#yea im lucky enough to b able to live at home but i literally feel like im trapped in a cage every day and i wanna cry

[temmiemonomae]

I love looking for a new job when i don't have a car! It's SO GREAT that indeed shows me almost exclusively jobs I'm completely unqualified for or jobs that are extremely way out of the range i have consistently set!! It's Sooo cool that zip recruiter sends me like 30 emails a day for chickenshit gigs or jobs i have zero chance of getting based on the resume they constantly remind me i put in!! Yes, i DO wanna apply for a district manager position 2 hours away in a field I've never worked. Please send me 30 more jobs just like it 🩷. I adore that jobs make me jump through 30 hoops to Not even make it to the interview stage. I loveee that i tried to talk to my therapist about it and she couldn't come up with even one coping mechanism to work for that situation. I absolutely don't Ever wanna chew francium after scrolling through 5 or 6 job app websites and coming up empty-handed. It's not soulcrushing at all that my last biweekly paycheck was $109. In fact, i love not having any money to help anyone!!! It's so swaggy