#y'all ever feel like u missed out on ur chance to make friends and establish urself in the community
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#y'all ever feel like u missed out on ur chance to make friends and establish urself in the community#both through personal flaws and unchangeable circumstance?#cuz haha. I don't have friends and I doubt I ever will bc I missed out on so much socialization I don't fit in anywhere#not even with people I grew up with. bc of unchangeable circumstances#'oh you can always start now' except for the pandemic and the lack of socialization. I didn't even know most kids parents were married until#I was like 8. that's how isolated my parents kept me lol. I don't have a frame of reference for healthy peer relationships#I just. I'll never be part of the world the way I want to be and I can't help feeling like it's my own personal fault#(the personal flaws not the decision to stop trying)#(the decision to stop trying was brought about after Years Of Trying and getting nowhere)#*mourns what could have been* โ*mourns what could have been* โ*mourns what could have been* โ*mourns what c
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