#yallre fucking sick

[wabblebees]

these dumbass fucking military recruiters wont stop FUCKING TEXTING ME and the most recent one i finally snapped a little harder than just "take me off your list do not contact me again im not interested unsubscribe me"/etc & blocking the number

instead! i said "hey two things: 1) dont call me my deadname again. update my contact information to use Bee as my first name if you refuse to stop harassing me. and 2) it was hard enough escaping the cult i was raised in, i have no desire to voluntarily join another institution of abuse. unsubscribe me. have a day."

and this asshat dickwad shitlips bitchless FUCKER. replied with just "thank you for responding, [deadname]. have a nice day"

fuck offffffffffff eat my entire gay ass. fucking hate it here lmfao

[feralthembo]

roomie going out with her parents while im chilling here covered in my own sick. while walking out the door she was like "would some instant mashed potatoes help?" and i had to refrain from yelling but like. maybe while youre walking out the door to go meet ur parents isnt the time to FINALLY consider helping me..... enjoy fucking. panda express or wherever the goddamn fuck yallr gonna eat while i sit here afraid to take my meds bc i dont wanna puke em back up

[tervaneula]

SURPRISE more hey darling (short for hey, darling, the sun will rise again because its a sick name but good lord is it long) deets! they dont show up until chapter 3 and i was juggling announcing them bc i didnt want like spoilers? but its whatever theyre just names. anyways little leos nickname is blue and big leos is cerulean. before that theyre just called leo and leon because no one else thought to actually give them nicknames until april said hey the fuck thats confusing as hell. i usually call big leo cerul when im talking abt him though bc i didnt want to call him leonardo bc its a long ass name and also generic and then i just gave him a long name anyways smh. also they both love casey with all their heart and there Will be a scene later on where they try to sing the same thing to him at the same time. also also dw they both get to comfort each other at some point but yallre gonna have to wait until like ch 6 and then 8 or smth like that lmao i gotta get draxum over here first then cerul can have his momenttm then i gotta get cass up in here...related everyone will get healing bc the sun Will rise for everyone mark my goddamn words its just gonna take a hot sec. get ready for this fic to take a while to update fully lmao its gonna be at Least 15 chapters long and ive already got to abt 8 or 9 planned

CERULEAN. IS SO PRETTY. OHH OHHHH EVERYTHING SOUNDS SO GOOD I'M SO HAPPY YOU'RE WRITING THIS!!!!

[benilos]

Hey yall. Please stop trying to message or send asks about Darks Verse. I dont care if someone i reblog here or on my sideblog has drawn or written for it. Half the time im not following that person and I dont care if they did. Any time i think yallre finally leaving me alone someone has to bring up Darks Verse and im sick of it. I have not wanted anything to do with those two for years and there are STILL people bringing them up like they can start some beef. From what ive heard those two arent even on tumblr anymore. Please leave me and those two alone, none of us want to be involved with each other nor speak to each other so seriously, stop. And please stop with the creepy ass praise baiting in your asks saying "i told them how bad those two are for you 🥰" Bitch i dont care. I do not care. I dont want yall doing this shit. I do not want you trying to "tell other people about them" for me. It isnt for me, its for your weird parasocial shit. Stop. I do not want to be involved with them, and I have not for years. I have had them blocked for fucking years, stop bringing them up. You are just causing unnecessary drama when that beef is years fucking old now. Im fucking sick of it, i have their tags blocked for a fucking reason. Stop.

[myownprivatcidaho]

why do people on here insist on speaking in second person someone just sadboyified child prostitution and phrased it like its universal how the hell do you bring yourself to do THAT

[hopefullyababe]

why the fuck do people feel the need to talk over me????

like fuckig excuse me??? i followed the Rules i waited for your to be doe with what you were tryig to comuicate with me and then i started tellig you something relevant to the conversation and you KEPT GOING??? excuse me??????????????

i talk quietly i know but im trying to speak!! please?????

why do people think they can just ignore me? do i just have. do i not actually have anything good to say

[werewolfkendou]

sorry horikoshi! but toga is mine now :) 

[spookyvalentine]

small town hospitality / my drama below the cut

wow I went into town to get a haircut for my friends wedding on halloween (my first professional one in ten years I’ve just cut my own hair) and was gonna go check out a dessert cafe to use their internet and maybe have a brownie and answer some emails but my truck wouldn’t start after the haircut?

And I was like it can’t be the battery it’s only a year old, maybe it’s my key bc it got fucked up a bit ago n there’d been instances where it took a coupla tries to get the engine to turn over but it just wouldn’t!

So my hairdresser comes out and she has a portable jumper to try to help me and that’s not working so she has her boyfriend come bring jumper cables bc her car is next to mine and we try that and I say I think it’s maybe my key and since we’d been talkin while she gave me my cut I said I’m new in town and don’t have anyone really around so she gave me a ride to a key place and told me about all the fair deal mechanics in town n made sure I only had to pay six bucks for a new key battery

We get back and my car still won’t turn 😭😭😭 so she calls a tow for me and sends me to a mechanic after I say I tried calling other shops but they cant see me today, the tow guy is super nice and easy going and we get to the shop and the guy tells the tow man he can’t leave bc they can’t fix my truck, the problem is my truck isn’t recognizin the key, not the battery or starter like we’d thought

Here’s the thing tho is I drive an old mazda truck (considered an “antique” by the dmv lmao) that was discontinued in like, 04 or smth. But still “recent” enough that the key has a chip. Mazda made Ford rangers at the same time they were makin b series so the shop is like call Ford ill getchu the number n Ford tells me they can’t do it, I call the Mazda dealership n I say b3000 n they HANG UP ON ME

I’m like leaking tears in front of a room of men I don’t know bc my livelihood DEPENDS on this truck n the shop guys take pity on me and tells me to call an independent key place in town, so I call THEM n I’m like I was told yallre my only hope and the guy put me on hold to check n then said aight bring it over I caint promise you nuthin but I’ll take a looksee n maybe tell you tomorrow but I’m real busy rn n just in case he can’t fix the key I call the mazda in Jackson which is three ding dang hours away n THAT guy hears me boohooin n says hon one sec I needa talk to my tech guy

Five minutes later he says my tech is the only one in missippi that does it but even then there’s a chance he caint actually fix it

The tow truck guy took me to the key place the shop recommended n he didn’t even charge me 😭😭😭 he was like hunny you’ll be all right you’ll see I promise n he dropped me off

Then I called my “landlords” the people I lease from to farm/sort of live as a steward of their property and was like can you pick me up 😭😭 but if yallre busy I can take a taxi and he said naw Gwen’s headed your way rn

Gwen picks me up n is like what were you plannin for today? And I said well I was gonna get a brownie n send some emails but I’m kinda wrung out n I don’t want you goin outta your way morn you already did but Gwen went BROWNIE 👀 we’re going I want one and she got me a giant peanut butter brownie w sprinkles and we had a really lovely talk on the way back

Im still worried sick if I’ll be able to drive my truck or not but now I’m home eating a brownie in front of my space heater

[prettisetsky]

every anti-racist post these days is literally FILLED with comments of ppl that just hate black people and want us to die. I’m literally tired of this. Yallre tired of us talking about it, well Im sick of the injustice and nobody giving a fuck except other black people.

[sad--tree]

i know yallre probably sick 2 death of me bitchin bout my college registration bullshit but im SO PEEVED STILL my program coordinator emailed the registrar in october saying to register me for xyz courses and i heard nothing back right? so i emailed on the first to confirm my status and on the SIXTH (!) of NOVEMBER i fuckin. i fucking get back an email from the registrar lady saying shes added my returning status (fucking finally amirite?) and that my program coordinator can confirm which courses im eligible for...................... SHE CONFIRMED THAT IN SEPTEMBER I NEEDED 2 FUCKIGN BE REGISTERED FOR THEM NOWQ U TWAT did u not?? see the damn email?? she sent you??? christ almighty i cant tell if shes just oblivious or in competent or WHAT but im b e y o nd stressed 

[goodbye--1989]

hm Im. Thinking about all this sites hate towards lesbians.

Sappho? not a lesbian

claims that ancient gods could be sga? met with suggestions of her being ace

Even stonewall, the Big Lgbt event, was rewritten to be put forth by someone Other Than Bolt, aka the butch dyke who threw a punch because a cop was trying to apprehend her.

Be damned if you're a lesbian with nonliberal political opinions. Like, yall get that harassing people isnt the way to run a system? and that the same shit wont work all the time? And that you cant fucking harass people over political opinions?

Yallre such obnoxious assholes towards lesbians and Im so sick of it

[kingasriel]

thank you for all the sweet messages yall really i do appreciate it and im truly sorry for being such a fucking lump all the sudden yallre womderful i just get easily freaked out and depressed when im sick

ugh

[mothamatics]

yall if u dont want to go out bc ure too tired, pls dont stay up talking half the night. like yallre so loud at least if u want to talk do it in a different room. like oh i dont want to do anything tonight im so tired i just want to go to bed like im okay with that if ure tired youre tired but dont keep me up now god i cant wait for this ‘holiday’ to be over. no lie im so fucking sick of being around these people all the time 

[teruthecreator]

can i just say i am Sick of my parents acting like theyre “here for me” during all of this?? 

all my mother has done is facetimed me, made Me feel shitty for not contacting my siblings when they make No Effort on their end to contact me, and then expect me to want to take an uber over to my Grown Brothers House to take care of him bc he’s feewing a widdle ill??? motherfucker he’s 21!!! he knows how to take care of his damn self!! 

then my dad calls me and spouts out all the morbid bs about how everyones infected and we’re all gonna die and he’s gonna die anyway so what does it matter but also have u heard the govts sending u money?? im getting more from the govt than my father decided to get me for my birthday (which was fucking Nothing bc he cant even do the bare minimum of parenting w financial support) 

im sitting in my apartment fucking Suffocating from loneliness and my moms sitting w her husband in a house in florida and my dads going through life as usual bc he’s been isolating and pushing people away since i was 12, and yet yallre “here for me”??? fuck OFF!!! I RESPECT LITERALLY NONE OF YOU PEOPLE