#yeap i'm still playing this

[solidandsound]

FOURTH LAND: Cloudy Stronghold

Along with the Count of Tharsis, the party meets with Prince Baldur and Whirlwind, now revealed to be Logre, a knight of the Empire. The meeting goes sour when the Count learns that the Empire plans to sacrifice the Medium, the Vessels, and the Sentinels to Yggdrasil in order to restore their barren land. The Trefoil guild can’t let the Medium be killed, either; a fight between them and Logre ensues, after which Logre and the Prince flee.

The party pursues the Prince through the Echoing Library. They meet numerous Imperial knights along the way, many of whom do not agree with Baldur’s plan. Apparently, the Emperor, Baldur’s father, sought a solution without sacrifice. Baldur turned to the current plan after his father’s death.

Deep in the labyrinth, Logre stands in the party’s way. They defeat him soundly, but he gears up for one final attack nonetheless. At that moment, it is Kura who silently extends her hand to him. That is all it takes for Logre to allow his true feelings to show: he, too, does not wish to let anyone die for his Empire’s cause. He decides to tag along to stop his Prince.

The party corners the Prince, with Logre and the Medium doing their best to convince him to give up. He refuses. A massive golem appears; while Trefoil fights it off, Baldur escapes with the Medium. Clover and the others quickly follow him out of the dungeon, and are just in time to see the great trunk of Yggdrasil crack and fall. They know what they must do: enter the remains of Yggdrasil and stop Baldur before his plan is completed. Clover cannot let that damn tree steal what’s left of the Medium’s childhood, like another tree just like it stole her own and those of her friends.

Back in town, Clover confronts Leif and Kura. “I’ve let you keep your secrets, but if your goals don’t align with ours, I need to know. Now. This is too important. I need everyone on board one hundred percent.” Leif assures her that he’s already discarded his previous motive. However, he is nervous. He doesn’t know what Kura is thinking, a strange sensation for him.

To his relief, Kura concurs, and goes one step further. It is time, she says, to tell the guild everything.

Kura and Leif were raised by their mother, an ex-explorer of the very first Yggdrasil dungeon to be discovered. She did not have a guild, however; she mistrusted, even despised others, and so she explored alone. An immensely strong woman, she made it into the very depths of that dungeon by herself, and discovered a dark truth there. There is something powerful at the core of the tree, something with power like that of a god. It exists to revive the world after a catastrophe; she thought it may even have the power to bring a person back to life, or so she told her children.

Kura and Leif did not know their father, or fathers. Nor did they have friends. They had only their mother and each other. She told them all about her adventures, and raised them to be strong, like her. Then, she died. She left them all alone. ("They're more like us than we knew," Calyx thinks.) Thinking back on her stories, they decided to seek out Yggdrasil, to find the power to bring her back to life. They knew it may come at a grave cost, but they didn’t care, as long as they could be with their mother again.

“But then we met the three of you,” says Leif. “We thought that, when the time came, we could proceed into the depths of the labyrinth, just the two of us, and leave the rest of you behind. But the more time we spent with you, the more I came to care about you, and I wondered why my mother was so bent on being alone. And on keeping us alone. Keeping us lonely. I’m... I’m angry. I’m angry she let us live that way for so long!” He stops, to keep himself from crying. Patrick takes his hand, smiles gently.

Clover turns to Kura. “And you?”

“I saw myself in Logre,” she explains. “I saw someone hurting themself to live the way someone else wanted them to. I... didn’t like it. That, and I saw how much happier Leif had become. I decided to care more about the happiness of the living than the wishes of the dead.”

“What if you could do it?” Calyx asks. “What if you do find a way to bring your mom back?”

Leif shakes his head. “That’s just... not something I want anymore.”

Later, to prepare for the harsh journey ahead, Kura goes to Logre and asks him to teach her his skills, especially the way he manipulates the elements, so that she may strengthen her own elemental abilities.

That night at the inn, Leif comes to Patrick’s room. Once there, he makes a confession: “I was holding back with you. You made me feel so comfortable, so safe, but every time I felt that way, I had to remind myself that I wasn’t supposed to trust other people, that my mom wouldn’t want me to. But that feeling became harder and harder to ignore. This whole time, there’s just one thing I’ve wanted to do.” And so, Leif leans in towards Patrick, and kisses him.

After I finished Etrian Odyssey 2 Untold, I was craving more of that Etrian Odyssey goodness so much that I went ahead and jumped into Etrian Odyssey IV, even though I'd told myself I'd hold off on starting anything new for a while. One aspect I wasn't sure I'd get much out of, though, was creating my own party rather than experiencing a set story mode. That was, of course, foolish; I am having a blast. I put a lot of thought into the backstory and dynamics of my crew and have come to love them deeply. So, indulge me for a while, as I introduce... Guild Trefoil!

Guild Trefoil, from the Latin ‘trifolium’, meaning three-leaved plant. This is another name for the clover plant, and also refers to various clover-inspired designs, such as those on heraldic crests. At the core of the guild are the three childhood friends Clover, Calyx, and Patrick.

Ship: Oxalis, another clover-like plant, colloquially known as a false shamrock. In EOIV, all airships are imitations of an original that fell to the ground long ago.

Clover, Sniper: Trefoil’s leader from the back. A fairly serious person. Orphaned at a young age when her parents set out to be Yggdrasil explorers in Armoroad and never returned. She was raised in a small village, at an orphanage for children left behind by explorer parents. She does not blame her parents; as world economies centre more and more around these mysterious labyrinths, other opportunities dry up. Her parents were doing all they could. However, she does hold a certain distaste for those who treat Yggdrasil exploration like a fun past-time, and for those who seek to profit from it at a higher level. She now sets out for Yggdrasil herself in the hopes of sending funds back to the orphanage. As someone with a high level of attention for detail, she is also in charge of the map.

Like the plant, Clover is small but resilient. (Portrait: female, pink.)

Calyx, Fortress: Clover’s carefree best friend. She, too, grew up in the orphanage for children whose parents died as explorers. Growing up surrounded by other children with competing needs led her to become patient and reluctant to complain. However, she is also slow to advocate for herself, something which Clover is quick to remedy. Calyx feels deeply indebted to Clover for all of her support throughout their lives.

Calyx is the collective term for sepals, a part of a plant that functions to protect the flower in bloom. (Portrait: female, redhead.)

Patrick, Dancer: childhood friend to both Clover and Calyx, also an orphan. Gay, maybe a little slutty. Definitely likes to have fun. Developed in a different way from Calyx in response to their environment; because he lacked discipline growing up, he isn’t too responsible and doesn’t tend to take things seriously. To everyone’s surprise, it was his idea to head for Tharsis and seek Yggdrasil. Although he pitched it to Clover as a way to help the increasingly poverty-stricken orphanage where they grew up, his real reason is tied to the boy he likes, Leif.

Patrick is named for Saint Patrick, who is strongly associated with the shamrock, a type of clover. The shamrock may have also been associated with the regenerative powers of nature; as a Dancer, Patrick is the party’s only healer. (Portrait: male, purple hair.)

Leif, Nightseeker: with a sword in one hand and a dagger in the other, Leif is Trefoil’s deadliest member. He seems to have had some training in combat before the beginning of the journey. However, his background is shrouded in mystery. He came to Clover’s village badly injured, barely kept alive by his sister, Kura. As he was tended to by Clover, Calyx, and Patrick, he became especially close with Patrick, and disclosed that he and his sister were on their way to Tharsis to seek out Yggdrasil. However, he would not explain why. He shared that he intended to head out again once he was healthy; Patrick did not see this ending well and offered to accompany him, soon roping his friends into it as well. Leif is a stoic figure, but occasionally lets his guard down and shows his true tenderness and sensitivity. He grows closer with Patrick by the day, but is nonetheless still guarded with him.

The name Leif is most closely associated with Leif Erikson, a Norse explorer who sought new lands. It also recalls a leaf, in keeping with our plant theme. (Portrait: male, red coat.)

Kura, Runemaster: Leif’s sister, who is even more taciturn than he is. Her greatest show of emotion seen by the party thus far was in the moments they first met, when she begged them to save Leif’s life. Since then, she has shown nary a smile. That said, she is very perceptive. This aids her in combat, as she is talented in reading the enemy, but she can also glean a lot about a person’s nature just by watching them. Like Leif, she comes to the group with prior training, showing great prowess with elemental magic. Also like Leif, she refuses to share anything deeper about herself. She shares her brother’s goals, but will not reveal them.

Named for the kura clover, or Trifolium ambiguum, a type of clover that is mostly white with red underneath, a similar colour scheme to her portrait art. (Portrait: female, short blue hair.)

(EOIV portraits can be viewed here, for reference.)

[raindrop-21]

Scarred Love - Chapter Eight: Do You Wanna Know?

a/n: Took a long bit of writer's block, but I got it done!

Word count: 1,359

Cw: Ghoap x f!reader, soulmates, Simon's family, small mention of murder, a bit of angst with comfort(Tell me if I missed any)

Ch1, Ch2, Ch3, Ch4, Ch5, Ch6, Ch7, Ch8 ~ Masterlist

You laugh at Simon’s chiding. Your friends might be a bit over-the-top sometimes, but you still love them and their protectiveness of you.

“So, uh, when will I be meeting your guys’ parents?” You say as a way to try and bring the conversation back to what it was originally, “We’re already here in England, so why wait?”

“Well… You were given two papers right?” Johnny Questions.

“Yeap, one for England and one for Scotland. Figured I'd at least meet whoever's parents that are in England while I'm here.”

Simon looks away for a second, “... My Ma's no longer with us…” You see the sadness in his eyes and the sympathy given from Johnny.

“Could I still visit her? Let her know her boy's in a second set of good hands?”

“That's a good idea, Luv.”

Some of Simon's sadness disappeared and is replaced by something softer, something sweeter.

~The next day~

You've been riding in Simon's car for two hours now. It's an older car, one with a full row of seating in the front seat. You're seated in between Simon and Johnny. You half expected both men to place a hand on your thigh during the ride, but to your surprise they've both been really respectful to you, unlike men in the past. The radio is softly playing and you think you hear Take On Me by a-ha playing and Johnny humming to it.

Johnny taps you on the knee to get your attention.

“Lass, we’ve got about another two hours before we get to the ferry, if ye want ye can take a wee nap.”

“Got it.”

You nod and lean in closer to him, your side closer pressed into his. Johnny’s quiet humming is quite relaxing, the reverberations of his voice against your side makes you somewhat sleepy. You don’t think you’ve fallen asleep, but you’re awoken by a gentle hand on your shoulder lightly shaking you awake.

“C’mon Luv, wake up, we’re here.”

Simon’s voice, gruff, opposite of his touch, wakes you up.

“Hm?” You hum as you rub your eyes.

Once you’re fully awake, you grab the flowers you wanted to bring and your other items that you need. Johnny offers to hold the flowers for you, but you decline. You hold the flowers in one hand, and the other hand, well more like your pinky on that hand, is being held by Simon. You can tell it means a lot to him.

You go on a nice hike up the mountain, to a beautiful clearing, bare except for a singular tree in the middle and some flowers in the grass. Under the tree are four gravestones, the tallest one says “Liliana Riley, Loving wife and mother.”, the next on says “Tomas “Tommy” Riley, loving son, husband, father and brother.”, the one next to it says “Beth Riley, loving wife and mother.”, the last one has small picture of toddler on it and says “Joseph Riley, loving son and grandson.”.

“S'my mom, brother, sister-in-law, and nephew.”

Your heart breaks for Simon. His whole family is here, but gone. You hug Simon, the raw emotion flooding off the two of you. Simon wraps both his arms around you, its gentle yet strong; like he doesn't want to hurt you, but thinks you're going to get taken away from him. 

It feels like forever goes by before the hug ends. When it does the two of you walk over to where Johnny has already set down the blanket you guys brought in front of the tree and graves. You divide the flowers and set some on each of the graves. Johnny places a little toy car on Joseph's grave, there's already around three there, it must be a tradition. You look at the dates on the gravestones, all on the same day.

The realization that they were most likely murdered saddens you even more. Tears prick at your waterline, threatening to spill over, to betray the calm facade you wanted to portray today. Your hands instinctively search for Johnny and Simon's, you grasp their hands in yours, not wanting to let go. 

“S'okay Bonnie,” Johnny coos at you, “I wasn't much calmer.”

You lean into Simon and the hand that was holding yours wraps around your shoulders and pulls you closer to him. You want to ask what exactly happened to all of them, but you don’t. You leave it to him to tell you. The three of you spend a while just enjoying the slight breeze and quietness of the mountain top. 

“I bet yer Ma’s happy tha ye brought us both, Si.” Simon nods in response to Johnny's comment.

~Simon’s POV~

I’m nervous. So, so nervous. Not even Johnny was this quick to ask to see my family, but then again he knew me before we knew we were soulmates. It took a while before I offered for him to ‘meet’ them. But now I’m driving to the ferry to let her meet them. It’s nerve-wracking, it truly is. What will she think when she sees the graves? Sees the date on the graves? Will she ask why my father isn’t there too?

I’m barely pulled from my thoughts when Johnny tells her to take a nap for the rest of the drive. I get fully pulled from them when I hear Johnny call for me.

“Si. Simon? Hon? Luv? Honey-boo-boo-bear?”

“Don’t call me that.” I say in annoyance, hating the overly sickly sweet way he said it just to annoy me.

“Whatcha thinking abou’?”

“I know he’s worried, I’ve been silent, more silent than usual, “Nothin’ hun.”

He clicks his tongue, “It’s not nothin’. Yer bein’ deadly silent over there. The only time you’re like that is if yer lost in yer own thoughts. So, what’s weighin’ on ye Si?”

I sigh knowing I can’t win when he’s onto me, “I’m just worried s’all.” I say as I reach for my pack of cigarettes.

Johnny’s hand stops me.

“Two things; We dinnae ken if she’s okay wit cigarettes, and just tell me, dinnae keep it do yourself.”

I groan and stop my movements of reaching for the cigarettes.

“Just what I thought when I brought you ta meet them, ya know? The date on the graves, the graves themselves, the absence of my father’s grave.”

“Oh Si.” He says as he reaches over and grabs my hand before placing a soft kiss on it, “If she asks, ye can answer or say yer not ready to, I’m sure she’d understand.”

She probably would. I think she would. I hope she does. Johnny’s made me at least somewhat calm.

~A bit later~

She’s still asleep… I should wake her up. I decide to wake her up by gently placing my hand on her shoulder and lightly shaking her awake.

“C’mon Luv, wake up, we’re here.”

My voice, a bit gruff, opposite of my touch, wakes her up.

“Hm?” She hums as she rubs her eyes.

She grabs the flowers she brought for them and we head to the ferry. The whole time I want to hold her hand, but we haven’t discussed boundaries yet, maybe just holding part of her hand will be okay. I link my pinkie in hers. I can feel her jolt in surprise, did I make a mistake? Then I feel her relax and curl her pinkie around mine… thank god. 

Once we get there she looks over the scenery… And the gravestones. After a minute or two, she turns around and faces me, there are… Tears in her eyes? What surprises me more than the tears is when she hugs me; it’s tight, and warm… And needed. So, so needed. I hug her back, just as tightly, but a bit gentler so as not to accidentally hurt her; one arm around her waist, and the other holding her head. I look at Johnny and he gives me a sweet smile and a thumbs up as he sets down the blanket, once the two of us are done hugging, we sit on the blanket and I explain a small bit to her, all the while she hasn’t let go of my hand.

Maybe everything will be alright.

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[sandwicz]

Twisted Wonderland as quotes me and my friends said + teachers too pt. 2

Warnings: profanities, mention of cockroaches, some might be ooc, Rook

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*in the science club*

Rook: "i made a reverse filter :D"

Rook: "i turn clean water into dirty water"

Trey: "..."

Vargas: "Trappola... This is why you won't have a girlfriend in the future"

Epel: *shows a poster he made thats just memeable and very messy, kinda like a sh*tpost. Its for his presentation that's 30% his grade*

Epel: "Apple to coconut how bad is it"

Epel: "Apple = good, coconut = bad"

Epel: "all the fruits are included in between"

Ace: "its cherry then"

Epel: "idk if that's good or bad. i like cherry so its good"

Yuu: "Pear. Actually no its mango"

Epel: "I like mango so its good"

Yuu: *made a huge robot cockroach the size of a basketball(that walks slow) that's made out of cardboard for a project*

Yuu: *shows a pic and video of the project to some students*

Yuu: "cock"

Yuu: "this took forever"

Yuu: "i hate it"

Yuu: "it hath grown wings so it shall fly to the sun"

Yuu: "and i will sit and stare and salute as my papermade icarus flies ever onward”

Yuu: "... i think i lost it"

Floyd: *pokes jamil to show him the cockroach monstrosity* beetle?

Yuu: "i gave him wings don't you dare call him a beetle"

Jamil: *distraught and trying so hard to stop himself from burning the cockroach down* ...

*lets pretend NRC teaches students other languages other than english*

Leona: "what the f*ck the teacher slapped my hand"

Ruggie: "LMAO"

Jack: "what. ...why?"

Ruggie: *while laughing hard* "HE KNOWS YOU'RE SMART ITS JUST THAT YOU DIDNT WANNA PUT EFFORT"

Leona: "... this is why"

Ruggie: *still laughing while wheezing* "in the maths part of the (insert language here) exam Leona doesnt wanna calculate so instead, he wrote 0s to some of them and called it a day”

Jack: "..."

(yes our teacher did put math questions in our language exam)

Ace: “people are doing math the wrong way you guys be talking about x and y but never u and i”

Cater: “if i could rearrange the alphabet i’d put u and i together”

Cater: “you know why i like RNA better than DNA, because there’s U”

Riddle: “all these pickup lines and u all still single”

Deuce: "how do i fix my bad haircut"

Ace: "grow hair"

Deuce: "great idea"

Deuce: "never thought of that"

Deuce: "any other ideas"

Epel: "bald"

Ace: "bald"

Epel: "it's about drive it's about power"

Epel: "we stay hungry we devour"

Student A: "Sir Trein sucks, he doesn't deserve any teacher's day letter"

Deuce: *is pissed off* "HAA??!! U SHUT YOUR ASS"

Deuce: "What's your beanfest team HAH?"

Deuce: "I'll wipe it out."

Student A: " Your team."

Deuce: "oh."

Student A: "💀"

Vargas: "do you have a partner?"

Riddle: *confused at the sudden question* "...no?"

Vargas: *pats his shoulder* "no? Find someone in the future"

Yuu: "i read fire balls as furry balls"

Ace: "HAHAHAHA JACK'S FURRY BALLS LMAO"

Jack: "..."

Jack: "i hate you."

Riddle: *flabbergasted* "Cater. Yuu played tetris during class? Around the teacher?"

Cater: "Yeap"

Yuu: "ehe"

Riddle: *dissapointed noises*

Trey: "i'm surprised you didn't get caught"

Yuu: "ehe"

Floyd: *gets grouped with Epel, Lilia and Riddle for a group project*

Floyd: *decided to make a gc and determine the name of it*

Floyd: *names it "adorable midgets + floyd gc :D"

*few moments after they finally realized the gc name*

Epel: "FLOYD YOU MOTHERF*CKER IVE JUST REALIZED THE GC NAME"

Riddle: "YEAARGHHH FLOYD IT'S OFF WITH YOUR HEAD"

Lilia: *enjoying the chaos*

*in the middle of class*

*sound of a notif from an online shopping app*

Trein: "Who's notification is that? It must be from Cater, isn't it? Always shopping and checking social media"

*a few seconds later*

*sound of a notif from another online shopping app"

Trein: "Tsk tsk tsk... who is that? Who likes shopping so much? You already have an app for it and you have another one?"

Idia: "..." *hiding behind his tablet*

Bonus for all of yall, in case yall need it:

Yuu: *jokingly* "so how's the exam results? Were you dissapointed in us?"

Staff/character of your choice: “You can never disappoint me, i’m always proud of you”

Everybody: *tears up*

[missamyrisa2]

I remember a post from a while ago talking about boymode and how you kinda differ with your lee/ler side in comparison to how you normally write. How often is boymode vs girlmode if you don't mind me asking?

I love how our amazing Amy writes but that boymode does something fuzzy to my lee/ler switchy brain 😵‍💫

- a subby trans guy that would love to see more boy mode posts? 🐶

Sooooo~

I've been sort of slyly slipping my boy mode in a little more lately ~ especially on any of my stories with "alex". That's meeee ~!

But yes, any time there's a lot less "~"s and hearts and the looooong drawn out teases that would be me leaning a little more towards boy mode. I'm much more direct and a bit of a butt with all my matter of fact comments and hustling up the giggles. I also curse a lot more when I lean in that direction.

More like...

Alright look at this right here. You see what I have here? I have one-two-three-four-holy shit I have five! Five wiggly fingers buddy, and guess what? They're coming for you! Not for that guy down the road, not that punk around the corner. There's five tickles and your name is on every single one. Yeah, and now you're wiggling! Because you're ticklish. And I know, I know you're gonna try and wriggle free aren't ya, oh yeah just like that. Problem is, you're ticklish just about everywhere. Oh yes, I know. I know you're ticklish under your arms and I can wiggle these fingers up in there right up in here. Don't try to fight it. Don't run! That's just gonna make it worse.

Ohh but you like it worse my giggly gigglebox boy don't ya? You're a giggleglutton, I know them when I see them and ah yeah those are the squeaks, that's the good stuff now. What else you got? Let's see what we have down here my toyboy, I see some siiiiides. Yep, two sides and look. Look, look, look! I have two hands! That's twice the tickles. Twice the tickles for you when I squeeze up and down your sides. Two for one! Lucky boy with a hot body uh huh that's what we've got here. So ticklish, so hot. Coochie coo!

And you're gonna wrestle me now? Alright, bring it on hot stuff. Let's see how tough you are. Come on tough guy, kick me off. Let's get those legs pumping. We'll call it your workout for today. I'm certified in leg day after all. Oh no. What happened here? What happened huh? Do I have your ankle? Is that what happened? I'm just not sure, can you give me a play by play? An instant replay? Because, and I'm not an expert I just want that known, I do believe I have your wrist and now my wiggly fingers are coming down for them toes. And it looks liiiiike, yep, we've got scrunchers! You can scrunch all ya like tough guy, it's still gonna tickle!

I mean, it's fine. This is all I know how to do anyway, one fist in the air in victory over a ticklish tough guy who is not so tuff. Not so tuff! Maybe you're gruff. Wannabe gruff huh? Yep, ticklish toes. Just like I thought. And I'll bet you have a ticklish boy button too don't ya? Ah yeah, so tough, gonna growl it out for me? Now, if you would juuuust cooperate with me. Yep, let's get this leg here under mine and yeap, goochie goo on your belly. Right on that navel. Let's get a finger up in there and oh yeah, that's a spot. There's a spot. There's a good tough cookie. Giggle it out. And here's a feather. Yep, I've got a feather just for you. Not too tough for a feather now are ya my giggleboy?

And we're just gonna take mr feather here and go up and down that cute boy button and ah we'll just see what sounds tumble out those cute lips. You're so sexy and handsome like this, all wiggly and blushing and gasping. I don't think I can stop tickling. Nope, we're not stoppin the tickling. It's an all nighter tough guy, an all-night giggle cram and extract and I think I'll just keep you forever. Sorry-not-sorry-coochie-coochie!!

[d4isywhims]

sims tag game!!

i was tagged by these lovely people @seokolat @pxeltownie @mdmszee @moonriesims @magpiesims @oasivy @tbeanie-sims !! <3 lots of love to you!!

1. What’s your favourite sims death? death by vending machine just because that's the only "unique" sim death i've gotten so far lol (it happened to mawar btw but i immediately quit the game bc of obvious reasons)

2. Alpha CC or Maxis Match? i'm personally a maxis mix girl but i loveeeee looking at sims with alpha cc

3. Do you cheat when your sims gain weight? nope :)

4. Do you use move objects? yes. i would not be able to survive without it

5. Favorite mod? bed cuddle mod my beloved <3 no but in all seriousness, mccc and iu cheats are a gamechanger! i also love a bunch of adeepindigo's mods

6. First expansion/game/stuff pack you got? get to work ;)

7. Do you pronounce “live mode” like aLIVE or LIVing? live as in aLIVE :)

8. Who’s your favorite sim that you’ve made? aww just one? :( i have so many! priya, kohana, harlow, jae!!!, hunter and sooooooo much more. but if i have to choose one i'd say my favourite is probably harlow because i based her off of savannah smith and she is gorggggg (both savannah and harlow!)

9. Have you made a simself? yeap

10. What sim traits do you give yourself? foodie for sure, umm maybe creative and dog lover :D

11. Which is your favorite EA hair color? the ash brown swatch? the one hunter's hair colour is in

12. Favorite EA hair? i don't knowwww 😭 i mostly use cc hair yikes

13. Favorite life stage? young adult! i get to do so much :D

14. Are you a builder or are you in it for the gameplay? both i think? but if i had to pick a side, i'd say that i'm more of a gameplay person in ts4 :) i'm an avid builder in ts3 tho hehe i’ve always loved the building aspect of the sims and i loveee watching speed build vids on youtube

15. Are you a CC creator? i wish! but unfortunately i’m not :(

16. Do you have any simblr friends/a sim squad? i like to think we're all friends here so i'm going to say yes! i've met sooo many amazing simmers on here and i intend on making more :D

17. What’s your favorite game? (1, 2, 3, or 4) i’ll say ts3 just for the nostalgia :’) but ts4 is pretty good too minus the bugs lmao

18. Do you have any sims merch? do knockoff plumbob headbands count? :p

19. Do you have a YouTube for sims? i do actually lol my yt username is still d4isy-nukes but i currenty have no vids up.......YET

20. How has your “sim style” changed throughout your years of playing? when i first started playing the sims, i was obsessed with making the "perfect" sims with "perfect" lives and would aaalways cheat away negative moodlets or never give them "negative" traits ykwim? but now i just go with the flow at whatever the game throws at me lol it's much fun that way :D also it helps to not stress about the things in game too much, it takes the fun out of it :p

21. What’s your Origin ID? same as my tumblr name!

22. Who’s your favorite CC creator? oof i can't name just one 😭 @littlbowbub @oni28 are my go-tos for food cc! @simstrouble @johnnysimmer are also very cool! idk man i feel like if i list all my fav cc creators it would be never ending lol

23. How long have you had a simblr? ohh omg i think i made this account somewhere mid-2021? not sure tho but i've only started being active earlier this year :) and hopefully for the years to come!

24. How do you edit your pictures? i use photoshop! i don't do much besides adjusting the brightness, cropping the pics and run a few actions. if i'm feeling fancy i'll add a moodlet/thought bubble or text :) gshade basically carries my editing process atp lol

25. What expansion/game/stuff pack do you want next? give me hotels/resorts!!!! but ngl it's probably going to be buggy af tho lmao

25. What expansion/game/stuff pack is your favorite so far? cottage living AND seasons. i canot live without seasons

i know for a fact that a bunch of my moots have done this tag already so i'll be tagging whoever sees this lol

[fadebolt]

Soooo uhhhh, I'm about to go on vacation in two days. Don't worry, I'll still be doing the room analysis posts, and I will still probably post an AF attack or two, I'm mostly just bringing it up cus.... nostalgia. (Yes, I'm about to reminisce on my times in the RW community - I've been trying to keep these kinds of rambly posts to a minimum, but this felt like a pretty good time to go off about this)

Because the first time I discovered Rain World was two years ago, when I was also about to go on vacation very soon, and Htwo's video about the AI of the game caught my eye.

I was like "Wait, really? This looks like one of those old retro games, how the hell can it have a more complex AI, than some of the newer big games that are doing real fancy things with them?", so I just had to investigate, and something about the visuals, and the creatures, and the things described in the video.... it really mesmerized me, and I just had to learn more.

Which I did during vacation, checking out some spoiler free reviews and recommendation videos (as well as official stuff, including the DP scug previews, which sounded real interesting, even from a newcomer's perspective), as well as tons of fanart.

Of course, I did spoil myself a bunch in the process, but it all completely lacked context, so it didn't really mean much. I especially liked a guy called something along the lines of 'FlameFlower' (I'm sort of blanking on it, sry), as they had a real neat art style, and a lot of their comic pages were made traditionally, which impressed me a lot. It was nice and sweet and cute, and I liked the humanoid robot villain who I assumed to be the artist's personal interpretation of what the higher intelligence in this world might be like (yeah, I assumed the concept of an iterator was exclusive to that comic which is real silly, but still xd).

Anyways, I was eager to try out this difficult game filled with weird creatures, where you'll need to be patient and clever, but also skilled and quick witted, which I immediately did, after I traveled home.

I also quickly joined the Discord server, mostly just to view more art, but to my delight, there were a bunch of channels specifically for newbies on their first playthroughs, where I hung out a bunch.

Afterwards, I've mostly just been playing for the next couple months, having a blast while also struggling a little here and there, especially when I got to try Hunter.

I wasn't really doing anything with the community, outside of maybe chiming into a discussion or two. I had ideas, but I sorta lacked motivation. Sharing stuff in Discord gallery chats is not overly fun, as there's rarely any interaction (outside of a few random reacts - a lot of which comes from people that press reacts on literally everything), and the way Discord works makes it very difficult not to start comparing yourself to the other stuff you see, and it really demotivated me, especially cus my skills were waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay worse back then (which is fair, I barely did art before my RW days, but still, good lord do I hate my older stuff xd).

I also just didn't particularly enjoy the vibes of the server too much. Lurking around the chats and looking at the things other people were doing was fun, but I never felt like it would be worth it to try and be a part of that.

Then you know, the new year rolled around, Downpour came out, the game got traction, and everything was getting crazy.

I was still mostly inactive, until my very first art month came up, and I had some fun with it (my skills still being absolutely horrendous, but at least I still had fun :3).

But then something caught my eye - a certain artist doing 'bombs', drawings where the Slugcat designs of many different artists were present. Yeap - I'm talkin' about Pansear!

I was digging around, and I found out that you can get featured by sending a DM, so I gathered the courage to send over a Saint, which was honestly extremely nerve-wracking. Yet the conversation was really pleasant. She actually complimented my design, which felt incredible, and was extremely appreciative of me congratulating her for getting featured in Akupara's Virtual Art Month Museum.

I know that this might sound like a basic everyday thing for most, but for a person with my levels of social anxiety? This was an enormous leap, one that I'm very grateful to have made.

Afterwards, things have finally started happening. I noticed that Pan and her buddies made a new server where they started hosting voice acting sessions for all the comics in their Shipping Container server. So I leaped on the chance to join in, the moment the invites were reopened again, since I always enjoyed imitating the voices of characters, and the idea of me doing the characters myself sounded incredible, especially when they're from a game I love so much.

And from that point onward, I stopped chatting in, or even looking at the overpopulated 'Main World' server entirely, and all my interactions with the community came from that small new server.

Then last year's vacation arrived, where.... nothing really happened, tbh. I was forced to miss out on the Helm fandub, but I had some fun doing colorless Artificer and Rivulet (aka, the first art pieces I ever posted onto Tumblr) on the beach.

But a few days after I returned, I noticed that North was actually starting a new video series, where she would animate Inv's dating sim, and she was looking for VAs on Tumblr, so I grabbed the opportunity, and made an account, so I could upload my auditions.

Yup, the Thanks Andrew dating sim is the reason why this account exists.

Neat, ain't it?

And initially, I didn't really know what to do with this thing, so I was just reblogging, and uploading art, as well as voiceovers, until...

The shipping polls arrived. And thus, my series of daily poll ramblings have begun. Ramblings that have been happening for almost a year now.

And then... I just sort of, kept doing the things I was doing, y'know. I finally got my wish, to be a part of a community I adore, even if just a minor one.

The vacations weirdly represent huge moments for me, as I found out and fell in love with the game during one, while my Tumblr was created immediately after the one that followed.

It's weird to look back on these last two years, and just how much has changed. Despite the downers that the community has had as of late, this was still a really pleasant journey, getting to have fun with others, and make them happy, while they also make me happy in return.

And I suppose this year's vacation can sort of represent my Artfight being created? That was also a pretty enjoyable experience, though it doesn't quite carry the same weight.

I dunno, not every year needs to be a special one. Though the last two have undoubtedly been that way! :D

[fujunfuren]

Yeap, i did. But I'm not guessing what will happen next like you do (except very obvious ones, like drawing a life-line on her hand), so I give fresh reactions to most of the plot twists, Jiwon and Soohyun play a big part in this as well. Their delivery is a delight to watch... I'm still shedding tears each episode, I'll see if this will become a weekly event until this drama ends. I'm also curious about if the drama will keep its quality with this pace, what do you personally think?

i totally agree, jiwon and soohyun play a huge part. the way i keep wanting more and more scenes of them tgt even when they are leading it. their acting and them conveying all the emotions is chef's kiss. I really hope this stays till the end..from past interviews the casts keep saying how there's so much to unpack so i really hope they keep the quality!

[buckleydiazes]

Tagged by @bilestat & @buckleydiaz 🥰

 1. Were you named after anybody?

yeap, i was named after my mom's favorite aunt, though i do share a middle name with my own aunt and a nickname with one of my mom's favorite movie characters. oh fuck also forgot my first name came outta the bible lmao.

2. When was the last time you cried?

two days ago watching a sad ghost video 😅

3. Do you have kids?

no, but i have nieces and nephews which comes very close

4. Do you use sarcasm a lot?

what constitutes a lot? i dont think i use it as much as i used to

5. What sports do you play/have played?

me? play a sport? 😂

6. What's the first thing you notice about someone?

their disposition/mood usually

7. Eye color

green, though i was convinced growing up they were hazel

8. Scary movies or happy endings?

hello??? scary movies with happy endings erasure??? @ it 2017 i love u baby

9. Any special talents?

aside from being a pain in the ass? 🤔 most people would say poetry is my special talent. i'd like to say i'm a good storyteller too.

10. Where were you born?

new york! as an emergency in my home town hospital. in 2nd grade in a boys vs girls class competition i was the tie breaker against a boy named harold and the first person to write where they were born would win for their team. i got it but my teacher INSISTED i couldnt have been born there and gave the boys the win and prizes 😠 my dad set her straight the next week at the post office n she apologized to me 💅 still mad we didnt get that win though.

11. What are your hobbies?

ooh so many. reading, writing, hiking, coloring, video games, etc.

12. Do you have pets?

technically, i only truly own 1 dog, but we have 2 others dogs and 3 ferrets in the house. i love them all except my step dad's dog. 😒

13. How tall are you?

5'9

14. Your favorite subject in school?

it was probably english or math

15. Dream Job

owning a used book store and/or being a psychotherapist

tagging @wllbyers @lizzo @thyla @eddiebrock @softbromley @alexisrosemullens @sheisraging @unrulygingerlesbian @dindjarins @hawkaye @sorenserotonin

[llilli64]

Tagged by @lavinesia . Muchas gracias ^^

1. Are you named after anyone? Kinda? my name was inspired by an acquaintance of my grandma's named Gwendolyn, she (my grandma) suggested it to my dad and he decided Wendy sounded better

2. When was the last time you cried? Last monday during my session with the psychologist xP

3. Do you have kids? No. But I'm open to the idea, not right now obvi, I'm still too young and dumb for that.

4. Do you use sarcasm a lot? Only when I talk with my friends or with people I feel comfortable

5. What's the first thing you notice about people? How they approach me. If they seem polite and talk in a friendly way or they show up with a cocky attitude. First impression is important.

6. What's your eye color? Dark brown

7. Scary movie or happy endings? Both! Too many Happy endings can get boring and a lot of horror sure traumatize me xD

8. Any special talents? None

9. Where were you born? ¡México!, papá ;)

10. What are your hobbies? "Writing" "painting" reading and daydreaming xD

11. Do you have any pets? Yeap, our cat Kira AKA La Kirita, La puffels, el cara tontinta, Kirby jr 💕

12. What sports do you play/have you played? Gymnastics, basketball and yoga.

13. How tall are you? 160 cm

14. Favorite subject in school? Spanish, English and arts

15. Dream job? Voice actress. I'm not studying communications just for nothing (I hope ) TwT

Tagging: @frankenjoly @stone-freeh @dongiovannaswife @cherryfudo @hoshizorei @helenana666 As always, no pressure ^^

[selenityshiroi]

FFXVI several hours later:

I have no idea how far I am through the plot. 3/5 xxxxxxxxxxxxxx down?

Kupka played the 'I have your wife' trope and that was my secret OTP trap card

I'm now a basic bitch who ships Clive and Jill like burning

They were 'I like them...they healthily communicate and share their trauma instead of dwelling in it and are super supportive of each other'

Now I'm like 'ahddksklkfhdksk!'

But when does the choice of fabric in that one side quest kick in and I get to Jill in a new outfit? I know what a bonus content choice is, SE

Speaking of bonus content choices...Otto or Gav scene and Jill or Tarja scene

I chose Otto for the first because he hadn't joined me before but I'm curious about the latter. With the girls I was already in 'ahdksjsgaldhdj' OTP zone so obviously I took my wife, even though I'm also curious about the Tarja scene. That is was chapter replay is for, I guess. I did see that was a thing but haven't looked at it.

As soon as Mid turned up I was like 'yeap...that sure is Cid's daughter'. I'm actually surprised Vivian isn't her mother. I thought, when Vivian first showed up, that it might have been what connected her to the crew.

If this was an older game the hideaway would become an airship in late game. But looks like the Enterprise is in a different castle. And may or may not end up an airship.

I have suspicions about the mystery plot. Based on all the FFXIII Trilogy repackaging that this game has.

Also hello Prince and his lover

Happy pride month

(SE you still have time to confirm Vanille and Fang are also lovers this pride month)

(Not that they need much confirmation)

I'm sad that Joshua is probably not making it out of this story alive. At least that is the vibe I have. But I am believing Clive and Jill both will. Her ill health was giving me concern but some of the story elements give me hope.

But trying to remain spoiler free is soo hard. I want to see people's opinions and reactions to stuff.

But I know once I take just a peek of fandom I will either see something I shouldn't or dive in too deep

So spoilerfree and ignorant of others I remain!

(Also if the multishippers aren't shipping Clive and Gav then that is discrimination against himbos. I'm already in basic bitch Clive×Jill OTP mode but I have faith in the multishippers without looking at the fandom)

I have no idea how much game still remains, either

I'm guessing at least another 20 hours based on just story stuff

Oh, and the most important plot point happened

As soon as he turned blue and leapt out to save Jill I shouted out loud 'wait...MY DOG IS FENRIR?!?'

Turns out he's technically my wife's dog

Peak married

So it didn't even matter that the UI spoiled the fenrir bit on the attribute screen before Tomes could lay down the lore. Because my FF fan ass knew on sight lol

Oh yeah...about Clive and Jill. I was on the fence about whether or not they had been banging the entire time during the 5 year timeskip. Because everyone else sure as hell believes they are and its a small hideaway...but they are still doing the whole pining/almost kiss/long stare thing. And either it's just to bait the audience or they really have been doing that the entire time.

Like...babes...please...you are, in a rare case for FF during the main game for the main protaganists...grown adults.

One last thing...I got a massive amount of satisfaction over beating the entire Titan boss thing. I didn't die, I learned the boss patterns pretty well and managed the phases pretty quickly...but during the fight's stages I kept thinking 'nooooo...stop...not another stage....no...come on...don't power back up :(((('

Like...I'm managing the battle system and I get a lot of satisfaction over beating things. But it is still the thing I have to do to experience the story. Rather than me doing it for the gameplay. So a win, really, since this isn't my choice of gameplay.

I would have probably preferred story mode but I'm invested now lol

[dleena2023]

IT'S SEMIS ALREADY?!?!?!?! - T1 VS GENG

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM

MY STRONG, DEAREST ZOFGK & KTR ❤️

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I SWEAR I WAS FEELING OKAY THIS MORNING WHEN I WOKE UP. THEN TIBE2 MY HEART IS RACING LIKE MAD OMG. MAYBE BECAUSE I JUST REALISED IT'S STARTING IN LESS THAN 3 HOURS!?!?! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. ALHAMDULILLAH I WOKE UP EARLY FOR SUBUH TODAY. WENT TO COLLECT MY WORLDS MERCH JUST NOW AT KOVAN HEHEHEHE I'M SO STOKED TO UNBOX (YES I HAVEN'T UNBOX YET LOL) AND WEAR IT LATER WOOOOOOT. PRAYED ZOHOR ON TIME AND ALL WAS GOING WELL. PRAYED EARLY FOR ASR AND YA ALLAH MY HEART TIBE2 CHANGED FEELINGS. I DON'T KNOW WHY I WAS SUDDENLY SO NERVOUS DURING SOLAT LIKE MY HEART IS BEATING NON-STOP BUT AT THE SAME TIME, I FELT POWERFUL? LIKE I FEEL CALM THAT ALLAH IS AL QADIR, AL-MUQTADIR. THE MOST ABLE, THE OMNIPOTENT AND THE PERFECT ABILITY. SO YEAP THROUGH MY ASR PRAYER, I JUST DID MY BEST AND LEAVE THE REST TO ALLAH. I WAS SOOOO KYUSYUK MA SHA ALLAH (ABOUT 90%) AND I FELT SO SO CALM IN A WAY THAT IS UNDESCRIBABLE. AND I CAN'T REMEMBER IT'S BEEN LONG SINCE I FELT THIS WAY.

ALRIGHT SO MY FAVOURITE PLAYERS & COACHES EVER, TODAY IS FINALLY TO REEDEM YOURSELVES AGAINST YOUR BIGGEST KRYPTONITE, GENG. I HOPE YOU PRACTICED, SCRIMMED WELL AND OF COURSE GET ENOUGHT REST 😅 I KNOW NERVES ARE PROBABLY GETTING ON YOU BUT PLEASE DON'T BE!! LET'S PUT ASIDE OUR REIGNING CHAMPS TITLE ASIDE PLUS OUR NERVES, TILTNESS, PRESSURE, BURDEN, STRESS AND UNEASINESS OKAY!! EVERYONE INCLUDING ME WILL BE SUPPORTING YOU THROUGH THICK AND THIN. LET'S BUILD THE STRONG SPIRIT AND MOTIVATE EACH OTHER ALRIGHTSS!! LESSGO AND THANK YOU KKOMA TOM ROACH JOE JOSH. EACH ONE OF YOU ARE THE BACKBONE FOR T1'S STRONG MENTAL ALHAMDULILLAH AMIN. WE WILL ROOT FOR YOU ALL UNTIL THE END. LET'S FINALLY OVERCOME OUR MENTAL BLOCK AGAINST GENG AND WIN TODAY IN SHA ALLAH. I KNOW IT MAY SEEM IMPOSSIBLE SINCE GENG IS SUCH A GREAT, POWERFUL TEAM BUT HEY, ANYTHING COULD HAPPEN RIGHT? 💜🔥💜🔥💜🔥💜🔥💜🔥

Summer '22 (LOST)

Spring '23 (LOST)

MSI '23 (WIN 3-2)

Summer '23 (LOST)

Spring '24 (LOST)

WE MAY HAVE LOST TO THEM LIKE FOR A LOOOOT OF TIMES BUT PLEASE DON'T GIVE UP!! WE ONCE DEFEATED THEM BEFORE IN MSI'23 IN UPPER BRACKET. SO THAT MEANS ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE. AND WE GOT THE INTERNATIONAL BUFFS. WE JUST NEED TO STAY POSITIVE AND HAVE THAT EXTRAAAAA FAITH. GENG IS THE FAVOURITES TO WIN THIS TOURNAMENT BUT WE ARE THE UNDERDOGS. AND WE HAVE NOTHING TO LOSE. SO LET'S STAY FOCUS AND STRONG, AND BE POSITIVE. LET'S PLAY CONFIDENTLY AND PLAY WITH NO REGRETS. DON'T EVER LOSE HOPE AND ALWAYS HAVE FAITH IN YOURSELVES. AND AS A TEAM. KAJAAAAAAAAAA ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

I PRAYED MY BEST AND MADE COUNTLESS DO'A FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS (STILL STRUGGLING :') AND TODAY. I CAN FEEL IT. I PRAY MAY WE ALL HAVE: ❤️‍🔥💯

Perfect, better drafts

Comfort picks

Cooking Picks/bans

1 HP Survival

Perfect Micro & Macro

Perfect synergy

Smites on time

Amazing laning phase

Zhonyas on time

Win 1 vs 1 in lane

Immaculate teamfights

Excellent communication

Stay positive & motivated always

Ease, calm minds & hearts

Stronger, burning passion

Perfect, better physically, emotionally, mentally & spiritually

YA ALLAH YA KABIR, YA MUTAKABIR, YA SALAM, YA SABOOR, YA SAMI, YA BASIR, YA NASR, YA WASI', YA GHANI, YA QADIR, YA MUQTADIR, YA MUJIB, YA HAKIM, YA 'ALIM, YA WADUD, YA GHAFUR, YA GHAFAR, YA RAZZAQ, YA FATTAH, YA KARIM, YA WAHAB, YA RAHMAN, YA RAHIM - NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE TO YOU YA ALLAH. AND NOTHING IS SMALL TO YOU. WITH YOUR RAHMAT, EASE ALL THE AFFAIRS OF THE BOIS, COACHES AND THE T1 FANS AROUND THE WORLD. AND MAKE US ALL CONTENT AND REDHA WITH YOUR TAKDIR WHATEVER THE RESULTS ARE 🥲 WE WILL WIN TODAY'S BO5S. WE WILL BE THE REIGNING CHAMPIONS ONCE AGAIN. RE-PEAT HERE WE COMEEEEEE. T1 FIGHTING KAJA TAKE MY ENERGYYYYY!!! WOOOOOTT!!! AMIN YA RABBIL 'ALAMIN. ALHAMDULILLAH. IN SHA ALLAH. BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM. 🤍🙌🏼❤️‍🔥👑

COMING INTO WORLDS AS THE 4TH SEED AND WE ARE GONNA RUN UP THE HILL ALLLLL THE WAY TO FINALS AND WIN IT ALL. MAKE THEM BELIEVE. TODAY MAY OR MAY NOT BE THE LAST OF ZOFGK TT^TT BUT I HOPE EACH ONE OF YOU CAN DO YOUR BEST AND PLAY WITH NO REGRETS!! REMEMBER YOU GUYS CAN DO THISSSS!!!! I GENUINELY ENJOY MY JOURNEY WITH EACH ONE OF YOU SINCE SPRING '22. WE DEFINITELY WENT THROUGH A LOT AND TO ZEUS, ONER, FAKER, GUMAYUSI & KERIA; I JUST WANT TO SAY THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING. FOR ALWAYS MOVING FORWARD NO MATTER WHAT. FOR NEVER GIVING UP. AND FOR MAKING MY WORLD A LITTLE BETTER FOR THE PAST 3 YEARS. ALHAMDULILLAH 😭🤍

MAY THE BUTTERFLY THAT VISITED GUMAYUSI'S INTERVIEW AND ALL OF US BE A STRENGTH FOR US AMIN. 🦋

A powerful beacon of growth and new beginnings, the butterfly signifies the power of transformation and the incredible feats we can achieve when we trust ourselves. We all have the ability to listen to our innate wisdom, guide ourselves through difficult times, and emerge better and stronger than before.

HEARTS TO ALL THE T1 STAFFS/FANS IN THE WHOLE UNIVERSE:

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

BELIEVING IN T1 WORLDS BUFFS, MIRACLES, PRAYING FOR YOU ALWAYS, ROOTING FOR EACH ONE OF YOU UNTIL THE END AND LEAVING THE REST TO ALLAH SWT

WITH LOVE ADDIE 🤍🌟🦋👑

[masked-and-doomed]

I really don't know how to put my feelings into words when Chronus. Like. I love you. But also I'm mildly salty about that one time? Oh don't worry about it it was a different you in a different timeline. It's nothingg it's nothing. Like I killed that version of you because I got a little bitter but we're chill with every other time and iteration. Yeah I killed him. Why? It's. It's notthinn man. It's not like it's gonna be an action you'll repeat here, or like 99.99% of the time in the universes. Don't worryyy about ittt. It's just 1(one) version of you I was a bit. Ehhh about. That I killed. C'mon you know I've killed you a bunch. Yeah I know this one I'm mentioning is different because I don't seem passionate about it and more mellow. It's. It's nothing, mannn. Have I told you I love you? I have? Yeah like a lot of times. Mhm. I'm totally changing the subject here, yeah. Whoever you're thinking of bringing over here won't pry it outta me. Not my step dad, not my darling doctor, not miss Libraria. My mouth will run, but it won't tell anything that could be deciphered properly. Like you! Eheh. Ain't that right? C'mon, remember how you talk? Even when someone says to get to it, you still play a bit of a dance around the point. Fun, and infuriating. Though I suppose that's all of my loved ones. Yeap, sorry man, you're not getting anything from me. Leaving now? Great, see ya later.

[laumera]

Let's play!

I came to playing games with my only childhood friend. But, Let's make a deal first! Let's not hurt each other this time... Or maybe you don't even have to join too. You just listen. From far far away ... Wherever you are. (Surely, Idk where you're. Yeap.) And stay peaceful, Stay relax. So I can try to feel your energy And make myself better. This is the only thing that I can do right now. Because ... I really, really don't know what to do. I really don't know when I've became the loneliest person on the world. And I still don't understand ... How the heck others can have friends Or lovers? I mean I know I'm a challenging person but I don't do the things that others are doing. Like lying to get whatever I want. Or faking my emotions. I don't know ... Maybe people are really liking lies and liars! I don't know child ... Tell me something. What am I doing wrong?! I let you to judge me. But only you. Judge me, my only home. I don't know ...

Laume RA

[for-a-longlongtime]

I. Maverick

Pairing: Marcus Pike x Frankie Morales (as watched by Tim Rockford)

Rating: Explicit, 18+ MDNI Words: 382 A/N: I suck at writing short stuff, @sin-djarin challenged me to write a ficlet of max. 500 words, and I'm trying to get better at not overthinking my writing. So, this happened. Loosely based on my Tim and Marcus couple, which takes place in the same AU as my Rockford x Peña fic will be - but before Tim meets Javi. Unbeta-ed. Dividers by @saradika.

He stops in the doorway of the locker room, mouth immediately dry at the sight in front of him. 

Marcus on his knees, wearing only shorts, breathing heavily as he’s gleaming with sweat. The unfamiliar large hand holding his head in place as his mouth is being fucked hard - deep -, by someone with broad shoulders, messy curls spilling from blue cap, strong arms. Quiet, gasped words in Spanish. Tim knows exactly how much Marcus can take, therefore knows right away that this guy is seriously packing beyond the girth he can see, and something twists low in his belly that makes him ache. 

He’s not possessive, neither of them have ever been which is crucial for casual hook ups with others to work. Except right now there’s nothing he wants to do more then go over there, spread Marcus’ cheeks wide open so he can slide in and fuck him deeper onto that man’s cock, hear more of those gasps intwined with chokes.

“Take it, take it, fuuuck,” the gasped Spanish slips into English as the guy’s hips buck hard and he comes in Marcus’ mouth with a low groan. He stays in place just for a moment before pulling out, and Tim bites his lip hard at the sight of his dick - yeap, big indeed. He’s beautifully bruised Marcus’ lips, some of his release having spilled from his mouth, but perhaps the most captivating of all is how Marcus’ eyes are beaming up at him. Still hungry for more of that guy, for wanting to get fucked, and Tim can’t help himself as he squeezes himself through his pants, his own breathing out of wack just as much as Marcus’ is.

“Tim.” 

It takes a moment before Tim realizes they’re both looking at him, Marcus having called his name. A smile plays over Marcus' face as he gets up - and Tim notices the way that the other guy’s eyes travel all over Marcus’ body as he does so, before they flit back to look at Tim with a more neutral expression.

“This is Frankie.” Marcus nods at the guy next to him while he reaches for his water bottle, taking a couple of deep drinks and sighs, surely in relief after his mouth had been fucked that hard. “He’s a pilot.”

Main masterlist | Next part > Follow @longlongtime-updates for fic updates!

Tagging some of y'all lovely people <3 (for some reason I still always feel like I'm imposing tagging ppl to let them know I wrote something? IDK why) @perotovar @immarocketman @ghostofaboy @ramblers-lets-get-ramblin @alltheglitterandtheroar @nerdieforpedro @rhoorl @mysterious-moonstruck-musings @sp00kymulderr @ozarkthedog @romanarose @covetyou and love to the sluts! @magpiepillsjunior @redhotkitchen @sparklefarts38 @exquisiteserotonin @pink-whiskey-woman @youandmeand5bucks @legendary-pink-dot @morallyinept @arcanefox207

[cityfolksandtheirflyingmachine]

I was telling a high school friend (probably the only one I'm literally in contact with) about this guy who appeared in my dreams. He's like -- a tale as old as time. Someone of the past. Basically I ran into his LinkedIn one day (because he simply disappeared for several years and I got curious) and I was actually amazed by how much this guy had achieved.

Yeap, I was definitely comparing myself once more! Twenty twenty three and still be comparing myself to other people 🌚🌝

She was like: Yeah it's normal to be thinking about these things. Your job is to not cave into satan's wishes and to fight against satan instead.

I think I was too tired to explain myself coz what I DID NOT tell my friend was the effect it had on me. Not because I was infatuated (Ew). But because it made me question where I am at this point in life and where I would like to be.

I too would want have 5 - 7 years of experience and to be earning $4k+/month- paying for subscriptions like a boss. Having my own place and living on the other side since the grass is always greener on the other side. I begin to question and doubt myself. I asked my husband, why does it seemed like everyone else found their calling? Found their careers/jobs, already have a significant amount of savings, having kids, travelled to the holy city of Mecca- and the list goes on and on.

Maybe I could learn a thing or two from this guy. Maybe I should simply focus on myself. Watering my own soil so that I too could grow as green as how I want to be.

Yo dude, if you're reading this [which I know chances are you aren't and because the both of us no longer play any significant role into each other lives AND because I know nobody is reading this Tumblr (or is there a handful of you who come here to creep on me occasionally and read what I wrote because your life is too boring or y'all have nothing better to do hahaha)] as a fly on the wall, let me just say that I'm genuinely happy for... Let's call him 🍩.

Look at how far you've come and I'm glad you've found your purpose, your soulmate and most importantly, the inner peace you were looking for. I know you've distance yourself from lots of people to the extend that these very people spoke of you in confusion to me. "I didn't even know why he blocked me? I thought we were friends."

I think I might've shared too much about myself at one point to you and I too was added into your long list of people you don't wish to speak to, ever again. Well, I'm glad to know that those measures you took worked for you.

I mean, if I had to do the same thing to define my happiness then so be it lah right? My mental health is more important because we're getting old and who else is gonna take care of my mental state other than me???

I was at the salon last weekend when I learned of 🍩's success and achievements. Am I jealous? Envy? I guess 0.01%? That's because I honestly just want to earn enough to be paying for the future house, to be able to provide for my family, enough to start a family, enough to do pilgrimage, enough to renovate the future house, enough to purchase a car & to adopt cats.

Most importantly, I too want to earn enough so that my husband could share financial burdens with me. I would like to be someone he can lean on too as he did for me. He married me when I had literally nothing. He must've saw something in me that I couldn't see in myself.

[issialou]

Oh yeah, it was a such thing cute for Ayrobot do. Yeap, I'm agreed with you and I'm think it would also because of this and see what Robot also said about Cucurucho in the Purgatory about the bear be someone of violent and not be someone at joking with, he could have be present when Cucurucho would tortured people and I begin think it could have one of the missions for the Federation that Ayrobot have doing (In fact, I begin think they could they could have use him for hacking and also like a kinda of hitman).

Yeah, Sofia was a IA was blocked in a super computer and in a room and before she would take by the federation, she could interacted with the people and yeap Arin was too much instable. It could have Creation that could closer at Ayrobot but even if they had a certain personality at the end and they could and interacting with the islanders at the end. He was still fixed on the mission for what he have be created i.e. protect Sunny and bring q!Tubbo at the life and when this one have be accomplished, he was dead. It have also the case of q!Fit but I don't believe it have be really confirmed if he was really a cyborg. Also, this the one IA on QSMP have make it escape of the island and have a bittersweet ending. (Sofia have be destroy by the islanders for take some composants for escape of the island, Arin have be kidnapped by the Codes, Creation is dead).

I have exactly thinks the same thing the first time I have see him use the GPS, it could have use it someday for found where is Ayrobot on Quesadilla and it would show he's at the same place that and he search around for not found Robot but the GPS would still indicated this here. It have be a such cinema moment.

I never play at the FNAF cause I'm not at all in the horre genre but now I imagine q!Aypierre a kinda a nocturne terror/jumpscare more or less accidentaly for some islanders Xd.

Finally, we know where and what Ayrobot have doing all this time. He have continued the subway that c!Pierre have begun a long time ago (I found it cute).

I can't stop be amazed by how Ayrobot is so autonomous and independant when we comparing at others IA we see on QSMP. And I begin believe it was because was a cyborg and no a robot or Android and maybe his human part have influenced the fact he's like that and it have what his creator have of himself more or less unconsciously during his creation.

The way that c!Aypierre found Ayrobot make remember at how some islanders would found Q!Aypierre when this one sleep stand up, doesn't making any gesture or moves (when the CC would leave his cubito in AFK mode).

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