#yelllow blossoms

[gwbreeden]

Lovely St. John’s Wort in our back yard.

[fleur-aesthetic]

flourishflowerfarm

[earthlaughsinflowers]

June 19, 2019

I am so distraught about my tomato plants. It has been downpouring rain everyday for over a week. I’m getting blossom drop and some yelllowed leafs from then being water logged but I can’t do anything to stop the weather. Never thought I’d be begging for the hot sun to return while I’m dealing with no a/c in my third floor appartment but I’d rather be sweating my bum off than missing out on delicious homegrown organic tomatoes.

[odettegibson-blog]

character sheet - odette marie gibson

BASICS

full name -- odette marie gibson (née lawless) meaning of name --  odette means wealthy, marie means bitter   nickname -- blossom by her biological father birth date -- 26th of april, 1999 astrological sign and details -- taurus

element: earth

quality: fixed

color: green, pink

day: friday, monday

ruler: venus

greatest overall compatibility: scorpio, cancer

lucky numbers: 2, 6, 9, 12, 24

strengths: reliable, patient, practical, devoted, responsible, stable

weaknesses: stubborn, possessive, uncompromising

taurus likes: gardening, cooking, music, romance, high quality clothes, working with hands

taurus dislikes: sudden changes, complications, insecurity of any kind, synthetic fabrics

birth place -- raymond, mississippi age -- eighteen nationality -- american race -- caucasian hair color -- blonde hair style -- loose with gentle curls, or a braid glasses or contacts -- neither eye color -- blue skin tone -- light scars or distinguishing marks -- she has nail shaped scars on her neck of where her mother held her to drown her disabilities -- none build or body type -- slender height -- 5 ft 8" weight -- 119 pounds weakness -- her ptsd, her sexuality, her past

FAMILY AND CHILDHOOD

mother -- emmy-lou elizabeth buckley (†), twenty when odette was born father -- merle george lawless (†), thirty-nine when odette was born mother's occupation -- housewife father's occupation -- handy man and carpenter family finances -- working class, on the verge of poor birth order -- born as an only child, is now the third child out of four in the gibson family brothers -- merle lawless, jr. (†), connor gibson, matthew gibson  sisters -- josephine gibson other close family -- a grandmother in connecticut best friend -- susan peterson, the girl living accross the road other friends -- robert green, audrey sloan and fred winkle enemies -- none pets -- a bloodhound, named chuck home life during childhood -- she lived in a two bedroom house that was very small, but that was always filled with music and happiness for a long time. her father was her hero and her mother cared for her just fine, until she got post-partum depression. her father passed away from cancer, and that made the depression even worse. it was left untreated and this lead to a complete breakdown where her mother drowned her son, merle jr. and tried to drown her daughter, before killing herself. what did his or her bedroom look like -- she had a room that she shared with her little brother. it had faded yellow walls and she had quite a spartan bed and a big, old, wooden closet. in her room, her guitar was always in the corner and she had a bookstand filled with sheetmusic and country CDs. any sports or clubs -- none favorite toy or game -- she loved her three Barbie dolls as well as her toy guns schooling -- she did fairly well in school but had to redo her freshman year, which is why she is still a senior. favorite subject -- music popular or loner -- a bit of an outcast, but she isn’t being bullied and people are generally nice to her important experiences or events -- her father’s death, her mother’s breakdown and death, her brother’s death, her move to her grandmother, being adopted into the gibson family, becoming aware of her sexuality health problems -- she is struggling with ptsd, which developped when she was fourteen culture -- she is a southern girl and her father even had a rebel flag outside her house. she knows that the confederacy wasn’t great and was racist, but she still sort of hangs on to southern tradition and songs that are about the confederacy.  religion and beliefs -- she was raised an evangelist christian and went to church every sunday, which she still does

CHARACTER

bad habits -- twirling her hair, whistling, twirling her grandmother’s ring around her finger good habits -- drinking lots of water best characteristic -- she is very friendly and wants everyone to feel included worst characteristic -- she can be very self-centered and only think about her own dreams and to achieve those, she’ll push aside whoever she has to worst memory -- her dead brother’s body and the sounds of her mother choking on her own blood in the background best memory -- her father teacher her ‘amarillo by morning’ on guitar and then singing together proud of -- her vocal abilities and her skills on the guitar embarrassed by -- the fact that she is still a senior and not in college yet driving style -- very careful and annoyingly slow strong points -- driven, reliable, patient, practical, devoted, responsible, stable temperament -- she isn’t easily angered, so quite calm and gentle weakness -- her sexuality, her past and other people being successful while she isn’t yet fears -- being anything like her mother, going to sleep, water, public flashbacks secrets -- her sexuality, her family tragedy regrets -- not being able to stop her mother, not being there when her father passed away feels vulnerable when -- people ask her about having a boyfriend, judge her accent pet peeves -- chewing sounds motivation -- wanting to make her father proud by becoming a country star short term goals and hopes -- kind of hopes for a girlfriend, but also doesn’t at the same time, graduating long term goals and hopes -- becoming a country star sexuality -- she is 99,99% gay exercise routine  -- does not exercise but does eat quite healthy day or night person -- day person, because the night is filled with nightmares introvert or extrovert -- extrovert optimist or pessimist -- optimist

LIKES AND STYLES

music -- country, bluegrass (carrie underwood, dolly parton, george start, merle haggard, willie nelson, loretta lynn...) books -- she really doesn’t like reading magazines -- southern living, country living foods -- fried chicken, fried okra, biscuits and gravy, collard greens, catfish and cornbread drinks -- sweet tea, pop animals -- dogs, horses sports -- football social issues -- quietly for gay rights, religious freedom,  favorite saying -- god willing and the creek don't rise color -- yelllow clothing -- loves dresses and wears them pretty much always, but if she isn’t she’s wearing that it’s cut off jeans or jeans skirts jewelry -- she wears her grandmother’s ring, always and a cross she got from her father around her neck tv shows -- heart of dixie, nashville movies -- brokeback mountain but that is a secret, imagine me and you, carol, la vie d’adele, totally not for the love scene greatest want -- to be famous, loved and accepted greatest need -- love and acceptance

CURRENT LIFESTYLE

home -- lives with her adoptive parents in a big house, as they are rich favorite possession -- her guitar most cherished possession -- old tape of her father singing “sunday in the south’ and playing the guitar. she loves it because it also has little merle talking on it neighborhood -- rich and fancy, in her opinion town or city name -- mystic married before -- no significant other before -- she’s had a boyfriend when she was sixteen but she felt nothing for him other than friendship children -- none relationship with family -- she loves her new siblings, but she misses the love of her parents. they’re not around and she doesn’t think they care much for her best friend -- tbd other friends -- tbd enemies -- tbd car -- an old, red pick up truck she asked her parents to buy for her pets -- none career -- senior in high school salary -- none other income -- none dream career -- country singer/songwriter dream life -- she wants to get married and have children, preferrably three. she knows that she wants a woman, but she isn’t sure if she’ll ‘give in’ to that yet. love life -- non-existent but she has crushes left and right sexual turn ons -- girls, in general but she especially likes nice curves, full lips and she is very much into girly girls sexual turn offs -- she just isn’t into butch women, she can’t help it. she also doesn’t like arrogance, rudeness and people who push her into things she doesn’t want to do hobbies -- singing, playing guitar, writing songs, listening to music guilty pleasure -- her goodie box of pictures of semi-naked and naked models in the back of her closet sports or clubs -- none talents or skills -- singing, playing guitar intelligence level -- average finances -- dependent on her parents greatest strength -- charm greatest weakness -- being a people pleaser health problems -- ptsd culture -- she grew up in a lower class family and adapting to her rich family isn’t easy for her. she just doesn’t feel like she fully fits in. religion -- evangelist christian