#y la cosa es q me lo he buscado. pq LITERALMENTE le he buscado. ojalá se cambiase de nombre de [redacted red social] y asi
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not to talk about this subject again on this blog but seeing what i saw today upset me so much i couldnt even enjoy lunch today. yippeee!!!
#xarra xarra#y la cosa es q me lo he buscado. pq LITERALMENTE le he buscado. ojalá se cambiase de nombre de [redacted red social] y asi#no le podría encontrar#bc i kept thinking like. both of us did things the other didnt like. i just didnt complain abt it bc idk man. i dont feel like speaking up#and that made me more detatched i guess. so detatched that i have questioned myself multiple times#if im aromantic. bc like. it cannot be that i am with someone but dont have feelings for them#or literally cringe when they say i love you. it took so so so much out of me to say i love you back. i did not feel anything#when i told them. i felt like a liar is what i felt like. and ive looked up aromanticism but i cannot relate to most of the experiences#so its either that like. i lied to them and to myself that i liked them just bc i felt like i needed a relationship.#in part to actually feel like a lesbian. in another part bc i felt like i was too old to not have dated anyone.#OR i just cannot recognize that im aromantic?? bc maybe (this is a theory) from what ive read many aros are also ace#and i am anything but ace. and so the ace/aro experiences kinda. mash together. which is something that i cannot relate to at all???
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