#xtxtx

[goofballproximitysurveyor]

you know thinking abt my personal gender identity i do like the term ftmtx to describe myself because i do feel like trying to come into being agender and presenting myself more authentically has essentially been another transition in which i have faced the same kind of awkward phases a part of transitioning as if it was the first time but i think most people associate xtxtx labels as detransitioning/retransitioning which i personally really hate to describe myself as because in the literal sense i'm not "undoing" or "restarting" anything. i'm just changing my gender again and trying to adjust to those social and internal perceptions. in certain places i actually am still in the closet (with the same social stresses that it normally causes!) even though i am very openly trans and not at all stealth about it. idk where i'm going with this i'm just thinking abt identity and how i want to describe myself and using tumblr as my journal on that LOL

[himiko]

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Sam 😭 thank u for this delightful surprise in my barren inbox

Here, have an awkward kacchan

[himiko]

I finished knb s3 anime yesterday and it left a huge void inside me I can't believe it's over...? I almost cried when aomine cried?? And again with akashi. Sucks being a sympathetic cryer omg but there's still one thing bothering me, did bokushi merge with oreshi because the anime just showed bokushi fading away so is he gone or?? But in Last Game iirc there were 2 voices in akashi at some point so I'm confused also I can't wait for the movie

[himiko]

wth was up with that bnha episode... I teared up halfway through, then because of that one fukcing scene with todo’s siblings i just screamed for the rest of the episode...all not according to keikaku............

[himiko]

IS KOE NO KATACHI OUT WHAT THE HEXK

wow u really come out of nowhere bUT YEAH YOU CAN DOWNLOAD IT ON nyaa APPARENTLY OR STREAM SUBS ON 9anime.to it was so good bro im emo again...

[himiko]

naruto should’ve ended up with gaara

[himiko]

[pets ur unporcupined baku] good shit my d00d

*pets him with u* thanks my d00d

[himiko]

yesterday i watched spirited away for the first time and like this is weird why did the parents think it was a good idea to go inside a random tunnel leaving their car behind and the kid has to scold them for eating before paying.

[himiko]

ur icon is rad

Yeah it’s drawn by a talented artist @josukespimphand who is also very nice

[himiko]

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[himiko]

what happens when jotaro wears his hat backwards

[himiko]

the earth is 4.5 billion years old and I can't believe I exist in the same era as kujo jotaro

[himiko]

What made you start jjba?? And why do you like it so much? Just out of curiosity of course.

See - one day, I was bored out of my mind. After Cowboy Bebop rolled over me like a tractor and the YOI finale let me down (no offense), I was looking for comedy. Then an idea popped up - hey, there was that weird anime with a bunch of ripped dudes striking funky poses. Looks fun.

Alright, so I started JJBA. At first I was just a casual viewer. I watched 2 episodes every other day and it started off kinda slow, but my boredom kept me going. Knowing literally nothing about the show, I kept wondering when Jonathan would wear the white hat and become friends with the pompadour guy, which clueless me thought would be normal even in the 1800s ‘cause hey it’s Jojo.

Then it hit me like a fucking 18-wheeler ramming into a VW buggy.

This wasn’t no fucking comedy.

At least, it’s not solely comedy. It’s hilarious and ridiculous at times but at its core JJBA is a fucking rollercoaster ride of honor, passion, ambition, devotion, and so many other things that I can’t articulate.

It’s the superficial stuff that drew me to JJBA in the first place, but it was the story and its themes that got me hooked. Family dynamics/relationships, nature vs. nurture, personal growth, stuff like that. The way in which the story was told was also superb; I especially love how the characters pulled through hopeless, impossible situations with not just willpower but also tactics. Personally this aspect of the show served as a source of motivation for me because I used to have a lot of mood swings and fall into these depressive episodes. But after JJBA, I feel like a completely different person, can’t even remember the last time I was really upset - which is why I say this show changed my life. From a cinematography perspective, the voice acting, music, and animation were top-notch as well.

Anyhow, there are some fans who’d tell you/anybody to “watch Jojo cuz it’s manly” but honestly it’s so much more than that. The style and the poses are just bonuses.

[himiko]

who was i before kujo jotaro

[himiko]

Finished jjba sdc holy fk I need time to digest everything that happened

Even though I finished it past midnight & barely got any sleep, here I am, still unable to get over it… which was quite unexpected because I thought this arc started off slow and didn’t seem as interesting as Part 2? Plus I didn’t really care about Jotaro initially bUT LOOK AT ME NOW goddamn I love him so mu ch it burns like the giant desert Sun (Stand).

Some of my fav parts:

Kakyoin pwning Death 13 aka nightmare baby

Joseph trying to make the camel sit down in the desert and when everybody except Joseph started laughing like maniacs he thought they all went crazy from heatstroke

Kakyoin lelolelolelolelo

Jotaro using his small 7-yr-old fists to beat up Alessi (dude's Stand turns ppl into kids)

All the gambler/gamer D'Arby episodes

Jotaro protecting his gramps by letting that jackass with The Lovers Stand use him as a bridge etc (i suffered)

Kakyoin & Polnareff bro handshake in the submarine 

Polnareff & Iggy, ‘you don’t know what you have until it’s gone’

Kakyoin WtfThe fUck i was screamang

Badassery in the entire Dio vs. Jotaro fight, “You lost for 1 simple reason, and that is: you pissed me off”

Jotaro should become a cardiologist I’m serious

Why Jotaro is perfect

Jotaro is like a giant looming teddy bear ok. Stoic, cool & silent on the outside, warm & fuzzy on the inside. I became utterly distraught with emotions when he protected his gramps or admired his gramps’ shrewdness (i.e. in the gambling episode). Importantly, I love how he states and does things firmly & plainly even if they seem ridiculous to others, like when he bet Abdul, Kakyoin AND HIS MOM’S souls on the crappiest poker hand lmfao; he just follows through with his own plans. Needless to say, he’s also very intelligent. Joseph used to be very clever, and still is sometimes, but as I was watching I really got a feeling that ah, the torch has been passed on. And although I expected to be disappointed by that, instead it made me proud?? Anyway I love the fact that he has a TAG Heuer watch and wears expensive pants. And how he uses his Stand to perform minor tasks like lighting his cigarette and bringing himself drinks, yet he isn’t nothing without his Stand either as his child self could beat up a grownup… asdkjflsaf

Polnareff’s survival

Tbh I kinda expected him to die at first, but now I can see how fucking meaningful this is. I feel like Polnareff always had some issues like guilt, can’t really describe it properly but in any case after Abdul saved him the first time, he had difficulty coming to terms with it. However when Abdul and Iggy sacrificed themselves to save him from Vanilla Ice, this time it drove him to live on and to keep fighting for their sake too, like he inherited their wills. Anyway I became so overwhelmed when he saw their spirits don’t talk to me

It was a fun journey

Guess who cried like a loser at the end when Joseph agreed with Polnareff that their journey was fun. They fucking lost 3 of their friends and yet they’re able to make this comment because those 3 didn’t die in vain, and as cheesy as it is, this line shows that they know their friends will continue to live on in their memories and their hearts.

Nothing is impossible nor futile

I love this concept and I love Jotaro for putting it so nicely at the end.

Honestly I’m still so overwhelmed by everything I prob need to rest for a couple of days before I can start diu

[himiko]

I love jotaro so much bye