#yanderecoded

[v-anrouge]

ppl who genuinely think rook is evil and sadistic and yanderecoded r so funny and silly because rook is just a autistic guy that wants to chase after humans like a child does to a group of pigeons

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@yanderecoded​ Starter call

     As a part-timer librarian helper, he was required to pay attention to the readers around, sorting out to books to their own respective categories, arranging the books in each bookshelf and etc. If someone else looked doubtful in this librarian. He had to approach them, even if the reader was in bad mood today. There’s one possible case today, especially when the female had yet to enter any certain bookshelf.

     “Um... excuse me miss, is there anything that I may be able to help you?” Lets get this over with, that’s what he thought. Holding an encyclopedia, featuring the portrayal of insects, he couldn’t be eager enough to read all the contents with not many other readers around today, giving him a chance to slack.

[ghcsthunted]

yanderecoded replied to your post: s c r e a m s[[MOR] i started Zoloft today and...

i believe you’ll feel better and have a great time at the con! if they try to make you take it again i’d say try to explain that it really made you feel ill or that you’ll start it after the con if they really want you to,, idk but i wish you the best of luck!

thank you so much!! i think i’ll start it after the con, since i figured out where i went wrong taking it but i don’t want to take any chances on ruining my weekend kjfnjvdfk but yeah thank u !!

[lovelornings-archived]

@yanderecoded ll From here  ( Plotted )

              yuri had barely almost any energy when she woke up , but it didn’t               stop her from going into an almost panic whenever she first came                to . she flinched & tried to inch backwards from the stranger                  whenever she noticed the presence of someone else in the room ,                but there wasn’t any room for her to move back .

                she calmed just a bit at the other’s words - they didn’t seem hostile               but she could never be too careful .

              ❛ didn’t … survive ? ❜ she winced then , as if she just noticed the              several marks & injuries that adorned her body . some of them had                 been self - inflicted , but there were other wounds as well , some                more serious - that she definitely hadn’t done herself .

                 ❛ i can’t … remember what happened . ❜

❥ Breadcrumbs. 

That’s what she’d been following for the last few months in the form of vague addresses and disturbing gifts that Ryoba had sent her way. A box of tranquilizers or packages of rat poison were discovered in her mailbox frequently, all with different returning addresses and under different aliases. But she knew it was her. She singed her hollow wishes of well being with the same little heart she had put in the notes of her lunchboxes. 

Why did she bother? What interest did a mother who had abandoned her child have in trying to give her twisted form of affection? Ayano knew she was trying to form her into her own image, to help her gain the affection of the ‘senpai’ she had been promised for so long....but the question as to why was even more difficult to answer once she had met Sayori for the first time.

Killing people - that’d make her unhappy, wouldn’t it? How could she do that?

Perhaps Ryoba thought the subtly of her implications and messages weren’t clear enough to her daughter. This was only explanation  Ayano could think of when she followed the returning address for her latest letter:

I left a gift for you. She should help.

She’d handed this girl a knife a few hours ago after she’d untied her. If this was one of the mind slaves her mother had mentioned in her audio diaries......shit. She wish she could leave it up to her imagination. But she knew. She could understand why her first instinct had been to try and kill herself instead of stabbing the daughter of that monster like she had predicted she would. Ayano had helped stop the bleeding but...she now recognized what a difficult situation she’d put herself in by saving her life. 

“Don’t move too much. You’re going to hurt yourself further” She made some attempt to feign empathy- but it was out of the vague sense of guilt she felt looking at her. She wished she had the ability to schocked....the burn marks on this girl’s arms and legs from a heated metal rod, the flesh missing in chunks across her body, the deep claw marks across her back....her mother had made those in her name. 

This is my fault...

“Hopefully it will stay that way.” she commented, realizing she’d been staring in silence at her injuries for far too long. 

 She had a glass of water in her hand, and put it on the nightstand of this house’s bed. Where did she go from here...? Would she come off as a hallucination?  She’d heard of those occurring with sensory deprivation...something she can only imagine Ryoba put her through repeatedly with the blindfold and noise-canceling headphones she’d found her with.

 She decided to take another deep breath, pushing the glass of water a few inches towards her.“Drink. It’s probably been a few days since you were able to.”

[yancode]

                ❝ the flickering LIGHTS are in rhythm                               with the POUNDING of my heart . ❞

           ind . ACT 2 - FOCUSED YURI from DDLC .

                                    adored unconditionally by ASTRE . reboot of quite a few yuri blogs , such as knifeye , knivesexe , glitchknives , yanderecoded && markovportrait .

[xkeepxfightingx]

@yanderecoded

       “Fate doesn’t CARE about plans.” 

[boreborn]

&& @yanderecoded liked for a starter

      staring -- the fashionista has had her eyes upon the other girl for SOME time now. perhaps it is unnerving, the crystalline gaze of a FAMOUS model, but what is TRULY unnerving is her reason for staring. tiny INKLINGS of understanding, this girl REEKS of despair potential. like a BLOODHOUND drawn to such potentcy, junko wants to poke and PROD, see if her instincts are RIGHT. and if they aren’t, at LEAST she has something small to take up a MINISCULE amount of time.

   cherry lips twist into a smile, finally. something akin to FRIENDLINESS has settled across her features despite the fact that she is everything BUT friendly. a LURE to bring them in -- will she fall prey to the ULTIMATE DESPAIR? a silly question, really. they ALL will, eventually. all that remains to be SEEN is if she will have a new pawn. a new TOY.

                          “ hey -- hey, you’re like a total cutie! heh~ “

[triggertruth-a]

@yanderecoded  //  this.

ah... it’s silly that he would walk into a place like this, and the very fact that this club is comprised entirely of women just confirms it. literature is a feminine hobby, then... he clutches the strap of his bag, obviously nervous. but... he does want to join this club. it has a more relaxed atmosphere than the others he’s been to. and while it is only girls, there are only four of them...

he’s still mulling over whether or not he should stay or mumble out and excuse and dash out, never to return again, when he eyes a book with a red cover. 

could it be?

ah! is that... portrait of markov?” he can’t hide his excitement in the way it settles over his pallid cheeks, colouring them a muted pink. “sorry... um, i read it a few months ago.”

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               ❛ if you don’t mind me asking … ❜ she closed her book , looking                 over to the other with an inquisitive look on her face . ❛ who’s                                                                                           blood was it ? ❜

                 while the smell , taste & feel of blood were all near irresistable                to her , yuri often found blood to be irritating . it stained her                  clothes if she covered wounds too quickly & it could often give                 away a recent - session , if she was in school & wasn’t careful                                                                                                  enough .

                   she had to admit that the feeling of the other yuri’s blood on her                                                          fingers would probably feel quite nice .

                                                                                   @yanderecoded. from.

          “o—” ours, she moves to say, unaccustomed to the sensation of familiarity in a separate being; so intimate, &. yet so different. for every similarity, there was a difference to offset the imperfection. a delicate little thing like that deserves to be hurt.

            she wonders if the other yuri ever feels the same way.

            hands uncertainly tend to violet locks, eyes turned away from the gaze of the other. they’re functionally the same, but she can’t help the shame, her interest relenting to anxiety.

            “i— it was.. it was my own.” she had to think of them as separate entities; it was the respectful way to go about it. “I- I know, th- that’s not.. that’s not special,” a small sigh, “I j- just.. i-it just— I never.. got it on my hands be— before last night..” 

[ghcsthunted]

                                  ( @yanderecoded ) STARTER!

“O-oh, do you like horror stories too?”

     He asked, stumbling over his words nervously - Makoto usually wasn’t one to initiate conversation, but it was rare that he encountered anyone with similar interests to him, especially not at school. Plus, Komaru said it would be good for him to try and make some friends this year. He’d never spoken to the girl before, so he really hoped she wasn’t just holding onto that book for a friend or something...

“I-I haven’t read that one yet, but I know some of the authors other works...”

[yancode]

TAGGED BY:  stolen !

TAGGING: @svartbutler​ @fukenzena​ @soadorbs​ @fantomevoleur​ if you guys want && anyone who sees this && wants to but tag me so i can see please !

ONE ( ALIAS / NAME )   astre TWO ( BIRTHDAY )  october 22 THREE ( ZODIAC SIGN )  libra FOUR ( HEIGHT )  5′7″ FIVE ( HOBBIES )   singing, writing, voice acting, video games, sketching, cosplay SIX ( FAVOURITE COLOUR(S )   pastel pink + blue , purple SEVEN ( FAVOURITE BOOKS )   uhh i haven’t read smth other than a visual novel in an embarrassingly long time EIGHT ( LAST SONG LISTENED TO )   kill me slowly by sickick NINE ( LAST FILM WATCHED ) road to el dorado TEN ( INSPIRATION FOR MUSE )  i p much always have yuri muse , i think about her a lot lol but whenever i sit down to write ... edgy music lol ?? like mcr, set it off, sickick, marilyn manson, mindless self indulgence, etc ELEVEN ( MEANING BEHIND YOUR URL )   monika fucked with yuri’s code to make her the obsessive yandere we all know && love , && i just like how this looks / sounds compared to yanderecode !

[brokenaishi-blog]

Too perfect.

@yanderecoded

~🔪 Every move, every word, every breath, as all calculations came into play for the perfect girl, seeming almost untouchable on the student counsel. So having directed her eyes upon the girl, that tone soft and welcoming with a careful touch, giving a slight bow of the head, “O-oh, hello there, I’m Ayano Aishi. I’ll be helping you as part of the student counsel today with whatever your club might need. You may call me Ayano Aishi.”

[ornateknives-archived]

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eyes: blue | green | brown | hazel | black | grey | red | other | golden & grey | gold & brown-black | purple

hair:   blonde | brown | black | red | ginger | grey/white | multi-color | other | purple

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skin:   pale | light | fair | freckled | tan | olive | medium | dark | discolored | scarred

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orientation: heteroromantic | homoromantic | biromantic | panromantic | aromantic | demiromantic | other

species:   human | undead/vampire | shapeshifter | demon | angel | witch/wizard/sorcerer | incubus/succubus | other

education:  high school  | college | university | higher education | other | no formal education

living situation: lives alone | lives with parents/guardian | lives with significant other  | lives with a friend | lives with siblings | drifter | dorming | homeless

parents/guardian:  mom | aunt | dad | adoptive | foster | grandparents | family friend | orphan | abandoned

relationship:  single | crushing | dating | engaged | married | separated | it’s complicated

i’ve been:  in love | hurt | sick | abused | killed

i have a(n):  learning disorder | personality disorder | mental disorder | anxiety disorder | eating disorder | substance-related disorder | n/a

things i’ve done before:  drank alcohol | smoked | done drugs | stolen | self-harmed | starved myself | been starved | had sex | had a threesome | gotten into a fist fight | gone to the hospital | been arrested | gone to jail | used a fake id | gone to a rave | killed someone

positive traits:  affectionate | adventurous | athletic | brave | careful | charming | confident | creative | determined | fearless | generous | honest | humorous | intelligent | loyal | modest  | patient | selfless

negative traits:  aggressive | bossy | cynical | envious | fearful | greedy | gullible | jealous | impatient | impulsive | insecure | irresponsible | possessive | sarcastic | self-conscious | selfish | unstable

tagged by: @cantfeelanythxng. [ thank u!! ] tagging:  @yanderecoded, @unrealization, @words-left, &. whoever wants to do it!

[ornateknives-archived]

ONE ( NAME / ALIAS ):      alex. TWO ( BIRTHDAY ):      march 26 . THREE ( ZODIAC SIGN ):      aries . FOUR ( HEIGHT ):     5′11″ . FIVE ( HOBBIES ):    writing; cosplaying; singing. I don’t have five, I’m sorry! SIX ( FAVOURITE COLOUR(S) ):      red; blue; purple; black. SEVEN ( FAVOURITE BOOKS ):    mm... none are coming to mind, ahaha... I love a lot. EIGHT ( LAST SONG LISTENED TO: ):     doki doki forever. pls don’t judge NINE ( LAST FILM WATCHED ):      mm.. I don’t watch many movies, actually. TEN ( INSPIRATION FOR MUSE ):      ddlc music, official or fan; replaying some of her scenes; music in general that reminds me of her. ELEVEN ( DREAM JOB ):      err... police work. TWELVE ( MEANING BEHIND YOUR URL ):     her knife collection tbqh. ornate because of her own knife.

tagged  by: stolen from @yanderecoded​.

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