#wowthatgotdark

[sole-soul-sold]

06/09/2022

I feel claustrophobic. Suffocated. Entrapped. Oppressed. Limited. It's the same room. It has been the same for years. My room. My space. The Safe Place. I don't feel the same comfort anymore though. I don't feel the same warmth in the sheets of my bed. I don't feel the same happiness that the pictures on my wall reflect. At one time, it used to be a bright, sunflower like yellow. Now, it just seems like a mouldy green. It makes me nauseous. There used to be so much space between these walls. Space to live, laugh, dance and create. Now, the walls are getting closer. The roof is caving in. I can't breathe anymore. It's eating me up. The fear. The foreboding. The guilt. I don't like this. Any day now. I'd be buried under the debris. It's happening. I know. Slowly. Gradually. It's taking me in. It's swallowing me. It's killing me.

I feel claustrophobic.

[clary-jace]

grantsass replied to your post: so i have this weird bump on the back of my neck...

#remembermate if u go ur taking maggie down with u !!!! #wowthatgotdark i’m so sorry

oop u hear that @friarlucas looks like u gotta die too