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sick of waiting for love — jjk

pairing: jungkook x reader

genre: angst, slight fluff (not much), breakup!AU

word count: 1.1k

summary: jungkook is so, so exhausted.

note: listen to “Who” by Lauv and BTS while reading this :)

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i need a minute, to figure out what is, what isn’t

Jungkook’s pen scratches across the paper, unspoken words flowing out of the tip.

He feels almost… guilty for writing this but it had gotten to a point where he couldn’t hold it in anymore. It was either writing his thoughts down or throwing the words in your face. 

these choices and voices, they’re all in my head

He can feel the words itching in his throat, scrambling to be spoken and coughed out. There’s an angel on his right shoulder and a devil on his left, both telling him to do things he doesn’t want to do.

With every word, it’s harder for him not to give in to his thoughts. 

sometimes, you make me feel crazy

It’s true, true, true. You make him want to scream and shout in joy and pain and he can feel it ripping him apart on the inside.

But you make him feel things, and sometimes Jungkook thinks it’s enough. 

sometimes, i swear i think you hate me

More often than not, he comes home to the sight of you with annoyance in your eyes and irritation in your voice. 

Every time, he kisses you with an “I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry.” on his lips but it’s gotten easier for him to lie, lie, lie.

i need a walk, i need to get out of here

That’s usually why he’s gone. It’s an endless cycle, him walking to escape his thoughts only to return to his thoughts, full blast.

Truth be told, his thoughts are louder when he goes for his walks. He can never stop thinking about you and it’s getting exhausting. 

who are you? you’re not the girl i fell in love with

He still remembers the day he first met you. He was out eating pizza with his friends and you were their waitress. He remembers your flushed cheeks and your sweaty palms and your timid smile, your shaking hands serving him food.

Every day for the week after that, he would show up at your workplace just to talk to you. He didn’t even try to be slick, like occasionally ordering pizza or a drink. He was there for you, and only you.

He misses those days. It’s only gotten more complicated from there.

something has changed, you’re not the same, i hate it

A year into your relationship, things started changing. You stopped staying up to wait for him and he didn’t stop caring enough not to notice. But he bit his tongue, and let you drift away from him.

Two years into your relationship, he wonders if there was any communication between you two in the beginning at all. 

i’m sick of waiting for love

“I love you, Y/N.”

You had smiled at him when he said that, running your fingers through his hair. You were sitting on the couch while he was sitting between your legs on the floor.

“I understand if you aren’t ready to say it back, I just wanted you to know." 

You nodded, giving him another brief smile.

"Okay." 

Was this where he went wrong? 

i know that you’re not the one

Two years ago, Jungkook would have believed that the two of you were soulmates. But soulmates have an unbreakable bond, a connection.

Jungkook doesn’t even know if he really sees you anymore. It’s like you’re a shell. but this time, you’re not only hollow on the inside, but the outside too.

He still loves you, he really does. But he knows that you can love someone better than you could love him. He’s so, so exhausted. 

feeling hypnotized by the words that you said

But did you really say anything? He can hear you, but as much as he tries to listen, he can’t. He really, really wants to understand you.

All he hears is ringing, and pounding and screaming and it never seems to go away.

It makes him so, so dizzy. 

when the morning comes you’re still in my bed

the two of you never really established having two different sides of the bed, but he can feel the distance between the two of you as you’re pressed against his chest. 

so while you try to pretend it’s still working and fall asleep in each other’s arms, you always wake up on opposite sides of the bed, facing away from each other.

but it’s so, so cold

The body warmth between you does nothing to warm the tension, but it’s fine with Jungkook. 

When he’s with you, he’s just numb. 

Numb to the very bone. 

i’m sick of waiting for love 

Sometimes he feels so, so desperate to work the relationship out, but you don’t seem to want to put in the effort. Honestly, neither does he. 

He wants you back, but he wants you to go. 

"I washed the dishes, so I get to pick the movie, dummy.” You laugh, flicking Jungkook’s forehead.

“But you got to the dishes before I did! You practically ran to the sink the moment you finished your water!” He pouted, rubbing his forehead. 

Kissing the pout off his lips, you snatched the remote control off the coffee table to pick a movie for your movie night. 

Before you could type anything into the TV, Jungkook’s hands had travelled under your ribcage and within seconds you were shrieking with laughter on the couch.

“Kook! St- STOP!” you gasped, laughing so hard you started to snort. 

“Only if I get to pick the movie.” He raised an eyebrow at you, eyes shining with glee. 

Pinching his nose, you sat up, giving in to him. “Fine.”

He grinned at you and kissed your cheek before pulling you into him.

i know that you’re not the one

Last night he had been reading a book with you in the living room when he suddenly looked up and said, 

“Y/N?" 

"Yes, Jungkook?" 

"I love you, Y/N.” he studied your face and your body language as he said the words. 

You opened your mouth to say something, but decided against it before looking down at your book and saying, “I- I love you too, Jungkook.”

He should be ecstatic – you finally told him that you loved him, after two lengthy years. 

But he can see it in your eyes and in the way you’re lacing your fingers together. You don’t really love him.

He should be upset – but he expected it. It was bound to happen. Jungkook doesn’t say anything, and you continue to read in silence.

The exhaustion had eventually caught up to Jungkook, and now all he wanted to do was go, go, go.

Y/N, 

this is for you. i want you to know that i really did – do love you, but i know you’ll never love me back in the way i want you to. that’s okay. if we’re meant to be, we’ll see each other again.

i love you, 

jeon jungkook

but he knows you’re not the one, and he’s sick and tired of waiting for love.

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a/n: hi!! this is the first fic i’ve written for bts haha sorry if it’s really cliche xD this fic is inspired by Lauv’s new song “who” with jungkook and jimin! i don’t own the lyrics at all hehe

also protect jeon jungkook at all costs y/n is so mean in this :/

anyway, thank you for reading! if you liked it, please like or reblog :) my dms are always open!

[wydguk]

yay! ive been waiting forever for this aaaaaaaa

Get You The Moon (M)

Pairing | Taehyung x Reader Genre | Fluff, smut, angst / College!AU, enemies to lovers!AU, football!AU,  jock!Taehyung x student reporter!OC Warnings | Explicit language, sarcastic banter, dirty talk, blowjob, facefucking, eating out, cumplay, cum-dumpster, fingering, rough sex, slight dom!tae, spanking, degradation, unprotected sex, ass-pining, tae has the phattest ass and dick but wbk Summary | Life has its ways of fucking with you, but you know you’ve hit 50 feet below rock bottom after being tasked to do a profile feature on Kim Taehyung, the varsity football captain, for your school newspaper. Pure torment awaits you, but this is alongside glassy eyes, pink cheeks and conflicted feelings that you’ve never dared to imagine with the likes of the devil incarnate. Word count | 19.6k 

“What a surprise, you’re alive.”

It is exactly that fake enthusiasm and subtle mirthful nuance that’s too familiar to your liking that gives rise to the arch of your eyebrow. You don’t even need to look up at the owner of the voice to picture the shit-eating smirk that belongs to none other than your editor-in-chief-slash-best-friend, Min Yoongi. Such morbid greetings have been long established as an inside joke between the two of you due to the peculiar sense of humour that you two share.

This is just how he likes to start his mornings. Being the systematic person he is, he has his own morning routine in the newsroom. Regardless of the pile of work on his desk, he’ll first make a beeline for his first cup of coffee of the day, after which he will come sauntering your way to provoke you with his laundry list of snarky remarks – about work, being tired, being alive and dead, about how bureaucracy sucks, the negative sides of capitalism and what not. Well, you two share a deep-seated sense of misanthropy so albeit provocative, his laments are refreshing in the morning – a literal morning boost of positivity from negativity.

“Not for long buddy,” you shrug, looking up from your laptop and your eyes land on Yoongi, who looks just as dead.

“I barely slept last night – was busy rushing my essays. Essays, might I repeat. So it would be great if you don’t have much for me today, although I know you have a kink for torturing me.”

At this, the edges of his lips curl up and you instantly register the meaning behind the sinister smile: your impending doom.

“I hate to be the bearer of bad news, but I do have something for my most talented and gung-ho reporter and best friend.”

“Kindly elaborate,” you smile back acrimoniously, squinting your eyes in distrust.

“It involves a profile feature of a popular varsity athlete.”

An involuntary groan escapes your lips almost instantly. Athletes are the worst people to interview.

“That’s not even the worst part yet. As we’re celebrating the 50th anniversary of our publication this year, we’ll be doing a special spread on honorary members of the school, including club presidents, captains and valedictorians. Oh, which reminds me – maybe I should feature myself for being the most overworked Editor-In-Chief because this publication is sucking my entire soul, but anyway, I digress.”

He brings up his mug to his lips. It’s only 10am, but you wonder how many cups he has had, eyeing the pallor of his face.

“I’ve already assigned the other reporters their respective targets for the lack of a better word, and left the toughest nut for you to crack,” he grins smugly and that’s when it hits you.

Clocking you square in the face.

“Yoongi, no you didn—”

“Yoongi, yes,” his smirk widens at your aghast expression, “A profile feature on Kim Taehyung, for my most talented and hardworking reporter.”

Kim Taehyung.

Your biggest nemesis.

The boy who lives to torment you.  

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masterlist

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♫ - part of my songfic collection

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updated: 15032020

KIM SEOKJIN

✎ coming soon!

MIN YOONGI

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JUNG HOSEOK

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KIM NAMJOON

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PARK JIMIN

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KIM TAEHYUNG

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JEON JUNGKOOK

♫ sick of waiting for love  — angst 

↳ breakup!AU — jungkook is so, so exhausted 

raking leaves — fluff, crack(?)

↳ social media!au, enemies to lovers!au, gamer!au — you and jungkook are gamers on youtube, with similar follower counts and similar content. you don’t know about each other’s existence until you have an encounter in the same game...

♫ play date  — angst, fluff

↳ FWB!au, college!au — You never understood how it was so easy for Jungkook to make people like him. It was so easy to love him — the way his nose scrunched up and his bunny teeth were on display. He had the prettiest heart, and words always failed you when you tried to describe how much you loved him.

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beneficial (m)

word count: 13780

a/n: this literally took weeks to write and plan, and i’m so happy with the way it came out :)

|| You’ve been friends for as long as you can remember. So you guess it has its perks.

> Friends with Benefits! Jungkook

MASTERLIST

New environments were never a comforting thought for a young child. Y/FN Y/LN was no exception. Having moved into a new suburban home close to her kindergarten, Y/N didn’t have many friends to begin – if any at all. The world seemed too big for her tiny mind. Five years of living and Y/N was still as shy as they come.

The first day of kindergarten arrived, and Y/N wanted to show off her new glitter shoes – the ones that glow and sparkle in the sunlight when she’d walk. Of course, she was way too shy to ever ask her classmates what they thought, and to her, it was almost as if they never cared. Swinging her feet as she sat in her chair, listening to the teacher introduce herself, Y/N bowed her head, shamefully staring at the shoes she thought would bring her friends.

A tiny, chubby cheeked boy with straight black hair turned his attention towards Leg-Swinger, her pretty hair put up in pigtails as her shiny shoes rocked back and forth. His straight and stern face was tough for a fellow five-year-old, his eyes staring at the little girl across the room intently. Diverting his attention back to the teacher, the little dark-haired boy began to swing his feet.

Mrs. Park had finally released the tiny children, sending them off to the playground. The sun beamed down as Y/N sat on the edge of the sand box, her tiny legs burying her shoes and hiding the glitter. It was embarrassing – all the other little girls had regular pink Barbie shoes and the boys had their trucks and racecars. Y/N had glitter.

“I like your shoes, lady.” A tiny, squeaky voice piped up from behind Y/N, making her tiny body shake and whirl around. Her eyes landed on a timid boy, his hands wringing the hem of his shirt as his hard gaze met her surprised face.

“Y-you do?” Y/N questioned, pink rushing to her cheeks. A reassuring and forceful hum rumbled his throat as he nodded vigorously. His black hair bounced as he nodded.

“I’m Jungkookie,” the little boy nervously pointed, “Who are you, lady?”

Y/N’s nose crinkled as she crossed her arms over her chest, “I’m not lady, Jungkookie.”

“Then who are you?”

“Y/N!”

“Y/N,” Jungkook swallowed, “You’re pretty.” He blurted out before running away, the dirt flying from his shoes as he ran.

“Wait!” Y/N called out, watching him disappear into the playground slides. Turning back to face the shoes buried in sand, Y/N’s legs slowly pulled out, letting the sand fall off from the glitter.

Someone actually likes her shoes.

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jungkook's duality 🤭😳

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WIPs

while these fics may not be posted, they are still my ideas. please don't claim any of these as yours!

all rights reserved ©wydguk – please do not repost, translate or claim as your own!

FICS

these will be posted in no specific order.

we don't talk anymore – exes to lovers!au, college! au, volleyball player!jungkook, cheerleader!au

paring: jungkook x reader

genre: fluff, angst, comedy?? not sure yet

est. word count: umm 7k? i hope i can get there

summary: you never saw the breakup coming. it gets even worse when 3 months later, your best friend tells you about an article that makes you rethink your relationship with jungkook.

notes: this is a part of my songfic collection! also this sounds like a wattpad fanfic so maybe i'll tone down the sporty roles

untitled fic – childhood enemies to lovers!au, artist!au/art student!au

pairing: taehyung x reader

genre: fluff, angst

est word count: 7k? honestly that's just a goal

summary: ever since you stepped foot onto your kindergarten playground, you have hated kim taehyung. after spending years away from him to study art, you go on a trip to paris for an art auction and see taehyung at the very same venue, and he'll pay all his riches on that painting if it means you won't get it.

notes: i love this idea so much and i've written some of it but my mind keeps blanking

untitled headcanon– enemies to lovers!au, dancer!au

pairing: jimin x reader

genre: fluff, angst, comedy

est word count: hopefully 7k? 10k?

summary: you've been in love with jimin for as long as you can remember – too bad he hates your guts and only sees you as competition. but you can't be competition when you're doing a duet, right?

notes: this is one of those bulletpoint fics! so it's more chill and not very full of perfect grammar and amazing punctuation but i think it's pretty cute. also i need to stop writing e2l fics HELP

fire – enemies to lovers!au, hell!au, son of satan!taehyung, daughter of hades!reader, prophecy!au

pairing: taehyung x reader

genre: fluff, angst, comedy

est word count: 5k?

summary: you grew up with the knowledge of the prophecy in your head, that you were next in line to the throne in hell. on your way down, you meet taehyung, and suddenly, it's a battle of who will reach the throne and claim it first.

notes: this fic is an absolute mess and it's sort of confusing? i'm trying to make it as detailed as possible so i hope it works outtt

REQUESTS

fake texts with jungkook – prompt 34: are you testing me?

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my birthday just ended!! i forgot to post on the actual date oopsies but anyway i just wanted to post smth hehe

guess how old i am!! still in the "teens" category haha

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crying on the bus while reading this, please read this im begging you

waterloo || (M)

Taehyung is a famous but pessimistic art prodigy who doesn’t believe in love. You are an art student studying in Paris, who sees the world through rose colored lens and is a certified cheesy romance film enthusiast. And this is your love story.

Or, “Well, it is the city of love. Maybe you just need to fall in love.“

pairing: art prodigy!taehyung x art student!reader

word count: 12k

genre: FLUFF, angst, some light tasteful smut

warnings: slow burn, tae kinda sucks at first, I wrote this before my Paris trip, so sorry for any lack of accuracy in describing la ville de l'amour ;)

A/N: inspired by the Mamma Mia 2 & @mylovertaehyung’s submitted prompt!

OFFICIAL STORY PLAYLIST

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There was a murmur among the lecture hall you noted as you sat down next to your friend Jennie. It wasn’t that your contemporary art lecture was usually quiet before your professor arrived, but there was something collective about their words, as if everyone was talking about the same thing.

"What’s up with everyone?” You pondered to Jennie, after complimenting her outfit. Jennie was a fashion major, unlike you; you were majoring in studio art.

Jennie had been the first friend you made when you first moved to Paris. You had moved here two years ago, after landing a once in a lifetime scholarship to École Nationale Supérieure des Beaux-Arts de Paris, your university. She was warm and welcoming, which was exactly the kind of person you needed after moving to a whole new country.

“Kim Taehyung is meant to speak to us today, remember?” She enthused, flashing you an excited smile.

You let out an “Oh!” in remembrance as you thought back onto earlier this month when your professor had made the exciting announcement.

Kim Taehyung was a well established name in the art world; he was discovered at an early age, his elementary school art teacher astounded at how an eight year old could flawlessly master the concept of realism in his watercolored picture of the school’s playground. He was known in the art community as an art prodigy of sorts; there wasn’t a media that he couldn’t master. From pastels to photography, whatever Kim Taehyung touched instantly found its way into a museum with thousands of art enthusiasts attending his exhibits.

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i thought i reblogged this but i didn't oops, this is mature!! don't read if it makes u uncomfortable

desideratum (m.)

— pairing | taehyung/reader — word c | 7,087 — genre | harry potter au, fwb au, smut, fluff — summary | DESIDERATUM (n.) something that is wanted or needed; you had no idea you’d fall for a hufflepuff, especially not the seeker with a big smile and wandering hands that you spent more time in bed with than you cared to admit.

— warnings/tags | fwb, e2l, (lowkey) jealousy, mutual pining, fuckboy!taehyung, hufflepuff!taehyung, slytherin!reader, public sex, rough sex, unprotected sex (stay safe!), creampie, teasing, clothed sex, dirty talk.

Noise erupted from the long table opposite yours. You rolled your eyes, fixing your green and silver robes as you finished your meal, ignoring the loud Hufflepuffs in the Great Hall. Jimin nudged you and you nearly choked on your mouthful of food.

“Can you not?” you asked blankly, Yoongi’s head shaking slightly at the two of you.

“Come on, you’re being ridiculous,” the silver-haired boy replied.

“I didn’t even say anything!”

“Your body said more than enough.”

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[wydguk]

so uwu

Reducto your ass (Hogwarts AU)

⌲ Description: Park Jimin was a nuisance to your existence. Even if he didn’t know about it himself. He was just so perfect in everything he did that it drove you mad. You weren’t known for being the jealous type, so why did everything about Park Jimin aggravate you so much?

♢ Pairing: Jimin x Reader

♢ Word count: 12 k 

♢ Genre: Fluff, humor AN: Whooo, it feels like it’s been a week since I started when it’s actually just been three days. This was supposed to be a short one, but when it comes to Harry Potter I get carried away with details and descriptions a lot… This is my longest story on Tumblr so far, and I hope you’ll like it and take some time to give some feedback which i would love! I do plan on writing for each member, but it’ll take some time to plan out <3 P.S excuse my mistakes in here. I haven’t proof read it properly yet. 

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MORE THAN EVER | Do not edit.

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MORE GAMER KOO SM!AU :D This one has made me giggle many times, I can’t wait for future updates whenever they come, cheers!

raking leaves masterlist

raking leaves | e2l!au, gamer!au

pairing: jungkook x y/n

synopsis: you and jungkook are gamers on youtube, with similar follower counts and similar content. you don’t know about each other’s existence until you have an encounter in the same game...

updates every friday at 5 PM KST!

parts:

intro

one

two

three

four

five

more coming soon!

[wydguk]

so uwu

Reducto your ass (Hogwarts AU)

⌲ Description: Park Jimin was a nuisance to your existence. Even if he didn’t know about it himself. He was just so perfect in everything he did that it drove you mad. You weren’t known for being the jealous type, so why did everything about Park Jimin aggravate you so much?

♢ Pairing: Jimin x Reader

♢ Word count: 12 k 

♢ Genre: Fluff, humor AN: Whooo, it feels like it’s been a week since I started when it’s actually just been three days. This was supposed to be a short one, but when it comes to Harry Potter I get carried away with details and descriptions a lot… This is my longest story on Tumblr so far, and I hope you’ll like it and take some time to give some feedback which i would love! I do plan on writing for each member, but it’ll take some time to plan out <3 P.S excuse my mistakes in here. I haven’t proof read it properly yet. 

Enjoy!!

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