#yelled again when I brought up that I haven't played rugby since I was 10 | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

becaexists · 1 year ago

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Gotta love living at home with my parents bc everything will be just fine, enjoyable even, and then I say something and someone just explodes at me, like just now when, while all of us were watching arctic monkeys on TV, I casually joked about how I think me and my siblings are all autistic and my dad (like always) started screaming about how "they're not stupid, don't you dare say that!" And suddenly I was tired and searching for any excuse to retreat upstairs away from him

#get me the fuck out of here #I'm beginning to believe he doesn't like any part of me #yells about me being queer #yells about me and friends he's never met being trans #and now yells about me being autistic #he also went on a rant about how much effort he put into forcing me to do rugby even though I hated it when I was little #apparently that shows how much he loves me #yelled again when I brought up that I haven't played rugby since I was 10 #I turn 18 in 36 days for reference #like I already know his favourite is the middle child bc he's a middle child and my mum favours my youngest sibling #speaking of my mum she's barely better #she just doesn't yell #other day we were talking about how the government is directing hate to anyone they can to deflect off themselves #especially trans people and immigrants #and my mum was like why do you care so much it doesn't impact you directly #and I was like yes it does #and she said 'you're not trans' completely flatly #and moved on like it was nothing #oh gods I'm ranting #gotta tag this as full on vent now lmao #personal vent #vent post

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