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bucktommy breakup/makeup but instead of them getting back together straight away, they decide to be friends.
tommy makes the decision to go back to therapy to work through some stuff bc clearly he has some scars imbedded deep in his skin that he needs to work through.
and buck makes the decision to really explore and understand what his sexuality means to him. and not a letâs fuck everything that moves kinda way but more of a let me learn what my queerness is and who I am now kinda way.
they both still text each other throughout the day, sparingly at first but as the weeks go by they seem to fall back into old habits. buck texting tommy every thought that leaves his brain and info dumps everything that he has learnt on a random 2am deep dive. and of course tommy responses in kind, asking follow up questions, engaging with his fact.
they then start meeting for coffee once a week after shift and they talk about life, about how maddies pregnancy is going, how life is going at harbor. one morning tommy gets caught up in a half an hour rant about how shit that weeks pick up game was and how the paramedic from the 133 is an ass. and buck is hanging on every single word. oh yeah he definitely was in the wrong there, tommy.
and then weekly coffee turns into coffee every morning, lunch every wednesday, movie night at tommyâs every friday. they both still insist they are just friends when they are asked, but neither of them seem to be looking for anyone else.
they carry on like this for months until one night, after too many beers at karaoke trivia. they both end up back at tommyâs for a night cap and they start talking about the night they break up. bc they both have clearer heads, despite the beer, to have an actual adult conversation. tommy tellâs buck about what he talked through in therapy, about how he felt so undeserving of him, how he did want a future with buck and how he loved buck so deeply.
and buck freezes hearing that tommy loved him, because he loved tommy too, he still loves tommy in fact. and he is looking at tommyâs face and sees him looking at him with that look. the look he hadnât seen in months. so buck takes the plunge and kisses tommy, and kisses, and kisses and kisses until they are both gasping for air.
loved? buck would question. still love. tommy would reply.
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Play With Her
Explicit - 18+ Minors DNI
A sequel to Play With It
Words: 4k
You and Joel have fond memories of the last time he called you from work. But a slight misunderstanding leads to some fun with your neighbour, and to you ( accidentally) fulfilling one of Joelâs secret fantasies.
Warnings: SMUT, people. So much. Smut. Oral (m and f receiving), phone sex, mmf (kinda), Joel talks his girl through it like a gentleman, surprise Frankie, Joelâs a little shocked but he is very into it, voyeurism, exhibitionism, dirty talk, Joel being kinda soft dom again.
You hadnât forgotten Joelâs antics in his car in the middle of a workday, but despite a particularly explosive afternoon immediately following, you hadnât had the time to properly get him back. It hadnât been either of your faults, just that work continued to be relentless, something went wrong at the site, materials werenât delivered, the vendors got mad. You developed a little twitch in your eyelid. Joel came home rubbing his neck and shoulders and turning the kitchen upside down trying to find the heat pack.
You knew there was love there, that there was passion. You werenât worried about it, even though you missed him. You knew that it was situational. When the air cleared, youâd get back to taking each other apart.
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Joel woke up early again, groaning as his muscles ached like they hadnât had any rest at all. You were in bed beside him, and he knew that youâd had a late shift but youâd managed to rack up enough overtime that today you had the whole day to yourself. He was so proud of you, his little worker bee, and even though he was disappointed your schedules hadnât aligned so that he could enjoy the day with you, or on top of you, he still knew it was good for you. He left a little note on your bedside, telling you he was gonna call around lunchtime. He marked it with two xâs and two oâs. For a second he imagined actually peppering your skin with kisses.
âSoon, baby,â he said, to your sleeping form. He was quiet in his socks on the carpet as he left.
On the way out the door, piece of toast between his teeth, he looked over the front lawn. It was getting out of control, and heâd been meaning to cut it, but he just couldnât find the energy on a weekend, and as the days were gettinâ shorter as the weather changed, he was leaving in the dark, home in the dark. He didnât like the look of the lawn, worried that the state of the grass was a direct reflection of the state of his aging body, of his bone-deep fatigue most days. That the neighbours would twig he was getting older, purely by the weeds spreading their tendrils over the path to the door.
âMorning, Joel,â he heard a voice call, and he glanced over to next doorâs patio, where one such neighbour was standing with the newspaper in his hands.
âFrankie,â he said, nodding his head. He got on well with Frankie, even if he wasnât 100% sure he trusted him all the time. He had a kid he had over every other weekend, who Sarah adored, and other than that he lived alone. Ex-military, he reminded Joel of Tommy, and he tried to be sensitive knowing some of the shit he must have seen. He didnât seem lonely, he was handy and knew how to get Joelâs truck going when the engine was on the fritz, and more than anything he treated you respectful, tipped his cap when you walked by, and Joel liked that. Appreciated the manners.
âEarly start,â Frankie said, and Joel sighed. He rested a hand on his hip.
âToo early,â he grunted, and the younger man smiled knowingly at him. As Joel moved to the truck he limped a little, his hip bothering him after he carried some lumber the wrong way on the site a few days ago.
âYou ok?â Frankie asked. Frankie noticed everything, Joel knew. It would have kept him alive in his last job, he supposed.
âYeah, just gettinâ old, gettingâ tired.â Joel nodded to the lawn. âCanât you tell?â
âCould help you with that, got the day clear today andâŚwell, donât have other plans.â
Joel had seen Frankie out on his back porch drinking on his own, sometimes with a couple of other men who all looked a similar age, similar previous occupations. He didnât mind so long as they kept it down and didnât catch your eye too much.
âCanât ask ya for that,â Joel started, but Frankie waved him away.
âYouâre not. Iâm offering, hermano.â
Joel nodded. It might be a nice surprise for you, he thought, to have the house reclaim some of its street appeal. Lord knew it didnât have much to start with.
Sitting in his truck he fired off a quick message to you so you wouldnât be surprised by Frankie on your front lawn. âOrganised a sruprise 4 you, baby xxoo,â he wrote. He was going to be late. He sent it without too much thought.
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You woke, lifting your arms up over your head and listening to the pops of your joints as the stretch moved up your spine. You couldnât remember the last time you had a day off. You had no idea what you were going to do with your spare time.
After a second or two of blissful cotton-headedness, you noticed a droning sound from the front of the house. You stood on achy knees and padded over to the window. Surely Joel hadnât taken the day off too, with the worksite being so crazy lately?
You sucked in a tight little breath when you saw him. Shirtless, with his curls poking out the side of his ballcap, pushing his lawnmower over your unruly grass in the late-morning sun. You scrabbled for your phone to check the time and also to try and orient yourself, to make sure you hadnât accidentally fallen through a wormhole in your sleep, as though Siri would be able to tell you one way or the other.
You saw the message from Joel. A surprise? You glanced around the room, looking for any clues. Eventually your eyes fell on a scrap of paper on your bedside, and you read that, too. For a second you stood, confused, trying to put the pieces together. He had organised a surprise, there was a half-naked man on your lawn, and he was going to call you at lunchtime. And you remembered exactly what transpired the last time he did that.
Your felt your brows shoot up to your hairline as realisation dawned. Did he know youâd had a crush on Frankie since the moment heâd moved in next door? How could he know, youâd been so careful not to stare too long, not to smile too much. Youâd felt the sparks, and youâd poured cold water of them well enough, youâd thought.
But nothing got past Joel. You couldnât believe it, but also you definitely could.
A surprise for you? No. This time you were going to be one step ahead.
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Joel didnât like to eat his lunch in the truck, never fully able to get the tang of egg salad out of the upholstery after, but this time he made an exception. Heâd pulled back around to where it was quiet, knowing some of the guys on site liked to pump the tunes during their breaks, set up a little jerry-rigged tailgate to try and while away the 40 minutes they had to themselves. He thought with a shiver about the last time heâd snuck off to park somewhere quiet. He let himself wonder for a moment if youâd be up for something like a repeat. He grinned a little as he dialled. He didnât think he should push his luck.
The call connected almost straight away, like youâd been waiting for him, and he felt a little flutter in his heart. You were so sweet to him. He needed to take you out somewhere special soon, make you flutter for a little while.
âHey baby,â you said, your voice high and breathy, and he guessed you were still in bed.
âHey, sleepyhead,â he said, teasinâ you.
âMmm,â you said, âno cameras this time?â
âWe can if you want, baby, but I was just calling to check in on ya.â
âOh?â
âYeah, and to make sure Frankieâs doing his job,â he said, chuckling a little.
âFrankieâs doing just fine,â you said, and you sounded weird somehow, maybe a little out of breath?
âYou ok, baby?â he asked, and you hummed in response.
âWanna see you,â you said, and he felt a shiver up the base of his spine. He knew that tone. He felt the smirk appear on his face.
âYeah, you sound like ya do,â he said. He took the phone from his ear and connected Facetime. He heard you doing the same.
He wasnât sure what he was expecting to see. Heâd assumed you were in bed, so he was surprised to see you were up, standing in front of the big picture window overlooking the front lawn. Your cheeks were a little flushed, and you looked a little sweaty. He wondered if youâd been for a run.
âThereâs my girl,â he said, because the sight of you always lit something up in him, and you smiled at him, a coy little thing.
âI got a surprise for you,â you said, a dimple appearing on your cheek as you arched a single brow at him.
âOh yeah?â he said, feeling his cock stir. Maybe you were up for a repeat after all.
âMmmhmm,â you said, biting your lip. You were holding the phone up with one arm, but he could see your other arm held fast in front of you. Were you touching yourself in the living room?
âShow me,â he said, and you grinned at him. You panned the camera down, slowly, so that first thing he saw was the straps of your camisole, one hanging off your shoulder to hover just over the swell of your tit. You lowered it again, over the belly, where you had shucked up the hem and he could see some exposed skin, your little belly button he sometimes liked to tickle with his beard just to hear you squirm and squeal.
Then a little further down. Angling the camera so that he could see down your body, to your feet on the carpet, and to the man on his knees between them.
Joel blinked. He was sure his heart stopped.
âWhatâŚâ he started, but he couldnât finish his sentence because he was too distracted by the man hitching one of your thighs over his shoulder and opening you up, teasing the lips of your pussy apart to properly latch to your cunt. âOh my god,â he uttered.
âOh my god!â you gasped, as Frankie sucked your clit between his teeth. âOh baby, heâs so good,â you groaned.
âBaby, what are you doing?â Joel asked, trying not to overthink that his cock was rock hard while he watched another man lick a stripe along your seam.
âSurpriseâŚâ you gasped. âGot a head start.â
Joelâs hands were shaking. A head start on what? He watched as your hand gripped Frankieâs head, his ballcap on the floor beside him as he grasped at your hips, pulling you down harder on his face. You were squirming there on top of him, as he huffed out little exhales into your skin.
Your breath was starting to get faster, coming in little pants, as your thigh clenched around Frankieâs shoulder. For a brief moment you worried you were going to suffocate him, and then he ran a finger up the inside of your thigh and teased at your opening and you simply didnât care.
You angled the phone back to your face, your eyes fluttering shut so that you didnât see Joelâs slightly shocked expression.
âSuch a good surprise, baby, thank you,â you said, and Joel felt his belly flip in on itself. You were blissed out, he could see just by your face you were half gone already. Your little whimpers were sending electric shocks to his cock. He couldnât deny it wasnât one of the hottest things heâd ever seen, or that he had wanted to see it ever since Frankie appeared next door. He just assumed youâd never be into it, and now looking at you writhing he couldnât remember why.
He swallowed on a dry throat. You cracked open an eye, noticing heâd stopped talking. You saw that he looked a little pale, and worried for a second he was regretting it.
âHeâs not better,â you said, trying to form words to reassure him while Frankie was pushing any sensible thought out of your head with his tongue. âHeâs good, just as good. Itâs just different.â
You were shuddering a little, Joel could see that you were trembling from the pleasure the other man was wringing out of you. âYeah?â he grunted, because he couldnât think of anything else to say. Because he didnât want to take this from you when youâd accidentally given him something he thought he would only ever dream of, not when you were feeling so good, not when you had apparently read his (dirty, filthy) mind. Because he was enjoying it, if he could tame the beast that was howling mine mine mine every time you whimpered under Frankieâs tongue. Because, ok, this wasnât what he had planned for the day, but it was so much better.
His cock was already so hard it was almost painful. His beautiful, dirty girl. âHe eatinâ it right, baby?â he asked, and you moaned a little in response. He heard Frankie grunt a little from beneath you. âShow me,â he said.
You angled the phone down again, this time reaching to put it closer to your cunt, so that Joel could see the way Frankie was suckling at your cunt, the way his tongue was working his way in and out of you, how at some point he had slipped two fingers into your cunt and was pumping them slowly, angled in the way Joel knew you liked, the way that made you stutter.
âFuckâŚâ he groaned, as Frankie huffed out an exhale.
âSheâs good, man,â Frankie said, pulling his mouth off you for just long enough to force out the words. âTastes like a warm spring morning.â
Joel could feel his cock pulsing, could hardly hear for the pounding of his pulse in his ears.
âYou treat her right,â he ground out, his jaw ticking. He could feel the furrow in his brows, knew he was almost glowering at Frankie. âThatâs my girl you got there,â he added, feeling the need to remind him. To remind himself.
âShe always get this wet for you?â Frankie asked, and Joel practically growled. He was about to tell Frankie you could practically drown him every night when he noticed your thighs were trembling, your hand in his hair moving to his shoulder to try and get purchase.
âLay âer down,â he instructed. âDonât let her fall.â
The camera moved, blurred as Frankie got up off his knees and pulled you over to the couch. He heard you sigh as your muscles relaxed, Frankie lying you down and settling between your open thighs.
âThank you, baby,â you whispered to Joel. He swallowed.
âLook after you,â he said, fumbling with his fly. He was rock hard and worried as soon as he held himself in his hand heâd nut like a teenager. He wanted to ride this out with you, wanted to be present for all of it, wanted to stave it off as much as he wanted to chase it down.
âOh, heâs got his fingers in me,â you said, gasping. âTheyâre so thick, just like yoursâŚâ
âHe hittinâ the spot?â Joel asked, as you angled the camera down your body and he saw Frankie hovering over your cunt, lips once again suctioning at your clit.
âMmmhmmâ you replied, breathless. âHeâs good, baby, heâs so good.â
Joel couldnât form words for a second, gripping the base of his cock to try and regain some sort of control over it.
âWish you were here,â you said, as you pushed your hips down onto Frankieâs face.
âYeah?â Joel asked, wincing as he drew his palm over the weeping, sensitive head. âWhatâd you do if I was there, baby?â he asked.
âWant you everywhere,â you groaned. âWant you in my mouth, in my pussy while he sucks on my clit. Want you in my cunt while I suck him.â
Joel gasped, his eyes slamming shut as his head tilted back on his shoulders. You were going to be the fucking death of him, and he would happily go if this was how youâd go about it.
âWant your tight little cunt, baby,â he grunted, pumping now, not able to help himself, the want for you overwhelming as Frankie raised his head a little to eye him through the camera. Your hips were bucking now, involuntary and fast. âPlay with her,â Joel said to him. âDonât let her come yet, not âtil sheâs earned it.â
He heard you whimper, a desperate little cry, and watched as Frankie pulled back. Joel watched as his face glistened with your slick.
âJoel!â you cried, and he sniggered a little.
âAinât what I meant when I said you could cut my grass,â he said to Frankie, who grinned at him.
âNot my fault your girlâs got a delicious cunt,â he said, shrugging.
âLet me see her,â Joel said. He held his breath as Frankie took the phone from you and angled it back towards you. He saw you, splayed out on the couch for him and for Frankie, one leg on the floor and the other held fast against the couch, your slick spread over your thighs as your pussy grasped at the air, desperate for something to lick it, to suck it, to fuck it. âJesus,â Joel said, staring at your folds.
âDonât know how you leave the house with this waiting for ya, hermano,â Frankie said. Joel shook his head.
âMâa damn fool,â he agreed. He saw you giggle, and he smiled.
âGet on your knees for him, baby,â he said, and watched as your smile fell, shock and want painting your pretty face.
âYou sure?â you asked, so quiet he almost didnât hear.
âYou wanna be good to our guest, right?â Joel teased, and he watched you smile.
âIâm a good host,â you said, and he smiled.
âThe best, baby. Go on now, make him feel welcome.â
âOh fuck, Joel,â Frankie muttered, as you got up on your knees on the couch and crawled over to him, your eyes on the younger manâs cock.
âJust wait âtil you see what she can do with that slutty little mouth,â Joel said. He was holding himself by the base again, almost holding his breath in anticipation. Frankie angled the camera down his body so that Joel could see your hand as you reached out to hold him.
âItâs big,â you said, looking up and straight at Joel through the camera. You could see how far gone he was, how much he was holding himself back. You felt more arousal pool between your legs just at the look on his face.
âYou can take it,â Joel said. âMake it good for him, baby.â
You watched as he mirrored your smile. God, you loved him. Even now, with another manâs cock in your face, he was the love of your life and as soon as he was home again youâd tell him. Show him. Never let him doubt it for a second.
You extended your tongue to kitten lick at Frankieâs tip, tasting the pre-come that had gathered while you and Joel encouraged each other. You heard the twin groans of Frankie above you and Joel through the phone. You hitched your mouth over the head, gathering saliva and letting it run out over the sides. Frankie was big, but so was Joel, and you breathed through your nose as you slipped your mouth over him, opening your throat and trying to calm your racing heart.
âOh, fuck me,â Frankie said, as Joel held his breath. You hollowed your cheeks, a bolt of want shooting through your cunt as Frankie stuttered, groaning low and heavy in his chest. He smelt faintly of Old Spice and grass clippings, and you tasted the salt on his skin of his exertion. Joel smelt of pine and lumber. Between the two of them they were a symphony of delicious masculinity.
âCan you reach her tits?â you heard Joel ask, shivering. Frankie grunted his ascent. âReach down, if you play with her nipples sheâll soak the couch.â
You whimpered, breathing out hard through your nose as you worked Frankie further into your throat.
âLook at me, baby.â Joel instructed and you opened your eyes, letting them travel up Frankieâs glistening tanned body to catch Joelâs eyes. You could see he was working himself again, panting and squirming in the driverâs seat of his truck. His hands were trembling a little, causing your view of him to shake, and it matched the tremors that were coursing through your body as you sucked Frankie down.
You felt his hand grope at your tit and you rounded your spine to try and give him more room, sticking your butt out into the air in the process. You kept your eyes on Joel, fighting the urge to let them drift closed, wanting to watch him watching you with another manâs cock in your mouth.
âDoinâ so good,â Joel muttered and you preened under his praise. âPut your hand between your legs, rub that little clit.â
You whined, following his instruction, a little lightheaded from the heat and the desire and Frankie halfway down your throat. âSuch a pretty girl, my beautiful girl,â Joel prattled. âLove you like this, baby, throat all stretched out taking on another man.â
Your eyelids fluttered as his words hit you in your core, Frankieâs hips starting to roll as you eased your finger over your clit and started rubbing tight little circles on the bundle of nerves. Frankie pinched hard at your nipple and you gasped, sucking in air through your nose and trying not to gag in the process.
âOh fuck, sheâs squeezing me with her throat, hermano,â Frankie muttered.
Joel watched, almost completely out of his mind. He never wanted to look at anything else ever again, wanted this view of you tattooed on the inside of his eyelids so he could see it anytime he wanted. Your eyes were starting to water, your skin glistening with sweat, as your hips shuddered under your own touch and under Frankieâs.
Joel was so close he wasnât going to be able to stop it. He knew he had only seconds left, and by the looks of it, so did you.
âOh fuck baby, look what you did to us,â he said, and you let your eyes drift from Joelâs to Frankieâs face as he grit his teeth, his eyes staring down at you, just barely managing to hold onto the phone as you sucked him.
âSo good,â Frankie said to you, âcanâtâŚgonnaâŚâ
You groaned, taking him out of your throat and reaching up to jerk the shaft while you sucked hard on the head. Still circling your clit with one hand you reached the other up to gently roll his balls in your palm. He cried out, the shock of the pleasure making him finally drop the phone. It landed, face up, just by his knees and angled up under your chin as Frankie shot his load into your mouth, gripping your tit in one hand and the other coming to rest on the crown of your head as he pumped his hips, his come shooting into your mouth as you rolled it over your tongue. Joel had an obscene view of it, watched as Frankieâs come spilled out of your mouth and onto the couch below you, nearly splattering over the lens. It was too much, finally too much, Joel shooting come into his hand and over his shirt as he fucked his palm, imagined it was your mouth, your cunt as you sucked Frankieâs come down, imagined he was inside you and also beside you, holding your head up as the younger man painted your throat.
He came as you did, gasping and whimpering for the other, your voice calling for him as he grunted out for you, and he recovered just enough to watch as you shuddered, your body shaking and rolling with the pleasure of it as you rested your face on Frankieâs heaving belly, sweat plastering your hair to your head, come dripping from your lips, as you rode out your high.
âFuck, babyâŚâ you whimpered, while you fought to catch your breath. Joel could see you collapsing, the pleasure wringing you out, leaving you shaky and spent. He swallowed, collecting himself enough to instruct the younger man.
âWashcloths are under the bathroom sink. Make sure the waterâs warm.â He took a second to breathe, trying to clear his vision enough to be able to drive. âWrap her up in a blanket, thereâs one on the back of the couch.â He watched as Frankie nodded, listening hard. âHold her âtil I get there,â Joel said, his heart thrumming again, an ache building in his chest to be with you as he fumbled the keys into the ignition.
âHold my girl for me âtil Iâm there,â he said, again.
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Roll Call 2
a Roommates one-shot
Pairing: pornstar!joel x f!reader
Summary: Joel convinces you to watch one of the videos he's starred in and you like it more than you expected.
Warnings: reader and Joel watching porn, smut (18+ MDNI - I don't know what came over me but it's surprisingly soft), language, dirty talk, infidelity, unprotected piv sex, creampie, alcohol consumption
WC: 2.9K
A/N: this was inspired by these asks and is not considered canon, it's just for fun
"It really ain't as bad as you think," Joel teased, watching with glassy eyes as you tossed back a shot with a wince. You swiped the back of your hand across your mouth and shook your head.
"It's porn, Joel. It's pretty black and white."
"See, that's where you're wrong. You must be watchin' some low budget shit if that's your impression," he said over his shoulder as he lead you back to your table through the crowd of people hovering around the bar.
"What're you saying? Your porn is better somehow?"
"Yeah, that's exactly what I'm sayin'," he said with a grin before sliding into the booth. You plopped down across from him and greedily took a sip from your water. "My stuff's produced by people who actually give a shit about quality and storylines."
"Uh huh," you said with a giggle. The two of you were waiting for Tommy to get off work but the bar was busier than expected that particular evening and you had been stuck for almost two hours with nothing to do but drink and kill time.
"You don't believe me? Lemme show you," he said, pulling his phone out of his back pocket. Your eyes widened and you began to sober up.
"N-no, Joel, I believe you."
"C'mon, it's no big deal. We've slept together, for fuckssake, it ain't nothin' you haven't already seen," he said, eyes pinned to his phone as he scrolled on some website that had a suspicious amount of ads and pop ups. His eyes lit up when he found what he was looking for and fished his AirPods out of his other pocket, handing you one and shoving the other in his ear. You held it in your fingers, your mind reeling. You've never seen Joel's porn before, but Maria had, and she told you it was hot at the time but you'd never felt the urge to look it up for yourself.
Joel finally picked up on your hesitation and paused. "If you really don't wanna, it's fine."
You chewed your lower lip as you thought about it. You couldn't deny you were curious and you didn't have to watch the entire thing if it made you uncomfortable, so you took a deep breath and popped the earbud in. "Play it."
He grinned and glanced around. "Come over on this side, don't want anyone walkin' by to see."
You rolled your eyes, finding it laughable that he would even give a shit, but did as he asked and settled in next to him.
"Roll Call 2? Will I be lost if I didn't see Roll Call 1?"
Joel snorted and shook his head. "Shut the hell up."
He pressed play and you watched as the black screen faded to a classroom where Joel sat hunched over behind a desk looking busy as he scribbled on some papers. He wore thick rimmed glasses and a white button down shirt with a navy blue tie. You laughed and poked him in the shoulder.
"Maybe you're right. This is the most professional I've ever seen you dress."
"Yeah, yeah," he muttered.
A door squeaked open and he looked up to find a young looking brunette enter the room with a stack of books pressed against her chest.
"Excuse me, Mr. Ryder, do you have a minute?"
"Ryder?!" you cackled, "are you fucking serious?"
Joel grinned but kept his eyes on the phone. "Yeah, alright, that was less than subtle, but the rest is good, keep watchin'."
"Tiffany? What can I help you with?"
You hid your grin behind your fist and kept watching.
"Can I talk to you about this test? I-I really can't fail this class or else I won't graduate."
"Tiffany" set her books down on the corner of his desk and pulled out a paper, putting it down in front of Joel and leaning over. Her own button down shirt only had three buttons fastened, at best, so when she bent forward, her tits practically spilled out of her shirt.
"Mhm, I noticed your grades have been slippin'. Maybe you could do some extra credit to help boost your grade?"
"Really? You'd let me do that?"
Joel's hand gently brushed up against the back of her thigh, his gaze dropping to take in her plaid mini skirt.
"'Course I would, s'long as you do somethin' for me."
"Joel, this is so corny," you said as you were about to pull out the earbud. He stopped you and scooted closer.
"It ain't 'bout bein' corny or not, it's 'bout the production and the set and how the actors are treated. When you have good people 'round you, it comes through on the screen and the performance is better."
You sighed and continued to watch as his hand snuck up the back of her skirt. Tiffany gasped and pressed her hips into the desk then looked down at Joel, who was gazing up at her like she was the only woman in the world.
"I don't know, Mr. Ryder..."
"Why not, darlin'?"
"W-what if someone finds out?"
"No one'll know," he assured her before taking her hand and placing it over his lap. She moaned softly and bit her lip before sinking to her knees and undoing his belt. He groaned and leaned back in his chair, watching her with a pleased smirk.
"Yeah, that's it," he whispered when she took him in her mouth. Suddenly you remembered you were in the middle of a bar watching porn with your ex and you yanked the earbud out.
"Okay, I think I get the idea."
Joel chuckled. "Fine, I don't wanna make you uncomfortable," he said, setting his phone down so he could take a sip from his glass, but the video still played. You couldn't hear the audio anymore but you saw his head tip back and his eyes squeeze shut in pleasure. You wondered what kind of noises he was making, knowing he was the type to be more vocal during sex, an attribute you always appreciated. You tried to look away, focusing your attention on the people around you, but your eyes kept finding his phone. On the screen, Joel pulled Tiffany up by the shoulders and pushed her up against his desk. He slotted himself between her legs and pushed up her skirt before plunging his tongue into her mouth and rubbing slow circles over her clit.
"See somethin' you like?" Joel teased when he caught you looking. You pursed your lips before rolling your eyes and shoving the earbud back in just in time to hear him groan deeply into her mouth when he began to sink his cock inside her. You had to admit, it was nice when the video didn't cut to a godawful closeup of her pussy but instead took advantage of her wide spread legs and chose to capture both their reactions. You swallowed, throat suddenly dry, as you continued to watch the video. Much like Joel in real life, he was attentive and caring, subtly making sure Tiffany was comfortable. He didn't jackhammer her, he didn't remain awkwardly silent, but instead he rolled his hips leisurely while lavishing her with praise until he tugged on her shirt and wrapped his hand around one of her breasts, biting at her nipple. She moaned and grabbed his hair, whispering how big he was and how good it felt and fuck me harder, Mr. Ryder, I can take it.
He pulled out and flipped her around, pushing her hips into the desk before sliding back inside, her pussy and thighs glistening from her arousal.
"Goddamn, you're so tight. Oh, good girl, look at you. Takin' my cock like a champ. Fuck, y'feel so good."
He was slamming his hips into her faster now, so much so that the desk was beginning to move. Tiffany's fingers clutched around the edge of the wood, knuckles white, mouth agape and eyes rolled to the back of her head.
"How much of this is fake?" you asked breathlessly, unable to look away. He shrugged, no longer watching the phone, but instead his eyes were glued to your face. Your lips were parted and your breath was coming a little faster now.
"What'dya mean?"
"Like, is she faking it?" you asked.
"No," he chuckled, casually draping his arm behind you. On the screen, Joel gently pressed a palm against her spine so she laid flat on the desk, then he reached down to pick up one of her legs to open her hips even wider. The noises she was making were so loud at that point, you didn't need to keep the earbud in anymore, so once again you took it out. He could tell how aroused you were, even though you initially tried to hide it. You squirmed in your seat and you rubbed the back of your neck before taking a deep breath. Your eyes met his and he saw you swallow thickly, your gaze flickering from his eyes to his lips over and over again.
"Joel?"
Your voice was low, suggestive, as you leaned into him a little more. The heat between you was growing thick. It was probably made worse by the alcohol coursing through your veins but he didn't care, and neither did you. He nodded and tore his eyes away.
"C'mon," he said.
He grabbed your arm and shoved his phone back in his pocket before leading you through the crowd, his cock straining against his zipper, knowing full well how that night was going to end.
"Where are we going?" you asked when he bypassed the bathrooms in favor of a third closed door.
"Basement. Where they keep the booze."
He swung open the door and flicked on the light before pulling you in after him and ushered you quickly down the stairs. He swiveled his head back and forth until he spotted a corner of the basement that had a small amount of privacy hidden behind boxes of liquor, then turned around and cupped your jaw before crashing his mouth against yours with a deep groan.
"We gotta be fast," you murmured before breaking away and tugging your jeans down.
"Yeah," was all he said, his heart thumping wildly in his chest when you pulled your jeans all the way off and started on your underwear. "Jesus Christ," he added when he realized you weren't messing around. Fast meant fast.
You tested the weight of what looked like a repurposed workbench before hopping up and grabbing the collar of his shirt, yanking him forward just as he undid his belt. You helped him unzip his jeans and slid your hand past his waistband, wrapping your fingers around his cock as you nipped greedily at his throat.
"Fuck, baby, you liked that, huh?" he murmured, grabbing onto your hips, letting you pull his cock out and line him up against your opening without his assistance. He hissed when the tip of his cock prodded at your folds, feeling just how wet you were from watching that video.
You didn't answer. You just spread your legs wider and scooted closer to the edge of the table. Your heels dug into the backs of his thighs, urging him forward. A whimper fell from your lips when he slowly eased inside you, then tipped your head back with a gasp when he pushed all the way in.
"God, that feels good," you moaned, your arms draping lazily around his neck, forehead resting against his chest.
Slowly, he pulled his cock out, leaving just the swollen tip before pausing and pushing back in. You both watched in a daze as he slid in and out, emerging slicker than before with each thrust. Calloused hands ran up and down your thighs. Slowly, leisurely, adoringly.
"Faster," you mumbled, eyes fluttering closed, forehead still pressed against his broad chest.
"I don't like goin' fast with you," he whispered, then wrapped his arms around your waist, tugging you even closer as he continued slowly feeding you his cock.
You moaned and dug your nails into his neck when he hit a spot just right, making your thighs shake and your breath stutter.
"L-like the video," you managed to stammer out. You pulled your head away from his chest and hazily looked up at him. "Don't you wanna make this table move like the desk?" you asked him with a teasing smile, but he didn't give you one back. He shook his head and rubbed the pad of his thumb over your lower lip.
"No," he said softly, still fucking you agonizingly slow. His eyes were warm and sweet as he stared down at you, scanning your face. His fingers slid through your hair, cupping the back of your head as he continued to look at you, watching the little flickers of pleasure cross your features every time he hit that one spot he knew made you come undone. "Don't wanna fuck you like them. Wanna take my time 'n really feel you." He rolled his hips, pushing inside you extra deep and you melted against him, giving up and letting him take you the way he needed.
The hand that was lost in your hair tilted your head so he could kiss you. His tongue, slow and lazy, slipped into your mouth, licking and savoring the taste of tequila and the cigarette you bummed from him an hour earlier.
Eventually, you lost yourself in the moment, raking your fingers through his hair and kissing him back just as deeply. You knew it was too intimate, you knew it was dangerous to be like this with him, but it was too late. Who were you kidding? It's been too late for a while now.
You finally had to break the kiss, your lungs burning for air the same way your thighs were burning around his waist. Tipping your head to the side, you slumped against his shoulder, gasping and panting while he continued to torturously fuck you slow in the dirty basement of your favorite bar.
The setting hardly matched the mood, but it didn't seem to matter.
"You gotta know, I don't fuck anyone else like this."
You squeezed your eyes shut.
His fingers dug into your ribs, the others into your scalp, pressing you against him as if you were one.
"Yeah?" Your voice was breathy and high pitched.
"Only you." He pressed his mouth against your hair, his cock splitting you open in the softest way possible. "Just you."
"Joel," you whined, one hand dropping to grab the thin material of his tshirt, fingers getting twisted as you tugged and pulled at him. You said his name again, a whisper that time. Being so close, you could feel his heart beating loud and fast in his chest. It felt like it matched your own.
"Yeah, say my name," he muttered, hips moving a little faster now. "You gonna come f'me, baby?"
You couldn't respond. You were too close and everything was too intense. Instead, you nodded and squeezed your eyes shut tighter, fighting back the two tears that sprung up out of nowhere.
When you came, you pulled harshly on his hair and gasped, warmth flooding your limbs as your orgasm washed over you. He was murmuring something but you couldn't hear him over the ringing in your ears and then finally, your muscles relaxed and you sighed.
"Fuck, Joel."
"I know," he grunted through clenched teeth. "Shit, you're gonna make me come. Feels too good, I can't... oh, god."
He made a move to pull out but your legs tensed around him once more, keeping him still. His hips slowed.
"What're you-"
"I want you to come inside me," you mumbled drowsily from his chest. You felt more than heard the low growl he gave you in response.
"Baby-"
Tugging him by the back of the neck, you pulled him down into a searing kiss, shutting him up. He cupped your jaw with one hand while the other remained wrapped around your waist, still holding you against him. It only took him a few more seconds before he spilled inside you, his moans getting lost against your lips.
Long after you had both recovered, your mouths were still latched together, tongues slowly dancing, neither of you wanting the moment to end, but it was you who finally pulled away.
"We should go before we get caught."
He hummed and pressed his forehead against yours.
"So what if we get caught?"
You practically stopped breathing at the double meaning behind his words, your brain unable to formulate a response. He must have sensed it because he continued.
"What's the worst that could happen?"
"Jail?" you finally offered, leaning back and giving him a smirk, purposely ignoring the real meaning behind his question. What would happen if someone found out about your affair?
He gave you a small smile and sighed. "You make a good point." He pulled out with a hiss, his gaze darkening for a moment when he saw your pussy leaking with him. "Christ," he whispered before backing away and fixing his clothes while you did the same.
"You ready?" he asked once you got your clothes back on and looked relatively presentable.
"Yeah," you replied, but took a step and stumbled. Joel quickly reached out to steady you, his thumbs rubbing affectionately over your arms as he did.
"Don't worry, I got you."
You looked up at him and smiled. "I know."
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[SUMMARY: Joel is locked out of his house drunk and knocks on your door for help thinking your father is home.]
Smut
âWhat do you want me to say? That I canât stop thinkinâ about how wet I made you-â his words shocking you as he cornered you back against the wall.
It was Saturday night and as usual you stood home alone while your parents went out and about. It wasnât too bad, you always found something to entertain yourself with but for some reason this Saturday was extra boring. Your neighbor Sarah and you would usually get together, two college girls who loved to take on the city on your free time but she happened to be out of town for the weekend.
Flipping through the channels you sighed when your doorbell suddenly rang.
âWho the hell?â You uttered to yourself as you peaked through the side window to see none other than Joel Miller at your door.
Once you did open the door you realized something seemed a bit off with him. His hand leaning on the wall beside your door as he looked up at you, you could already see it.
The man was drunk.
âHi honey, your daddy homeâŚ?â The smell of whiskey coming into instant contact with you.
âUm no, sorry. Heâs out for a few hoursâ
âShitâ he brushed his hand through his waves in frustration.
âIs there something I could do for you?â His hands placed on his hips he took a deep breath before stumbling to the side.
âYou alright?â You took a step forward as he slowly looked up at you.
âI locked myself out of my damn house, wanted to seeâŚif I could stay here till Tommy gets back but I donât think your dad would appreciate me staying with you alone for a few hours.â The thought secretly exciting you. Everyone had a crush on Sarahâs dad.
âItâs alrightâŚIâll figure it outâ he began to turn away until you stopped him.
âI dont think my dad would mindâ you lied.
âI donât know honey-â
âHow long have we known you Joel?â You responded making him smirk.
âBesides, Iâm sure Sarah is gonna get a good laugh out of thisâ you chuckled as you stepped aside to let him in before closing the door.
âOh yeah, finally get a night to myself and lock my ass outâ he followed you to the kitchen being careful not to run into anything.
âWell like she says, must be your age old manâ you teased as you opened the fridge.
âHey, I ainât that old.â Joel stood on the other end of the island leaning forward watching as you searched your fridge till you pulled out a bottle of water.
âIâm not the one who said itâ you turned to him with a playful look as you placed the water bottle before him. He squinted his eyes with a smile before taking a sip.
âSo you donât think Iâm an old man?â
âNow why would I think that?â You crossed your arms leaning back against the fridge noticing his eyes quickly take in the view of your body. A satin pink robe tied around your waist with shorts and a tank top underneath which couldnât really been seen with how tightly you had the robe wrapped around you.
âDonât be fooled by the grey hairs, honeyâ he began to walk around the counter.
âStill got enough gas in my tankâ he chuckled, his words making you laugh. Something about his Texas accent exciting you..
âSuch an old man thing to sayâ you joked.
âHahaâ he stopped before you a little closer than you expected him to.
âIâm just joking, you definitely look like you could put in work-I mean-â you completely caught yourself off guard, Joel raised his brows with a grin as you stood in shock with what you blurt out.
âWhat I meant was-â
âI know what cha meantâ his eyes danced as his tongue slid over his bottom lip. He took another step attempting to move forward but stumbled side ways making you gasp and grab his arm.
âWoah, you okay? Maybe you should sit downâ he took a step forward towering over you. Usually the smell of liquor this strong wouldâve grossed you out but something about the way he was staring down at you completely distracted you. You suddenly felt his hand gently on your chin making you look more directly at him with big curious eyes.
âMr.Millerâ you whispered. His eyes traced the shape of your lips as the urge inside him grew.
âMr.MillerâŚyouâre drunkâ his gaze met yours as if he was just coming into realization with what he was doing yet he didnât move his hand away. Instead his finger began to trace your bottom lip making excitement build up in the pit of your stomach.
âI ever tell you howâŚ.pretty I think you are..?â He spoke low. Slowly you shook your head as he went on to trace your top lip before looking into your eyes. You couldnât believe what he was sayingâŚwhat he was doing.
âEvery afternoon, you walked in with Sarah andâŚI couldnât help myself but just look at cha sometimes⌠you never noticed so focused on those papers you always worked onâŚsuch a good school girl..â he went on to slide his large finger in your mouth. You stood still allowing him to do as he pleased, apart of you shocked yet still you sucked on his finger making him moan deeply. Joel knew he couldnât stop himself now, he already had gone too far but he didnât care. Pulling his finger out he quickly grabbed your face and kissed you eagerly making you stumble back against the counter. Surely he was drunk but he knew damn well what he was doing.
âTurn aroundâ he spoke as he physically turned you around. You gasped leaning over the counter feeling him reach underneath your robe and pull down your shorts.
âWait-are you-â you gasped as he began to unzip his pants.
âAre you sure we should-â You asked panting looking back at him before he unexpectedly took your hand and made you feel his bare hard on.
âThat seem sure enough to you, sweetheart?â he whispered. Feeling how hard he was you felt yourself become aroused. Joel went from stumbling one moment to holding you in place by your hips. His sober feelings being taken over by liquor courage making him do something he never wouldâve thought to actually do. Spitting on his hand he lubricated his cock before angling himself behind you and slowly entering you.
âOh fuck-â he whispered to himself. You gasped feeling how full he made you feel. His hands tightening on your waist he pulled out and once again slid back inside you.
âOh my god..â you whispered.
âCan you take that for me, baby?â He thrusted his hips once again, this time with more force making you cry out. His body moving at a rhythm that was building up pleasure inside you, you grabbed onto the counter and moaned. Joel had fantasized about this more times than he could admit, you felt better than he couldâve imagined.
âYouâre so god damn wetâ he squeezed your ass with his large hands as he moved faster.
Screwing your friendâs father was not on your bingo card for this summer but God did it feel like nothing you had ever experienced before. Joel picked up your leg holding it on the counter allowing him to go deeper. His ballsack slamming against your clit as you dripped onto him.
âMr.MillerâŚâ you moaned only making him move faster, he could feel you pulsating around him as you screamed in pleasure.
âWhat is it, baby? Talk to meâ he panted pulling your body back against him.
âH-harderâ you struggled to speak as he wrapped his hand around your throat and did just as you asked. The sound of your wet pussy being slammed into through out the kitchen, you held your breath before an orgasm took complete control of you. He couldnât contain himself any longer feeling your body spasm against him, the urge he felt for you was so strong he was surprised he was able to pull out in time. Panting hard you felt him cum all over your ass, his hand squeezing your waist as more cum continued to drip out of him. You looked back and watched at how he watched himself cum on you, the sound of his moans making your pussy throb.
âOh baby-â he stumbled away into the living room as you stood up straight. Your legs feeling like jello you took a moment to balance yourself.
âDo you want some water?â You asked awkwardly as you adjusted your shorts.
There was no response.
Holding your robe shut with your arms crossed you walked into the living room to find him passed out on the couch. Your lips parted when you noticed he fell asleep with his cock completely out of his pants, still hard.
Slowly walking towards him you stared down at him awkwardly as if he hadnât just had you bent over on the counter. It was just after midnight and you were concerned of your father walking in on him like this, you knew you needed to fix this as soon as possible. Quietly getting on your knees you hesitantly took hold of his thick cock. Placing both of your small hands around his shaft you were instantly reminded how full he made you feel. Oh what you would give to feel him inside you once more. Looking up to see him still asleep you gently pulled his underwear up over his cock and closed his pants when he suddenly moved but didnât open his eyes. Joel was out cold just as your phone suddenly buzzed.
âWonât be back tonight, staying in the city with your mom. Be back in the afternoon, love youâ
Of course your father now was leaving the house to yourself.
After falling asleep on the couch across from him, Joel began to wake up just before six in the morning to his phone buzzing.
Groaning with a headache he rubbed his head before reaching for the phone in his pocket.
âWhere the hell are you?â Tommy asked as Joel looked around confused realizing he wasnât in his bed.
âUh-â his eyes suddenly found you lying asleep on your side.
âShitâ
âWhat?â Tommy asked.
âNothinââ Joel responded quietly.
âIâll be home soon, Iâm fine, Iâll see ya in a bitâ he flipped the phone shut before his brother could ask any more questions. Slowly pushing himself up he was careful not to wake you.
Joel couldnât remember much of what had happened the night before, he didnât even remember falling asleep. Looking over at you still fully clothed he wondered if anything had happened between the two of you when he felt the button to his pants open.
âOh Jesus..â he whispered realizing what that meant.
âShit, fuck me-â he continued to mumble to himself as he looked around the house to make sure he had everything he needed when the sight of the kitchen counter brought back a sudden flashback. Your ass against him as he fucked you from behind, he froze for a moment, his cock twitching in his pants from the memory when you suddenly moaned in your sleep. Turning against the couch you sighed and stayed asleep. Joel slowly took silent steps back before he reached your door and went back to his house.
âWhere the hell have you been?â Tommy asked with a chuckle.
âLong storyâ Joel paced past him.
âYou know Sarahâs coming back in a couple hours right?â Joel looked up realizing what day and time it was.
âShit, yeah, yeah..course I rememberâ
âI gotta get to work, Joel. Ya sure youâre alright?â
âYeah Iâm alright, why wouldnât I be?â He responded defensively. Tommy shrugged and walked out the front door. Joel had no idea how he was suppose to face his daughter after what he had done.
Sarah had returned and Joel had freshened up in a shower attempting to act as normal as possible.
âHey, baby girl how was your trip?â Joel rubbed the back of his neck as Sarah threw her backpack on the couch.
âHey, dad. It was great. Iâm calling y/n to come over and help me with a paper I forgot is due in a couple hours. That ok?â Her question catching Joel off guard. He expected to see you around but not so soon.
âYa donât think maybe sheâs busy or somethinââ he crossed his arms hoping sheâd change her mind. Joel hadnât faced what heâd done nor the fact that he couldnât stop thinking about what he could remember.
âIâll try, if not then I guess Iâll just figure it out. Itâs just sheâs really smart and is really good with this classâ Sarah turned away as she looked through the contact list on her phone and called you.
âI bet she isâ he mumbled to himself.
Waking up to your phone ringing you saw Sarahâs name making you gasp. Quickly looking up you had realized Joel was no longer across from you.
âJoel?â You called out to see no sign of him anywhere near. Picking up Sarahâs call you were surprised with her invite as you walked around the house to make sure Joel wasnât anywhere until you heard his voice in the background over the phone. When you did, your heart slightly dropped..
Joel had left without saying a word, you felt like an idiot. Now dreading to go to her house you tried to find excuses as she begged you for your help.
âPlease, I really need to pass this paper. Iâll never ask you againâ she assured you. With a sigh you gave in and washed up ready to go.
Anxiously waiting for Sarah to open the door you took a deep breath until she greeted you with a smile.
âIâm so glad youâre backâ you hugged her as Joel silently stepped out of the kitchen.
âIâm so happy to see youâ she smiled as she turned to her father.
âIsnât it good to see her? Feels like foreverâ Sarah laughed as you stood awkwardly staring at Joel. Of course you came to his house in a damn dress, his shoulders tense as he caught himself checking you out.
âGood morning, Mr.Millerâ you whispered politely.
âMorninâ, anything I could get you girls?â He asked turning to Sarah as you quickly looked away. The way your heart was racing, you were surprised Sarah didnât feel it with how tightly she hugged you.
âNo itâs ok dad, I got us some bagelsâ Sarah walked into the kitchen as Joel stole a quick glance at you.
âCome on y/n, come sit with meâ Sarah called out for you from the kitchen table.
âRightâ you chuckled anxiously before walking towards Joel who stood at the doorway. His eyes never leaving yours as you squeezed by him face to face to enter the kitchen.
As you sat down Joel sat in the living room and turned on the tv. Your mind was so distracted you had no idea how youâd be able to work on this paper with Sarah. Her phone buzzing on the table made you both look up.
âWho is it now?â she sighed before picking up the call.
âYes this is sheâ she responded before looking at you annoyed.
âThis is gonna take a few minutes- sorryâ she whispered quickly before running upstairs.
You nodded and quietly looked back down at the book before you when Joel unexpectedly walked into the kitchen thinking you had gone upstairs with her. You could tell by the hesitation in his step walking in he wasnât expecting to see you there. Walking past you he opened the fridge and grabbed a water bottle as you held yourself still. You waited for him to speak firstâŚhoping he would.. but you couldnât hold yourself back.
âLook, I wasnât expecting you to leave me a love letter but to leave without saying a word wasnât coolâ Joel took a sip of his water and walked back towards the door.
âSo youâre just gonna ignore me?â He stopped in his tracks with his back to you mouthing a curse word to himself before turning to you.
âThe hell do you want me to say?â He uttered low. You looked at him in disbelief, this man had known you for years and had nothing to say after having sex with you unexpectedly.
âNothingâ you stood up and slammed the book shut making him furrow his brows.
âWhat are you doinâ?â He took a few steps forward.
âIâm leaving. You can barely look at me and-â
âDonât leave-â he looked back towards the stairs.
âSheâll suspect somethinâ. Just stay and help her with that.â
âNo, you can tell her I didnât feel good or something-â you began to shove your books in your bag.
âGod dammitâ he whispered in frustration.
âWhat the hell do ya want me to say huh?â He closed the distance between the two of you, the tone in his voice making you stop and look up.
âWhat do you want me to say? That I canât stop thinkinâ about how wet I made you-â his words shocking you as he cornered you back against the wall.
âThat I canât stop thinkinâ about the way you screamed for moreâ he whispered deeply, his eyes moving quickly between your eyes and lips. Fighting a fight within himself that he could no longer take he suddenly pulled you against him and kissed you aggressively. Your hands on his chest in shock but you allowed your tongue to dance with his. His lips finding their way down the side of your neck as he quickly unbuttoned his pants between you.
âMr.Miller..â you whispered against his ear just as he suddenly picked you up against the wall. His pants already lowered, he reached beneath you under your dress for the feel of warmth between your legs. Your panties hot as he yanked them to the side and pushed himself inside you. You gasped with his lips against yours, his thrusts pushing your body up against the wall as you held onto him. Your nails digging into his back you moaned softly.
âTell me you want meâ he whispered roughly. Your heart racing with adrenaline as he fucked you in a way that you knew this was only for you and him to ever know of.
âI want youâ you whispered.
âPlease donât stop-â you panted.
âOh honey, I wasnât planninâ on itâ his thick Texas accent only making you more wet. He moved faster pushing in deeper as he caught you looking over his shoulder towards the stairs.
âLook at meâ he demanded. He could see the excitement yet hesitation in your eyes, the disbelief that you were being fucked by your long time friendâs fatherâŚyou didnât want it to end.
âHey, Iâll be right there in a minute alright?â Sarah called out from upstairs, your eyes widened as Joel silently comforted you with a kiss to your neck.
âYou heard?â She called out again as Joel smirked at how nervous you became.
âAnswer her, babyâ he whispered in your ear.
âY-yes, itâs fine!â You managed to say when you heard the door close.
âMr.Miller-â you cut yourself off as you felt a sensation begin to creep up on you.
âWhat is it, honey?â He teased as he thrusted faster, he watched the look on your face as an intense orgasm overcame you. Opening your mouth you almost screamed until he muffled your scream with a kiss.
âOh my godâŚâ you cried out in a whisper. Goosebumps throughout your body as waves of pleasure took your body on a high it had never been on before.
âFuck, babyâ he looked down to see his cock covered in your cum. The feel of you pulsating around him causing him to lose control and before he could get you back on your feet to pull out he accidentally came inside you.
âFuck-â he groaned against your ear, his hips jerked uncontrollably, your legs shaking as he held them up when you realized he was cumming.
âWait, are you-â he held himself still against you out of breath, his face buried in the crook of your neck. He couldnât move.
âOh my godâŚâ you whispered.
Slowly Joel lifted his head up and looked down at you with defeat.
âI swear I ainât mean to do that, babyâ he slowly pulled out and let your legs down. Still holding you close you stared at his chest in shock when you both heard the door open. Joel quickly backed away lifting his pants up and left the kitchen, you fixed your hair the best you could when Sarah walked in.
âSorry, it was a call about the classes Iâm trying to switch this semester. A whole processâ she sighed without looking at you, not noticing how awkward you looked.
âWhyâd you put your stuff away?â She looked up and raised a brow.
âYou ok?â
âMhmâ you lied as you felt Joelâs cum in your underwear.
âIâm gonna use the restroomâ you quietly walked past her as she stared at you strangely.
Joel was nowhere to be found as you made your way to the bathroom. Locking the door shut you rinsed your face off with water and looked at yourself in the mirror. All these years you knew Joel and never expected anything like this to happen. Hell, your own father would kill him if he knew. You couldnât believe what you had allowed, more so you couldnât believe what you knew had only just begunâŚ
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i like your voice in person
Evan's staring at the bed like he's trying to navigate a minefield.
Six months ago that would have sent Tommy on another journey of self-deprecation, a reminder that he'd known Evan wasn't ready for this, known this was a possibility, but Evan, for all his own insecurities, knows what the hell he wants and if he'd felt even an ounce of pressure or remorse up to this point he'd have said something long before now.
Sometimes Evan likes to work it out himself, and sometimes he needs a little nudge, and Tommy watches the head tilt and the angle of his pursed lips for cues as he settles under the sheets.
"Something on your mind?" he prompts, and Evan blinks, like he hadn't realized he'd gotten lost in his thoughts.
"Uh...nothing, maybe."
"Sounds like something, probably."
Evan's smile tilts up at one corner, and he settles on the bed a little stiffly. "It's nothing major. Just. Something I've been thinking about?"
He can feel his brows jumping, can see the way Evan takes in the look with a fond expression. Evan steels himself for something -- they're still muddling through past experiences and learning how to be a bit more intentional in some of their conversations, because they both have a bad habit of reverting to flirting and deflection.
"You remember what we talked about last weekend?"
Tommy can genuinely remember about 93 percent of what he and Evan talk about at any given time, which is an astronomically high number and not at all an exaggeration. He'd be embarrassed about it if he didn't have clear evidence that Evan was as deep into this as he was.
They talk a lot, is the thing, about inconsequential shit just as much (definitely more) than the important stuff. They talk far more than Tommy can remember talking in any other relationship he's been in. But Tommy can pinpoint the exact one he means.
"You mean the roles thing."
Evan hadn't been a stranger to a little daddy talk in bed when they started to explore it, and he'd brought it up right at the start for a reason, but Tommy had taken a while to come around to the realization that Evan had sort of internalized the 'I don't have daddy issues' of it all in a way that Tommy hadn't actually meant it. There'd been little things, here and there; like Evan reaching a door before him and then bashfully waiting with it half open like he'd made a misstep; like twisting his mouth a little funny when he snatched the bill from the table before Tommy could get it. Little things.
Things that, in the abstract, yeah, Tommy liked to do for his partners, but in reality weren't actually that big a deal to him.
He'd needed to clear the air.
Evan nods. Curls a hand around his knee before he shifts his body so that he's facing Tommy. "So, I like taking care of people."
(A conversation, a month ago, Evan grimacing around "My therapist says I have to stop calling myself a people pleaser in a derogatory way.")
Tommy hums, something to remind Evan he's listening.
"And I guess I sort of built up this idea in my head that that was like, a hard stop with you."
("Everyone likes being taken care of sometimes, Evan.")
"And I'm not -- I'm not upset at you, or like, feeling guilty, I just -- I've been thinking about it, and I feel like I forgot to ask you how you wanted to be taken care of."
The thing with Evan is that no matter how often he'll deflect with a joke, when he wants to say something serious he's blunt as hell about it. There might be some hemming and hawing to get there but sometimes he says things that just make Tommy wonder if he'd ever actually learned how to say things before Evan.
"I don't really have a list, babe," he says, and then sort of hates himself for it. Deflect, distract, hey baby how about I blow you about all these big feelings inside my chest I can't articulate.
Evan, though, Evan squinches his eyes and runs a heavy hand through his hair. "I...sort of do?"
"Lay it on me."
Evan grins. "That's actually one of the things on my list."
Tommy blinks. Tries to figure out that trail of thought, but he's coming up with nothing. "Okay, can you expand on that?"
"Like --listen, you know I'm a huge fan of being the little spoon. I'd let someone put screws back in my leg just for continued little spoon privileges. But sometimes I miss being the big spoon, and in my head the idea sounded so stupid to bring up but now I'm wondering if, like, maybe I've just been denying you the joy of being the little spoon?"
Tommy thinks of Evan's hands spread big and warm across his belly, of knees tucked up behind his, warm breath on the back of his neck like when Evan stumbles up behind him in the mornings whining about coffee, and maybe he blue screens a bit because he's never actually dated someone so close to his own size, because there's always been an assumption at the outset that he wouldn't want that.
Alex had been a little too into the same dynamic he'd seen Evan stumbling through, and Colin had hated sleeping with someone's flesh touching his own. Beyond that he hadn't really dated anyone long enough to really form a preference.
Maybe Kara might have been willing, back when he'd been closeted enough to pretend it wasn't an effort to get it up when she had his dick in her mouth, but they'd been young enough that staying the night wasn't really a consideration.
"And like -- listen, I don't necessarily prescribe to gender roles as a thing in general, but a few weekends ago I spent like twenty minutes staring at a bouquet of flowers in Trader Joe's and convinced myself you wouldn't like the gesture so I didn't buy them but you have a few vases in your moms old china cabinet and the moment I remembered them I felt stupid for not buying the flowers."
There's something curling tenderly underneath Tommy's ribcage that he's not sure he's ever felt quite like this before. It's not new, exactly, but it seems to be thrumming particularly hard tonight.
Three months in, Tommy had gotten the man-flu from hell, temperatures so high he'd been grounded and sent packing to rest it off, and he'd texted Evan a jumbled mess of barely discernible things when they'd tucked him into the Uber.
Evan and Bobby had made chicken noodle soup at the station and Hen had sent Evan off with a laundry list of things he could do to help drop the fever, and Tommy had spent the duration sulking and glowering and dragging himself out of bed every time Evan had wanted to change the sheets, to keep Tommy as comfortable as he could, but when Evan had caught it four days later he hadn't hesitated to do all the same shit with gusto. Evan hadn't been particularly grateful either, because neither one of them liked being laid up when the world was out there waiting for them, but he'd at least had the grace to not be an asshole about it.
He had, though. Been grateful. A little awestruck, too, at the mere idea of someone so unafraid of just being there through all the moaning and groaning and hacking and coughing, keeping the tissues from piling up on the bedside table and switching out cold packs to the freezer so he always had one ready in case he wanted it. In the clarity of a full day without fever making his brain feel like cotton candy he'd stared down at a sleepily wheezing Evan and known he could absolutely lose his heart to this man.
"Also I don't want to toot my own horn here but I give excellent foot rubs, and I feel like there's about a million other things I've just been -- holding back from doing?"
"Because of the role thing, or because all your stupid exes told you you were needy?"
It's not a night to pull punches. Also Tommy wants to send thank you cards to every single one of them and attach them to boxes with a bark scorpion inside.
"Both," Evan says without a second of hesitation. His smile crinkles at the corners of his mouth, and Tommy is suddenly annoyed with the space between them. When he holds out his hand to tug Evan into him, Evan melts into it for the space of a moment before he pulls back. "I actually kind of desperately want to be the big spoon right now, if that's something you'd be into." Evan had definitely clocked the look on his face when he'd mentioned it, but he's keyed into the way Tommy checks in and reciprocated in kind since the start of this, so.
Tommy peels his glasses off, snags his bookmark to keep his spot in the monstrosity of the Wrangler maintenance manual he'd stopped being cagey about the fifth time Evan caught him flipping through it, and watches Evan settle comfortably into bed next to him. The problem is, Tommy actually isn't sure where to go from there, which is a ridiculous thought to have because Evan hadn't either and he'd figured it out just fine.
"How do you want me, Buckley?"
The roll of his eyes is so bitchy that Tommy has to remind himself that for all his people pleasing attributes, Evan Buckley is, at heart, a huge fucking brat. Evan tugs and twists and maneuvers his arms and Tommy sort of sinks into it, head tucked in the crook of his shoulder, draping his leg over one of Evan's when he shifts his knee pointedly, a massive, unruly breath escaping Tommy once they're all done shifting.
"You should absolutely try out the rest of your list," he murmurs into the space where Evan's shoulder meets his neck. "Although you don't need to woo me anymore, I'm actually fully wooed."
Lips against his crown, pressed tightly enough that he can feel the smile against his scalp, Evan chuckles. "You don't know how good my wooing is."
The fingers shifting up and down his arm feel somehow different, from this position, even though Evan has done it a hundred times before from the spot he likes to claim with his head right over Tommy's bleeding, three-sizes-too-big-for-him heart. It's ridiculous, and it shouldn't feel any different, but it does. He wants to be greedy with it, soak it in and then never let Evan do this again because he finally understands the appeal and he doesn't want to deprive Evan that.
"This is nicer than I expected."
Evan's soft laugh ruffles his hair, and Tommy wonders if he's dumb enough to ask Eddie how long he should wait before he can reasonably beg Evan to spend the rest of his life with him.
"Save the reviews for when I actually spoon you. It's gonna rock your world." His hand drifts up, fingers digging into the dimple of Tommy's skull.
The hum in his throat has a mind of it's own, going thin and reedy and --
Evan pauses, and Tommy can practically see the gears whirring in his mind, because this is new information.
To both of them, actually, but Tommy doesn't have time to process it because the fingers on the back of his skull spread and sink deeper, just enough pressure to be more than a glancing ruffle, and Tommy can't quite help the way he tilts his head back into it, or the way he hitches his leg to press his groin a little more firmly to the outside of Evan's thigh.
They're both too tired for it to really mean anything -- both off 48's and a fumbled round in the shower while they were already bone weary -- but Tommy wants the reminder for them both when they wake up in the morning.
He can feel his eyes drooping the longer Evan scrubs his fingers against him, and the thought pops into his head as he's drifting off. He doesn't want it to disappear into the fog, though, so he murmurs it into the soft, warm skin of Evan's neck. "I like camellia's. White ones."
Evan hums, and Tommy just knows that the moment he drops off, Evan will be reaching for his phone to google the language of flowers.
#bucktommy#buck x tommy#bucktommy fic#911 fic#tevan fic#as if shoehorning sportsball into a fic wasn't enough now i've gone and added the language of flowers back into the lexicon#white camellia means 'you're adorable'#but once buck actually finds what he's looking for he ends up ordering a ridiculous bouquet of red camellia baby's breath and red salvia
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Imagine Tommy pussing you off so go find Joel, Joel fucks you, you call Tommy and put it on voicemail so he can here you screaming Joelâs name
Does Joel put on a show? Does Tommy jerk off ti the sound? Does Joel get mad at you for getting him involved in this and and and and-
Mood board @aurorawritestoescape đđ¤ (pic for mood only)
0k7 | Joel Miller x fem reader | ao3 | Masterlist Warnings: 18+ mdni. Infidelity, masturbation (m), degradation, piv, creampie. No age specified
a/n: @romanarose I changed a little part of your ask, hope youâll like what I imagined đ @aurorawritestoescape thank you for beta-ing đđ
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Joel was not particularly a good man. His sense of morality was questionable. It always had been, and that would probably never change. So when you knocked on his door to complain about Tommy after he ended up at Travis County for what seemed like the 100th time, Joel didn't think it could be a bad idea to let you in.
When you sat on the couch and told him that Tommy had hit on a waitress in a bar, and that her boyfriend had beaten him up before the two of them were taken away by the cops, he didn't even hide his smile. His brother had always been a loser, and that wasn't going to change any time soon.
âIâm so tired of his shit, Joel. How many times have I got him out of prison? And he was flirting with another girl. Again. I wonder if he fucked that one, too.â
And thatâs how you ended up in Joelâs bed, legs spread, his cock pounding your cunt hard and fast, eyes fixed on your dripping hole, that was covering him in white.
When you got a call later that evening, your head was buried in a pillow and Joel was gripping your hips. You didn't even check who was calling you.
When your phone rang again the next day, Joelâs cock was buried balls deep in your core. And when he saw his brother's name on your phone, he told you to pick up. You were still pissed off and didnât hesitate, putting the call on speaker just as Joel started fucking you again. Your moans were the only sounds that came out of your mouth.
âUh, babe? What the hell is going on?â
âYou broke your toy, little bro. Now Iâm fixinâ it⌠oh fuck, that pussyâs so fuckinâ tight...â
âThe fuck? Joel?! Babe, is that a fuckinâ joke?â
Joel was fucking you so good, spreading your walls around his cock and perfectly hitting your g spot, that you didnât even bother to answer Tommy. Besides, Joel was dealing with him perfectly.
âYou didn't tell me she was so good at takinâ a cock. Suckinâ it too. Blew my load down her throat this morning. Been fuckinâ her all night, shitâŚâ
âFuck, baby? Why are you doinâ this to me?â
âWell, I think it has something to do with the other women youâre banging, jackass...âÂ
âOh fuck, baby, come on⌠You know I love you, right?â
âOh, shit. Sheâs suckinâ me in, Tommy. Sheâs squeezing my fuckinâ cock so tightâŚâ
Joel knelt between your thighs, one hand gripping your waist, fucking you as if you were a rag doll. Rubbing your clit with his thumb, spitting on it for Tommy to hear. His brother was no longer talking, and you only heard his breathing. More and more unsteady.
Joel sneered and said âJesus Christ, Tommy, youâre jerking off, hearing me fuck your girlfriend?â
You let out a moan that wasn't just from Joel's cock and finger.
âGonna fill her up soon. Hope sheâs on the pill or something, or weâll have some weird family lunch, lilâ bro...â
You heard Tommy grunt, and the fist clenched on his cock sped up his movement. You could hear the fap fap fap as clearly as if he had been in the same room as you. Watching Joel railing you.
âShit Tommy, youâre such a loser. Ya gonna fuck her through my cum tonight, uh? Sheâs so full of me, manâŚâ
âFuck, fuck, âm gonna comeâŚâ
âYeah? Ya want your toy back after I fixed it?â
âYeah, yeah. Baby, wanna fuck you⌠want you to be full of me too. Please? Please, baby. Lemme fuck you tonight.â
âTommyâŚoh, fuck, Joel is fucking me so good⌠Iâm gonna come on your brotherâs cock⌠again.â
âFuck, fuck. Yeah, keep talkinâ to me like that.â
âHe made me cum so many times since yesterday, you know⌠Oh, god⌠His cock is so thick, babyâŚâ
âShit, ohâŚ.oh fuck Iâm gonnaâŚah fuuuuuuuck.â
Tommy shot his load onto your bed and on his fist, and you came hearing his moans, clenching on Joelâs cock. He told you âwhat a good girl you were, taking his big cock so goodâ until he filled your cunt already full of his spend. You heard Tommy panting over the phone. âGet your ass over here and fuck her in my bed. And when youâll stick your dick in her cunt, your cock will be soaked in my cum.And I bet youâll cum in 5 seconds, little bro. Like a damn loser.â
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Wrote a whole mini-fic again. sorry.
High School, no Upside Down, platonic Steddie:
Sometimes Steve wants to be left alone. Sure the popularity has its perks, but it can also wear a guy down. There's no quiet in his social life. Tommy and Carol are always badgering him about things and girls are vying for his attention. It's nice but... it's just alot.
That's why Steve is ducking through the library door during his lunch period instead of going to the cafeteria. He squat-walks behind the low book shelves to wards the back of the library hoping Kelly didn't see him out in the hall. She's been haunting his locker the last two days and while she's cute, she's not really Steve's type and he hates letting girls down.
He reaches the back of the library and opens one of the study room doors, swings inside quickly and shuts the door with a soft click. Letting out a deep breath he presses his forehead to the worn wood. Finally, some quiet.
"Uh..." Steve nearly jumps out of his skin at the voice. He whips around to see Eddie Munson at the table. "Sorry, your highness. Occupied."
Steve lets out another breath (Jesus, can't he catch a second to breathe around here?). "Shit, Munson, you scared the hell out of me."
"A thousand apologies," Eddie replied sarcastically. "Now, if you don't mind?" Eddie made a shooing motion towards the door.
Steve looked through the door window and out into the library... Kelly had seen him. She was slowly making her way across the library, head swiveling back and forth like some sort of search dog on the scent.
Steve pulled away from the window, back flat against the door.
"Look, Eddie, I promise I won't mess with you. You won't even know I'm here."
Eddie's eyes flicked to the window before a pointy smirk crossed his face. "Now that's interesting. What's got the great Steve Harrington hiding out in a room with the freak?" Eddie moved to the window, peering out like Steve had. "Kelly Jacobs? That's who you're hiding from?"
"She wants to go out with me but I hate trying to let them down easy because it never works and she's not my type and I don't even want to date anyone right now and my head hurts and..."
"Alright, easy there, playboy." Steve leveled a look at him before Eddie looked back out the window.
"Uh, she's uh..."
"What?"
"She's coming." Eddie said.
They moved at the same time, Eddie throwing himself back into his chair and Steve throwing himself behind the big wooden desk, hoping the angle and the other chair were enough to hide him.
He held his breath as the door clicked open.
"Have you seen Steve?" He heard her ask, could see her sneakers through the tangle of table and chair legs.
"Steve who?" Eddie asked dismissively.
"Harrington." She replied impatiently.
"The hair? Haven't seen a strand of him."
Steve heard Kelly let out a scoff and shut the door but not before a quiet "freak" floated into the room.
Once the door had clicked shut Steve let his head fall back against the wall with another sigh, closing his eyes. There was a few seconds of quiet before he heard the creak of Eddie's chair. He squinted his eyes open to see Eddie peering at him over the edge of the desk.
"Such a charming young lady. You sure you don't want to..."
"No." Steve cut him off. "Thanks... for all that."
"Yeah, let's not make it a habit. Trying to keep my conscience clean and lying to the student body isn't helping." Eddie said with mock sincerity. Steve huffed out a laugh at that.
They didn't say much for the last ten minutes of the period, but Steve did get up and sit catty corner from Eddie at the study table, head pillowed on his arms and eyes closed. Ten minutes of beautiful quiet.
Problem was that ten minutes was addicting. Steve didn't hang out much at the library before... except when he was dating Nancy... but now he's seeing the advantage.
The next week Tommy had hinted at ditching after lunch so they wouldn't have to put up with Mrs. O'Donnell's class, but Steve was barely making it through her class as it was. If he missed another class he probably would fail, then he wouldn't graduate. Plus they had an essay due in her class at the end of the week that Steve had barely started...
He ducked into the library again before Tommy could track him down in the hall. Quickly he made his way to the study rooms, two of which were occupied by actual study groups and one... well.
Steve cracked open the door and stared at Eddie until he looked up from his, again, numerous notebooks and books.
"Again?" Eddie sighed.
"Listen, I promise I'll leave you alone like last time." Steve said stepping into the room.
"You should probably just tell her instead of running away from her. That's gotta be bad for your image, no?"
Steve slumped into his chair and ran his hands over his face. "It's not Kelly."
"Oh, a new admirer. Probably shouldn't be running from them either, honestly..."
"No! No, it's Tommy."
Eddie let out a low whistle, "Wow. Didn't know he swung that way. I guess all those accusations he threw at me were a little hypocritical."
"What? No! Tommy's not gay! Jesus."
"It's okay if he is. You should be flattered..."
"Dude!" Steve squawked at him. A slow smirk spread over Eddie's face. "Oh, fuck you, man." Steve laughed and Eddie chuckled in response.
"Why are you avoiding him?"
"He wants to ditch, but I can't miss O'Donnell class again."
Eddie let out a sympathetic groan and held up one of the notebooks. The words "State's Rights and the Civil War" were scrawled across the top.
"You too?" Steve winced. Eddie nodded.
"Maybe we can help each other." Steve said, cautiously. It was one thing to invade Eddie's space. Suggesting they work together was an entirely different beast.
"Aren't you failing?" Eddie squinted at him.
"Didn't you already fail once?" Steve squinted back.
"Yeah. Sure. This can't backfire in the slightest." Eddie said before sliding over so he was directly in front of Steve. "Let's do this, Big boy." Steve raised an eyebrow but got out his notebook none the less.
Steve met Eddie in the library for the next three days. He told Tommy and Carol that he needed some time to study. No, they couldn't come with him, can't they spend three days on their own? Jesus.
He conveniently left Munson out of the conversation. He didn't want to here what Tommy and Carol had to say about him studying with "the freak."
And it turned out Eddie was actually really good at understanding history... Steve just had to keep him on track.
"Dude, if you open that dragon nerd book one more time I'm taking that sandwich back." Steve huffed at Eddie who pulled the half of Steve's sandwich that he gave him to his chest.
"Finders keepers." Eddie said taking a huge bite.
"Dude, I gave it to you." Steve said through a chuckle.
They turned in their essays on Monday. That Wednesday Steve slammed into the study room.
"Jesus! You scared the shit outta me, Steven." Eddie said, dramatically clutching his chest. Steve was already swinging his backpack off his shoulder and throwing a ziplock bag of cheez-its at Eddie.
"Did you get it back?" Steve asked, dropping into his seat.
Eddie stared at him for a second before reaching into his bag and pulling out his essay, slapping it down in front of Steve.
"B minus." Eddie said, barely keeping the grin off his face. "She gave me the most evil look when she gave it back." Eddie smirked.
"Dude! Awesome!" Steve said grinning at the paper. "I hope mine was enough."
"It will be. It was solid, man, don't worry."
Steve looked up at him with so much sincerity Eddie almost felt like he should look away. "Thank you, Eddie."
Eddie shrugged.
"I mean it." Steve insisted.
"Yeah... no problem." Eddie murmured. Steve nodded and then pulled his bag into his lap, taking out a notebook and his lunch.
That night found Eddie on the phone with Jeff, describing the last few weeks and his encounters with Steve.
"He's been coming into the library during my study hall period. We worked on O'Donnell's essay together. He *feeds me,* dude!"
"Feeds you?"
"He keeps, like, giving me parts of his lunch!"
"He-" Eddie could hear Jeff starting to laugh. "He actually-" Jeff cuts himself off with his own laughter.
"Jeffery!"
"You're friends with The Hair!" Jeff finally gets out.
"Oh.. shit," Eddie considered it for a minute. "No way. We just had a mutual essay. right?"
Jeff's laughter finally calms down. "I dont know, man, sounds like more than that."
"... Harrington?" Eddie mused in amazement.
"I told you he wasn't that bad." Jeff gloated.
"Shut up."
The next few days Steve didn't storm into Eddie's study room, but Tuesday he did.
"Hey." He said, sitting down at the desk.
"Hey." Eddie said, watching him and expecting Steve to say something. But he just pulled out what seemed to be algebra homework, and his lunch, and didn't say anything.
"What?" Steve finally said, looking back at Eddie.
"Nothing. Just. ya know, thought after you got through the essay you'd go back to, ya know, Tommy and Carol."
Steve shrugged, taking half his sandwich and sliding the other half, still in the bag, over to Eddie. "Didn't feel like dealing with them today."
"Wait..." Eddie said, slow smile growing on his face, "You, Steve Harrington. would rather hang out with me, Eddie "the freak" Munson, than Tommy and Carol."
"Don't call yourself that. And yeah. At least you don't try to stuff freshmen into lockers."
"Oh my god, Jeff was right!"
"Huh?"
"We're friends!" Eddie smiled, what probably seemed a little manically, at Steve.
"Uh, yeah..." Steve timidly offered back.
"Let me tell you something, Harrington," Eddie chuckled, picking up the sandwich, "This is not how I saw my super senior year going."
Steve shrugged and pulled Eddie's Dungeons and Dragons manual towards him, flipping open the cover. "So how does this game work anyways?"
Eddie grinned. "Strap in, Stevie, you've got alot to learn."
#steddie#platonic steddie#honestly this came out way cuter than i thought it would#but you be the judge#uhg there are typos... i wrote this in an hour and i dont feel like fixing it#typos it is
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Nobody Knows My Girlfriend is a Werewolf
Joel Miller x Werewolf F!Reader
Here's my late halloween contribution!
Warnings: monster sex, werewolf!reader, brief rimming, ball nipping, oral m!receiving, breeding kink, battle of dominance
18+ ONLY
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âHeY! Tommyâshh!âno sorry not you Iâm justâfuck, stop that!â
Burying the receiving end of the phone into his shirt, Joel puts his finger to his lips to shush you before shoving your clawed hand away. He puts the speaker back on his ear. âSorry weââ
A strong growl rumbles below Joel.
âYou got a dog or something?â Tommy chuckles on the other end.
âUhhh--â Joel looks down at you, now on all fours and nudging his clothed sack with your pointed snout. âStoP! Shit--â he tries to push your nose away but you keep coming back, inhaling deeply through your blackened sniffer with heightened senses. You let out a low howl from your throat of approval, pawing at his jeans now to get them off. âY-yeahâ I mean no! Weâre watching a friendâs dogââ
âYou gonna keep it?â
âWh-no. Sheâs being a âvery-bad-dog!â He enunciates at you. âIâm gonna tell them she canât play here anymore when sheâs like this.â
You scoff, knowing deep inside your wolf brain heâs full of empty threats.Â
If you really wanted to annoy him, youâd crush his phone under your foot, pin him down, and force you needs onto him. you'd actaully done that before, only to wake up with little memory next to a Joel who looked like he got hit by truck.
You were actually being a VERY good girl tonight given the circumstances.
He pushes you away with finality, walking away towards the bedroom.
You should try to behave, but its so difficult once this shape takes form. It's like asking a kid on halloween to wait to open candy until he's out of his costume and washed up for bed. you couldn't communicate with him, your wolf-like vocal cards unable to form words. But your gestures lead to pretty obvious intentions, and Joel was not getting it one bit.
Luckily, he isnât prepared when you pounce on his back, making him grunt an âoof!â And falling flat on the bed.
âJoel?â Tommy asks, concern laced in his voice from the other end of the call.
âShitâYeah IâmâalrightâŚstubbed my toe.â
You flip him around like heâs nothing. In your current state, he actually does weigh nothing to you. He tries not to yell as you start literally tearing his jeans off, the shredded denim falling by your side.
He coughs, trying to play it cool as if some monster didn't just rip all his clothes off with a single swipe. âIâm gonna have toââ your sharp teeth pull down his boxers, revealing his rapidly hardening cock. A devilish grin spreads across your elongated mouth, salvia pooling in drops and falling to his stomach.
âDon't!âF-FUck!â He yelps as you wrap your sticky, long tongue around his member, a full 360 covering from base back up to the tip. Your warm breath is fanning his mushroom tip as your tongue jerks him off, granting you a hum of approval. Joelâs eyes go a little crossed, leaning back into the pillow and feeling himself float. âTommyâNo Iâm not getting off right nowââ he furls his brows, unable to put his eyes on you and instead, pushes his palm along your furry forehead, knees digging into the matress trying to get away from your grip.
You growl again at his profuse denial of you.Â
Shredding his shirt off as well, your leathered paws glide roughly over his chest and soft stomach. You lick over his nipples, down to his naval and soaking his happy trail with slobbery kisses before returning to suckle his cock easily in your mouth.
In human form, Joelâs girth is impossible to take in one go, leaving you often choking and having to jack the rest of his member with your other two hands. But when youâre in wolf form, with your now larger frame and more importantly, longer chops, he fits just perfectly without any trouble. You had gotten pretty good at avoiding scraping with your larger teeth, instead now pressing your twitching nose deep into his pelvis while his cock breaches your throat heavenly. He closes his eyes, arched up in bliss and forgetting his brother on the phone.
âTommyâIâmânot feeling great⌠this dogâŚI gottaâIâmââ
You flips him over again to his face, your tongue slitting between his ass cheeks and gliding over his taint. Joel lets out a shocked whine when you prod at his hole, glazing over it until slick from your saliva coats his entrance enough to slip the very tip inside.Â
ââMgonnahavetocallyoubackââ Joel smashes the end call button with stumbled fingers.Â
âYouâre not putting anything in my ass tonight,â he groans as you lap at his entrance.Â
You snap at him angrily, nudging his balls with your nose again. He feels your teeth nip along them as gently but hungrily as possible, hoping heâll finally take the hint.
âDo you want me to fill you or not?â He asks, turning over and tossing his phone.
Your tail wags excitedly, fast panting jiggling your belly.
You lean back, spread your legs, as two clawed fingers spread your hairy folds. He can see it glistening with hormonal juices even with the slick fur around it. You lazily roll your paw in circled motions, a general amount of your wolf pussy juices dribbling down below and fillinig the room. Tongue lolled to the side with a heavy look in your eyes, your quick breaths dry you out, licking over your chops over and over again as Joel positions himself between your legs, his leaking cock in one hand.
âUghâwaitââ
He reaches behind him to fish a few viagraâs, knowing even he will tire after a few round of half dozen, but youâll be needing his seed pounded deep into your womb for at least 15 times tonight.
He mounts you like a dog, one foot propped up on the bed while the other steadies on his knee. âYou gonna be a good pup tonight?â
You shake your head no teasingly, spreading yourself wider for him.
âNo? How else am I gonna fill ya with a litter?â
You whine out dramatically, pleading with him. He keeps slapping his dick along your slit, giving himself a good warm pussy soaking without actually doing you any favors. âNot sure youâre worth breeding with pups since youâve been soââ
Your jaws snap shut with a vibrating growl. One whole paw wraps around Joelâs waist as you hoist him towards you, his dick finally penetrating your walls. You let out a delicious howl, using him to fuck yourself.Â
âHEY Iâm notâshit babyânot a fuckinâtoy!â Itâs so easy for him to get lost in your cunt, internally much warmer and almost sucking him back in for more. Youâre probably meant to take another werewolfâs cock, a werewolfâs knot, something proportionate, but you always go feral for Joel. And Joelâs a blessed guy down there. You enjoy the fact that you can be stretched wide in human form, but needing no preamble in wolf form.
And wolf or not, Joel Miller has breeder balls. The scent alone of his seed swimming inside them sends you into early heat each time, leading to nights like this where youâre biting at his sack then pinning him down until he dumps load after sticky load into your womb.
He doesnât have a knot, but having human cock in werewolf pussy has its perks. Like how he can push deep inside, his balls snugly pressed against your entrance until they slip inside too. The two of you groan lowly as he ruts himself inside you. Your walls practically swallow his cock and balls all in one, refusing to let him pop them back out. Warm and wet, you can feel all of his twitching inside you, ready to give you those pups youâd been begging him for. Whether he understood that or not from you, it didnât matter.
Joel grips your fur tight as he splatters his cum inside you. Maybe this time, itâs deep enough that itâll take.
Even so, youâve got the rest of the night to find out.
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Hi, I would love to request a Joel fic. I love your work and appreciate all of the effort you put into your work.
Iâd love something where reader and Joel have always tried to keep their distance from each other because they donât want to get emotionally attached. But one night theyâre drinking alone and reader kind of confesses her feelings without thinking. And Joel doesnât really know how to respond.
So the next morning he acts like he doesnât remember because heâs afraid to be with someone. And it hurts readerâs feelings, but she just doesnât bring it up.
Until one evening theyâre on a run together and they stay in a safe house for the night and reader canât distract herself anymore and she confronts him. Maybe it turns into a passionate fight where he admits he remembered but was too scared to say how he felt.
Maybe ending with some steamy smut with a soft ending? I love a good pining/angst/smut combo and I think youâd absolutely kill this. Of course no pressure if youâre not into it! Thank you for doing what you do and I hope you have a lovely day!
Thank you so much youâre so sweet đĽšđĽ° Absolutely loved this request. I changed it up just slightly but I hope you enjoy đ
Trying Not To Love You
Pairings: Joel Miller x f!reader
Warnings: Smut 18+, explicit, unprotected sex, mutual pining, oral (female receiving), hidden feelings, confessions, flirting, jealousy, little bit of angst, mentions of drugs and alcohol.
Comments and reblogs really appreciated đĽ°
You were feeling the light buzz from the alcohol tickle beneath the surface of your skin, the whiskey warming you from the inside out as it slid smoothly down your throat. As soon as Tommy had left the tipsy bison, Joel had cracked open the good stuff.Â
It was a rare occasion that youâd both get this time alone, especially since arriving back at Jackson a few months ago. You were both either out on patrol or too tired to do anything other than sleep.Â
âI still canât believe this is our life now,â you say as you sit at the bar sipping on your drink. Joel hums in agreement, shifting on his stool so heâs facing you.
 âFeels too good to be true, doesnât it? Doesn't seem right neither, us here livinâ a normal life while the world is gone to shit.â You can feel his eyes on you as he speaks and god the sound of his voice - that deep southern drawl that gets more prominent when he drinks - stirs something in you.Â
âI know what you mean but weâve earned it Joel. All the shit weâve been through, this is what we deserve.âÂ
âI guess. Just makes me on edge knowing it could all be gone in the blink of an eye.â He downs his drink and leans across the bar to pour himself another.Â
You use the opportunity to take him in. The way his hair has grown slightly longer, curling at the ends, a significantly more amount of grey littering his dark locks since Boston. The stretch of his plaid shirt across his broad back and shoulders. The sun kissed skin that peeks out from under his shirt at his neck.Â
Your gaze drifts to his hands and the way the bottle seems so small in comparison. You shiver at the memory of how those very hands gripped your hips last night as he drove into you from behind.Â
âGod, I love you,â you whisper, freezing when you see the way his shoulders tense. Fuck! I didnât mean to say that out loud.Â
You were never supposed to feel like this. Werenât supposed to fall in love. Sure, you both enjoyed each otherâs company and fucked when the need arose but thatâs as far as it went. You both tried to keep it simple. No living together. No feelings. Just casual. It was easier that way because you had nothing to lose then. Or at least thatâs what you told yourself.Â
âI - I, youâŚ.â He stammers as he pours himself more whiskey before turning to you with a wry smile and topping yours up too. âEllie seems to be settling in just fine,â he stated, quickly changing the subject, his eyes avoiding your gaze at all costs.Â
âYeah,â you coughed, the whiskey getting caught with your breath. âSheâs eh - sheâs made some friends. Itâs nice, seeing her happy.âÂ
Joel didnât say much after that, just nodding his head or humming in agreement and when the bottle was gone, you both got up to leave. âGânight.â He muttered as he turned away from you and walked towards his house.Â
âNight,â you whisper as you wait for him to disappear inside before letting out a sigh and making your way home. Why did you have to fall in love with him?
***
The following morning you had patrol bright and early and as you made your way towards the main gate, you caught a glimpse of Joel standing off to the side having a very animated conversation with Julie.
Of course, sheâs with him. Sheâd been smitten with Joel since you all arrived in Jackson. You werenât in the mood for this today. You werenât in the mood for her today. You didnât get much sleep last night, unable to get what youâd said out of your head. Why didnât he say anything? Does he not feel the same? Did he even hear me?Â
Youâd planned to address it this morning and clear the air, not wanting to make things awkward between you both. So, taking a deep breath, you sidle up beside him not missing the glare Julie sends your way as you gently touch his arm, drawing his attention to you.Â
âHey,â you smile softly at him and his face morphs into that scowl youâve come to love. âCan I have a word?âÂ
Joel nods before turning back to Julie and saying that he would see her later. âSomethinâ wrong, darlinâ?âÂ
God, I love when he calls me that.Â
âI just wanted to talk about last night. What I saidâŚIâŚâ Joel furrows his brows as he leans against the fence. âDarlin, Iâm ashamed to say, I donât remember much bout last night. That was some strong whiskey,â he laughs, his eyes meeting yours briefly as he looks around at the others gathering at the gate.Â
âOh! Okay. Umm, then never mind I guess.â You feel as if youâve been stabbed in the gut as your stomach twists into knots. He doesnât even fucking remeber. Of course, he doesnât.Â
âCome on. Best get goinâ, we want to be back before nightfall.â Joel pushes off the fence and walks towards the main gate, not bothering to throw you a backward glance as he makes his way out of the town.Â
Your heart aches, feeling almost like youâve been rejected but at least this meant that you could both carry on as if nothing happened. Right?
***
Her laugh was shrill as she looked down at her feet, twirling that strand of hair between her fingers as she walked beside Joel.Â
You roll your eyes for the third time and huff loudly as you watch her flirt with him. The man was oblivious. Alway has been, never believing you or Ellie when you say that someone was flirting with him.Â
âYou and him have a fight?â Tommy asks as he jogs up beside you, trying to keep up the pace. âHmm?â You mutter as you keep your gaze focused on the man in front of you. The smile he has plastered across his face makes you nauseous.
âYou two are usually joined at the hip. He never leaves your side and now heâs up there withâŚ.â
âMiss Jackson 2023.â Your tone is clipped and the scowl on your face deepens. Tommy bursts into laughter causing Joel and Julie to turn their gaze in your direction.Â
âWho pissed in your cereal this mornin?â Tommy asked, a wide smile on his face as he nudged your shoulder. You let your gaze drift from Joel to Tommy and you canât help but let out a little chuckle.Â
âMâsorry. Just didnât sleep much last night. Me and Joel areâŚweâre good.â Tommy hummed as he let his eyes drift between you and his brother, not missing the way Joelâs gaze lingered on you.Â
âIf you say so. Come on,â he states as he pushes forward, leaving you trailing behind. âFucking Millers,â you mutter under your breath as you jog after him.Â
Later that night, you waited for Joel in your dining room. Dinner was waiting on the stove to be heated as soon as he came but as the hours ticked by, you began to realise he wasnât coming.Â
That ache in your chest that you had earlier when you saw him smiling at Julie began to creep in again. Where was he? He always came for dinner on Friday night. It had become somewhat of a tradition since living in Jackson. Youâd both have dinner here and then somehow find yourself in your bed, wrapped in each other's arms.Â
The voice in your head told you to go to the Tipsy Bison and see if he was there with her, but with a sigh, you turn out your lights and have an early night.Â
Maybe heâll come here tomorrow?
***
He didnât show Saturday either. Or Sunday and when Monday rolled around, youâd gone from feeling sorry for yourself to downright angry.Â
What the fuck was he playing at? Why was he being so distant?
Grabbing your bag, you throw it over your shoulders and make your way down the street to the main gate. Tommy had come by the day before to ask if youâd be willing to make a special run for medical supplies to which you happily agreed, as long as it wasnât with Joel.Â
Fixing your knife into your belt, youâre startled when you hear that familiar southern drawl. âHope you brought your gun too, darlin?â Joel stood to the side of the gate with Tommy.Â
Both Miller brotherâs gaze were fixed on you but yours was only focused on Tommy, who you greeted with a scowl.Â
âWhatâre you doing here?â You ask as your eyes drift back to Joel, that ache in your chest returning with a vengeance.Â
âI told ya before, I donât feel comfortable with you going on runs without me.â Heâs staring at you, but his face gives nothing away which only serves to anger you more.Â
âI donât need no damn babysitter, Joel. I can handle it. Besides, Jason was gonna be tagging along.â You stood with your hands crossed across your chest, eyes narrowed as you snarked at him.Â
âNever said you needed a babysitter. I know youâre more than capable of handlin things, but you know I ainât ever able to sit still when you head out without me.â
âSurprised youâd even notice,â you muttered under your breath. âFine. If youâre insisting on coming, then letâs head out. I wanna be home before dark.â You turn with a finger pointed to Tommy. âYou. Iâm gonna be having a word with you when I get back.â
You turn and march off leaving both Miller men staring after you. âGood luck with that,â Tommy says, clapping his big brother on the back. Joel scoffs as he turns to follow you.Â
***
You could cut the awkward tension with a knife and every time you snuck a glance at Joel, you found him already staring at you. I donât know how much more of this I can take.Â
âI think weâve got pretty much everything on the list, we should start making our way back.â You state as you turn away from the shelf, stuffing the antibiotics into your bag.Â
Joelâs keeping watch, his gaze fixed out the window and gun cocked, and you canât help but admire him. No. You gotta stop this. Closing your eyes, you take a deep breath before closing the gap between you.Â
He startles when you gently place your hand on his arm. âDid you hear me? Weâve got everything we need.â His gaze holds your own for a moment and you wish he felt the same way you did.Â
Clearing his throat, he steps back slightly, your hand falling away from him, and you pull it towards your chest before swallowing the lump in your throat.Â
He steps around you and opens the door slowly, scanning the area before ushering you outside. Youâre both halfway down the street when you make out distant voices.Â
âFuck.â He curses as his head moves toward the sound. Five men emerge from the tree line and he grabs you by the arm and pulls you along behind him.Â
âJoel,â you say nervously as he continues to pull you along. His grip getting tighter on your arm and hurting you. âWhat - what are we gonna do? Theyâre blocking the way home.â
He doesnât answer. He just continues to move through the small town quickly as he tries to get you both to safety. He turns abruptly and you gasp.Â
âTommy has a safe house nearby. Weâre gonna have to stay the night and wait it out.â His face is stern, but you can see the hint of worry in his eyes as they scan your face.Â
You look over your shoulder, seeing some of the men making their way to the pharmacy and Joel gently whispers your name.Â
âWe canât take them on. Weâre outnumbered. I ainât risking it. I ainât risking you.â Your breathing becomes ragged, and his hand gently caresses your cheek. âCome on, darlinâ. We gotta go.â He grabs your hand in his and moves you quickly through the town, making sure to stay out of sight before you both disappear through the trees.Â
***
Night has fallen and Joel is out back grabbing some wood for the stove while you heat up some canned pasta. Youâd argued that it was too dangerous to light a fire, but heâd said the cabin was too far out for anyone to see the smoke.Â
It beats having to huddle for warmth, you think to yourself as you stir the pot. He pushes open the door and throws a log into the stove before moving up behind you.Â
âSmells good,â he hums, his breath hot on your neck as his hand brushes along your lower back. âItâs almost done. You can sit by the fire. Iâll bring it over in a minute.â
Glancing at him over your shoulder, you see he has taken his boots off and your heart aches at the sight of him looking so relaxed. The cabin and the fire and the two of you alone itâs so domestic and that makes it hurt even more.
Handing him his bowl of pasta, you take a seat on the couch beside him as you both tuck into dinner.Â
Itâs quiet. Too quiet and normally it doesn't bother you. Joel is always kind of quiet, but this is different. Thereâs an awkward tension in the air and you begin to feel claustrophobic.Â
You can feel his eyes on you, and it just gets to be too much. âStop,â you shout as you stand abruptly, turning to face him.Â
âWhat are you talking about, darlin?â He scoots to the edge of the couch, hands held up as if in surrender.Â
âDonât darlinâ me, Joel. UghâŚ. I canât do this anymore.â You clench your hands into fist as they hang at your side and begin to storm off toward the bedroom.Â
His hand on your arm stops you though as he slowly steps around the couch to face you. âBaby,â he whispers as he places both his hands on your cheeks. âTalk to me.â
âNo! No, you donât get to do that to me Joel. You donât get to ignore me for the last four days and then come here and start calling me baby. Iâm not your baby. Or your darlinâ and you made that pretty fucking clear the other night when you completely ignored what I said.â
Something shifts behind his eyes, and you know you were right all along about that night. âI donâtâŚ.â He mutters but you're quick to cut him off.Â
âOh, pull the other one. I know you heard me that night at the bar. I know you heard me say I love you and you made me fucking think you were too drunk to remember. Jesus, Joel. Do I really mean so little to you?â
He shakes his head, but you donât want to know what he has to say, not anymore. You pull out of his grasp and try to hold back the sobs as you make your way into the only bedroom.Â
âShit.â You can hear him curse before the sound of his footsteps echo behind you.Â
âYouâre right. I did hear you and the reason I didnât say anything that night was because I was scared. I am scared. Weâve been together since Boston and in that time, Iâve grown to care about you. Iâve - fuck, I love you, alright. I fucking love you and it scares the shit outta me because if anythin were to happen to you, it would break me.âÂ
His breathing was ragged as tears shimmered in his eyes. You stood staring at him in shock at what heâd just confessed, and you could feel your heart swell at his words.
âI love you, baby, and Iâm sorry for how I behaved that night, for how Iâve been behavin. I thought I could let you go but I canât, and I donât want neither. Think you can forgive this old fool?âÂ
You chuckle, unable to believe that you both are such idiots, and you can see the corner of his mouth twitch into a smile as he slowly moves towards you. His hand reaches out, wrapping around your waist and pulling you close.Â
âWell, what do ya say,â he asks as he wipes a stray tear from your cheek with his thumb. âI think I can forgive you, as long as you promise to never ignore me again.â
He rests his forehead head against yours, his eyes closing as he lets out a contented sigh. âI swear it, baby. Can I kiss you now?â
His eyes are open now and staring down at you and you feel like youâre on cloud nine. Nodding your head he places his hand under your chin and tilts your mouth towards his own before kissing you.Â
Is this really happening?Â
Itâs soft at first. His lips gently caress yours until he licks along your bottom lip. When your tongues meet itâs as if youâre two horny teenagers unable to get enough of each other. His hands grab at your ass, and you squeal when he places his hands around your thighs and lifts you. Â
You wrap your legs around his waist, and he walks you over to the bed, laying you down gently.Â
Joel is quick to rid you of your clothes, the rough pads of his fingers skimming along your curves. His own clothes join yours on the floor shortly after. His eyes glaze over with lust as he stands at the edge of the bed taking in your naked form. âSo, fucking beautiful baby,â he breaths, his voice husky with need.Â
You rest your head on the pillows and watch as he crawls up the bed towards you, his lips trailing light kisses along your legs and thighs.Â
âWhat are you doing, Joel?â His gaze moves along your naked curves until it meets yours. âGotta make it up to ya darlin,â he rasps and you pull your bottom lip between your teeth.
 His breath is hot on your skin as he hovers over your aching cunt. His tongue glides along your slick as he teases you. Lifting your hips you plead with him, desperately needing him to touch you. âPlease!â
He raises a brow and smiles at you before me burying his face into your curls. âOoh!â You moan as your back arches off the bed, hands finding purchase in his hair. He moves your legs over his shoulders and buries his tongue inside you.
You writhe beneath him as pleasure begins to build. He alternates between licking and sucking and shoving his tongue inside you that you are a complete and utter mess on the bed below him. That familiar heat begins to form, and you can feel yourself getting closer and closer to that edge. Â
âOh God,â you moan, as your orgasm rips through you. Your body shudders as you come down from your high.Â
âTaste so sweet, darlin,â he says as he moves up your body, peppering light kisses along your skin. Heâs flush against you, the tip of him nudging at your entrance and with one roll of his hips, he stretches you open. He groans loudly as he fills you to the hilt, his eyes closed as he tries to calm himself, desperately hoping he doesnât cum within two minutes.Â
Once he has control of himself, he begins to rock into you, his cock pulling out to the tip before pushing back in. You're already sensitive from your earlier orgasm and the way heâs stimulating your clit with his cock has you whimpering beneath him.Â
His hands grip onto your waist, fingers digging into your soft skin as he sits back onto his knees, pulling you to with him so youâre sat atop him.Â
He holds you down with his right hand as he pistons his hips up into you, his left kneading your breast as he pulls your pebbled nipple into his mouth and sucks. Your head falls back between your shoulders as you cry out his name. âJoel.â
Clenching around him, he groans - his head resting between your breasts, the feeling of you wrapped around him making him dizzy.
His hands grip your hips as you begin to move with him - rolling your hips over him. You shudder in his arms as your cunt clenched around him once again - his trusts become erratic as he nears the edge.
He grips your hips and lifts you off him as he cums, coating your thighs with his release. As much as youâd love him to finish inside you, you know that itâs too risky.
His eyes are staring at your thighs. At where heâs marked you with his spend. âSo pretty,â he mutters as he lifts his gaze toward you. âI love you darlin.â
âI love you too. Iâm gonna need to have a shower after that,â you giggle and he pulls you into him, kissing your lips softly.Â
âHow about I run us a bath? Sound good?â He smiles at you, moving a start piece of hair behind your ear.Â
âThat sounds like heaven.â
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Tommyâs ears feel like they have cotton stuffed in them.
âI-.â Tommy licks his lips, panic is crawling up his throat at what Evan just said, because it canât be possible. Â âCan you repeat that, babe?â
Evan grunts, and thereâs hushed whispers and slamming doors, and maybe a slightly louder noise of Hen yelling in the distance, and Tommy knows the 118 firehouse well enough to know that Evan is hiding in the corner of the changing rooms.
âI said, Gerrard is captain of the 118.â Evan is speaking so quietly that the phone mic is barely picking him up, but Tommy hears him loud and clear.
His heart skips a beat at the confirmation.
âFuck,â Tommy whispers. âBut how?â
âGood question,â Evan hisses. âBobby quit, and didnât tell us, and thatâs beside the point.â
Tommy nods, it is beside the point. Tommy should be comforting Evan right now, assuring him that they can talk to someone, that itâs okay, this isnât permanent, and-
Yet, all his brain is repeating is, âwere we affectionate at the ceremony?â
Tommy says it out loud without meaning, and he blinks because that isnât at all what he meant to say, but his mouth is moving without his permission.
âI mean, I donât know if Gerrard would have noticed if we were, I know I was very stiff, and yes, he knows Iâm gay, but he doesnât know youâre out and-,â
Evan isnât speaking.
Tommy canât shut up.
â-and that doesnât even matter. He was reassigned for discriminatory actions against multiple members of the 118, two of which are still serving, so how is he even back? Who approved this?â
Tommyâs brain is kind of in overdrive, trying to think of howâs, whyâs, and fix it, fix it, fix it.
âI reported him for multiple instances of homophobia and racism, and youâre my boyfriend, and heâs captain again, and-,â Tommy takes a deep breath, âshit, I shouldnât be complaining about myself. You called to commiserate. Shoving all that back into a dark corner of my mind.â
âThat doesnât sound very healthy,â Evan finally says, and itâs deadpan, dry, with maybe a slight hint of sarcasm to it. (Some part of Tommy blames the frequent date nights, and maybe Tommy is rubbing off on him, but also maybe thereâs a layer to Evan that Tommy still hasnât uncovered yet.)
Tommy hums, biting down on his lip to stop himself from spurting anymore nonsense.
âYou ask all the exact same questions that Hen and Chimney just asked,â Evan says with a sigh, and then even quieter, and a little defeated. âYou were right.â
âI wasâŚright?â
âEnjoy it while it lasts,â Evan says.
Tommy takes a moment to curse past Tommy for being a cynic, despite being right, because he hates that defeated monotone from Evanâs mouth. It sounds wrong. And Tommy caused it.
Deadpan humour and realism may be how Tommy copes, but not even he could have predicted that a disgraced captain would be invited back into their previous role.
âNo, no, Iâm-,â Tommy groans, and covers the phone mic to say, âshut up, idiot,â to himself, and then uncover it again. He needs to be calm and collected and reassure his boyfriend right now.
Thereâs the tell-tale sound of alarms suddenly in Evanâs background and the moment has passed. A clang that Tommy knows means Evan just kicked the lockers.
âI gotta go,â Evan says, close to the mic, it sounds hollow.
Tommy nods, but then when he remembers that Evan canât see that, you idiot, says, âyeah, I can hear.â
Tommy knows that Evan wants nothing less than to go on calls with Gerrard, but over a decade of dealing with the man comes to mind. âDonât make yourself a target, keep out of trouble, and please, donât be insubordinate. Just for today. Just until we know whatâs happening.â And unspoken donât mention me, donât mention your sexuality, hide yourself, just for a day.
âTommy,â Evan trails off, and there is an unimpressed air to his voice.
Tommy closes his eyes, grips his hands against his thighs. âPlease, Evan,â he doesnât want to beg, but heâs not above it, because he knows Vincent Gerrard inside and out.
Someone yells for Buck, the sirens get louder, and Tommy feels that panic spike again.
âYouâve got to go,â Tommy insists. âJust today,â he repeats.
Evan sighs, loud down the line. âOkay, okay, I-.â Evan curses. âJust today.â Â
Relief blossoms in Tommyâs chest, right alongside a kernel of shame that might have found itâs way there during the ceremony and rooted itself regardless of how much Tommy hated it. He hates himself for asking it of Evan, but he doesnât regret it.
âThanks,â Tommy says.
Evan snorts. Another person yells for Buck.
âI really-,â Evan starts to say, and Tommy hears the siren and the hubbub of the station as Evan moves through it.
âGo,â Tommy rushes out. âCome over tonight. We can talk about it then, just, at my place. Please.â
âSee you tonight,â Evan promises.
âBe safe,â Tommy whispers, hushed, scared that Gerrard might hear him even through Evanâs phone.
Maybe Evan has a similar fear because his reply is equally as quiet. âOf course.â
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Being what you are and what you could be
Simon's father is sitting on the couch when he comes home. There's lines of blow on the table. He stares at him with hate in his eyes.
Simon pulls his hood up and tries to just go past.
"Your Mum is out with a friend."
Simon nodded. "And Tommy?"
"Out at a party."
Simon nodded but tried to keep going.
"Simon. Stop."
He paused, foot still in air. "Yes sir?"
Mr. Riley glanced at him. "You look just like your mother."
Simon swallowed. "Thank you."
"Wasn't a compliment."
He let out a breath. "Can I go? I just want to go upstairs, Dad."
Mr. Riley stared at him. "You're going to end up just like me. You know that right?"
Simon paused and looked back at him. "What?"
"You're going to grow up. You're going to find someone. Probably some fucking blond. If you're like me, they'll be weak. You'll think you're in love. I know you will. You're fucking soft."
Simon tried not to shake. He wouldn't cry. Couldn't cry. But emotions still broiled and bubbled in him. It wanted a way out but nothing happened.
"But. You'll find yourself getting angry. Really angry. You'll hit them. And you'll think to yourself that you won't do it again. That you're better than me. But you're not. You're angry and vicious and I made sure you're full of sharp edges, just like me. You'll backhand them. And then you'll realize, well. They deserve it."
"Sounds like you're making excuses." Simon swallowed. "You do horrible things and say it's in your nature. it's not. You're just a shit person."
"And you're my son. What does that make you?" Mr. Riley waved his arms, smiling. His teeth were damaged from years of drug abuse. His mom had insisted that Simon and Tommy get braces as soon as possible. "You're made of the same cloth as me. Burned by the same fire. You'll always be a monster, Simon. I'm sorry for that. If I had been a better person, I would've made your mom abort you."
Simon bit his lip until he felt it start to burst. He just stared, not really having words to respond to that with. He was 16. Just got back from working. His hands were still raw from where he had scrubbed them. Fingers still sore from holding a butcher's knife.
"You're going to hurt everyone you ever love, Si. And there's nothing you can do about it. But knowing you, you'll let them in, anyway. You're soft like that. Your heart is soft. Squishy. Better learn to fix that. Make it cold. Because being loved by you? It's a death sentence.
Now fuck off. You look too much like your fucking mom."
~
Ghost had never felt so pissed in his life. He glared at Soap, feeling actual venom bubbling into his mouth. Preparing to say something vicious. Cut him with his tongue or bruise him with his fists.
Soap and Ghost stared into each other's eyes.
Ghost swallowed.
Soap had beautiful eyes.
He huffed and Soap looked defensive. "What's that about?"
"Sorry just... You look beautiful."
Soap let out a startled laugh. "What?"
"And you're not blond." Ghost said softly before softening. "I'm sorry."
Soap blinked rapidly. "Did something happen?"
"I don't... want to repeat my father's mistakes."
"Oh, mo chroĂ-"
Ghost grabbed him and, showing as much gentleness as he could, put his arms around him. "Love, it's okay. Not like that. Just... I love you."
Soap squeezed him. "I'm sorry too. You wanna try this again?"
Ghost took a deep breath and let go of Soap before letting it out. "Yeah. Let's try this again."
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Roommates | 7. jack and jill
Pairing: pornstar!joel x f!reader
Chapter Summary: You and Joel organize Tommy and Maria's bachelor and bachelorette party together, making it the first time you've spoken to each other since you moved out.
Chapter Warnings: language, discussions revolving mental health and therapy, insecurity issues, anxiety, angst, alcohol and food consumption, idiots in love but won't admit it, cigarette use, one bed couch trope
WC: 6.8K
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Five Months Later
Everything was fine. Everything was going to be fine. There was no need to be nervous.
Okay, so you were going back to the house for the very first time since you moved out. You didn't count the time last month when you idled in the driveway in your car, waiting to pick Maria up to go to her dress fitting. You avoided it as much as you could, but eventually she asked you to come over to help with wedding planning. She wanted to look over the seating chart and because it was so big and she insisted on making a physical floor plan instead of a digital one, she guilted you into coming to the house.
You didn't have the nerve to ask if Joel would be there, but when you pulled up to the house, your stomach doing cartwheels and threatening to bring up your breakfast, Joel's truck was gone.
Relief and disappointment flooded you all at once.
When you approached the front door, your hand hovered over the doorknob. Should you knock? Do you just walk in? You stood there a minute too long, going back and forth, undecided, until the door swung open with Maria standing on the other side.
"What are you doing?"
"I don't know."
She rolled her eyes and opened the door wider. "Don't be weird," she told you as you slid past her into the familiar hall to kick off your sneakers.
Although the house was generally the same, it felt different now.
"Is anyone home?" you asked timidly as you followed her into the kitchen to grab some drinks.
"Tommy's got work," she replied, pulling a bottle of wine from the fridge. You took a deep breath and inwardly groaned. She was really going to make you work for it.
"And... Joel?"
She stopped and looked at you like you were speaking another language. "Have you still not spoken to him?"
You chewed on your lower lip and her shoulders sagged.
"C'mon, you promised us you would work things out before you left."
"We will! I've just been... busy, I guess."
"It's been months. You need to talk to him," she scolded, brushing past you as she headed to the dining room table where her seating chart was all spread out. "We're getting close to the big day and you guys need to plan our Jack and Jill."
You cocked an eyebrow at her and took the glass she extended your way. "Jack and Jill?"
"Yeah, y'know, where the bachelor and bachelorette parties join into one big party?" You must have looked confused because she frowned and popped her hand on her hip. "I mentioned this three months ago."
"I know, I know, I just forgot."
"You need to get your shit together. You're my maid of honor! I need you."
"I will, I promise," you said firmly, taking a sip of wine. "I'll text him tomorrow and I'll set something up so we can start planning."
She eyed you up for a moment before dropping into a chair with a sigh. "Thanks. Sorry, I know this is tough but you guys gotta work things out. You're both too important to us."
"We will. Don't even give it another thought." You sat down across from her and glanced around while she opened up a notebook with her guest list. "So, where is he?"
"Well, if you would have called him in the past five months, you would know he moved out."
You raised your eyebrows in surprise. "When?"
"Like, two months ago, I think."
"Good. That's... good. Good for him."
"He bought a house."
You nearly choked on your wine. "He did?"
She nodded and bit back a grin. "A lot of things have changed. You'd be surprised."
"What's that mean?" you asked with a frown. She just shrugged.
"You'll have to talk to him and find out."
You tossed a piece of popcorn across the table at her and she giggled. "Enough about Joel. Let's get down to business. Like where am I going to put my Aunt Cathie when she refuses to speak to anyone on my side of the family?"
You tapped your chin and looked down at the poster. "Kitchen?"
In hindsight, picking a coffee shop was a bad idea. You were nervous enough as it was, the last thing you needed was extra caffeine. But still you found yourself sitting at a small table by the window twenty minutes before you were supposed to meet Joel, tapping your foot anxiously on the tile floor and turning around every time one of the doors opened.
To kill time, you stared down at your texts from earlier in the week, rereading them over and over, trying to pick up on his energy so you could get an idea of what you were walking into.
Hey
Then, two painful hours later:
Hey
I was hoping we could meet up sometime soon if you're free? Maria not so subtly pointed out we need to plan their Jack and Jill party.
You remembered at the time, the little text bubbles appeared and disappeared over and over, as if he were changing his mind until he finally sent:
Sure. Thursday?
Thursday works. Java Joint on third?
I can swing by after work around 4
Okay - looking forward to it :)
Then... nothing.
Maybe the smiley face was overkill.
You drained the last of your iced latte and got up to throw it in the trash. When you sat back down at your table, a flurry of activity caught your attention through the window. Three girls were bouncing on their heels and giggling into their palms, grabbing each other's shoulders with their phones in their hands as they spoke to none other than Joel fucking Miller. He had his sunglasses on and a white Henley shirt, the material stretching across his broad chest and arms. Paired with the confident smirk on his face, he looked devastatingly good. You watched with a twist of envy in your chest as the girls all took selfies with his arm wrapped around their shoulders before he finally jutted his thumb towards the coffee shop and gave them a final wave, turning on his heel and then heading in your direction. Once his back was turned, the girls collectively lost their shit while looking down at their pictures, but you couldn't pay them any more attention because Joel was about to walk through the door.
Butterflies burst in your stomach when he pushed his sunglasses on top of his head, locking eyes with you, and suddenly it felt like no time had passed at all. Memories of watching movies with your feet tucked under his thigh and making dinners together flashed before your eyes while you forced yourself to give him a shy wave.
He simply nodded in return and motioned towards the counter, indicating he was getting something to drink, and when his gaze finally left yours in favor of reading the menu, you let yourself fully take him in. He looked really fucking good. Something was different but you couldn't put your finger on it. Healthier, maybe? Or maybe he just looked happier now without all the stress you brought into his life.
He must have said something flirty to the barista because she giggled and the tips of her ears turned red and, after he paid, he sauntered down the counter, casually resting his elbow on the hard surface while scrolling his phone.
From the look of it, he was no where near as nervous as you felt, which just made your anxiety spike more.
The barista slid his coffee across the counter with a wide smile and he gave her a wink before turning to weave his way through the tables. You straightened up as he approached and tried to look normal.
"Hi."
He sat down across from you, putting his coffee down with a grunt. "Hey."
Your heart was practically wedged in your throat and your fingers wouldn't stop tapping nervously on the table.
"H-how are things?"
He shrugged and took a sip from his cup. "Alright. Busy."
He was looking everywhere but your eyes. You supposed you deserved that, but it still stung.
"How's work?"
He sighed and rubbed his eyes. "We don't gotta do this, y'know."
"Do what?"
"This," he said, waving his finger back and forth between you. "We can be civil for the sake of Tommy and Maria but we don't gotta pretend this is somethin' it ain't."
You tried to hide the hurt from your eyes but he must have clocked it because he pinched the bridge of his nose and made a frustrated sound.
"Don't gimme that look."
"I'm not," you replied defiantly, staring down at your fingers now. "I'm sorry, Joel. For all of it."
"You made that pretty damn clear when you left."
Your eyes snapped up to him as he took another sip from his coffee and looked around the cafĂŠ. Then your gaze fell onto the writing on his cup: a name with a phone number and a little heart and your stomach rolled but you took a deep breath, just like you practiced, and let it go.
"I didn't leave because I regretted it," you whispered. His eyes finally landed on you, patiently waiting for you to speak again. "I left because I couldn't stay away from you."
His eyes softened but he remained quiet, so you took a shaky breath in and continued.
"I needed time to think over what I did and why I did it and what I really want," you nervously began to shred your straw wrapper as you spoke. "And I couldn't do that with you so goddamn close because there's just something about you that drives me fucking crazy."
His lips twitched. "Crazy in what way?"
You sighed and slumped down in your chair. "Crazy as in every time I see you I want to kiss you and laugh with you and tell you about my day and just... be near you."
"Then why the hell didn't you wanna try 'n make it work?"
"Because of your job," you groaned pathetically, knowing full well you sounded like a broken record. "It's not your fault, Joel, it's mine. I have... issues. But I'm working on it. I've started seeing a therapist-"
"What issues?" he pressed.
"Jealousy, insecurity, self-doubt, anxiety... you name it."
He took a deep breath and readjusted in his chair so he was facing you instead of the cafĂŠ. "I didn't know you were goin' through all that. Is it helpin'?" he asked softly, and for the first time you thought you heard the Joel you used to know.
"Yeah, but it's hard," you replied. "It takes a lot of work to change the way you think and react to something. But I'm trying. Really, I am. Because-" you took a deep breath and raked your fingers through your hair. "No one makes me happy the way you made me happy. And I really, really fucking miss you." Tears welled up in your eyes that you quickly blinked away. Crying in the middle of a coffee shop was not on your list of things to do that day.
"What are you tryin' to tell me?" he asked, dropping his head so he could catch your eye. "Hm? Say it."
"I know I blew my chance with you and I don't deserve another one, but can we please try to be friends again?"
His gaze bounced back and forth between your eyes, studying your expression before slowly straightening up in his seat. "Friends?"
You nodded weakly, your lips pressed into a thin line.
He rubbed his chin thoughtfully as he considered it.
"What'll that look like?"
You frowned and gave him a little shrug. "Joke around. Inquire about each other's lives. Help each other out. Be supportive of one another."
He nodded along as you listed everything off with a confused look on your face, unclear as to why he was asking you to define friendship. "That's it?"
"What do you mean?"
"That's all you want?"
And there it was again: that undeniable pull, that undercurrent of tension bonding you together, making you question every word and every look.
"Yes," you finally answered quietly. It was a lie, of course, but you were too scared to put yourself fully out there. You already felt vulnerable enough with what you confessed and you couldn't stand the rejection if you told him the truth.
He ticked his jaw to the side and you could have sworn in that moment, he saw right through you. But maybe you were wrong, because his next words were -
"Alright, then. Let's be friends."
Your eyes lit up as he pulled out his phone and opened his calendar app.
"Thank you, Joel."
He nodded without looking up. "What weekend were you thinkin' for this party?"
"So you two kissed and made up?"
You scowled at Maria over the aisle at a local florist.
"We did not kiss, thank you."
She grinned and rolled her eyes before picking up a deep pink carnation. "It's a figure of speech, but you never know."
"Things are fine. I mean, they aren't like they were before, I doubt it ever will be, but you have nothing to worry about. We can be in the same room together without anything getting weird. I don't like that one," you added when she picked up a red poppy. She plunked it back down in the bucket and kept browsing.
"Good. And how's the party planning?"
"Really good, we're almost all done. I just need to pick up the shirts and the favors and we should be good to go."
"I can't thank you enough for organizing this for us, I'm so excited! It's gonna be the best weekend ever," she gushed, picking up a few other flowers in similar shades of pink.
"Well, hopefully your actual wedding will be a better weekend, but I appreciate the sentiment," you giggled.
"How are we doing ladies? Do you have any questions?" asked the florist, an older man who was wearing a Hawaiian shirt. Maria launched into a laundry list of questions and you grinned before leaning against the register and pulling out your phone. You had to actively stop yourself from opening up your text chain with Joel. In the past, aside from Maria, he was your person. He was the one you always texted silly things to whenever you were bored or lonely. Even though he agreed to be friends again, it had yet to feel the same. In fact, you still hadn't seen him since that day in the coffee shop. You had managed to do all the planning for the Jack and Jill over the phone, but you didn't want to tell Maria that. Something told you she would want you to try harder with him and you were too nervous to stick your neck out there. The shame you harbored for the way everything fell apart after the camping trip was too great.
"You wanna grab lunch?" she asked once she was done going over in excruciating detail the flowers she wanted in each bouquet and centerpiece.
"God, yes."
There was a nearby Mexican place you both loved so you ordered a couple margaritas while you waited for your food.
"Can I ask you a question that I've been dying to know the answer to but wanted to get you loosened up on booze first?"
You quirked an eyebrow at Maria and nodded hesitantly.
"Have you talked to Sam?"
You closed your eyes and groaned.
"Very briefly, only once. About a month after... you know."
She sipped her drink and nodded. "And?"
"It went about as well as you could expect. I tried to apologize but he was so hurt, I think I just made things worse."
"Thank god he got that new job. The timing couldn't have been better," she said, then winced when she saw the look in your face. "I'm sorry, I just meant at least you didn't have to worry about work being a factor. You had enough going on as it was."
"I know what you meant, it's okay," you assured her.
Maria stirred her drink with her straw for a moment, the two of you falling into a comfortable silence while you listened to Latin music over the speakers and blankly watched some soccer match that was muted on the TV over the bar.
"Can I ask you another messy question?" she finally asked. You grinned and shrugged.
"Go for it."
"Why didn't you tell me?"
You swallowed the lump in your throat and dropped your gaze to the table. "What was I gonna say? 'Oh, by the way, I'm fucking your boyfriend's brother behind my boyfriend's back?' You would have slapped me."
She laughed and leaned back in her seat to make room for the sizzling fajitas that got placed down in front of you both. She eagerly picked one up and began to pour salsa and sour cream on top before she spoke again.
"I don't think I would have slapped you, but I definitely would have made you to dump Sam and get with Joel."
"Yeah, that's not something I would have wanted to hear," you told her with a laugh.
"So," she said, wiping some sour cream from the corner of her mouth, "you didn't wanna date him because of his job, but fucking him was okay?"
You paused your chewing and gave her a blank stare. "What happened didn't make a ton of sense, but I can tell you this much: I was in deep denial over what was happening with Joel. I told myself it was just a friends with benefits thing and it didn't mean anything, but there's just something about him that I can't describe. Like we have some connection that's impossible to ignore, or something? Even the annoying things about him make me smile. I know I sound crazy, I'll shut up," you said when you noticed the incredulous look on Maria's face.
"Girl, you love him."
You balked and nearly choked on your taco. "No."
"Yes."
You shook your head and took a big sip from your margarita. "I care about him deeply but I'm not in love with him."
Maria widened her eyes in disbelief and looked back down at her food. "Okay... just sounds to me like something more."
You quickly changed the subject to her wedding dress, which easily distracted her while you let what she said about Joel marinate. Were you in love with Joel? Is that why you couldn't let Sam in? Were you that blind?
In the end, you decided to let it go. It didn't matter, anyway. What you had with Joel was over, and after the way things ended, you couldn't imagine a situation where he would ever want to give you another chance, assuming you could get past all your insecurities surrounding his profession. Therapy was helping, but you had a long way to go, and ultimately you were seeking help to better yourself overall, not to make things work with Joel.
Maria had told you Joel bought a house but for some reason, you imagined it was a small ranch house somewhere, not a gorgeous two-story relatively new build. Or so, it looked new as you walked up the driveway and stared at the new black roof and white siding. You could feel your heart beginning to beat faster the closer you got to his front porch, gripping the brown paper bag at your side with sweaty fingers.
Stop it, you're just leaving the shirts at his door, there's no need to be nervous.
You climbed the creaky wooden steps and looked at the two Adirondack chairs with a table in between and suddenly you felt a pit form in your stomach. Two?
Why hadn't it occurred to you before now that he could be seeing someone? What if he was bringing her as a date to the wedding?
Stop. It. Drop the bag and fucking go.
You nestled the paper bag behind one of the chairs and turned to leave when you heard the front door squeak open.
"What're you doin'?"
You closed your eyes and silently cursed to yourself before spinning around with a forced smile on your face, only to have it immediately slip with you saw Joel had greeted you completely shirtless with his hair a disheveled mess.
Shit.
"Hey, I'm, uh, just dropping off the shirts for the guys," you pointed to the paper bag, his eyes following your finger.
He opened the screen door, stepping out to pick it up and you had to look away. He was wearing basketball shorts and the material clung around his bulge just a little too well.
"Why didn't you just knock?"
"Um," you took a breath and met his gaze, refusing to let your eyes drop lower than his neck. "Didn't wanna bother you."
"It's no bother. You wanna come in?" he asked. You finally picked up on the gravelly sound to his voice once you were able to ignore his smooth, broad chest.
"Did you just wake up?"
He shrugged and gave you half a smirk while he held the door open.
"Worked late."
"Ah," you replied, gaze dropping to the porch while you rocked back and forth on your heels. Work.
"You comin' in or not? I'm lettin' flies in."
"Uh, sure," you finally decided, sneaking past him, purposely holding your breath so you wouldn't breathe in his intoxicating scent.
His front door opened into his living room, which was about how you expected it to look: a dark couch with a matching chair surrounding a glass coffee table in front of a big screen TV with green and blue plastic clamshell video game cases scattered on the floor.
"Want somethin' to drink?" he asked, brushing past you as he ambled into his kitchen. You followed, noting his house seemed to lack... something.
"Water's fine."
It was bare. That's what it was. It hit you when you were in the kitchen. He had all the essentials but there was no warmth, no decorations, no pictures.
"Did you just move in?" you asked, then thanked him when he handed you a bottle of water.
"'Bout three months ago."
"Oh," you replied before taking a slow sip of water, your eyes darting around the sparse kitchen. "It's nice," you finally said when you pulled the bottle from your lips.
At least you could be sure he wasn't living with a girl. His home practically screamed bachelor pad.
"Thanks. How's your ma?" he asked before picking up a half drank mug of coffee.
You leaned against the kitchen counter and crossed your arms. "She's good. She's already found a new boyfriend. And here I thought I was doing her a favor by moving in and keeping her company," you said with a soft laugh. "Now I feel like I'm in the way of her exciting social life."
Joel nodded and sat down at the kitchen table with a grunt, his legs spread wide as he leaned back into the chair.
"Been meanin' to apologize to you," he said, staring down at his coffee sitting on the table. "Shoulda been there to help you move out, or at least say bye. I'm real sorry 'bout that."
That took you by surprise.
"You don't have anything to apologize for," you said immediately with a shake of your head. "It would have been too painful, anyway."
Joel took a deep breath through his nose. "Yeah, reckon that's why I bailed that day."
Neither of you said anything for a moment, both of you thinking back to that week when everything fell apart.
"I'm so sorry for what I did to you, Joel," you said quietly. He frowned and looked up.
"What you did to me?"
"Yeah. For pulling you into my mess and hurting you. It was never my intention, but I recognize it was my fault. I started it. I kissed you. I came to your room that day. It's all on me, okay?" You looked at him with raw pain in your eyes and he sighed.
"Darlin', if you didn't start it, I would've. It ain't all on you," he told you softly.
You nodded and you felt tears welling up in your eyes, so you dropped your gaze to the floor and pressed your lips into a thin line, trying to stifle your emotion, but Joel could see it.
"It was fun while it lasted though, huh?" he joked, then grinned when you laughed and swiped away a stray tear.
"Yeah," you sniffled with a smile.
Joel pursed his lips and looked back down at his mug, his middle finger gently tracing the lip of the ceramic when he asked, "you seein' anyone?"
You shook your head. "No. I think it's probably best I take some time to work on myself first."
The same question for him was on the tip of your tongue but you couldn't bring yourself to ask because if the answer was yes, you weren't sure you were ready to hear it.
"Well, anyway," he said with a slap to his thighs, "everythin' ready for tomorrow? Need me to do anythin'?"
You smiled and shook your head. "Just handle the guys and I'll handle the girls. I have all the money to pay the limo bus driver. Did you have enough for the booze?"
"Mhm, no problem there," Joel said after taking a sip from his now lukewarm coffee.
The goal was to bar crawl some local spots in downtown Austin and in between, party on the limo bus.
"Just make sure to have a good playlist ready so we can connect to the speakers on the bus," you told him as you headed for the front door.
"Y'leavin'?" he asked, getting up to follow you. You shrugged and slid your shoes back on.
"Yeah, unless there was something else?"
He scratched his beard while he struggled to come up with anything that might make you stay. It just felt too nice to have you around again and he didn't want it to end.
"No, nothin' else," he finally said. "See you tomorrow."
Back to the scene of the crime, you almost let slip, but fortunately common sense kicked in and said, "Tommy and Maria's, 8pm so you can help me pack up the bus before everyone arrives."
"Yes, ma'am," he replied, leaning against the doorframe as he watched you jog down his porch steps, tossing one more wave over your shoulder before getting into your car. As he watched you drive away, he tried to stifle that familiar, desperate feeling he always felt whenever you left and forced himself to go back inside.
The party bus was already wild before it reached the end of the street. You just sat down after passing around Jell-O shots and making sure the snacks and waters you brought were readily available to the entire bus when Maria shoved a solo cup in your hand.
"What's this?" you asked over the roar coming from the speakers blaring AC/DC and the guys screaming along to the lyrics after they all did a toast to Tommy, throwing back shots of tequila.
"Jungle juice!" she replied with a grin. You took a sip and raised your eyebrows in surprise.
"Not bad!"
The lights on the bus dimmed and you looked up to find Joel playing around with the knobs at the front of the bus. Suddenly, brightly colored lights that lined the floor and roof of the bus turned on, painting everyone in a red glow that faded to orange then to all the colors of the rainbow.
"Come on, Tommy! Show us what you got!" one of Maria's bridesmaids yelled when Tommy stood up and leaned on the stripper pole in the middle of the floor for support when the bus took a turn.
"I ain't drunk enough yet, ladies!" he replied with a lopsided grin. Joel chuckled as he made his way back to his seat.
"What about you, Joel?" she asked, then all the groomsmen began whooping and pumping their fists, encouraging him, but he shook his head and sat down.
"Gotta pay me extra for that," he smirked. He brought his beer to his lips and glanced briefly in your direction before looking away.
The whole bus was wearing matching white shirts with Tommy and Maria's names printed on the back with the date of their wedding and a note at the bottom that, depending if you were a girl or a guy, said if found, please return me to the bride/groom.
On the front of the shirts was a big box where everyone could tally all the drinks and shots they had that evening with the sharpie necklaces you handed out as everyone boarded the bus. So far, most people had at least one drink or shot under their belts.
"Alright, who wants to play Tipsy Hoe?" you called out while holding up a stack of index cards. The bus cheered so you began to explain the rules. "We pick one card with a specific word on it that nobody's allowed to say. The person who says it first has to take a shot and then we pick another one."
Another of Maria's bridesmaids eagerly volunteered to pick the first card. You fanned them out as she carefully chose one from the middle and read it. "The word is Bride!" she announced, and half the bus collapsed into laughter.
"Take a shot, you can't say it! Just hold it up!" you giggled when she laughed and buried her face in her hands. "Okay, go again."
After taking a shot and drawing another tally mark on her shirt, she picked another card and this time, held it up for everyone to see: dress.
"What's that say? I can't read it?" Joel teased from the back, and she stuck out her tongue.
"Ha ha, not falling for it."
You sat back down and took a sip from your cup before leaning into Maria's side to take a few selfies only for them to come out completely blurry from the dim lighting, but you saved them anyway.
Joel brushed past the two of you to go to the front of the bus and direct the driver on where to drop the group off for the first bar, and as the bus slowed down, most people chugged the rest of their drinks and added a mark to their shirts before standing up and filing out the door.
"Jesus, Tommy, when'd you have four drinks?" Maria asked when she saw his shirt. He grinned and draped an arm around her shoulders.
"What can I say? The guys can be persuasive."
"Hey, don't you know that girl over there?" Joel asked when he suddenly appeared at your side with a cigarette hanging from his lips. He pointed over to a group of three girls standing right outside the bar with sparkly outfits on and heavy eyeshadow.
"Which one?"
"The one in the blue."
"The blue top or the blue dress?"
He smirked and shot you a wink before taking a deep drag of his cigarette. You groaned and slapped your palm to your face.
"I can't believe I fell for that."
He laughed, a plume of smoke rolling from his lips, then tossed the cigarette on the ground. "C'mon, I'll buy you the shot."
"It's the least you could do," you teased, following him inside past the bouncer. The bar was dark and really fucking loud as you weaved your way through the throngs of sweaty people until Joel managed to squeeze his way to the bar and flag down a bartender. While you waited for your drinks, you tried to locate the rest of the group, but the only people you saw were Maria and Tommy down at the other end of the bar with one other groomsman you didn't know very well.
"Bottoms up," Joel told you after handing you the shot and a mixed drink. You winced when you tossed it back, then handed him the empty glass. He pushed it back across the sticky bar along with his own empty shot glass then pointed to your shirt.
"Ah, right," you mumbled before uncapping the sharpie around your neck and scribbling a tick mark on the fabric. Joel stretched his own shirt out and you hesitated for just a second before drawing a quick mark on his shirt and tried not to focus too much on the sweat that had soaked through the collar already.
"You stayin' at Tommy and Maria's tonight?" he asked. He brought a bottle of beer to his lips and took a long sip but didn't take his eyes away from you.
"Yeah, I can't imagine driving home at this rate," you replied while motioning to your shirt with your free hand. He nodded and let his eyes drift around the room behind you, head nodding slightly to the beat of the music before he said, "Maybe we can watch a movie. Like old times."
You raised your eyebrows in surprise. "You're staying over, too?"
He nodded again and took another drink as your heart fluttered nervously in your chest. Maria conveniently failed to mention he was planning on staying the night, as well. Where the hell did she expect you both to sleep when there was only one couch?
You scanned the bar and found her laughing at something Tommy was saying, waving his hands around dramatically as he told some story. Narrowing your eyes, you hoped she could feel the heat from your stare, but of course she was oblivious.
Just as you were about to reply to him about the movie, you felt someone's arm snake around your waist right before their overpowering cologne made you gag.
"You wanna dance?" a voice slurred in your ear, and you immediately twisted away from his sour breath and turned to face him. He wasn't with your group, just some other patron, and he looked completely wasted. A thin sheen of sweat covered his neck and face and his eyes looked glassy as he stared down at you, waiting for an answer.
"Uh, no thank you! I was just leaving."
"Aw, come on, just one dance?" the stranger pushed with a lopsided grin but it just made him look even more sloppy.
"She's with me," Joel said defensively before tugging you closer and tucking you under his arm. You could smell his deodorant and soap and it instantly transported you back in time to the point where you had to fight the urge to bury your face against his chest and breathe deep.
"My bad," the guy said, raising his hands defensively before walking away.
"Thanks," you said so softly you weren't sure he could hear you over the music, but he did. He dropped his arm and cleared his throat as you tried to create a bit of space between you again without being awkward, but it was hard to do.
"I hope you don't feel like you can't dance with other guys 'cause I'm here," he said.
"No, I know, I'm just not looking for... that right now," you assured him before taking a long sip from your drink and glancing around the bar.
"Right, you mentioned that," he replied. The topic of your love life caused a heavy silence to settle between you even though you were surrounded by noise. Right when you were about to make an excuse and leave, he spoke again.
"How's all that goin', by the way? Therapy?"
"It's... going okay," you said. What was he getting at?
He tossed back the rest of his beer and slid the empty across the bar.
"Okay enough to start datin' again soon?"
You swallowed nervously. Was he asking for a specific reason?
The look on your face made him switch gears because he grinned and shrugged. "Friends ask 'bout each other, right?"
Oh.
"They do."
He nodded, his smile faltering a moment when his gaze slid to your lips before he forced himself to look away. "C'mon, let's find the rest of the party." Then he took your hand and led you through the crowd.
Stop it, get it together, he's just being nice, like you asked, you told yourself. But you really, really hoped you were wrong.
"Here's some extra pillows and blankets," Maria sang gleefully with a shit eating grin.
"I can't believe you," you seethed quietly so Joel wouldn't hear you from downstairs.
"What? I forgot Tommy told Joel he could stay over," she said with a tipsy shrug.
"I'm half tempted to call an Uber."
"Don't you fucking dare. Now be an adult and go sleep with your ex," she giggled, giving your shoulder a shove to make you move towards the direction of the stairs.
"Hilarious," you replied dryly, but before you took another step she pulled you into a hug.
"Thank you so much for tonight, we had such a," she hiccuped before pulling away, "great time."
You blew her a kiss before giving her the finger. "Love you."
"Love you, too!" she practically shouted, and you turned around halfway down the stairs to shush her. She slapped her hands over her mouth and giggled before stumbling into her bedroom and shutting the door.
"Wha' the hell was she shoutin' for?" Joel asked groggily from his spot splayed out on the couch, remote control hanging limply from his fingers as he blinked at the TV, trying to clear his vision.
"Nothing. Here," you said, tossing him a pillow and blanket. He reached out to catch them but missed, then started to giggle when he accidentally slid from the couch onto the floor to pick them up. You grinned and threw yours on the other end of the couch and wandered into the kitchen, returning with two bottles of ice cold water. "Drink this," you said with a yawn. He took it and you plopped down on the other end of the couch while Joel flicked through title after title on one of the many streaming services Tommy and Maria had.
While Joel continued to browse, you shifted uncomfortably before setting down your water and reaching behind you to unclasp your bra. With practiced ease, you pulled it out from under your shirt without having to remove any clothes and tossed it on the floor. Joel's eyes widened when he saw it and looked at you.
"Don't get any ideas, I just can't sleep in a bra."
He smirked before picking a romcom and settling in under his blanket. "Next you gonna tell me you can't sleep with panties on?"
You snorted and felt your cheeks flush but thankfully the lights in the living room were off, leaving only the glow from the television to light the room.
"You wish."
The alcohol was making both of you way flirtier than you intended to be, so you shut up. You watched the movie hazily for a while, laughing softly at Hugh Grant's charismatic humor. It was quiet for so long that you had assumed Joel fell asleep until he suddenly spoke again.
"This's nice."
You rolled your head to the side and smiled at him. "Yeah, it is."
He smiled back, his eyes bright from the glow from the television, cheeks still a little pink from the booze as he looked you up and down. "C'mere."
You pinched your eyebrows together. "Why?" you asked slowly. He rolled his eyes and waved you over.
"Jus' get your ass over here."
With a sigh, you scooted over to his end of the couch and once you got close enough, he threw his arm around your shoulders and pulled you into his side. You let out a quiet oof when the side of your face came in contact with his chest, but god the way he smelled had you reeling for the second time that night. Even with the lingering scent of cigarette smoke and spilled liquor, he still smelled amazing. He smelled like him. A comforting smell you missed so much in the past five months that it almost hurt to have it back again.
His hand gently stroked your back as you watched the movie. The steady thrum of his heart beating against your ear combined with the alcohol and his warmth made your eyelids droop and before you knew it, you were out like a light. When Joel realized you were asleep, he looked down at you and smiled before turning off the television and slowly rotating you both so you were laying (albeit, scrunched) together along the couch. His arm remained wrapped around you and your face was buried against his chest with one of your legs draped over one of his and everything finally felt right again.
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Y'all were so insistent that I keep going with the Eddie Fixes It By Making It Worse post breakup fic.
This is officially a three-parter. Sorry. Or you're welcome.
You can read part one here
We have to make out in front of Tommy.
Buck's in the ice cream aisle, reminding himself that he has given himself three more days of moping and ignoring his diet before he gets his ass in gear and starts to live a life again. The Halo Top is mocking him, jeering and heckling as he goes for the Blue Ribbon. Mint chocolate, because Buck always loved it and he can almost forget the mock fight he'd had with Tommy three months in when he told Buck he refused to allow toothpaste flavored treats into his home, and how they'd barely gotten back to his place without a public indecency citation.
He stares at the text until his eyes cross.
What, he sends back, and slowly, cautiously, returns the pint of ice cream to its spot in the cooler. Maybe he should lay off the sugar. He's had enough.
Trust me
It comes in almost immediately and Buck tries to rewind, tries to figure out what any of this means, what the context is, why he's getting an actual Trust Me Bro from his best friend.
You've already met your last and it's not me comes crashing back to the forefront of his mind. He's had a full 36 hours to forget it, and he had been nearly there, nearly ready to chalk it up to Tommy trying to make him angry. Which he's been doing a really fucking excellent job of, lately. Almost like he knows all the buttons to push. Like Buck had given him the owners manual.
Tommy had meant Eddie? How could Eddie have possibly come to that conclusion? What the hell was he doing sending Buck half across town to the market for snacks when -
Buck judges the distance from this market to Eddie's. Then to Tommy's.
"Oh you mother -."
A woman squeaks by with her kid in the cart seat and glares.
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Are you at Tommy's right now
No question marks. This is an accusation. Buck's thankful there are no perishables in his cart as he abandons it in the lane and hikes it towards the door. It's a dick move, and Buck feels, a little spitefully, like if anyone remembers him they'll remember him from the times he and Tommy giggled and play-fought down the aisles, so they'll think of Tommy when they think of the cart left behind. Resent him for it, maybe.
Not like Tommy isn't particularly good at just leaving things behind.
Yeah. Join me.
Buck breaks through the doors and feels a little woozy. This might be a panic attack. His chest fucking hurts.
đjust get my stuff and meet me at yours. tell Tommy we burned all his shit
Eddie is an asshole. I'm not gonna LIE to the man. Also he definitely doesn't have an Evan box ready to go, so take what you will from that
Buck's still in that vicious cycle where he goes from angry to upset to sad in record time, no barriers in between, where every bruise feels like it's healing too fast so he keeps pressing in just to watch the color muddle. He hates this.
It'd be a Buck box, Buck texts back, just to release some of the pressure behind his temples, and he pulls in a few deep breaths before he jogs for the Jeep. He's gonna go home. Throw on the DVD copy of Sleepless In Seattle Tommy left behind and then maybe once that's done he'll throw the damn thing in a blender.
Are you coming or not?
Buck turns the ignition and peels out in a direction that won't lead to his own home, or the things Buck has been too much of a mopey bastard to pack up and return to their owner. At a red light two miles down the road, he shares his location.
Eddie sends back an ominous Hope you brushed your teeth today.
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Eddie gets the door and it sucks just as much as if Tommy had. They barely ever spent time at Tommy's, and Buck can see it now for the boundary it was. When they had, though, their time had been split pretty evenly between Buck picking him up for a date, and Eddie wanting to leave the quiet echo of his own house to hang with them - a car on a lift and beers shared between them, Buck watching the pull of muscle beneath Tommy's shorts as he took Eddie down to the mat, Tommy's fingers drifting through the short curls at the back of Bucks head while Eddie yelled about triple-doubles and chatted with Tommy about how impossible coverage was for some guy named Joker.
Buck has never actually figured out who that guy was. Eddie hated the Mavericks and he hated the Lakers but Eddie also complained about the guy so much he definitely wasn't a Clipper.
Eddie gets him by the forearm when Buck shows clear signs of regretting this. Drags him through the front door before Buck can fully execute his spin and stomp back to the Jeep.
Tommy's next door neighbor had waved at him from her yard where she was doing something new with her display of bird sculptures, and Buck hadn't had the heart to do anything but raise his hand back.
It's less than ten seconds before Eddie is steering him down the hall, into the living room. It's cozy in here. Lived in. Mismatched furniture that somehow fits, a blanket thrown over the side of the couch, dark wood tables and light wood flooring and lamps that look like they came from an estate sale up in the Hills. A huge ass TV set above the mantle of a gas fireplace that Buck never even had the opportunity to see working before... Before.
Tommy is a shadow coming out of the kitchen, and Buck can't help but be a little pleased that he looks as crappy as Buck feels.
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Eddie claps his hands together before either of them can get a word in. "Okay. Here's the thing. You're both dumbasses and there's a lot of shit that you guys gotta figure out on your own. But apparently you," he points at Tommy with the lip of a beer bottle. Corona. Tommy hates the stuff, and Buck is reminded once again how dearly Eddie loves him, "need empirical evidence that there's no deeply repressed sexual tension between Buck and I. So."
"You're insane," Tommy says, and Buck feels like snapping at him. He's probably right. This is an insane thing to do. Eddie ambushed his ex and then ambushed Buck in the frozen treats aisle and now he wants to kiss Buck to prove a point? What??
Eddie ignores it. Turns to Buck. "How do you wanna do this?"
And now would be the time, actually. Now would be the time to cut the thread, make it clean, break it for good. Only despite his protest, Tommy is staring between them and his expression looks almost... hungry. Frightened, at the same time. Oh. Oh.
He really had thought...?
Eddie's a fucking idiot. Buck doesn't want to kiss him. He's squared with the fact that he definitely had a crush when they first met and he's definitely been attracted to Eddie and just not realized it but he doesn't want Eddie. He doesn't want a life with Eddie, not like that. He doesn't- He isn't -
He loves Eddie more than almost every other person on the planet, but he's not in love with him.
Buck squares his shoulders. Nods. "Yeah, okay," and then he's taking three strides to meet Eddie at the coffee table.
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"Oh come on, are you serious?"
Buck ignores the exclamation from the peanut gallery. Tries to figure out where to put his hands. He's never really noticed the height difference before. It's barely anything - a couple inches at most - but it feels like he's looming, this close. Which is stupid. He's been this close to Eddie a million times.
Eddie bends his knees to set the beer down. Darts his gaze back up to Buck.
Buck's seen him pull this move before, and has to bite down the urge to cackle because those big brown cow eyes have charmed women up and down California and probably plenty of Texas too but the only time Buck's ever seen them look genuine was when he was looking at Shannon.
He's got a good face. Angular in all the right places, expressive in a way a lot of men try to hide. Good eyelashes, clear skin.
Eddie gets a thumb in one of Buck's belt loops and tugs.
It's a good move. It's a move that has inspired Buck to sink to his knees on more than one occasion with the right men. Man. Just the one man.
He desperately bites back a giggle when the front of their thighs brush and Buck feels nothing more than the heat coming off Eddie.
Eddie's flushed, just a little, like he's well aware how ridiculous this all is, but he's got his I'm So Fucking Serious face on and there is a part of Buck, something fucked up and broken and wrong, that wonders how Tommy would feel to see it. To know that Buck is out there in the world kissing people who aren't Tommy. It's not like he'd ended things because he didn't care for Buck, because he wasn't attracted to him. It's gotta sting, right?
Buck gets a hand on Eddie's waist, just above his hip bone. He's never actually paid attention to how much more slim Eddie is, before, how big Buck's hands feel against him.
The night Tommy had first kissed him, Buck had spent an indeterminate length of time replaying every second of the interaction. The lead up, the frank honesty, the way Buck's entire body had followed the flow of Tommy's. Heart racing, body thrumming: when Tommy had ducked his head, when he'd laughed, when he'd opened up his body language and dropped a tiny morsel of his heart, Buck had felt himself drawn in.
The lips that had caught his had set him alight.
Eddie shifts his weight and blinks up at him and for half a second Buck wants this to be a good kiss - earth shattering, life changing. He wants to feel it. Wants it to be better than every kiss he and Tommy ever shared.
The pointer and middle finger he uses to tilt Eddie's chin up are petty as hell.
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Since the election I have deactivated some of my social media. Blocked some people I never should have ever engaged with to begin with, and unfollowed several accounts on IG that just donât bring me joy.
And 911onabc was one.
Is it because Buck & Tommy didnât end together? No. Iâm a grown ass adult. I can be irritated by the something and not be dramatic or hateful about it.
It was because several storylines lately have been complete bullshit.
They start strong with solid good storytelling. But then..eh weâre bored. Only whatever we do absolutely can not make sense!
The lazy fucking way they wrote Christopherâs character out, and that weird ass doppelgänger storyline.
New season? Letâs start by putting Bobby and Athena through to some major disaster! Hey it worked last season! Letâs do it again! (Do not even get me started on that fucking drug cartel shit..what the hell even was that??)
We are only allowed to have one character or couple drama free at a time. And if we canât come up with a plausible way to create discord or havoc, weâll just do some stupid shit instead!
Spend several seasons showing the deep strong bond between Eddie and Christopher. Gavinâs family moves? Just make it something dumb..but fast! I know letâs have him get mad at his dad and ask to move in with his grandparents!! Never mind heâd never do that!
The amount of psychological trauma they have inflicted on Maddie. The near death experiences of Chimney. Jesus. Just what tf?
Hmmm. Karen and Hen..the fans would revolt if we broke them up. So letâs go after their kids!! And we canât make it about them being gay! Letâs create this over the top villain Councilwoman Ortiz. Whoâs the mother of that drunk coked up dude from the accident. Only we absolutely cannot have Hen or anyone defend what happened or shut that shit down by saying âYour son was a fucking menace and maybe if you hadnât kept covering for him he would have gotten some fucking help and not caused an accident.â Also do not mention Hen was cleared of all wrong doing. Nope. Logic has no place here!
Ok so the fans have been clamoring for Buddie. But Eddie Diaz is straight. Period.
So hey! Letâs make Buck bisexual. And tell everyone we are getting him off the hamster wheel (because really, weâve given him the emotional depth of a teaspoon for a while now)..And his love interest/boyfriend should be Tommy Kinard, who used to work at the 118, and we will invest time to give him a compelling backstory, and lay a ton of Easter eggs showing how richly we can mine this pairing and these characters.
And make them HAPPY for several episodes. Blissfully in love. And then totally out of the blue, letâs break them up. But the reason has to be complete bullshit, totally against character out of left field BULLSHIT. Like they should start out the episode great and about 80 percent in..wait! Letâs also make him the SAME Tommy Abbie from season one was engaged to before she started banging Buck! And then letâs make Tommy who is so into Buck itâs palpable, dump him because heâs afraid of getting his heart broken! Even though itâs one of the most tired, overdone, stupid tropes ever!!
Yeah. I donât know WTF is going on in the writers room I would swear itâs like thereâs this talented group of writers who start stories, and then they go out in Wilshire Blvd and ask some random person on the street to write the ending, but they have to do it, right there in the next 20 minutes.
No I am not going to stop watching 911 forever. I just donât really want to see them on my IG. This last stunt, sparked only incredulity and scorn.
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"Oh Micheal..."
notes: I'm back and for real this time, school kicked my ass and I'll going to try to answer all the requests and publish all of them, sorry guys for not uploading xx.
PTS: HAPPY HALLOWEEN, MIGHT BE LATE OR EARLY.
warning: smut, p in the v, creampie, readers a virgin, non-con to semi-con, penetration, and BJ.
pairing: micheal myers x fem!reader
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The old rusty clock, the arms of the clock moving to what you think is taking its sweet time. Laying down your head on your desk, looking at your friend who was sitting to the right of you, Laurie Strode. You guys knew it each other since middle school, and your moms are parents too which put some relations between you guys.
Finally, the bell rang as you got up took your books, and walked to Laurie who was just packing up like you, "Laurie, what are you doing on Halloween night?" I asked, putting my back on the side of my shoulder, and leaning down on her desk. "Im going to babysit Tommy today, he's my neighboorhood' kid, and they're going to be busy this Halloween," Laurie muttered before you guys started walking out of the classroom to the the hallway. It was usually loud during between periods, but it was the end of the day. -And it was Halloween, "So, what are you going to do this Halloween?" I heard Laurie mention, turning my head towards her realizing I virtually didn't have any plans this year, I was too old for trick or treating and I wasn't going to some dumb Halloween party being hosted.
"Hm, never thought about it before.." I said, looking down the hallway, it was pretty packed with people getting their stuff out of their locker. "Maybe I'll just hang out with you while you babysit, don't wanna be alone on Halloween" I exclaimed, "So.. you're just going to watch some Halloween movie with the kid and give him snacks and shit like that," I asked.
"Probably" She giggled, "maybe some jack o' lanterns if he's lucky," she said, we walked out of the school building, hearing Lynda screaming out names, as she got to us. She was heaving, leaning back, "Where the hell were you guys going?" She exclaimed, "Home" I looked at Laurie and we laughed together, "Come on guys" She groaned, and we walked down the pavement, to the street crossing to our high school.
Haddonfield was a quiet place until 1963, with a kid named Micheal who murdered his own sister, i heard of it everywhere. Different stories and various, it was cruel. I learned from it with my dad's old newspapers, with the letter bold of what the young elementary kid did. "HEY," We heard some yelling again, before Lynda lit her cigarette, smoking it. She turned her head, "It's Annie" She said, "You guys didn't wait for me at all" She yelled, "We did, like 15 minutes and you totally did show" Before we started walking again, Lynda and Annie sharing a cigarettes, as she shared what happen.
"Paul really dragged you to the locker room" I giggled, "Yeah, and he got grounded so he won't be coming over to mine tonight" She blew out the smoke from her lips. "Laurie whatcha thinking about?" I asked, "I forgot my chemistry book!" she groaned, rubbing her head. "So what! I forgot all my books, like my math book, chemistry, English, and more" Lynda started ranting, "Even my French book" She giggled. Before a car started driving across the road, grabbing Laurie's attention, I noticed looking at the direction she was looking at, "Isn't that Van Grahm?" Lynda said, "I don't think so.." Laurie whispered.
"I think he's cute" She smiled out, as we all watched the car drive before Annie said something, "Hey jerk! Speed kills!" She yelled before we noticed the car stopping in its tracks. My heart was beating fast against my chest, waiting for something to happen before it started driving.
"Phew" I muttered, "Sometimes Annie you're going to get us in some deep trouble," Laurie said.
"Totally," Lynda said. Before we all started walking down the pavement.
I was at Laurie's house sitting down on the couch, she was babysitting a kid named Tommy Doyle, and he was glued to the TV screen watching some kid Halloween movie, i was bored so I watched some of it.
I heard the doorbell ringing as I got up from the couch walking to the door, "I'll get it, Laurie!" Looking into the peephole, it was Annie and her little sister. I opened the door, "It's Annie and her sister" I yelled out, "I didn't know you were going to be here Annie" I said, "Yeah, just need my sister to be here, so I can go to Paul's place" She said, "I thought he was grounded?" I questioned, "he is but his parents are going to be out" She gave me a sneaky smile.
I and Annie were in the middle of a conversation after that Annie left to go back to her house, I put on some different Halloween movies as I walked to the kitchen with Laurie preparing the jack o' lanterns, "Those are so good jack o' later" I pointed at the pumpkins, "Thanks" she said, "Could you make some popcorn for Tommy and Lindsay?" She asked, "Sure" I took some of the microwave popcorn popping it into the microwave setting the timer, before leaning back on the counter.
"So this is how you're going to spend your whole Halloween" I asked, "Yeah, but it's a little fun" She confessed, "How is taking care of two brats fun?"
"I don't know maybe because I have something to do" She shrugged
We spoke until we heard yelling from Tommy, Me and Laurie ran to the living room, "Boogeyman!" He screamed before he grabbed our attention, I rushed to him, "Where?" I said, looking at the window he was pointing to, "Y/N, did you add anything?" she asked, as she held Lindsay, "Nope, nothing there Tommy" I said, "Oh, stop Tommy stop that, there no one there" Laurie said,
"Nobody believes me" Tommy muttered, "I do Tommy," Lindsay said, as they sat down on the couch. Some part of me believed what Tommy said, especially with all the mysterious things that were happening around Haddonfield, "Is there a boogeyman" I whispered looking through the blinds, before I stepped back and sat down on the sofa. A few minutes passed and I got stuck watching some random movie with the kids. The phone started ringing and Laurie got up to answer it, "Are you fooling around again?" she put her hand on her hips before her eye faltered, "I'll kill if this is a joke" I turned my head, "Annie" she repeated to the phone before she quickly put the phone back on the charge.
"Who called?" I asked, "Annie" she said, looking at the window before trying to call her again. "Hold on, could you watch them for me?"
"Sure," I said. A few minutes passed before I looked at the time, "Okay, guys it's time to go to bed" I said, "But it's so early" Tommy groaned, "Well, you guys should be up to date, now bed, now" I watched them as they got up the stairs going to a room, "Now, where the hell is Laurie" I whispered.
I watched some TV, waiting for her, almost falling asleep, I heard banging from the door, and Laurie screaming from behind, I quickly opened it as she shut the door behind her locking it and turning off the lights. Running the phone, putting in the policy number. Her clothes were ripped and she was scared, "Laurie, what happened?" I asked worriedly. She put down the phone, becoming more frantic. "Where's Tommy and Lindsay?"
"There sleeping, right now" I said, stretching my arms, "Laurie what the hell to you?" I pointed to her clothing. "Tommy was right, something is outside" she heaved pushing me down as she was down hiding behind the couch, before she saw a figure. There were armed with a bloody knife, I screamed, backing up before Laurie stabbed the intruder with a large crochet needle. "What the fuck" my eye widen, my heart pounding.
"Come" Laurie grabbed my hand, and we ran some else to the house, hiding from the intruder, "W-what is going on.." I whispered, "Be quiet" she whispered back. Hearing footsteps creeping, the hit didn't affect him. "I'll going to be right back," she said, quietly getting away from where you were, I was scared my heart to my chest.
I held my breath as he got closer, before I saw his knife beside me, I screamed before running up the stairs, my legs had never gone that fast before, I ran upstairs locking the door behind me, before I leaned back, a knife was inserted. As I screamed, crawling back further down. The shadow broke the door as I saw up and personal, he had a white mask with hair and was in a coverall.
"Please," I said, feeling tears on my cheeks, as I crawled back, "please, I won't tell anyone," I said, as he got closer to me his knife in hand, before stopping. I looked up at him, I couldn't see anything but the window did something showing his big shadow.
I felt my body trembling, as I breathed in. I didn't know what to do, looking at him. "What do you want.." I yelled, he didn't respond to me, blankly staring at me.
An idea came into my head and made me feel shameful for doing it but I crawled towards him and looked at him, he didn't lower his knife it seemed like he was frozen in the same position he had before.
My hands were on the waist part of his pants before I felt his hand grabbing mine, I was scared but he released them. Maybe what I had in my head was right, pulling his pants fully down. There was an evident bulge poking out. I held my breath, my thighs rubbing against each other, it was huge.
I had second thoughts of doing it but it looked like he wanted it.
Taking off his boxer revealing his cock sprang out, and the tip was red. I bit my lip, looking up at him, there wasn't a response just silence. Licked the pre-cum oozing out, looking up, he was just staring at me. I started taking him into my mouth, my jaw got tired, felt it hitting the back of my mouth, and it wasn't fully in. Tears on my waterline, before I felt some hands on the back of my head, shoving his dick into my mouth.
Some saliva dripped out of my mouth, breathing through my mouth. I heard his groans, as he kept face fucking me. I put my hands on his thighs, trying to stabilize before I felt hot loads going down my throat before he released his hands over me. I gasped, breathing. My salvia connects to the pink tip of his dick.
Rubbing my legs, feeling my cunt getting wetter, looking up at the intruder. It felt shameless that I was getting horny off of this, rubbing myself. Feeling his hands on me, he forcefully took off my panties underneath my skirt, flipping my skirt up and revealing my cunt. The cold air hitting it made me feel tense. I propped my elbows on the floor, "Wait, please!" I cried out, feeling a sharp pain inside of me, making my body jolt up.
I whimpered out in pain, feeling his large hands on my hips. Thrusting up into my g-stop, making me moan, turning my head. My walls spasming around his cock, his hips smacking into my pelvis, making my moans tremor. "F-fuck" I groaned.
My body jolted with every rhythmic smack to my pelvis. I didn't know why I enjoyed it, I should be in fear by now, but I'm just savoring every moment. Feeling a hot sensation in my lower core, feeling his cock hitting my stop, making me bend my back.
Before I saw a white flash in my eyes, a loud moan ripped out of my throat, I gripped the sheets beneath me. "P-please" I whispered, my eyes feeling heavy. He didn't stop, thrusting into me, making me bend in a sort of way. My skin felt sticky with sweat on my body, I breathed out and in. His rhythm getting sloppier, feeling his hand on my legs.
Lifting them, as he plunges into me, his groans getting louder. feeling him inside of me in parts I didn't know existed. Bending over in ecstasy. Before I felt hot loads inside of me, making me hot.
My chest rose slowly, my eyes looking at him lazily. "Please.." I whispered, his grip still on me. I felt his dick soften inside of me.
Feeling his grasp coming off me, I put my head down. My body feeling tired, and before I felt myself closing my eyes. The last thing I saw was the intruder leaving, I tried to get him but he disappeared.
the only thing I saw when I woke up was Laurie, she had a towel wrapped around my body, the police checking the house and a doctor, I think his name was Mr. Loomis was with us.
"What did he do to you" I heard Laurie whisper to me, I didn't say anything just look at the house, which soon filled with police officers. I felt something dripping down my leg, squeezing my leg. I remember the shameful thing I did with him, biting my lip.
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an; Joel has completely overtaken my brain and I'm not mad about it. I kept thinking about how Joel would feel about being approached, and openly desired after everything that happens between game one and game two-although here, he doesn't lie to Ellie. (I won't say more in case anyone hasn't seen the full play through but iykyk) Enjoy a semi-well adjusted Joel. Thanks to @wheresarizona for talking me through thisđ and to @foli-vora for being the bestest cheerleader đ
reblogs are appreciated
Pairing: Joel Miller x F!Reader
Word count: 5.2k
Warnings: 18+ no minors, big-legal age gap, piv sex, dirty talk, creampie, a few spanks, generally clueless Joel, Ellie being a little shit (affectionately) alcohol, let me know if I missed any!
Masterlist part 2
Heâd barely taken a sip of his drink when she sat down at his booth.Â
âHi.â She smiled brightly, mischief and amusement shining in her pretty eyes. He frowned at her.Â
âHi-â He took a look around, vaguely wondering if sheâd mistaken him for someone else but she pressed on, introducing herself.Â
âNowâs when youâd introduce yourself back.â Her smile remained, her eyes scanning him, something like interest arranging itself on her features.Â
âIâm Joel.â He straightened out, watching her with growing confusion.Â
âHi Joel, itâs nice to meet you.â She stuck out her hand, waiting for him patiently. He obliged, giving hers a firm shake.Â
âYou need somethinâ?â His tone was neutral, maybe a bit gruff but she laughed.Â
âDepends. You offering anything?â She bit her lip, her drink grasped against her chest and for the first time in years Joel was shocked into silence. She was flirting with him.
âIâuh, Iâm good.â He kicked himself mentally. It wasnât how heâd meant to decline, she wasnât deterred though, instead she rose, smile still present.Â
âCome find me if you change your mind.â She winked then, and disappeared through the crowd. Leaving him with his drink, and his thoughts.Â
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You asked about him as you went about your day, bringing him up as casually as you could with your hands elbow deep in the dirt.Â
âJoel? Joel Miller?â Tommy had been looking for Maria, overhearing you mention his name.Â
âJoel yes, not sure about his last name-â He was smiling curiously and it clicked. âIs he your brother?âÂ
âWell, if weâre thinkinâ of the same guy then yes. Big, grumpy old man? Grey hair? Sour expression?â The horse he was leading knickered softly behind him.Â
âGorgeous older man, broad as all get out? Yesâis he single?â The dirt clumped by your feet as you transferred seedlings into bigger nursery pots. Tommy laughed.Â
âShit yeah, heâs single. Not sure how heâd react to you hittinâ on him though.âÂ
âHe seemed a bit annoyed, and confused.â You conceded, âI am very interested in him.â You sighed to yourself, remembering the broadness of him.Â
âYou already hit on him?â His eyebrows flew up into his hairline. âGod I wish I coulda been there to see that. Whatâd he say?âÂ
âWell, he basically said -Iâm good- and frowned, he seemed a little lost which leads me to believe he doesnât get approached much.â It was a crazy thought, that no one else would take their chance and speak to him.Â
âYeah I bet he did-â he was leading the horse away. â-heâs a bit closed off, but a good guy. Be patient with him!â He was off then, leading the horse towards the stables.Â
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It was another few days before you saw him at the bar again, that same annoyed expression on his handsome face. You wasted no time.Â
âHi Joel.â You slid into the spot next to him, looking up at him through your lashes. âNice to see you again.â He frowned at you.
âHiââ He signalled to the bartender, âYou need somethinâ from me?âÂ
âSome company?â He pursed his lips and thoughts of kissing him flooded your mind. âThought maybe you could teach me where you learned to be such a great conversationalist?â You raised your eyebrows and almost despite himself, he let out a bark of laughter, but caught himself quickly.Â
âI am only here for a drink.â The bartender brought a glass over then, pouring him a healthy measure of something a dark amber colour. He turned with the cup in hand, facing you with something like uncertainty before making his way to the same booth from your first meeting.Â
âSo, Joel. Tell me about yourself.â You sat across from him, making yourself comfortable.Â
âNot much to tell.â He took a gulp of his drink, scanning the room before his eyes fell back on you. They scanned you just as they did the room. âWhat about you then?âÂ
âWhat about me?â You raised your eyebrows.Â
âI donât think you were here when I came the first time.â He took another gulp. âOr maybe you were. I donât know.â
âI wasnât, I arrived about a month ago and now I work in agriculture.â
âAgriculture.â He repeated, âGrowing the food.â
âThatâs right, growing the food.â You nursed your own drink, taking in his features in the low light of the bar. âHow old are you Joel?â He lets out a heavy sigh.
âIâd say fifty-six, fifty-seven come fall.â He gulped down the rest of his drink, âAnd you?â
âSomewhere in my mid thirties in a few months, could be thirty-seven or thirty-eight. I stopped counting a long time ago.â His frown deepened for a moment before he rose abruptly.Â
âEnjoy the rest of your night.â With that he was gone.
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The food always surprised him, no matter how long heâd been in Jackson, it always floored him how good it was. Warm and comforting, nothing like the dry stale things heâd eaten forâwell years.Â
Ellie was speaking to him but he was too focused on the food in front of him, hadnât even realized he wasnât listening until he felt her smack his arm.Â
âHello? Earth to Joel? Am I talking to my goddamn self?â Her face was pinched in annoyance.Â
âSorry, what?â He tore his attention away from his bowl and made himself listen.Â
âI saidââ she sighed big, âTommy says he can help us fix the garage for me.â She spooned more food into her mouth, âI want it to be like a loft.âÂ
âMhm.â He grunted into his bowl, âSure.â
âHey Joel, nice to see you during the day.â He hadnât noticed her come in. Seeing her standing there with what looked to be a basket of different produce made him sputter, luckily he didnât choke. âHi-â she spoke to Ellie then, introducing herself with that same beaming smile she always wore. He found himself thinking about how pretty she was.
âIâm Ellie, nice to meet you.â There was something in Ellieâs voice he didnât like, a cheekiness and he just knew heâd be hearing about this later. âSo, how do you know Joel?â
âOh we met at the bar, are you two related?â She gestured between the two of them.
âSomethinâ like that.â He spoke low, unsure how to answer the simple question.
âHeâs just my asshole caretaker. The bar sounds fun though, Joelâshould I leave you two alone?â She was enjoying this way too much.
âNo need, Iâm just making a delivery, but hopefully Iâll see you around.â She bit her lip, watching him intently as she moved a few steps away. âIt was nice to meet you Ellie.â With a final blinding smile, she was off towards the kitchen.
He sighed big at the way Ellie practically vibrated next to him.
âDonât.â He warned.
âOh but you know I fucking will!â She was giddy with excitement.
âStop it Ellie.â
âSo, whenâs the wedding?â He pinched his brow, âCan I be your best man or person or whatever? Iâve never been to a weddingââ
âEllie quit it, itâs nothinâ.â He pushed his food away, no longer in the mood to eat with the way his stomach felt, chucking it up to annoyance at Ellie and definitely not adrenaline at seeing her.
âWhat? Joel are you fucking blind? That woman likes you! She likes you a lot, you gonna ask her out?â He sighed again, rising from his seat.Â
âEllie, I am begginâ you, please donât make a big fuss.â He gave her a hard stare. âI donât wanna talk about this anymore.â He quickly put his jacket on, ignoring the way she rolled her eyes at him.Â
âYeah yeah, you goddamn grump.â She went back to eating, leaving him to get on with his day and he couldnât have been more grateful.Â
-Â
You found him at the same booth a few days later, nursing what looked to be his regular drink of choice and once again sat with him. This time though, as you tried to make conversation it finally hit you. His attitude didnât change, his frown remained in place, his answers were short and your heart sank.Â
What youâd hoped was just a gruff exterior, a facade waiting to be taken down was now looking more like his general personality.Â
I think Iâm barking up the wrong tree here.Â
The realisation weighed heavy in your gut as you sat there with him, forcing a conversation he obviously didnât want to have. You watched him struggling, the cogs in his mind turning, no doubt looking for a way to get out of having to entertain you.Â
âSoâyou got any family aliveâ?â His voice was unsure and suddenly you felt foolish.Â
âNope, all dead. Well, thanks for the company, Iâll leave you to it.â You shot back the rest of your drink and rose quickly, ignoring the shame and hurt swirling in your chest, moving away from him to lick your wounds by yourself.Â
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âWhat do you want me to say Joel?â Tommy was irritated, his back turned to Joel while he went about cleaning his weapons.Â
âIâd like to know why is all, I donât get it.â He stood at the door to the workshop, his arms crossed.
âGod knows why but sheâs sweet on you.â The rifle was taken apart on the workbench, holding most of Tommyâs attention. âBut like I said before, just talk to her, or let her know if you arenât interested.âÂ
âSheâs a beautiful young woman, and Iâm a grumpy old man.â He couldnât help but kick at the floor, his mind a whir of inadequacy and confusion.Â
âYou got that fuckinâ right.â It was said under his breath but Joel heard it just the same.Â
âI havenât been with anyone since Tess, Tommy.â He sighed out loud. His brother's attention turned to him fully then, the tools in his hands now dropped to the table.Â
âI know that, you donât have to be with anyone if you donât want to. Now this girl likes you, and it sounds to me like you like her back. So be a grown-up and talk to her.â His younger brother gave him a half smile, sending Joel away with more than enough food for thought.Â
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Heâd had a pep talk with himself on the way over to the bar.Â
Smile.Â
Ask questions.Â
Be nice to her.
It was a simple list but ever since things had gone to shit, Joel had found it hard to keep up with friendly niceties. Not much room for that in the world of today, things were different here though and he had to get with the program, or heâd be looking at the rest of his time on this earth alone.Â
He thought back to how things had been with Tess, how naturally they'd come together, how easyâbut it only seemed easy to him because Tess had been the one to go to work. Sheâd taken the raw anger and muscle that was Joel and shaped him, honed him and directed him towards their common goal. Sheâd initiated every aspect of their relationship and it was only now that he realised how grateful heâd been.
The bar was busy, his usual booth was taken so he stood near the counter, waiting for the barkeep to bring him his usual drink. His eyes raked through the room. He ignored the relief he felt when he finally spotted her sitting with a group of people he didnât know, watching the easy way she smiled, the way her face lit up when she laughed. She spotted him then and he frowned to see her dim a bit. She raised her glass to him in greeting, but she didnât join him like he thought she would.Â
So he waited.Â
He had one drink, thinking maybe she didnât want to be rude to her friends. He had another drink, his eyes finding their way back to where she sat every few minutes, perking up when finally she rose from the table. He ran through his notes to himself as she weaved her way through the patrons, but instead of finding him, she waved goodbye to the bartender, and walked out into the night.Â
Maybe she was tired.Â
He thought to himself as he walked back home, ignoring the tiny voice in his head, the one that told him she changed her mind.Â
He shook the thought away. She just needed some effort, what he needed to do was walk up to her and sit with her for a change. He needed to take the initiative and the next time he saw her at the bar, he would.
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She wasnât there.Â
He asked around for her, noting that no one had seen her at the bar in a few days.Â
He didnât want to admit that he was worried about her, didnât want to say the words out loud, not to himself, or to Tommy, or god forbid Ellie. He was, though and the feeling lingered in the pit of his stomach, a boulder he carried alone.Â
He sighed, annoyed with himself at not having been able to just express the way she made him feel, to tell her that just as sheâd been looking at him - god knows why - heâd been looking back at her. He sighed again, thankful her house was just another block away, reminding himself that this town was safe, that sheâd probably be busy.Â
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The sky was clear enough to see the stars, the Milky Way a great swathe across the sky. Too bright to be inside and so youâd made yourself comfy on your porch, the cooling cup of tea in your hands your only companion for the night.Â
I should see if I can find myself a dog or something.
The thought bounces around with growing interest, would be nice to have something to cuddle and keep you company.
Thereâs movement just beyond the walkway up towards your porch and for a second you think it might just be people walking home from the movie but the shape is familiar.
âJoel?â Youâre surprised to see him here, âdoes Maria need something?â Youâre on high alert.
âNo, I-uh, I came lookinâ for you,â he slows his stride midway up the walkway,Â
âOh, okayâyou need something?â
âI was just wonderinâ where you been. Havenât seen you at the bar, and last time you didnât come talk to me. Wanted to see if you were okay.â He scratched at the back of his neck, his discomfort apparent.
âItâs alright Joel.â You let out a breath, grateful for his worry but resigned. âYou donât have to check up on me. I can take a hint, I figured Iâd leave you be.â You gave him a small smile.Â
âWhat do you mean?â He took another step forward, inching his way to the foot of your porch.
âI mean, I get it. Youâre not interested and itâs okay. I can deal with a crush, I donât want to make you uncomfortable because you donât like me back. Iâm a big girl Iâve been rejected before and no doubt Iâll be rejected againââ
âIâm not rejectinâ you I justââ He took one step up.
âReally Joel, Itâs okay, Iâll be fine and you donât have to explain yourself.âÂ
âWhat is it you like? I mean physically, you find me attractive I guess but why? Iâm a grouchy old man.â He crossed his arms, his face pinched with an almost angry curiosity. You couldnât help but laugh a little.
âWhy am I attracted to you? I donât know Joel. I think youâre gorgeous for one. Youâre big and strong, and I like that youâre older than me. I like your face and your hands, and when I look at you I just wanna sit in your lap and kiss.â It came out without your permission but there it was, honesty. âI wonât say you arenât a little scary, in the way that I can see youâve probably done some things you thought youâd never have to do, but thatâs the world we live in now I suppose. Canât say I havenât done some of that stuff too.â
âYou think all that of me?â He took another step up.
âYes, now if you donât want that kind of attention from me, I can understand that and eventually Iâll get over you.â His hair was combed back, the grey of it catching the light of the moon.
âI donât want you to get over me.â One final step and now heâs standing over you. âIâll never understand why you think those things about me but Iâd like to try, maybe get a drink together like a real date.â
âYou want to take me out on a date?â Your heart raced, butterflies fluttering around in your belly.
âYes maâam. I think youâre real pretty, and Iâd like to take you out for a drink. â He smiles, making you swoon a little. âCome on, we got time.â He holds his hand out, and you take it without hesitation.Â
â-
The walk home from the bar and your official first date was more akin to a stroll, the two of you weaving your way through the streets until your little house came into view. His voice was so soothing, the low pitch of it the soundtrack for the trip back and you did your best to enjoy the sound of it. He stopped when you reached the walkway and that pesky honesty bubbled up and out of your mouth.
âYou ever gonna kiss me Joel?â His lips looked so soft, the plush of them a subject of many of your daydreams.
âI was planninâ on it, was waitinâ tilâ we got to your front door.â His hands dug their way into his pockets, a nervous gesture.
Wordlessly you threaded your arm with his and led him up the steps towards your door, hardly able to contain the smile and once youâd made it there, he went for it. Shy and tentative at first, a soft press of his lips to yours but it quickly changed. His tongue swiped across your bottom lip, begging for entrance just as his hands moved from your shoulders to rest at your hips.
You canât help but whimper into his mouth, canât help but press yourself closer, stand on your tippy toes to be as near to him as you can be.Â
âCome inside-â you breathe the words onto his mouth when you both finally pull away. âCome inside and kiss me some more.â You wrap one arm around his neck, pressing the palm of the other onto his face, satisfying the urge to run your fingers through the greying patches of hair.Â
âYeah? You want me to come in?â He pulls you close, his big palms on your back, the warmth of them seeping through your layers.Â
âYes, do you want to?â You press kisses to his jaw, to his lips and neck, the beating of his heart thrums against your lips with every kiss you press to his throat.Â
âGod, yes.â His breathy admission makes you drip, makes you rush to open the door and pull him inside.Â
He falls onto the couch and youâre close behind him, your knees bracketing his hips to fulfil all of your favourite fantasies. The smile on his face when you settle onto his lap heats your blood, it urges you to slip your hands around his neck and hold him close, to grind your aching core against the hardening pillar of his sex underneath you while you kiss him just how youâve been wanting to.Â
He moans into your mouth. His hands sweep downwards from your ribs, they land heavy on your ass and pull you closer, coaxing a steady river of slick to drip out and onto your panties.Â
âI want you so bad Joel.â You bite his lip, relishing the groan he gifts you with. âIâm so fucking wet for you.â Your fingers slip through the soft waves at the back of his neck. His eyes find you and he lets out a low Fuck, his eyes lustblown in the low light of your cozy little livingroom. âCan I sit on your cock?â You ask him in your sweetest voice, âPlease?âÂ
He lets out a shaky breath, his forehead pressed to yours and he nods.Â
âYes baby, you can have whatever you want.âÂ
Within a few frantic minutes, his cock was out, resting heavily against the softness of his belly. You canât help but stare at it while moving away to quickly shed your bottom layers. Your mouth watered at the sight of him. Heâs so thick, the head of him an angry red and sticky with his own arousal.Â
You sat back onto his thighs, moving up to notch him at your dripping entranceâhis hands guided you down slowly, until you sat flush and he was sheathed to the hilt.Â
âFuck, fuck you feel so fucking good.â His eyes are shut tight and you sit motionless for a moment, breathing through the delicious stretch of him.Â
âSo do you, youâre fucking huge Joel.â You clench around him and relish the filthy moan he lets out. His hands are heavy, gripping the globes of your ass, holding you tight to him.Â
Your heart is pounding, both in your chest and in your cunt, you bounce to its beatâunable to hold out any longer. You let out a hiss at the way his fingers dig into your flesh, relishing the thought of feeling the evidence of your coupling in the days to come.
âFuck, fuck, fuck.â He grits the words out, his mouth pressed against the collar of your shirtâtoo many layers. It only takes a moment to open your shirt, to pull down the cups of your bra and even less than that to have his mouth attach itself to the stiff peak of your nipple.Â
It was obscene the way he moaned into your skin, his mouth a steady suck while you did your best to bounce, slick seeping out around him, finally finding the rhythm that inches you closer to your peak but his eyes close tight, reinforcing his grip on your hips.
âOh fuck, fuck baby waitâoh god Iâm gonna comeââ he let out a shudder against the spit slicked skin of your breast and you felt him twitch inside you, felt the spurt of him deep.
It was much faster than you expected. Faster than youâd hoped; you couldnât help but be incredibly flattered.
âJesus Christââ His face was pressed up against your chest, his hands sweeping slowly from your ass, up to rub your back. âIâm sorry, feel like a fuckinâ teenager again.âÂ
âDonât be, hell of a way to make a girl feel good about herself.â You tried to ignore the way your own climax was slipping away from you. âMakes me feel sexy.â You pulled his face up and pressed a soft kiss to his mouth.Â
âYou are sexy, incredibly sexy.â He looked so beautiful in that moment, with the flush crawling up his neck and stars in his eyes. âBut I want you to come.â His hand moved, his thumb slipping into your mouth, the pad of it sliding against your tongue for a moment before he slipped it between the lips of your sex to circle around your neglected little clit.Â
You couldnât help but clench around himâcouldnât help but tighten your hold onto the grey waves of his hair as he kept up his dizzying rhythm,Â
âI want you to feel good.â His voice was a velvet rasp, âI want you to come around my cock.â His mouth found your nipple then, his tongue laving at it mercilessly.
It was right there. The friction of his thumb just right, his mouth a steady suck. Heat crawled up your spine, bloomed in your core and with a final swirl you clenched around him, waves of pleasure crashing through you like waves on a shore.
âGood godââ you folded into him, arms wrapped around his neck tight.
âI feel like I could melt into this sofa.â He was blissed out, softening inside you.
âMe too.â You pressed kisses to his cheeks, showering him with post coital affection.
âWe wonât though.â He had a mischievous glint in his eye when he looked up, âlet me catch my breath, then youâre gonna get it.âÂ
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His grip is tight on your hips, the span of his hands on your skin is almost dizzying but you couldnât focus on that just now. Instead you focused on the way he filled you, on the way his cock was splitting you open in the best way possible. You focused on the wet, obscene sounds coming from between your legs.Â
You focused on how wet you were, on how it seeped out around him and down your thighs, on the comforting feel of his body pressed against yours.Â
âThatâs it baby, take itââ He snapped his hips faster and you had to put your arms up in front to keep from moving up and bumping your face into the headboard. âThis what you wanted?â He bent forward, one hand sliding up the soft skin of your belly, up to hold the weight of your breast in his hand, your nipple tightening almost painfully against his palm. All you could do was moan, throaty cries of pleasure escaping from somewhere in your throat.Â
His confidence was high, you could hear it in the breathy laugh he let out at your inability to speak. Could feel it as he slowed down from a heavy thrust to a slow grind, his groin pressed up tightly against the swell of your ass.Â
He gave you no warning.Â
A loud crackâa heavy spank made you gasp into the damp sheets under your mouth.Â
It was a shock, but a very welcome one. Heat spreads through your face, it tingles its way along your skin; into your breasts and through your core and you feel a wave of slick drip out around you but heâs silent. Thereâs a flicker of doubt in the way he stays completely still.Â
âTalk to me baby.â His voice is soft; chaste. His hand soothes over the stinging skin where his palm had landed.Â
âDo it again.â You barely recognize your own voice, a low wanton thing. Â
He obeys, another loud crack on the other cheek as his thrusts pick up. This time his pace is brutal, his hands landing yet another smack before heâs bent over and reaching around, his fingers a delicious swirl at your clit.Â
âSoak my cock, be good for me and come.â His voice is in your ear, his teeth taking your lobe into his mouth while he bodily shoves you over the edge and into a blinding climax. You clench around the thickness of him, the muscles in your thighs tensing as you crest and the force of it pulls him under with you. A filthy moan in your ear before you feel the hot spurt of him deep inside.Â
âJesus Christ Joelââ You breathe hard into the sheets. He pulls out with a hiss and rolls to lay beside you.
âGood?â You can hear the pride swelling in his chest. âDid I redeem myself for cominâ too quick downstairs?â His drawl is more pronounced now with the way he almost slurs his words. You see the relaxation in his face when you turn to look at him. It looks good on his handsome face, almost like seeing a glimpse of a younger Joel, some long lost carefree version of him. If there had ever been that version of him at all. It was a nice image to hold in your mind, himâyoung and smiling.Â
You laugh, giddy with pleasure.Â
âItâs not a big deal, really flattering actually.â You trace a scar on his chest idly, the solid beat of his heart reassuring under your fingers.Â
âEmbarrasinâ more like. I didnât want you to think I was some two-pump chump.â His hand holds yours to his skin and you ignore the way your heart races, ignore the way it has nothing to do with the remnants of your orgasm. âYou got somethinâ I can clean you up with?â He pulls away to sit up with a groan.Â
âWhat a gentleman.â You follow him. You can feel him dripping out of you when you slide to sit next to him at the edge of the bed, the perverse pleasure making you beam. âI got a better ideaââ You stand and pull him up, âshower time.âÂ
âYes maâam.â He smiles, and follows you to your bathroom.
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