#yay living here is soooooo fun cant wait for whatever shit they do tomorrow ..
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Another day I should have just outright avoided the news....
#im more exhausted every day and like#its getting so hard to not be really demoralized and lose hope for A Future#ngl its really hard to feel like life just only gets worse#steady downward spiral#having a down day i guess#😵💫 love steadily losing more and more hope i can even find a happy life for myself again#personal stuff#dont mind me i guess#just the state of things are getting me real bad#i feel so trapped and i have no real options#yay living here is soooooo fun cant wait for whatever shit they do tomorrow ..#it feels like im going crazy#every day we take another 20 steps towards a dictatorship that wants to Actually Kill Me#and the world just keeps going on. when does it stop? why is nobody else so stressed?#whats it like to be so removed from this shit that you get to close the app and it wont affect you really?#is the whole world just gonna watch us drown and just. ignore and forget?#i feel crazy for being kept up w insomnia at night thinking 'how long until i will have to flee with just the clothes on my back?'#and feel even worse and more hopeless because theres nowhere to go. nobody to rely on.#and i know theres other people who have it worse than me#other people who are similarly in crazy danger and i feel bad for feeling so selfish about being worried about my own safety#and my friends' safety#anyway sorry for the doom spiraling#its rough
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