#wowww its been a year???
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steveharrington · 2 months ago
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i <3 drew gooden
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synthbug · 10 months ago
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY @milimeters-morales !!💙🦋 the cake's been knocked around a bit but I'm sure it's still tasty ^_^ ‼️ YIPPIE !!!
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HOPE U HAVE AN AWESOME YEAR !!! Ik I've been less active but i just wanted 2 say a great big THANK YOU for being you‼️ :3 last year you made my 2023 so AWESOME and boosted my whimsy and joy so much !!! U have such COOL ideas and characters and designs and ur art is always so lovely💙 !!!! Plus your nice kindness and SILLYFUNNY spirit makes me smile so wide :3 your impact on my joke vocabulary in 2023 was huge...🦋 And I'm pretty sure i got into the silly spiderman side of tumblr and gained all my mutuals from you!! Which was such a lovely experience and im so lucky i got 2 goof around in the eventful year with cool mutuals like u !! So I just wanted 2 say thank u 4 being such an AWESOME FRIEND and making my spiderman brainrot and overall whimsy so much more joyous :3 rambling with u about the atsv trailers and mini miles was so much fun !! 1 BILLION SHEEP FROLICKING CAREFREE IN A FIELD !!! AND SMILING !!!!🐏‼️
Something silly also !! the first proper interaction I had with ur blog was on ur birthday last year !! Did a similar doodle so I just did it again ! :3 Happy birthday Scor !! I hope the world is ever so kind 2 u this year and awesome things happen forever :D💙🦋
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bahoreal · 5 months ago
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the thing about bridgerton is that its kinda contrived and bad but its also very compelling. and thats fun.
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4belphie · 2 years ago
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belphie can try to murder me a lil bit (again) i don’t mind it rekindles our relationship actually
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trahoalai · 7 months ago
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halfway through getting unready I realized Im kinda pretty even when I take my makeup off. and so ppl probably hate me bc of my personality
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ironmanstan · 2 years ago
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So much work to do but im actually doing it which scares me more than the fact i have work to do and u can tell bc i keep fucking posting like this
#laid out all my sketches i needed.. updated my carrd projects list... finalized art piece.. sketched concept.. studied from art book#fucking insane. insane. so scary so scary.#like idk it is so weird i think being depressed mustve made my adhd so much worse ?? i couldve never done this before#everything is still hard and i have to genuinely push and will myself to even attempt working on anything but like#i have enough will to win and start ? i dont lose my focus as much when im in it and if i do i know to take a break bc im understimulated?#i still forget basic things and to do things a lot but i dont catastrophize about it as much i get upset and then just fix it..#its so weird did i just fucking learn to self regulate??? is that what i was missing this whole time ???????#u get punished for like lacking focus and self regulation and have a defeatist mindset bc doing anything = punishment#but then you break through that fear and just throw yourself in and make yourself do things and u can work WITH the adhd????#my parents fucking scammed me bro imagine if i had been raised and like helped instead of called worthless for everytime i fuck up#WHY DO I HAVE TO LEARN THIS AT ALMOST 19. STUPID STUPID STUPID#even my old therapists.. oh you have adhd maybe if you just change your diet you will function WOWWW SOOO HELPFUL#HOW DOES THAT HELP ME LEARN TO BE AWARE OF MY SELF AND NEEDS AND REGULATE THEM TO WORK WITH MY MENTAL HANDICAPS HUH. QUICKLY#stupid... i hate every adult in the world you are all useless and do nothing <- is an adult#its so crazy 2 me to function even a little... i guess i learned easily finally bc i self analyze way too much sometimes#but like i genuinely for years predicted id just like. go right back to being majorly suicidal or something in college#bc i could barely handle highschool or getting assignments done#now im meeting deadlines on the reg... like idk. i think it is such a rare and strange and kind of sick feeling#to know like young you would look at you and be surprised or shocked . and its so sad bc like idk.#its like oh i never believed in myself huh. or believed i could have a place in the world and function and be alright#and then u have to grieve all the time you spent never trying bc u didnt think trying without failing was possible like what the hell!!!#crazy...#the gamer speaks uwu
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maraczeks · 19 days ago
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refreshingfruitflavor · 7 months ago
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just logged onto Tumblr on my computer for the first time in a whileeee and went to my blog and saw an archive??? I was literally just wishing the other day that I could easily look back in time at my old reblogs. Wowwwwwww time machineeeee!! I'm going in 🧐
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themindelectricdemo4 · 10 months ago
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JANUARY 6TH 2023: art flashback
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spideysbruh · 11 months ago
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Married
Can be a pt 2 to my engagement one, but it can be read on its own
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y/n hold my heart, it's beating for you anyway
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tchalamet SOON SOONY SOON SOON
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tchalamet i can't wait for you to be my WIFE
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y/n I can't wait for you to be my HUSBAND
rachelzegler so excited for you!! your dress is beautiful 🫶
y/n so is yours 🤭🫶🫶
@y/n just tweeted- only a few more days til my wedding w this guy omg😳😳😳
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@ynsbejewled replied- LMFAOOO ALSO ARE YOU GONNA SHARE SOME BTS WITH USS 🥺🥺😭😭
@y/n replied- maybe just a little bit, it's pretty intimate so 🤭
@realchalamet replied- I hate you.
@y/n liked and replied to @tchalamet- ok. we'll see if you still agree w that in a few days... at the ALTAR.... where I'll become your WIFE.
@tchalamet replied to @y/n- ... I love you baby im jk always joking never serious I could never hate you I love you forever
@ynssocks replied- PLEASEEEE
@cinemayn replied- I love how she still teases him 💀😭
@realchalamet just tweeted- GETTING MARRIED SO SOON
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@realchalamet just tweeted- HERE COMES THE BRIDE 🗣🗣
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@realchalamet just tweeted- WE'RE GETTING MARRIEDDDDD @y/n
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y/n just posted a story!
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caption- bro is hella excited !!! 🤭🤭😋😍😍😍 TOMORROWWWWW
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y/n wow oh wow. I didn't think I could love you any more, and then you became my husband. my absolute favorite person in this entire universe. I love you forever and ever
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tchalamet I'm gonna cry again stop omg
y/n you're literally right next to me
tchalamet forever and everrrr 🫶
florencepugh my favourite couple ever. I love you both. what a beautiful ceremony.
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rachelzegler beautiful as always y/n!!!
y/n ily thank you my wonderful bridesmaid
tchalamet just posted two stories!
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caption- my WIFE 💍
y/n just posted a story!
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caption- we got rings on now 😳😳 im a wife???
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tchalamet marrying you has been the greatest joy of my life. I love you endlessly and for eternity Y/N L/N.
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florenceyn CANT BELIEVE WE RLY SAW THEIR WHOLE RELATIONSHIP PROGRESS LIKE THISWOWWW
ynlnsfluffysocks YALL LOOK SO BEAUTFUL PLEASEEE MY PARENTSSS
timmysgf oh god now we gotta hear more about her from him 🙄🙄 just waiting for that divorce now
rachelzegler get a life!
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tchalamet i second that ☝️☝️ get a fucking life 🖕
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shawnmendes congratulations 🎉🙏🏼
atreidesyn girl give it up it's been years !!
sabsyn wym??
spectacularyn they used to date 💀
sabsyn WHAT NAUR WAYYYY
spideyyn YUPPP he was lowkey terrible, he shit on her sooo much when they broke up and compared her to his ex in a few interviews 💀 he was a weirdly jealous man
sabsyn wowww wtf... looking this up omg fuck him
duneschalamet THE most beautful couple inside and out I swear
zendaya I LOVE YALL SO BADDD CONGRATS MY FAVORITE PEOPLEEE
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minnielvr · 1 year ago
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DIE FOR YOU - chapter 11 : "y/n asf"
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"okay next question," hyunjin took another flash card, "at what age does the brain become fully mature?"
"oh easy, 25 years old." you answered.
hyunjin was currently helping you study for your psychology test for tomorrow, like he promised when he took you out. it was going well so far and there were no major distractions.
"ugghh y/n im bored." hyunjin threw the flashcards on the desk and whined.
"hey! do you think i want to do this right now too?"
"well then lets just not do it.."
"hyunjin i HAVE to study for this test, it makes up like 30% of my grade." in truth though, you've already studied way more than needed. maybe you were just looking for an excuse to spend more time with him.
"oh cmon y/n, we've done 50 flash card and you've been studying the whole week. lets just stop now hm?" he offered
"okay, fine. but what will we do now?" you didn't want him to leave, but you didn't want to be bored either.
"uhhh icecream?" he raised his brow
"hyunjin it's almost 1 in the morning nothing is open." you hit his head softly.
"OH I KNOW-" you covered his mouth, "hyunjin shut up!! you'll wake them up" you scolded him
"sorry sorry. anyway how about we dye my hair." he said with a grin on his face.
"im sorry what?" you blinked a couple of times.
"well im kinda getting bored of this red, most of my outfits don't match with it either." he started playing with it.
"but i love the red. its so...you"
"awwww well thank you cutie." he squished your cheeks and surprisingly, you let him.
"well where could we find hair dye right at this time of night? and what color?"
"im sure theres a 24 hour market here somewhere. and i want to do black." he went on his phone and googled up places nearby.
"well, lets go then. you sure about this?" you asked one last time.
he shrugged his shoulders, "i guess"
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you and hyunjin were now in the convenience store looking at the hair dye. you guys were arguing about wether he should get permanent or temporary.
"hyunjin if you get permanent then you don't like it how will you take it off?" you tried to reason with him
"y/n my natural hair color is black...i know how i look." he laughed at you.
"oh...well my bad i didn't know you before this." you crossed your arms, why is he laughing at you?
"awww it's cute how much you care, cmon lets go to checkout." he dragged you along.
"just for the record i don't care."
he just looked back at you and smiled. you guys were at the register and hyunjin payed, then you left to walk back.
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hyunjin was in your bathroom on a chair with a towel over his shoulders, while you were mixing up the dye.
you came behind him and looked at him in the mirror "you ready?"
"lets do it."
so you got to work, spreading the dye all over his bright red hair and on his roots. you guys made small talk while doing so, asking him about his friends and whatnot. soon you guys finished and let it dry for 30 minutes, it should've been for longer but he couldn't wait.
you took him back to the bathroom where he leaned his head over the tub so you could wash it. you reached out to his hair and started running your fingers through it messily while he sighed, saying it felt like a massage. you finished up quickly and didn't allow him to look in any mirrors until you finished cleaning.
you led him to your dresser and made him sit down in front of it while you kept a hand over his eyes.
"okay you can look in 3...2...1!! open!!" you raised your hand off his eyes.
"wowww it looks good" he started playing with his hair and styling it.
you guys talked for a bit after that while admiring his new hair, eating some snacks, and obviously not forgetting to take some pictures.
"omg hyunjin its 3 am you have to go home" you couldn't have him spend the night.
"awww whyyy?" he pouted and put his arms around you. lately he was getting very touchy, but you didn't mind.
you tried pushing him off, "because i have to sleep and so do you! i have a big day tomorrow"
"but if i walk in the house that late they'll all be suspicious..." he looked away from you, he forgot about the dare.
"so? just tell them you fucked someone or something." you shrugged while chewing on your granola bar, not thinking much of it.
"can i tell them i fucked y-" you put your hand over his mouth once again, "dont even think about it."
you walked him to the door and let him put on his shoes, then he faced you.
"well, thanks for everything tonight y/n. i hope we can do it again." he smiled at you.
he wants to do this again? with you? damn since when did you become so weak for guys.
"your welcome hyunjin, thanks for taking me out too, it was super fun. oh and studying" you started to remember the whole night.
he went in to give you a hug, so you returned it, squeezing him tight. but when he pulled away you gave him a little peck on his lips.
"g'night hyune" you smirked and pushed him out the door.
did you really just kiss hwang hyunjin? this must be a dream, you thought to yourself. as you turned around to walk back to your room, you were met with three faces right in front of you. so naturally, you screamed.
"Y/N WHAT THE FUCK???" all 3 of your friends screamed at once.
"oh. my. god. yunjin you were here the whole time?" you thought she was with keeho.
"well duh!! i wanted to hear all the details when you came back from dinner with hyunjin but apparently you guys had other plans." she crossed her arms.
"yea y/n, other plans. such as dying his hair." haerin also crossed her arms.
"and kissing him." now hanni crossed her arms.
"ugh guys it's not that big of a deal, come sit down. i'll explain everything"
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mourninglamby · 8 months ago
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ive been following you on and off over several accounts on here and twitter over the years ever since u were a gorillaz artist and youve always been a constant source of inspiration for me not only in art but in media consumption generally. i dont wanna b parasocial but ive been here for sooo long and i just want to say im glad youre still making art and im glad youre still loving things in the way that you do. i find it really inspiring how youve taken the dsmp and ran with it, making parts of it distinctly yours, even still. because its a piece of media that means something to you and u cant be discouraged from that. thank you for still creating things and i sincerely hope that you start to feel better soon <3
ah ... wow this is mighty kind.... im very touched you stuck with me all this time wowww >__<!!! i will keep posting and making art and persevering! thank u.. ur encouragement means a whole bunch !!
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sugar-ditz · 8 months ago
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sooo i just like listened to the files for the first time in a long time and wowww that was strong-
i’ve been listening to bs for years but never tried the 20 day challenge until now. i still feel so spacey and its nicee
should i post updates as i go along?~
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vexis-world · 4 months ago
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AN: omg its finally done I'm crying!!!! I'm so lucky to have been a part of something so awesome so thank you so much @queenpiranhadon she really is a legend and you can quote me on that - she's put so much hard work into this event and everything she's done has been worth it because wowww!! also thank you so much for the banners; credits to @queenpiranhadon again she is a multitalented queen! 🙏🙏
(lets also pretend i didn't rewrite this like 3 times and it lowkey still sucks!!!😁😁 )
warnings: mentions of tobacco, creepy old dude, umm not really much else but let me know if there is anything i can add!
words: 1801
enjoy!!!! <333
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The prince of thieves, they named him. It was true in every way. Mirio was good, and kind. He was truly a prince at heart, good to all and so unbelievably gracious; generous. He was who people wanted to rule. However blood is not chosen at birth; but after, when you pick those who you surround yourself with. Found family is real. Mirio was proof of that! He was always with one of his friends, his partners in crime. Literally. His “first mate” if you will, Tamaki was his brother in all the ways that mattered. That is who this story begins with.
“I want to go home Mirio, this is a terrible idea..” Tamaki shakes as he speaks.
“Hey! Lets have some faith, yeah? When have my plans ever blown over, huh?” Mirio says with a smile, it seems as if Mirio is always smiling.
“It could just be luck.. We’ve had some close calls recently.” Tamaki responds.
“Not today! Today will go perfect. Trust me, I can feel it in my gut!”
“Right..”
The leaves were always the nicest around this time of year, you thought. Spring was so full of life. The canopy of the trees above you making it seem like the trees were hugging you; protecting you from the dangers of the forest. You were on your way walking through the manmade path, created by years of people's footsteps, navigating through the wilderness. It was a secret path locals used. It was much more beautiful than the path the carriages used. SNAP! Silence. “Hello?” you said quietly, with fake strength behind your voice. Nothing. No one was there. You kept walking, a little faster than before.
“That was close.. toocloseiwanttogohome.'' Tamaki says, looking down with a nervous expression. A war in his mind. As usual.
“Hey no worries! It worked out fine. Let's just be more careful with our steps, yeah?” Mirio is as positive as ever.
“‘Kay..”
The night comes by quickly and as you slept comfortably in your home, there was another less restful man; occupied with thoughts of you.
‘She was really pretty..” ‘How strange.’ Mirio’s face was expressionless. Unusually so. Mirio barely slept that night. Nor the 3 nights after the encounter.
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You hum a tune as you walk, the forest leaves falling with grace, littering the ground lightly with stunning shades of green. So peaceful, you thought. The basket in your hands, filled with yummy berries and pretty little flowers. Cowslips, poppies and bluebells made a notable appearance in your hold.
“Pretty flowers you have there.”
You turn on your heels, swiftly. a flower slips out the basket. A blonde haired boy picks it up, with a smile on his face and holds it out to you.
“If I may.. Have you been following me?”
“What can I say, I couldn't help but follow the lovely tune you sang there.” the boy breathily chuckles. Scratching the back of his neck.
You take the flower from his hand and put it back in your basket.
“Do I know you?” you inquire.
“Perhaps. I've been up on a few walls in town.” the boy's face takes on a grin again.
“Seems uncomfortable.”
“..” there's a pause in the air, and then suddenly the blonde boy starts to laugh hysterically.
“You're funny.” he states.
You smile, cheeks warm with a blush. He's charming. Much more charismatic than all the other boys in the village.
“Thank you.” You turn to walk away, thinking this interaction was over - you shouldn't be talking to strangers anyway.
“Wait!”
“What?” you turn around again. How repetitive. Still though you can't help but feel a small bit of happiness fill you when he calls out for you. You didn't really want to leave..
“What's your name? How will I be able to see you again?”
“What's yours? you’re seeing me right now.”
“Mirio Togata, Prince of thieves! Here to help as many as I can!” He smiles big, doing a low dramatic bow.
“Oh?”
You turn around to walk again. This time serious and not to be stopped by cute boys who seem so genuinely bright and warm you're losing your eyesight. He watches you walk away. Then he takes two biggg steps and he's almost next to you again. Following your trail as you walk. Stepping to your rhythm.
“Would you like me to walk you home? A young maiden such as yourself isn't safe out here in these woods alone?”
“Oh yeah? What am I in danger from? You?” all rhetorical of course. Mirio doesn't notice. Or he does and doesn't care.
“No,no,no! I assure you I am a perfectly(ish) safe man to be around! As long as we don't see the sheriff! Wouldn't want you to get in trouble ‘cause of me, yeah?”
“Uhuh.” you nod. “I can walk myself home thank you.” you turn around. Again. “But I planned on being here tomorrow if you want to see me.” you didn't plan that. you weren't going to come here tomorrow.
Mirio has another smile on his face. This one is a bit different. Hard to notice if you don't have his other smiles, ingrained in your brain since the first minute of conversation. He looks - genuinely carefree. Like he's not faking it. It's sweet.
“I'll make sure to be here then.” where else would Mirio be? He lives in these woods.
“Ok then.” you smile up at him. Voice softer now. Your voice is never that soft? Faker.
Oh. That's why he said it. Mirio told himself that moment after she finished speaking that he would be here no matter what. He'd wait all day, just to see you.
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It's bright and early in the morning. 6 o’clock in the morning. Mirio rushes to get ready. No time to break fast. No time to lounge about, thinking of new plans and ideas on how to evade the sheriff. He's got a girl to meet! Not now of course, why would she be out now? If only Mirio knew that..
The air is so crisp. So cool. Mirio drinks in the air as if it's the last time he’ll breathe. He loves these woods. I suppose they love him too. - Considering he's not been caught by the sheriff yet.
Mirio stays waiting for you for a couple hours. He waits passing the time in different ways. Sometimes some of his friends come to chat, confused as to why he's spending so long in the woods for no stated reason. They don't say anything about it.
It's now 1 o'clock in the afternoon now. Around half an hour before you two met the day prior. Mirio walks around more, passing the time. The more Mirio wanders the closer he gets to the carriage path, when he hears a sudden whinny coming from a couple of startled horses. Mirio sees 2 men. One obviously a coachman, and the other a wealthy, snobby older man.
“I already said I wouldn't like to accompany you, so please let me be.”
The voice sounds familiar..
“And I said that only a fool would pass an opportunity such as this. Don't be stupid girl and come join me." The voice is authoritative and harsh. Decades worth of tobacco usage Mirio assumes.
Mirio steps closer, seeing the coachman trying his best to calm his horses. The older man is blocking the lady from his view.
“Then perhaps i am a fool, however I believe I am just fine with that.”
The man goes to grab the girl by the arm.
“That's no way to treat a lady, it's a shame you clearly don't agree.” Mirio has a calm tone, friendly as usual. However he is all but calm at this moment.
“Mind your own business. I assure you everything is just fine here. The man says without turning around.
The coachman gets back on his seat, turning to see how long until he can continue on the path. He grows stiff at seeing Mirio.
“My lord, perhaps this is a lost cause. We really should get going.”
“Oh what do you know, shut your mouth. I don't pay you to advise me.”
“God you’re insufferable!” Mirio laughs. If you hadn't listened close enough you wouldn't have realised the insult.
“Excuse me.” the man finally turns around. Mirio catches a glimpse at the lady behind the man. It's you. The woman he had been waiting for since that morning.
Mirio ignores the man to ask you if you're alright.
“I'm sorry, have you been waiting long for me, my lady?” ironic.
“No, I'm sorry I was trying to head to see you, but I was stopped on my way.”
The old man is stood still. His face cold.
“Prince Mirio. What a pleasure.” his tone mocking.
“Oh you've heard of me? Glad those posters are doing their job! I'd hate for someone to get fired!” mirio laughs.
“Would you now?” The man is angry. Very much so. Considering that he only just recently got released from the task force of catching the blonde in front of him. What a coincidence. “I see you're not accompanied by your merry men? They finally decided to leave you.”
“Oh no, that's not the case - don't worry!”
You slowly glide toward Mirio. Careful not to be noticed by the old man.
“Well this has been a lovely conversation and as much as I'd love to continue catching up I have a full schedule today!” Mirio pushes the man inside the carriage quickly. The man tumbles in and struggles to get up in time. Mirio closes the door to the vehicle and gives one of the horses a gentle slab to the rear. The horse bucks and starts to run with the other horse speeding up too. The carriage disappears into the forest path as if this never happened.
You fall back slightly into Mirio, not expecting the prompt undiscussed getaway of the older man. Mirio is quick to catch you and twirl you around to face him.
“For you, my lady.” Mirio presents you with a ruby broach. The same one that was just worn by the man. Sneaky.
“Wow. you're exactly like the village talks about.” the blush on your face doesn't match the berating tone you are currently using.
“Well you can't blame me! It's not like he needed it, huh?” Mirio’s voice is lively.
You roll your eyes. He is correct, though.
“So how full is your schedule?” you tease.
“Completely. The whole day is to be spent with you. If that is reciprocated?” Mirio is lighthearted and fun. He is handsome and clearly crafty. Showing up at the right time and right place right when you needed it. Like fate almost. What a silly thought.
“It is.”
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monalovesstarsz · 4 months ago
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Maybe we could
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Genre: Non idol au and idk what else to say 😭
Pairings: Shy sick sunghoonxchronic illness shy y/n (I clearly don't know how to do this)
Summary: Y/n starts to spend a lot of time in a hospital due to her health and its super lonely until she meets sunghoon and they agree to try their best to live as regular teens.
Warnings: uhh I'm not totally sure but illnesses, thoughts of death, hospitals, depression, mentions of death (probably)
Not proof read 🙈
Chapter 2
"Uhm uh-Hi Sunghoon!"
'shit' you mentally cursed. You have never met him ever but you just said you just said his name. Why would you say his name oh my gosh!!! No way no way you had just messed up so hard. Had he known you had been following him all this time? No right? You're thoughts were interrupted by his voice
"Uhm hi it seems like you were struggling with that ?" His index finger pointed to your wheelchair. You knew he was tall but this was the first time you saw him standing up. He had always he sitting in his chair. As bad as it sounds you didn't think he could walk.
"Ohh yeah I um haven't really mastered how to use a wheelchair, My nurse wants me to learn how to use one on my own but I'm kinda tired so" you ended your sentence with a shrug.
"Ohh I can take you back to your room if you want." He smiled awkwardly again.
"Oh no you don't have to it's okay!!"
"No it's fine I insist"
"Okay thanks."
"So uh how did you know my name?"
So close. You were so close to your room. You almost made it before he had asked that question. Quick come up with something and excuse anything!
"Oh I-uh I well.. Oh! Giselle is my nurse and she something about mentioned you!!" Not smooth at all but it was okay he seemed like he believed you.
"Ohh she was one of my nurses but what did she say?"
'shit'
"Oh uhm she said that you and I were alike because we're both shy!" Not smooth once again but he believed you once again.
"Oh she told you that? I guess I can be sorta shy sometimes."
After he said that you guys had made it to your room.
"Uhm thanks for taking me back to my room oh and sorry for bumping into you earlier."
"Yeah it was no problem I don't have much to do anyway, and don't worry about earlier I couldn't get it at first either. Oh and I never asked your name?"
"Oh I'm y/n! And uh if you're as bored as me would you like to hangout with me in my room?" You don't know how you got the balls to ask him that but you did and you didn't question it. If he rejected your hangout you would switch hospitals for sure though.
"Yes I would like that haha" he showed off his smile and this time it wasn't an awkward one.
"So how old are you? You don't look older any older than me?" Asked sunghoon after sitting on the couch that was attached to the wall under your window.
"mhm? Oh I turned 16 this this year what about you?"
"Ohh we're both 16! But I'm about to turn 17 so I'm your elder." He giggled and teased you.
"Yeah yeah but we're the same age so it doesn't really count" you shrugged
"I'm still your elder though so yes it does."
"Okay fine" you said while you teasingly rolled your eyes
"If you want I can try to teach you how to maneuver a wheelchair. I didn't get it at first either and it gets pretty tiring."
"Oh yeah you should please I really need it."
"I could tell."
You shove him jokingly and rolled around in your wheelchair.
"I can drive it but I just can't turn that well."
"Oh that's tricky but I can show you how to later."
"deal!"
"How long have you been here Y/n?"
"Ohh it's been about three or four weeks, but I'm supposed to stay for awhile. What about you?" You saw sunghoons eyes gleamed as you said that.
"Oh I've been here for about almost 7 years. I moved here from south Korea when I was about 10 years old"
"mmm so you've been here for awhile then"
"yeah but back then I wasn't always spending most of my time here.I was a figure skater and im pretty good at it too!"
"Wowww an actual figure skater? Ive never met one before!! That's literally so cool dude you have to teach me some time!"
"Okay okay sure bro" he said the last word teasingly and you couldn't help but let a little laugh out.
"But only if you teach me how to draw as well as you." You figured he had seen your drawing book that was on your bed and the page was flipped onto your last drawing which was of two butterflies flying around together.
"Okay sure dude!" You had emphasized the last word.
You guys talked for two whole hours after that and about the most random things. You guys shared a lot in common but we're two completely different people. After that you heard a knock on your door
"Come in." You yelled quietly.
Gisellse walked in with a tray of really really bad hospital food.
"Hey Y/n it's time for dinner- Oh Heyy sunghoon!" She winked at you. 'Finally' she thought
"Oh yeah it's already 6" You said kinda sad knowing sunghoon would have to leave soon
"Oh I should probably get going now but remember our deal okay?"
"Yeah I will! I'll walk you to the elevator then."
"Hey y/n you know what Mr.lee said. You have to use your wheelchair,try to get used to it." Gisellse mostly said that so she could see you two interact. She was so curious about it. She honestly thought you two would be great friends but you both would be super duper awkward at least at first. Oh boy was she wrong. You both kinda clicked I mean it was kinda awkward at times but both of you didn't mind.
"We should hangout tomorrow again then" Sunghoon said excitedly walking into the elevator while Giselle wheeled you right in front of the elevator.
"Oh then where should we meet and what time?"
"Mhmm what about 2:30?" He said while opening your rooms door. He had a mischievous look on his face. Odd
"Sure but where?"
"I think you already know where I'll be around 2:30 you follow me like everyday y/n." He said it with a mischievous smirk as the elevator doors were about to close.
"WHAT??" You and Giselle in perfect unison.
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the painting i continued (from longer than a year ago) has too bright white highlights so i need to get rid of them AND quite possibly it would be nice to just give up and do whaeter and get on the train just ot look at all the stations i havent seen before nd cvt and listten to whip your kids on repeat again and again and have no money to afford to eat and find someone who is just so ?? and mean but not in that non self absorbed self absorbed way and stupid because everyone has too much to look forward to and too much to complain about and that makes everyone so yucky and hypocritical and ughghurejne me whenni have work tmr ALSO need to print out more movie photos AND anyone i meet gets so human and i get sick of them so easily but not myself so i will always be alone and thats a good thing unless im not listening to music then it is not so good bc i can hear my breathing an feel my skin also what even is life without music its just ------------------ no ty i do not want to be like amber or ritchie but oh i did thrift their shoes and also jasons but hes kind of an L WAIT that makes so much sense anyway that scene where they are walking in the store with the heavy combat boots that have been discontinued (why?) and a shotgun wow! imagine being tricked by a soda can what a loser anyway the sehleves ive built are really nice and after doing that with hands blistered and joints sore i realised i can fit everythign insdie it and oh god im gonna lose absolutely everything! and thn something even WoORSE hit me that none of this even means anytnign, what the flip, imagine this format will stop and we only live in the real world what then maybe just maybe musicals make sense and then i bash my head into my desk HOW COULD U FOR A SECOND THINK MUSICALS ARE OKAY blood is spurting just likein that scene in longlegs dilf, jokes no maybe nicholas cage hes too pasty this has gotten long uve recently discovered this rly underground and unpopular artist michael jackson yea nobodies really heard of him sigh WHY DO I HAVEA FRENCH BOOK OH GOD IM GOING TO HELL people should put everything ive ever ever made into a bible because that is all i am and i am so happy that is true so yea put this in as well and all my assigmnets and paintings and digital art from 2019 and old drawings and scribbles and south park doodles and short stories ad gore and all the deleted notes of measurrements (sigh why phone) and dont forget all the photos and the annotations i rubbed out later cuz they sounded dumb and too personal remember always to make ur writing as obscure as possible because people always look to make everything about them hey emotions are really stupid our brains are amazing at finding information so much of it but our conciousness is preoccupied with other stupid stuff like education and being horny so all we get is emotions that have been processed information so hey our thinking brain really is in the back seat and we cant change it yk im bnad! im bad! u knowit really really bad megamind... evan peters is eyeing me rn.. i did a really good job of diverting my mental problems its actually really good but i am hoping we can get back to them once they get fixed and maybe this dependence wiol go away too right maybe and wait a darn second are you telling me i wont find myself a tim burton anti hero what the flip unbelievable may i get a refund never sell your doc martens just break them in please the blisters and pus and blood will pass and they will be great i swear unless theyre the max platform types then u might have to keep getting pain but thats okay god dont tell me i need to work in the future although when i watched the movie for the 2nd time in cinemas there was 3 seconds where there was a doctor with a mask and wowww maybe i shld become one of those but i dontthink i have the right motivation maybe neurobiology maybe quantum mechanics mabe maybe even both like quantum mind god thats interesting but only after biology i need to get worried abt climate change and then realise OH MY GOD NOTHING MATTERS BUT OUR MINDS and thats
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