#written by: cherryrikis

[en-diaries]

-> CHECK OUT “last lovers on the midnight train” by serena !

LAST LOVERS ON THE MIDNIGHT TRAIN

PAIRING : producer riki x baker fem reader

WARNINGS : swearing, drinking, mentions of smoking + more tbd

GENRE : half written/half smau series, drama, romance/fluff, light angst, strangers to lovers

SYNOPSIS : if it weren’t for the two being on that last midnight train together, you would’ve never met. but when one person is wearing a white shirt while the other is holding a coffee cup without a lid, an accident is bound to happen. another 142 accidents later, and maybe riki would consider being your last love.

taglist is open

PROFILES : in the studio | at the bakery

STATION 001 : working my way to you

STATION 002 : the last train at 25:00

STATION 003 : lipstick marks and coffee stains

networks - @k-films @en-diaries

perm taglist ! @blvengene @wensurr @hannicorpse @r1kification

authors note - i was listening to last train at 25 o clock when i got this idea

[jung1w0n]

𝜗𝜚⋆₊˚ my recommendations!! (➜pt1) (➜pt2) (➜pt3) (➜pt4) pt5

𓉸๋ྀི࣭ ⭑ enhypen

⋆ lee heeseung

⋆ park jongseong

digi-cam - @cherryrikis

⋆ sim jaeyun

hate that… (ongoing) - @leaderwon

smau, non idol!jake, fem!reader, fluff, heavy angst, enemies to lovers

super shy (coming soon) - @okwonyo

smau, jake x fem!reader, fluff, slight angst, strangers to lovers

3:34pm - @sainns

brothers bsf!jake x gn!reader

double life (ongoing) - @jjangwonie

smau, non idol!jake x fem!reader, angst, fluff

sins of the manor - @all4yoi

gardener!jake x lady!reader, angst??, fluff

⋆ park sunghoon

not on my watch - @florwons

brothers bsf!sunghoon x fem!reader, fluff, friends to lovers (?)

emergency contact - @hoonatic

non idol!sunghoon x implied fem!reader, angst, fluff, exes to lovers (?)

better than your ex! (ongoing) - @boyfhee

smau, ex!sunghoon x fem!reader, fluff, exes to lovers

ms. & mr. president - @jlheon

sunghoon x fem!reader, fluff, frenemies to lovers

ways to get a guy (ongoing) - @silquids

smau, sunghoon x fem!reader, slight angst, strangers to lovers

secret soft boy revealed - @elysianeclipxe

bf!sunghoon x gn!reader, fluff

spoiled rotten - @boyfhee

rich boy!bf!sunghoon x fem!reader, fluff

the 24-hour dating challenge - @jaeyunverse

bsf!sunghoon x fem!reader, fluff, best friends to lovers

cafeteria confessions - @reinahwanggg

bsf!sunghoon x gn!reader, fluff, best friends to lovers

⋆ kim sunoo

the start (ongoing) - @sunoostripletriple

smau, idol!sunoo x delulu!fem!reader, fluff, slight angst

⋆ yang jungwon

the cars outside (coming soon) - @weoris

written series, childhood bsf!jungwon x fem!reader, player!jungwon x classmate!fem!reader, fluff, angst, friends to strangers/ enemies to lovers

one and only - @cherryrikis

idol!bf!jungwon x pikachu mascot!fem!reader, fluff

perfect pretend (ongoing) - @liorae

smau, influencer!jungwon x fem!reader, fluff, possible angst, strangers to lovers

in my memory - @drunkhee

fiancé!jungwon x afab!reader, heavy angst

falling for my mc! - @mygnolia

idol!jungwon x radio/podcast host!fem!reader, childhood friends to lovers

[its all on me] - @onlygarden

idol!bf!jungwon, fem!reader, angst

night in the stars - @liorae

bsf!jungwon x fem!reader, fluff

hopelessly devoted to you (ongoing) - @hannicorpse

smau, frat member!jungwon x fem!reader, fluff

mr. yang, is that you? (completed) - @ynsvnte

smau, crush!jungwon x fem!reader, fluff, angst, classmates to friends to lovers

⋆ nishimura riki

(with love,) - @cherryrikis

swim instructor!riki x fem!reader, fluff, slight angst, enemies to??

10 months love - @cherryrikis

idol!bf!riki x non idol!fem!reader, fluff

we cant be friends (ongoing) - @nshmuras

smau, childhood friend!riki x fem!reader, fluff, angst, childhood friends to enemies to lovers

love you twice (ongoing) - @jennaissantes

smau, enemy!riki c fem!reader, fluff, angst, enemies to lovers

thats your boyfriend? (ongoing) - @jlheon

smau, idol!bf!riki x fem!reader, fluff

hit tweet! (ongoing) - @jebi-won

smau, ex!riki x fem!reader, fluff, exes to lovers

hurt - @florwons

rival!riki x fem!reader, fluff, enemies to lovers

𐙚 pt 2

one less lonely girl (ongoing) - @cherryrikis

smau, idol!riki x idol!fem!reader, fluff, mild angst

๋࣭ ⭑⚝ tomorrow x together

⋆ choi yeonjun

⋆ choi soobin

⋆ choi beomgyu

⋆ kang taehyun

⋆ huening kai

[en-diaries]

-> CHECK OUT “heavy heart” by serena !

HEAVY HEART

PAIRING football captain!bf jake x fem reader

WARNINGS swearing, dehydration, mentions of jake killing himself (but its just a reference to an argument), a lot of break up talk (spoiler alert - this is not foreshadowing), jake’s kinda depressed, crying and a lot more kinds of sappy stuf

GENRE angst, fluff, also not proofread

SYNOPSIS jake returns home nearly 3 weeks post argument, only to find the house empty. to the public, it seemed you two were broken up, but he denied it. your relationship couldn’t end like this. when you finally do come back, you don’t expect jake to be sleeping in your once shared bed. and you definitely don’t expect him to beg for forgiveness.

part 1 is here. but this can be read as a standalone!

to jake, the world seemed colorless without you.

anything and everything you both once shared a love for, seemed to dull with only one person.

the flowers he bought you over a month ago had wilted, with no one to take care of them.

when jake returned to your shared apartment the day after the argument, he didn’t think you’d be the one to leave. at least, that’s what it seemed like. you didn’t technically leave, just, away from the house.

luckily, jake was able to find out through heeseung that you’ve been staying at yizhuo’s house. at least you were safe.

she’ll come back. she just needs time. he often reminded.

but days bled into weeks, into nearly a month that you’ve been gone, and jake found himself longing for you even more than before.

jake’s usual routine was to brush his teeth, change his clothes, and lie down in bed as he hugged your pillow (now stained with his tears).

his hair was so nappy, it had gone days, nearly a week, without being brushed out.

jake had grown accustomed to this sad usual cycle. but he still wasn’t used to being by himself. at least, not used to being without you.

so when he heard the faint click of the lock at the front door, he jumped up in shock. jake immediately discarded the depressed pillow and ran up to you with your luggage and all.

he pulled you into a tight hug, nearly forgetting the current situation all because he missed you being in his hold. jake realized how much he took you for granted. he just wanted his girlfriend back.

but it wasn’t that easy.

“oh, sorry..” he cleared his throat as he felt you gently try to pull away.

with the space between you two, you could see his features more clearly. your heart ached as you examined his pale face.

the more you looked at him, the more you realized there were three things for certain. one, jake most likely hasn’t gone outside since he came back home from jay’s (due to how pale he appeared and how cold his skin felt).

two, jake hasn’t been sleeping well, if he had even slept at all, due to all the crying he’s done (thanks to his dark circles and puffy eyes).

three, he’s missed you so much beyond compare, you nearly felt the slightest bit of sympathy for him (your discarded pillow on the floor made it clear as you walked into the once shared bedroom).

“can we talk please?” jake croaked out with a sore voice, as he’s had no reason to use it in the last few weeks.

he continued to follow you around the room as you walked over to the closet, tossing your heavy luggage inside of it.

“i know you haven’t been doing well. i heard jungwon and heeseung tried to visit. but you never answered.” you ignored, as you reached up to pull jake’s old sweater (which you stole) off the hanger.

he watched you struggle for a little while, before ultimately grabbing it for you. “thanks.” you murmured, pulling the soft cotton material over your head.

“y/n-” jake started, only for you to cut him off again. “and sunghoon. jay as well. jay and sunghoon actually were the ones who called me, convinced me to come over.”

you briefly looked up at your boyfriend, pausing your actions before moving back down to continue unpacking your luggage.

“y/n..” he trailed off. you acted as if you hadn’t heard him though, focusing on unpacking your bags.

“y/n!” jake called out. his head had been pounding with dehydration now. he wasn’t sure if he was yelling or whispering. the sudden change in behavior had you turning around entirely as you flinched.

“please, baby girl. y/n. can’t we just talk?” he begged. jake watched as you stood up from the ground, before following you as you walked passed him, across the room.

“whats there to talk about? i thought i nagged you so much to the point you ‘wanted to kill yourself’.” you quoted back to your previous argument that caused this distance between you.

jake grabbed you by your arm, forcefully turning you around so you could face him. but when he finally met your gaze, he took note of your glossy eyes, realizing the amount of tears you were holding back.

“jakey. all those things you said were unbelievable, and incredibly hurtful, jake. you can’t just expect me to forgive you. i just.. need more time.” you sighed, rubbing your forehead in frustration as you plopped down onto the bed.

“even more time then this last month?” he asked, taking a seat next to you.

“yes jake! even more time than that! you don’t understand how much damage you really did to me. i came here with a heavy heart, not even sure if i wanted to be around you. but when i heard from your friends how poorly you were taking care of yourself, i couldn’t just leave you.” you sniffled.

jake reached up to wipe your tears, but you slapped his arm away, moving to wipe your cheek with the back of your hand.

he gave you your space, watching you scoot further away so you had easier access to the tissue box on the floor. the moment was still before he finally spoke up again.

"i'm not asking for forgiveness, im asking you to hear me out. please, my angel girl. im begging you. i want you to know how sorry i am." jake's eyes too began to water.

he watched your face as you hesitated to let the words out, before you finally moved back closer towards him.

"okay. we can talk." you whisper, before grabbing your forgotten pillow off the floor.

“i was just.. so filled with stress, and anger. between failing so many classes, grades dropping, and coach saying i had terrible performance in the last few games, i wasn’t sure if what to do.” jake paused, watching to see if you were paying attention. you nodded in response, gesturing for him to continue.

“i guess i’m just saying i wasn’t able to handle the stress of a relationship back then. if i couldn’t be happy, i had no idea how to make you happy. and i was mad at myself for disappointing you. mad at you for being disappointed in me. everything just kinda came out in the moment. whether you heard it or not, i felt so guilty for saying something i didn’t mean to say.” he sighed.

“oh, my poor jake,” you pouted, moving to rest your head on his shoulder. “baby, if you were going through all of this, you should’ve told me. i know you hate to talk but there aren’t things you can go through alone. and sure, i may have been upset with you for forgetting or missing dates and not communicating, but never disappointed. never ever was i disappointed in you.”

“i guess i should work on that. i just hate confrontation.” he sighed. the two of you chuckled in unison. “it’s okay, i’ll help you out. baby steps, my love.”

“i’m just so scared of hurting you again,” jake started once more. “you’re just so fragile, so delicate to me, you know? i hate the thought of putting you through all that shit again. because i love you. so i want to be more open with you.”

you were glad jake wanted to change for the better, and for you. but you couldn’t lie when you said your stomach dropped a little at the thought of all that he said. but in the long duration you spent apart, it’s clear he’d been thinking about what he wanted to say. he had matured. jake reassured you it won’t happen again, and that’s all you needed. his reassurance.

jake pulls you down, so that the two of you are lying flat on the soft bed. you attempt to sit up, only to be brought back down as jake took your pillow out your hands.

“let me go cook something for us baby.” you hum as he began to pepper kisses all across your cheeks, your forehead, and jawline.

but jake only held you tighter, pulling you closer toward his now warm body (if even possible). “just stay with me mama. you’ve been gone for so long and you already want to leave.” he whined. you chuckle in response, before finally meeting him halfway and pressing a kiss on his plump, dry lips.

"you still have my pillow." you raise a brow.

jake sat up slightly, to throw your pillow across the room. "you don't need it. you have me." he replied, before leaning back down so he could bring your head to lay on his chest.

you smile as you felt his heartbeat begin to beat faster. you were home, and all was forgiven for now. that’s all that mattered.

maybe dinner could wait.

networks ! @en-diaries

taglist ! @pinksweetlittlepiano @yunjica @sunshine-skz @stormy1408 @gardenwons @hellokiittylexii @ivyvioletcarson @river-demon-slayer @blvengene @strawberrynull @maiteeeeesstuff @firstclassjaylee @mersmoon

[en-diaries]

-> CHECK OUT “for me, or for you?” by serena !

OPERATION: LOCKDOWN - 009 ! for me, or for you?

pairing -> gamer!riki x beauty influencer!fem reader

synopsis -> you hated gamers. riki hated ulzzang’s (except you). so after weeks of fighting to be the top streamer, (and riki’s poor attempts to charm you), he suggests to collaborate so you could both be number one. you tried to keep it professional. but the more time you spent producing content together, the more you realized just how much nishimura riki really meant to you.

authors note - idk guys the seunghan convo hit a little 2 hard😓 ps sorry i went overboard again

previous <> masterlist <> next

taglist ! (bold = cannot be tagged) @hannicorpse @yvjw @chaevibes @sakiimeo @allforhee @streamluckybyriize @soobinbunnie5 @lalaisve @goldenmellow @ariluvssssss100 @brideslit @t0asterexe @ikeujyn @jaemified @chiaki-nanami-aesthetic @sirens-dreams @rikisgeef @i03jae @iheartshopping @wensurr @heartheejake @moonpri @nshmra-on-air @heeseungismymanz @st1llm0nster @ningx2stan @onlyhyunjin @d-dilemma @jjongarlic02 @wonkixo @kkamismom12 @jiyeons-closet @pshbites @haechansbbg @aeminju @xoxol3a @rairaiblog @kang-ulzzang @riksaes @kittsnewera @enhajungwonheart @madebylilia @orimuraa @heeheeswifey @artstaeh @r1kification @pinksdump @joyzluvr @academiq @sincerelyrki @tocupid

networks ! @en-diaries

[en-diaries]

-> CHECK OUT “ better luck tomorrow” by serena !

BETTER LUCK TOMORROW

pairing : nishimura riki x reader

warnings : swearing, describing crime scenes, lots of talk about murder/death, mention of drugs (maybe once or twice) and blood, but nothing too graphic — it’s all just brief. also yn is about a year older than riki

genre : half smau/half written series, mystery/thriller, murder mystery, drama, fluff, set in la as always

synopsis : after being in the wrong place at the wrong time, you (as well as your friends), were framed for the death of your brother and disappearance of your boyfriend. you all had no hope. no job, no money, none of you were even allowed to graduate. at least, until a stubborn kid on a dance scholarship suddenly acts as your savior, riki helps clear your name all for the sake of a school project.

taglist is open

profiles : one | two

intro : senior project

chapter i : the first contact

chapter ii : case file

chapter iii : breaking principles

chapter iv : in hindsight

chapter v : an unusual investigation

networks - @k-films @en-diaries

authors note - based on the book a good girls guide to murder