#yanberrykin

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I miss telekinesis,,, blue magic wasn't just for souls, you could grab things with it too. It would make everything so much easier for me now... Same with my threads. Aughhhhh I want that back... I want to be able to grab something from across the room without getting up. I wish I could still summon those extra hands too

My magic was strong, too strong, so strong it hurt me. There's a reason my attack and defense were so low. My magic was always threatening to tear my body apart. Going too hard on my attacks would've let it overflow and kill me. But god. I would give anything to have it back

Sidenote, why is it that the canons where I was Blue, younger and less experienced, are the ones where I learned to control it better, where I was able to defend myself, strengthen my attacks enough to stop relying on Karmatic Retribution for fights, and raise my HP enough to tank hits like a proper guardsmen. Hello? I was still horribly depressed, what made those ones different? I did it before training with Alphys, so it's not like she's the reason. Not fair >:/ at least most of my canons were Underswap so I got to be in control more often than not (except for Yanberry. Like yeah, I handled it, but I was also kinda... Impulsive? And didn't actively try to restrain it after meeting Error)

- Sans Undertale, Blueberry Underswap, Yanberry UTMV, Error Errortale, and Ink Inktale #🥀💊

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