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hey btw if you're in the USA at 2:20 p.m. ET on Wednesday, Oct. 4, they're testing the emergency broadcast system. your phone is probably going to make a really loud noise, even if it's on silent. there's a backup date on the 11th if they need to postpone it.
if you're not in a safe situation and have an extra phone, you should turn that phone completely off beforehand.
additionally, if you're like me, and are easily startled; i recommend treating it like a party. have a countdown or something. be surrounded by your loved ones. take the actions you personally need to take to make yourself safe.
i have already seen mockery towards any person who feels nervous about this. for the record, it completely, completely valid to have "emergency broadcast sounds" be an anxiety trigger. do not let other people make fun of you for that. emergency sounds are legitimately engineered to make us take action; those of us with high levels of anxiety and/or neurodivergence are already pre-disposed to have a Bad Time. sometimes it is best to acknowledge that the situation will be triggering for some, and to prepare for that; rather than just saying "well that's stupid, it's just a test."
"loud scary sound time" isn't like, my favorite thing, but we can at least try to prevent some additional anxiety by preparing for it. maybe get yourself a cake? noise cancelling headphones? the new hozier album? whatever helps. love u, hope you're okay. we are gonna ride it out together.
#watching ppl go from being like ''support neurodivergent ppl~~!"#to being like ''if this is going to give u a panic attack ur fuckken stupid''#like..... gets me#yeah man. i know im going to be triggered by it . in the old fashioned term. it is GOING to give me a panic attack. it's pretty much certai#and i shouldn't have to tell u about what i have survived for you to be okay with that.#you can just trust that i ALSO don't want me to react to it. i'm not gonna be having a FUN time.#dismissing that bc you think it's stupid.... like is the whole problem.#these sounds are workshopped by entire teams of people to get you to pay attention and move quickly.#they arent meant to be fun and exciting.#OBVIOUSLY it's gonna set ppl off.#but yeah there's something so fuckken demeaning about ppl being like. well that trigger isn't valid bc u haven't undergone X#dude i have ptsd bc i was abused as a child. like plain and simple. the fact im 30 and afraid of the dark tells you how bad it was.#i shouldn't have to ask u for permission to be mentally ill.#the reason it's a fucking disorder and not a fucking choice is that I DO NOT CONTROL IT.#like how is it any different from when ppl are like ''oh public speaking isn't that scary'' like FOR YOU#for YOU this isn't scary. now if i could fucking eat my own amygdala...
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Maannn, the tape girl design is so so good!!!
She's so pretty!!
IM GLAD YALL liked Tape girl’s design!!
#ask reply#I was so nervous to show off her look ngl#cause I wasn’t sure what everyone else considered her to look like#so shot in the dark just my own take#IM SO HAPPY IT WORKED OUT TOO..#I didn’t expect this much love on her and that comic#seeing I think tape girl overall is pretty niche#SO YEAH IM SO HAPPY y’all like her 🩵🩵#shout out to more doomed yuri in fnaf 🙏🏾
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I'm writing a fic where, under a truth spell/serum from creatures called Nisse (mischievous creatures who are pranksters but don't cause any real harm) Stan confesses to Ford that if weirdmageddon hadn't happened and he was kicked out like Ford had said, he was fully prepared to kill himself. He didn't want to become homeless again, he wouldn't survive, so might as well get it over with huh?
And to be clear. The nisse had NO clue this was gonna happen. So really it's like
Nisse: Haha, time to prank this old man and give him a truth potion! He's for sure going to spill some embarrassing secrets to his brother >:)
Stan: I was fully prepared to kill myself. Also I was homeless for over 10 years. Also I'm in love with you.
Nisse:
#in a dark humor way its VERY amusing to me#stancest#still working on it tho#the beginning is actually pretty silly and lighthearted but uh#yeah
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Honestly ive envisioned Machete with a deeper, silkier voice. Not quite Scar, but that brand of disney villain smoothness to it that comes mostly from how detached and calculated he presents himself as. Hearing emotion in his voice is rather rare, but it cracks and leaps a tone or two when he's startled or excited.. it's like a fuzzy velvet of a baby blanket when he whispers to Vasco in the dark I think.
I like how you use words, Nacho. Dang, you made it sound so much more vivid than I ever could :V
#honestly yeah this feels pretty in character#“fuzzy velvet of a baby blanket when he whispers to Vasco in the dark” is going to get stuck in my brain I can already tell holy moly jeez#answered#nachomori-3#Vaschete scenarios
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-- you wear fine things well
#our flag means death#ofmd#ofmd spoilers#edward teach#stede bonnet#gif#our content#by nora#yeah so this is very pretty and sweet and all but fuck you for putting their second kiss in THE DARK#vendetta against gifmakers fr
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Moon 42
Moon 41 | Moon 43
#chasingmoon#clangen#silkcff#dewcff#ivycff#gosscff#blackcff#bluecff#and there they are#the dewdrops little rain drops#anyways hi silk... lets not think about that#OH YEAH BLACK HAS A PRETTY DAMN GOOD GIFT#the dark figure with the kits is Blue sr#HI I TOLD YOU ALL THAT IVY WAS TROUBLE!!!#FIRST MOON AND SHE SAYS SHES THE MOST IMPORTANT BITCH AROUND???#go girl but get out (shes a problem i can tell you all as much)#idk if you can tell but drawing was not my friend today
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Chara Week Day 5: Ghost
Every time I see that machine in the True Lab, I wonder if it could possibly be Chara's soul in there? Probably unlikely, but not impossible... It's interesting to think about what the implications of that would be.
A version with no text and then a version with just the machine, because I think it looks pretty cool and ominous alone as well.....
#chara week#chara week 2023#undertale#safeutdr#chara dreemurr#my art#chara#undertale chara#chara undertale#true lab#I'm just thinking that. while it's possible that their soul shattered when they and Asriel died. we don't actually KNOW what happened#and human souls persist for a little while after death..... idk I'm bad at coming up with theories but I'm Thinking about it#and I will continue thinking about it even though it's probably not significant at all#ANYWAY it gave me a cool art idea so here you go. and hrm. yes technically I got that line from the Stay Calm fnaf fansong. specifically.#i don't like fnaf but the song is cool........... I'm pretty sure it gave me the idea for this drawing when i sketched it last may#btw yeah that's why i did this drawing specifically for this prompt. i had the sketch lying around and thought it would be fun to finish#ALSO I'm realizing that the dark ominous backgrounds of the True Lab are soooo fun to draw. especially with red glowy effects#AUGH oh no....... my habit of rambling excessively in the tags is returning........ I'll stop now lol
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smile for the fans!
#sooo. y'know how humans are pretty much the only animals that bare their teeth as a happy or playful thing?#and how it's a universal sign of aggression otherwise?#yeah. um.#don't worry about it! :)#oh and it can also be a fear/submission thing... sooooo....... do with that info what you will 👀#ffvii#zack fair#<- certified 90% human! what's the other 10%? uhhhh. um. uhhh we'll get back to you on that one#my art <3#tw blood#eye strain#dark!zack au
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I saw a video on tiktok about a woman telling how she met and started a committed relationship with another woman while the were in prison, calling eachother wife and then got married once they were out, and I can only think about lesbingqiu in that scenario.
Binghe would totally thrive calling Shen Yuan her wife, wifey, and live in a weird marital bliss with her cell partner. Then make sure to have that marriage written down on paper once they are out.
Shen Yuan probably finds a way to do mental gymnastics about letting Binghe call her wife. Prison codes? Protecting eachother? Just a completly platonic way to call a very close best friend/cell partner? Like those girls who use "girlfriend" in a non romantic way? She doesn't really mind being called wife, everyone does it here, and if she really needs a wife in prison Binghe is the best one. In a besties way. Like very affectionate roomies.
I don't know why or how Shen Yuan would end up being arrested and stay in prison long enough to got herself a "platonic" wife, unless it was just bad luck.
Binghe probably killed someone or smt like that but she is gonna be free one way or another.
#svsss#人渣反派自救系统#luo binghe#shen yuan#lesbingqiu#bingqiu#imagine the faces of shen yuan's family when they get her out and she has a tall intimidating woman clinging to her arm and calling her wife#and shen yuan being like yeah this is totally normal it's just prison rules#and they are pretty sure they saw binghe on the news for some dark shit#shen yuan probably already knows it at least half of it anyways#went to prison by accident and came out with a housewife damn
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Pregnancy as a kink makes me uncomfortable so man am I glad your pregg Flug stuff is explicitly not kink oriented!
yeah I... don't wanna judge anyone... but it's more than that, it's downright terrifying to me. Blame my hormones bc I'm expecting irl but wow... I'm very sensitive and it feels dehumanizing. but ig that is kinda the point of the kink(?)
it's so common in fandoms!
I'm completely vanilla anyway tho, so not surprising.
I've tried to pretend for a super long time that I'm into kink, but most of them are off putting and I consider them intrusive thoughts, not fantasies. I'm kinda fluctuating between sex-repulsed and neutral (aroace) even fictional... ig kink just isn't for me. I tried so hard to get over it. I know some people in my asks/requests are gonna be disappointed but I'm sorry💔
I'm slightly ashamed of how boring I am and I have serious trouble connecting to anyone in fandoms due to this actually🤕 feel like the most NT autistic person ever.
anyway here's a doodle!
#that's autism for you#I'm sadly really picky and easily grossed out by things#I'm not even trying to be judgemental#I wish I was such a person that is just chill with everything but I have more icks than likes#so my fandom experience is like 80% discomfort and trying to avoid things without shutting out the majority of content in the first place#from what I heard I seem to have this problem particularly in this fandom bc the series is horror.#and I ship a toxic ship.#but I neither enjoy horror nor this trope. so what the fuck am I doing here#how did I get here. I'm lost guys#but yeah; it naturally attracts more people that are into quite dark or hardcore things#and I'm just sitting here with my soft dick in my hand wondering where it all went wrong#i don't belong here#I can't relate to 99% of people#honestly? I just... like Flug....... I just adore the autistic scientist#and I wanna SMOOCH him but I can't identify too well with myself or thus my sona#so how the fuck am I gonna smooch and love on this man#I need SOME second character for this!!#well Black Hat is pretty cool and easier to draw than the rest; I like his design...#so here we are.#I'm not really in it with my heart. I don't understand the essence of this ship. I'm a fandom blep#that's why a lot of content is probably disturbing and upsetting as hell to me.#but that's just my theroy..... a Joshi™ theory#sorry for rant I am bored and tired😔#enjoy#villainous#villanos#dr flug#kenning flugslys#my art#ask reply
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Imps of Miitopia
Alternate coloring + trivia:
They're drawn in order by their number in the journal.
There are 2 imp Miis because there are 2 different costume models (like every job's gear) and also because I wanted to draw both the 3DS and Switch promo/default Miis.
I didn't draw a face on the blue imp (Imp "Cheery Granny"/"Traveler's Friend"/"Teammate"/"YOU") because since they're the only imp monsters who have an entire face, they vary so much throughout everyone's playthroughs depending on what Miis you have.
I also made the blue imp's collar similar to the Dark Lord's because this imp resembles the Dark Lord the most, and they only appear as bosses, so the Dark Lord must value them a lot... They're the ones he calls on for help, after all.
For the imp, naughty imp, and clever imp, whatever eyes/glasses they had when they first popped up in the journal, those were the ones I drew.
I've never played the Switch version of Miitopia so seeing the red fiend threw me for a loop.... look at him... waffle fiend....
Spoilers are for the imp Miis' outfits (because one is end-game and one is post-game) and both the terror fiend and the red fiend (mostly/only encountered post-game). Mostly for the red fiend.
Thank you for reading, I leave you with this terror fiend gif. (^∇^)ノ♪
#miitopia#miitopia fanart#miitopia spoilers#miitopia imp#miitopia red#miitopia marie#imp#naughty imp#clever imp#fiend#terror fiend#red fiend#please full view for better quality I beg thee#my art#miitopia promo miis#I was thinking about drawing a Miitopian monster every day for the month but I am tired#technically there are 7 imps for the 7 days of October so mission accomplished (for now)#anyway I like these guys a lot and they're pretty cool too#you have the jobs who are supposedly based on the enemy (but what about the other way around? what if the enemies are based on the job?)#then you have the enemies who are for the majority loyal followers of the Dark Lord (and to an extent the Darker Lord but there's fewer)#and then the terror fiends who run amok because they were too powerful to be controlled (and potentially have their own free wills)#and big ol' red fiend who embodies death... but takes on the form and weapon of an imp to remind you that they are in fact the very same#I also like their idle animations bc it looks like they're showing off their Super Cool and Super Stylish moves#yeah...
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Malevolent gods
Are better than none
#panic in her song lyrics era???#maybe ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#overall i think crisis actors is a pretty great song but GOD do these specific lyrics live in my head rent-free.#the idea that it's more comforting to believe the world is controlled by known malicious forces than to accept bad things just happen.#and that they're out of anyone's control.#something super relevant to today's political climate and it's expressed really well in this song.#um anyways#kirby series#void termina#hyness#dark matter kirby#francisca kirby#flamberge#zan partizanne#oh also yeah this is a real drawing version of that doodle i posted yesterday. lol#panic's favorites
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Also there’s this one shot in the trailer (that I got from elsewhere) that I think is pretty neat
#I like how they’re opposite colors#it kind of makes me sad then that Hollyberry and Eternal Sugar are the same colors#because Shadow Milk and PV are inverts aside from the Soul Jam#Mystic Flour and Dark Cacao are opposites#I mean I guess then it makes sense to have one that’s the same#I think Golden Cheese and Burning Spice are triadic?#actually I’m gonna make this its own thing on a different post so it isn’t stuck in the tags#but yeah pretty shot#cookie run#cookie run kingdom#dark cacao cookie#mystic flour cookie
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It's not a bad place to work truly
#greenhouse content#this week it's been nice#the poinsettias are looking pretty good except for the ones that aren't#i am bonding with more of my coworkers#the new retail manager helped me plant bulbs today and it's crazy how healing chatting with other queer people is for real#and yeah november does suck on account of the darkness and all that#but not in the greenhouse. not for a second
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ever since the 5.2 trailer this is all ive been able to think about
once again, the genshin pokemon au thoughts are running wild
excuse the mega long rant in tags bc i geeked out perhaps a lil too much abt pkmn au but ourghghg.... we do not talk abt how i spent at least an hour writing all this out....
#just genshin <3#ororon with noibat and noivern... maybe he has like... a pkmn daycare kinda thing going on and lots of baby pkmn like to follow him around#and citlali with psychic pkmn like espeon espurr and both male and female meowstics...#omg wait citlali with both of the meowstics as her companions would be so funny hold on 😭#and capitano with absol.... and also aegislash bc yes he so would have that stance change... + with it being able to detect#qualities of leadership in ppl and capitano literally having the perfect leadership + justice-like sense of duty is so !!#and corviknight and bisharp.... yeah...#idk but capitano with dark and/or steel types >>>>#OR EVEN A GALLADE OMG WAIT CAPITANO WITH A GALLADE WOULD BE SO COOL TOO?? ESP MEGA GALLADE???#it being the master of courtesy and swordsmanship and has an honourable warrior image... wait thats actually perfect...#ALSO MUALANI WITH A SHARPEDO ANYTHING ELSE IS WRONG !!! but she would also have a buizel/floatzel too...#maybe an alolan raichu too??? that would be pretty cute actually#kinich with a serperior???? i think that could work... or at least a really sassy snivy KJHD#also lk can see him with a tsareena 😭 also a lil baby turtwig would be cute too... sobs...#SCEPTILE TOO OMG#kachina would maybe have a lil gible or wooper or sandshrew... omg wait maybe a rockruff :((#xilonen maybe would have an excadrill?? hmm.. idk bc i can kinda see her with a garchomp... maybe a luxray too?? hmm........#chasca would maybe have a braviary? or a talonflame actually... honestly can see her with a gyarados too 🧍♀️ but also mega pidgeot...#AND MAVUIKA !! can see her with a mienshao... WAIT NO A BLAZIKEN???? + /MEGA/ BLAZIKEN?????? omg infernape and cinderace too...#mavuika with fire + fighting types >>>>#anyway this is too long and it was just the natlan cast haha....#pls no one understands how much i love pkmn and genshin pkmn!au has been rotting the back of my brain for years#pls... i need to actually make this a series or smth bc u can BET reader would have like... a gardevoir companion bc gardevoir <3 ;w;#but also u would have an eevee walking companion alongside gardevoir too !!#man... this actually makes me want to go back to the fic draft holy hell
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Some character busts I sketched out for the most recent chapter of Heroes in the Dark!
#bnha#boku no hero academia#mha#my hero academia#fumikage tokoyami#bnha mirko#rumi usagiyama#tokoyami fumikage#geten#mr compress#heroes in the dark#hitd#fanart#my art#bnha fanfic#fanfiction#yeah nobody's really having a good time#mirko stays optimistic tho#im not used to drawing compress's face#still cant believe hes so pretty
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