#wtf is wrong with me why cant i makeanyone happy
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#hsjjfjdfjmskckskd i literally vented my whole entire sadness on a post thaf dodnt even save bc of my stupid data im so upset now i cant look#at it later and just tell myself how stupid i am#anyways ill keep venting#like homeslty idk a part of me wants to be with her still but my cousins really made me think abohr it like what if she was already thinking#about cjeating on me while on our relarionship...like thonking that fuckinf sucks but its teue she basicallt admitted shed cheag on me if we#dated again lolololl bahahaha :) but honestly idc id atillcwant to be wirh her bc ar the end of the day id rather break up with someone i#hate trhan someone i love so mich#am i stupid? yes but whatever idc anout anyrhing anymore my life is loteral shit rn lol#i hate my job/boss treats me and my brother like shit theyre so fucking annoying i might be homeless soon i have no goals for the future#idek what i want to do i have no ambitions and my only froend and only person i care abojr broke ip with me lol so not a very good month for#me :)#someone find me a new gf/bf so these feelings can go away already im not emotionally inept to handle this rn haha#gsfjskfjskfjsj i fucking hate myself im so desperate for love i wokd literall do anythig i would come out to my parents and become homeless#kf that means i get to see her more and hang out with her more ahfjsjckskkxa#wtf is wrong with me why cant i makeanyone happy#so yea long story short i feel like my like sucks rn and i want to get ran over by a car and make sure i have my body mutilated so as to#make sure theres no chance of me survivng tthat impact teehee (๑╹ω╹๑ )#also theres no chance shell ever read this since she doesnt know my account a*******a if youre reading this just text me saying how#much you dont like me and tell me so mang horrible thigs to make me hate you so i can never ever love you again bc youre handling this way#better than i am and im sorry for being so dramatic but i just love you so much i want to be with uou and i hate that i cant but i#ynderatand why you dont want to be with me#im sorry for the way i am im sorry for thinking like trhis and im sorry i cant give you what you want#and just know that im so overwhelmed with other stuff in my life so me wanting to not exist is not entroewly bc of oir realtionship ending
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