idol, samu

"Heavily based off of the Disney Channel Original Movie “Starstruck”

OMG - @eundiarys

series, fluff, angst, idol au, smau, fake dating

in which — yn who just debuted gets into a dating scandal with one of the most famous group members because of a misunderstanding and is forced to fake date with him. what happens if it isn’t as bad as she thinks? and and what if she finds comfort with him? (❗️ — dia’s jueun is used to potray yn! )

SEASONS (WAITING ON YOU) - @noramoons

oneshot, fluff, angst, college

when your high school sweetheart choi yeonjun is off to grad school, you aren’t too worried about how your relationship will last—but your favorite coworker, kang taehyun, is. OR: a study in the seasons of loving and losing choi yeonjun—and how you put yourself back together afterwards.

HUENING KAI

LONELY BOY WILL STAY LONELY? - @awmancreeper

series, fluff, angst, idol au, enemies to lovers

StayC’s Y/n is notorious for being K-pop’s social butterfly and making friends comes rather easy for her. When she’s asked to be an MC for Inkigayo, one of her co-hosts doesn’t seem too pleased to be working with her. This unknown feeling sparks a drive to become the bestest of friends with him but from the looks of it, he’ll fight her the whole way there.

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[solarnomoon]

love is an art form — 20

design twenty,,, finally!!

previous : masterlist

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an,,, and with this, love is an art form has finished!!!! i decided to just end it rather than keeping it open because it's been a LONG ass time since i updated. thank you guys for supporting me :3 im sorry that this ending may be rushed but i just needed this done so i could start on other things (there may or may not be a maid-sama inspired fic coming soon...) anyway love you guys lots see u soon <333

taglist (closed!): @hyuniiehoney @roulette010 @lovelypitasworld @blehhhidk @curly-fr13s @to-toad @buttersmama @sunshinefox35 @lonewolfjinji @faiired @noredplz @teu-aero @wonyoungsvirus @inarizqkis @thatoneembarrasingmoment @shinsou-rii @ovlmqar @felmierr @mikahrh @xavi-in-kpopland @sunseeking-cryptid @glassflowerpetals @onementally-unstabel-kid

[tokkibbang00]

LOWKEY - C.BEOMGYU (2 - TEASER)

MINORS AND AGELESS BLOGS, DO NOT INTERACT. UNEDITED.

synopsis: You never drew a clear line between the both of you, so what stopped the both of you from fucking around with each other. It seemed like a good idea at first, but now, you aren't so sure anymore. It's been two weeks since you've seen Beomgyu. Were you ignoring him? Yes—and you'll do anything you can to prevent yourself from falling for him even further.

pairing: choi beomgyu x afab!reader

genre: fwb to ????, what the fuck are we?, college!au, kinda fluff & angst, slow burn (idk if you even count this as one)

teaser warnings: cursing (?)

a/n: a little surprise :]] coming soon!! <;33

teaser word count: 619

date posted: 02-22-24

part 1. txt masterlist. main masterlist.

The air felt thicker— heavier.

The both of you stood there facing each other. You couldn't bring yourself to look at him.

Wonwoo was right, you can't ignore Beomgyu forever.

“Beomgyu, can we please talk about this some other time?” You said louder, your voice being drowned out by the crowd that was cheering for the band playing on stage.

Frustration was evident on your face and your voice sounded tired.

He took a step closer towards you, he tried reaching for your hand but hesitated when he saw you hug yourself. His eyes searched yours for the nth time that night.

Beomgyu knows you, or at least— he thinks he does.

He couldn't understand why you were distancing yourself— or maybe he did and he just ignored it. He, himself, couldn't even understand how he felt.

“Y/N, please.”

You finally looked up at him. He had desperation written all over him.

He finally got a good look at you for the first time after weeks. Your eyes were cloudy, tired. Your face looked sullen.

Despite that, he still thought you looked beautiful. He hates himself for even thinking of it while you stood there in front of him with that look on your face.

Disappointment? Hurt? Sadness? Anger?

For the first time, he couldn't read you. It felt like you were too far for him to reach.

Your heart ached seeing him search your face for answers, but you're doing this to protect yourself from hurting even further.

“What do you even want to know? There's nothing I can tell you.” You said, your voice in the brink of cracking.

Beomgyu never felt like there was a wall between the both of you, but now he does.

“Why have you been avoiding me? Did I do something wrong?” He asked you, fingers reaching for your cheeks but you moved your head away from him.

“Tell me, Y/N.” His voice slowly failing him.

“Please...”

“Are you guys ready? Let me hear you scream!” The lead singer of the band said through the mic. The crowd cheered as the band built up the music.

A bitter laugh escaped your lips, “No, you didn't. You didn't do anything wrong.”

“Then, what? What did I do for you to resent me so much that you decided that ignoring me felt like that was the best solution there is?”

The frustration and hurt you've been feeling the past few weeks finally caught up to you, tears were threatening to escape your eyes.

Beomgyu tried to reach for you again, but you moved away from him.

“Stop. Don't. Touch me.”

He felt a pang in his chest when he heard you. Something he hasn't felt with you, until now. His lips parted to say something but his own words failed him, nothing came out of his mouth.

You stared at him.

You know that he knows. What's the use of saying it out loud?

The cheers for the band were becoming louder as they continued playing.

He looked like a hurt puppy standing in front of you.

You hated feeling this, you hated feeling guilty for something you weren't supposed to be guilty about.

“You really want to know why, Gyu?”

He looked at you.

That was the first time you've called him that in weeks, he realized. But why does it hurt hearing you say it?

Tears finally fell from your eyes, one after the other. Your fingers clutching on the cloth of your dress as you felt your chest tighten.

“I love you.”

Fireworks finally lit up the sky, the band was still playing and the crowd were in awe as they sang along— watching the colorful display that hovered over their heads.

NOTE: This story is purely fictional. Any traits or decisions of the story's characters do not reflect those of their real life counterparts. This is a work of fiction and is not real. Please separate fiction from reality.

[glitxhwayventeen]

There Will Be Blood Masterlist

“There Will Always Be Blood…”

Genre: Werewolf/College AU

Finding love can be challenging for normal young adults. But when you throw in an angsty teen, a stressed giant, two children, and one solid brain cell, you’d be surprised just how chaotic things can get.

Every member will have their own love story with their own mate. The stories will be written in a specific order. So when the stories start coming out, I suggest that they’re read in the order they are written so that the rest of the stories make sense. They also correspond at times with the stories written for Seventeen and WayV so be sure to read them if you want a more well rounded story!

Key: Fluff=☁️ Angst=🥀 Smut=💋(m) Crack=🌈

Please also be sure to read every storyline’s set of warnings BEFORE you start reading any of the stories as they’ll all be different!!! Also read the warnings BEFORE you read every new chapter as they can change and things can be added!!

Please remember that all of these chapters and the content within them are a work of fiction! They’re just for fun/entertainment!

Overall Masterlist

Yeonjun- The Smart One: Part One, Part Two, Part Three, & Part Four

Soobin- The Youngest One

Hueningkai- The Two Faced One

Beomgyu- The Hungry One

Taehyun- The Followed One

Extras!

Scenes

Ages Of The Mates

Info On The Mates

One Shots

Scenerios

Asks/Requests

(Last Updated 2/5/2024)

[momentsofhyuka]

make this feel like home

!!! tumblr mobile messed up the formatting of this version for me so please check the final work out HERE !!! ty &lt;3

summary:

Sure you and Yeonjun had always been sort of a package deal. You became friends at a young age, attended all the same schools, and now attended the same college. It had been great coming into college with a best friend already and you easily found a friend group you both got along with.

You never expected said friend group to insinuate that Yeonjun could possibly like you. It just didn’t make sense.

or: your classic oblivious childhood best friends to lovers

genre: childhood friends to lovers, angst with a happy ending, misunderstandings, oblivious, college

warnings: angst, curse words, crying, party setting, drinking, throwing up, misunderstandings

notes: first post kinda nervous … anyways hope at least one person enjoys this !! Let me know what you think <3

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Choi Yeonjun has always reminded you of home. Growing up as neighbors you had become fast friends, something that had never changed. Here you were years later, still best friends with him, as you both attended the latest party on campus.

You were never much of a partier, preferring to hang out with friends somewhere you could actually hold a conversation without screaming. Yeonjun on the other hand had quickly taken to the party scene your first year in college and still liked to go even now in your senior year.

The few parties you went to were after weeks of begging from Yeonjun to go with him. You don’t know why he even bothered to ask you so much, he knew you could never say no to him.

That’s how you found yourself crammed on a shitty couch with some of your friends, waiting for Yeonjun to come back with your drinks, on what could have been a peaceful Friday night spent catching up on your favorite show. You sighed trying to get a little more comfortable on the couch smiling back at Kai’s apologetic grimace.

“I would say i’m surprised you’re here, but Yeonjun has been looking forward to this party for way too long. I knew he’d convince you to come,” started Taehyun motioning towards you. The others murmured their agreements at the statement. Seems like the whole world knew just how wrapped around his finger Yeonjun has you.

“It’s easier to come to these things than to deal with his constant whining,” you attempted to defend yourself, not sure why you suddenly felt a little offended. They hadn’t really said anything that wasn’t true.

Sensing the change in your mood the others tried to steer the conversation away but Soobin didn’t get the hint.

“I mean let’s be honest, if you gave him a firm no he would cancel everything and go spend time with you anyways,” Soobin reasoned in an attempt to even out the statements from earlier.

You laughed, giving a small “Yeah right,” in response and were surprised to be met with dumbfounded stares. Suddenly they were all more engaged in this conversation than before.

“He’s not kidding. Yeonjun would literally do anything you asked it’s kind of funny to watch him following you around like a puppy,” continued Beomgyu, the rest of the guys all nodding in agreement.

“A love sick puppy,” added Kai, giggling into his cup. Taehyun roughly elbowed him hissing what sounded like a “shut up, idiot.”

You simply continued to stare at them in confusion.

Sure you and Yeonjun had always been sort of a package deal. You became friends at a young age, attended all the same schools, and now attended the same college. It had been great coming into college with a best friend already and you easily found a friend group you both got along with.

You never expected said friend group to insinuate that Yeonjun could possibly like you. It just didn’t make sense.

All your life it’s always been you and Yeonjun as the duo, one never really without the other. With this, however, always came the assumption that you had a major crush on Yeonjun or something. Some people had even gone as far as to insinuate that Yeonjun put up with you because he was nice or that he took pity on you. In most peoples heads, it was always you following the bright star that was Yeonjun who was always just slightly out of your orbit.

(Yeonjun and the guys were not big fans of these people, constantly defending you much to your embarassment.)

This is why the guys statements caught you so off guard. In your time as friends you had never heard the opposite. Yeonjun chasing after you? Yeonjun doing whatever you asked? Yeonjun having a crush on you?

It simply wasn’t conceivable. You knew you and Yeonjun were equals in the friendship despite what so many thought but you also knew it was never anything more than friendship.

Settled by this train of thought you decided that they had to be joking or trying to prank you, and gave another awkward laugh. “That’s funny. You always hear people saying I like him not the other way around. Good one guys,” you continued trying to show them that whatever it is they were trying to accomplish was not working.

You watched as they glanced at each other in disbelief. Scanning the room briefly and concluding that Yeonjun was still in the kitchen somewhere, Soobin risked continuing the conversation. “We really aren’t kidding. Look we probably shouldn’t be telling you this but it’s kind of tiring watching you both dance around the obvious feelings there,” he replied, no hint of humor on his face.

You sputtered a bit and tried to defend yourself against these claims. All the times anyone had ever even hinted at you liking Yeonjun had ended with the guys rushing to your defense, yet here they were saying the exact same thing. Not only that, but they were adding a new layer of Yeonjun liking you back.

“C’mon, you’re like one of the most perceptive people I know. I could’ve sworn you knew he liked you and just didn’t know what to do about it. He’s the oblivious one,” Taehyun cut your weak defense off with.

“Yeah, he’s always being dramatic wondering if ‘he’s fated to watch you end up with someone else and be stuck loving you forever’ or some sappy shit like that,” tacked on Beomgyu doing a poor impression of Yeonjuns voice.

“Love?!” you finally got out having been unable to even give a response through your sheer shock.

Beomgyu’s eyes widened in realization of what he said but before anyone could chime in and correct the situation Yeonjun finally came back, drinks in hand.

You felt yourself blushing and mentally cursed the guys for putting any of these thoughts into your head. You had come to terms a long, long time ago that you and Yeonjun would always be best friends. You were okay with that. You beat back any non-platonic feelings that had crept up and eventually got so good at it, that you didn’t even have to worry about liking him.

Because you totally didn’t. No way. Doesn’t matter what the guys say they’re definitely wrong.

Despite this you still found yourself thinking about what they had just said.

Aside from you, they did know Yeonjun best and if there’s something he wasn’t telling you, (like the fact he apparently is harboring a huge crush on you), he would definitely tell one if not all of them. You paused at this thought, suppressing a gasp.

What if they were really telling the truth?

You didn’t have anymore time to linger on this because Yeonjun was suddenly right in front of you, offering you the drink he had made for you (because he had your favorite drink memorized). Totally something best friends do. Right?

To say you were freaking out was an understatement, and you could tell the guys definitely knew by their guilty glances at you.

“Sorry I took so long! I ran into Wooyoung on the way there and we got caught up talking,” Yeonjun announced to the group, unaware of what had just happened.

You gave a weak thanks as you accepted the cup, suddenly hyper aware of all your interactions with him. Not to mention you now felt like you were being watched by the guys.

“So, what did I miss?” questioned Yeonjun causing Kai to give a nervous laugh and Beomgyu to respond with “Nothing!” too quickly.

Way to be subtle.

“Oh so I definitely missed something good. You’ll tell me right?” he teasingly answered, turning to face you with a questioning look. You locked eyes with Taehyun who’s face of horror was likely mirroring your own.

You bravely risked a glance up at Yeonjun noting that he had absolutely no worries that you’d ever not tell him what he missed. He trusted you.

(“He looovess you,” sing-songed your gremlin brain. Didn’t know we were in middle school.)

“Just the guys being stupid like always, nothing actually important,” you finally decided to respond with, surprised at how stable your voice sounded. You had always been comforted by Yeonjuns presence, it’s not very surprising you still would be even when he was currently the root of all your problems.

(“Because you’re in love with him,” that same annoying voice in your head supplied. It sounded suspiciously like Soobin.)

He simply nodded in response giving a small laugh, and you could see the others sighing in relief.

You expected it to be left at that. You would go back to pretending you didn’t like him (because you didn’t !!). You would also now pretend to not know he apparently likes you (because he definitely does not). The guys would grovel for forgiveness from you for the rest of your life. It was a simple plan really. Easy.

Apparently it was not that easy.

“Wait i’m like sooo invested in what you guys were saying,” slurred a voice to your left. The group turned in confusion to the girl standing near the couch, clearly well past her first drink. “So that guy that just came in that’s the one you guys said likes her back, right?,” she continued, pointing shakily at you, unaware of the panicked looks that had now overtaken everyone’s faces.

“So they’re in love and didn’t know or whatever. What happens next? I reallyyy want to know you guys are SO good at telling stories,” she pouted at the group. A stunned silence followed her words. Suddenly she gagged, eyes widening as she rushed over to the bathroom.

There went your plan, destroyed by a case of drinking and eavesdropping.

Frozen in your spot you struggled to figure out what to even do next. Yeonjun wasn’t stupid, there was no saying the girl was too drunk and didn’t know what she was saying, not with everyone’s immediate guilty reactions.

Clearing his throat, he asked, “So, anyone care to tell me what that was all about?” He definitely did not sound happy.

(“He totally sounded embarrassed though,” tried the little voice. Read the room.)

You had never been much of a crier but you suddenly found tears rolling down your face, feeling utterly helpless for once.

You couldn’t believe this is how your friendship with Yeonjun would end.

Suddenly too overwhelmed to continue experiencing this you frantically stood up, desperately wiping your tears away to try and preserve some of your dignity.

“Wait! Where are you going?” Yeonjun called but it was too late you had already taken off, weaving through the crowd to the exit.

You were pretty sure you didn’t have to worry about anyone following you either. Not after that.

You were almost at the door when you felt someone grab your wrist. Stupidly, you let yourself be filled with hope that it was Yeonjun and you had been wrong about him not following you.

It wasn’t. It was the same girl from earlier. She looked worse for wear, having clearly thrown up. “Hey, you have to let me know how that story finishes. I’m rooting for you guys,” she said, not noticing your disheveled state. You laughed weakly and pulled out of her grasp continuing in your earlier path out of here.

You stumbled into the street, jogging in the direction you think your dorm was in. Yeonjun had brought you to the party, and you hadn’t really thought to pay attention to the directions. Tonight wasn’t supposed to end like this.

Suddenly you heard your name being called and looked back to see Yeonjun sprinting towards you. He didn’t look particularly happy or “in love” right now. He honestly looked pretty pissed off.

You guessed this was it. He finally came to his senses after all that and was here to tell you to leave him alone, to forget you were ever friends. You still couldn’t find it in yourself to truly be mad at or blame the guys. They thought they were helping. You could see them running after Yeonjun but while he continued his journey towards you they lingered by the doorway, uneasy looks on their faces.

You hoped he didn’t take this out on them. They were still good friends for him all things considered.

Finally reaching you on the sidewalk, Yeonjun paused to catch his breath and you tried your best to mentally prepare for what he was going to say. Not that you were doing that good of a job, if anything your earlier tears had practically become full on sobs.

“You scared the shit out of me,” started Yeonjun, causing you to look up at him in confusion. “Don’t ever run away like that again please. I know i’m a dancer and all but I am not about to take up running anytime soon,” he wheezed a bit, placing his hand on your shoulder.

You laughed through your tears unsure what you were even supposed to be feeling right now.

“Sorry I was a bit late running after you, I needed to confirm with the guys that I heard that girl right before I made a complete idiot of myself in front of you,” he continued, suddenly seeming more shy and awkward. All you could do was blink up at him.

“I mean I did hear her right according to them. She did say ‘likes her back’ because you like me too right? The guys weren’t messing around with me?” his voice was now shaky and a little desperate as he stared into your glassy eyes.

“What?” was all you could manage in response, not quite sure what exactly was happening right now.

This was apparently not the correct response because it looked like a light suddenly went out in him. His shoulder slumped immediately and he began to backtrack on what he had said.

You cut him off trying to get some clarity on the situation, “Hold on, so you don’t hate me and want to end our friendship right now?”

The look he gave you in response honestly made you feel kind of embarrassed for even asking that.

“What!?! Hate you? I think i’m incapable of hating you. No, I am not about to end our friendship. I’m here wondering if we’ve been in love with each other for our whole lives and have been too stupid and scared to realize or act on it!” he let out, emotions clearly getting to him as his eyes began to water as well.

You gasped and decided to buy time to respond by flinging yourself into his arms. He held you tight immediately, burying his face into your hair. Finally gathering your thoughts, you began to answer him.

“I do love you. I always have. I-I never knew what to do with it, never knew if I could give all that love to you, so I just pretended it wasn’t there. I was happy just to have you in my life I didn’t care how,” you admitted into the safety of his jacket, burning face buried away from his curious eyes.

He pulled back, tilting your chin up, removing you from your hiding spot. He was now crying as well which only served to make you start crying even harder. You were never good at seeing him cry.

“I’m so in love with you it physically hurts. I always thought I would be forever stuck on loving you from a distance but never having you. Now that I know being yours is an option I’m never letting go,” he fiercely responded, shaking you slightly. Cupping his face you let yourself do the one thing you’ve always wanted to. You kissed him.

Cupping his face you let yourself do the one thing you’ve always wanted to. You kissed him. He tasted like home.

Loud cheers suddenly interrupted the moment and you both pulled away startled. The guys were cheering you on. You laughed and buried yourself back into Yeonjuns arms. His embrace felt like home.

Loud cheers interrupted the moment and you both pulled away startled. The guys, who had watched the whole thing unfold, were cheering you on. You laughed burying yourself back into Yeonjuns arms. His embrace felt like home.

Suddenly shy, you buried yourself back into Yeonjuns embrace, laughing.

Loud cheers interrupted the moment and you both pulled away startled. The guys, who had watched the whole thing unfold, were cheering you on. You laughed suddenly shy and buried yourself back in Yeonjuns arms. His embrace felt like home.

Loud cheers interrupted the moment and you both pulled away startled. The guys, who had watched the whole thing unfold, were cheering you on. You laughed suddenly shy, and buried yourself into Yeonjuns arms again. He felt like home.

He held you close. His embrace felt like love and home.

He held you close. His embrace felt like love and home.

Cupping his face you let yourself do the one thing you’ve always wanted to. You kissed him.

Loud cheers interrupted the moment and you both pulled away startled. The guys, who had watched this all unfold, were cheering you on. You laughed, suddenly shy, and buried yourself back into Yeonjuns arms.

Also laughing, he held you tight. His embrace felt like love and home.

Cupping his face and you allowed yourself to do the one thing you’ve always wanted to do. You kissed him.

Also laughing, he held you close. His embrace felt like love and home.

Loud cheers interrupted the moment, startling the both of you. You both pulled away and looked at the source of the noise to find it was none other than the guys who had watched the whole thing unfold. Suddenly shy you buried yourself back into Yeonjuns arms, laughing.

He was laughing too, but he made sure to hold you tight. His embrace feeling like love and home all at once.

[daegudrama]

Title: This Friday Night

Pairing: Yeonjun/Reader

Summary: Reader finally gets Yeonjun where she's been thinking about being with him for the last three years.

Word Count: 2,691

ao3

Yeonjun’s room is far cleaner than any other frat boy’s room you’ve ever been in. His dirty clothes are actually in his laundry basket and it smells faintly of lavender. The only mess you can see is papers strewn across his desk. As the vice president of his Fraternity he has his own room, but it’s much like the other rooms you’ve seen.

There is a lifted single bed with a navy blue bedspread pushed into one corner and a desk on the opposite wall. Yeonjun has a TV mounted above his desk and a book case where he stores his gaming console and a few textbooks. He has a white side table next to his bed that you suspect he bought from IKEA which sets his room apart.

He sits on the edge of his bed with his legs spread letting his feet dangle as he watches you. Yeonjun leans back against his hands flexing his muscles without even meaning to. How can someone wearing a white cutoff shirt and black basketball shorts look so sexy? His hair is tucked under the backwards Giants cap he wears nearly every time you see him.

You stand in front of him for a moment contemplating whether coming up here was the best choice you could’ve made. At least he’s not the weird Phi Delta Theta guy you saw last month. Your roommate, Mina, almost banned you from coming to Frat parties after that.

“Are you just going to stand there or are you going to let me kiss your pretty lips?” Yeonjun asks, tilting his head to the side with a lazy grin.

“Just wondering if this is a good choice.”

Yeonjun reaches out a hand and you let him pull you between his strong legs. He rests his hands on your hips easily like he’s done it to you a million times. In reality you’ve never even kissed him let alone let him hold you.

“I’ll make it worth your time, YN.”

You hold yourself back from rolling your eyes. How many times have you heard that line since you started college three years ago? Very few have lived up to that promise and never a Frat boy.

“They all say that.” You find yourself saying against your better judgment.

There is something different about Yeonjun not just in the way he carries himself but overall. You almost cringe knowing where your brain is going. There is no room to think about what a good guy Yeonjun is. You are here to make him forget his own name.

“My brothers are a lot more selfish than me.” He says slipping his hands under your shirt.

Grabbing the back of his neck you pull him into a kiss which he happily accepts. He tastes like bud light but at this point you don’t really mind. His lips move against yours with an intensity you don’t expect. Your stomach flutters as you push yourself closer. His hands wander up the back of your shirt to unhook your bra. You pull away to take your shirt and bra off.

He lifts you onto the bed with him then removes his tank top leaving on the backwards cap. You’ve seen him shirtless at quite a few parties but that doesn’t compare to seeing his toned stomach up close and personal. He kisses you again while your fingers trail over his prominent abdominal muscles. It’s a wonder he stays this fit with all the beer he drinks.

Yeonjun cups your breast in his large hand gently squeezing. You swing your leg over his hip pulling him closer until your bodies are pressed against each other. His cock is nearly fully hard despite only kissing you. Yeonjun moves his hand to cup your ass over your shorts as you stick your fingers into the waistband of his shorts. You tug them down with his help and palm him through his boxers. The others weren’t lying about his size. He’s not massive but definitely bigger than average.

He unbuttons your shorts with one hand while he kisses down your neck with an open mouth. His tongue leaves your skin tingling. You shimmy out of your shorts flinging them off the bed with your foot. Yeonjun’s hand cups your pussy over the thin fabric of your lace blue thong. You chose this one specifically knowing who you were trying to sleep with tonight. Once at a formal you overheard Yeonjun say his favorite color was blue.

“You’re so gorgeous. Did you wear these just for me?” he whispers, eyes trained on the panties he’s pushing his fingers under.

“Don’t flatter yourself.” You say because you will not be the cause of his ego inflating.

“Guess I’ll just have to show you why they should be just for me.” He says, then drags his finger over your clit three times before he pulls back to remove his own underwear then yours.

Though you want to act like every cell in your body isn’t yearning for his touch, that is exactly the case. Since freshman year you have been finding excuses for reasons not to do what you are doing right now. Nearly all of them were to avoid the feelings you’ve repressed far inside your heart. This is your last ditch attempt to forget about him. You want to go into the rest of senior year with no regrets.

With light pressure he rubs his fingers through your folds collecting your lust before touching your clit. Your fingers wrap around his hard length giving it a gentle stroke. He draws in a sharp breath at the contact like he hasn’t been touched in awhile. For all you know that could be the truth. The girls who usually tell you who is hooking up with who, haven’t had any news on Yeonjun in awhile. You tighten your grip and a low whine passes his lips.

A smile touches your lips as you slowly stroke his cock. He pushes your shoulder until you lie flat on the bed. Yeonjun hovers over you giving a soft kiss to your lips before he crawls down the bed. He spreads your legs taking his place between them.

He wraps his arms under your thighs resting his hands on your bare hip bones. Yeonjun’s head dips down and his tongue licks a thick strip against your waiting pussy. A shock works its way from your stomach straight to your cunt as he continues. He drags his tongue over your slit in a zigzag motion. You want to grab his hair but it’s still covered by that stupid hat. He locks eyes with you as he sucks your clit into his mouth making your back arch off the bed.

“Yeonjun!” You can’t control the sounds of pleasure that escape your lips. “More, please.”

He flicks his tongue across your clit and inserts his two middle fingers into your soaked cunt. The sound of your moans fill the air as he fucks his fingers into. Yeonjun continues to suck and lick at your pussy.

“Your noises are so pretty, YN.” He murmurs, keeping his steady pace. “So wet for me.”

Yeonjun presses his lips to your thigh several times before he pulls his fingers away. A whine leaves your lips and he smiles with the cutest nose scrunch. He gets to his knees reaching for his bedside table when you stop him. You pull him down for a kiss the trade places with him. He sits up on his bed and allows you between his legs.

“Do you want me to suck your cock?” You ask looking through your lashes with his cock just inches from your face.

“I’ve been thinking about it for years.”

You hide your shock by taking the tip of his cock into your mouth and suckling. He’s been thinking about you sucking his cock for years? Has he also wanted to do this for years? Why would he also wait for this random party? There are so many questions you wish you had the answer to but for now you need to make him fall apart.

Deep breathy moans leave Yeonjun’s mouth as your lips sink further around his cock. His head is tilted against the wall behind his low headboard while he holds your hair away from your face. He’s not pulling your hair, though you wouldn’t be opposed to that.

When his tip hits the back of your throat he whines bucking his hips up in a motion that seems involuntary. You sputter, pulling your mouth off of his cock to look into his eyes.

“I’m so sorry.” He rushes to apologize, letting go of your hair so he can stroke the back of your head. “I didn’t mean to do that. Your mouth just feels so good.”

“Fuck my throat.” You demand letting the alcohol flowing through your veins take over. Normally you would never be so bold with someone like Yeonjun. Especially given the circumstances of your stupid brain chemicals. When he hesitates you say something you wouldn’t dare to utter to another frat boy. “Please!”

He pulls your hair back into a ponytail and gently guides your lips back to his leaking cock. You swirl your tongue around his tip once before he pushes you further down. He’s careful to let you get used to the feeling for a moment before he thrusts. He starts slowly just letting the tip of his length kiss the back of your throat. Pretty whines are coming from Yeonjun’s mouth as he guides your head. You relax your jaw allowing him to move you how he likes.

“Slap me if it’s too much.” He says and you try to nod your head with his cock in your mouth.

Your scalp stings as his grip on your hair tightens. He pushes your head down and you take a deep breath letting his cock slide down your throat. This time you don’t choke knowing what is coming. He pulls your head off then thrusts back in and continues to repeat the motions with quiet moans leaving his lips every time he hits the back of your throat.

You don’t tap out liking the feeling of him fuck your throat a little too much. He finds it in himself to stop after several minutes and pulls you onto his lap. He kisses your cheek as you wrap your arms around his shoulders. You are resting against his cock fighting the urge to grind against it. You scoot back to sit on his thighs instead.

“Are you ready?” You ask and he nods reaching for the drawer of his bedside table.

He pulls out two things. The first a condom and the second a small blue bullet vibrator. Somehow in your many years of sex, a man has never used a toy on you without you asking first. Yet here is your favorite frat boy breaking stereotypes again.

Yeonjun hands you the vibrator and quickly tears open the condom wrapper. He rolls the condom onto his hard length then takes the toy back. He turns the vibrator on the lowest setting as you lift yourself up. You grip his cock lining it up with your entrance before sinking down. Both of you take in a sharp breath and Yeonjun curses under his breath.

While you are getting used to the feeling of him inside of you, he presses the vibrator against your clit. You fold over in a wave of pleasure resting your head on his shoulders. With one hand he rubs your back while continuing to press the toy against your most sensitive area.

It takes a few moments for you to begin stirring your hips pulling sultry moans from Yeonjun pouty lips. You lean back bracing yourself against his thighs as you bounce yourself on his cock. He moves the vibrator up and down your slit in time with your movements. Waves of pleasure are washing over you making you feel almost tingley.

“Come here.” Yeonjun whines reaching out for you.

He keeps attention on your bundle of nerves while he pulls you against his chest. You move your hips back and forth as he leans in to kiss your lips. Fireworks erupt in your mind as he puts one hand on the back of your neck. He wants you close and he wants to keep kissing you for as long as he can. Part of you doesn’t want this to end even if that’s greedy. Your breasts press against Yeonjun’s chest as you hug him. Knowing that any second this could be over and you’ll have to move on.

Yeonjun reaches up to finally takes that stupid hat off his head then slides down the bed to lie flat with you still on his dick. He keeps you against chest, putting the vibrator to the side. Yeonjun holds you still and thrusts into you quickly and you are glad it's loud downstairs or someone would surely hear the curses that leave your mouth. That only further encourages him and he continues to snap his hips hitting the deepest parts of you with his cock.

“Yeonjun! I’m going to cum.” You cry, and he once again picks up the vibrator and lets you sit up.

He pushes the button twice and rubs the blue bullet against your clit without slowing the thrust of his toned hips. Heat pulls in your stomach as you watch Yeonjun help you come undone. Your goal was to make him forget his own name but that’s the only name you can think of right now.

“That’s right, YN. Cum for me.” His words send you over the edge. “Ah, you’re so gorgeous cumming all over my cock.”

A hot flash of pleasure works its way from your head all the way to your toes so strongly you lean against Yeonjun’s chest. He abandons the toy wrapping both arms around you. You can feel his smile against your head as he continues to fuck into you. He feels so good fucking into your over sensitive body. His body tenses under you when he’s close and his moans sound even more melodic and beautiful as he finishes in the condom inside of you.

For a moment you lie against his chest listening to the quickened beat of his heart while he hugs you. He is gentle when he moves you off his chest onto his mattress. Yeonjun ties off the condom and throws it away in the trash next to his desk. He then takes a gulp of the beer on his desk before joining you on his bed.

“I know this is a shitty time to finally admit this, but I’ve had a crush on you since Freshman year.” He wraps an arm around you as he speaks, pulling your head to his chest.

Immediately, you pull away jaw dropping. There is no way this man has had feelings for you all this time and hasn’t tried anything. What is so special about right now? There has been no shift in the way you interact with each other. What finally gave him the courage to ask you to come to his room?

“Why are we so stupid?” You mutter and his eyes light up like he knows what you are going to say next. “I’ve had a crush on you for years. This was my last ditch attempt to get over you. I thought maybe if I had you once it would be enough.”

“Was it enough?” Yeonjun asks in a tone that makes you sure he knows the answer is no.

“Let’s go on a date then I’ll let you know.”

Yeonjun takes your hands in his with a big smile playing on his face. You can’t believe it’s taken the two of you this long to finally admit that there is something here. Being touched by him makes your body warm and cared for. Maybe you were afraid that he would reject you even when you had no real reason to think that. He’s always seemed to have a soft spot for you.

“Okay, it’s a date, finally.”

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La La Lost You (m) (teaser) | cyj

title: La La Lost You (m) << one-shot prequel to love u lately >> pairing: choi yeonjun x f. reader feat. bits of yoongi x f. reader, namjoon x f. reader, jimin x f. reader rating/genre: m (18+) ; angst , fluff, smut ; fake dating au; post-high school au, lowkey tatbilb au summary: choi yeonjun was simply just your academic rival, competing for honors at graduation during your senior year. however, when one of your (distant) friends' brothers is getting married, your 3 guy best friends all have dates to the event except you. in order not to feel like a loser, you decide to call up the only other tolerable male you know: Yeonjun, to be your fake date. what will happen when a childish fake date scheme actually ends up turning into your first real relationship lasting an entire summer. it may ultimately.. not end well note: i KNOW i have yet to finish Love U Lately, but i wanted to present this prequel idea to you guys!! i know many of y'all may not be a txt moa, but this one shot will definitely add a lot more insight on previous events and character insight to other bts characters in LUL that don't get much of a spotlight note 2: you do not have to read LUL to understand this fic. honestly might be better if you haven't read it! it will heavily focused on the mentioned previous relationship reader had with yeonjun before starting college and well as the perspectives of yoonminjoon and their attitudes towards it as they were still struggling with their romantic feelings for reader warnings: language, sexual innuendo mentions, maybe some smut, underage drinking, yeonjun has a band, soobin appearance, jungkook has a small crush on reader, halsey shows up!, yoonminjoon being jealous and overprotective, typical things that happen in a summer romance, bonfire party, eventual breakup smut warnings: tba drop date: spring 2024 word count: 15k (projected)

"Look, Choi, I need you to-"

"Need me? Sounds kinda erotic." The taller boy chuckles, and your face scowls, turning a heavy shade of red.

"Huh? You're gross! As if I would EVER do anything trashy with you!" You cross your arms, feeling impatient. Jimin should be here any minute from his last class across campus so you can both go home together. This isn't gonna work, and you don't have any more time for this. "You know what, never mind. I don't even know why I bothered to think of asking you. I should've asked Mark instead." You turn around, deciding to walk away from the situation. You'll take the L! You'll go to Seokjin's dumb brother's wedding by yourself like the loser you are while everyone else has dates.

"Hey, wait!" Yeonjun pulls your arm toward him, making you turn back around. "Alright. Fine, princess, I'm listening. What is it?" He looks at you, finally with sincerity in his eyes.

God, I guess if he actually wants to listen, then you'll say it. What could go wrong?

You tiptoe and lean in close to his ear, catching Yeonjun slightly off guard. "Okay. I need you to be my fake date to my friend's brother's wedding."

Yeonjun blinks repeated, processing the request. After realizing he was frozen, he immediately goes back to his usual expression and smirks. "Well, well, well. Looks like someone couldn't resist the charm of Choi Yeonjun after all."

You roll your eyes, "Hell no. Please, I'd rather dance with a cactus."

He raises an eyebrow, "You sure about that? Cacti can be quite prickly, you know."

You huff, "Just shut up and play along. I need you to act like a decent human being for one evening. You owe me anyways., remember?"

Yeonjun smirks again, his eyes sparkling with mischief. "Decent human being? That's a stretch," he grins, clearly enjoying this. "But sure, why not? It's not every day someone gets to be in the presence of greatness."

You scoff, shaking your head, "Greatness? Please. Just don't embarrass me, okay?"

Yeonjun's grin widens, "No promises, sweetheart. But I'll do my best. After all, I owe you."

"Yeah, yeah. Just be ready to suffer through a night of pretending to like me," you retort with a wry smile.

"Oh, the sacrifices I make for you," he replies, sarcasm dripping from every word.

As you walk away, hoping to meet jimin halfway (where the hell is he?) you can't help but mutter under your breath, "This is gonna be a disaster."

Yeonjun's laughter follows you from a very short distance, "Oh, sweetheart, you have no idea."

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shoegaze sex - kang taehyun

summary : ( no sex involved ) in which taehyun doesn’t realize that you’re the lead guitarist of a shoegaze punk band called shoegaze sex when you move in. all he knows is that he hates your loud music, and in turn, hates you. that is until he doesn’t.

genre : roommate!taehyun x beomgyus bsf & lead guitarist of a band!reader

warnings : cursing, kys jokes, lots of anime references, taehyun has valid anger towards reader, taehyun is oblivious & stupid, slow burn (sorry), mentions of smurf murder, TOOTH ROTTING FLUFF, taehyun is sweet, reader hates conflict and runs away from it, reader hates confrontation and it gets annoying, kissing (cute), taehyun is shirtless & abs are out, full sleeve jungkook, lots of talk about shoegaze music, yeonjun is the HOT lead singer of the band and taehyun is jealous and insecure compared to him :(, hueningkai plays drums!! sunghoon from enhypen plays bass and taehyun is jealous of him too :(, protective over reader beomgyu, mentions of namjoons insane tits, cuddling, happy ending

also featuring : tomorrow x together, enhypens sunghoon & jungwon, le sserafims yunjin, bts’ namjoon & jungkook

a/n : my first tyun series is here!! i could not get the idea of roommate taehyun outta my mind so here this is. im so excited & have no idea how long this is gonna be but its so gonna be so cute & fueled by my love of shoegaze music lol. im on summer break now so i will update whenever, i hope u love her <3

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love is an art form — 19

design nineteen,,, indecent

“yo, heeseung, did you see this?” yn turns his phone towards the other boy as heeseung stops sipping on his drink, allowing heeseung to read it.

the guy laughs, just waving it off, “yeah. seems like we have our own stalkers.”

yn pouts, now turning his body toward heeseung. “you aren’t nervous?”

“for what?”

the boy pauses, just staring at heeseung, “well cause… you know…” he stares at heeseung, hoping he gets it, but he just smiles back. he bites on the straw of his boba before continuing, “cause like… you’re you! and i’m just… me? i dunno, you’re like popular! and stuff.” he takes a sip, watching heeseung carefully.

“and so what?” heeseung scoots his chair closer to yours, gently placing his hand over yours. “i like you, you know?”

"you do...?"

heeseung just looks at the other boy, blank-faced. "uhh... yeah. i was kinda hoping you'd notice...?"

"i just don't really see how you could see me like that. you know?"

"dude. you're cute as fuck. how could i not see you?"

he just closes his eyes and inhales, not knowing how to respond to heeseung. because of this, heeseung scoots closer to him, and when the other boy opens his eyes, heeseung is practically nose to nose with him. "woah!" y/n yells, but instead of moving away, he allows the other to slowly move in on his own lips, feeling the pressure of heeseung's push into his own.

both of the boys close their eyes, allowing the motion of their lips lead their actions. y/n feels heeseung swipe his tongue over his bottom lip and parts his own lips wider to allow heeseung to roam the rest of his mouth.

he takes the opportunity to explore, both tongues colliding in a gentle declaration of passion, with y/n attempting to hold back his own moans with how heeseung is leading him.

a few more moments tick by, but they get interrupted by two voices further away from them: "oh my fucking god. no WAY they're pda-ing in the middle of this boba place," sunghoon's voice rings through the store, which thankfully is empty.

the other voice chimes in right after, "and we came here for what? to tell them that other people are here? i feel like i'm gonna barf..." eunchae creates a gagging noise that sunghoon seems to laugh at.

the two boys over to them and immediately begin to feel embarrassed: y/n grabs his drink and starts drinking and heeseung grabbing his phone and just laughing. "oh! what's going on you guys?" heeseung questions as they pull up two chairs.

"don't act like we didn't just see you guys smooching in the middle of a boba shop. let's cut to the chase, are you dating or not?"

"we're not!" "not yet." they say at the same time, with y/n as the former and heeseung as the latter.

"so when will it be official cause all the girlies seem to think you two are already an item..." eunchae responds, showing them the texts.

y/n just shakes his head, "can we not take it slow or."

both sunghoon and eunchae turn toward each other, "no."

sunghoon reminds him, "again, you guys were practically fucking a second ago."

"it was one kiss."

"looked like fucking to me," sunghoon shrugs, with eunchae and heeseung just laughing.

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an,,, so... guess who's... arisen! and ready to love write! i swear on my fucking life if i get busy again even though i actually graduated i'm gonna cry. i wanna finish this smau so bad i've had so many ideas and no fucking time. anyway. i lowkey am diverting a lot from my original plan because i don't wanna write angst but whatevs! love you guys lots, thanks for continuing to support me xoxo

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WHY CAN'T WE BE FRIENDS? - C.YEONJUN (MASTERLIST)

MINORS AND AGELESS BLOGS, DO NOT INTERACT. UNEDITED.

synopsis: Being caught in a series of scandals and controversies, Yeonjun's company has had enough of his attitude problems and finally decides to send him off to university. Despite his arguments towards management, he has no choice but to follow them or else he can kiss his modelling career goodbye. You're a fashion major attending university. You'd think you'd be delighted hearing about the news of a famous model coming into your department, but as soon as you were seated beside him in one of your classes, you'd soon come to realize that you absolutely hated his guts.

rating: (n)sfw

pairing: model!choi yeonjun x fashion major!afab reader

genre: college!au, enemies to lovers!au, kinda angsty, reader and yeonjun are idiots.

warnings: cursing, yeonjun's kind of an asshole at first, mentions of alcohol, suggestive, (will add more when the full story is posted)

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NOTE: Characters presented do not represent anyone mentioned in the story. This is a work of fiction and is not real.

a/n: this was originally planned to be a one-shot but i thought about it and it probably wouldn't make sense if it's just a one-shot. so here we go!! taglist for the story is open, just message me or slide in my asks! my requests are also open :]]

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The Smart One: Part One

Yeonjun

Characters: Yeonjun x female reader

Warnings: mentions of- violence, death, drinking, smoking, sleeping around (but it’s all consensual so i don’t see a problem with it. But i know some people do so TW ig), name calling (but they don’t actually mean it and none of them think they do, they’re loving nicknames), crying, pining/angsty love, Yeonjun being dumb basically poor baby

Author’s Note: Ahhh so I’m back. I hope no one’s too made i started a new addition to the werewolf/college universe but i really think these stories are gonna be nice and get me excited to start writing again so here’s to hoping! Let me know if anyone wants to be added to the tag list for any of the characters!

Please remember that all of these chapters and the content within them are a work of fiction! They’re just for fun/entertainment!

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Yeonjun never understood his brothers. He never understood half of the weird shit they did. He never understood their constant need to be around one another. And he certainly never understood why they were so eager to find their mates.

So as he sat on the couch listening to the pup of their pack argue with the alpha over what their future mates must be like at the kitchen table, he couldn’t help but roll his eyes while he scrolled through his phone in boredom.

“Hyung, there’s no way you’ll get a mate that’s like you. That relationship could never last! Two control freaks don’t make for a happy couple!”

“Surprised you could do that much math! In fact, you better hope yours has half a brain because you’re too stupid to not have someone looking out for you for the rest of your life!”

Everyone in the pack knew that the youngest in the pack wasn’t always the smartest when it came to basic schooling and common sense. Hell, the only reason they found him and added him to the pack in the first place was because he had somehow managed to piss off a group of fifth graders who began chasing him, a high school senior, down the eldest’s home street.

So Yeonjun knew the alpha wasn’t entirely wrong for insinuating Kai probably needed a mate with a head on their shoulders. But that didn’t mean that he thought the boy was stupid. And that definitely didn’t mean he liked the topic at hand to begin with.

“I can take care of myself you know hyung.”

Yeonjun didn’t like the idea of mates. He didn’t like the idea of signing away everything that made them themselves to some stranger werewolf instincts told them they would have to love forever. He didn’t like the idea that his brothers were all trying as hard as they were to find theirs.

And he sure as shit didn’t agree with wanting to give up the lifestyle he had gotten used to over the years just because his dumb wolfy brain would be too obsessed with some innocent unsuspecting human to think straight.

“You literally wouldn’t be able to tie your shoes if it weren’t for us but whatever Huening.”

Because who would want to be tied down like that? Who would want to have to answer to some random person for the rest of their life that something as ridiculous as fate set them up with? Who would want a life that basically took away everyone in the situation’s free will and personal choices? Not Yeonjun, that’s for sure.

“That was one time! And it was only because I couldn’t find my contacts hyung!”

At that point in his younger brothers conversation, Yeonjun had pretty much tuned them out. Not that he could help it, they’re the ones who got his brain stuck on a topic he otherwise wouldn’t have given five seconds of his time on. Now because of them, his brain was laser focused on what finding a mate would mean for him in particular. And the thought started making his stomach churn with unease.

Because he was someone who liked going to parties. He liked the opportunity to make friends and socialize. He liked the free drinks and party favors. He even liked the god awful music because it meant he could dance his troubles away.

If he had a mate chances are they wouldn’t want him to go to parties. Or go out. Or have a good time with his friends.

He was also someone who liked to drink and smoke pretty regularly to handle the stress of his everyday life. Not that he was an alcoholic or anything, but he was definitely someone who had to go to the hospital more than a handful of times to get his stomach pumped after partying a little too hard. And he was definitely someone who always had a pack of cigarettes in his jacket pocket in case he needed to chill out, but he didn’t think he was a chain smoker or anything.

But the pack was friends with other packs in the area, and let’s just say more than a few of them had mates that were heavily against their mate doing any smoking or drinking. With his luck, his mate would be the same exact way and he’d be forced to give up something he loved for someone his instincts would tell him he loved.

Yeonjun also liked to hook up with random people at the parties he went to. Some of them even on a regular basis because it was a situation that benefited everyone involved. They all would be satisfied with their sex lives and no one had to worry about mushy gushy relationship stuff like going on picnics or planning cheesy dates to get laid.

But he knew the second he got a girlfriend, that favorite pass time of his would be over or it would become the center of all their arguments. Which is exactly why he had never had one before.

Which was another issue, he wasn’t exactly a guy destined for monogamy. Hell, he wasn’t even able to promise his situationships that he wouldn’t go fuck someone else right after he was done with them. And everyone, everyone, knew that about him. Even people he had never even met or people from other universities knew he was the kind of guy who girls brought to their beds, not to meet their parents.

If he had a mate, chances were they wouldn’t be okay with an open relationship. In fact, they’d likely want to be completely exclusive and to only be with each other. Yeonjun would want the opposite of that. He wouldn’t even know how to go about having that talk with someone. Actually, he couldn’t even imagine the issues that uncomfortable conversation would cause him if he had a mate.

As the eldest stayed seated adorned in his usual black and leather get up, he couldn’t help but think of another rather unsettling complication finding a mate would cause him if he somehow did manage to warm up to the idea of having one: bringing a fragile little human into his rather chaotic and dangerous life.

Sure he had plenty of human friends, they had to stay unsuspecting to the outside world after all. And it wasn’t even that he thought less of them or had them for appearances sake. Yeonjun did genuinely like, and even at times envy, his human friends. But none of them knew half the shit that really went on in his life.

They didn’t know that he wore brown colored contacts to hide his naturally golden eyes. They didn’t know that his roommates were actually his packmates. They didn’t know he had to be locked up for almost a whole week twice a year to keep from fucking everything and everyone that crossed his path during his rut.

And they definitely didn’t know that if he ever let his emotions go unchecked and got too mad he could phase and hurt, possibly even accidentally kill, the people around him.

Yeonjun had known he had to take all that into consideration during every interaction he had with his human friends. But he had never really thought about what falling in love with one would mean for them.

Being a mate meant being part of his pack. His pack of very kind, albeit very dumb, brothers and their future mates. It meant always having to be tethered to them because Yeonjun was, no matter how big in size it would get or how rocky a relationship the person would have with them.

Being a mate meant having to keep a secret, a huge one, from all friends and family outside of said pack in order to protect everyone. It meant his mate would have to watch everything they said to be sure they never let anything slip out.

And being a mate meant being put in dangerous, possibly even deadly, situations. It meant that his mate would have to always be on the look out for werewolf hunters trying to use them for leverage.

It meant they’d have to be conscious of rivaling or vengeful packs/rogue wolves who’d have a bone to pick with theirs for one reason or another. It meant they’d have to get wrapped up with other packs and their business because Yeonjun’s never turned others away when they needed help.

It even meant that he could hurt his mate himself if he wasn’t careful while phasing or using too much strength when their weaker human body couldn’t handle it.

Being linked to him meant being linked to a revolver with one bullet in the chamber randomly firing, you just never knew when it would go off. How could Yeonjun ever be okay with doing that to someone who never had a say in the matter to begin with because of the feelings they would catch due to his werewolf instincts?

“Jjun hyung,” Soobin’s voice suddenly broke through Yeonjun’s thoughts, “I need you to drive Hyuka to the library for his tutoring session today.”

He couldn’t help but pull his brow together in annoyance, “And why the fuck would I do that?”

Yeonjun couldn’t lie and say he meant for his question to come out as rude as it did. But he truthfully didn’t see why he needed to be the one to take him. Sure the pup of the pack couldn’t drive yet, but others in the pack had recently gotten their licenses and could take him.

“Because I’m in charge and because I’m asking you politely to do it,” Binnie spoke hurriedly as he shoved some books into his already overflowing bag, clearly rushing to leave the house for, what the eldest could only assume based on his polished appearance anyways, work.

Yeonjun didn’t really think that was a good enough answer. Why couldn’t Beomgyu take the younger boy? Or Taehyun? Why did it have to be him?

He drove a really nice motorcycle that, even though it could fit two people on it easily, he didn’t like other people getting close to because they could scratch or dent it. Not to mention Hueningkai was absolutely terrified of riding it as he so lovingly pointed out when he deemed it a “coffin on two wheels.”

So Yeonjun let out a dry chuckle, “Nicely? Sounds more like a command if you ask me. Huening failing out of school is not my responsibility. Besides someone else will have to do it anyways because I have school myself sorry.”

While he knew that statement was a selfish thing to say, it was also true. If he could manage to get by in school with a hope and a prayer, why couldn’t the youngest of their little family learn to do it?

Sure other people did try to “help” Yeonjun with his issues once upon a time, but they just made him feel even more stupid than he already knew his parents thought he was. So he didn’t even fully see the point of the pup going to tutoring anyways. Chances are it wouldn’t work for him either. So it was a waste of money in his eyes.

The alpha pinched the bridge of his nose, clearly agitated and over the fight he hadn’t even had with the eldest yet, “Jesus fuck Yeonjun-ah, I don’t have time for this. Tweedle dee and tweedle dumbass’s timing of their classes today won’t let them do it and i have work. We both know you’re just gonna blow your classes off today like you do nearly everyday so you can do it you just don’t want to.”

Soobin sighed jaggedly as he ran a hand through his messy hair in an attempt to steady his breathing, “But if that’s what it takes to get you off your ass and to get you to be helpful for once then yes, it’s a command then!” He practically growled because he had to do something he hated and had to force his status on his brothers as he threw his bag to sit on his shoulder, “Take his ass to his tutoring so he doesn’t fail out of school. I dont know about you but i don’t want his sisters to come and freak out on us for being bad influences on him again!”

Even though he heard muffled snickers coming from Taehyun and Beomgyu sitting nearby, all Yeonjun could do at that point was throw a harsh scowl Soobin’s way.

He couldn’t disobey an alphas order anymore than he could stop breathing. And he couldn’t necessarily say the alpha was wrong in saying he was just planning on not going to his classes today anyways. He just really hadn’t planned on being Huening’s personal taxi driver for the day. Sometimes he really hated being a werewolf.

“Looks like you’re stuck with me hyung!” Kai put his arm over the eldest’s shoulder with a squeeze, a cheshire grin happily plastered on his face.

“You know I hate you right?” Yeonjun hissed as he got up to grab the keys to his motorcycle, much to the sudden mortification of the younger boy.

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A whiff of old books and ancient dust seemed to flow through the air as the two boys stepped through the double doors to their college’s library. A library Yeonjun hated.

He hated the smell, even if the smell today wasn’t as putrid as usual for some reason. It still smelled musky and moldy like it normally did, just… less moldy and musky than he had known it to be previously.

He hated the goodie goodie people sitting at their tables studying, who no doubt thought they were better than him. Which was total bull. Because just because he wasn’t book smart like they were and could barely scrape by in his classes didn’t mean the brown nosing assholes scattered about the depressing building should have the right to judge him.

And he definitely hated having to be anywhere near the grouchy librarian who always told him he was too loud to be there. Which he found ridiculous because why should he have to be less noisy and more tame when ehe let everyone else do what they wanted to all the time anyways? He was 99.99% positive that the old crone just had it out for him.

“You just haaaaaad to flunk calculus didn’t you?” Yeonjun rhetorically asked his brother under his breath, his nose automatically scrunching up at the foreign aromas around him, slightly catching a whiff of someone’s delicious smelling cherry perfume that was sweet enough to almost have him forgetting why he was there in the first place. Almost.

But Huening paid no mind to the sulky boy as his eyes began to scan the rather large and echoey room for his rather small and quiet tutor.

The eldest knew that Hyuka had been doing sessions with you for a little over three months now and he’d say they had paid off substantially, his calculus grade went from a failing D to an above average B. Which was something none of his brothers had managed to help him do.

So, as annoyed as he was at his alpha for forcing him to take him to school, Yeonjun tried not to be too annoyed with the pup. At least he was putting in effort to do something good for himself for once.

But that didn’t mean he had to like the place you two did your study sessions. It was literally the most cliche and boring place ever.

“There she is!” Hueningkai practically squealed, his high pitched voice causing you to look up from the book that was in front of you at your table with a small, though obviously very shocked, smile.

While Kai was just happy rambling about what they were going to work on that day and why the session would take so long as he was getting tutored by someone he considered a friend, one of the few he had actually managed to make on his own, Yeonjun was in his own little world.

From the moment his eyes turned to you as you looked up to shyly greet his younger brother from afar, everything else around him faded away.

All the students mumbling around him were tuned out when he quickly realized the sweet cherry smell hanging in the air was linked to you.

All the sounds of chairs being pushed in and out from the tables scattered about went mute as your beautiful curls residually bounced from moving your head to look up.

All the passerbyers around you practically floated out of his line of sight as your dimpled smile radiated a warmth bright enough to reach even the coldest person in the room.

Before his current interaction with you, Yeonjun had only heard about you from his younger brother’s constant babbling about his new tutor friend. Soobin, Taehyun, or Beomgyu had always been the one to drop him off because the eldest never wanted to and/or was never home.

He never cared enough about something so trivial to listen to Kai’s mentions of you, which was something he was regretting in the present.

He didn’t remember much, but what did manage to sneak it’s way into his brain made sense. He had once told Yeonjun something about you being a foreigner. You definitely didn’t look as Korean as the people around you, yet you still managed to outshine every single person in the building by a landslide.

The younger boy had once spoken about how shy you were and, based on how your cheeks lit up with noticeable hues of pink and red even through your darker complexion once you saw that Kai hadn’t come alone, he guessed his assessment of you was correct.

Huening had also said something about you being very polished and conservative in appearance. Which was something exuded in your outfit choice: a pastel yellow cardigan that brought out the glow in your ebony skin and an olive green under vest that fit your rather curvy body perfectly.

And from what Yeonjun could see just under the open library table, you had a pleated skirt composed of similar colors and white laced tights that matched your headband on top of your beautifully and expertly styled hair.

To say you were the most gorgeous person the elder boy had ever seen was an understatement.

All Yeonjun wanted to do was go over, pull you up from your chair, and kiss your glossed lips until you both ran out of breath.

Sure it would be a little difficult to maneuver, Yeonjun could tell by referencing the size of everything around you that you were quite a bit shorter than him, actually probably a lot a bit shorter than him. But with his strength and your small frame, he was sure he would still be able to lift you with ease.

In fact, you would probably be just the right size for him to be able to wrap your legs around his waist and walk around comfortably. Which would mean that walking you over to the nearest room with a lockable door wouldn’t be a probl-

But before he could finish his line of thinking, you lifted your delicate hand in the air to signal Kai to come over to you and suddenly the panic of the situation truly set in, causing Yeonjun to react on instinct.

Heart nearly pounding out of his chest from the shock of having seen you, he quickly threw himself to the side of the nearest bookcase to hide himself from your view. Much to the confusion of his younger brother who dutifully followed suite in order to see what was going on.

“Yeonjun-ah,” Kai hesitantly spoke to get the elder boy’s attention, “Is everything okay?”

No, nothing was okay. Five seconds ago his life was great. Five seconds ago he was Yeonjun, the guy who smoked nearly a pack a day. Five seconds ago he was Yeonjun, the guy who always had a drink in his hand to take the edge off.

Five seconds ago he was Yeonjun, party boy who slept with whoever he wanted whenever he wanted without a care in the world. Five seconds ago he was Yeonjun, a normal human guy.

Now he was Yeonjun, the werewolf whose senses were going into hyperdrive and who’s brain was ready to throw all that away over some girl he had only seen once for less than half a second.

“T-That girl’s your tutor?” The elder boy asked as he worked on catching his breath, deeply gulping back a crack he knew his voice was desperate to let out.

Huening tilted his head in confusion and gripped the strap of the bag that was thrown over his shoulder a little tighter in discomfort, “Yeah… that’s ____… why…?”

Scanning the pup’s expression, Yeonjun could tell he was getting suspicious of what was going on. He knew the second the youngest understood what was going on he’d run an tell everyone in the pack.

After that there’d be no going back. After that everything would change. But he couldn’t let that happen.

He couldn’t lose what little life he had found for himself outside of his pack. He couldn’t let go of the few things he had left that make him happy. He couldn’t throw away a life of freedom for a life of fear.

And he couldn’t get you caught up in the mess he had created that was his life, not when he finally saw you. Not when he could tell you were a happy sweet innocent person who deserved a hell of a lot better than what he could give you. Not when every instinct in his body was telling him to protect you for the biggest threat around: himself.

Yeonjun knew he’d have to respond to his brother in a matter of seconds. He knew he was acting weird and that the youngest would come to his own conclusions.

But he still had one hope: no one else in the pack had gone through it yet, so no one knew 100% what the signs really were in real life. They only heard second hand accounts from their friends in other packs. So there was still a chance he could hide it. You still had a chance.

“No- No reason,” Yeonjun did his best to pull himself together and recreate his shattered normal cool guy persona, even though his heart was still in his throat and it was causing him to become light headed, “Just wondering. That’s all. What time do you need picked up?”

Based on Kai’s still confused face, he didn’t seem to buy Yeonjun’s answer fully. Probably because he could physically hear his brother’s pulse racing.

But he at least let it go soon enough when he heard you softly call his name, “I need a ride back at 4. I gotta go, thanks for the ride hyung!”

With that, the pup went off in a hurry to meet you at your table, giving you a quick hug and placing his things on the table for you to get your session started.

And while Yeonjun’s immediate instinct to his internal decision to stay away from you was to need to whimper because you were so close yet so far away from him, he shakily began to walk to the library’s exit so he could get back to his bike.

It felt like his heart was crushing in two. It felt like the world was crumbling around him. Like all the air was being pulled from his lungs with ever step further from you that he took. It felt like he was slipping away and that the only thing that could bring him back to earth was you. But he refused.

As he jumped on his motorcycle, started the engine, and he sped off and way from his university at full speed, tears began to slide down his face underneath his helmet.

He made a promise to himself and to you to keep you away from him, no matter how much it hurt. It was better for everyone that way.

He wasn’t meant to be in relationships. He wasn’t meant for commitment. He wasn’t meant to love people unconditionally. He physically couldn’t, he had no frame of reference to mimic to even show you he would be willing to try to figure it out for you.

He couldn’t be a boyfriend, he legitimately didn’t know how to be one. And he wasn’t about to force you to teach him while also putting you in mortal danger every single day because of him and his pack.

A part of Yeonjun’s distraught brain wondered if he should’ve felt bad for taking the choice away from you. After all, that’s why he hated the idea of mating in the first place.

But he decided that nobody should have to make that choice. Nobody should have to choose between a quiet life with someone you could never love right and a dangerous life that may be cut short because of someone you love madly. Nobody should have to feel guilty for unintentionally killing someone if they rejected them. Nobody should have to be put through it, least of all you.

You’d be safer and happier this way. And he could continue on living for his pack because you wouldn’t have verbally denied him.

He didn’t like the idea of mates and what they stood for. He hated that they took away free will. But as cheesy as it sounded, seeing you for the first time changed everything he felt just earlier in the day.

He saw you and he immediately wanted to stop partying. He saw you and would’ve instantly quit smoking and drinking if that’s what you wanted him to do. He saw you and felt the need to send out messages to all his previous fuckbuddies to let them know it was over between them, that he had no need for them when he had you.

Because all he could think about was the future he could have with you. The stereotypical one people always referenced with the nice big house with a white picket fence he would’ve helped put up himself.

One where you two had a stupidly expensive wedding where you looked absolutely stunning walking down the aisle towards where he would be at the alter bawling his eyes out knowing you would be his forever.

A future where you had normal human jobs you came home from at the end of the day and complained to each other about while making dinner.

A life where you had two kids: a boy who looked and unfortunately acted just like himself and a girl that luckily looked and acted just like you.

Now that he had met you, he wanted you to be together. He wanted you to be his mate, to be his. He was fine with his free will being taken away if it meant he was able to spend a lifetime with you.

But he couldn’t put you through that.

And driving away from you when he could’ve just gone to introduce himself to you and ask you out was single handedly the hardest thing he had ever done. And his life was only gonna get harder.

(Edited 5/25/2024)