#yall i lowkey hate this blog not gonna lie

[monstrouslyobsessed]

life updates and then some

oh dear, i've been gone for quite a long while, huh? i'm so, so sorry and i really, REALLY do appreciate all of your concerns and sweet messages! it's heartwarming to know that my works are still being loved even in my absence. yall deserves some explanations so ima get right in it.

mild cw ahead: bizarre financial abuse (?), depression, and nongraphic medical concerns.

these past few months were pretty rough, especially with the financial aspects, personal matters, and my health, both mental and physical, had been going downspiral to the point that my writing had become complete nonexistent and that i lowkey hated every word i put down. i won't get into too much of details, but the short of it, an estranged family member (and trust when i say they are estranged for very good reasons) pulled a fast one via some kind of legal fraud (???), which hurts my financial situation and impacted my ability to pay bills. im still a huge wtaf over it, i won't lie, but it is something getting sorted out atm via official and legal means (fun times to be had!!!). im incredibly lucky to be living with a very understanding person though who also got very angry on my behalf so don't worry about my current living situation.

health wise, doctors found something wrong with one of my organs but they couldn't determine the issue. since then, life had been a struggle.

with my health was the first thing to start for me, it's nothing fatal or too life altering, fairly mild imo (so say i with stupidly high pain tolerance, apparently), but it's kind of something i need to keep aware of with my consumption. but boy tis was not fun living with discomforts with my own body for a while. rest just fell into places afterward, unfortunately, but that's how the life go--you'll always have your ups and downs, just cherish the present while you can.

anyway, i can't promise i'll be posting regularly again given my situation(s), not as on a semi-frequent schedule, which absolutely does make me sad because i really do love making monsterfucker contents, not just for myself but for you lovely readers as well. hopefully i'll be back sooner than later. that said…

i do have a super overdue commission i'm going to post very soon! just got one last scene to get through (it's currently at 8.1k words....!) and get it edited and make it pretty--and bam! it'll be done and posted. so do look forward to that, at least.

heck, i'll leave yall with this teaser line at the start of the final scene!

“Let us give them quite a show, hm?”

just gonna...get through pron writing lmao <3 yet again, thank you all so very much for caring and i really do miss you and your kind words. please take care of yourselves, lovelies!

in the meantime, i'm going to clean out my blog a bit and i'll try to reply some of your asks later too. if you have anything random, asking for advice, or anything related to my ocs or my aus, ask away. my inbox is always open for yall <3

[shower-phantom-ideas]

Continuation of this post. Just a heads up my phone is at one percent and i didnt look ANYTHING up about NASA (im not even sure im spelling it right tbh) so i have no idea about anything im talking about. Its all just how i assume it works ok ok

The team assigned to keeping track of the facilities ghost activity has finally been approved to try and capture said ghost, after days of convincing the higher ups ghosts are real and yes one is haunting lap 2b, and sending it to space. The goal was it send it to a already in orbit station with a team thats been training on the side for the tests they wanted to run.

It finally came time to try and contain the ghost. After a few days of research and study someone just suggested they try all the classic stuff, for fun clearly not thinking anything would come of it just a sort of break activity. Somebody set up some equipment that everyone sees on a basic episode of Ghost Adventures (i honestly wish i have faith my phone wouldnt die so i could look up literally any ghost hunting gear) and begain asking questions.

Nothing was really coming from it besides the normal stuff they would get “who is the ghost haunting our lab” with a “you mom” in response or a “how did you get here” “i died duh” but then once someone jokingly ask “do you wannt go to space” Phantom himself showed up right in Steves face seconds after he asked the question (you should have seen him jump lmao). The response surprised everyone in the room. “Are you SERIOUS??? I can go to SPACE???”

The room fell silent as everyone just stared in awe. They had all read about Phantom. From day one he was the first ghost they used find out more about the paranormal. No one actually went to Amity to seek Phantom out but the information about the ghost was almost endless. Everyone in the room was just shocked to findout it was this ghost that was haunting the lab.

Very much aware of everyones stares Phantom floated back from poor Steves face. Slowly floating up and back a bit he rubbed at his neck and gave an akward laugh “sorry”. When no one made a move to clear the air that was now felt so thick to Phantom we was sure he could cut it he sheepishly spoke “ill uhh just uh excuse myself then.. since you guys are uhh doing.. that”. Turning to go someone finally shook off the shock and jumped up. It was a tall man with brown hair and glasses, Jim they call him even though his name is Robert, “WAIT WAIT HANG ON.”

Phantom froze midair and flipped backwards as if we was laying on the air, tilting his head waiting for Jim, who he knew full wells real name is Robert, to continue. Coughing akwardly Jim spoke again “We have been studying ghosts more and want to understand better physical properties of them, mainly in space yes. Like can a ghost still float in soace or will the struggle with the change in gravity.” Being cut off by Stacie who seemed a bit excited “Can they withstand the conditions of space without containment or are they restricted because of the last of a normal atmosphere.” The questions came barreling in one after another. As each person in the room shouted a different idea they had for what they wanted to test.

Ofcourse feeling a bit overwhelmed but the sudden barrage of questions he put his hands up backing away a bit stammering not knowing what to say. Steve finally recovered from his scare was the one to step in and calm everyone one. Steve turned to Phantom, who clearly looked grateful for some help, and asked “So how about it Phantom, wanna go to space and help us figure some stuff out?” He reached his hand out in hopes the ghost would shanke it and that his team was right in asumming Phantom wasnt actually evil. To which Phantom obviously responded by flaoting down to just about the floor, but not touching down, and grasping Stevens hand he spoke “yeah, i think i would”