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‘Little Dew’

Brandon hated the nickname.

The fact that everyone knew it was related to the fact that he was lacking in size down there made it even worse, borderline bullying at this point. The guys give him shit about it, always asking if he can even do anything with it, making sure to tell the girls at the bar that he’s trying to pick up before they scoff or worse, laugh at him as they walk away.

And, somehow, he’s wound up making out with Connor, not even remembering how it started. Too many drinks, or maybe he just doesn’t care anymore. Choosing to take what he can get anyway he can and maybe -

Connor pushes him to the bed, a small snort coming from him as he looks Brandon up and down. Connor has a mean smile on his face, he squirms a bit, already knowing exactly what's coming as he undoes Brandon’s pants and pulls them down.

“Hm kinda figured it would have, I don’t know, been bigger hard?” Brandon shuts his eyes, trying to pretend that his dick didn’t just kick and drool onto his stomach at the words, “‘s cute though.”

Connor said it with a breathy chuckle as Brandon cracks an eye open to see him kneeling between his legs to look closer at it. This usually happens, the curiosity, the humiliation and knowing he’s going to get rejected for anything further than maybe a handy or blowjob. He can’t even bring himself to look at Connor, not wanting to see what he’s thinking through facial expressions.

“Have you ever fucked anyone with it? Can’t imagine someone would even feel it…almost wanna see you jerk yourself off, doubt you would even see it would even peek out of your fist,” he feels his thighs quiver a bit, more precum leaking out, “are you…holy shit, you are getting off on this.”

Brandon screws his eyes shut, whimper escaping him, fuck he wants to hate it, really does but it just does something for him. The meanness of it always gets him, and the fact that it’s Connor only makes it hotter.

He shouts as Connor takes all of him into his mouth, dick barely touching the soft palate in his mouth, the sudden warm wetness completely surrounding him before he pulls off.

“Bet you could fuck my mouth without any issue, not like you would choke me.” he lets out a moan, hating how pathetic he sounds as Connor teases him before swallowing again him in one motion. Connor brings a hand up to roll his balls, making Brandon’s hips thrust up into his mouth. He hears, or rather feels him laugh around him, that being all it takes as he comes into Connor’s mouth. 

Brandon covers his face in embarrassment as Connor pulls off with a louder laugh. He honestly wants to go and hide, but Connor pats his hip, making him peek through his fingers, seeing his cum dripping down Connor’s chin as he smirks.

“How many hook ups wind up fucking you? Girls ever bring out the strap and just go to town on you?” he tries to roll his face to the side, wanting nothing more but to not be seen as he feels himself getting hard again already, “ oh my god Dew really? You love this, don’t you?”

Connor’s hand goes to his ass, slightly damp fingers rubbing against his hole as he sucks in a breath, hands flying to grip the sheets beside his head. 

“You probably like being fucked, not like you can do much with this, huh?” a hand wraps around Brandon’s dick, looking even smaller in Connor’s hand as he tries to squirm away from the touch, overstimulated and ready to go again. This really shouldn’t turn him on this much, already starting to leak again. 

Everything leaves him at once, Connor getting up and walking to his suitcase and he can’t even look anywhere but the ceiling, wishing the bed would swallow him whole as Connor comes back. He hears something open, probably lube and suddenly two slick fingers rubbing against him again as he squirms, trying to get away but also push against them. Too much but not enough even as the first finger enters with ease before the second one is added with minimal resistance.

“Shit, already so loose. How many teammates have you let fuck you so far?” Brandon can’t even answer as he feels the slick head of Connor’s dick start to push in, loud gasp leaving him as he settles all the way in, “bet you would be a good team slut, let everyone - fuck - have a turn with you. You’d like that huh?”

He tries to hide his face again, hating how his body betraying him, hating how turned on he is at the idea of the guys all taking a turn with him as Connor fucks him. He tries to be quiet, biting through his lip, not wanting to sound desperate, but Connor knows. Connor always knows.

“Wonder how many times we could get you to come? Probably more than a few times, yeah?” he whimpers at that, the quick pace of Connor’s hips meeting his getting him just close enough and he wants to-

“No no, no touching yourself,” a frustrated groan, really a whine, leaves him, “cute, just. Fuck.”

Connor’s hips speed up, rhythm faltering as Brandon arches his back, everything going fuzzy as he comes again, shouting as Connor fucks him through it before pulling out. He barely registers the cum hitting his stomach, completely out of it as he pants.

Brandon wakes up at some point the next morning, way too early and naked, but cleaned up and in bed, a silhouette of another body across from him in the bed, not remembering anything after coming the second time. He scoots towards the body next to him, Connor his half asleep brain supplies, and presses himself up behind him as Connor lets out a sigh in his sleep.

[advernia]

What do you think would happen if Alice had fallen into Cradle with her child? I’m particularly curious about Sirius and Luka OwO

in general i’d say the presence of the mother-child combination in cradle would (rather, should) raise the tension higher because two people from the land of reason = two people who can repel magic, yeehaw. i think that gives the magic tower more incentive to be aggressive point blank bc 1) two magic repellers = greater chances of world domination plans being thwarted, 2) on the other hand they will make excellent test subjects, 3) them being blood-related + different ages (and possibly genders) opens more avenues for varied forms of experimentation, and 4) more ways to enter the land of reason, hella rad.

there’s probably more but morbid thoughts aside... here’s some general scenarios!

sirius:

he grew up having lotsa siblings + if you count the black army as the whole he’s raised a lot of brats lmao, so alice having a kid doesn’t faze him the slightest!

in the prologue where ray ends up catching alice, sirius ends up catching her kid instead. thinks the kid’s five years old or something. sirius is about to ask the child some basic questions, but the kid suddenly points to a running blanc so whoops. before the strange pair go rushing after blanc, kid says a thank you, mister! and that earns immediate brownie points because the! kid! called! me! mister! and sirius proceeds to make that veeeery clear to ray lol. maybe to fenrir and seth too, later.

so after all the prologue drama, alice & the kid formally introduce themselves as mother & child to the black army. there’s a few murmurs of reallys and awwws because tbh alice looked rather young to be a mother but oh well. it doesn’t change sirius’ welcoming and accommodating approach, though he keeps more tabs on the child because honestly...

a young child in the barracks... where there’s a stocked armory + shiny magic crystals... ridiculous brats - ehem, grown men prone to showing off + creating trouble... yeah. though it’s really not a hassle on sirius’ part to somewhat act like a babysitter, he gets to suffer being teased about nonsense like paternal instincts coming to life in full force lol!

though seriously speaking, he’s very careful not to ask / bring up the biggest subject of them all: alice’s husband (if there’s even one to speak of, ooh). on the kiddo’s side of course, it’s already hard enough that someone so young suddenly ends up in a strange place + gets their mother and themselves threatened by a whole goddamn army (sirius, to lancelot: i stg what are u doing???) + has to live out a whole month in a new environment all of a sudden, so he believes the least that he & the black army can do is keep the child comfortable enough so that the feeling of fear would be lessened, get a sense of comfort going on. sirius definitely can’t blame the kiddo if they start crying out for their father/home though - though he knows it’s not his fault + can’t do anything much, he’ll feel bad about the fact that he can’t do much for the child’s homesickness.

he’s not going to broach the topic on alice either - if alice wanted to talk, then he’d do his best to listen. if she didn’t then he wouldn’t dare ask, it’s a very personal topic after all. who was he to pry into her personal matters when she + her child would be leaving in a month???

so picture this: he did say he’ll help watching over the kid, but there’s not much to do bc her child is good enough. what a little angel, polite and curious and quiet. maybe a little too quiet, withdrawn??? hmmm. either way, the child didn’t seem too (pro)active. or was playful the term sirius was looking for?

like sure, there’s the loud laughs for stupid antics, answers when talked to, smiles and walks around the barracks on their own but... more often than not, the child keeps close to alice or is just around her general line of sight. separation anxiety, maybe??? that’s natural, so okay. or maybe it’s alice who’s always hovering around her child??? either way, there’s nothing odd about that, but upon longer observation...

the kid is just... really responsible / really loves their mom??? alice watering the plants??? quickly looks for another watering can / gets a bucket of water to refill the can with. general cleaning or laundry??? puts a hold on whatever they were doing, rolls up sleeves, gets ready to do some work. prep work for dinner??? peeling’s a bit wonky, but they’re doing their best while trying not to cut themselves...

this strikes off as a bit funny to sirius, because wow, they really are related. where alice is quick to offer her help on all sorts of tasks in the barracks, her child is just a step behind her, little hands willing to do some work. on some tasks, alice does tell her kid that she’ll be alright doing it on her own, but her kid insists doing it alongside her anyway. and that there, that’s a very alice thing to do, too. sirius - heck, maybe the black army would know that by now as well, lol, considering how alice flutters around the barracks looking for something to do if she’s not having some alone time + private time with her child.

though, as much as the help was appreciated... it doesn’t sit well with sirius that the mother & child are spending most of their hours working rather than enjoying themselves in cradle. he thinks it’s a shame, especially for the kid. back when sirius was younger, he would...... then he’d go to....... and then sometimes he’d.............

.... right. if the guests wouldn’t relax themselves, then sirius would take it upon himself to show them a good time. it doesn’t have to be through big events, it doesn’t have to be everyday, it doesn’t need to be through fancy or expensive gifts either...... if only just to see both of them smile more often, then it’s definitely worth the time thinking about.

more bonus points if he’d get to see alice’s kid start acting like... well, a child! while there’s nothing wrong with being responsible or wanting to help, a kid should definitely experience all sorts of things, explore what they can, and most of all, enjoy themselves.

that’s what it means to be young, and alice should do the same as well... being in cradle is their adventure, after all! they’re not completely unrelated to the war but..... if anything else, sirius wants to fulfill the black army’s promise of precting them until the full moon comes around, and when that day comes.... he hopes the two have made a ton of good memories of their stay in cradle.

......... funny that this guy’s thinking about how make the two relax when he can’t even stop and do that for himself lmaooooo 

luka:

lol he starts off the same as he’s always been in most routes: shying away + nothing much to say to the parent/child combo now suddenly under their wing.

though, he does keep watch of their eating habits on the first days of their stay: alice eats anything + everything so that’s a relief, she’s adjusting. now if only he can say the same for her child....

imagine alice’s kid still being uncomfortable & cranky a few days in cradle + black army company, refuses to eat much even though his mom’s urging him to. breaks into a tantrum one day, saying that i wanna eat mama’s cooking instead! or something similar for everyone in the dining room to hear before storming out. ooh. there’s a brief silence - most stares land on luka, who isn’t really offended.

..... well, okay, so maybe it did sting a little bit. alice apologizes to luka before going away to calm her kid down. fenrir + ray tell him not to worry about it, seth + sirius muse about the kid feeling all homesick / sensitive. cue other soldiers saying something about puberty (whut lol). or y’know, kids being kids.

luka tries thinking about the kid’s situation for a bit. away from home, living in a whole new environment, surrounded by a whole lot of other people with attitudes and faces way different from those around at home... huh. that kinda sounds like himself in a way, except that the away from home bit on luka’s part was a voluntary choice.

having realized that, luka has a better guess of what the kid might be feeling. overwhelmed, definitely. from a very hostile welcome with handcuffs + the red army carrying the threat of death, suddenly being surrounded by the kindness of the black army is a total 360. must feel unreal, suspicious, even. the sight of real weapons around, the existence of magic and all that, unknowingly having a power so strong the whole country fears it. sounds like too much too process for a child.

..... alright, but looking at alice’s kid being unfriendly + clingy to alice 24/7 + being such a crybaby also reminds luka of... uh, himself, when he was younger. not to his own mother, but to... well, jonah, ugh. it’s not an easy pill to swallow (it takes grudging acceptance), but at least luka gets to know why he always felt some pang of irritation looking at the child.

so the next time the kid starts crying over something/causes trouble for alice, luka surprises everyone in the room by taking the initiative to scold the kid for acting so selfish. tough call, by the way - the child is wow, stubborn as hell + likes to keep the waterworks going while screaming; luka’s got a pretty good idea of what he wants to say but is having trouble getting it across properly and in a less menancing manner, so in short its a mess. witnesses ray blackwell + fenrir godspeed find the whole scene sorta funny though, much support lol.

alice wants to cut in, but sirius + seth tell her to leave it to luka, who seems to be winning since her kid’s running out of energy from crying & shouting at the same time. luka seems to be calming down too, because his tone + volume + facial expression is getting less stern. this seemed like a good time to mosey out of the scene so sirius ushers the audience to go away lmao, even the worried mother (who, decides to eavesdrop instead. no one has the heart to pull her away... so they hover around the doorway with her too.)

not arguing with luka anymore, the upset kid starts to babble of nightmares about the scary men in red with their sharp swords, not wanting to sleep because maybe when they close their eyes mama might suddenly be gone and they’re all alone, the scary feeling of losing mama to strangers, and the list goes on and on. its a collection of fears + worries of a child, and luka’s patient enough to listen. in fact, he smiles wryly when there’s mentions of monsters under the bed: it’s embarrasing, but luka used to cry over that too.

... seeing the kid bawl their eyes out like this, luka really is reminded of his younger self. the clinginess, sudden outbursts, the fear of maybe one day, they’ll be left behind and will be all alone. luka might be speculating the kid’s feelings, but more than anyone else, luka would be the closest one who could relate to what the kid was going through because.......... he acted that way towards jonah, back when they were younger.

he wonders if they’ve mentioned any of this to alice, even if just the smallest of their fears. he wonders how long they’ve been bothered over those fears, if they’ve been sleeping well at night. with all those questions in his mind, luka’s not so sure what to say; how to comfort the child.

he still tries though, even if his words come out a bit clumsy, even if the kid’s still sniffling all the way through the process. it’s a quiet moment, one that lasts till the child has cried themselves to sleep. they just stay that way for awhile, the kid resting their head on luka’s arm, until luka decides to carry the child back to their room........ alice must be worried.

..... she is, actually. when she and luka talk, she keeps quiet of her eavesdropping. luka doesn’t tell her everything either, because he believed that some of the things they talked about are better said by the kid themselves rather than him relaying the message to alice.

there’s nothing much to say after that, so luka goes on his way. alice says a very sincere thank you before he goes. she... has a lot of other things to say other than just that, but.... maybe another time. maybe when she’s plucked up the courage.

anyway, after all that alice’s kid seems to have gotten off their... spoiled phase, lol. still a little clingy to alice, but is getting less prickly + talking to others now. most notable development though, is if the child isn’t around their mother......... they could be seen hanging around luka.

.......... cue comments on how heartwarming it is to see a young child tottering around luka like a little duckling. luka does not appreciate the teasing. especially when it comes from seth + fenrir because why are their grins so big??????? but he doesn’t say anything against the kid following him around lol.