#yeag 💖

[u3pxx]

wait, you're aroace too?? 🤩

[14dayswithyou]

no way you dropped the biggest river lore in the tags and moved on like it was nothing 😭 can i ask if this is still your intentions with him? bc it sounds like you changed your mind halfway 🤔

im ngl though i really enjoy how ren and river are similar and different to each other, but does that mean river would hurt his angel but leave our friends alone the same way ren would never hurt his angel but would unalive all of our friends? since they're suppose to be each other opposites. i really hope this makes sense 😬 my final question is what is ren doing on thursday? i want to go on a cute pier date again 🩷🌸

@secretkoa asked: and can i hear more about what unsent memory is suppose to be about or is that off limits? idk if i asked this in my previous question so ignore me if i did! thank yuo and remember to drink lots of water 🐸🌱

⌞♥⌝ For those who haven't seen the original post, I want to quickly clarify once more that while River was originally my OC, he's since been picked up and revamped by my friend Jesse/@unsentmemory!!

However, now that Jesse has stepped away from the yandere community, River's fate (and da fate of Unsent Memories) has kinda been put on the sidelines for the foreseeable future.

‼️ Massive Unsent Memories and River spoilers under the cut ‼️ CW for: mentions of gore, torture, mutilation, self-harm, etc.

With all of that being said, yes, Jesse's original intention for River was for him to be your standard "serial killer-turned-yandere once he accidentally catches feelings for his latest victim (Bunny)". The only main difference is that I originally planned for River to be a generic murderer first, whereas Jesse had him become a yandere right off the bat.

You also asked to know more about Unsent Memories, and I think giving a general synopsis(?) would be fine?? ^^ But basically... After getting involved in a car accident, Bunny wakes up with amnesia and gets tricked into thinking that this random guy — whom they've never met before — is their loving, supportive boyfriend named River. In turn, he convinces Bunny that staying in their shared home would be more beneficial than staying in the hospital as it might rekindle some old memories, he'd be able to take care of them, and it would be easier for them to recover at their own pace. But surprise!! River is actually a frequent patron at the Murderer Motel™ and now has trapped Bunny in his Torture Basement®!!! <3 He also maaaay or may not've been the one who hit them with Ren's car as well... ^^ Oopsie daisy hehe

And yeah!! Similar to what you've said, River was also supposed to share (somewhat of) a narrative foil with Ren!! I personally wanted them both to have similar, complimenting vibes with each other — all while having completely different/separate motives and incentives when it comes to the object of their affection. I'm glad to see it was conveyed well enough; even after Jesse's additions to River's characterisation :3 I know I already shared some examples in the previous tags, but I can share a few more:

Where Ren puts Angel's feelings and opinions above his own, River purposefully ignores Bunny's and does everything for his own personal benefit. Essentially, "I'm doing this for you" vs "I'm doing this for me".

While Ren would never dream about harming Angel in any capacity, he's perfectly happy to kidnap, extort, torture, and kill everyone else... In contrast to River, who's accustomed to torturing and brutalising others for his own twisted enjoyment and sees it as a way to show his interest in Bunny.

Kinda silly how Ren claims to be a freelance programmer (but is actually a hacker) and how River claims to work at a music shop (it's a coverup for his second torture chamber lmaoooo).

[CW: implications of SH] Ren is willing to go as far as mentally and physically hurting himself if Angel asks him to, whereas River is willing to physically mutilate Bunny if it means keeping them by his side. [end CW]

With that being said, you can assume that Ren is easily swayed by Angel's words, opinions, and emotions, whereas River can easily sway and manipulate Bunny due to his own feelings and emotions.

This is something I've actually mentioned before, but Ren always prefers things to be tidy, so he often cleans himself up after disposing of his victims. Compared to River, who casually wears the bloodstains with pride and blames it on getting a bit rough with someone else during a boxing match.

It's no secret that Ren is willing to change every aspect of himself to earn Angel's love, and River is willing to change his serial killer ways to return Bunny's love. Da power of friendship and repressed childhood memories gksdgjh T_T /silly

Ren pretends to be a Normal Guy© with tons of empathy to spare, whereas River pretends to be a Regular Person℗ with the heart of a himbo.

I could go on but you get da point lol

So, yeah!! This is essentially the vibes we had planned for River (and Unsent Memories) before Jesse stepped down /pos ^^ I feel like talking vaguely about UM is fine since River only has a small cameo in 14DWY — and I'm sure that if Jesse ever returns from war (/silly), they'll give River muuuuch more justice than I possibly can :3c

[nulltune]

^ person who would lightly tug on sb's clothing if she wants their attention (so if your muse has like a cloak or a scarf or long sleeves or just any piece of clothing that can be tugged-- They Are Not Safe)

[le-velo-pour-dru]

dallon should be french more im insane about him <3333333

-Gloom

...The fact that right after I read this I got butterflies 🤭 <333333333333333333333333333333

[tulpar-transmissions]

disclaimer before i start writing this is just kind of a brain dump. so. yeag 👍

it really fucking bothers me. how the mouthwashing fandom tags things. especially their character HATE. ohh my god.

They will make a post that is just "I HATE JIMMY" repeated 27 times. And then they put it in #Jimmy Mouthwashing.

Now, I completely understand WHY. He's an absolute piece of shit and should rot in hell for all eternity.

But it also... really sucks. I dunno. Maybe I'm being a little bitch, but it's always so aggressive. Saying that Jimmy should kill himself and that you want to kill him and all of that.

It really sucks. And as a fictive of Jimmy, it's upsetting to a point where I sometimes worry about making posts about myself, because we are so violent to him.

Sometimes, when I'm having a really rough time, I like to go look through my tag. It's nice. I like seeing art of myself. It's fun!

But I can't, because I know that I'm going to see "Jimmy should actually kill himself," and I know that it's going to be untagged.

Maybe I'm just overreacting? I dunno. I truly do understand why we say these things, but it's really shitty to me. I mean, come on. The general untagged "kys" jokes bother me anyway, but it especially hurts like this.

I'm not mad at anyone. I'm not upset. I'm not apologizing for canon. I'm not taking moral high ground. I'm just talking about something that upsets me.

If you took the time to read this, thank you. I appreciate it /gen

It's not even that you have to keep everything out of the character tags! Maybe just use "#fuck jimmy" or "#i hate jimmy" or something? Make it a common thing, so that filtering it actually does something.

Again, thank you! Much love to the entire community, y'all are awesome 💖 /p /gen

Sincerely, Jimmy 📗🌿 :)

[zhouxiangs]

sasa, i love your gifs and i wanted to ask if you tried out new gifmaking methods lately. i feel like they're a bit different, still as beautiful as ever but even more smoother than from before? any tips or tricks?

thank you anon 🥺💖

it's so funny how i've been asked this a couple times sdifjdsf i changed my frame delay about a month and a half-ish ago from 0.05 to 0.04~ i kept thinking about it after seeing this ask someone sent @clairedaring, then tried it but it looked way too fast so i wasn't convinced, and then i kept going back and forth for a bit bc my usual delay started looking too slow to me lol i think this aylinluna gifset was the last full width "normal" gifset i made before switching for good.

here, take this gif from my ep 4 ming gifset for example:

or this one from this gifset:

or this minnie gif from this mmdiy gifset:

or this unused joe gif from my ep 4 joe gifset:

or baby boy's baby bird behaviour this one from sol's ep 4 gifset:

the difference isn't huge, but you can see how the movements look a lot more natural/smoother in the 0.04 gifs since they look closer to the actual videos!

and this is more a matter of personal preference, but i wouldn't recommend this for things like trailers or kpop mvs, or anything else with a bunch of interspersed clips/shots. look at this one from aespa's armaggedon mv:

flashing aside, that is. way too fast 😵‍💫 (was this an excuse to gif something from the mv? maybe. do i now want to gif the whole thing? also maybe.)

other than that i'm not doing anything differently; i always use continuous layers whether i'm extracting and loading them into stack or importing video frames to layers, which i only do that for tiktoks/reels bc otherwise it takes me longer than with frame extraction (yeag idk either), which is the first thing you want to do for a smooth/continuous result anyway.

and honestly that's it dsfdsf thanks for your question <3

[spotaus]

I wanna request some more stereo sans if that’s okay, I LOVE HIM THE DESIGN IS SO SCRUNKLY RAAAAAHHHHH

Also hi I love your art✨✨✨

HI HELLO!!!

I gotta say I was surprised to see Stereo in my Asks, but I am SO glad u requested him!!! 🥺💖💖💖

The goofy himself! I missed drawing him sm!!!!!

He's really silly because I don't really have lore for him outside the main Eternal Ashes storyline, and that's a whole can of worms, so no Lore-Dump unfortunately. BUT if u want some Design History lore I'm dropping some beneath the cut!

Okay so, Stereo was one of my first ocs for utmv. Like. I think he was designed right after Ichor (<- my first Sans oc) was. He was part of a Trio, made up of Orchid, Reset, and himself. Currently they're the three longest surviving cast members of Eternal Ashes, but Stereo has gone through very few changes.

Here are his First Reference (left) and Revised Reference (right) from about 2019 and probably 2020 respectively.

The one on the left is so funny to me because, yeag, I used to have an awful style 🫶 but Stereo's design is honestly pretty consistent over the years.

Like the rest of the designs like him, he kinda Grew Up with me as I learned to draw better and as I developed the story he was involved with. He's one of my special blorbos that (while he doesn't have a ton of lore like I usually give my ocs) is always fun for me to draw and revisit!!!

Thanks for the request, Anon!!!! Maybe I can do some more proper scene doodles for him in the near future! (I love drawing him in motion thanks to his clothes/arms)

[moonchild-in-blue]

oh yeag my mama said the moon was pink the other day

Pink moon??!!?!??! That's hella cute, I wish I had a pink moon rn 😔💖

[cheesebrackers]

RUNS AROUND AT YOU !!!!!!!! Gyouguehuwh you say very sweet things to me in my reblogs spins around you in circles very very swiftly ^w^ 🫶🫶💖💖💖💖💖💖🫶🫶🫶💖🫶🫶🫶

YEAAHEHEHEHHEE HIIII^^ I LOVE LEAVING TAGS UNDER POSTS MOSTLY WHEN ITS SOMEONE IM EVEN SLIGHTLY FAMILIAR WITH LIKE WOAG..THATS MOOT…. TAGS GO💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥 but yeag:3333333 ur art cool as hell n ur takes fire so of COURSE I’m gonna agree

[firstofficerkittycat]

bad queer rep (weird characterization/ideas about being bisexal (im assuming i've never watched strangelove)) vs bad queer rep (the most complicated diverse queer character i've ever seen but he is a terrible person when it comes down to it, which surprisingly and luckily isn't related to his queerness but the fact that he's killed hundreds of people)

yeag💖💞💕💝💓💞💞💝💖💞💕💕💓💖

[doyoulikethis-vocaloid-song]

when submissions open i am about half sorry for some of the real obscure vocaloid songs ill be putting politely in your hands later <3 you ever dig around the tranches of NND on a lone friday night to find a song sang by luka that only has 200 views, probably no YT reupload even by the creator and then punched in the face to learn it was in a game? yeag.

Anon you do not understand, I HUNT for vocaloid songs made for non vocaloid games. That's like one of my favorite categories of vocaloid songs. Please share all your super obscure no views vocaloid songs with me, and never be sorry for it 💖

[le-velo-pour-dru]

It's literally so cruel and evil that I can't kiss him 💖

How is Dallon so lovely and perfect :( 🩷

[girlnamedbug]

HI !!!!!!!!!!!

yeag 💖

[kuromi-hoemie]

thanks for always delighting us with your thoughts in the tags 💖 reading your comments and opinions makes me feel more comfy opening up like that on my blog! also the way you talk about your friends, crushes, coworkers is always so sweet. you have great energy and im glad were moots <3

i looove answering polls 🌝 like yes please ask me a question i would love to talk. i am happy that i make u feel more comfy opening up ♡⁠

ʕ⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴥ⁠ꈍ⁠ʔ ♡⁠ and i do have a lot of love for the people in my life. i really do try to love my friends as much as i can. (⁠´⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠.̫⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠`⁠) i won't rant about it but i spent most of my 20s working or giving my all to romantic relationships and not enough to myself or friends. after getting out of my last long term relationship i wanted to focus on friendship and am resolved to love my friends as deeply as possible!! it's blissful here (❁´◡`❁) ♡⁠ but also yeag i have always been a big baby lovergirl (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠) it just flows out of me and I'll give it however they want to take it. i wanna make so many more friends after i move and I'm going to love them all from the bottom of my heart 😤💕

[josephtrohman]

hello it’s the joe fic anon!! i don’t think i mind what sort of pov or what pairing, like i love combinatorics because i Adore the “pining idiots” sorta trope, so i would happily read more of those guys being obsesssd with joe (because you know. me too brother). but also because i haven’t read much joe perspective i would happily try that too. i know this literally doesn’t narrow it down AT ALL lmao so no hurry, whatever u provide will feed me good ❤️

heehee ok i got u anon!!!! as a joegirl god the more descriptors of how in love with joe the protag is the better bc YEAG ARGGG (just one part of why combinatorics will forever be my favest like ME TOO PATRICK!!!!!!) but anyways here is my tailored fic recs based on u wanting joe-centric fics :D there is some overlap ofc with my other recs posts and i just realized that most of these recs are just joe pov MORE PINING OVER JOE IN FICS PLS FANFIC AUTHORS THANK U!!!! but there is some of that here too still (combinatorics always the king for that tho). sorry this took a couple days shoutout to finals szn but JOE-CENTRIC FICS COMING RIGHT UP

joetrick:

technology by rosiedoesfic. i’m due in for a reread very soon but it’s a wonderful story about joe and patrick both being single at 30 and joining a dating app and being each other’s road test for dating. written for the same prompt as combinatorics so they’re like sister fics in my mind!!! :)

friction in your jeans by dogboytrohman. hello. one of the tags says gratuitous descriptions of how beautiful joe is and it’s true. patrick has a crisis when joe first gets his lip pierced and they kiss and mess around

thnks fr th knckrs by rosiedoesfic. joe slowly pulling patrick into the world of being interested in panties and my godddddd it’s so good!!!

token by gigantic. joe’s pov, but he’s on a mission to have gay sex, and he has to face a few unsuccessful times before he can finally fulfill his dream ;3 soooo good

brace yourself and find a safe place by distortedmya. joe comes out as an adult, and when he’s struggling a bit patrick spends time with him. very sweet read!!!

good fortune by heyginger. a short very fluffy new year’s centered fic. no spoilers since it’s short ;)

message in a bottle by bunnytrohman. joe realizes he’s in love with patrick during 2ourdust, i keep recommending this one because i love it sm and i was lucky enough to be able to get to beta for richie on this one!!

wentzman:

the things we do by gigantic. joe stays with pete for a few days and helps him get rid of some of ashlee’s stuff and pete likes to wear her clothes, and basically joe and pete start fucking. a lot. it’s joe pov so no pete pining over joe or anything but oh my god pls read it, it is so impeccably written!!! probably my fav wentzman fic ever

when you wake up the world will come around. kid fic about pete and joe being dads that fall in love. another one of my fav wentzman fics UGH so good so cute. another joe pov btw (i believe!!! it’s been a minute since i reread this one)

eyeliner = consent by arsenic. ryan ross has a scheme to get joe and pete to sleep with each other by making patrick put eyeliner on joe so as to seduce pete. it’s a wild-ass concept but im obsessed also PETE POV if i remember correctly

ok i think im going to stop there for now, BUT the nice thing about joetrick fics (and wentzman but ppl have never just asked for wentzman recs lol) is that they’re pretty inherently joe-centric so if you get the itch for more beyond these ones, i have two other posts of fic recs on my blog already!!! here and here. some of the fics i’ve recommended here can be found there too, but there are others that are excellent choices in those posts as well!!! i’m also always here to chat about fics beloved anon, and i can try to dig through my archive even more if u happen to need more recs :3 now go forth and enjoy joe centric fics :D 💖

[kaoharu]

I was stupid💔 itsok im normal now❤️ also the tags r funny LOL I started eating the crust after bcs i started feeling bad for being wasteful 😭

-toma

JSJSKDKSJS its ok we were all silly kids before 💖 but yeag makes sense