#y'all I'm 21 I should not be having daily pain

[doctor-disc0]

Uh oh. I'm relating to a lot of posts about physical disability

[aalissy]

Injured

Here's day 21 y'all. A lil identity reveal for my daily dose of ladrien hehe. I hope that you like it! Lemme know what you think!

AO3

Chat Noir stumbled into his room through his bedroom window. Immediately, he detransformed, clutching at his injured leg with a hiss of pain. 

Idiot. Stupid. What were you thinking ?

Adrien banged the bottom of his palm against his forehead as he mentally chastised himself. How he had managed to injure himself during a patrol with no akumas was beyond him. 

Hobbling, he collapsed onto his couch with a sigh of relief. He flexed his injured leg lightly and was relieved that he could move it. It must just be a sprain then. Blowing out an exhale, he tousled his hair.

“You alright, kid?” Plagg asked, his green eyes wide with concern. 

“Yeah, I’m fine.” Adrien gave him a small quirk of his lips. “Just need to rest.”

Plagg nodded at him, hovering nearby as he gobbled down a piece of cheese.

Thumping his head back against the couch, he shook his head at himself. Ladybug just had to have looked so beautiful with her pigtails blowing in the wind. Her cheeks were flushed a light pink and so he had stumbled on the rooftop he had been leaping off of, his leg slamming into the building. Ladybug had seen it all with the pair of widest, kindest blue eyes he had ever seen.

She had lifted him up, her brow furrowing with concern. “Are you alright, Chaton?”

He had waved her concerns off before quickly making his way back home, the suit masking most of the pain until he had detransformed. Now that he was on the couch, he didn’t move his leg, allowing the pain to subside slightly. He knew he had to be more careful. Sighing, he looked at Plagg, who was now munching contentedly on his cheese. "I'll be fine," Adrien whispered, more to himself than to his kwami.

Suddenly, a soft tap on his window caught his attention. Adrien’s heart skipped a beat as he turned to see Ladybug peering inside, her eyes filled with worry. He scrambled to sit up straighter, wincing as his leg protested. He noticed gratefully, that Plagg had managed to disappear, probably off to eat more cheese.

Adrien forced a smile, trying to mask his discomfort. "Ladybug, what are you doing here?"

She climbed through the window with her usual grace, closing it behind her. "I was in the neighborhood and thought I'd drop by. You know, just to hang out."

His heart pounded in his chest, both from the pain and the thrill of seeing her. She had been doing this more often lately and he had found himself looking forward to her little impromptu visits. "Well, you know it's always nice to see you," he said, his voice warm.

Ladybug smiled and sat beside him on the couch. "So, what have you been up to?"

Adrien shrugged, careful not to move his leg too much. He was desperate for her not to notice. "Oh, uh, you know... just relaxing. It's been a long day."

She nodded, laughing as her sapphire eyes gleamed over at him. "I understand that. So, did you maybe want to watch something?"

He nodded eagerly. Watching a movie was easy. He wouldn’t have to worry about his leg that way. He grabbed the remote, turning on a random movie.

They talked for a while as it played, making idle chatter and little comments as they watched. Adrien found himself momentarily forgetting about his injury, lost in the comfort of Ladybug's presence. However, when he shifted slightly to get more comfortable, a sharp pain shot through his leg. He couldn't suppress a wince.

Her eyes immediately narrowed with concern. "Are you alright?"

Adrien quickly waved her off, forcing another smile. "I'm fine, j-just a little sore from fencing."

Ladybug didn't look convinced. One of her eyebrows slowly rose as she looked at him. "Let me see."

Before he could protest, she gently lifted his pant leg, revealing the swelling and bruising. Her eyes widened in shock. "Adrien, this looks serious! You should have told me!"

"It's really not a big deal," he insisted, shaking his head, trying to move his leg from her grip. "I just need to rest."

Ladybug's brow furrowed as she studied his face, her eyes scanning his. Slowly, she murmured, "T-this reminds me of someone."

Adrien's heart raced. She couldn’t have... "W-what... who?"

"Chat Noir," she whispered, her lips parted as her gaze seemed to light up with realization. "He gets hurt and tries to hide it too. Always putting on a brave face. A-and he injured his leg today too. T-the same leg."

Adrien's breath caught. He opened his mouth to say something, but no words came out.

Ladybug's eyes widened with realization. "Adrien, you—"

He looked away, feeling a mix of fear and guilt. "I'm sorry, Ladybug. I-I didn't want you to find out like this. I-I didn’t think you would come over today."

Her hand gently cupped his cheek, turning his face back towards her. "Adrien... you're my Chaton?"

He nodded slowly, his eyes filled with vulnerability. "Yes, it's me."

Ladybug's expression shifted from shock to understanding, then to a tender smile. She glanced away from him, shaking his head. "Wow... everything makes so much sense now."

"I’m sorry! I don’t want to burden you with more secrets," Adrien confessed. "And I-I definitely don’t want you to see me differently."

Her gaze immediately whipped back to him, her thumb gently stroking his cheek. "Adrien... no. You could never be a burden to me. You're my partner, both as Adrien and as Chat Noir."

His eyes filled with relief and gratitude. "Thank you, Ladybug. I was afraid you might be angry."

She smiled warmly. "I'm not angry. I'm just worried about you. You need to take better care of yourself."

Adrien chuckled softly. "I'll try. It's just hard when I'm so used to protecting everyone else."

Ladybug's eyes were warm as she looked at him. "It's okay to let someone else protect you sometimes."

His heart thumped loudly in his chest at her words and he nodded, feeling overwhelmed by her kindness.

She leaned in, pressing a gentle kiss to his forehead. "Now, let's take care of that leg."

Adrien smiled, his heart swelling with another large wave of affection for her. "Thank you, Ladybug."

She stood up, looking around the room. "Do you have any ice? We should reduce the swelling."

Adrien pointed to the mini-fridge in the corner. "There should be some in there."

Ladybug retrieved the ice pack and carefully placed it on his leg. "This should help. But you really need to rest."

He nodded, grateful for her care. "I will. And maybe we can spend some time together while I recover?"

Her eyes sparkled as she threw her head back with a loud giggle. "I'd like that."

As they sat together, chatting and laughing, Adrien realized that, despite the pain and the secrets, he was exactly where he needed to be—with Ladybug by his side, both as Adrien and as Chat Noir.

[planetkiimchi]

study log

21 / 1 / 2022

today i sat at my table and contemplated the meaning of life. transcribing notes is actually really fun because i can see the progress i'm making, and flip through neat notes because my handwriting changes when i put in effort <3

it's the third week of school (if you start in january like you should, but if you're a heathen then it's just for the year), but i can already feel the work piling up.

sitting there and just sort of admiring the spirit of doing homework is so fun. (also, the science definition of 'work' is really funny).

summary: today was less studying, more homework and clearing up my table so i have a conducive environment to work in

playlist: ( my time capsule ) https://open.spotify.com/playlist/37i9dQZF1EuOsGcbHYMI8y?si=7Xjl1UQxRw6c73G0afkQ3A

check in

so... it has come to my attention that i don't have the time nor the creativity to write daily drabbles so they may become daily ~vibes~ and i'll try to expand them as much as i can. send suggestions if you have any!!! anyway how are you all? have you drank water? eaten (preferably healthily)? slept at least 8 hours? (no bc i only sleep 7.5 but it's okay for me not for y'all). self care tip: bring around a small pouch of essentials (e.g. tissue, wet wipes, phone, wallet, i usually put earphones and sweets) and it'll be so much easier to pack, trust me.

drabble

she was like a storm, tenacious and as fierce as a wolf. the ferocity that came only from knowing pain, from knowing struggles. and her persistence, the way she put her foot down and demanded that life obey her, lest it fall to its knees and do her bidding as a servant. she was strong, courageous, but most of all, she was whole. she had been split apart time and time again and she still stood there, fully whole and scarred from the fractures. and she smiled the glorious smile that made kingdoms crumble and cities tremble, that led countries to their downfall. it was intoxicating, her aura, and if it could have been hidden away like a secret, a cave full of treasures and wonder, they would have done her in. but her spirit roamed free, never crushed underfoot by conquerors. their attitude had no effect on her, only a source of amusement which she enjoyed greatly. partake in the games, her eyes twinkled. flail and flounder and seek help, but receive none. for she fed on their helplessness, feasted on their fear. though she was kind and graceful and honest, she was also a ruler, and there were some times that mercy was not an option; those times, her heart hardened as it had been made to do, and her eyes turned blind to the suffering, her ears deaf to the screams of murderers and criminals. what could have been said but that she was a hurricane? in her own right, she was everything and nothing at once. she built walls that fell when she wanted them to, everyone grovelled at her feet. she answered to no one, and they pleaded for her to listen. yet listen she did, and she did everything she should have and more. a monarch in her own right, blessed not by blood nor inheritance but rather the words of her people, fair and just. let not her appearances deceive you, nor her silence or honeyed words lure you in, let not her promises entice you. speak with caution, hear the wind rustle. and you will have everything or nothing, you cannot have both when faced with a choice. everything is taken from you like the world crashes onto you, bleeding out and the dry desert cries out for help. listen to the cries, heed their advice. only the dead speak the truth.

[myheartbeatskids]

So Declan loved me and we talked about science and lab babies and clones and all that. So He told me he loved me because i was the first person to really really listen and understand as opposed to being the one to teach.

And so he had understood what he was taught then developed and built upon it correctly with help from his own brain and God. And del Muerte whom helped me understand as well cause that shit was mind blowing.

So he asked me to have his soul mate. To give birth to her.

And I was pretty much dragged out and Declan ran the show after that.

I agreed but it was more like a thing where i had to focus and talk instead of fainting.

So Matt actually helped to implant because I have an upturned uterious and so things like that are painful because of the rigidity and non flexible as i need materials used while Jeremiah comforted and helped me relax.

So then essentially i was kidnapped.

Declan is part clone and part Neanderthal.

Annabelle is part clone and part Neanderthal.

So some of us from Michael Jackson's boarding school --- although I wasn't i stayed there alot on my own. So i was part of it, unofficially as i am a civilian doing military shit now. --- have clones in a laboratory. But they are miniature human size as they are kept in barbie size containers.

Since Declan was a clone Jesse gave permission to make, they said i should use a clone.

It took 5 eggs until Declan approved the child that would be created in the embryo. Del Muerte communicated to us what God said.

Most males get their soul mates at age 7. Declan was only 2 years old. So God hadnt had enough experience to program or create his perfect soulmate.

So it just so happened it was 2 years of plus 5 embryos which makes the year 7 while added together.

So when Annabelle was born Declan came to get me and her but my now ex-husband got me all fucked up and i had amnesia and all that and i remember the power struggle type issues while signing the birth certificate which is why i get child support as my ex swore bla bla bla and signed papers to those statements but I was all "Dude while he's signing let's run!" Because he pissed me off during that time and i was all no hes wrong and all... But I guess I was scared of him or his aura csused me confusion or Idk. I remember feeling sick.

So craziness. We are 16 years late. And unfortunately yet fortunately a lot of research was done and i have a lot of government apology money coming my way. Which i don't have yet.... But soon.

This is Cambria AvaLynn named after Alexis Dejoria.

Because Matt's parents were into hiding, they named him after a mat. A common object so in case of ESP feom the people they hid from they would think "welcome mat" like welcome to travel with us son named Matt. Welcome to eat at the dining table, Matt. Well, come, Matt.

So came or come because i would always want to see Matt so I would say "You came!!!" When i saw him and hug him and he would say "welcome"

And Bria after me.

Turning the x into a v (for Victory) and Lynn as in the 80s most of my friends on the military base i lived on has Lynn as their middle names. So to remind me she is a friend.

She's my child that was ectopic due to the sponges Jamie & Doug Otis found and reminded us of. But we went to the hospital because i began to hemmoragge and they were able to save her and her twin.

Then my mom killed her and he died naturally as he was in ICU TO experiment on them being raised/healed as premies temporarily as one within an incubator and the other skin to skin contact. As woman need to be comforted more, we picked Ava to bring home.

They were the first experiment with soul mates being born as twins. Both clones of my and Jeremiah and his being Ava and my being the male Andrew.

Andrew after Jesse... "And he drew" cause he was always drawing beautifully.

And the other clones were of Jesse James and Alexis.

Alexis got kidnapped by her dad and so the story goes... I did too Eventually

Jeremiah's dad helped us as the grandparent in house.

This is Declan.

He told Jeremiah "I'm not the one sitting around waiting with a pouted lip waiting for someone to do it for me. Now i found the woman and go get my kid!!"

Dude WTF I'm not having someones kid... I'm only 21!!

"Now im the man around the house and what I say goes!!! And you are going to have my kid!!"

Dude whatever. So i did dream into the lab with them but... I thought we were just playing and so i agreed and so next thing i knew there was a frozen child ready to be implanted. Thus my ability to be kidnapped so easily...

Cause when a kid is all telling you about clones and labs and shit... And you're hearing voices... that shit is insane. Literally.

So i didn't take it seriously enough.

But Declan is only 19 Now. And my kid is 16.

So it's old enough to have a romantic relationship. To avoid issues i had as a child with social services.

The plan was to have them grow up as friends but also believed it may been too dangerous....

Yet I still don't agree that it was.

However for the last 10 year's I have been working daily for my amnesia to be solved and also saving the world (of NHRA especially) at the same time.

And have earned multiple Nobel Peace Prizes which i have yet to receive.

So working on law enforcement and the military and government, about to break into the public school system and tear that up ;) as a civilian has earned me billions of dollars i have yet to receive....

But i have given away as i can and have bought businesses that I want.

As proof that the government does care about all its people's hopes and dreams they have bought them on my behalf and am gsining bank! And i shop st my own businesses too... Ironically! I been shopping at Loves for nearly a year... went into Speedway a few times now i drive an extra 5 miles just to shop there because i like it more!!

Robert, the shift manager finally told me tonight as I bought all the GIANTS for my Giant 6'7" man. And i turned the ones in Valencia County to Speedway in honor of Aaron and Paul (twins) who wanted to show the dangers of meth and the meth community as they honored me with my idea of how to end Breaking Bad with the movie reel of El Camino (the mother road) of the manner of the psychological reality of life gone wrong.

I freak Robert out... He was worried when he saw me there that I was to audit like a monster, fire everyone and work the cash register and store myself.

So tonight he saw I bought milkshakes (not available at Love's) figured it out and gave me a pack of smokes for free and blurted out why.

So i took all the giants as i always do and fucked them all up and made them better.

So i own them till i make my money back on the businesses and then they get given to who I intended it for... As I do double check they will always be worthy... If not i keep them for me because I was being good snd honest and fair the whole time.

So 360° K i own.

So i only compete with Love's whom I always promised the King's Highway to... You know him... As an old time Western Thug bitch ass womanizer player. Motorcycle Guru. Hot Rod extraordinaire. Texas loving son of a gun. Jesse James Smith! Just kidding... Just regular old ole fogie mad scientist Jesse Gregory Smith. Of West Coast Choppers. Which i own and always have as i put up the money for his business intending to always be in his life and helping him. So my apology... The only one i can ever give as i can't predict the future without help is Love. And he loves everyone and won't let Google tell.

I bought every gas station in the country as we will be switching to electric and hydro electric and non fuel and solar and hybrid autos by 2030. So the previous owners have a nice retirement and no stress. As the storage oil facilities that were shot in Saudia Arabia were actually empty. I own them.

Fossil fuels are actually the blood of dinosaurs and other dead bodies that are converted and broken down and dehydrated by plant life...

I found that out by the eternal bushes burning.. I mean growing... here on the mountain. Tumble weeds otherwise known as thyme. And we found via satellite tons of skeletons by Earth xrays under the bushes and some not as they are closer to the Earth surface. I found a wooly mammoth knuckle bone.

We moved here in 2002 and there was a patch of earth that looked like concrete by the mail boxes and we just drove over them assuming that's what it was.

They were mummified wooly mammoths. Now broken up and scattered all over the desert road.

I would not like my blood which could potentially bring me back to life wasted on a car... For someone to get to a job they hate. So no more. Not from the USA anyways.

One night I was at dinner and i said Obama needs to handle thwt South Dakota pipeline. My dad was all what is he supposed to do? All simple solutions were crap and had an argument. I said "then lie! Tell the American people they are scum! Tell them we opened the pipeline up and the pipes broke and destroyed the precious land that needs to be protected." My dad laughed and i felt kinda stupid for being so angry.

But Uncle Donald heard my point and so thats exactly what he did. Fake news? Its real.

Because he saw the change I made in the NHRA with some lies that laid very close to the truth.

You don't need to believe in reincarnation for it to happen. I didn't until about 6 months ago. But my mom's mom and my great aunt my grandma's sister ... Granny Bessie Heltons 2 daughters did. My grandma explained it to me one night when I was 18 as i had asked my Great Aunt Nita i was closer to but she didn't explain she just said "because i do" And the dictionary explaination i already knew. But my grandma traveled with me like y'all know i do And showed me.

We started in Heaven with only having one human life and having the soul figure of a human that we select. Hers was a teenage body, absolutely beautiful. With her old ass mind and experience. I told her what I wanted was to be a child. A dirty raggedy haired barefoot blonde without a care in the world, feeling smarter than I feel now... Because that is when i was happiest. When i saw i could end pain and suffering with death, when i knew life could escape heart ache, even when evil exist.

And so now on her second cat life with me, as her first caused her kidnapping by the same drug induced psycho piece of shit that arrested and molested Jesse James dog, Coco and her untimely death as I did record in Tumblr. "Sister Kitty" was kidnapped by him, hes in a special jail. He just had his pinkie finger nail and big toe nail removed as he did kidnap Mogar and slice his face and slice Kizzys leg. So in order to understand what he did he agreed to similar punishment as he did to our precious cargo...

Cargo my bitches!

Jesse: No! I only ask!

Me: who do i have to convince?

Jesse: Idk Jeremiah?

Me: Ava who is your dad?

Ava: Idk I guess not Jeremiah?? IDK!! HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO TELL!? you all always told me they are both my dad's. Let me ask God. Oh! Jesse! ..... And Jeremiah

Me: your dad is your dad and dad he will always be no matter shine or high water, love will always be there for you and for me. Alexis, do you know that one?

She nods all teary..

Jesse: well did i get loves?!

Me: uhh yes ass hole! We always love you back. What do you want with a gas station with no gas? That's like having a family with out us, most especially me!

Jesse: well it got gas now!!!

Me: well gas up at your local, bring a truck. I got a lot of stuff.

Declan: you hear her? Most especially me! Me! Well, me too, you better pick me up.

Me: Jesse... You ready for Orlando?? I got a Chase bank account with the Princess Castle on the debit card... Just needs a little cash in the account.

Jesse: You Mean You Will Pay!!!

Me: i see that was not a question so that does not deserve a response. But yes. I am suppose to have a wire transfer per last night's discussions that will pay for it.

Jesse: WHOA SHIT!

Me: Jeremiah you down?

Jeremiah: to pay Miss Giant Owner?

Me: uhh I'm Miss Speedyway now. No.. Carry me through times square after some Disney World Fun!

Jeremiah: FUCK YES!! uhh yes thank you for inviting me. I will go

Matt Hagan: look look at this. Im the best friend i even got her kid named after me

Me: Matt Hagan... Looks like you're invited, The Best Friend. In or out of Disney World for the hotel.

Matt: IN!!

Me: youre definitely going you know how to do it right! Pops... You gonna stay home alone with your woman?

Pops: not if i don't have to

M3: you don't

Pops: shit! Oh yeah!

Chuck: what about Cookie!!

Me: you and bring Your comrades I need to talk to

Chuckie: oh Cookies going!

Me: I didn't know he could do the Conga.

Jesse: yes you did!

Me: no wonder it looked familiar.