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chaotic-aro-incarnate · 3 years ago

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Me: okay that short little vegaspete oneshot I wrote on a whim got a lot of positive feedback and is one of my highest performing fics. Time to go back to my other wips. Maybe I'll finish up that angsty KimChay fic, or the Royal AU, or the kp x aftg crossover, or finally write some Arm/Tankhun, or maybe-

My brain: write more vegaspete

Me: but I just did? And I've been wanting to write these others for-

My brain: this time make it about that Oscar Wilde quote "love is a sacrament meant to be taken kneeling" except use the original intended meaning about an act love is being given a small act of compassion when you're in a vulnerable state AND make it about the common modern misinterpretation that the quote is talking about blowjobs.

Me: ......... fuck okay *opens new doc*

#the chokehold vegas and pete have me in is unreal #I went from uhhh no thanks to ok i can kinda see it to oh? to vegas pete and the hedgehog are the only characters in the show so fast #the irony of writing this about the wilde quote is that i already wrote a fic about that quote except for the rqg fandom #and its all soft vaguely romantic but could be platonic zolfwilde about zolf taking care of wilde and finding hope in each other #meanwhile the vp oneshot has already featured vegas brutally killin dudes pete being turned on by that some mild bloodplay and knifeplay #and more fucked up things to come <3 #the rqg fic was about hope and comfort #the vp fic is about obsession and undying devotion to the point of total destruction #truly shows how you can take one thing (like the wilde quote) and create vastly different things despite having the same inspo #i WILL get to those wips i promise especially the aftg one that's been so fun to write #writing it has made me realize how insane neil andrew jean and kevin are compared to the kp characters #like im not even writing them in a dark au where they got more involved with the mafia they're all still dumbass exy players #but the aftg guys have the most fucked moral compasses and are completely desensitized to atrocities.#like what could kinn do to actually intimidate them? kinn cares too much about wanting to be good #even vegas would have no effect on them. they'd just be like 'oh great another riko good thing we know how to handle those'#he'd threaten to torture neil and neil would just stare at him like: literally almlst my entire body is covered in scars from torture #what can you possibly do to me that was done to me in like the first 20 years of my life? this is why you're a pathetic little bitch and no #one in your family will ever love or respect you.#i kinda wanna make a post of just vegas and all the times neil verbally came for rikos neck cause they fit too good

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