#ya'll it's been a week 😪

[evermorecountsastherapy]

srry I went kinda MIA there for a while... in that time I completed my first 2 med-surg clinical blocks, had 3 mental breakdowns, finished a 1000 peice puzzle, and lost one of my earbuds. hope this helps ☺️

[tsunderedoctor]

Hello beautiful <3How’s it going?

This might sound too depressing to everyone...sorry🙏🏻but would you mind writing hcs for ASL walking in on their s/o who’s trying to end her life? (And maybe they’d get extremely shocked bc they’ve known her as sweet and happy all the time & never expected her to have mental issues?)

Sorry if it makes you uncomfortable or anything, feel free to ignore this one💗💗💗

sorry again for all the drama😪

No drama here, babe!! But, remember, if you are ever having these thoughts talk to someone, hell ya'll can talk to me. Just know you're loved and wanted!

TW: mentions of suicidal ideation, self-harm, depression

Babes Below~!

Portgas D. Ace

Once he discovered the truth of the manner, he was heartbroken. He never wanted nor expected you to feel like this, he felt as if he failed at his job being there for you and loving you. He’ll ask for forgiveness right away, feeling that somehow this was his fault.

He will baby you until you finally tell him to stop. Will do everything for you so you won’t have to lift a finger, though he does this out of fear your were debating life because of him. He takes full responsibility on the manner and wants you to see how much he loves and needs you, hoping these actions will be enough to spark a fight in you to keep living.

Might be a bit paranoid leaving you alone for a bit, it’s not that he doesn’t trust you, he’s just extremely scared now that if he turns away from you, you might be gone. Expect taking baths/showers together, going places together, and hell if you allow it, man will chill with you while you use the bathroom.

Is the one to always ask if you are okay. You sighed? He’s gonna ask. You turned the other way in bed? He’s gonna ask. Legit just takes on all the guilt and wants to make it up to you, even if he wasn’t the cause, he still feels the need to apologize and love you.

Sabo

He’s a bit more logical than Ace on who the responsibility lies on. He does feel bad, but knows there is more to just him that could have been the cause to your ideations. He’s the type who will ask you to talk about it at your own pace and won’t put you through any pressure until you are ready.

Tries to do little things to help relieve any unnecessary stress you maybe going through. Will make the bed or simple lunches throughout the weeks. His love language is quality time, so he will even take time away from his busy work schedule to let you know he’s there for you and cares.

If you are ready to talk about it, he gives you his full attention and lets your feelings be validated. He wants you to feel you can come to him with your thoughts and not feel he will ignore you or deny your feelings. Once you feel you’ve spoken everything out is when he will hit you with his side and facts of the manner.

Will do his best to help you get back to a mentally sound mind, but he also knows he cannot force you to get there. This is something only you can want and do, but he will hold your hand through it all until you don’t need him anymore.

Monkey D. Luffy

Luffy is a tough one, he cares about his friends and loved ones, he doesn’t want them to ever feel like how he found you, however his ways of solving the issues are a bit unorthodox. 

The type to nope away your depression and thoughts of suicide, he will not accept them and you do not have them anymore, no buts. He’s definitely a denier of negative feelings and does his best to avoid his own (literally almost lost his mind dealing with the grief of losing Ace-), so don’t be surprised when he just goes about his day ignoring the fact he found you curled up in a ball yesterday. 

You’ll have to be the one to reach out to him on your thoughts/feelings, he might react negatively at first, but seeing your hurt expression calms him down to know this is important to you. Will be confused on your reasonings and will matter-of-factly tell you he loves you and wants you.

Once you two are able to see eye to eye, he will do his best to react more positively in future events, but he hopes it never comes down to that again. You are important to him, and if he almost lost his mind after losing Ace, he knows he will be nothing if he loses you. 

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