#yeah I'm filled with hope
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They told you to fix a world they couldn't but you realized you can't fix it with the broken, maliced soaked blocks they leave behind. So you choose to a different way, one that embraces the world and its impurities but you keep a block because to forget is to repeat.
#the boy and the heron#the boy and the heron spoilers#yeah i'm fine#yeah I'm filled with hope#yeah I'm crying#studio ghibli#hayao miyazaki#anime
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Ya'll wouldn't believe how much RELIEF I felt when I read this, because!! Even if Venti's not voiced in 5.6, it's an Archon Quest, so that means he'll be voiced later on!!
#crystal rambles#genshin impact#genshin impact venti#venti#Erika harlacher#venti va#genshin impact venti va#okay quick vent time:#I do NOT have a reddit account but I go there sometimes to see updates from the official genshin account cause I don't have twitter/x#and this is from a post I found on the sub!#and I was so relieved over it!!#but oh my god#the people on reddit are some of the most horrendous beings I've ever seen#while yes; there was a lot of comments saying they're hoping she'll be back soon! that's nice!!#but SOME of the comments are just so downright annoying I don't even wanna paraphrase them >:(#UGH#I am! CLAWING my table!!!!!#but yeah I DO think that maybe Erika has figured something out with Hoyo#she's just wasn't able to voice for the next patch in time. but I'm sure she will fill it in in a later patch!!!!#if any of you are confused over this I don't mind explaining!
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I think I'm going to carve out a couple exemptions to my self-imposed "no repeats" rule on my daily bug drawings for the cases of
I am working on a project that requires drawing the same guy multiple times. Each of those can be a daily bug
I saw it irl
I like having the rule in place bc it encourages me to pay attention to all the different little guys out there but I realized it was also discouraging me from working on larger projects piece by piece, and also from drawing more of my fave local bugs because What If I See That Guy For Real Later. So, that's my solution.
#Personal/#Don't think anyone really cares but I'm explaining my thought process anyway#Also I may have volunteered for a bit of a dung beetle drawing project that will probably require a few tries to get right#So... yeah. More dung beetles even after I fill up my elephant poo paper notebook#@ my followers hope u like dung beetles.....
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you ever write several hundred words of nothing but a character portrait of someone getting a bone crushing hug and trying to mentally deal with it in one single swoop of inpired writing and then step back and be like hm. so i'm a little bit touch starved maybe
#from total bluescreen to Dude Just Put Your Freaking Hands Somewhere Don't Make This Weird#to this can't be comfortable for you right you're basically hugging sticks i mean i'm very comfortable right now but that#can't really be the case for y--even tighter? alright cool that's. yeah. that's fine. hey hope you don't mind the gaping pit in my chest#since yknow you seem all that content with filling it right now.
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by the lighthouse.
dividers
#alright i suppose i should tell what's up lately! im mostly posting this like a mini update or whatever haha#so - since i made that last post on my disappearance i worked endlessly to finish my animation project and thank goodness it's finally over#i had to take a break from trying to be social here and just stay in my own space and i did that by having a smaller side blog to ramble#the project was very... tiring - definitely took out so much energy from me post physically and mentally and i was just frustrated everyday#so i just took my time to be alone with a few close people and i like to think im okay now?#i like to think so - since i was able to deliver a few commission drafts today so i'm relieved that im back to my usual pace#I'll post a few of my doodles here i did during my project just to fill the void haha#i've acquired a minor familial from another video game and i care for him a lot :] idk ill bother to talk abt it here but yeah thats funnn#also indulging a lil bit of t.n.m.n content as of late also thanks to my friend who knows abt it hehe#soo yeah! I don't know if ill be active like the usual but know that i'm doing alright now! hope everyone's doing okay too xoxo#ill probably still stay in my smaller blog for a little longer but will occasionally pop in here!#sooo yaaa#~ art#💚 memoryshipping#also yea i think no.rton only had like. 10 days worth of being the blog brand here until i switched back to the usual guy lmaooo sorry 😔
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What is even happening with DL merch now
#I don't want to critisise the art too much because it's not like I could do better but idk it looks like he's opening his jaw at the dentist#Couldn't they have made it little more flirty/playful?#and less bored tooth examination?#also this set is called houtai lovers#houtai translates to bandages...#I'm gonna be honest#I think they have run out of ideas#I'm keeping an eye out because they've got the broadcast this month#but yeah this does not fill me with hope OTL
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Dave is a treasure.
#dave jones#bg3#samantha beart#halsin#neil newbon#speaking of#i REALLY hope neil wins#that scene when astarion weeps after cazador is no more? yeah.#that fills my eyes with tears just thinking about that#I'm nominating this game for the game of the year on steam#twitter
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Destiny 2: At The Base
#destiny 2#d2: the final shape#destiny 2 the final shape#the final shape#the lost city#destiny 2 the lost city#destiny 2 the pale heart#the pale heart#aw yeah AW YEAH#Bulwark-26#titan guardian#soon i hope to have internet back but tbh working through all my screenshots has been nice#very peaceful stuff#i just fill the queue while I'm on lunch break or something#it hasnt been bad to have a little break from the game either especially in light of all of the. excitement#bungie#destiny 2 pc
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Went for a walk but instead of touching grass I started thinking of phones and man I'm so fucking Curious and Hyped to see the Roger route especially to see how different he is from his counterpart in DSaF.
After all, in that universe it really seems that the only thing that made Roger get his shit together after his wife left him and he dropped off med school and shit was fucking Dying and getting to now be Someone Else (see: Scott) but now everyone is already a phone so that possibility is off the table which makes me wonder, is this Roger just not miserable or is there a brand new thing that he found to get his life relatively together?
#luly talks#dialtown#dialtown roger#roger jones#GOD FUCK MAN I HOPE WE ALSO GET TO FINALLY SEE JAKE THEY'RE ROOMIES IT'D BE ONLY FAIR PLEEEEASE I WANNA SEE DA DILF OT2#but yeah no I'm quite fond of this orange feller he's so sad#he does have kind of a similar thing to what he had before going on i jsut remembered how. god#the fuckign trampoline incident. wish peter would've finished that story w these things happen sometimes! 🤷 christ#but roger really is now just filling the shoes of someone else not bc he's capacitated to do so or not but by sheer fucking chance#i doubt he'll be as tragic as dsaf rogers tho bc . no one is as miserable as they were there thank god#that we are aware of ❓#but still. yesterday seeing dog mention how long this route is already was like RAUGHHGGHRHGE rips my shirt off like a werewolf
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kind of fucking weird to come out of a almost five and a half hour long power outage only to find out that your grandaunt passed on Thursday. indescribable feeling i'll tell you that
#i knew in my spirit somehow before i saw the message though. don't ask. you won't understand unless you've lived it#we uh. well. that side of the family wasn't exactly close so ig i'm not as torn up about it as i would have been if we were in regular#contact but i had wanted to speak with her for a while. just to hear some stories fill some shit in on the family tree etc etc#think i had reached out to her daughter through one of my uncles (her daughter. like said daughter isn't technically my first cousin#funny how that works) but she wasn't able to get back to me in time and then. yeah. huh#realistically i should be feeling some kind of grief rn but it's not coming. it's just 'well. fuck. she's gone. there go the ancestors'#i hope she rests well. i hope all my family members on that side aren't so fucked up they can't function. i hope they have a support#system. i hope they put up her obituary so i can look through and say that's my grandaunt and feel the briefest sense of connection#go in peace auntie.
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good morning!! <333
#hehe so today's plans are pretty chill#more driving practice if the parking lot's empty again#i think i'm gonna post my next fic tomorrow so that there's a day between lol#but yeah pretty good day!#i might find an ask game to fill out (or i could start on that one set of like 294 questions i've kept open since i saw it??)#problem is i would wanna answer it for like 3-4 f/os and that's a lot lol#anyways that's a problem for after-lunch me lol#i hope that today/tonight is kind to you!!! <333#morning rambles
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#[ him <5<5<5<5 !! ]#[ been thinking a lot about him recently hhhh ]#[ i mean i always think about him but YEAH ]#[ unfortunately i'm busyyyyyyyyyy again ]#[ i keep filling my weeks and days with stuff ahaha ]#[ in the past i used to just stay indoors by myself 24/7 ]#[ i gotta get better at taking advantage of the time i have available for writing ]#[ i have so many ideas and plots in my head !!!!! ]#[ my to-do list is a million miles long WELP ]#[ - but also i kinda love it bc i'm never bored - ]#[ anyways !! once i again i must thank you for your patience with me guys! you're so kind and understanding t-t <5 ]#[ - gives out trophys - ]#[ you're the best !! ]#[ hope you're all doing good <5 ]#toby post. ╱ out of character.
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Feeling more drained than I have in quite a long time so for comfort I watched a few episodes of star trek tos and I had totally forgotten how gay that show seriously is
#I watched eps 4 and 5 I think#of season 3#so that's 'and so the children shall lead' and 'is there in truth no beauty?'#the latter one is among my fave episodes!#but the former one has that quite heated scene in the turbolift#man I love gay people#I'm alone at home because my love is away for vacation#and to fill out the empty space in my life I made tiramisu#way more than what one person can eat alone but I'm taking that as a challenge#I had several rounds of job interviews and also home renovations/repairs in the past few days so yeah#rest is much needed#I've also been studying a lot for the upcoming semester which I'm super proud of but also tired#so tonight I will be reading nothing but fanfic#shrews ramblings#sorry for the rant I'm kinda just talking to myself here and the ~30 ppl that follow me dhskfhkdhfkd#have y'all been okay? I hope yes!!! :D
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lady got passive aggressive with me bc she missed her opportunity to apply
#i was like 'oh yeah we were a couple of weeks ago i'm not sure if we are now'#she came up to me and my trainees and was like 'i didn't know you were hiring'#and she goes 'well i was checking for job listings and i couldn't find any'#i just went 'oh okay that's so weird i'm not sure why it didn't pop up... maybe you can try our website? (she was using indeed before)'#to which she goes 'i was but it was showing me everywhere else but [location]'#i go 'oh sorry maybe we closed the posting by the time you were able to check but we will 100% be hiring for christmas time'#bc i don't want to give her hopes that we'll be hiring again before then (simply bc i don't know)#and she goes 'well i cant wait until christmas' with that karen look on her face#like girl idk what you want ME to do..#we filled the positions we need i'm sorry you missed out#but there really is NOTHING i can do 😭
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Thank you so much for answering my question! I'm kinda new to fanfiction (not that I didnt know it existed but I literally have never seen or engaged with any until like a month ago lol) and so I just wanted to get your perspective on something I dont really understand yet. I'm autistic so I guess sometimes it's just hard for me to see/imagine characters as anything but how they are in canon, but I understand that it would be totally boring to write fanfic that only follows canon! I kinda see fanfic as that writers version of the character, like that's your specific version of Dabi and other writers have their versions of Dabi and maybe they're completely different 🤔 and I guess in my head it made more sense to me to just make a new character to make them exactly how you want and then you wouldn't have to worry about canon at all lol (because my mind wont let me see characters differently sometimes) but I get it now that you explained :) so if you dont mind me asking in your au's what happened differently in dabi/ touyas life to make him a sexual person? In canon I dont really see Dabi as a sexual person like he couldn't be bothered with relationships or anything sexual, like I almost see him as being asexual. So what kind of changed for him in your au's to make him more sexual and willing to have relationships? And thanks again for taking the time to explain for me, I really appreciate it 😊💕
hello again!! c: oh i’m glad i could help! <3 i mean, ultimately, just like all other fiction, it’s all personal preference. some people only like to read in-canon fic and some people only like to read AUs and some people like both, etc etc etc and it’s all totally and completely fine! i think you seeing fanfic as that specific writer’s version of a character/characters makes complete sense and, in a way, is also true—we are each expressing our own interpretations of him! so i absolutely get where you’re coming from there c: and i think your reasoning for being confused makes sense, too!
oh that’s a good question! unfortunately, i don’t have an answer for you, though, because i personally have always interpreted canon dabi as someone who would use casual sex (and drugs!) to try (and fail) to fill the gaping void in his chest. it is 100% fine if you disagree with me, and i will always encourage anyone to interpret any character however they’d like to. the beauty with art and fiction is that there’s technically no wrong answer to a lot of this stuff—if you personally see dabi as someone who is asexual, then he is asexual! if i see him as a sexual being, then he is a sexual being! we can have our own conflicting views on him and who he is, because he isn’t real, and he can be whoever we want him to be. does that make sense? let me know if you have any other questions or something seems unclear and i will try my best to further explain myself! <3
#i also believe that a lot of our interpretations of art + characters come from our own personal experiences#so for example: as someone who has suffered a lot of similar trauma to dabi i *also* used vices to try and fill the gaping hole the trauma#left in my chest. as such it makes sense that i might see or understand dabi as doing something similar!#sometimes we will use these characters as tools and vehicles to work through and process trauma etc.#we find a lot of comfort and catharsis through these characters right?#i really hope this makes sense and i'm articulating myself properly#but i am always open to further discussion if you need it! <3#my main point though is: there is no right or wrong way to interpret a specific character#they are whoever you want them to be#your interpretation is just as valid as anyone else's interpretation#don't ever let anyone else tell you differently. as long as we can be respectful toward others even if we disagree with them or don't share#their interpretation; that is what matters#the only thing that isn't okay is someone being rude toward you just because you don't share their personal interpretation#anyway! yeah! i am so sleepy so i hope this isn't all just a jumbled mess HAHAHA#have a fabulous day anon and stay hydrated!!! <3#inky.bb#clari gets mail
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How to tell I'm genuinely pissed: A Guide
So, I swear pretty liberally when I can, but the thing that's funny about that is a few years ago I would not have been able to. Due to my... intense Christian upbringing I wasn't able to bring myself to swear until maybe 4 years ago or so? First time I said shit on accident (which I may have just thought it, can't remember) I started profusely apologizing to God cause I was worried it'd get me a ticket to hell. All that fun stuff.
But the one thing that I've never been able to break out of swearing wise is not saying, "Oh my God," "Goddamn," or "Jesus Christ." Stuff like that. Mostly because of how one of the 10 Commandments directly says to not take God's name in vain, and because of that I can't bring myself to do it. So besides when I'm quoting something or reading out dialogue I can't ever bring myself to say those.
Except for just now, in which I have learned that anti choice assholes who try to make a point with a post that was talking about AN ONGOING GENOCIDE can make me actually say those.
#yes this is about that last post I reblogged#didn't wanna make it about me in the tags so I'm explaining just how rage filled I am here#hope that person takes a good long look in the mirror and evaluates their choices#to be real I actually do hope that they think this over cause I remember being on the pro life side of things a few years ago cause I-#didn't understand and my youth pastor made it sound like the most heinous act anyone could ever commit#but that still wouldn't explain the very much unwanted changing of the subject#again. read the room. and free palestine.#vent#kinda ig. mentioned my weird religious crises so yeah#phoenix prattles
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