#ya know my search history was really wild when writing this lmao

[throwaway-yandere]

anon’s got nothing to worry about: it’s actually sussy ayaka’s cat form triggering the allergies so if she finally caves or sussy ayato gets rid of her then his human imposter form shouldn’t be triggering nothing, yes?

Yep yep :DD! When Ayato's in human form it shouldn't be triggering! I haven't gotten much information on how nekomatas/bakenekos' shapeshifting works since they seem to be varied. I've read that bakenekos take the form of their masters... And I twisted that by giving the interpretation that these yokais have to eat their masters to gain their skin. (Imagine venti, but cannibal venti i guess–)

For this fic, it's mostly ayaka who causes the allergic reactions. Since ayato takes care of her, her allergens often rub off his clothes. She couldn't transform into a human (yet.) So yeah, Ayato could either get rid of her (he may be a yandere, but I don't think he would ever dream about killing his sister) or forc– persuade her to eat human meat.

Tbh, the fic was supposed to be the both of them as peaceful bakenekos but I went "why not eat humans too? Let's have ayato eat his rivals." lmao. I had Ayato as a nekomata and Ayaka as a bakeneko because based off yokai.com:

"Nekomata are found in cities and villages and are born in the same way as other bakeneko. However, only the oldest, largest cats with the longest tails—and thus the most intelligence—become this powerful variety."

Tl;dr: Ayato went "I REJECT MY YOKAI IDENTITY, (Y/N)!!!" and it's mostly ayaka who's causing the allergic reactions since she's still a cat

[darlingtons-voyster]

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Nickname: Pretty much any variation on Brianna—Bri/Bree, Bribri, Bribee :P And also some people call me Marco and I like that too!

Bonus: Like a bonus nickname? My dad calls me McPhanna

Zodiac: Cancer :)

Height: 5’4

Last movie I saw: Good Will Hunting (very good!!!!!!)

Last thing I googled: It almost had to be “How to find google search history” but I figured it out with the powers of logic!! It’s the much less exciting “why do I only get sleep paralysis on my back”, to which google did not provide a sufficient answer!

Favourite Musician: Oh boy, I can’t pick one! I have it narrowed down to a holy trinity right now though—Mother Mother, the Oh Hellos, and Regina Spektor

Song stuck in my head: It’s Alright by Mother Mother (Specifically the bridge: “I don't wanna know who I am, 'Cause heaven only knows what I find, I don't wanna know I'm not capable of coming out alive…. I don't wanna see what's inside, I think that I would rather be blind, I don't wanna know I'm not capable, I'm capable”)

Other blogs: I have a writing side-blog, @fantastical-birb ^_^

Do i get asks: Yes, a few people walk into my inbox and bless me when I ask!! Makes my heart happy every time <3

Following: 226

Amount of sleep: Haha, lately I’ve been sleeping for like 12 hours but lately I’ve also been struggling with health too! Before the last four months usually 5-9 in a night!

Lucky number: 12 or 72!

What i’m wearing: A robe I got when I was like… Nine or some shit XD It’s soft and I hate clothing s o m u c h

Dream job: Multi-artist!! I love creating, but I burn out and get unhappy very quickly if I’m made to focus on one thing so I’d love to be able to flit between art forms! Not very realistic but hey, you said dream, I gave ya a dream

Dream trip: Right now the top of my list is Italy (Vienna, Rome, or Cremona) but tbh I love Scotland too and I also want to go to Almaty at some point and really I want to go everywhere so??? World tour? Dream trip. Yes. That.

Favourite food: Oh boy! I love so much food!!! I’m also a picky eater and I promise those two things make sense when you know me lmao

If I had to pick a favourite though I guess I’d go with burritos, I would eat only burritos for the rest of my life and be happy

Play any instruments: Yep! In order of skill level: I play the violin, the flute, the clarinet, the guitar, and the euphonium! Also I sing, that isn’t really an instrument and I’m not sure if I’m better at it than violin but I sure do do that!

Languages: I speak English and French :) English is my first language and I’m a little rusty on French, but I’m hoping to brush up on it soon!

Favourite songs: Okay you know how I had trouble choosing a favourite artist…? Literally no chance here. I am SO bad at favourites. Um. Like the Dawn by the Oh Hellos almost always brings me to tears, same with There Beneath by them as well! But I have a deep and unabiding love for everything by them, so XD Bottom is a Rock by Mother Mother, Light by Regina Spektor, aaand so many more that I’m just gotta stop right now before y’all get spammed forever

Random Fact: When I was born I had a perfectly heart-shaped birth mark on the left side of my back! It was smol and red. It stretched and faded with time so it’s no longer visible but my mom’s a tattoo artist and she may tattoo it back on as a test to see if I’m sensitive to tattoo ink!

Describe yourself as aesthetic things: I actually have a little creative writing bit I wrote on my writing aesthetics, and with some trepidation I’ll just put that here XD Laziness winning out over self-consciousness. I wrote one for my best friend too and I like hers a lot too so… hm… okay I’ll put both because I love her :P First one is hers, second one is mine! It’s messy because I based it on something we did together but like… Here goes nothing? Under the read more because I’m still self-conscious lmao

You are robins, quick-witted, quick in flight, strong wings bearing your thoughts up, up, up—

You are singing along with the car radio, messy hair whipping in the wind from the open window, you know we’re going over the speed limit.

You are late night hours with coffee sitting in front of your crossed legs, sketches spread before you and blooming flowers around you. Both are filled with your love.

You are the heavy patter of rain and a toothy grin through the slight chill in the air because you are a child of this world in all its wild forms and I agree as I watch you fall quickly in love with this one, black jeans starkly human against the storm that opens its arms to you. Of course it still recognizes you; wild child, creator, lover, king.

 I am the smell of old books, sweet and smooth, the rough paper brushes your nose, the sound of a piano echoing from the pages or the next room.

I am ringing laughter over the sound of singing with the car radio, toothy grins and woops of joy as we go faster, faster—

I am late night hours spent cross-legged on my bed, around me filled notebooks eagerly spill their contents, wanting to be heard, a conglomerate of messy planners and art sketches. On my beside table are more mugs than I’d willingly admit to my housemate, one with still an inch of cooled herbal tea inside, I never could stay on track even without caffeine in my veins

I am the heavy patter of rain as my fingers run through your hair, trusting and fond, and with far more care than when I tug through my own messy inches, rubbing curiously over the softness of my undercut until

And perhaps that’s my truest ending—none

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