#y'all make kpop tumblr so good thank you so much!!

[hyunin]

hiiii everyone, this blog hit 1k followers the other day 🥹 tysm to anyone that has followed me here over the years! i'm sure at least a third of my followers are dead blogs from my suju (🤮) era in 2013 before i returned to gifmaking tumblr in 2020, but so many of you joined me once i returned and i'm so thankful for everyone that has reblogged my content and chatted with me and followed me up until this point! 🫶 i wanted to write some fun lil messages for my mutuals and pals below the cut, as well as shout out some people i don't necessarily speak to but like having on my dash also 💗 if u aren't mentioned on here and we're mutuals that doesn't mean i dislike u it just means i'm stupid and missed you 😭 before i get into the messages i also want to ask anyone who can to consider commissioning me for a gifset or writing by donating at least €10 to this fundraiser and sending me a screenshot of your donation! more info on that via this post. thank u so much again everyone!!! 🥳 (edit: i don't think half the mentions in this post are working so please check to see if you were mentioned even if you weren't notified!)

@redvelvetcult hi ele 🫶 i know we don't speak as often anymore but i'm always so happy to see u around and i love you <3 thank u for running yangjeongin with me even if it has been in spirit for 99% of its run LKJSDLFKJSJLKFD still wouldn't be the same without u @bataranqs hi kid! this is going to sound so lame but it's been rly fun watching u grow up over the years through awoo9, every time u use our weird ass humor it's so much funnier coming from u. thank u for hyping up everything we all do, especially my writing!! i really appreciate it and u @anyujins iwin...whew....LLKSJDKLFJLSKF i'm rly happy that we're a lot closer now than when we were last time i made one of these posts. i think we are anyway?? i forgor...but either way ilysm, thank u for your support when i've been going insane over the years and it would appear both of the stories of our love lives that we've been following for so long will have a tragic ending. LJKSDFJLKSLK but i hope we can be friends for many more moments of insanity to come and that we have more good news than bad news to share w each other soon. in the meantime it's always rly fun to talk to u and i am glad i have u in my life @miyawaki ver. i appreciate u v much if only bc u are a major provider of quality shitposts on my dash, u also being into kpop and giffing is a bonus. u are also so funny even if u are also MEAN!!!! it's funny most of the time. and u have also supported me a lot in ur own ver way over the years, and i can always count on u to give me feedback on giffing and such. i'm so happy for u that u are going to uni again and i hope u have so much fun but also don't forget about us 🔫 🫶 @seulggi gfx queen minya! u deserve a shoutout if ONLY bc u are carrying the gfx side of kpop tumblr on ur back fr. and i love seeing what u make on my dash. but u are also an awoo9er so i will give u a long AWOOOOOOOOO of appreciation ❣️ @meongppangz RI omg idk what account is best to tag u on so i tag u here. i rmr the last one of these i made i was like 'hope to talk more under better circumstances' and now we talk nearly every day LJSDFLKSDF i love that for us. thank u crazy person gc for bringing us together fr....love that we can bond over loving ggs and also hating collecting pcs and any other random shit of the day skz is doing. and giffing ofc. talking to u always makes me happy so i hope we continue talking and being friends for a long time to come 🫶 ily. also i'm going through my follow list for this in order of oldest blogs first and i just discovered y'all were one of the first skz blogs i followed. how cute @curiosityjams hi drea, we haven't spoken ages but i wanted to shout u out individually as well because i still enjoy seeing u on my dash and i still consider us friends 🫶 fellow eunbi stan...i will never forget waiting for the 2020 election results w you LMAO abt to do it all again soon...but i hope you're well and hope good things continue coming to u 🙇‍♀️ @hyunjinz agnes, backbone of stayblr that u are, i love u!! i know we don't Personally speak much at all i still feel like u are a dear friend of mine. you were one of the first ppl to support my skz content and i think you're that for a lot of people on stayblr and i think that is so sweet of u and also important for the community. u are so brave for going through the tags all the time and reblogging everything i do not have that kind of energy but i'm so glad u do!! i miss ur gifs but i'm happy that you're still around even when you don't gif. we're some of the last remaining pre-kingdom era skz ccs left 😱 so i will always appreciate ur company here <3 @innielove hi vi, i just want to say i love that u are giffing skz again. i've probably missed a lot of ur sets bc i'm bad at checking tags and dash but when i DO see them i'm like omg vi's gifs r really looking better than ever. thank u for returning to us 🫶 u have also actually been on stayblr for a long time so i'm always happy to see some of the oldies (can u believe we are oldies now...) back on the dash 😌

@kazuhas MS KALE it always makes me happy to see u on my dash here. ur gifs are so lovely and so are u!! i know we mainly know each other from off cc tumblr 🫣 but i wanted to give u a shoutout among all of my other tumblr beloveds bc ily. it's what u deserve @seo-changbinnies marie...another fellow stayblr hag at this point...u are still one of the funniest people on this site i swear. and i'm so glad u are still here and making gifs and blessing us w your funny tags. i hope u always stay just as insane, i love u for that <3 @seungs HI MIAAA we don't talk that much anymore but i wanted u to know that i still always love seeing u and your gifs on my dash 🫶 @felixies luna, legend of stayblr that u are 🙇‍♀️ i think ur work largely goes unappreciated by the fandom but u are an icon for keeping createskz running for all these years despite everything going on in ur life. tysm for your service 🫡 @huiracha marie huiracha...this is how i refer to u in my head btw. like 'huiracha' is ur last name. LKJSDFKLSKLD we have barely spoken but i want to give u your own shoutout just for surviving and continuing to gif on stayblr as long as u have. veterans' discount fr @hyunsung hi mona 🫶 we haven't spoken in a while either omg but i am still always excited to see u on my dash when u gif something or reblog something from me i'm like omg that's my friend mona :D SDKJFSJKLDF so thank u and i hope you're doing well 🙏 @hyunpic VILMA HYUNPIC...u know i am so glad we are better pals now. u are so funny and fun to talk to but also the sweetest ever!! thank u for always listening to me and being kind to me and also making me laugh. every time i feel like an rper named their hyunjin character something dumb i am glad i get to report it to u. some things only u will understand and appreciate. LKJSDKLJFSKLJFKLFD @sungtaro eri <3 we don't talk much anymore and maybe we NEVER HAVE??? but i have always felt like u are a dear friend and beloved mutual. i love seeing u on dash even if we don't have too many groups in common anymore. ur content is always lovely and so are u so we will always be pals as far as i am concerned 🫶 @exocean hi mo!! i must admit i don't have much to say but i wanted to mention you individually because you are so sweet and i love seeing u around and u deserve to know it <3 @hyumjim i don't even know what to say (positive) u know i am so glad ur squirmy wormy tag on one of my hyunjin sets brought us together. idr if we have ever properly spoken like via dm but bc u follow me on all my accounts i feel Seen by u....nd u haven't unfollowed me yet so god bless u. i always enjoy seeing ur thoughts and the posts u put on my dash whether they be a funny text post or someone's hot take getting dismantled or something Thought Provoking. my dash is definitely a better place because of u so thank uu 🫶

@wolfchans lau the Actual backbone of stayblr tysm for ur service fr. without u providing files for us i genuinely believe most of stayblr would be lost. not only do u do that but u are also genuinely very kind and make great content so i appreciate u so much!! thank u for making stayblr (and my dash) a better place @hyunebear hi adri i gotta admit i didn't even realize u were back on tumblr until i was going through my following and saw that u posted recently akljsdflkjdsf goes to show how much i'm on my dash...but i wanted to mention you individually even though it's been so long because you have genuinely touched my heart a lot and i will never forget ur compliments 🙏 ok maybe i did forget some of them word for word. but i will never forget how sweet u were to me. how about that. so thank you and i hope to see u around more!! i probably have to be on my dash more for that tho huh... @romanceuntold hi jen 🫶 i miss u on stayblr i'm ngl but i'm also still glad to see u on my dash through all your phases. you are such a warm and kind person and another person who i will never forget being so sweet to me. thank you and i hope you're doing well ❣️ @wearehappiness sidrah <3 the fact that we were both on stayblr but met properly on pc ig first is still so silly to me. me intending to wait on ur mail to get to me then being like 'stayblr perk i'll send ur mail rn' after i found out u were here LKJSDLKFLJKSF but you are suuuuch a sweet person who makes lovely gifs too. i miss ur gifs also!! and just you in general. wishing u the best in life always 💗 @mybodyfails hi oli 🫶 another person who has been soooo sweet to me, i'm so glad i got to help w leeknoween and i still have all the freebies u sent me from it preserved safely in my freebie photocard binder 😌 you are always lovely to talk to whenever we do, and thank u for reading my fic too despite zombies not being ur thing i appreciate u!! @strayklds / @facethesuns em i just think it's so funny that we like didn't speak before i invited u to the gif streaming server and i just did that on a whim bc u passed the vibe check and now i feel like we are good friends. despite still rarely speaking KSLDFLSDLKF but i love that for us and love ur gifs and seeing u around always 💞 @neohyune hi fae <3 i know us speaking is like a very recent development but i also wanted to mention u individually to thank u for your help 🙏 i need to write more of my fic tbh...but i Will be checking our conversation again for Notes. you also seem like a very sweet person so i would love to talk to u more in the future also 💕 @linoyes another very recent friendship (yes i am calling it that already) in my life, but thank u for your generosity, let's meet that fundraising goal together 💪 i hope we're also able to talk more outside of this context too. i just have a feeling i will have a lot more to say about u once i make another one of these!!

i'm ngl i don't know how many of you actually follow me here and i don't have time to check everyone's username individually so i'm just going to list a bunch of blogs i follow who may or may not follow me JKLSDFLKSDF but y'all make my dash a better place, thank u for all u do! 🫶 feel free to talk to me anytime too

@dazzlingkai @theseulgis @joytual @anyujin @cchuu @cherry-heartss @boynextdoors @hyunchans @ambivartence @minzbins @everglowz @chogiwow @ttathinker @minhosblr @minho-knows @yang-innie @leegahyun @bu99erfly

[planetkiimchi]

spread some love !

talk about your favourite mutuals and why you like them

hi anon !! first off, thanks for this ask, i'm always up for appreciation posts! secondly, sorry for getting back to you so late 🥲 thirdly, i did mention some moots that i haven't spoken to in a while, i'd love to catch up with y'all sometime 💗 and anyone i didn't mention: feel free to drop into my inbox!

@a-gay-mushroom | let's start with aster! you probably never see me talk about him here LOL bc i'm pretty sure they don't have access to their account anymore but we still talk on discord and he sends us lil updates on his life 🥺🥺 like how cute is that

@realparkminkyun | seok is a REAL ONE cuz why is he the only one that appreciates my wayv posts :/ also among one of the first mutuals i made here when we were both kinda figuring tumblr out lol

@blue-jisungs | ofc axe is on this list LOL my first writer mutual !! she's super cheerful and nice and sends the server lots of great edits and likes my translations of wayv vids hehe

@alterenjun | don't talk to nae very much but she makes really pretty moodboards! also she's super sweet

@fylithia | moon always has smth to say and also they tagged me in a bunch of stuff and has cats.

@wheeboo | rania is so cool !!! she gives rlly good advice and is super mature and i love seeing her life updates

@jisungsdaydreamer | dreamy has rlly good writing and also never faults me for forgetting to talk to them sometimes 😰

@eternalgyu | hannie brings much-needed chaotic energy into my life lol the only thing is we don't stan the same groups 💔 except svt

@wqnwoos | hana has the prettiest writing ever ?? and she's so sweet i love interacting w her!

@kyrjnie | val has sent me multiple check ins even when i fail to interact w her regularly 🫶🏼🫶🏼

@welcometomyoasis | we live in the same country !! also kind of like an older sister bc she has more life experience HEHE

@slytherinshua | makes presentations to help us stan new groups and has writing for almost every kpop group she stans (which is. a lot) and also leaves amazing comments and replies to my rbs of her work ?4&!//

okay i think thats it!! love y'all <3

[magicalara]

So...2022 huh

It's time for Em's yearly letter to the blog where I talk about it since the new year's coming in about an hour and a half in my timezone. Prefacing this with a tw for talks of depression, anxiety, horrible friends, and no proof reading. Here is my word vomit and if you don't get to the end, happy new year everyone.

So 2022 was one of, if not the, worst year in my 19 years of living. It started off with the pressure of a class which if I didn't pass, would essentially mean I couldn't go to college, and is ending with me having to walk on eggshells around people and feeling just...so anxious and depressed. Before I get into that, however, in order to save the people I want to specifically call out from having to hear about my depressing word vomit, I'm gonna mention them first.

So I can't make a new year's post without tagging my girl @pinktea99 who has been around for what feels like ever. I think it'll actually be two years of our friendship early next year I don't remember for sure, it might be three...time is fake it doesn't matter anyways. Between the amazing fanfictions you used to make that I still go back to every now and then and now just tagging me in posts you think I'd like, Mo you've been the biggest supporter I've had since I practically started posting real shit on this hellsite and I could not be more grateful. You're on of my biggest inspirations and I love and adore you so much. Let's go into 2023 with just as much happiness as you've given me in 2022 and even more. I love you so much, my dear 💜💚

Next up (and honestly the only other person I have to tag oops 💀) @docmartensanddietcoke my beloved. We've only been friends for a few months now but hot damn do I feel like we've known each other for years. We clicked so quickly and it kinda scared me at first but in such a good way??? Idk but you're amazing and so sweet and passionate and I just love talking to you so much. You've made me so excited about writing again after so long of being stuck in an endless loop of writer's block and just general insecurity that led to me not posting. I'm so happy I met you and I can't wait to see what 2023 brings us. Much love to you and thank you for showing me the pleasures (nudge nudge wink wink) of the pairing that is William T Spears and Mey-Rin 💜♥️💜

Okay so now the other stuff lol. So if you're one of the 20-30 some-odd people who started following me from seeing all the black butler bullshit I post, you wouldn't know but I used to be a kpop blog. I'm like 99% certain that I privated/deleted all of those posts though so yk hopefully y'all don't see that. I still reblog my nct loves because they are my ult group and I love them very much but I used to like only post about kpop. I had to switch because I just wasn't happy with it anymore. I had always envisioned myself as having a blog full of things I loved but after coming back from a break where I saw the fandoms I loved to interact with having gone to shit, I couldn't do it anymore. So I got rid of it all and rebranded 😃 It was honestly a really good decision though and I'm glad I did it because it reminded me of the reasons I started a tumblr account in the first place: to be happy.

For as creepy as certain sides of the black butler fandom may be, I've never felt so supported. Y'all are amazing and I still can't believe any of my posts got passed 50 notes let alone my top three all being just shy of or completely pass 100. All of the interaction is so appreciated and I can't wait to interact with you all more in the new year <33

With the good, though, comes the bad. So much of the last half of my senior year was full on unnecessary bullshit and drama and breakdowns. From the feeling of being stabbed in the back by people I thought I could trust, to being almost taken advantage of in my first wlw relationship, it just was not a great time. This really sucked, though, because my greatest hope was for my senior year in high school to be something worth remembering as I wasn't able to do anything the previous two years since covid put a downer on all of that. But whatever, I graduated and kept the people I wanted to and dropped those I didn't. It's still a work in progress in dropping some of those people, but in getting there lol

I got my first job, which I still have now, and I love working there. There are better days and worse days (I work in public service so there are always those karen's who will come in) but I love the people I work with and am glad that I decided to take the offer to work there when I did. I have some good memories there that definitely are core memories

I can't do this without mentioning the passing of Technoblade. If you didn't know who he was, Technoblade was a minecraft youtuber and streamer who helped so many people with his amazing and funny videos and his stories that he created on the Dream SMP. He unfortunately passed in June this year due to cancer. When I watched the video his dad made announcing it, the world went silent. I spent that whole night and much of the day after crying my eyes out. I couldn't imagine someone who had brought me so much comfort being gone. Hell I'm still not over it, and I don't think I ever will be. Techno was a huge influence, inspiration, and comfort for me and always will be. Fuck cancer.

I had many family problems throughout the year that I won't get into because that's a little more personal than I'd like to get to on such a public place lol. Just know that to all of you who are celebrating alone this year, I feel you, and my heart goes out to you. We aren't alone if we're all together

The one huge positive that I do have to mention is my starting to watch anime. I decided to take the plunge and watch ouran highschool host club because of a cosplay I saw of hikaru and kaoru on tiktok that made me go "oh what the fuck I'll give". I went in not expecting to finish even episode one and came out with new comfort characters and a world I couldn't leave behind. After ouran, I found kuroshitsuji and we'll...here we are lol

On top of the comfort I found in ouran, I found a series that was so much darker but had such good characters that I started to connect with and love. Grelle has been such a huge comfort for me and I can't imagine myself leaving her (or the series) behind at any point for next long while. Seeing such an empowering transgender woman really did it for me and I'm so happy I decided to watch this show and subsequently binge read the manga. I can't wait to see all the kuro content this next year brings

I've lost people this year, I've gained people this year. I've cried so many tears of sadness and absolutely no tears of joy. I've spent way more money than I should on genshin impact and food. Most importantly, I've found a place where I think I can start to build myself up again. Good fucking bye 2022, I'm gonna do my best to make 2023 my bitch and I think that y'all should join me. Thank you all for being here, and I wish you all a happy, healthy new year

If you've made it this far, new chapter of forever forgiveness comes out in two weeks ;)

[blivks]

kpop tumblr after every award show:

[getoswhore]

ᥫ᭡ ─ HAPPY NEW YEAR! ⸝⸝ bestie appreciation post!

okok, i’ve made some amazing moots— besties* (cause once we meet on this hell site of an app, we automatically 4lifers ‘n your mine forever xx <33) 🤪🤪 like, augh, i never knew i could meet such amazing and genuinely sweet people on here, especially in the span of a few months. like?? 😳😳 that honestly just proves to show how lovely and amazing y'all are :”))) so cmere ‘n gimme a big sloppy new year's kiss!! 😈🖐

AND MAY THE ONLY TEARS YOU SHED ALL 2022 COME FROM GAGGING ON DINGALING, AMEN!! 🥺🙏

@gothmikasasupremacy — my bestie, my love, my everything tbh :(( like you rlly mean so much to me. you've been here for me since forever, since wattpiss!1?1!1 like phewww, can't believe you're sexc ass has stuck with me for this long :”))) you rlly mean a lot to me, like sm. you've been there for me, through everything tbh, and you've always made me smile through the hardest times :”) so cmere ‘n gimme kiss.

@shujisdailyshow — omfg jackie :( my love, my world, my leedle meow meow :(( i love n care for you sm :(( like augh, i hope you truly know that cause after everything we gone through, i will go through all it again cause i care sm for you. </3 anything n everything for you bb :(( also, you're so fuckin sexc 😳🖐 like, pls squish me with those pretty ass thighs n smother me n smooches—

@rynfushiguro14 — omfg you've been here for me since forever and i just want you to know that i rally care for you, like, you really do mean a lot to me. like all of our memories are so fuckin funny, literally, everything we've spoken about was a good time :((( pls you're so funny, you always make me smile n laugh, like you for are an amazing bestie, could never ask for more. <33

@tohokuu — this whore dkfkdnf pls i love you sm. tbh, though we may not interact sm, but when we do, you always make me smile 🥺🥺 pls, you're so funny n your writing is purely amazing, literally art. like how mf, you made me into a mf kpop stan, that's how good you are at writing. i stan you ngl, also, pls you are so pretty, just wanna smother my mf face in your—

@sauza — monty fuckers deserve everything!! plus, your sauza, you deserve the world anyways. 😌😌 but in all seriousness, you fr are just the sweetest n funniest person, like how can you have it all 🙄🖐 share your talent mf. <33 i lob you sm, n i hope you stick with my annoying ass 4lifers cause i rlly do care for you sm bb. :”))))

@dilftaroooo — my leedle fav meow meow 🥺🖐 pls, you are so fucking funny you always make me giggle n queef a lil every time i see you on my dash or when we interact. but augh, you tbh were my first few moots that i have made on this app, n i just wanted to say, thank you, thank you for sticking with my annoying ass self, beautiful!! MWAH!1!1

@earlesskitten — just cmere so i can smooch you. you are fr the most sweetest human being. like, you always make me smile sm 🥺🥺 skfmsmfn i care for you sm, n am always here for you okay, taiji? and your writing is also just so MWAH SPARE SOME TALENT TAIJI PLS SKFSK

@trippingbunnies — you + me = 4lifers. i love talking to you so fucking much cause everytime we do i always feel a connection and get closer with you. like it makes me so happy that you trust me enough to speak about some topics, and that makes me must feel so loved. SO CMERE N GET SOME HUGS N KISSES CAUSE YOU DESERVE IT N SM MORE BB!1!1!

@koutaroulogy — ok, tbh we were closer on watt n sorta drifted on tumblr, but that's perfectly okay, cause i still hold that same admiration n love for you thea bb 🥺🥺 ik you're not as active on here, but every time i see your post it makes me smile, cause i see you're doing well n still thriving, cause you deserve thatr and sm more bb. kissy kissy!1!1

@fsrintaro — my literal wife. you, honey, the sweetest person ever. you make me blush sm, like augh, you don't understand how much i truly love interacting with you. cause you always make me smile n blush, got my toes curling in all 🥺🖐 you rlly do deserve everything n everything cause eeee you're too nice n it makes me want to just smother you n kisses. <33

@voidcamz — i miss you sm 🥺 like i truly do 🥺🥺 ik your on hiatus but gotmgmfk grrr i miss you :(( i miss having our funny and serious convos together :”(( i miss sharing our horny thots together n thirsting love big beefy men like wild animals together dorkdkkd but honestly, your a moot i never wanna lose contact with 😔🖐 so bestie, when you come back pls TELL ME FIRST MF GRRR BARK—

@poiseuns — okay, phewww, you've been here with me since my watt 😟🖐 n that just proves to show how much of a bestie you rlly are fkcnskck jes, ik we don't talk much, but ik when we do i always have that feeling like, “oh she does care for me” N *SNIFF* YOU JUST MAKE MY HEART SWELL ALL THE TIME— n also, pls, YOU MF are so fucking talented i will rip my womb out for a sliver of your talent 😁👍

@diaphanoso — you n me need to kiss rn— every time we interact it's always so nice n supportive 🥺🖐 pls, you are just too sweet n deserve sm recognition with your talent like AUGH YOU ARE SO AMAZING AT WRITING GRR BARK. pls, i hope you take care, n hope we can become closer moots :”))) cause you seem vv funny n PLUS YOU'RE LIKE SUPERHOT—

@blessedfatui — horny little puppy— I STILL LOB YOU. AKFKSK you've been here for me since mf watt 😟🖐 and you've stuck with me since. ESPECIALLY THROUGH SOME RLLY HARD TIMES :”)) so you rlly are n a special place in my heart cause augh we've been through some shitty stuff on that app n still pushed through together bb :)) i lob you sm. ty.

@vlyntage — vlynn 🥺 my world 🥺 my little sweet cheeks 🥺🥺 KSKFKS PLS I LOB YOU SO FUCKING MUCH. i never wanna lose someone as sweet as you :”((( pls, you are just everything n so supportive i can't handle it skfmme just wanna hold you forever n smother you in kisses cause you only deserve the best things in this world with your cute self. <33

@bimbokutos — mf omfg pls, you need to be strapped down n kissed BY ME. skgmskfk ofmgmfm i lob you sm, everytime i see you infesting my inbox it always makes me smile n tbh, rlly motivated ngl. you keep me from wanting to describe NGL SKFKS LIKE THE INTERACTIONS WITH YOU ARE ALWAYS MAKING ME SMILE SO PLS I LOB YOU SM FOR THAT N YOUR CUTE SELF!1!1

@luciuslut — you've also been here for me since watt n have always supported me all the way through 🥺🖐 ofmgmg pls, i lob you sm heather like you don't understand how grateful i am to have you as a good moot. PLS TAKE CARE OKAY?? I LOB YOU SM, MWAH MWAH.

@kakuachoo — OKOK LILY MY BB OFMGMFG I LOB YOU N TBH I LOOK UP TO YOU 😳🖐 your writing is so perfect you don't understand how in love i am with it and how in lob i am with you— like not tryna sound weird but i do be lurking n binge your works 🏃‍♀️💨 also pls, you are so sweet n supportive, like you srsly deserve only all the good things in this world, MWAH.

++ @saintshuji @haitaini @suget @bnnynoir @ambrodias @devilzumi @saintshinobu @satosuguslut @chosophilia @6sens @whoreshijima @sakusins @yesamu @nymphobunnie @anthenais @nkogneatho @nanami-luvr @sunkeiji @luvrindou @01-20-1992 @leviskata @svnnyysvga @mtsuyas @r-indou @ztoji @rinesei @shvji @luvdrvg @cumfuyu @misss-chrisss @laudthingcat + so many more — though we may not talk so much and/or we just became moots (aka 4lifers), i still love you sm and am always here for you if anything!! would love to become closer moots babes. xx take care, MWAH!1!1!

pop the champagne hotties cause it's a new year!!

[minzbins]

Tagged by @wistfulocean​, thank you 🥰

Name: mel

Sign: pisces sun, gemini moon, leo rising

Height: 157.5cm

Time: 14:14 (it was when i started typing this but now it's 14:37 rip)

Birthday: march 18th

Favourite band/artist: so many rn, it's the life of being a multistan sdkslkxglk

Last movie: honestly don't remember?? i don't watch movies that often

Last show: watched an old going seventeen ep, as i'm catching up on them (at a very slow pace)! cried laughing bc svt are just hilarious and i love them very much

When I created this blog: february 2021! (but i've been on tumblr since like 2011 or something, at least that's when i created my main blog)

What I post: kpop and kpop related things mostly, sometimes i reblog other posts i relate to as well.

Other blogs?: i have my main, @nohshinwoos which is a multifandom blog but rn i mostly reblog dramas if anything. i'm also admin of @linosource, which has been inactive for a couple of months as i didn't have much energy to run it but i am planning to start it up again very very soon! (gonna make a new header etc. to make it feel a bit "fresh" 🥰)

Do I get asks?: sometimes! my ask box is always open at least 😊

Followers: a decent amount (idk why y'all follow me but thank u for following me 😭)

Average hours of sleep: anything between 4-8 hours i think

Instruments: i can't play anything, i'm not that talented unfortunately sjkdslfkl

What I'm wearing: black sweatpants cut off at the knees and a pink t-shirt

Dream job: oh hm idk tbh.. rn any job that would fit me and give me a decent amount of money seems like a dream job skjdsfkglk but i also wouldn't say no if a good job with dogs showed up!

Dream trip: anywhere where i can meet and hang out with @bangzchan pls 😭

Favourite songs: waaaaayyyyy too many sdkfskfxgcblknkl it also changes quite often..

Tagging @bangzchan, @hanjesungs, @loversmore, @changbeens, if you guys wanna do it 🥰

[colorisbyshe]

your taste in music intrigues me. some of the songs are a bit much for me but its cool to see songs from artists besides the three musicians tumblr constantly cycles through. what else have you been listening to this year? could be released whenever

Hmmm, this is much tougher because my taste in music is so scatter shot it's hard to say what music I've been listneing to "this year" cause like I'll get reobsessed with a song I listened to 20 years ago for 2 days and forget it exists.

That said, my music taste isn't particularly exceptional. If you wanna find good music on tumblr, just follow people with good taste in music! I follow some people with TRULY amazing taste in music but I'm not mutuals so I don't wanna tag this but if you message me off anon ajnd tell me what music I like that YOU like, I'll share their urls

But hmmm 10 songs I've been listening to this year will be ten songs I've added to my phone this year (but did not come out this year) and they are:

"Listen!!!!" by Aly and Aj. The whole album blows me away but this song has such a bittersweet quality while still being energetic. I really wanna blare this song while driving on a warm but windy day

"Baby Don't Play" by Wonder Girls. Kpop song with beautiful, full vocals. I love when there are songs that make you want to dance while also like clutching your chest because the lyrics/vocals. Great use of bass and synth.

"Anthonio (Designer Drugs Remix)" by Annie. This is like THE most generic blond girl europop (if you know waht I mean) and that's what makes it so fucking GOOD. Sometimes, if it isn't fucking broke, don't fix it!!!!! OH ANTHONIO MY ANTHONIO DID YOU EVER WONDER WHY OR WHERE AM I NOW? DO YOU EVER FEEL ASHAMED, DO YOU EVEN FEEL A THING?

"Everblue" by Omoinotake. It's the Blue Period OP and it's soooo jazzy and smooth. Again, upbeat music meets a bit of sadder, nostalgic lyrics and it's just... so fucking good. Makes you feel like you're in a movie where you're running through the rain as the sun slowly breaks through the clouds.

"All my Friends" Madeon. Idk. It's electropop... it's a madeon song. The energy and BPM are great to exercising too. Like... yesss make me move on that elliptical thank you Madeon. Again, sometimes music that follows all the genre conventions are exactly what you need. Like yesss milk that formula and dont even try to perfect it!

"All Night" by Bree Runway. Godddd, this song is so sensual. I feel like sometimes sensual songs can get boring and repetitive but this song just continually draws you in and shakes you up a bit.

"Nuclear Seasons" by Charli XCX. I listened to this song obsessively when it first came out, dropped it for years because I acutally hated a lot of Charli's pop music, but this song fucks. It feels like if Birthday Massacre did more pop vibes. The dark vibes with the fresh chorus and tinkling bells. I'm glad Crash made me revisit Charli songs I actually liked because this has stood the test of time.

Talking about throwbacks... have y'all listened to Aaliyah's "Are You that Somebody recently?" Sound of the summer babes

"Password" by Shinee. I just realized this list was lacking kpop which is INSANE (but okay this is a Japanese song by a kpop group but please let me have this). Anyways this is THE most cinematic, dramatic song of all time. It starts off intensely and racks up even more intensity as it goes on, AYYYYYYY OOOOOOOOOO WOOOOOoooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FUCK THIS SONG IS SO FUCKIN GGOOD genuinely top ten of my entire life. If you do not have time to listen to ANY other song or ANY full song on this list, PLEASE at least listen to Jonghyun at 2:40-3:30... god... beautiful vocals. Brings a fucking tear to my eyes. Onew all DELIVERS On this song but fuck.... god

And Iskaba by Wande Coal. Just great music to dance to but you probably haven't heard of. I've rec'd it before but it's just that good

BUT SERIOUSLY CAN Y'ALL LISTEN TO PASSWORD BY SHINEE PRETTY PLEASE

Bonus songs I'm too lazy to describe: Every Night by Exid, Attitude by Alien Ant Farm (but listen to their smooth criminal cover instead), Vixen by Ayesha Erotica, Mukanjyo by Survive Said the Prophet, Violin by Cookiee Kawaii, Misshitsu by Buck Tick, Ntozabantu by Lebo Mathosa, Artifical Love (Chinese Version) by Exo, Step by F(x), Chocolate Disco by Perfume, Kemosabe by Everything Everything (which was on my iphone before but I had lost the file and had to redownload lol), Future Starts Slow by the Kills, and I see Girls by Studio b

WAIT also listen to Lost & Not Found by Chase & Status its the source of my blog title lol

BUT ALSO IF YOU ONLY LISTEN TO ONE SONG LET IT BE PASSWORD BY SHINEEEEEE FUCK

CAN Y'ALL PLEASE TELL ME WHAT GENRES YOU ARE INTERESTED IN. It'd give me mcuh better focus in sharing what music I like that you might like

[haechanniesunflowers]

Meeting the in-laws in Australia

Author's note(s): man I suck at writing, I have a really great story line in my head and I'm trying my best to write it like a decent quadrilingual (yes I speak 4 languages, no I'm not lying) human being but like I said I suck at it. I'm literally crying and reading such perfect fics written by people here, y'all are doing great. Also I put in some songs from my playlist pls enjoy.

Anyways, this is part 1 in honor of me reaching 500 followers (really appreciate you guys, even if we don't interact at all). Wait for part 2 and others okay bye.

Part 1

"have you packed your toothbrush?" you ask as you slumped on your bed, tired. You stare at the ceiling and tried to put your thoughts in place. Completely ignoring your husband's answer to your question.

"y/n? Hello?" Chris says, bringing you out of your trance.

"huh? Sorry I wasn't listening" you say.

"I said I packed my toothbrush but I can't find my razors and shaving cream" he said.

"where did you put it?"

"if I remembered, I wouldn't be asking you sweetheart" he smiled.

"it's your stuff, how would I know where it's supposed to be" you reply.

"spicy" he comments.

"and you can't handle spicy so stop this" you say, getting up from the bed and walking towards the closest.

He grabs your wrist and pulls you closer to him, staring lovingly into your eyes. You get shy and look away but he makes you face him again. You can see the love and desire in his eyes. Suddenly you feel conscious, he's staring at my imperfections. You weren't always confident about your looks. You didn't like your big eyes that weren't even the same size. You wished that your left eye was as big as the right one, or the right one could've been a bit smaller like the left one. And your nose? oh how you wished yours looked as good as Minho's. And your small pouty lips, why couldn't they be perfect like those kpop idol girls'. A million thoughts were running through your head and you try to free yourself from his grasp.

"look at me" he says, and you do. You look at the most important person in your life. He still gives your butterflies. His little deeds still make your heart flutter.

"what are you thinking about Chris?" your voive is barely above a whisper.

"how did I get so lucky" he swoons making you shy and you hide your face in the crook of his neck. He wraps his arms around you. In reality, even after dating him for 5 years and getting married recently, you never truly understood what he saw in you. He complimented your looks, your personality, your fashion sense, everything. But you didn't see what he saw. You thought of yourself as an average looking woman who got lucky by bumping into Chris at a party and stubbing his toe and apologizing profusely. And now here you were, almost 6 years later, in your shared apartment, Mrs. Bang.

"I love you so much Chris"

"I love you so much too sweetheart" he says and kisses the top of your head.

You caress his face and say "I'd prefer you not shave anymore, I like facial hair on you"

He grins in response "you know I can't, it won't match my hair and on top of that, I can't take care of it, it's a hassle"

In this moment, you decide to tell him about your worries. He's all ears right now and you can't help but share.

"Chris I'm nervous" you start, "I know I've met your family before but that was when we were dating. I was meeting them as your family back then. This time I'm meeting my in-laws. I don't know where it's coming from but there's this pressure and just thinking about it is making me nervous. What if they don't really like me, I mean we're staying at your parents' place for the first time together. I don't know, I fear they won't like me."

He takes you to the lounge and sits you down on the couch, him next to you.

"hey I completely understand and it's okay to feel this way. Your concern is valid. But I want you to know that my family adores you. Sure they were a bit skeptical when I told them you're from a different country, speak a whole different language and your culture is different, but after they met you, they had nothing but nice things to say about you, I always tell you that. Don't worry, they like you and just be yourself. They'll get to know you more and you will fit right in. Besides, 4 weeks is a lot of time for you to get along with them. Oh and Hannah is the most excited to have you over, she says she got a good vibe the last time and felt a 'sisterly connection' I don't know"

You smile but the worry doesn't fade away.

"okay we need to pack the final things, our flight is in 3 hours Chris, get up"

"I'm going to the convenience store to get my shaving stuff, you need anything?" he says.

"no, I'll get sick if I eat anything before the flight, get me some gum please" you shudder, you had motion sickness so you preferred to skip meals before travelling.

"okay I'll be back in a flash" he says.

You go back to your bedroom to do a final check of the suitcases. You hum songs to yourself to ease the tension, why am I nervous already? Chris is right, I should just be myself and try to fit in. You reassure yourself.

You pull your phone out and start scrolling through tumblr. but what if I don't fit in? what if me being myself isn't good enough and I'm a burden for them for 4 weeks? What if I let Hannah down and don't be the sister she wants me to be? Wait, I need to clear my head. This is just going to get worse if I keep thinking about it.

You play Sun&Moon by NCT 127 to calm yourself down while you wait for Chris to return and pack his final bag. He returns after 20 minutes and you two get ready to leave for the airport. He puts the luggages and bags in the lounge and heads to take a shower before getting dressed. You check your essentials in your purse and make sure the electronics are unplugged and only the main lights of the apartment are on, like your bedroom and the lounge.

You decide to wait on the couch for Chris to finish showering so you can take one yourself. Trying your best to push the tensions aside, you close your eyes and sing a song to yourself, a habit you developed during your time in university.

So I won't hesitate~No more, no more~It cannot wait~I'm yours~There's no need to complicate~Our time is short~This is our fate~I'm yours

You're so focused on your lowkey singing that you don't realize Chris coming out of the bathroom, getting dressed and standing next to the couch, just enjoying you singing.

"hey, I'm out, your can shower now" he says in a low voice, smiling towards you.

You get up and go to the bathroom, ridding yourself of your clothes and standing under the warm water. You wanted to stay like this for some time but time was short so you get going, not really rushing yourself. You come out in a towel to get dressed, singing Fly Me To The Moon to yourself. You walk to your husband, who's patiently waiting for you.

"let's get going" you say.

He takes the luggages to the car waiting outside while you make final checkings. windows locked? check. lights off? check. stove off? check. bed made? check. passports and visas? check. door locked? check.

You both get in the car and head towards the airport. After getting the necessary procedure done everyone starts boarding. You're sat next to your husband and listen to the hostess' announcement.

"Thank you and enjoy the flight"

With that, the plane takes off. You're still nervous about meeting your in-laws but being in a plane scares you more so you're kinda preoccupied.

You look over to Chris to see him sound asleep with headphones on. great, just great.

You decide it would be best to just forget that you are thousands of feet about the ground and listen to some music. (playing LAUV's i met you when I was 18 album). You pray for things to be in favour of you and close your eyes, it's gonna be a long flight so might as well catch up on some sleep.

to be continued...

[wonkiewolfie]

check-in tag

tagged by @stray-but-okay thanks lovely <3

1. why did you choose your url?

I just love Chan’s pouty lil face haha i’ve had a couple other urls too but this one has always been my fav (clearly since it made it’s way back haha)

2. any side blogs?

ummm no? I have other urls saved that i like and probably won't use, but not really. I did make one post on a commemorative blog @wh-03-13-2020 but I don’t use it.

3. how long have you been on tumblr? 

collectively? probably close to 7 years or so if you count my one direction and 5sos phase of tumblr. That was the first fandom that brought me here. with my kpop blog? september will be 3 years i believe.

4. do you have a q tag?

i used to. it was like “daydreaming with kookie” or something like that but that was way back in the obnoxiious-kookie days haha. now it’s just q

5. why did you start your blog in the first place?

uhhh BTS fan fiction haha. I wanted to read and post BTS content so... here we are. 

6. why did you choose your icon/pfp?

bc I love chanpool and i did a really cute edit of that channie’s room episode! so that’s what I set it as haha

7. why did you choose your header?

I edited that one too lol with all the ryan reynolds stuff that went down i was like “i can improve this for the occasion”

8. what’s your post with the most notes?

i think it’s this little baby daddy wonho drabble. it’s really soft and somehow ppl still keep finding it randomly and liking it lol

9. how many mutuals do you have?

idk lol i don’t really keep track. half of my mutuals don’t even interact with me anymore bc no one is really active much these days. some of y'all are still cool tho, you know who you are <3

10. how many followers do you have? 

almost 400 :D

11. how many people do you follow?

71 lol I regularly unfollow blogs that have been inactive for over 3 months. idk why but it bugs me to have more than 100 ppl i follow at any given moment

12. have you ever made a shitpost?

pffft yes.

13. how often do you use tumblr each day?

I used to be on a lot more back when i got requests for fics or when i wrote short one shots. now, everything i write of my own accord is like >10,000 words so... too long for tumblr xD I’m still taking requests but i never get them anymore lol usually i’ll post on ao3 more these days

14. did you ever have a fight/argument with another blog?

nooooo... i don’t think so. I typically try to be civil with people and not start drama lol

15. how do you feel about ‘you need to reblog this’ posts? 

you can’t tell me what to do lol i’m here for the good vibes only, so i don’t need to do anything bc nothing matters in the large scope of things

16. do you like tag games?

YES!

17. do you like ask games?

ALSO YES! but no one plays with me anymore. all my followers died lol

18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

@stray-but-okay is famous lol i was fan of bella before i was a friend of bella so therefore i’m correct lol but also lily ( @fakektexts )  is famous and she’s great. love y'all <3

19. do you have a crush on a mutual?

no lol but i’m always offering warm hugs and forehead smooches for all of them lol <3 <3

20. tags?

@rushifer @marculees @shoustar @chaotic-anssiindustrial anyone else that might wanna idk lol

[spookybias]

ᝰ interview tag ˎˊ˗

tagged: @fluffi thank youuu <3

why did you choose your url?

i just wanted to put an adjective next to the word 'bias', and spookybias had a nice ring to it.

any side blogs? if you have any, name them, and why do you have them?

i have multiple, but they're just url holders and backup blogs in case of an emergency, or if i ever want to change my url (probably won't happen, spookybias is too iconic). the only one that i actively use is @/eerieult, which is where i reblog work from other content creators.

how long have you been on tumblr?

i've been using it since sometime in 2018, but at that time i didn't have a blog. i created this blog december 2019 and was an anon for one of my friends. then june 2020, i started posting.

do you have a queue tag?

not sure what this means. i don't have a tag to let people know that something's been queued, but i do use the queue for reblogs.

why did you start your blog in the first place?

i've been into reading and writing fanfiction since high school. initially, i created my blog just to get better reading access, but i always had fic ideas for numerous fandoms that i was a part of, like marvel, dc, gotham, the gifted, and stranger things. it wasn't until i got into kpop that i actually took the time to make an account somewhere and post my writings.

why did you choose your icon?

she's pretty and i love her feed on instagram. she's one of the few people that isn't continuously used for icons on here and i don't like having layouts similar to other people's so that works out wonderfully.

why did you choose your header?

i wanted something that matched my icon, but also captured the feel of this blog. i want people to think of my blog as a laid-back bakery where they can just read and chat.

what's your post with the most notes?

enhypen's reaction to being around their crush. lowkey loathe all of y'all for giving it 1k+ notes when it's not even that good. i know it's my own work, but i've written much better things. go read "frozen ideals" or "staring at immortality" or "first time again" for goodness sake.

how many mutuals do you have?

i'm not sure, but i'm going to say about 50.

how many followers do you have?

1, 201. it doesn't seem like it, though lmao.

how many people do you follow?

138 blogs; writing and aesthetic blogs mostly.

have you ever made a sh*tpost?

yep i do that often, but it's just rants and rambles.

how often do you use tumblr each day?

i don't know, like 3-4 times a day. it depends on if i have messages/asks to answer (and have the energy to respond), or posts to make.

did you have a fight/argument with another blog once?

you ever get the feeling that you're being watched?

how do you feel about 'you need to share this post'?

i ignore them unless i want to share the post. no one's gonna tell me what i should and shouldn't reblog, and sharing a post doesn't define who's a decent human being. in all honesty, chain posts and trying to pressure people into reblogging is stupid.

do you like tag games?

yeah, they're all right, but i only do them if they're interesting.

do you like ask games?

when they're things like someone sends an emoji or word and i answer a question that corresponds to it, yeah. but the ones where they say to share it with * others or to list 5 things that make you happy are pretty repetitive. no hate to them, though. i still answer them.

which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

@/wooyukh @/cotccotc and @/yeonjuncore

do you have a crush on a mutual?

nah. i only have one guy mutual and he's a literal bestie.

tagging: @cotccotc @sinchoi @donghanies @en-sun @mari-kigold @enhypenthusiast

[cometoceantrenches]

2021 has come...

So it’s already the New Years here. I’m sorry if this message is kinda late— we had a midnight feast and I drank so I was a little tipsy for a while lmao

ANYWAYS

I’ve been here on tumblr for quite a while, five years (well six now it’s a new year) but only recently started to really interact with people. I came back onto tumblr, having no idea what it would be like. Had the views changed? What do people talk about now? 

Despite becoming active in the later months, I've never been so grateful to have met so many amazing people. 2020 sucked, I'm not gonna lie, but you've all made it better! Thank you so much for welcoming me and giving me a chance to interact with you all and become your friend/mutual. 

Hopefully, we can look forward to a better new year and hope that things will turn around in 2021. I'm not really good with words, but I want you all to know that I love you all and I'm so thankful to have y'all as my friends 💕💕🥺🥺

I’m not good with words but here’s what i wanna say to each of my moots:

@n-a-r-t​  Hey rocky! First of all, thank you so much for being my first moot here on tumblr. I think you were my only friend then (wow it sounds so pathetic hbsjnks) but yes. I’m really grateful for meeting you. Also, I’m sorry I’m not answering snapchat- i deleted it cos it was taking up too much space :’))) Hopefully we can still talk <3 

@tackygloo​ Hey Aura/Maddy! Even tho we don’t talk as much, I’ve always looked forward to our conversations with each other. I’m so glad we were able to get to know each other more and discover each others’ interests outside of RDR. Thanks for introducing me to Dreamcatcher by the way, my life as a Kpop stan has been different since. Ily! 

@seacottons​ Since Mei, is my sister I guess that makes you my mom? LMAO- anyways, I’m super grateful to have met you even though it was late into the year. Your words have really encouraged me not to write but to get back to drawing as well. Speaking of which, your talent in both is really astounding. I’m so glad you’re so open in sharing and encouraging others. I really look up to you with that ;^; Keep doing you! 

@galaxteez​​ ASH!! I’m not gonna lie, the first time i interacted with you I was kind of intimidated, especially with the layout BSHJks. Even though our first interaction was about thirsting over Jongho thighs, I’m glad to be able to talk to you in comfort, that your blog is a safe space. It really makes me feel at ease because at least I know I have someone I can talk to. I love youooouuuu!!

@little-precious-baby​  MEI! My sister!!! Thank you so much for helping me get adopted into your family ;^; You have such a big heart- especially when you drop in to check on everyone. You’re so precious to me even though we’ve met late in 2020. I hope we can become closer. I love you wholesome-kitten, I meant, my sister! <3 

@artha-amberose​ HELLOOOOOO! I’m so glad you stumbled upon that one post about me finding mutuals. Even though we’ve just met recently, I’m in love with your ocs. I’m still a little lost and catching up in the lore, BUT YOU HAVE SUCH BIG BRAIN with making all those up- especially with the world building. I’m so glad you were so open with sharing, it made me feel at ease to talk to you. Looking forward to more talks and sharing with you! 

@masterninjacow​  WHIEEEE HUSNA!! Even tho we’ve talked for a bit this past week, I can already tell you have a big heart. I was kind of intimidated by you at first, I’m sorry uhbsinjs ;^;, but I’m so glad that you messaged me first cos I probably wouldn’t have worked up the courage to talk to you sHNJsk I hope you have a good year! I’m looking forward to be able to talk to you more!

@saksukei​ HEYYYY!! I just realized- i never asked for you name sgubhnijss ;^; Anyways, thank you so much for being open and welcoming. I’m usually very hesitant and shy to approach people online but you’ve helped change that mindset with how welcoming you were. You’re so freaking creative and I LOVE the way you write. Hopefully we can interact more in the future. And please, help me stan Seventeen SKSKSK 😂😂

@aixy-hpsa​​ RYU! I’m so glad you yeeted into my inbox and taunted me with that Jongho gif or else I wouldn’t have been able to torment you back and become friends with you. You’re so cute and kind, I smile whenever we talk to each other. I hope we can talk more in the future! ILY!! 

@neo-shitty​​ Hello ate toffee! EHEHEHEH Sana masarap handaan niyo po ngayon. But I just want to say thank you, for messaging me first (at least I think you did LMAO) kasi nahiya ako nung una na kausapin kita. Pero nagpapasalamat ako na na-meet kita dito. Sana mas magkaroon tayo ng mga interaction sa labas ng kpop (kung okay lang sa yo yan ehheheh). Keep writing! ILY ATE!! <3

And to my anons: nonnie,  🍹🦕 anon, and  🔥💫 anon. Even though our first interactions were, I guess dirty hbsnjmks, I hope you know that I’m open to talk about anything. Whether you wanna vent or just talk about the most random stuff, I’m here to listen <3 

To everyone else, I hope you know that I appreciate you! My blog is a safe space for you all and I hope we can talk with each other and get to know each other more. Happy new years! Manifesting 2021 will be a good one!

[hwaddict]

let’s go out with a bang

Thank you for being on my side

Hey y'all! So I wasn't planning on writing out anything too much today since ive been going through it recently but we can all agree that 2020 SUCKS. It is the equivalent of a dumpster on fire but we made it. 

Thank you to my community!

@agustdiv1ne : My irl best friend! my ultimate life partner! this year hit us both super hard in different ways but no matter what, we were and are always there for each other with whatever we're going through. My love for you has only skyrocketed and grown so much this year that I cant even put it into words anymore, I can only really explain it in my expressions of love for you. This year has been a hard one and especially the past few months but you've been there for me the whole way through and I cant ever thank you enough for that when you didn't have to, you genuinely chose to help walk me through this and that right there means more to me than you will ever know. I just hope I can be allowed one day to send as much love and support to you as you've done to me since middle school. Ive loved to see your character development through all of this year and to be able to see you grow as a person has been a huge blessing and I cant wait to see you grow through all phases of life, hopefully still by your side. I know its only gonna go up from here no matter if were states apart soon with college, just know that you can call me anytime and ill move mountains for you ash. I love you eternally and I cant thank you enough for all you've been for me this year. you and I do or die!

@hopejanaee : HOBI!!! my irl mom friend and (practically) bigger sister!! We've been friends since elementary school and im so extremely grateful that we reconnected this year and grew a stronger friendship together. I love you so so so much and I want to thank you for getting me and @agustdiv1ne onto Tumblr because its changed us for the better and allowed us to be extremely creative. I love reading your works and seeing you grow as a writer and to see your crazy mind at work. Im so thankful for all of the time we get to spend together and all the times spent with genuine laughter from your spirit. Thank you for helping to get me into Kpop this year! I didnt know what I was missing and holy damn its been quite the ride ever since. Thank you for being such a great older sister, accountability partner for my faith, and just a great friend. Your kindness inspires me to be a better person and I cant wait to see where it takes you in life. I love you dearly Hobi!!

@hongjoong-a-holic : Lil Lion! oh my goodness we've only interacted since November?? Its felt like a lot longer and i’ve loved all of it. But you never fail to put a smile on my face whenever I message you about anything and everything. Thank you for all the countless hug wars and kisses that I cant win, they mean so much to me. This is only the beginning of a beautiful friendship and i’m looking forward to seeing where it takes us in the next year. I love you so much and I hope the best year for you!!

@treasure-hwa : My Tumblr mom!!! I remember seeing you tag me in things and feeling so loved. You've helped me to become more involved in talking more with people and not being afraid to show love on this platform and interacting more up front so thank you. I also want to thank you for allowing me to talk about how ive been feeling with you and the warm space you provide in our messages. 

@illicit-roses : Thank you so much for reaching out after I found your writing one day and started liking a bunch of your posts!! we've talked so much since then and im still amazed at how fast we clicked, it feels like we've known each for much longer. I love chatting with you and I cant wait to talk to you again soon. ps im still amazed that you glanced at melting point and wanted to come back to read it, knowing that makes my day sometimes. 

Thank you to My Mutuals and Followers! 

I may not talk to you guys or have only done it about once or twice but I would love to get to know you so my inbox is always open!! 

@smileysuh @galaxteez @masterninjacow @ateezinmymind @honeybeedaydreams @shinyddeonghwa @hwastreasure @jamaiswoo @simphwa @daisyteez @minervaaaaaaaa​ 

Happy New Year Everyone!! And If you’ve made it to this point, Im super proud of you for making it through this year. I love all of you to death, thank you for keeping me going. Sincerely yours <3

[woozi]

l&r shua and specially studio choom l&r shua... i still have no idea how i survived that, also it gave us blue hair cheol too <3 ... him sleeveless with blue hair, there are so many happy things just from this cb jdjsksskks i adore it.

wonshua fr were something else during l&r... omg after school, I'm guessing you've been into kpop way before me. anytime any clip from 17tv pops up i'm just ' they're so smol here they're so cute ' but also most of the time i have no context as well it's djjdsjskks. idk why but svt club is still something i find myself watching again i really liked its concept and them talking and sharing their thoughts it's very simple but also heart-warming.

is it creepy if i say i kind of did sghjkk i actually got to know you are interested in got7 recently when i ended up clicking the links in your bio. i swear im not a weird stalker jdjeekke i've been following your got7 blog way before than this one djdjdjjddj i only found this svt one recently after i decided to completely move back to tumblr and started following svt accs. I didn't know both blogs were you for a long time jddjdkd i apologize if it does seem lil creepy JDJDKSKSLS

jinyoung and mark are my biases, my ults actually <3 and yess i'm keeping up w/ their solo projects even more than before 😭 it's so jdjdkdkd. 2017 was the year i started listening to kpop and around that time or lil later i came across ' you are ' this song is so dear to me i loved it in first listen, its lyrics i love its lyrics sm i made everyone i know listen to it dhjddk yet i didn't dive in deeper bc i was caught up with other group at that time but slowly I started watching their content from 2018. it's like got7's been w/ me since the start & at the same time not </3 but look, lullaby and more importantly spinning top came and everything changed with that album it's so goood from then i started keeping up with their music and check their cbs. i knew jype was meh even when i didn't stan them but i didn't know to what extent, i only got to know after 2019. so far it's all so good and i hope it stays like that. all of their different companies treat and promote them nicely 🥺.

with svt it was instant love i got to know abt them during march 2019 ig, their songs grew on me so fast and boom by the time may came i was a carat, with got7 it was gradual love, it increased lil by lil it's nice but i do wish i could've stanned them earlier. the only cb experience as an official birdie i have is nbtm and last piece 😭 anyway both of these groups are very dear to me not just musically but emotionally too. i love them very much 😔.

also omg those are some of the great artists!! i honestly have no idea how khh and krnb are i mostly listen to kpop and kbands more. i actually listen to a lot of artists but regularly only zayn, svt, got7, the rose (ik we're talking abt kpop but i can't leave zayn out of this djdjdkdk he's the first ever artist i have stanned <3)

also onewe, n.flying, a.c.e, gaho ( i love his voice <3) woodz, day6. yk when you want new music but also something which you'd instantly enjoy otherwise you don't want new music sghjk, when i feel like this i just go to any of their discography. also special mention to hoppipolla and lucy bc they always bring something new to the table i love them for it. i love these artists but honestly i listen to them when i am in mood. i listen to gotsvt and zayn the most at the end of the day. goodnight <3 i love talking to you too 🥺🥺🥺 also feel free to answer late when you're free. hoping i made sense in this one and answered everything bc i am too sleepy rn fjdjkd - 🪂

BLUE HAIRED COUPSIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WITH THE RIPPED ARMS!!!!!!!!!!!1

iconique if u ask me <3 i heard lnr was indeed a good era for everyone!! wasn't it also cheol's first cb after his break? y'all must've had Fun fun

yes i have 😭 i grew up w koreans so... i guess that's also an influence. i got into kpop on my own volition during 4th grade though, so that's prob 2009/10??? GOD I FEEL SO ANCIENT RN!!!! honestly i still dk what 17tv was about i feel like we were just watching streams of some boys w no context as well 😭 AND YES OMG I GET THAT!! svt club is super chill and it's a great way of learning more abt the members!

JKDFJKKJDFFDKJ HELP!!!!!!!!!!! WAIT OH MY GOD YOU WERE IN MY G7 BLOG 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 IM SO EMBARRASSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 as i've mentioned last time, got7 got me back into kpop and consequently tumblr 😭😭😭 i 'left' tumblr too and was just checking in occasionally, so when i made that g7 sideblog i was WAY behind the times and my first edits were so fucking- 😭 everything about me then was also so performative idk why i felt the pressure to be in on the club 😭 why were you not annoyed with me then 😭 i'd block me if i saw me on the dash KJFKJFDKJDF thank god i got over it though (or should i be.. i'm a menace on the dash now <3 KJDKKJDFKJF) AND NOOO OMG it's not creepy at all. i put those links in for people to see them after all!! and i'm actually kind of honored you followed me even w/o knowing its me <3 i feel like i've passed the vibe check JJFDKJKJFD do you also follow my main 👀 i rmb someone greeting me here on my bday who said the exact same thing you did 😭

U LIKE OLD MAN JINYOUNG 😭😭😭 ok that makes sense w ur svt bias line tbh <3 i like jinyoung a lot too he's such a smug pain in the ass <3 ALSO MORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i l*ve mark oh my god i- i know i keep saying this... but ur taste <3 AND YOU ARE 😭😭 THE ERAS YOU DISCOVER/GET INTO GROUPS ARE SOOOO GOOD </3 you are was so meaningful to them, and i'm still so incredibly proud of them for this regardless of commercial success. also what group were u into that time omg 👀 I ALSO GOT INTO THEM DURING SPINNING TOP ERA KJFDKJFDKJFJKFDJKFD WHY ARE WE SO SIMILAR!! u seem to like jaebeom's songs a lot <3 AND MS LULLABY!!! oh my god that's my favorite era <3 and yeah, so true bestie, i couldn't be happier for them they're doing FAR better than they have ever had compared to when they were in that shitty company. i'm still so amazed how they pulled all of this off though. jaebeom's must've went thru loads of papework he was prob so determined to show that old man what they are capable of FDJKDFJKD

NAURRR OMG IT'S SO CUTE HOW U PUT IT THAT WAY!! and i'm sure you'll get to experience more cbs with the 7 <3 they were already hinting at it yesterday on twt JKFDJKJKFD

OHHH THAT'S COOL!!! i haven't had a chance to listen much to kbands now, and if u ask me abt them the first ones that come to mind are ft island and cnblue bc im a kpop hag 😭 OH WAIT MAYBE DAY6 for the new ones?? my friends have also been recommending n.flying, the rose, and onewe to me. which bands do you listen to? and zayn??????? <3 ur so right abt that DFKJKJDFFDKJFD also omg go listen to khh they changed my life <3 i can give u a playlist if u'd like!! <3

OH WAIT THERE GOES THE BANDS FKDGKJKJF i usually reply paragraph by paragraph without reading the whole ask so JDFKJDFJK WAIT WOODZ????????????????????????? HELLO???????????????????? I LOVE THAT MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE'S SO SEXIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and he's so cute too if that helps </3 ALSO MOOD I CANT BRING MYSELF TO LISTEN TO NEW MUSIC NOWADAYS EVEN IF I WANT TO BC OF THE SAME EXACT REASON 😭 the way we get each other is so- and i've never heard of hoppipolla omg i'll go listen to them now!! indeed <3 gotsvt is our home <3

and nooo u are so cute omg </3 and don't feel pressured to respond immediately to me as well!! i'm a v late replier but i'll always reply JKJKFDJKFD AND DW everything u said made perfect sense <3 i hope u get/got a good night's rest!! and that you'll have an awesome day ahead <3

[yeonjuns-croptop]

Check in tag^^

tagged by @soonhoonsol thank you chey^^

why did you choose this URL?

yeonjun in a croptop was a cultural reset and i am still not over this look tbh

Do you have any sideblogs?

technically this is a sidelog but other than this i have one for all the songs chan plays on chan's room (@chans-playlist) and one (abandoned) one where you can find a ton of good omens analysis (@great-good-omens-essays-lmao) because i was very much into good omens at one point

How long have you been on tumblr?

i think early 2018 if not late 2017 not sure, this blog i've had for like half a year now

Do you have a queue tag?

no, it's all or nothing from me, either spamming or silence, no inbetween^^

Why did you start this blog in the first place?

idk anymore why i started using tumblr at first, i think for harry potter stuff and a bit of kpop

this specific one was for me to have a place to dump all my stupid thoughts haha

Why did you choose this pfp?

Why did you choose your header?

Cuz this outfit changed smth in me (and maybe also finally gave me a nct bias lmao) and i was having fun editing some things so yeah

i am thinking of changing it tho

i saw this on weverse somewhere and it just describes my life, i am going broke (me: omg i'm so broke! also me: buys yet another 30$ album)

What's you post with the most notes?

How many mutuals do you have?

It's this beautiful meme of 1 + 1 i made on a whim and it resonated apparently

closely followed by a post about germany's next topmodel, because a very famous comedian was gonna be a judge there and it was just so fucking weird

Not a lot i think? on the top of my head i can think of chey^^,@ren9510 (hallu), and @loveyourselff haha

How many followers do you have?

92 here, 126 on my chan blog and 1302 on the good omens one lmao

Following?

374

Do you make shitposts?

my whole blog are shitposts/commentary with the occasional edit thrown in

How long do you use tumblr each day?

way to fucking long this is my only social media i am here constantly

No? only thing i can think of is that time i worded smth really bad and got called out for it, but i explained myself and they deleted the post (i did panic hardcore tho like rly bad)

Did you have a fight/argument with another blog once?

How do you feel about 'you need to reblog this' posts?

Don't like them. I don't like the pressuring nature of them? like if it's a post like 'pls reblog this that'd be awesome'? no problem with those but the REBLOG THIS POST NOW posts aren't cool nope

Do you like tag games?

YES pls tag me in them i love this ('this' meaning oversharing my life haha)

Do you like ask games?

On the occasion that i reblog them absolutely let me interact with y'all

Which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

idk @iiasha and @soonhoonsol both feel very big to me idk why haha y'all are great

Do you have a crush on a mutual?

Nope✌

tagging anyone who wants to do this i'm not creative i'm sorry

[otonymous]

Author Interview 📝

Thanks so much to @dear-mrs-otome​ and @alloveroliver​ for the tag!  I loved reading your interviews; it’s so interesting to learn about what goes on in the minds of lovely and talented writers such as yourselves!

Name: Otonymous

Fandoms: Now: MLQC, Mr Love: Queen's Choice, Love and Producer, 恋与制作人…lots, as you can clearly see 🤣 Oh, and Got7 (Kpop) too.

Want to do in the future: Depends on which shiny new otome game catches my eye (and wallet).  I also have some original work planned 😱😆

Where You Post: Tumblr and AO3!  You can also get updates on when I post new fics on my Twitter and IG account (if you’re interested, links to these accounts can be found on the sidebar of my homepage).

Most Popular One-Shot: On Tumblr: A Moment In Time, featuring Good Ol’ Victor from MLQC (I’m noticing a trend here, ladies 😆).  On AO3: Afternoon Delight (MLQC Lucien).

Most Popular Multi-Chapter Story: Hmm, this is a difficult question to answer, seeing as I’ve written all of ONE multi-chapter story thus far 🤣  It would have to be Served, featuring — once again! — Victor of MLQC fame.

Favourite Story You Wrote: To be honest, my current WIP, featuring this lovely gentleman: Park Jinyoung.

Colours (MLQC Lucien) is a very close second.

Story You Were Nervous to Post: Promises (SLBP Kansuke).  This story was the very first fanfic I had ever written IN MY LIFE, let alone the first one I ever posted.  It featured supernatural elements, major character death AND no smut (so, you know, anathema to fanfiction LOL).  Hence, to all the good folks who actually read that fic and encouraged me: a giant THANK YOU!  I love you all 💕😆

How You Choose Your Titles: I actually begin the process of writing my fics by choosing the title.  It sets the tone for the piece, and you’ll typically find the title tucked somewhere within the text of the story 😉With respect to the ‘how’ part, I just sit there, sense the mood...and it comes to me (mind-altering substances are not involved, istg LOL)

Completed: 41, as per AO3's count.  Plus a few that I've completed but never posted for one reason or another 🤷🏻‍♀️😆

Incomplete: A few (please see below, under "Coming Soon"!)

Do You Outline? ALSO flying by the seat of my pants like the lovely @dear-mrs-otome​.  I typically set up a playlist, slip on my headphones, and let my mind and fingers meander (that bit about the fingers sounded dirty, didn’t it?! Totally unintentional on my part, if you can believe it LOL!)

Coming Soon:

Park Jinyoung (Got7) NSFW fic (crawling my way to the finish line)

MLQC NSFW fivesome fic (I haven't forgotten, y'all!  It's half written LOL)

A SUPER COOL PROJECT COMING THIS FEBRUARY…stay tuned!

Do You Accept Prompts? I do!  But I typically only complete the ones I feel comfortable writing or am inspired to write.  I also tend to generate ideas on my own, so I balance those with the prompts I receive in my Ask box.  Furthermore, it can sometimes take me a while to finish fics.  So thank you in advance, lovely readers and requesters, for understanding 💕💕

Upcoming Story You Are Most Excited to Write/ Complete: Finishing up my Park Jinyoung story!  I’ve been working on this bad boy for over a month now, and it’s probably the most complicated fic I’ve written yet.  I am also experimenting with a new style in terms of story structure, so we’ll see how that goes!  

ALSO: the big surprise that's coming in February!!!

What do you use to edit?: I pay for Bear Pro.  Because of pretty themes.  And Cloud syncing.  And the Bear icon.  Am also not getting paid to say this LOL.

I also use Apple’s built-in dictionary to look up super common words that I use all the time, because there’s no better way to make you suddenly feel like you don’t understand a language you’ve spoken your entire life than writing fanfiction 🤪

Writing setup: I have a dedicated writing space in my home, but the essentials really are: headphones, the perfect playlist (Spotify baby - once again, not an advert), my laptop and privacy.  I absolutely cannot write without the right music, and any extraneous noise throws off my concentration.  Also, a giant tumbler of green or oolong tea nearby.

Do you use a beta reader?  My husband.  He has read every single fic I’ve ever written.  He has no choice.  I also like to stare at him for every minuscule reaction while he reads...not intense at all 🤣  

Where do you get your writing inspo?  I daydream A LOT 🤣  I tend to get my ideas while doing random things like showering, walking on the street, doing chores or just as I’m falling asleep.  I also find inspiration in films with particularly beautiful cinematography and listening to soundtracks.

Can we get a quote from an upcoming WIP?  [For she was nothing if not authentic.  This, Jinyoung knew...from the very first time he saw her — the moment passing with the silent grace of clouds moving overhead.  Steady and unobtrusive, she had slid into Jinyoung’s heart the way one barely notices an overcast sky.  And by the time he found her there, it was already too late.  He could neither move forward nor turn back.]

Tagging: @lin-ful​, @pseudofaux​, @pickled-girlfriend​, @maanawa​, @assomoir​ and anyone else who’d like to try! (Only if you guys want, and sorry if you’ve already done this!)

[bugloveskpop]

Tagged bitchess

Okay listen, I love these tag posts lmao they make me feel special so thank you @heonie-ween for tagging me in this 🤙🏻♥️

Okok let's get to know moi

Name: Haley

Nickname: bug, bugaloo, buggy, etc lmao and Marie. Honestly there's so many more than that tho (@bvlladonna made up her own nickname for me (sugar 🍪 and its the sweetest thing) and uh my aunt calls me water snorter (don't ask why 💀))

Star sign: Capricorn bitcH

Gender: nonbinary/genderfluid (pan)(I still use she/her pronouns so y'all good lmao)

Sexuality: PANSEXUAL PRIDE BITCHES

Favorite color: all of them

Time right now: uh it's late man 2:16am

Average hours of sleep: depends man, but usually between 5 and 9 hours, moreso closer to 5 😂

Lucky numbers: I haven't much thought abt this but 13, 23, 50, and 69 ;) (iM KIDDING)

Last thing I googled: "how long does it take for someone to bleed out if you slit their throat" listen I'm a writer I sweaR

Number of blankets: normally in the summer 2, but winter requires 5

Favorite fictional character: uh all Pokemon m8 (rn it's Tessa Gray from the Infernal Devices series okay it changes a lot)

What are you wearing: welp I'm in bed for the night 🤷🏼‍♀️ my pajama shirt and my underwear are all I got on okay

Favorite book: listen, I own over 400 books man, I don't knoW all of them

Favorite musician: don't make me choose, bc I can'T

Dream job: my actual dream job would be a successful writer but I plan on going to college to become a psychiatrist ♥️

Number of followers: 409, me and my lil group 🥰

When did you create your blog: jesus man idk like 2013-2014??

What do you post about: anything I damn well please lmao my blog is just a mess

What made you decide to get a tumblr: insanity probably I'm trapped here they won't let me leave send help

When did your blog reach it's peak: my blog hit it's peak?? Bitch wheN??? Why wasn't I notifieD?????

Do you get asks on a daily basis: lmao no and I'm lonely

Why did you choose your url: nickname - bug, me - loves kpop, wah-la bugloveskpop

I taggg @bvlladonna @jujubeonthatbeat @acutest-angle (my mains 😔✊🏻♥️) only if y'all want to tho!