#yandere roy harper love letter

[anxiousnerdwritings]

TW: Mentions of death, suicidal thoughts, yandere themes, angst

(Name)

You know, I always imagined that it would be me who wouldn’t get to come home to you and Lian. That the worst outcome I could have imagined at the time would inevitably happen and I would die to some crook or villain on the job no matter how hard I fought. I feared the day I wouldn’t get to hold the two of you in my arms again, to feel your warmth, to be able to be with my happy little family ever again. That’s where my mind would always go, but I never once considered that it would be either you or Lian that I would end up losing in the end. I wouldn’t let myself be eaten alive by that thought because I would never let that happen. Ever.

But it did. It fucking did and I couldn’t do a damn thing to keep it from happening. I couldn’t save you. I couldn’t do anything as you lay dying in my arms. I felt your warmth slowly leave you. I heard your shallow and labored breaths until they finally stopped. I watched your life fade from your eyes. And I experience it all over again and again every time I close my eyes. No matter how hard I try I will always be reminded of the moment I lost one of the most important things in my life. The reoccurring feeling of helplessness, the hole in my chest, the emptiness that now consumed my entire being; none of it will ever go away. Not even going after the person who killed you could ease any of my anguish. It didn’t take away from the feeling of having my heart ripped out of my chest every time Lian cried out for you, asking where you were and when you would come home again. It didn’t do a damn thing but give me something to take my frustrations and guilt out on, and even that didn’t last long.

I can’t begin to explain how hard it’s been without you, how much I haven’t wanted to continue living without you. If I could I would end it all just to be with you again but I can’t leave Lian behind. I can’t do that to her and I know you wouldn’t want me to. I have to stay for her, make sure she’s taken care of first and foremost, then and only then could I not feel guilty about doing something so selfish.

I know I have to stay strong, especially for my daughter, our daughter. I need to keep going for her. I need to keep fighting for what remains of our little family, but the fight in me is getting weaker and weaker the more time passes. My will is slowly waning to the point of giving way and that selfish part of me just wants it to hurry up, to let it all go and be able to end up where I want to be.

But I have to remind myself it’s not about me, not now. Where I want to be isn’t where I need to be and that has to be my focus. And it will be. I will continue to fight, to live for what’s left of our family. I promise. And when the time is right we’ll be reunited once more, together again but until then please continue to wait for me. And just know that I’ll never stop loving you, my heart will only ever beat for you and Lian. Nothing will change that. No one ever could either.

Always Yours,

Roy

[storybookstalker]

Hi, if orders are still open, could I request a letter from yandere Roy Harper?❤💖❤💖❤

Hey (y̶/̶n̶),

It’s been a while since my last letter, I hope you didn’t miss them too much. I’ve been pretty busy lately but you know how it is.

I’ve missed you. As much as I love how you look when asleep, finally being able to watch you all day just reminds me of how much I love you. Hope you’re doing as well as you look.

With Love,

Roy.

[anxiousnerdwritings]

Hi i can take one love letter of Roy Harper????💖❤💖❤❤💖❤❤

(Going off of my headcanon I did for Roy Harper, you can find that here.🥰👍💖)

Hey Babes,

It's been a awhile since the last time I wrote you, sorry about that, babe. Work and life in general have been a little hectic lately. The last few jobs I've taken have kept me away longer then usual, especially the one I'm just getting back from now, and you know how I've got Lian with me too, so I've been taking care of her. Speaking of which, have you seen the homework kids have to do nowadays, it's awful! Scary even! Me and Jay have been trying to help her with it but I'm sure you can guess how that's been going.

But that isn't why I wanted to write to you. You know how I'm always looking out for you, right? Well, I also have Jay and Donna keeping a close eye on you when I'm gone too. They let me know about everything that's going on, who comes in and out of your door, even who the mail man is on certain days. What I'm trying to say is that I know everything going on with you and around you. Now that shouldn't be a surprise to you, but I was surprised to hear that you had been seeing someone new, someone who seems to be a love interest of sorts? I know that we aren't together anymore but that doesn't mean that someone can just waltz in and try to take my place.

I shouldn't have to tell you how much Lian and I both miss you, you should be well enough aware of that. I'm not happy that you're trying to replace us or even try to forget us. We're all still a family, we'll always be a family. You walking away doesn't mean anything. You know that. I know that. This new face that's been coming around won't break us apart. Won't break out family apart. Don't worry I already have all their information, I'll get settled back home before I do anything. It'll give me time to plan something out. Something that will not only remind you of who you belong to, but also remind those who try step into a role they're not cut out for that they're only in my way.

I gotta go, but I'll be seeing you soon. Real soon. We have a lot to talk about, maybe by the end of it you'll see the light. Maybe you'll realize just how much you miss me and Lian. But for right now I have business to take care of.

Love Yours Truly,

Roy❤

P.S. Lian drew you some pictures but I'll have to send them to you another time. Maybe I'll wait until our talk and bring them then. She's so excited for you to see them and I'm just as excited to see you!❤

[storybookstalker]

Hi, I can have a love letter from yandere Roy Harper?❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

My (n̶a̶m̶e̶),

I genuinely cannot get enough of you. From the way you talk to the way your eyes look when you smile. Hell, it was hard to get away long enough to write this for you. I meant to do it a while ago but our lives tends to get in my way, more often mine than yours.

Not that I’m blaming you for that, angels have no faults. If anything, the blame is mine alone for loving someone as beautiful as you.

I’m sure you’re probably confused while reading this, since you don’t really know me. Not that you really need to yet, we’ll get there eventually. You’ll understand soon enough, you’re very smart about things like that. Have been since the beginning from what I’ve seen, but we’re running off the tracks now so I’ll cut to the chase.

I’m in love with you. I knew you were the right one the first time we bumped into each other. Though I might’ve subconsciously known from the moment I saw you, I’m not sure why I would have become so interested in you otherwise now that I really think about it. Maybe I was meant to love you, hopefully you were meant to love me. Not that I’m that deserving of it, so really as long as you don’t absolutely hate me I guess it doesn’t really matter how you feel.

I’m rambling again, can’t seem to completely keep it together when it comes to you. Not that I mind it, my ramblings don’t really matter. You, on the other hand, matter. Anything and everything about you has some kind of meaning. I want to protect that meaning.

Yours,

𝗥𝗼𝘆 ❤︎

[anxiousnerdwritings]

(feel free to ignore this message.) Hi, it would be very uncomfortable to request a yandere general from Roy Harper, thanks for your attention. ❤

General Yandere Roy Harper

Roy is very clingy and affectionate. He wants to drown you in his love and in return he wants to drown in yours. He wants hugs, kisses l, cuddles, and anything else that involves touching you. Roy lives for any form of intimacy that he can get.

I've stated before, but Roy will not punish you by any means. The most he might do is isolate you, but even then that doesn't last long. Roy can't handle seeing you in pain, let alone being the cause for your pain.

Roy is soft for you and he'll always try to get you to laugh. He loves hearing your laugh and seeing your glowing face after he says something to make you laugh. He hates seeing you sad or any other emotion other than happy.

Roy isn't unfamiliar with struggling. He's been through a lot; being a single dad, having a drug addiction, everything he went through with Oliver, and all the mental health problems he's had to deal with. He knows enough about struggling to understand when you're in need of something or someone, and he'll always be there for you.

He would really want you and Lian to get along. He loves watching you with Lian, playing, talking and just overall being together. He dreams about being a happy nuclear family one day, but he knows that things don't always go as planned.

Roy would absolutely die for you and Lian. He wants nothing more than to be a family, but with his line of work that can be strained. He's made being a single father work, but he doesn't know if he can make a relationship work. He would desperately try to hang on to whatever he could of your relationship, but there's bound to be a time where you just might step away and that would break him.

You probably left because of his unhealthy behavior, feeling uncomfortable and unsafe. He doesn't know why though, he'd never hurt you, he would die before ever laying a hand on you and even then he would never harm you. He only wants to protect you and keep you safe.

He would never let you go though; mentally, emotionally and romantically. You're the one for him and that's where he stands.

He would stalk you after you've left. He'll follow you; making sure you get home safe, that there's no problems along the way.

He'll take out any love interests and wouldn't even hide it. He won't hide his stalking either. Leaving you letters; telling you he's watching you, that he loves you, that Lian misses you, and going into their day to day without you. He'd let you know just how often he's watching you, bringing things up in the letters of what you've been doing, with who and where.

He will make it known that you're still his, and he doesn't plan on ever letting you go.

[storybookstalker]

i loved yandere roy harper's letter, now i was curious, if it is not uncomfortable i could have a domestic yandere roy harper headcanon. 💖❤💖❤💖❤💖❤💖❤💖❤💖❤💖❤💖💖❤💖💖❤

Hello!! I’m glad you did, I really liked writing it and how it turned out!

I’m assuming you’re the same anon because of the heart emojis at the end (which is v cute💕), but I got your domestic request already! If you’re sure you didn’t request this already and I’m mistaken, please feel free to correct me! I’m happy to either write two sets or write one large set!