#wrote one angsty Drabble but am now back to my normal self

[heyits481]

Lando’s smile drops a bit when he sees the man approaching, knowing he’ll want a picture with the both of them. The restaurant is small, nothing too fancy, and he’d naively hoped that maybe they would be able to finish their meal and enjoy the short drive back to the hotel without being bothered. This close to Paul Ricard, Lando supposes he shouldn’t have been so optimistic.

“Pardon, you two drive the race cars, no?” The French accent is so thick Lando can hardly understand the man, but tries to paste on a grin in response.

He hopes Oscar understands. Thinks that he will. It’s not like Lando’s ashamed of being seen out getting dinner with Oscar, or anything. Not like he’s embarrassed of having him as a teammate, or friend really, if Lando’s being honest with himself. It’s just that he hates sharing everything. He knows the picture will get posted somewhere. Hates that he can’t have this be just for him.

Oscar smiles at the man politely, hands messing with the glass of water in front of him. Lando watches a bead of condensation drip down the side. “Yeah, sure do.” Lando can almost feel Oscar’s gaze move to him, but he keeps his own firmly planted on the tablecloth. Picks at the hem of it under the table.

“Did you want, um-” he flops his right hand toward the man’s phone. Doesn’t know why he’s asking, of course the man wants a photo.

Jon’s told him before that he can always tell people no, that he’s not obligated to anything, if he doesn’t want to. But then Jon’s not the one being asked, not having to face the pleading eyes, the demanding tones, the dropped shoulders that followed the few times he had declined.

The man crouches down slightly as he nods, hand coming up, phone at the ready. Lando tries to avoid looking at himself in frame, looks at the man’s reflection instead, tries to mimic the bright smile with his own face.

The sound of a shutter. Lando resists rolling his eyes, he’s never understood old people’s obsession with having their phone volume on full blast. The man squeezes his shoulder. “Ah merci, merci, I will have to send to my daughter, she adores you!”

Lando lets himself zone out a bit while the man repeats the process with Oscar. Focuses back just in time to tell the man to thank his daughter for being a supporter before watching him walk back to his own table.

Oscar doesn’t say anything for a bit, but once again Lando can feel him watching. Lando pushes his food around his plate under the guise of eating. Shivers slightly when he accidentally scrapes his fork across the porcelain. Oscar clears his throat. “You ok mate?”

Pushing the sleeves of his sweater up his arms Lando shrugs, doesn’t quite know how to say “I want to keep you just for me,” in a way that doesn’t sound creepy and possessive and not at all how he should feel about his teammate. Decides to go with, “Yeah, I’m fine.” instead.

Oscar doesn’t look convinced, but lets it slide, keeping up a polite stream of conversation about how the tires they were testing felt, how they spent their break, random stuff that Lando only half listens to. It’s on the drive back to the hotel that Oscar brings it up again.

“Hey. What’s the matter?” His tone doesn’t leave much room for discussion and Lando’s hands begin to sweat slightly where they’re gripping the steering wheel. He hums. “Nothing’s the matter.” He hopes Oscar doesn’t notice the way his knuckles whiten around the wheel.

He hears Oscar shift in his seat slightly. “It’s just, ever since that guy-” Lando shakes his head, interrupting. “Osc. I’m fine.” He glances over quickly before looking back to the road. Indicates his turn into the hotel car park. “Honestly.” Oscar waits until he pulls into a spot to speak again, and Lando now has no reason to not turn and look at him.

Oscar is twisted slightly in his seat, hands resting on his thighs. The dim lights of the car park cast a slight glow against his profile. Lando wants to trace the line of Oscar’s jaw.

“Is it because we were out at dinner? And you didn’t want people to see you with me?” There’s a slight flush under his eyes as he says it.

Lando shakes his head, turning his body more toward Oscar, hand reaching out before he can stop himself. He freezes when it’s inches away from Oscar’s neck. “Shit. No- I- I mean yes, but not because of you, I just hate that there’s no privacy, or that it couldn’t be just me and you having dinner, you know? It’s not like I want to hide you.” When he realizes what he’s said Lando’s eyes go wide. “Not saying your mine to hide-”

Oscar’s blush deepens, but he’s smiling now. Not like the one he’d given at the restaurant, but genuine this time. The type of smile Lando is used to being on the receiving end of. “I get it, you know I feel the same.”

And Lando does know. Oscar’s always been a private person. It had taken a month for him to mention breaking up with his girlfriend to Lando, let alone the rest of the world.

Lando lets out a breath, the puff of air ruffling Oscar’s bangs. He didn’t realize he had leaned so close to him. Lando shifts away slightly, dropping his hand to the fiddle with the gear shift.

“I wouldn’t mind though.”

Oscar is almost whispering. His eyes on his own lap now. Lando feels the way his own eyebrows furrow in confusion. “Wouldn’t mind what? Not having privacy?” Oscar’s head shakes, hair soft across his forehead.

“Being yours.”

Lando feels like his skin is on fire. It’s overwhelming how quickly his brain flashes the images before him- Oscar letting him touch, stretching Oscar out over the bed, tracing over his pale skin with his tongue, the tight feeling of Oscar around him, Oscar under him gasping out his name.

He presses his legs together. “Oscar don’t say- fuck- don’t say that if you don’t-” Oscar’s eyes snap up to meet Lando’s. “I do mean it.” His tone is bold, eyes dark like he’s daring Lando to question him.

There’s a pause and then Lando can’t stop himself from reaching out, one hand twisting into the front of Oscar’s shirt, the other gently brushing his hair back, Lando holding his breath as the soft strands glide between his fingers.

“Osc. You’d let me? Like, I could- you’d be mine?” Lando knows he’s not really making sense, but his tongue feels cottony and dry. He wants to wet it in Oscar’s mouth.

Oscar’s pupils are huge, head tilted back slightly as Lando leans over him. Lando bushes his thumb across Oscar’s temple. Watches Oscar’s eyes dart down to Lando’s lips as he whispers, “Yeah. I want you to.” Lando’s not sure if Oscar even knows what he’s agreeing to, but then Oscar leans forward, mouth brushing against Lando’s. “Want to be yours.”

[nataliabelok]

it is 1:30 am and i am going MENTAL here’s a drabble i wrote about claire before dominion being self destructive because she’s important!!! as previously mentioned, 1:30 am no beta read no grammar grammar and dialogue tags fear me

tw: indirect self-harm and suicide mention

Keep it together. She needs you to be normal. God, why can’t you be normal?Claire stared extra long in the mirror. It had been 1 week since her last “expedition” and she was feeling withdrawn.

She got riskier in her domestic life. “Accidentally” slipping the knife when cutting vegetables, leaving her coat at home in the middle of the winter, running a red light during rush hour. None of it made her feel better because none of it worked. She’d never come home bleeding, or ill, or concussed. It was awful.

At first, it seemed like nobody noticed. Owen was just happy she was home, Maisie was too busy being an angsty teenager, and she didn’t really talk to anyone else. But eventually they found out.

The first time Claire had purposefully gone outside without gloves during the winter. She came back hours later, dazed and confused, fingers stiff. Maisie, the only one home at the time, panicked but tried her best to help her mother. Claire actively tried to resist the warmth being provided.

“Claire, take the heating pad.”

“Don’t worry about it, Maisie. It’s my fault anyways. I was stupid to forget my gloves.”

“I don’t care how stupid you were, I’m not letting your fingers freeze off!”

When Owen came home, they discussed in quiet whispers before he confronted Claire.

“Hey, what happened today?”

“What do you mean?”

“With your hands. Maisie said you were refusing help?”

“Oh, it was really nothing. I don’t know why she made such a big deal about it.”

“Claire, I know what you’re doing. You need to stop.”

“I’m not doing anything. It was a mistake this one time.”

“I don’t know if I believe you.”

She tried to be more secretive the second time. Neither of them had to know that she was driving fairly recklessly. Even if they did, they’d seen it before. It was fine.

Until she came home with a dent in her car, of course. And then it was all over.

“Claire, what happened?”

“I feel like I hear that a lot lately. It’s just a minor accident, I’m not even hurt.”

“That’s the issue, isn’t it?”

“What?” Ah, now he had really caught on.

“God, I’m so worried about you. I leave the house and I worry that I’ll come back and you’ll have killed yourself. And then I’d see you when I die and you’d probably tell me something stupid about it being a mistake.”

“I’m not going to kill myself, Owen.”

“Prove it. Stop doing this to yourself. You suffering isn’t going to fix what’s wrong with the world. It’s just going to make you feel worse.”

“I don’t need to feel better.”

“I know you don’t need it. But you deserve it, because I knew you before any of this happened, and she deserved it too. The only difference between you and her is that she believed it.”

“I’m sorry.” Her voice was quiet and broke halfway through the sentence.

“Don’t be. I know this is hard. You can do it.”

And she did. And to her annoyance, it did make her feel better.

[sassysnowperson]

writer's meme - TY to @r0b0tb0y for the tag!

How many works do you have on AO3?

168 - oh man that's more than I'd realized. I passed 150 and didn't even notice!

What’s your total AO3 word count?

1,133,901

So many.

How many fandoms have you written for and what are they?

Since r0b0tb0y and I were just talking about this, I conveniently have a list of all 20 ranked by number of works

134 - Star Wars 7 - Original Works 7 - Marvel 2 - Pirates of The Carribean 2 - The Old Guard 2 - Discworld 1 - Good Omens 1 - Leverage 1 - The Good Place 1 - Avatar: The Last Airbender 1 - Ocean’s 11 1 - Harry Potter 1 - The Goblin Emperor 1 - Gundam Wing 1 - Star Trek: TNG 1 - Hades (Videogame) 1 - Sailor Moon 1 - Russian Doll 1 - Mummy/Wonder Woman crossover

What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

Lol, looking at my top five - it falls into two categories

1. Fics I wrote right at the height of a fandom's popularity that got a massive reader boost because it was the Hot Thing Right Then

2. Star Wars Fix-Its

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A Series of Better Decisions - A Padme/Obi-Wan/Anakin SW Prequel Trilogy fix-it where Anakin talks to Obi-Wan and spends Revenge of the Sith in a stressed-out bisexual panic instead of becoming a Space Fascist. He winds up fake-poly-dating Obi-Wan to try to bring down Palpatine, and eventually winds up in a better place due to the power of Quitting Your Job and becoming a househusband.

Galactic Response Time - Captain Marvel - an at the time MCU canon-compliant gen fic that ran the universe forward and explained how Carol really TRIED to show up for all those other crises that happened, but it turns out most of the major MCU disasters only lasted like three days and space is real big, y'all. Featuring Nick Fury cathartically bitching with his Space Bestie.

New Lands for the Living - Fix-it where the sequel trilogy ends Even Worse, Poe goes back in time to mercy-kill the timeline, and much to his dismay winds up married to just-before-Original-Trilogy Luke Skywalker. He has an existential crisis about his own existence, meets some competent women, and starts fixing things.

Life's Little Pleasures - The Good Omens fic where I put all my ace feelings, featuring metaphysical bonding and good scotch.

Flustered - Another Padme/Anakin/Obi-Wan SW Prequel Trilogy fix-it, where Order 66 never happens. Anakin gets some therapy and Padme gets a horrible crush on Obi-Wan.

Do you respond to comments, why or why not?

I do! I love getting to talk to people about fics, and I so appreciate people making the effort to comment I want to spend some time with them! It's so much easier not to comment, I know.

What’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending?

Hmmm this is not my normal wheelhouse. I usually go angst that gets resolved by the end. Let me look to see what the options are.

Okay, I think we've got two contendors: In Waystation an exhausted Poe Dameron crash-lands in a station where a Bodhi Rook that lived and then hid now lives with Baze and Chirrut. There is a little epilgue that implies they're going to meet again, but the bulk of the fic does end with Poe making the decision to go back to the Resistance, and leaving Bodhi behind. Still, I think it's more wistful, rather than angsty.

Time Enough for Mourning takes it though, I think. Davits Draven/Antoc Merrick, that is entirely about Draven mourning the fact that Antoc has died. The end is still, I think, more cathartic than angsty, but it is overall probably the strongest "break out the waterworks" of my fics.

Do you write crossovers? If so what is the craziest one you’ve written?

I do occasionally, usually when someone prompts me and I find something in there that makes my brain go!!! I think the strangest is probably The Face Underneath. It's a Cassian Andor/Elim Garak fic where I drag Garak into the Star Wars Universe for a triple drabble series where he is an old mentor of Cassian's.

Have you ever received hate on a fic?

Mmm, not proper hate. Realtalk, the most devastating one for me was when I posted a fic that the only comment was a spelling critique.

And yes, there was a spelling error, but still, very crushing to have that be the only feedback. (It has since found a few readers that said nice things, very healing :D)

Do you write smut? If so what kind?

Yes! Uh - consensual, between adults, often M/M adults, tho I have written explicit femslash, hetfic, and poly piles. It's usually affectionate, often plays with power dynamics even if it doesn't go into full dom/sub.

Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Not that anyone has made me aware of, I've never looked.

Have you ever had a fic translated?

Had a request or two, but never been linked the result - so not sure if it didn't happen or if I just didn't get linked. I welcome it!

I have had several fics podficced, and I LOVE that. What a joy! Making a blanket permission statement that allowed podfic is one of the best decisions I've made as a fic author. Suddenly, Podfic!

Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Once or twice! I like the idea of doing it, but follow-through is hard. Hoping to do some co-writing soon though, so we will see!

What’s your all time favourite ship?

Sorry, unrepentant multi-shipper here. I like possibilities, and finding the story that will bring people together, more than one specific thing.

What’s a WIP that you want to finish but don’t think you ever will?

I don't have ANYTHING I've given up on, but there are a few fics in my unpublished drafts that were beautiful ideas, and really struggled to become contained stories. They all want to be sprawling things, and I have not felt sprawling-thing-writing passionate about those ideas. But, you never know! Inspiration may strike.

What are your writing strengths?

I'd say character voice, along with that, dialogue. Also humor moments that still have real weight and don't undercut the story, as well as straight comedy writing.

What are your writing weaknesses?

You see, I, uh, do this thing where I don't really end a sentence - I think about ending it, I even assume, at some point while I'm writing that I have ended it; I have not and it meanders, persistently, until I have constructed a whole paragraph made out of one chain of words and a hodgepodge of punctuation.

Also the thing where I accidentally use an unusual word five times in one paragraph because my brain has grabbed onto it like an excited puppy and keeps offering it up as the Perfect Word.

What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?

I love having multilingual characters. When writing, I tend to keep all the words in English and use dialogue tags to denote language shift - unless I am inventing the language, or have a speaker of that language willing to beta the bits to make sure I don't mess them up too badly.

What was the first fandom you wrote for?

Actually wrote and posted? Rogue One.

Fandom of my heart my younger self spun out stories in my imagination about? Where if I had my own computer and easy access to a fic archive they almost certainly would have become spectacularly earnest fics?

ReBoot and Sailor Moon. The Sailor Moon was an AU that took place on the sun and they all had kick-ass horses. Baby Sass knew what was up.

What’s your favourite fic you’ve written?

Nope, sorry, can't pick, love them all in different ways for different reasons.

Tagging: @semisweetshadow, @anamelesstraveler, @jules-of-the-crown - and generally if you follow me and want to do it, do so and tag me in it!

[captain-of-the-historicfuture]

~hello~ !! For the meta asks!: 3, 6, 9, 12, 15, 18, 21, 24, and 25 :))

Hello!! Thank you for sending these; I was really excited to see that ask game and I was hoping somebody would send some in. It still took me a while to actually answer them though, and for that I apologise. But without further ado! Some meta answers (under the cut because they ended up being fairly long, whoops):

3. What is that one scene that you’ve always wanted to write but can’t be arsed to write all of the set-up and context it would need? (Consider this permission to write it and/or share it anyway.)

I thought of a few examples, but they could basically be grouped together under a common theme: whumpy/angsty scenes that were self-indulgent as all heck. The whole self-indulgent aspect often required the characters to be just the teeniest, tiniest bit OOC and/or necessitated rather unrealistic plot circumstances. So it was simply easier to keep such scenes as maladaptive daydreams, rather than trying to think of explanations for the character/plot issues…or exposing myself to judgement for them LOL.

Receiving permission to write/share one such scene anyway is an opportunity I can’t let slip by though. It might be because I’m writing this while running on zero (0) hours of sleep—let’s hear it for insomnia, y’all!—but I suddenly couldn’t remember any of my newer ideas under this category. However, I did recall a one-shot I had started writing a couple of months ago that sort of counts? “Sort of” because I could actually be arsed to write it since I was, ya know, writing it. Only got about six hundred words down though.

…should I share those six hundred words…?

………nahhh. I don’t think I’m quite ready for that yet.

But here’s the gist of it: Coulson and May (because of course it’s Philinda) were married for quite some time before the Attack on New York. But then Coulson DiedTM and then got ResurrectedTM. But gasp of horror, he had to lose his memories of his romantic relationship with May because reasons. (I actually did have some ideas for those reasons but sshhhh this is about me yeeting context and setup.)

The first half of S1 still happens as normal (except MayWard doesn’t happen because??? Vows) and it’s now post-E20 “Nothing Personal”. The morning after (or a morning soon after, whatever) the T.A.H.I.T.I. reveal! May’s mom—who doesn’t know about GH.325 and whom May fed a cover story about Coulson divorcing her or something equally as oof, IDK—shows up at the hotel and starts ripping into Coulson for breaking her daughter’s heart, then dragging her back into the field with her ex-husband (him), then accusing her of terrible things and forcing her away again.

Poor guy’s confused as heck, and so is the team, and soon enough so is Lian. The only one who understands what’s going on is May, and she’s freaking dying off to the side like why is this happening to me and eventually everybody’s like! Explain??? (Was thinking about including something from Coulson like, “Are you still keeping things from me?” Just for that extra smidge of angst, yay!)

So yeah then May gives a, like, two-sentence debriefing that elicits more questions than answers. Coulson decides to take May aside and they have a heart-to-heart. Lots of feelings and angst and hurt/comfort and at some point plenty of kissing too. Just! May hiding her feelings for Coulson’s sake but really magnified, plus some actual apologies and consideration of the grief May’s been through on Coulson’s part.

And uhh yeah that’s basically it I dunno hdsjncjshd. I warned y’all it’s OOC, plot-bendy, and very self-indulgent!

6. What character do you have the most fun writing?

I don’t think I could name a single character for this. I get different things out of taking on different voices, you know? I guess recently I’ve found myself gravitating towards more taciturn and introspective points of view, like JQ from my original novel Rosewood or M. Yisbon from my…other original novel Temple.

Generally, however, I like tackling stories from an outsider’s perspective. That’s why I so rarely write my more “substantial” (serious? demanding? for lack of better words?) projects from the PoV of my “preferred” character. This usually means writing from their love interest’s perspective, but not always. With shorter fanfic, using a more removed/unconventional/niche PoV can be really fun. Like, I once wrote a canon compliant ficlet purely(-ish) about Philinda from Tony Stark’s perspective. That isn’t always sustainable with stories that demand more character development or closer character studies, however, which is why it’s a good thing I like writing drabbles!

9. Are you more of a drabble or a longfic kind of writer? Pantser or plotter? Do you wish you were the other?

My word counts tend to run long, but I usually only write one-shots for fanfic. If I’m even inspired with a novella- or novel-length story idea for a fandom, you already know I’m in deep with them. And if I actually find the motivation to plan and execute that idea? Dangg. That’s only ever happened…twice, maybe thrice, and I’m in a lot of fandoms.

At times, I wish I could go for more of a middle ground ’cause, like, you know what I love to see? An AO3 dashboard with several completed novellas for my ship/character of choice. I mean yes, I hecking love >90k fics, but sometimes I’m in the mood for quick reads…and what am I supposed to do when I burn through all the drabbles and 2k one-shots? (Besides despair and/or reread my faves desperately.) Novellas are basically always safe for me LOL, and I’d hope to be able to give as much as I take.

Ultimately though, I think I’m okay with where I am with regards to that. I wish I could write more in general, but I’d be okay with “writing more” just meaning “writing more one-shots”, ya know? More than okay, really. I have mad respect for fic writers who have, like, a hundred or more one-shots under their belt for this one ship. The fandom ecosystem would be incomplete without them (as well as every other type of writer, but sshhh that’s the type of writer I’m closest to being right now).

I’m definitely a plotter, and I definitely prefer it that way. It’s cool having such a detailed record of my process. I like feeling like a frazzled genius on the brink of a major discovery with all of my different outlines and colour coding and many drafts and various websites.

12. Do you want your writing to be famous?

Not exactly. It might be cool if my original works were recognisable in the world, but I don’t think I’d want to be recognisable. As for fanfic, I’d low-key enjoy gaining a place in that fandom’s community as a fic writer. Like someone who gave and got fic gifts from fic writer friends, who participated in challenges and GCs, who received writing prompts on Tumblr, whose name was known for doing a certain trope/genre a bunch of times… Ya know what I mean?

Unlikely to happen when I’m so hecking hesitant to publicly (i.e., outside of AO3) claim credit for my writing, but fjnskfsjhfjs. A writer can dream, right?

15. Which is harder: titles or summaries (or tags)?

Of those three, tags are the easiest for me, for I have a reliable system for figuring out those.

Next easiest would probably be titles. For fanfiction, I like to use titles that are a quote from the source material. You should have seen all of my old Hamilton fanfic… I was really proud of some of those titles. And I don’t mean, like, whole lines—usually only two to five words. It’s a unique type of wordplay that I just love dabbling in.

And lastly, summaries. Sometimes inspiration strikes me and a snappy and intriguing synopsis just jumps out—one that I’m quietly pleased with—but most of the time I’ll spend way too long trying to think of such a synopsis and eventually just go with whatever I’d come up with so far. And live with my quiet dissatisfaction for the rest of time.

18. Do any of your stories have alternative versions? (Plotlines that you abandoned, AUs of your own work, different characterisations...?) Tell us about them!

Typically, no. If I have deleted scenes, I save and publish them separately, but that’s about it. I sometimes think of AUs for my own work and might talk about them in my author’s notes—might even talk about writing them—but I never really do anything with them.

Although…

It’s not uncommon for me to decide a plotline isn’t working for a certain story or to think of an interesting but undoable arc for a certain character, but what I’ll do is make a whole new story for those ideas. Once I’m done developing the original idea and the branched-off one, you probably wouldn’t be able to tell they grew from the same roots. Does that count?

21. What other medium do you think your story would work well as (film, webcomic, animated series, etc.)?

That depends on the story. I’ve actually written stories in other mediums—movie screenplay, musical stageplay, poetry, TV show scripts, play scripts, roleplay—but the novel does tend to be my comfort zone. Sometimes, if I have an idea that I think could work, or would even work better, as another medium, I’ll label it as such in my folder of ideas and decide not to write it as a novel.

Most of the time, my non-book projects are collaborations. I’m working with five different people on six different story ideas: two webcomics, one stage musical, one anime, and two animated TV shows. Little concrete progress has been made in any of those, mind you, but they’re still fun to discuss!

24. Would you say your writing has changed over time?

Absolutely. But I’ve been writing stories since I was five years old, so we would hope so, huh?

I wouldn’t say my writing’s changed completely, though maybe that’s just my insider’s perspective.

25. What part of writing is the most fun?

Oh gosh, I can’t believe you’d make me choose. Writing is just such a wonderful experience for me; I love just about everything to do with it. Admittedly, not all the time, but. Since that barely qualifies as an answer, however, I’ll give you this—

The endings. Not only that intense feeling of rightness when you wrap up that last sentence, but also the moments before. The adrenaline of knowing you’re almost there but you gotta push just a bit more to actually get there. And also the part right after—the real wrap-up, honestly: the revision and the editing. Heavens, I love revising and editing my work.

Which is not to say I don’t like writing it out for the first time, too—there’s nothing quite like seeing your cursor scroll to the next page, like going from a blank expanse to a Oh man, how many more lines are even going to fit on this page?, like watching that page counter tick up another number. However, there’s something cathartic about finally ironing out those problems I had to force myself to stop worrying about earlier because “just finish the first draft dangit”.

I guess that’s not really the end of the writing process, but whatever. Close enough (as fic writers are wont to say).

Another thank-you for these asks, and feel free to come back with more at any time! ;P

Send in fun meta asks for your friendly neighbourhood writer!

[bugsy-maria]

request rules

Okie so this one will be long. i thought that i would make a list of rules so if anyone requests in the future they would know what is on and off the table. ok so lets start. 

one more note though is that over time this list will change if i loose interest in writing for a fandom or want to write for another one. 

now lets start with what I won’t write.

What I Won’t Write

now most of these will sound obvious but just incase they are requested,

- Pedophilia- this one is obvious, i do not support this at all and want nothing to to do with writing such a thing.

- incest- This one is flexible, for example, i won’t so a Sherlock x sister reader, one that is not platonic obviously, fanfiction but I would do a scenario where Mycroft wants to find the effects of r@pe on the human brain and uses the SIBLING! reader as a subject. if I’m gonna do incest it’ll be in a cruel platonic manner. 

-R@pe, Sexual assault- now again this is flexible but the quickest way to say this is that I will not sexualize this manner. if I’m going to use this in a story it’ll be for a back story or angst not for any sexual reason.

most LGBTQIA+ scenarios- Ok so I don’t have much experience in this community because I’m not really in it, well I am just not the most sexual aspect. I wont write smut because I just never had sex with someone of the sam sex so... I also wont write coming scenarios because I also don’t have experience with that. if you want to have someone write a fanfiction for you that involves the LGBTQIA+ community in the scenario then I recommend going to writers that are apart of the community.  CHECK KEY POINTS, AT THE BOTTOM OF THE LIST, FOR MORE INFORMATION.

What I will write (speed round)

Angst- Self harm, eating disorders, depression, assault ect.

fluff- cuddling, romantic date ect.

smut- sex

Sibling Scenarios- coming home from a day at school, play fighting ect.

Son/Daughter Scenarios- failing a class, getting broken up with ect.

Platonic- soothing after a break up, going on an adventure ect.

Imagines- Imagine they hit you, imagine you’re cuddling after a hard day (Make sure you include the fandom with this type of request.”

Song-Fics- just as it sounds,  include the song, fandom and the person in the request

prompts- these would be from the prompt list

Requests- anything you want to request you can, as long as they follow the rules.

Drabbles- because i wrote some and i wanna post them but its only fair if i give you guys the choice to give me a hard ass prompt with insane amount of detail that i have to fit into 100 words.

Headcanons- this also includes headcanons with scenarios, if you don’t specify w/ a scenario in the request, I will just give you a normal headcanon.

what I will write for

I specialize in x Readers- when I say this I mean it, I cannot write anything else even if my life depended on it.

Harry Potter- this includes Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find them

Supernatural

Good Omens

Doctor Who (Only 10-12 as i stopped watching sometime during the middle of 12′s seasons and don’t plan on watching 13 due to bad reviews.)

Hamilton

Be More Chill

Sherlock

Superstore

Oran High School Host Club

Miraculous ladybug

Hunger Games

In The Heights

Yuri on Ice (Because i have simple pleasures)

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KEY POINTS

Now before I say this and you hate me read my explanation

I will decline an LGBTQ+ story if i feel that i cannot make the story up to expectation. as someone that is not apart of this community, but a supporter, i feel as though i am not at liberty to speak of such matters, that i will fail your expectations of a good LGBTQ+ story. But if i feel as though i can do the request justice then i will. 

what i think i could do for LGBTQ+ stories

- I can write good old fashion fluff but I think you should leave the coming out scenarios to people who have been through that.

- basic angst again if you want an angsty coming out story, for some reason, leave it to the writers with experience 

if requests are closed then your story will not make it onto the list. my request list will consist of max 50 stories.

I specialize in x Readers. so if you want a male reader, that is doable, if you want a female reader that is the majority of my page. 

if you do not give me enough information, ex. not giving me a fandom or situation, then i will ask for more. if you do not respond within the next 24 hours then your story will not make it on the list.

ALL REQUESTS WILL END UP ON MY WATTPAD so if you do not want to be given credit there make sure you include that. or even if you want to make a request anon on here too thats fine. 

[whumpbby]

OK, this is an answer to a very long anon postXD (bolded is mine)

(1/ ?)OMG so I saw your post about wheelchair bound Jason in the finale (the abo one where Jaydick is the couple) and I am so glad more people are on the train now because I have been writing drabbles of it for just about 2 weeks now after I have been stalking ao3's Titans(2018) fandom tag for it and gotten absolutely nothing but a few offhanded non-specific mentions. Which tbh why no love for this very whumpable and character development heavy oppurtunity?

(I am asking the same question, why not more of that:O)

(2/?) I mean if you think Babs loosing her legs was bad for her Jason's trauma and distraughtness would be way more severe. For him not being able to run or get away from somewhere unaided meant death or enforced prostitution growing up. Also just think about Jason becoming some sort of Oracle esc hero. The boy is SMART he could do it- he mastered computer science at 12 with what is implied to be only a very young elementary school education in his robin run!

(I think the writers put him in the wheelchair as some sort of a callback to Barbara - as she’s missing from the Titans comlpetely as far as I know;[ so it might have been a hint hint)

(3/?) my current favorite take on the Jaydick finale dream au is this scenario[ that I have started writing... I think I have a problem...]: J is an omega and he and Dick are mates and they have Johnny. Jay is still robin and Dick and Johnny live in the 'haven suburbs with Jason making commutes from their to Gotham and being home most nights for baby-bedtime regularly. Finale plays out and Jay gets shot- when he wakes up he gets the prognosis, alfred has DIED gordon is missing and   

(4/?) and SURPISE you will never walk again and also CONGRATULATIONS you are several weeks pregnant! Jay comes home in a wheelchair by himself (he isnt even supposed to leave the hospital but they leave him with an computer/phone thing from B and the wheelchair so he hightails it out of there) Dick carries him inside and does the usual routine of: mate on couch, collected pile of laundry and softness given to mate, get pup for mate and 

(5/?) things don't go well- Johnny doesn't understand why mommy won't play with him and what is happening and thinks Jason's noncompliance with customary-welcome-home-footsie means Jason HATES him now and Dick doesn't know what to do: "So after the heart breaking time that was ‘bed-time’. (It had started out fine, Johnny adored Jay and didn’t mind doing things out of order as Jay read to him on the couch instead of on the edge of his bed like it always happened [At this sudden acceptance Jason"

(6/?) "- Jason looked like someone had given him a puppy]. Only getting bad when Johnny tried to initiate the customary ‘welcome home i missed you’ game of footsie with Dick’s co-parent and being upset when Jay didn’t return the favor [Jason had looked like someone had shot his new puppy in front of him]Then things- as things tend to do -got even worse. Johnny couldn’t understand why Jason couldn’t carry/dance him into bed -"

(7/?) "- like he always did when he was home, or make a nest for all three of them to sleep in like he always did and promptly started to cry. Jason became further distressed when he couldn’t get him to stop crying, and he had to be taken to bed by Dick [Jason then had looked like someone had taken his already dead brand new puppy and strung it by its innards in front of his window.] Jason himself had looked close to tears-the more primal part of Dick’s psyche had whispered that Dick’s omega

(8/?) "-should never cry" (and wow that 5 minute snippet of my writing took ages to send XD) 

TATOh man, this is tragic and perfectly angsty! Love it! Jay sudden;y wheelchair-bound and his baby not understanding that mom can’t play with him now as he used toT___T And Dick left there and having to keep it all together for them both!

Also your posts on it has made me add another 2aus to the FOUR I was already writing for this (so now I have wips for: Jaydick ABO, Uncle Jay and Johnny, batfam, titanfam, Jaydick ABO2,and Black to Blue scenario Jaydick ABO2) The one I'm currently writing based off of your posts is the last one I mentioned and since you probably don't know what black to blue is it is (oneofmyfavficsever) a vld fic by

(9/?) by puppetmaster55 on ao3 and the plot is that the blue paladin in one universe is the black paladin(the leader)in another universe and those two swap. So Dad!Dick whose been with Jason for 6ish years and 19-I-just-met-and-saved-Jay-from-getting-heat-raped-by-letting-him-go-through-it-in-my-car-alone!Dick swap places. 19!Dick has acquired 27!Dick's instincts tho so he keeps doing things without knowing why and Jay is very worried about his mate right now and hes about to have their 2nd pup

(10/?) and Dammit Dick. He took MATERNITY LEAVE from being (kinda oracle) for you-the least you can do is go back to being your normal hovering self for the next weeks before baby2 (Catherine Maria) is here.| TBH it just keeps getting weirded this line i wrote this morning just about sums up young dick's feelings on the matter: "Dick really doesn’t know how he knows these things, or what the fuck is going on and it is really starting to scare him." Anyway I'm sorry for rambling in your asks 

Dude, no worries, I am all for rambling and I love every single idea in hereTT