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hello fairly oddparents fans, i come in sick today and these are all i could muster

[frogboyandzombieface]

okay tough guy, you think you can get me every time? bet. 1-30 for the asks <33 >:3

YOOOUUU!!!!! BENNIEEEE 😭😭😭😭💖💘💕💞💘💓💘💞💕💘🥰i love u so much i aDORE you 

1. what song makes you feel better?

hmmm uhh probably lemon demon songs cuz like they are so fun and nonsensical and it sorta startles me into feeling happier JHKFDJKHF like mask of my own face i LOVE IT. or deep swim by windows 96 its a very chill song good to help come down from dissociation or panic attacks

2. what’s your feel-good movie?

coraline all the way LMAO i just love it. or tbh the IT movies cuz i just love the little kids!!!!

3. what’s your favourite candle scent?

IDK i love like nearly all the scents theyre so good but ujhmm uuhhh pears 😳😳i actually do adore french pears, i have a lot of stuff to make candles and every time i make candles i cant resist using french pear as a scent lolol

4. what flower would you like to be given?

as i told u before i Luv bottlebrushes and waratahs like 😳😳omfg but i actually do love lilies too or crane flowers !! they look like birds !! i fucking love crane flowers fhjjhfjkhfg

5. who do you feel most you around?

you <3333 BUT for ppl irl definitely my best friend who ive known since i was a baby and my cousin we’ve been a trio for ages i love em fjhkgjkhg theyre the only friends that ever stuck with me lol. anywWAYS ima stop myself from oversharing lol

6. say three nice things about yourself (three physical and three non-physical).

GAH u sneaky little bugger... okay i will try

1. i rly like my eyes hfdjhkfdjkh

2. i actually dont mind my legs that much i like em! 

3. i rly like my eyebrows fjhkgfhjgf

4. uuuhh i like my puzzle skills (like puzzle games and jigsaws etc) 

5. fuck the non physical is so hard uh,MM?? its scaring me that its so hard lol but i like the way im willing to make friends with all different ppl

6. i like my passion for plants and animals ig hfhhg

7. what colour brings you peace?

GREEEN !!!!1 i fucking LO V  E green at the moment like my favs change sometimes for colours but i love green its such a nice calming colour and plants are green so :))))

8. tag someone (or multiple people) who make you feel good.

OHHH i wonder WHO to tag wow this is SO hard i have absolutely no idea who to tag for this................................................  @cinnachee (duh) BUT ALSO !!! @yearning-and-arson @autistic-ace-bee @lifewasawillowtv @zombiewheeler @iinkycat and literally ALL my mutuals and followers ily all <33333

9. what calms you down?

ummm music, podcasts, having a fan running (usually in summer tho) someone telling me a random story for distraction, playing maybe a game of sudoku (i luv sudoku i actually play it a lot) i guess are some things fjkhgkjhg

10. what’s something you’re excited for?

UHH my work is opening up a new store closer to my house that im gonna be working at in april and im excited !! because the new people who own the one im currently working at are FUCKED they keep fucking everyone over with shifts and they are such tightasses we have like mice upstairs and downstairs and water flooding from air conditioners and other shit but im not gonna go on a rant about my work lol.. already annoy the shit out of my friends enough with it HAHA BUT IM excited to get out of this shithole and go to the better one !!! AND OF COURSE SEASON 4 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BYLER !!!!!!!!!!!!! MAY 27TH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA 

11. what’s your ideal date?

LITERALLY ANYTHING except like a fancy restaurant i dont like that shit... i want fun stuff yknow or just where we CAN have fun yknow? like we could straight up just go to a 7-11 and get a slurpee but as long as we have fun while doing it and get to spend time together then i think its a good date :)) like thats what i think it should be abt like spending quality time wirh ur partner (though i wont say no to like dessert dates like going to get ice cream or crepes etc .... i love the idea of dessert dates :’) ) 

12. how are you?

umm idk i could be better lol. on my period so i feel like shit and i also got my booster shot so i feel doubly shit lol and i havent done a single bit of drawing or writing today its just... ug h. like i really want to but every time i opened it up to try my brain said NO lie down on the couch and just do nothing productive... fucking  khjjkhjkhhjkfghjkfghjk but hopefully ill feel better tmrw 

13. what’s your comfort food?

ASIAN FOOD FJHFGJK like omg rice paper rolls or japanese food or like beef and blackbean noodles... literally God. though a nice good bowl of curry too GOD i love curry but alsO CHOCOLATE AAA esp like a nice choccy cake... BUT ALSO I LOVE FRIED RICE DISHES ??? or PAELLA? is also comfort.. im just as bad as choosing a fav food as u bennie HJKFDSKJHFDKSJ 

14. favourite feel-good show?

stranger thinGSSSS OF COURSE FJKHFJHK i watch it daily.. but also the office is nice too :)) i actually realised recently tho i dont watch tv shows all tHat much?? i watch more movies than shows,, like i can think of maybe 5 tv shows ive ever watched LMAO idk why ive never really watched many tv shows..

15. for every emoji you get, tag someone and describe them in one word.

???? i literally dont understand this.. for every emoji i ‘get?” like every emoji i have in my recent or are ppl sposed to send me emojis ?? or do i choose one for someone? i dont understand this im sorry bennie my brain has never been smaller...

16. compliment the person who sent you this number.

YOU ARE PERFECT AND SPECIAL AND AMAZING IN EVERY FUCKING WAY !!!!! YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL AND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH !!!!! I LOVE YOUR MUSIC YOUR WRITING YOUR FACE YOUR GLASSES YOUR HAIR YOUR FASHION SENSE YOUR SMILE YOUR EYES YOUR SENSE OF HUMOUR YOUR - i am stopping myself before this becomes an I Love Bennie essay

17. fairy lights or LED lights?

hmmm LED lights i think r my style im Edgier but fairy lights fuck tooooo!!!!

18. do you still love stuffed animals?

YEAH DUH???@?? who DOESNT? stuffed animals are so amazing and cute ands they slap sm... i still have nearly all my stuffed toys from when i was a kid i treasure them

19. most important thing in your life?

ummm i dont really know?? like.. i guess having a good time yknow? like doing what i love and spending quality time with friends and fam when i can but also spending quality time with myself too, and not letting other peoples opinions influence that unless i want it as well.. i guess love is at the core of it lol . and that means all types of love, platonic and familial and self love as well as romantic because they are just as important !! though you dont have to love your blood family if they dont treat you good found families are just as valid !! 

20. what do you want most in the world right now?

to see u 😭😭💞💖💗💝💕💓 KJDHFHJK but also to like. be normal i guess like no mental illness cuz it would mean SO many things in life would be so much easier but ik thats a futile dream so like !! yeah BUT LIKE BENNIE U HAVE NO IDEA HOW BADLY I WANNA MEET U KFHJKFGKH LIKE HOLY SDHIT I GENUINELY LIKE WANNA SAVE UP FOR PLANE TICKIES TO CANADA FHJKGFJLG 

21. if you could tell your past self one thing, what would it be?

umm enjoy life as much as you can i guess .. enjoy your youth even if your childhood was fucked up by that thing , dont let it stop you from being a kid still. and also you are going to become emo . ended on a lighthearted note lol 

22. what would you say to your future self?

idk honestly i just hope shit is going well for you and got to do what you wanted, or at least youre happy lol 

23. favourite piece of clothing?

my chokers !!! i love them !!! but ALSO i have these fishnets with butterfly patterns on one side of the leg and ITS AH FDJKHFDKGJHGKHJD I LOVE IT its so pretty :’) 

24. what’s something you do to de-stress?

420 blaze it 🤑🤑🤑🤑🤪🤪🤪🥴😵🤯😩😧😩😨😨😞😱🤕but also playing this game called unpacking is sos sosososo good i love it , and listening to music in the dark too is nice 

25. what’s the best personal gift someone could give you (playlist, homemade card, etc.)

ANYTHING !!!!!! LITERALLY ANYTHING PPL M A D E FOR ME OR GOT FOR ME WITH ME IN MIND/z??234uiorudsfhjkdfjk LITERALLY FUCKING AMAZING FDJEJGHKKJHJKH HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA like PL E A S !!!!!!! just anything l;ike that and i am MELTING 

26. what movie would you want to live in?

uummm honestly beetlejuice. its so fun you get to haunt ppl when you die and its so fun and whimsical and id probably just start crazy shit and be Chaotic

27. which character would you want to be?

is this one related to the previous question? cuz if so BEETLEJUICE DUH FJGJHK you can do all this weird ass shit and you live in a coffin HELL YEAH 

28. hugs or hand-holding?

UM im not deciding thanks both of them 

29. morning, afternoon or night?

NIGHT BABBYYYY always nighttime im a nocturnal little shit

30. what reminds you of home (doesn’t have to mean house… just things that remind you of the feeling of home)?

you honestly cuz like i wake up to ur msgs a lot or come home from work to em like i look forward to it so much throughout the day <333 BUT also like .. listening to kurtis conner’s podcast too definitely and homemade mugs and stuff you see in shop windows and getting like eggs and bacon etc on toast at a cafe too.. definitely some things that feel like home <3 BUT also the beatles too.. listening to their music just like unlocks some deep part of my soul hjfhjkjhkG ive been missing them lately but i do nOT want to go back to the fandom atm..

[katara0524]

Impromptu Ramblings about the NEO:TWEWY Demo

In case y'all weren't aware, I've been a pretty big fan of TWEWY for a couple years now, and with the sequel coming out next month, the excitement I feel for this game is greater than ever :) I played the Demo for the first time yesterday, and following a couple views of some livestreams of others playing it, I felt like sharing my (very ramble-y) thoughts prior to the release of the full game. This post WILL contain spoilers for both TWEWY and NEO:TWEWY, so if you want to avoid those from now on, please block the tags: #twewy spoilers, #ntwewy spoilers, #neo twewy spoilers, #ntwewy, and #neo twewy ^_^ Oh, and if you wanna keep up with any other posts I make about my experience with this game, please refer to the tag "kat plays neo twewy" :)

-First things first: I have not watched the Final Trailer and I don't plan on doing so to avoid spoilers, especially after the pre-release era of KH3 where a lot of the later trailers spoiled a lot of the endgame content. That being said, I've seen some minor screenshots from the final trailer including what many believe to be characters from the original TWEWY, namely Shiki and Joshua. That is all I know about the Final Trailer and I would very much like to remain as blind as possible going into NEO :)

-The very first cutscene was quite ominous in the sense that this game is likely going to be about "changing fate" (a recently common theme in Squeenix games, which I do appreciate), perhaps leading off from the end of A New Day in the OG and trying to stop an Inversion of Shibuya. Also worth noting that A New Day had similar aspects in which the main character experienced "future visions" of tragic events, although in A New Day these events were not able to be changed, while in NEO it seems like one of the main "powers" our protagonist has is specifically to rewrite these events and avoid a "bad ending." Very interesting indeed!

-I really like the revamped comic book style dialogue scenes, it's much more fluid and modern, which is an excellent direction for the series to take!

-I would love to have an actual PokemonGO knockoff of Final Fantasy creatures, please Squeenix that would be incredibleeeeee

-Also the LINE stickers??? Are so cute???

-I would just like to point out that Fret is an absolute treasure throughout this entire demo, he's hilarious and I will protect him with my life

-UHHHH don't like that Fret picked up some Reaper Pins just out of nowhere.....or the fact that they're apparently popular all over Shibuya.............did y'all not learn anything from the OG game or what lmao

-Okay so when I first got the "curry or ramen" scene and heard NPCs talking about the new curry place replacing the old ramen place I became IMMENSELY distressed that Ramen Don was totally cut from the game because....well, Ramen Don is a King okay?? But I'm glad to learn that no, he didn't fall off the face of the earth, he's still in business and he's the one opening the curry restaurant lolol. PHEW, crisis averted!

-.....I don't like the sudden appearance of a Wall Reaper and being able to read NPC thoughts. Wtf happened when they left the ramen place??? Are they playing the Game alive somehow?

-Okay so I have my own theories about this "Swallow" character and what they're up to but considering this is only the Demo and I still Have No Idea What's Happening, I'm just gonna say that I think Swallow intentionally led Rindo and Fret to the Crossing so they could join the Game. I mean, add in the fact that Swallow still communicates with Rindo during the Game and you've got yourself a suspicious character right there lol

-"Hey they're shooting off fireworks!" Fret honey that's not fireworks oof (see also: "*laughs* I'm in danger")

-WOOOOOO way to traumatize Rindo right off the bat like that LMAOO

-The visuals for the intro are VERY GOOD, the song is pretty decent until it gets all "screamo" (which I absolutely cannot stand sorry lol)

-Shoka is every Customer Service employee ever and I respect that

-Susukichi went from being "meh" to "WOW THIS GUY IS FUN" in the span of 10 seconds and I also respect that (he is also built like an Absolute Unit which is hilarious)

-The Wall Reapers (and just Reapers in general) seem.....way nicer and more helpful this time around?? Like in the OG the Wall Reapers were SO RUDE gfhjgjdfkhn and yeah I'm sure we'll get some like that but the juxtaposition of the first Wall Reaper in the OG compared to the first one in NEO is insane.

-The puzzles are quite a bit more entertaining this time around even if it's generally the same "fetch quest" formula lol

-"Rindo's Group" way to go Fret HFKJDGHSDFKJ mans really left the default name in there lmao

-OKAYOKAYOKAY so to those who aren't aware I am a MASSIVE SIMP for Sho Minamimoto, he's my absolute favorite and I think about him daily. HIS INTRODUCTION IS. INCREDIBLE. I LOVE IT SM.

-GOD hearing him actually SPEAK FULL SENTENCES is just SO SURREAL I love this sm

-Also the remix of his theme???? NEO TRANSFORMATION????? IT'S SO GOOD????????? It's like gone from a Boss Theme to a more triumphant sounding theme and I am HERE for it (every version of Transformation is just INCREDIBLE and getting a new one is even better)

-I Love Him, Your Honor

-Also idk how exactly but it's kinda weird seeing Sho in the OG vs NEO, cuz while he's mostly the same Insane Math-Obsessed Catboy, he's.....calmed down quite a bit?? Like OG made a whole point of how poorly he cooperates with others (not to mention just being completely unhinged and trying to kill everyone), whereas here in NEO he's......actually kinda working with others??? HELLO???? Sir what happened to you and Neku during those 3 years I would love to know all about it

-I guarantee you Sho is still probably scheming shite and will likely pull some total insane BS later down the road, and I am very much looking forward to that. Also, is he looking for a certain Pin or something??? Cuz he keeps talking about different Pins and even mentions "this is just another Psych Pin" like he's actively looking for a Pin to do something with. Maybe it also has to do with the "latent powers of Players" thing he mentioned as well??? What is this dude UP TO oml (also is he in contact with Neku at all?? they're both technically fugitives at this point right?? WHAT HAPPENED AFTER A NEW DAY I AM BEGGING YOU)

-I seems like Sho ALSO has an idea of what's going on in this specific game (even if he won't admit it straightforward). Per his quote "The game's 142,857. Factor it out," he's essentially saying, "This game is a neverending cyle, figure out how to get out of it" (or at least that's what I got from his "cyclic number" nonsense lolol)

-I do like how Sho mostly stays out of sight until he's needed for a battle or assisting with a mission, that's kind of on par with his whole "uncooperative" quirk from the OG, plus he might literally have to stay out of sight of other Reapers and Players considering he's likely breaking the rules of the Game (not surprising considering him and Neku broke practically every rule in the book during OG)

-The nicknames for Sho- I can't- They're so FUNNYYYY GFHJSDFKJ

-He goes from being called "Pi-Face" and "Tabooty" in OG to "Mr. Minami" and "M-Teezy" in NEO LMAOO

-(Wowee I just realized I've been mostly talking about Sho oopsies sorry y'all, this is what I meant by thinking about him almost daily he is THAT much of a fav of mine ghfkjsd)

-Okay RIP Fret and Rindo for not getting literally ANY explanation as to how the Game works OOF, that is kinda cringe that whoever gets the Pin earns points, not whoever erases the Noise (which like I understand but also URRRGGHHH I WANNA SEE THE SQUAD SUCCEED)

-"I should be going home now it's getting late" Oh you sweet summer child-

-Also love the mention of parents in this game???? KH you could learn a thing or two from TWEWY (poor Rindo's mom fhgjkdh)

-KUBO IS HILARIOUS I SUPPORT HIM AND HIS GROSS FACE (also thank you Final Trailer thumbnail for spoiling my suspicions about him very cool smh)

-Kaie is a LAD I also support him, go King type those funky texts I believe in you

-FRET PLS STOP SCANNING FHGJKSDHKJFGHFKJ he's like me when I scan in OG during Weeks 2 and 3 and see Taboo Noise coming after me ghfjdshfj

-Also Rindo can you stay off your phone for TWO SECONDS ik you're trying to figure things out but Fret is a jelly boi and I don't want him to be upset with you my guy

-Sho being an actual sorta mentor to the kiddos?? Who are you sir this is so unlike you ghfgskj what happened to the guy who tried shooting children in the face 8 times over LMAO (granted he's probably just using them but it's still nice to see him actually cooperating and sharing knowledge with the kiddos aaaaa)

-EYO EIJI OJI THE TIKTOK INFLUENCER IS BACK LMAO

-hgjkfshgkjf "we aren't glorifying capitalism on my watch" THATS SO FUNNY TO ME GFHJFSDGHJKS (also an all-orange ensemble is disgusting you deserve jail for one thousand years fkn Cheddar Goldfish Cheezit ass woman)

-WICKED TWISTERS NAME DROP EYOOO we love to see it

-gfhsgjf Poor Rindo embarassing himself for the sake of the Game that's incredible

-R e t u r n t o M O N K E. That is all.

-Dialogue during boss battles is HELLA cool i love that

-HHHHH THE KANON SCENE MADE ME A N G E R Y FRET STOP SIMPING MY GUY says the girl with a Literal Simp Encyclopedia and simps for pixels on a screen daily

-Can't wait to see the other Reapers :eyes emoji:

-CAN'T WAIT TO SEE NAGI MY BELOVED YEAHHHH WOOOOOO AAAAND that's about it for the demo lolol, I absolutely CANNOT wait for next month, this game is gonna be INCREDIBLE holy hell Prepare for more simping, more screaming, and more vibing from Yours Truly :) I fully intend on sharing more general thoughts like this on both Tumblr and Twitter so it's not just reblog-retweet-reblog-retweet with the occasional comment fhgskjd

If you wanna witness my insanity up close and personal I have a Square Enix Discord server called Sea Side Dreamers! You can look it up on Disboard, or you can add me on Discord @Katara0524#9244 for a direct link :) We have topics about Kingdom Hearts, Final Fantasy, NieR, and ofc TWEWY (as well as other topics!), so if you want some good ol' chaos and chitchat, you're more than welcome to join!

[sunfloweradore]

i’m leaving this blog

hi! this post is a bit long but at the end you’ll find prompts and requests that you are free to use if you’re a writing blog :).

hi there!! if you’re reading this, i hope you’re doing well and staying safe. i just wanted to say that i’m leaving this blog and i’m not sure if i’ll ever come back. the years i’ve spent being a harrie have been great and it’s been a crazy amount of time! pretty much since the x factor! however, for a long time it’s also felt like i’ve been forcing myself to be a fan of harry’s. i’ve put so much energy into being a fan of his that it hasn’t been fun for me in a while and neither has writing fanfiction, which is what this blog is mainly for. it’s felt very difficult to sit down and write a fantasy about somebody who i might not even like anymore and in hindsight it seems a little dumb, but i did stress over writing all the time. this isn’t really about anybody i’ve interacted with on tumblr because you’re all lovely but sometimes it feels as though harries don’t treat him like he’s a human being and instead like he’s a god. me, included. even though i know we joke about harry being the only man we’d let degrade us or destroy our lives or whatever, he is still a person at the end of the day! it took me a very long time to realize that and thinking of him as otherworldly or completely perfect was my way of thinking for a while and i think it was pretty damaging. the fact that so many people would literally die for him is sad because unfortunately, none of us are going to be on his “level”, so to speak. we don’t know him personally and chances are we aren’t ever going to. ahhhh please don’t be mad at me for saying this, it’s just something i’ve realized i need to change about myself and i think it’s something we should all consider about everyone we are fans of. 

anyway, the time and energy i’ve spent on something so ridiculous is exponential and i really feel like it’s time to put it in the past. i’m dedicating this year to self-growth and part of that is learning how to be my own person. feeling like i have to be interested in something or someone in order to be normal has been a common theme in my life and harry has been that someone for as long as i can remember. this isn’t his fault of course but i’m getting older and i don’t want to think of this time in my life as the era that i was obsessed with harry styles. instead, i want to form memories and real life experiences instead of using fanfiction as a way to cope with all of the things that i can’t handle in my life. it worked for a while but at this point i’ve been reading it and writing it for so long that it feels like i’m living inside my head, like i’ve become dependent on it (obviously this is very bad lolol). so, long story short, i will be leaving this blog because it just isn’t good for me anymore. thank you to everyone who has requested things for me to write and anyone who has interacted with my writing. sorry i couldn’t get through them :(. i’d also like to thank everyone i met through this blog because you’re all such amazing people and you deserve the world. i will leave my writing up but the sentiment still applies- i’ve worked very hard on everything i’ve written so please don’t repost any of it without crediting me, thank you.

below are requests i couldn’t get to and prompts(?)/works that i never got to finish. feel free to use them if you want and tag me in them bc i’d love to see how you write them :)

1. paperboy harry!

i think the direction i wanted this to go in was kind of like a 40′s au? or just a long long time ago. not sure why i had this started seeing as i already have harry as a paperboy in a story of mine but go off ig

2. vampire harry!

i had a specific plot i wanted where harry was in a car wreck because of a vampire who ended up biting him in like an alleyway. reader saves him and is a vampire herself! she nurses him back to health n teaches him how to be a vamp with various shenanigans along the way

3. hospital au?

this one i’m not too sure about but if you’ve seen the red band society you’d sort of know the direction i was going with this. there’s kind of an in-between for people in the hospital who are fighting death or going into surgery and in that in-between is a boy who has been in a coma for a long time. i pictured this as being angsty and for harry to be the boy who guides people in certain directions but he ends up falling for the reader while she’s there

4. ghost au!

self explanatory but i pictured harry as the ghost who kind of just wants a friend lol

5. tea au?

this would probably be pretty short, i just thought it was cute! reader has different kinds of tea all the time and it’s a surprise each time he kisses her 

6. strawberry farm au?

reader has a strawberry farm LMAO maybe harry buys them from her or it’s another vampire au, who knows!

7. threesome

most likely has been done b4 but a threesome w 2 guys and the reader where the guy is inside harry while he is inside the reader

8. chocolate by the 1975

a fic based on that song! it would probably be from harry’s pov 

9. space au?

hmm i think i probably saw something that inspired this but all it says is “harry sends letters to space” so i’m assuming it’s an au where he just decided to send letters to space out of boredom or something and mayhaps alien reader finds one?

10. assassin au!

harry is an assassin and in my draft it’s super vague? and almost seems like he’s stalking the reader? it could go in any direction really but i’m assuming the reader is dating him and doesn’t know he’s an assassin

11. chapstick

very similar to the tea one! just w the reader wearing diff chapsticks all the time

12. shower

this is inspired by something i read on wattpad a long time ago and i’ve tried finding it but i think it might’ve been deleted. the reader flicks da bean all the time in the shower and is really loud about it, harry is distracted and confronts her

13. dang ANOTHER threesome

but this time harry is on a date with a girl and they’re at a bar- the girl is looking around, sees the reader and thinks she’s gorg and they end up having a threesome

14. photography au!

harry is a photographer who somehow ends up taking pictures of the reader. in my draft the reader asks him to delete the ones that are ugly but he keeps them all hehe

15. scrapbook au

similar to the last one, harry takes pictures of the reader a lot but it’s not bc he’s a photographer, he just thinks she’s pretty n wants to scrapbook. twist is that he has TWO scrapbooks- one of innocent pics and one that’s lustier (consensual ofc)

16. habits of my heart by jaymes young

self explanatory, angsty

17. roommate au?

this is for some reason also an assassin au? but they’re roommates and reader doesn’t know what he does. they’re bffs, mutual pining

18. don’t forget about me by clove

wow another song fic, big surprise

19. puppyy

harry gets a puppy who hates him :( but the puppy loves the reader!

20. mall au

lol this one is kind of dumb idk why i thought of it but harry is one of those kiosk people at the mall who sells perfume! dunno!

21. condoms

reader works at gas station, harry buys huge condoms

22. poetry

either person reads erotic poetry while touching the other

23. magic au

one of them makes a love potion, kind of dark? like making the other fall in love with them idk it could be an accident though

24. private chef

the reader is a private chef! that’s all i’ve got!

25. message board

this is inspired by..... the sims lmaooo you can pin messages to the message board in your apartment building and i thought it’d be cute if the reader and harry lived in the same building and he leaves notes on the board and she doesn’t know they’re for her! she always thinks they’re cute though

26. raisin theory

inspired by new girl! specifically a comment i saw in like a compilation? video of new girl on yt

i thought it’d be cute for harry to be that person

[i-think-i-luv-ya]

Gunshot - KARD M/V Review Rant

I’m at it again with another so called review, when in reality its just a whole essay on my thoughts of my favorite artist’s comebacks, aka a rant lol. If you haven’t seen Gunshot, GO WATCH IT! I promise it’s amazing and this is one of their best songs/videos/comebacks etc. I have attached the video so no excuses! Also this is a lot of spoilers so don’t read this first it will ruin the shock and awe that is this video. And putting the “keep reading” to contain said spoilers and so ya’ll who don’t wanna read this don’t have to scroll endlessly to reach the end of my rambling.

Hi! Hello! Thank you for continuing reading! Lolol my Taemin 2KIDZ review actually got notes which was surprising, so hope you guys like this. I have a lot to say so here we go...

So first I wanna start on the meaning of the song. On his VLIVE BM said the song is about verbal abuse and how detrimental it can be to your mental health. Considering many pop songs, especially kpop, are all very cheery and upbeat I applaud them for covering such a serious topic in a way that’s not sad and slow. PLUS BM is creating new merch called healers where everything will be donated to an organization that fights against bullying (including homophobia and racism) which is incredible so be sure to check that out when it’s dropped. 

So on that note I wanna get into the song itself. Let’s start with lyrics. The song starts with the words “LOVE damn 4 letters” like what a perfect way to start a song. Also the way they blend a lot more English into this song is something I love as a non-Korean speaker. Plus the parts in English are so powerful? Well so are the Korean lyrics. Like KARD you guys just went hard with this whole song. The chorus is literally “You words are like a gunshot, I’m bleeding love”. Just wow. That definitely describes verbal abuse perfectly, especially coming from those you love because it’s those cruel words from loved ones that hurt the most. I mean “the words you spit out kill me like bullets”, how else is there to describe that pain because it fucking sucks. Other lyrics that just show the words are coming from the one you love: “As long as you love me, the good or the ugly, everything is okay” as well as “I won’t surrender my darling”.  And this relationship is obviously toxic with words like “Selfish I will never be enough even when I pour out all of myself” and “It’s like you control me, without you I’m lonely” and “So far you’ve concealed the true color” and “Without you dying slowly”. And they clearly have had enough with this abuse with lyrics like “Need to drag myself out of there, remove you from my life, take off the tag you” and “They hit me like a gunshot, I’ve bled enough”. 

Now into the sound of the song. It has all the classic KARD elements: it has a powerful sound with the instrumentals, it’s faced paced, it’s something you can dance to, and it has that chorus that slows down then just picks up again. But this song just sounds very different than anything they’ve released before? Not in a bad way, since this is probably one of their best songs. Between the lyrics, the vocals, and the overall sound where the music just doesn’t completely take over like in some of their other songs. Don’t get me wrong I love songs like BOMB BOMB, but it was very loud and a lot happening in the song at once. Which isn’t a bad thing, cuz that’s like the perfect club song. But with this song (and the whole album really) it shows them refining their sound. Also they had a lot more involvement with this song, especially BM who did everything from lyrics to producing which probably has a lot to do with it. The music itself just goes perfectly with the vocals. Just the flow is really nice, and the beat is fun, and them gun shots really just add to it. And can we talk about that breakdown when BM is like “1 shot, 2 shot, 3 shot, 4″? Like what??!! Those sirens and everything just ramps up just before it ends, like yaasssss. 

Now the music video! It starts with Jiwoo zipping up a body bag...which just sets the tone for the video cuz it’s like ok this is how it starts lets see how tf we got here. Then you find out at the end it Jiwoo zipping up the body bag of...well Jiwoo lol like WHAT THE FUCK?! (I’ll get into this here in a sec). Anyway in terms of the video it also has some classic KARD elements like the choreography that’s very intense and dramatic, the bright colors, the flashes and lasers, some crazy stuff happening, and some really cool props and visuals (not just the members lol). Other common stuff is the piles of technology surrounding them, especially J.seph. Like in Red Moon, there’s cameras and old televisions around them. This time the video starts with them being surrounded by cameras and J.seph has a pile of old computer monitors. There may be some meaning with this, but I don’t get it but think it’s an interesting theme. Perhaps its an analogy for them being constantly watched and put on every screen, like showing a darker side of being a celebrity (also will get into this in a minute when I talk about interesting interpretations and theories). 

Also this video gave me suicide squad vibes. Like Jiwoo with them pony tails and the way her makeup was done resembled Harley Quinn. And idk BM gave me Joker vibes (may be due to the coloring of his teeth), BUT he also gave me Harley vibes with the blue and pink coloring of his blonde hair (which is just an amazing look for him). Then BM was just covering everything in black, Jiwoo is just fucking shit up, Somin is ready to cut a bitch, and J.seph is burning shit up as usual (just like BOMB BOMB, so another parallel). Everyone looked good in this video...like they are all such great visuals. Somin looked like a queen as always with the jewelry and everything (they always do that and she looks stunning). Jiwoo pulls of that outfit with those threads everywhere, like that would drive me crazy yet she looks amazing. Blonde BM is truly a look. And J.seph? I think this was the best he’s looked in any video...maybe its the dark hair and clothes paired with those light contacts that just make his eyes stand out. Idk but looks good, all of them! Even with all those slashes to their faces! Also this video is a lot less sexualized, especially with the girls but that’s a whole other topic for another day.

So we know this song is about verbal abuse. I talked about how it could be from someone you love. Obviously the cuts on their faces are caused by the words and pain inflicted on them, until eventually its more than just lashes but a full on gunshot killing them completely. An interesting theory I read is this is a song to their fans, or really people just leaving hate comments. Again you can draw from the cameras and screens how their whole life is recorded, and how they are trying their best pouring their heart and soul into their music when they get all this hate and criticism. So these “shots” hurt the most when it comes from their fans. Also going with this concept, Jiwoo shooting herself could be killing who she is to be who they want her to be. Although there’s so many interpretations, especially to the ending. Like it could be her killing the weaker and darker part of herself (like the part of herself willing to put up with the abuse out of love), so by killing that part of her she is free. BUT, could this “winner” be that dark part of herself killing who she used to be? This could also be killing that pain, but by embracing it and letting it morph you into something darker like a person embracing that evil and using it to make themselves stronger and protect themselves. OR she is causing this pain on herself, it’s her own words are the insecurities and lack of love to herself that is affecting her until she ends up just killing herself (not literally but figuratively). Idk so many ideas and interpretations to the ending alone. Plus we have them all just spreading this darkness and anger (like BM literally painting everything black, which is symbolic into spreading darkness). But ya this video was amazing, the visuals were stunning and the song is just great.

The rest of the album (all 2 songs...hope they release more) was just as incredible. Hold On is a farewell to J.seph who will be enlisting soon, and omg that made me cry. So J.seph you better keep your promise and return soon because we’ll be holding on and waiting for you babe! This song was also really slow (at least for a KARD song) which just shows you they can be diverse in their music. Plus just the contrast of the verses (which are just super powerful) with the chorus (which is very melodic) was great. And with AH EE YAH, like that was so nice to listen to and its a cool mix between old music with that beat it starts with, to newer music especially with the way they rap. So, shows they have a lot of influences and it also shows a different side to KARD. 

Overall I think it’s a great comeback (idk what else they have planned but hoping for some new stuff because I’ve missed them so much). Please go show support and stream Gunshot and listen to the mini album! They are so talented and deserve so much more recognition. They have such hope with this comeback, but yet they still are like “we’re never gonna be number 1″ and that just breaks my heart. So show your support, hopefully they can get a win this year or just something big happen for them because they deserve it!! So that is the end of my rant...back to watching this video for the 100th time we go!! 

[chasethesun18]

50 questions you’ve never been asked

tagged by @goddess-clarke​ 🥰

What is the colour of your hairbrush? purple and black

Name a food you never eat? seafood and red meat

Are you typically too warm or too cold? i used to be too cold all the time and then i went through a time where i was too hot and now im back to somewhere in the middle but mostly cold. my fingers turn blue a lot lolol

What were you doing 45 minutes ago? mm so i just watched the premier of blindspot s5 and it is now dead to me and i will be forgetting this episode happened and not continuing the season. so ive spent the last hour trying to erase the ep from my memory and cheer myself up. its not working so now im answering 50 questions. as one does.

What is your favourite candy bar? oh i don't know. it changes. i really like peanut m&ms and york patties

Have you ever been to a professional sports event?  professional...maybe? i think i’ve possibly been to a pro baseball. im from the south and we dont do pro we only do college. ive been to..idk hundreds on hundreds of those

What is the last thing you said out loud? told my mom i loved her. cause im cute like that.

What is your favourite ice cream? i like vanilla with a lot of toppings. but also coffee and mint chocolate chip 

What was the last thing you had to drink? im drinking cherry vanilla coke zero. yes its 11:42pm. dont judge me.

Do you like your wallet? yeah its cute. its little and red 

What was the last thing you ate? salad with chicken (oo she healthy)

Did you buy any new clothes last weekend? yeah no. i haven't bought new clothes in forever. actually got into an argument with my mom about that today

The last sporting event you watched? BEFORE SPORTS WERE CANCELLED YOU MEAN????? baseball. 

What is your favourite flavour of popcorn? ....popcorn has flavors? idk salt?

Who is the last person you sent a text message to? my sister. about said blindspot premier. she's writing a book and considering killing off one of the characters and i told her i didn't want someone to get to the end of her book and wish she hadn't read it which is how i feel about blindspot rn

Ever go camping? i do, my major is parks and rec so im a ~big outdoors girl~ but im actually more into the historical preservation side of things and i dont really like camping but i have been dragged into it bc of my major

Do you take vitamins? no but i take a shit ton of medication. y'all didnt need to know that srry.

Do you go to church every Sunday? yes. before that got cancelled too. its fine.

Do you have a tan? i do! super proud of it. its the beginning stages

Do you prefer Chinese food or pizza? pizza i hate chinese food

Do you drink your soda with a straw? yes

What colour socks do you usually wear? white

Do you ever drive above the speed limit? ....ok does anyone follow the exact speed limit? come on. ive never gotten a ticket tho

What terrifies you? a lot of things. small spaces. bugs. heights but only sometimes. losing a loved one. change. im an anxious person ok

Look to your left, what do you see? a wall (these are entertaining answers im serving yall)

What chore do you hate? vacuuming. GOSH I HATE IT. idk why but it pisses me off every time. i think its cause it makes me sweat and like why should i have to SWEAT from vacuuming? its so loud too i can't listen to music while i do it

What do you think of when you hear an Australian accent? g’day mate

What’s your favourite soda? coke zero or dr pepper

Do you go in a fast food place or just hit the drive-thru? drive-thru unless the drive-thru is too long and then it defeats the purpose of going for fast food so i go in

Who’s the last person you talked to? my mom

Favourite cut of beef? i dont eat red meat :P

Last song you listened to? holding on and letting go - ross copperman (tvd forever)

Last book you read? my major is reading heavy and my minor (history) is even more reading heavy. i had a history class this semester where i had to read 6 books in their entirety so that's the last thing i read. i havent read for fun since i started college lol. but i do still read fanfic and that counts

Favourite day of the week? friday. its the anticipation of the weekend without the disappointment of the weekend

Can you say the alphabet backwards? lol no

How do you like your coffee? if i make it myself i like it with creamer and splenda. if i get it out i like sugar free vanilla lattes with nonfat milk (yes im a basic bitch I KNOW. i also take a sip and if it tastes wrong i go ‘um excuse me is this the nOn FaT MiLk’ like im literally that bitch)

Favourite pair of shoes? aesthetically ive got some bomb heels but i havent had the occasion to wear those in a long time

The time you normally go to bed? before all this 11-1. now idk time is just a construct 

The time you normally get up? ..before all this 8/9 depending on what time my class was. now i force myself to get up around 9/10. i dont naturally wake up. if i dont set an alarm i will sleep until 1pm

What do you prefer, sunrise or sunsets? i like both but i havent seen many sunrises bc i dont wake up. so sunset

How many blankets on your bed? twooo

Describe your kitchen plates: the ones at my parents house are just plain white and the ones in my apartment are plain green. wow im plain.

Do you have a favourite alcoholic beverage? so ya girl just turned 21 !!!! and no, im not a big fan. it all tastes like cough syrup. help.

Do you play cards?. my family does sometimes. i think its boring

What colour is your car? dark grey. her name is the black pearl. shes not black tho....

Can you change a tire? no but ive never tried

Your favourite province? ok this question is gonna show my ignorant american side and i dont want it to soooo

Favourite job you’ve ever had? i used to work at this place that did mommy and me music classes. i taught the one that was a drop off class called school skills so it was like k5 for 3-4 yrs old

How did you get your biggest scar? i dont have many scars. i have one above my eye from falling backwards into a rocking chair lol

What did you do today that made someone else happy? i dont know, honestly. i feel like im barely interacting with people. i ran errands with my mom and i think that made her happy...but she was in a bad mood so hard to tell lolol

anyway, this was fun and now im not thinking about that show. crap now im thinking about it. UGH.

tagging: @hpfangirl13 @amazalina @dorisquinn @rebel-belles @vivianelynne20 @modernlifehistorian (i know you're there) @sherlolly-siya @fromiftowhen

[melissenpai]

30 questions wOW

henlo friends @suckedintoikemen tagged me THANK YOU SO MUCH <3

Nickname(s): Usually Meli haha

Gender: female

Sign: aquarius

Height: 165cm // 5′5′’

Time: 2:34 AM lol

Fav band(s): Daft Punk, Mystery Skulls and stuff like that. Also idols. Aqours and Saint Snow and utapri boys and tsukino boys 

Fav solo artist(s): i’d marry nqrse’s voice bye. i also love other utaite like luz and soraru and mafu and araki sighs

Song stuck in my head: Hyper×Super×Lover☆ bc i just played it in utapri haha

Last movie I saw: Black Panther i guess

Last show I watched: Tsukiuta!!! watching w @shay--sama

When did I create my blog: 3 weeks ago lol

What do I post: I posted an ugly ikesen meme and i wanted to do more but i procrastinate too much :// i also talk about my OCs a lil bit and not much else bc im shy >//>

Last thing I Googled: cm to feet lol i guess that doesn’t count so i googled “enstars leo”

Do I have any other blogs: yes i made @idol-chrom to save dumb utapri reblogs and probably other fandoms too bc i dont want to clog this one. i also had @diabolik-bagatelle for my diabolik lovers OC a couple of years ago but didnt use it much

Do I get asks: not many lolol just a couple of question memes from friendos

Why did I chose my URL: because i’m melissa and for some reason people called me senpai since forever???? i must give senpai vibes

Following: 63 and probably growing im still new

Followed by: 52 wOW HOW?? I LOVE YALL

Average hours of Sleep: 6 or 7??? but i go to sleep hella late the struggles of being european

Lucky number: 6 i think???? idk??????

Instruments: none cries i can vocaloid a lil bit i guess

What I am wearing: pajamas bc its late

Dream job: tony stark lol jk i’d want to be a boss software engineer but rn i just want to chill 

Dream trip: always wanted to go to new zealand but that’s literally at the opposite side of the world from where i live

Fav food: i love all food???? just today i had some spicy tuna uramaki i’d kill for tho

Nationality: i’m spanish!! from catalonia so i have two native languages

Fav song: mmmMMM DONT DO THIS TO ME but araki and nqrse’s tayoukei disco always puts me in a good mood

Last book I read: uhhh “Tres sombreros de copa” it’s a spanish play

Top 3 fictional universes I wanna join: POKEMON!!! and ikesen and idk somewhere not dangerous lol

Blogs I would like to get to know better: @ikemenfics @shay--sama @betty-the-vampire-slayer @the-crimson-robin @imjaneees @mfm50 @captainmotonari @shadowfairyy @nyktoon-ikemenlove @rizosrojizos @demonkingnobunaga @auroragolden @rubycomments im sure some of you got tagged already im sorry kfjgngkdsnjk

[anxiety-trademark]

The week in review:

Raw 11/02 NXT 11/04 NXT UK 11/05 Smackdown 11/06

Raw:

Alexa just says, “he could be here,” then starts laughing. She’s like a walking red flag.

Love the difference in ‘play’ and ‘pain’, and I love how she’ll wave with either one depending on her intentions. Interesting to note that she’s left-handed, so every time she uses her right for ‘play’ it is absolutely a conscious decision.

Great editing to have Alexa disappear.

Randy’s got a hard life rn lmao.

Mandy and Dana’s gear looks fantastic.

Wow Lana is hella ballsy coming out there during their tag match.

Mandy Rose trying to use Octopus stretch? What an interesting world we live in.

I understand that Dana and Mandy might want the tag titles, I’m just not sure it’s wise to be fighting your future teammates ahead of SvS :/

Dana and Mandy do good team work, I just wish they’d work on the timing for their synchronized cartwheel + kick combo.

Pretty suplex, Shayna. Shayna’s probably the nicest most harmless bull you’ve ever seen. I become more and more of a fan every week.

Damn Mandy plays perfect defense but Shayna kicked out. Good teamwork though.

So Lana’s a face now because Nia and Shayna are assholes who have been tormenting her for like 7ish weeks? Do I have that right?

Oh sad, Lana accidentally screwed Dana and Mandy out of winning the titles. Ahhhh this is why Lana has no friends.

Lmfaooo. “What cuz [Lana’s] a little butthurt that I put her through a table?” “You put Lana through six tabl--” “I TOLD you NOT to say her name in my presence.” pffftt bye.

Weak finish to that promo. Hella rude to threaten to end someone’s career though, Nia. Hella rude.

I love Alexa’s enthusiasm when she’s the Firefly Funhouse version of herself.

Bro what the fuck. Christ these always have so much to digest.

I don’t... I don’t know what exactly her trick is... was that blood? Are we going for blood? That didn’t look like blood. It looked like melted fucking organs or something (or melted down candy/licorice/gelatin but let’s not get meta and ruin the fun)

I love the contacts. That’s an interesting look that I wish she’d carry on in her present day matches once she transforms into her evil, alternate self. Also noted that he used his ‘heal’ hand to turn her into the blood spitting, warped version... and I think it was the same last time, right? Was it his ‘heal’ hand last time? What does that mean in his eyes??

These are such a mindfuck ever since she joined his Funhouse. That’s not a complaint.

Why are they having Nia fight in 2 matches tonight? Why couldn’t they push this off a week?

First off, I really don’t like Lacey and Peyton together, and I’m actually quite fond of Lacey. She’s not the best worker, but she’s a fantastic entertainer, and that deserves much more respect than a random tag team with Peyton Royce.

Second, LOL at Shayna immediately clearing off the announce table. This is gonna be tragic and unfair. If I’m Lana, why the hell would I accept this match? Ego? WHAT EGO DOES LANA HAVE lol. This should be pointless in her eyes.

Lana your bravery isn’t gonna get you shit. Is Asuka gonna come out? Cuz that’s the only way you survive this.

Normally you won’t hear me cry about no selling like the dumbass iwc, but Lana did a pretty fucking high worked kick and should’ve nailed Nia in the side of the head/neck. Why wasn’t there a reaction to that? Lame. That should’ve stunned Nia at the very least. Made her flinch? Anything??

LMAO Nia just called her a pathetic piece of crap. Rolling.

Nia breaks up the pinfall attempt on Lana herself x2. Fantastic heel work. Don’t see that enough.

Peep the red marks on Lana’s back. Sad.

Fuck man, table number 7. That’s... that’s sad. Pretty bummed that NOBODY will come help her. 7 fucking times, whew.

Having a lot of the women appear multiple times tonight. Looking at how the Raw women’s division is being booked, I gotta say, SD is kinda over-bloated.

Oh cool I can actually see Alexa’s white tattoo on her shoulder blade in this lighting.

Nikki I’d advise you to not speak ill of the fiend. Also lesbireal, you iced her out the second you didn’t win the title against Bayley all those months ago.

Fucking LOVE those contacts why weren’t they a permanent part of her look as this version???

Highlight: Firefly Funhouse

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NXT:

Ahh I love Dakota and Raquel’s matching colors.

Tbf, Dakota is a stepping stone, she just SHOULDN’T be cuz she’s way too good for that.

Dakota is so fucking scrawny. I really hope she isn’t just deemed a jobber on the MR. She needs to keep that speed up or bulk up a little.

lolol you know what Ember, you fucked around and ate a ringpost. Serves you right.

Nice armbar, Dakota. Now sit up and lock in the dis-arm-her (she won’t)

Dakota’s leading this match, peeped that call.

Ember’s suicide dive is so vicious. Like a missile straight up impaling her opponent.

LOL Dakota dodged the second. Again serves you right, the double suicide dive is Seth’s move.

Damn Dakota fucking NAILED her with that kick upside the head. You seeing stars Ember? Cuz you should be seeing stars. That was NOT a thigh slapper, that had an audible pop.

Yeahhh Dakota is absolutely the face in this match and you cannot tell me different. Ember’s arrogance is infuriating. Girl legit failed on the MR and she comes down there with an ego (in kf) tf outta here.

Love how people in nxt are constantly trying to use the Bank Statement but it NEVER looks as good as Sasha’s. Take a hint.

Love how Dakota utilizes these arm bars, that’s so random to me, has she always used submissions? Probably.

Why are we showing Ember dramatically hulk up like I care?

“This is Ember’s law” WHAT IS EMBER’S LAW FFS

HAHA atta girl Dakota, atta girl. That’s the homie, good for you. Fuck Ember’s law.

Shotzi PLEASE I could actually like you if you didn’t make me want to punch my 27″ monitor every time you fucking howled.

Also why you’d ever choose to face Toni over Rhea is beyond me but whatever.

This is not a whole new Toni Storm. You’re the friggin same. Ember has changed more than you and she didn’t even have a heel turn.

And why is the term ‘stepping stone’ being shoved down my throat this week?

Interesting that Io has chosen to tie things up with Rhea, but that’s to be expected. See now, if I was wwe, I would’ve called up Rhea immediately after this title match took place, but I already know that doesn’t happen.

Odd that they never show footage of Charlotte when they play back clips of In Your House. Triple h really that salty that she beat Rhea? Fuck man, Rhea needed that loss. Did her good.

Io: “I’m not afraid of Nightmare” I liked that.

“2020 has been complete trash,” what a babyface line by Rhea tbh.

Rhea idk when you’ll get to hold the gold again, but it’s not gonna be anytime soon. Your best hope is that you’ll win the Royal Rumble. Your second best hope is that they’ll move you to Raw and at some point in 2021, you can potentially make the Raw women’s championship meaningful again... what with it being devalued to hell since Becky left. Your realistic hope says maybe you can hold it by the time SummerSlam 2022 rolls around.

oof Shotzi’s big mad lmao. At least we skipped her lengthy entrance and that stupid howl.

Ohhhh nooooo Shotzi botched a vault like 20 seconds in. Oh man that wasn’t even just ugly, she fucking wiped out. Yikes. Yikes. Go back to the pc hun, practice that a couple dozen times more, cuz that’s the type of shit that’s gonna keep you down in nxt.

“you gotta wonder where [Shotzi’s] mind is” sure... sure...

Oh the tank’s a nod to her cousin in the military, interesting.

That cannonball was way too high anyway, Shotzi. You were never gonna make impact with that.

Holy shit Shotzi looks sloppy as fuck tonight. Usually it’s her ring work that I compliment, but good lord. Out here looking like the low card.

“Shotzi Blackheart just has not been herself so far in this one,” no this is practically a carry.

Yikes these restholds. Awful match. Do a Storm Zero and call it a night.

Christ and Shotzi fumbles on Toni’s Northern Lights Suplex. Mk.

“This match has certainly lived up to the hype” wow then y’all have LOW expectations.

No she didn’t get all of the ddt, and she could’ve ended her damn career with a dumb move like that for some throwaway tv match. Holy shit she’s such an extreme indie performer.

WOW so we sit through this long ass dreadful fuck up of a match, do a potential career ending move, then the ref just... stops counting cuz ???? and Candice pops up on screen just to get Shotzi’s attention. Hello? WHAT IS THIS TRAINWRECK. Negative 8 points to Shotzi and Candice (just because I don’t like Candice) and plus 3 to Toni for having to deal with this bullshit on her second match in nxt.

Dumb. Toni should’ve been counted out, and she should’ve been allowed to hit Shotzi with a finisher. Dumb.

lmao fuck that tank. I don’t even like Candice, either. gg. Plus 2 points.

I thought Toni was a heel? Lame. Negative 2 points for continuity.

If Xia says the letters from her family are personal, then they’re personal. Leave her the fuck alone, tmz.

Xia vs Raquel?? Lol good luck man.

Highlight: Dakota vs Ember

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NXT UK:

Ah a squash match for Jinny, mk.

This girl looks ridiculous.

Nice impact on the Irish Whip into the corner.

Lol no selling Jinny’s stomps, ooookay.

Jinny has this aggressive wrestling style, but I feel like Bayley could toss her around lmao.

Someone give me a dollar every time Jinny calls her ‘stupid’ so I can buy a new car.

Kay so this James girl is hella athletic, that’s nice.

Rolling lightning kick? That’s your finish?? A recklessly blind heel kick while somersaulting??? Alllright, anyway.

lol plz, you’re no queen.

Ah yes a match I have ZERO interest in: Piper vs Jinny. Give KLR a squash match, I’m bored.

SPEAKING OF MY UK QUEEN

Jeeze look at KLR’s arms. Whew.

She’s so much more entertaining than the rest of the division, holy hell.

LOL KLR. Look at her sell that fear. What a fucking performer, goodbye. All the points to KLR.

Piper, KLR’s hair is way too fucking gorgeous for you to be pulling her around by it. The blatant disrespect. And you dare touch her title? Rude. RUDE.

Highlight: KLR existing

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Smackdown:

Great video package but I have to highlight the way Sasha just sat there against the ropes staring at Bayley for what, 2 minutes? Before even acknowledging she had won the title. That was fantastic.

What’s funny is I watched their hiac match live cuz I wasn’t sure Sasha would actually win, but I never bothered with this one, because I KNEW Sasha’s curse had been broken. I knew it’d be against Bayley that she’d retain her title for the first time.

kekekek Bayley’s so fucking obnoxious.

Beautiful opening sequences. Not often can people do that particular sequence with Sasha, I think I’ve only seen Becky do it on the MR (could be mistaken)

Nice baseball slide while pulling Bayley’s ankle off the apron. Smooth af.

Jeeesus Bayley launched Sasha into the air just for Sasha to smack the apron and crash hard on the floor. Points to everyone.

Bayley playing gassed as if she’s actually tired, when we all know this girl’s stamina is aces above the rest.

Beautiful elbow drop to Bayley as she’s hanging off the apron.

Bayley sort of no sells the backstabber and goes for a messy Bayley to belly as Sasha counters into her Bank Statement. The idea for that sequence was there, the execution was not.

Oh shit Bayley hit her with the Eddie Guerrero swerve that didn’t pan out, and then popped a backstabber on her. Lmao nice.

Sasha kicks out of a Bayley to belly and flying elbow. Guess we’re showcasing her resilience as a champion. Solid.

Bayley’s so fucking fast. I love watching her wrestle when she’s not spending all of her time on the defense, holy shit.

Lmao now Bayley has her in the Bank Statement. Nobody does it like Sasha though, and there’s why.

Great match, great match. Real treat. Le curse is finally broken.

Peeped Sasha kicked her in the face on the apron, just as Bayley did when she turned on her. Nice storytelling. I enjoyed the in ring stuff with these 2, but holy shit I’m glad this feud’s over.

Man oh man do I hate Mella’s lipstick lol. I do, however, like her as Sasha’s first opponent.

Nattie: “I shouldn’t have been put in that triple threat match,” Also Nattie: “I think we should do a triple threat match,” Is ‘crazy cat lady’ ALWAYS going to be Nattie’s gimmick?

I really hate seeing other women besides Charlotte wearing Gucci, and I know that’s fucking insane but it is what it is.

This should’ve been on the show, wtf wwe. 

Do the commentators not know what’s fucking happening lol?

The speed of this is as if they were told they have 3 mins, make everyone shine.

Just watched a match where Charlotte hit a Natural Selection on Nattie while Nattie had the Sharpshooter applied to someone, and she bumped it perfectly. Why that Running Bulldog looked atrocious, I’ll never know.

Should’ve given me the video explaining why this match is happening. Did Sasha and Bayley go over time? Dumb that this was so rushed.

hahaha Nattie got fucked out of 2 svs team qualifying matches in a row. That’s hilarious.

Highlight: Bayley vs Sasha

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*Raw shined the brightest as a whole, but Bayley vs Sasha was the star segment of the week.

[cuthalion]

Tagged by @gaolcrowofmandos thank you!!

Rules: answer 30 questions and tag 20 blogs you would like to get to know better.

Nickname(s): I mean like I guess cuthalion is kind of a nickname (I'm not comfortable saying my nickname straiGHt into the internet for strangers but if you actually wanna know I'll tell you)

Gender: female

Sign: Scorpio (or libra sometimes depending on the source)

Height: 5′7 ish / 171cm

Time: 8:55 PM

Fav band(s): The Neighbourhood, Lord Huron (I only found them recently but wow!) 1d and lm if you count them as bands :'))

Fav solo artist(s): Ariana grande, ed sheeran and like so many others

Song stuck in my head: surprisingly none ?? !

Last movie I saw: Little Miss Sunshine

Last show I watched: Dance moms

When did I create my blog: ive had this account for ages but it wasn't Tolkien until like late January ish

What do I post: tolkien and like whatever funny shit I see (and maybe new stuff I people are fine with it)

Last thing I Googled: ringers definition dance (btw it's like people who are used for advantage in a competition or something) bc Abby in dance moms kept saying it lolol

Do I have any other blogs: YEs (game of thrones and Disney lmOoao) (like most are just name holders tho)

Do I get asks: like kind of kind of no

Why did I chose my URL: BELEGBELEGBELEGBELEGBELEG

Following: 230ish

Followed by: 118ish

Average hours of Sleep: 7

Lucky number: 23

Instruments: I used to shittily play trombone and clarinet

What I am wearing: ed sheeran shirt and really broken shorts

Dream job: OOOh idk tbh, I'm kinda just gonna wing it

Dream trip: i went on it!! It was to 'MERICA. But yeah honestly any other trips are my dream trips, I love travelling

Fav food: oh definitely kfc

Nationality: AUSSIE AUSSIE AUSSIE (oi oi oi!...)

Fav song: warriors by imagine dragons (well at the moment bc it changes every 5 seconds)

Last book I read: jasper jones (ABOUT to reread silm when school is on holidays in a few days tho! So prepare for my stupid spam)

Top 3 fictional universes I wanna join: DEFINITELY TOLKIENS/ARDA/MIDDLE EARTH idec if I have to be like a fly or something, westerns/essos/grrmartins but like from asshai or something bc I'm swag andddd idk

I think everyone has done this so if you haven't or you wanna do it again (last time I said like three words so I redid it, also bc it was a whileish ago and they're so fun anyway!!!) then I tag you! Tag me if you do bc I like reading them

[highqualitydolans]

Tag: 85 Q’s

tagged by @heartfullofgrethan i highkey cry when y’all tag me in things i love you ugjshflkdj so thank you. i tag everyone who sees this okay! tag me in your responses!

Last:

1. Drink - coffee. ima real coffee fiend tbh i can’t go on with my day w/o it. 2. Phone call - had to check bc i never talk on the phone but it was with my mom apparently. 3. Text message - sent a link to a music video to my sister. 4. Song you listened to - clap by seventeen 5. Time you cried - i honestly can’t remember, which i’m happy about :) no jk it was a few nights ago when i watched glee...

Ever:

6. Dated someone twice? - absolutely not. breakups are for a reason. i don’t believe in second chances. i’m too realistic and not romantic. 7. Kissed someone and you regretted it - who hasn’t? 8. Been cheated on - yeap :/ 9. Lost someone special - recently actually, yes. 10. Been depressed - still am 2k18 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up - not yet lol

Favorite colors:

12. black 13. white 14. grey

In the last year have you:

15. Made new friends - technically yes. my exchange students :) 16. Fallen out of love - kind of. fallen out of a toxic friendship 17. Laughed until you cried - all the time wow 18. Found out someone was talking about you - absolutely. the toxic friend ^ 19. Met someone who changed you - again, my exchange students :) 20. Found out who your friends are - yeap (again, toxic friend ^) 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook friends list - i don’t use facebook lol

General:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know irl - don’t use it. 23. Do you have any pets - three dogs. they’re all really dumb... 24. Do you want to change your name - sometimes. my parents said if i had been a boy i’d be dylan and i’ve always like that as a unisex name... 25. What did you do for your last birthday - honestly i can’t remember what i even had for dinner last night. i know i had to work on my bday sooo 26. What time did you wake up today - i woke up like five times last night. i actually got out of bed at 7:45. 27. What were you doing at midnight last night - sleeping. i woke up an hour later :/ 28. What is something you can’t wait for - to get my degree 29. What are you listening to right now - my mom talking to a co-worker lol i’m at work 30. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom - maybe? idk 31. Something that’s getting on your nerves - ugh so much. but lately one of my exchange students? i love her to death but she always buys new shampoo and never uses it?? like she’ll want to try a new shampoo and so my parents buy her some and then she uses it once and says she needs a new kind. we have like five unused shampoo bottles in our bathroom and my parents keep spending all this money on it and she just????? i love her though but like??????? sorry needed to rant a little about it lol :’) 32. Most visited website - it’s probably a tie between youtube, tumblr and google docs. 33. Hair color - naturally, it’s a dull brownish blonde. right now, it’s a dull reddish blond. i’m going strawberry blond for summer so look forward to that. 34. Long or short hair - medium. i don’t like it too short but i get annoyed when it’s too long. 35. Do you have a crush on someone - no one in real life, but i have a lot of celeb crushes. rip me :’) 36. What do you like about yourself - i guess i like my makeup skills. and i’m usually pretty proud of my writing. 37. Want any piercings - i want as many ear piercings as i can have lol. i also want a nose stud. 38. Blood type - it’s an o type because both my parents are o types, but idk which one. 39. Nicknames - none really. i’m called ash. 40. Relationship status - pringle. like single but hungry 41. Zodiac - virgo 42. Pronouns - she/her 43. Favorite TV show - glee. i have no shame 44. Tattoos - none yet but i have a few in mind that i want to get someday. i think my sister plans to take me to get one on my birthday this year :) 45. Right or left handed - right. i’m a basic bean *46 was missing idk 47. Ever had surgery - not that i remember.  48. Piercings - just one in each ear. i want so many moreeee 49. Sport - i used to swim. 50. Vacation - i want to go to cancun, australia, and ireland. oh, and seoul 51. Trainers - uhhhh, adidas? what is this question lol

More general:

52. Eating - i’m hungry. but idk what to eat. 53. Drinking - water. always water and coffee 54. I am about to watch - my emails to see if there is anything i need to do for my job?? lolol 55. Waiting for - work to be over, and then for class to start. 56. Want - a better job 57. Get married - eventually i suppose. kinda need a partner first... 58. Career - honestly i have no clue yet.

Which is better:

59. Hugs or kisses - hugssssss 60. Lips or eyes - oh both 61. Shorter or taller - taller 62. Older or younger - older 63. Nice arms or stomach - arms 64. Hookup or relationship - relationship 65. Troublemaker or hesitant - both

Have you ever:

66. Kissed a stranger - nah 67. Drank hard liquor - yeap 68. Lost glasses - yes lol 69. Turned someone down - yes 70. Sex on first date - no 71. Broken someones heart - probably 72. Had your heart broken - yeap 73. Been arrested - nope 74. Cried when someone died - yesss :( 75. Fallen for a friend - nah

Do you believe in:

76. Yourself - i try to :/ 77. Miracles - nah 78. Love at first sight - not really 79. Santa Claus - i’m twenty... 80. Kiss on a first date - i guess if the feeling is right? 81. Angels - sometimes....

Other:

82. Best friend name - my sister kaitlyn 83. Eye color - blue 84. Favorite movie - probably varsity blues or the blind side 85. Favorite actor - ahhh this is a hard one. maybe james mccavoy?? but i love a lot.

[harcove]

Alphabet Tag

Tagged by @yeoontan thank u my love ur gr8

rules: answer the questions in a new post and tag 10 blogs you would like to get to know better (i’m not tagging 10 blogs I know like 3 people fuck off)

A: age | 17- I’ll be 18 in 4 months lolol

B: birthplace | Toronto, Ontario

C: current time | 9:25 PM

D: drink you had last | Green tea latte

E: easiest person to talk to | Uh, probably like @saltxsuga and @yeoontan, and my friend Julia; also my elder brother

F: favorite song | I’ve been really into um Jimin’s solo, Lie, rn.

G: grossest memory | Everything I ever did as a 10-15 yr old

H: hogwarts house | Slytherin

I: in love? | nope? 

J: jealous of people? | sadly, ya I am often; I’ve been trying to get better with it though.

K: killed someone | the fbi is watching 

L: love at first sight or should I walk by again? | both

M: middle name | I have two, Christine and Tammy

N: number of siblings | one, an older brother

O: one wish | let me and my friends be happy pls

P: person you called last | Most likely my mom- I don’t usually call people.

Q: question you are always asked | Did you do (insert piece of homework I did not do) ? (Fuck you high school)

R: reasons to smile | I’m sure there are plenty- but for myself esp it’s my friends.

S: song you sang last | I was singing Everybody Talks like 10 minutes ago lmao

T: time you woke up | 12:30 lol

U: underwear color | um it’s like cream coloured- I ain’t special

V: vacation destination | a lot

W: worst habit | I used to chew my nails a lot- but now it’s like procrastination till I panic- god I wish I still chewed my nails over this bitch

X: x-rays | ye one time

Y: your favorite food | Steak- also spicy ramen bitch fuck me up 

Z: zodiac sign | Aries

Ultimate bias: I hate answering this- but it’s like... I really love Taehyung and Jin from BTS with a passion lmao

Ultimate bias wrecker: Everyone idk

Favorite kpop song: Spring Day by BTS, and Just Right by GOT7

First kpop song: It was either Girls Girls Girls by GOT7, or Boys In Luv by BTS

Favorite kpop album(SSS): Too many

Favorite kpop ship: I don’t ship any of them lmao

Hard or soft fan: soft I guess

Favorite kpop company: BigHit

Backstory of how I got into kpop: wow my story gonna look pussy compared to others- I first heard Kpop back in like... 2014-15; but didn’t really listen to it, or get like... Into it- but then this year, my friend introduced me to BTS; who I found out I’d listened to like years ago when I didn’t know what the fuck it was; and now I’m stuck here in hell, and I dragged Delia in here with me ur welcome hunty

Tagging: sadly I was gon fucking tag the same people as Andrea did so like- @hopejingi @saltxsuga *y’all don’t need to do it twice I just wanted to tag u also)

[labyrinthofleah]

50 More interesting questions

Rules: fill this out and tag at least one person you’d like to know more about! Or just fill it out! Or don’t! Answer only some of them! Make up your own questions! “What kind of requirement is that”, you ask? A reasonable one! Who am I to tell you what to do? Anything goes!

(Original questions authored by @cavern-of-bells , thank you!)

Hypothetically tagged by @redpantychan​ XD

1. What kind of food can’t you stand?: I'm not incredibly picky, buuuut bitter food. Like bitter melon.

2. If you could choose one minor inconvenience to never have to deal with again, what would you pick?: Hiccups.

3. Have you got any useless talents?: I know Roberto Button's birthday (October 23), zodiac (cusp of Libra and Scorpio), and height (5'10") off the top of my head.

4. If you could be really really good at one thing, what would it be?: Putting myself out there more.

5. Name a few people you think are extremely good-looking: UHHHH real people? Chris Evans maybe??? Uhhh idk I don’t follow celebs at all SO Okita Souji is SO PRETTY (his eyesss) and also Hachiro Iba is so pretty. Also Olivia from FE:A, I love her hair? 

6. What was your favorite way to pass the time as a kid?: Writing stories, playing games, reading books. ie. all the stuff I still pass the time with now that I'm 25, lol!

7. What is something you’re proud of?: I've gotten back into reading for fun, and I can see an improvement in my writing as a result.

8. What’s one character flaw in people that you just can’t tolerate?: Intentional passive aggressiveness.

9. Do you consider yourself to be more of a leader or a follower?: I'm okay being both, but it really depends on the situation.

10. What kind of student are/were you?: I was a good student in high school, but I never learned how to actually study because I generally found the classes/homework pretty easy. Then I got to college. *explosion noises*

11. Butterfly effect question! Has there ever been a seemingly minor decision you’ve made (at the time) that ended up having a profound influence on your life?: I started making otome parodies and posting them. XD That got me interested in learning about audio equipment/programs/techniques, which led me to apply to an audio internship at a publishing company, which led to a regular salaried position/promotions at the same company.

12. Name your most irrational fear/aversion: I have a list. ;3; Buuuut if I had to name one, uhhh I really hate strong storms. A little lightning and thunder is cool and I enjoy wind and rain, but I tend to freak out if storm watches go out, because my mind instantly goes "NEXT STEP IS A TORNADO WARNING AND THEN EVERYONE'S DOOOOMED." I've gotten better at distracting myself when that happens, but yeah.

13. Are there any fictional characters you find especially relatable?: The characters in Hakuoki. Not because I've ever drunk a vampiric potion or because I've been in a police force or in any conflict beyond a thumb wrestling match. But a major theme in the game is very much about personal beliefs vs. what others tell you, and struggling to adjust to sudden changes in life. I just find that despite the hot otome guys and fantasy elements, it's a very human story in that respect.

14. If you drink, what kind of drunk are you? Alternatively, what sort of person are you at parties?: I can't really drink a lot because of the meds I take (trust me, the “don’t take with alcohol” warnings are on the bottle for a reason), but also because of my small frame I get tipsy SUPER FAST. I get kinda relaxed and giggly when that happens. I'm an introvert, but at parties/events where I'm comfortable and excited to go, I'm usually okay talking to others, dancing, etc.

15. Do you fall in love easily? Or does it usually take a long time for you to trust someone?: With fictional people, I see one CG or screencap and I'm just "I'M GONNA MARRY THEM AND WE'LL HAVE BEAUTIFUL BABIES TOGETHER." But in real life, it takes me a while to open up to people, and I've never had a serious crush or fallen in love yet.

16. Would you rather have one close friend or 100 casual friends?: One close friend. I'd rather have someone I can absolutely rely on even if we have rough patches together and have them know they can expect the same from me, rather than friends I can have fun with but they go AWOL when personal issues come up. I'm not the best at communicating, so it's a work in progress.

17. Do you consider yourself to be more of a slob or a neat-freak?: When it comes to work, I am SUPER METICULOUS. I organize my files and my inbox and I write protocols for everything. But uh, if you plan to come over to hang out, let me know in advance so I can pretend my room is neat all the time, lolol.

18. Describe a place (imaginary or real) that you would find incredibly cozy: I imagine the common rooms at Hogwarts to be safe and cozy and warm for their respective houses. So I guess the Ravenclaw common room, since that's my house. XD

19. Do you have kids? If not, do you want them someday?: No kids yet, lmao. I would like kids of my own someday, but not anytime soon.

20. What was your favorite book as a child? A Wrinkle in Time by Madeleine L'engle. It was the book that made me go "Hey I want to write, too!"

21. Name one thing you just don’t get what all the hype is about: fidget spinners, same as Chia. XD

22. Name one thing that you think is tragically underrated: The Story of Saiunkoku. It’s a great anime, watch iiiiit!

23. If you had to be glued to a person for a month, real or fictional (who you have never met), who would you choose?: Someone who can keep their head and be optimistic, but at the same time know when I need Introvert Time(TM). 

24. What’s something you’d like the chance to do someday?: Travel more.

25. Do you typically speak your mind when you have a controversial opinion? Or do generally prefer to not rock the boat?: If I'm with people I trust, maybe. Otherwise, nope.

26. What’s the dumbest fad you’ve been caught up in?: Beanie Babies. My mom once stood in a line to get one for my birthday even though looking back she definitely thought it was the stupidest craze ever, ilu Mom. XD

27. What’s something you thought was cool as a kid/adolescent, but now cringe at yourself for?: I pretended to have a crush on Lance Bass in grade school because I thought I needed a "celebrity crush" to "fit in."

28. What’s a trait you consider to be very admirable?: The ability to admit when you have done something wrong, acknowledging someone else's feelings/POV, and THEN taking actual pains to not repeat it. Basically when you actively consider taking the other person in a relationship (platonic, familial, romantic, etc.) seriously more important than "being right."

29. Is there a particular kind of item people always tend to give you as gifts? (For instance, people always get you things with ducks on them because you like ducks, etc.): My parents give me socks a lot. When I was a kid I was like "why" but now I'm all "YEAAHHHHH SOCKSSSS YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST." Also I get books and notebooks/pens. My college friends used to get me stuff with owl designs. 

30. Do you speak multiple languages? Which ones?: English. Trying to learn Japanese on Duolingo. The language of love. Altarian.

31. Would you rather live in the big city or the countryside?: Countryside, no doubt.

32. Has there ever been something you were certain you’d hate, but ended up loving?: I don't recall. I mean, I'm sure there's been lots of things, but nothing I really remember. XD;; Now I try to be more open minded when I try new things.

33. Do you mind being the center of attention, or do you prefer the spotlight to be on someone else?: I can be kinda self-conscious, but at the same time STROKE MY EGO AND TELL ME I'M FABULOUS.

34. Favorite holiday?: Christmas, because my family takes time to spend it together and I have lots of good, cozy memories associated with it.

35. Are you a more go-with-the-flow type of person, or do you need to have things planned meticulously?: My heart says go with the flow, my head says "PLAN OUT EVERYTHING OR ELSE YOU WILL DIE" (thanks anxiety).

36. Is there something you loved so much you wish you could forget it and experience it all over again? (A tv show, book, series–anything.): Yeah, lots of books/games. XD;; But I like to replay/reread favorite series of mine a LOT, so each time I feel like I experience it a new way.

37. What hobbies do you have?: Otome, staring at Roberto, writing fanfic/original stories, staring at Saint-Germain, reading, staring at Okita, playing piano, staring at Xander, singing.

38. If you could have a superpower, but it was only mildly useful, what ability would you want to have?: Oooh, interesting question! The ability to help soothe people or help them feel a little more optimistic. It wouldn't change their life or help their situations directly, but if they're in a bad place then even just brief reprieve from feeling shitty might help their mindset.

39. Something people are always surprised to learn about you: People sometimes have the impression that I'm all sweetness and butterflies at first but then we break out Cards Against Humanity and I rack up a ton of black cards and they go "oh wow it's always the quiet ones."

40. Something that took you way too long to figure out: That nobody "figures everything out" when they "grow up," and it’s okay to go at your own pace.

41. Worst injury you’ve had?: Sprained ankle.

42. Any morbid fascinations?: *looks at angst idea backlist* idk bro, skeletons maybe so spoopy amirite. 

43. Describe your sense of humor: Puns and terrible memes.

44. If you had to be born in another era/place, which would you choose?: If we're talking about the past, then I wouldn't choose, namely because I have some health-related issues that would be hell in past eras. If we're talking about place, I've already been born in a different country than the one I was adopted into/currently live in, so I wouldn't choose a different one either because that doesn't really matter to me.

45. Something you are irredeemably bad at: Being patient.

46. Something that sucked but you’re glad you went through: I can’t think of anything negative that I’m glad I went through; but I can be glad I got through it and can look at things more objectively so I can work on moving on.

47. Would you rather have a really godawful ugly tattoo in a place that is only slightly inconvenient to conceal with clothing (upper arm, thigh, etc.), or the coolest, most beautiful tattoo ever in the middle of your face? (Neither tattoo can be removed or concealed with makeup, and the ugly tattoo will deeply offend anyone who sees it.): A cool, beautiful tattoo on my face. If I actually got a tattoo it wouldn't be huge and super-colorful anyway, so it would be really small, probably a little star.

48. Are you more of an optimist or a pessimist?: Pessimist, but I make an effort to be optimistic when I can.

49. What would be the most flattering compliment someone could give you?: Saying they like something I've been actively working on improving, for example my writing or my singing. Those honestly make me SO HAPPY.

50. Something you feel people often misunderstand about you: Just how deeply emotional I can get about games/books. *CLENCHES FIST*

TAGGING: anyone who wants to do this! :D

[chibishi]

Tagged by @dicennio thank you!! ^^

Tagging: if you want to, or just ignore this, @in-sunlight, @risettes, @malyru, @shizuos, @sazuko-chan, @rinsuokah, @crossroad--demon, @akvshi, @ravenearl, @haruicchi

Rules: Answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people.

THE LAST

Beverage: Dr Pepper

Phone call: I literally never talk on the phone.. so.. my last phone call was at work lol

Text message: a friend 

Song you listened to: Love by DEAN

Time you cried: eh idk maybe a few weeks ago

Time you dated someone twice: I have, it was years ago

Time you kissed someone and regretted it: yea, years ago

Time you’ve been cheated on: I dont think I have been

Time you lost someone special: last year 

Time you were depressed: ??? always?? 

Time you got drunk and thrown up: 3 years ago at a christmas party lolol

3 FAVOURITE COLOURS

12. black  13. pink 14. red

IN THE LAST YEAR, HAVE YOU

15. Made new friends: yea 16. Fallen out of love: no 17. Laughed until you cried: ya just the other day actually  18. Found out someone was talking about you: no 19. Met someone who changed you: no 20. Found out who your friends are: no 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: no

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life?: idk i dont even use fb 23. Do you have any pets?: 3 cats: Ellie, Rai, & Hana 24. Do you want to change your name?: yea 25. What did you do for your last birthday?: i dont even remember lol 26. What time did you wake up?: 9.30am ish  27. What were you doing at midnight last night?: netflix 28. Name something you can’t wait for: idk nothing really  29. When was the last time you saw your mom?: yesterday  30. One thing you wish you could change about your life?: eh too much 31. What are you listening to right now?:  32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?: no 33. Something that is getting on your nerves?: atm nothing  34. Most visited website?: tumblr 35. Hair colour: black 36. Long or short hair?: lil past shoulders  37. Do you have a crush on someone?: kinda 38. What do you like about yourself?: haha 39. Piercings?: both ears, lip, belly button  40. Blood type?: no idea  41. Nickname?: dont really have any 42. Relationship status?: single 43. Zodiac?: virgo  44. Pronouns?: she/her or they/them 45. Favourite TV show?: Game of Thrones, Lost Girl, Once Upon a Time, The Originals 46. Tattoos?: two: on my wrist and behind my ear  47. Right or left handed?: right 48. Surgery?: i had eye surgery ? 50. Sport?: none 51. Vacation?: last one was to Florida, going to Alaska next month. dream vacation would be to Italy or Japan  52. Pair of trainers?: ??

MORE GENERAL

53. Eating?: nothing  54. Drinking?: Dr. Pepper  55. I’m about to: play WoW 56. Waiting for?: nothing really  57. Want kids?: never 58. Get married?: nope 59. Career?: ??? no idea 

WHICH IS BETTER

60. Hugs or kisses?: hugs 61. Lips or eyes?: eyes 62. Shorter or taller?: taller... no one is actually shorter than me.. besides kids lol 63. Older or younger?: no preference 64. Nice arms or nice stomach?: both  65. Hookup or relationship?: both 66. Troublemaker or hesitant?: troublemaker

HAVE YOU EVER

67. Kissed a stranger?: no 68. Drank hard liquor?: yea 69. Lost glasses/contact lenses?: yea 70. Turned someone down?: yea 71. Sex on the first date?: no 72. Broken someone’s heart?: yea 73. Had your heart broken?: yea 74. Been arrested?: no 75. Cried when someone died?: yea 76. Fallen for a friend?: yea

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

77. Yourself?: no 78. Miracles?: no 79. Love at first sight?: no 80. Santa Claus?: no 81. Kiss on the first date?: depends 82. Angels?: yea 83. Heaven?: yea

OTHER

84. Eye colour?: brown  85. Favourite movie?: dont really have one 

[daydr-eam]

“should we know us a little better” tag 📜

RULES: you must answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people maaaan this is long

tagged by @shownud (jasdbasd thanks gurl ilu 🌺🌼💕🌷)

THE LAST:

1. Drink: monsta 

2. Phone call: my friend

3. Text message: "why are you taking the birds??”

4. Song you listened to: married to the music - shinee

5. Time you cried: this is embarrassing but last night a tear fell out of my eye as i was looking at kihyun pics

6. Dated someone twice: no

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: yes

8. Been cheated on: no

9. Lost someone special: i guess

10. Been depressed: yes

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: do not...... eat oreos...... after getting very drunk (you will throw up blackness)

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12-14: green, blue, pink

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: yes everyone on tumblr 🌷💕

16. Fallen out of love: i doubt it

17. Laughed until you cried: most likely

18. Found out someone was talking about you: yes

19. Met someone who changed you: @moonbebe (for the worse probably)

20. Found out who your friends are: idk dude

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: fml

GENERAL:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: almost all of them

23. Do you have any pets: i have leo my kit, i have rosie my doog, i have mango and peach my boods and i have a fat fish named oscar

24. Do you want to change your name: yeah kind of, i hate my name for some reason

25. What did you do for your last Birthday: probably sat in my room alone playing ps1 i usually do that

26. What time did you wake up: like 1:30pm lol rop

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: i’m pretty sure i was making thos bomb ass gifsets

28. Name something you can’t wait for: me and kihyuns inevitable wedding

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: about 2 months ago

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: ill be typing forever ha

31. What are you listening right now: love sick by shinee 🌈 (you can tell what album im listening to during this lfmao)

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yes???

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: ppl who think veganism is wrong (lmgao die??)

34. Most visited Website: probably tumblr lolol or youtube

35. Mole/s: one on each side of my face, a few on each arm, and one big boi on the side of my left leg... and one next to my left nip lol (its cute)

36. Mark/s: i think the most interesting is the scar in my eyebrow????? i like to tell ppl this story because a lot of people assume i just cut my brow like that to look edgy (like no binch i am edgy naturally).. basically when i was a small child i was in me and my brothers bomb ass games room and i tripped over the nintendo controller cord he was holding, and my face fell onto plastic train tracks on the ground and it cut my eyebrow in half

37. Childhood dream: idk?? probably wanted to be a vet or some shit

38. Hair color: brown

39. Long or short hair: its like medium length now 

40. Do you have a crush on someone: k-kihyun

41. What do you like about yourself: my eyebrows are nice??? thats about it

42. Piercings: both ears are stretched, and then i have a conch in my right ear (i used to have more but i fucked up)

43. Bloodtype: O+ lol im a basic bitch

44. Nickname: idk but @moonbebe calls me ashl

45. Relationship status: kihyun

46. Zodiac: saggittarius (and so is my boi)

47. Pronouns: she & her

48. Favorite TV Show: dragon ball z 

49. Tattoos: nope but i want some

50. Right or left hand: right

51. Surgery: nope

52. Piercing: yeah wtf this already got answered

53. Sport: no thanks no thanks

55. Vacation: is this asking me if im on one or if ive been on one or if im going on one or ????? 

56. Pair of trainers: are trainers sporty shoes? idk

MORE GENERAL:

57. Eating: no im not eating rn???? what is this q

58. Drinking: no???

59. I’m about to: eat soup and watch the next 2 episodes of lookout (kashdhasdsafd my boi kibum)

61. Waiting for: death

62. Want: death

63. Get married: yes me and kihyun have decided yes

64. Career: death

WHICH IS BETTER?:

65. Hugs or kisses: kisses pls kihyun

66. Lips or eyes: eyes probably but idk both good

67. Shorter or taller: taller (please im an amazon woman)

68. Older or younger: older i guess

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: stomach and by stomach i mean a pudgy cute lil tum!!!!

71. Sensitive or loud: sensitive but a balance of both is nice

72. Hook up or relationship: relationship

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: i like me a bad boi but i also like me a good boi so???

HAVE YOU EVER:

74. Kissed a stranger: no

75. Drank hard liquor: idk what this is but maybe

76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: no

77. Turned someone down: yes eek

78. Sex in the first date: no

79. Broken someones heart: yes lmao hahhaha

80. Had your heart broken: i guess but teen years dont count anymore

81. Been arrested: no

82. Cried when someone died: yes

83. Fallen for a friend: no

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84. Yourself: no

85. Miracles: no

86. Love at first sight: no

87. Santa Claus: no

88. Kiss in the first date: if its kihyun

89. Angels: no (wow i really am a skeptic)

OTHER:

90. Current best friends name: elou

91. Eyecolor: light brown (it looks gold in some lights)

92. Favorite movie: look idk this is a hard one

ok done!!! that was a long one but it was fun!! so i understand if you don’t wanna do this, but i’m gonna tag @moonbebe @limechangkyun (focus on ur exams bith) @chaerismatic @kihyunswife @wonhosflower @m0nst4x @supersaiyum @smol-kihyuns @ukihyunnie @c-kyunjpg @amorjeon @kihynh @baeker @jiminieji 🌼🌷🌹🌻

sorry if i’m like always tagging the same ppl?????? so i tagged a few newer mutuals 💜💜💜

ignore this if you dont wanna do it !!!!!

[nisuki]

🌸 Uwah ~ I really pick a standard day to do reply posts;; ... I really love making these posts, but thinking of another/quicker way for me to reply;;. I think if the @ mentions in the replies work properly, I would be using that full-time, however, it doesn’t lolol >_>’ I think, I’ll reply privately instead? I think I would do that quicker  ^^ .. still, I love these posts haha.. please bear with me :P

Currently I’m busy with some cc projects and writing a ts2 to ts3 hair conversion guide ^-^ meanwhile I agreed on testing some stuff for people, so I’m going to do that now >:)

Replies below ♥ this one is quite huge, woops.. lol, I hope the readmore works ;; I’ll be replying to IM chats a bit tonight and all of them tomorrow.. ah.. again I was a bit neglecting it, sorry about that >-> 

Replies on the awesome but not really functioning @.

@falling-ups, @ciarasia, @igotsims, @fyachii, @treason-and-plot .  Sigh :c . Yea, it doesn’t work 100% which is really too bad! 

When Mesho did it, it instantly worked, but then others tried and it didn’t ;; Such a waste. Well, lets hope tumblr will do its job and fix that asap :D

Replies on the edit for sourlemonsimblr 🌸

So many of you loved the edit and gah! That only made me even more and more happy as I was very excited about the picture myself! Lots of hugs to all of you, thank you.

@itsoceansecret THANK YOU LOVEE <3 .

@aoihana2510 Thank you very much (♥‿♥*)

@sourlemonsimblr You’re absolutely welcome! I’m glad you like it ^-^

@mysticlove-reblog Why thank you ღゝ◡╹)ノ ♥

@lumy-sims  Love to you too  ♥

@omgdoubleume AACKACKKAC, you make my heart flutter ♥

@plantyl Thank you very much (σ'∀')σ* ♥ +.*

@basicpixels Aw, thanku sweets ♥（ﾉ´∀`）

Reply to Lumy!

@lumy-sims  ACK *hugs and gives you all the love* ;u;  *whispers; why not join this discord channel I’m in, there’s a lot of ppl though, but it’s not like everyone’s talking at the same time haha..

For the sweet Rollo-Rolls

@rollo-rolls  Omgomg, I literally can’t stop getting excited anymore now XD argh, you’re so precious too >.< allow me to hug you tightly!

Thank you for all the love for that sweater dress guys!

@itisexcellent  Lovely to hear you love it dear <3

@doka-chan And thank you to you for appreciating that. I’ll share more, definitely!

@omgdoubleume YAA, thank you lovely Ume-chan~ (♡´౪`♡) 

@204863-simblr Heart eyes right back at you! (*♥◡♥)

@ktarsims  Hehe, I already talked with you about it. I’m very happy to hear you love it ♥ your kind words really make me smile ^^

@pralinesims Thank you very much you beauties ♥

@aoihana2510 Once again, thank you :)

@rollo-rolls . . . . . . !?!?!? P-PIECE OF ART LMAO. HAHAHA, I really love you ♥ thank you for your encouraging and blush-worthy words *giggles

@the77sim3 Thank you dear ♥（ﾉ´∀`）

@yumiaplace Aw Yumia~ that makes me really happy to hear, thank u love!

@plantyl Wow right back at you beautiful ♥

@simsmono Lots of hearts for you ♥

@ryckootv Guess what?! @smellslikepixeldolls is working on a conversion ♥ So you’ll be able to get the sims 4 version from there ;) Thank you for your sweet comment. I’m really happy to hear you like it so much!

@kurasoberina Kura you beauty ♥ thank you very much to you as well. I was happy to see you in my activity again, I hope you’ve been doing well ^_^

@fyachii Hehe, you know I love you lots right? Thank you <3 . Yes, I even read and screenshotted your tags LMAO. I FORGET MINE TOO. So, I ended up using “shortcuts” like c. for clothing, somehow easier to remember XD

Another reply to the sweet Doka <3

@doka-chan *hit by cupid’s arrows by every cute you said *  (♥___♥) lemme love youu . *tight hugs*

Fya and her ship . . . . 

(She actually inspired me in a story ..)

@fyachii  .  . . . Who knows.. who knows.. I’ll be thinking about it WHILE playing around with it >:) hohoho.. You’ll understand in a while... But actually yes, they look so sweet together and my heart is like gah! I shouldn’t do what I plan, but my mind is like; >:) .... HOHOHOHOHOHOHO.

Deggdegg which is notdeggdegg but still deggdegg?

@deggdegg

Your blog names officially confused me LMAO! Thank you so much for your sweet comment you pretty <3

Lily the beauty of my laifu

@lilyssims Was that cheesy enough? LOL. Thank you love <3  I TRY, but, my inspiration is like, MEH. but I have a new idea now luckily >:D

Work it tsrw gurl

(credits to eenhoorn for the tsrw gurl lolol)

@rollo-rolls Thank you >:)

@eenhoornsims

@xmoonlynx HAHA . what about after seeing the above gif LOL. man, I love it XD

@the77sim3  Thank you as always! <3

Replies on the .. pinky flower edit? 

(yess;; I had no inspo for this title)

@plantyl, @itsoceansecret, @preferatajaferoj, @204863-simblr . 

@falling-ups GAH, BUT SO ARE YOU, YOU BRILLIANT STAR ♥

@another-simmer  But not as cute as you *winkyface ♥

@fyachii  I love the pink hair on her too! No idea anymore how I came with her design ;; hm.. oh well LOL! (Actually, after a while when I was looking through old screenshots, it feels like she looks a bit like Lucy? ;; I think it’s the eyes?? ;; ugh idk ))

When you allow people to edit and that one person gives a lenny face, so I do it back.

@itsoceansecret  Your cuteness is over the top tho!

@eenhoornsims  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) 

@plantyl  Thank you love <3

@rollo-rolls heartseyes at you!

Replies with the dazzling Topaz

@puffshale  I 2000% AGREE. 

@itsoceansecret  BUT WHAT IF YOU KEEP SEEING HER MORE? WHO KNOWS... seriously, you’re a beautiful person, I love you too (♥‿♥*)

@reenadelenyel  Thank you! Yes, she’s adorable isn’t she? itsoceansecret definitely did an amazing job on her. Knowing a bit more about her story is very impressive too. I had her before a long time ago, but I didn’t really know a lot about her, ha ha ha...

@tsutoki  Thank you! Please have my love <3 

Ace, a charming but dangerous guy..

(is how I want him to be LOL...)

@aoihana2510  Thank you! Your boys are hotties as well >:)

@thesimperiuscurse  Love, thank you very much ♥ I hope you both are doing well ^^

@itsoceansecret  AAAH > u <!!!!

@plantyl

@fyachii  YES . I SQUEALED WHEN I SAW HIM. every damn time;; sigh, I’ve never done justice for him. Poor guy’s still alone ;; 

... 2000% he wouldn’t mind you caressing him .. o_O’ oh maker XD

Little Juro who will need to get used to getting all that attention.

@omgdoubleume 

@doka-chan  AW, THANK YOU <3

@preferatajaferoj  thank you love <3

@eenhoornsims Seriously dude, I still can’t help but laugh when reading this comment XD PERFECT SON IN LAW LOL.  @puffshale  PLEASE. I LOVE YOU.

@simovee  NOT AS PERFECT AS YOUU ♥

@thesimperiuscurse  Why thank you ♥ >:)

@lilyssims  Talk about perfect pick-up lines HAHAHA ♥

@itsoceansecret  AAAAAAAAH > O< !! <3

@neversayenevermore  Thank you love <3 . You’re even cuter!

Replies about the enchanting beauty; Kiko.

@verakasthethird, @204863-simblr​, @omgdoubleume​, @thesimperiuscurse​ You’re all so right! She’s so cute > 3< and.. she looks so innocent.. “delicate”.. that’s a lovely word! 

@puffshale​ ; and it’s all thanks to your wonderful simmie. It actually, heavily inspired me to make more of these kind of edits! 

Whe one of the most amazing ppl loves me kya!

You’ll make me cry of happiness ;u;

Digging old posts... makes you wanna play it again . . 

@sugary-plumb​  Sigh, same now... ;; but I must resist! I want to do so many other things too! Decisions decisions... Especially these little dragons.. they are so cheaty, but I love the interactions with them hehehe!

@yumiaplace​ ;  Thank you as always love!

When Juro’s face was still hidden.

@arthurlumierecc​  HAHA, tHANK YOU XD

@reenadelenyel​   LMAO, haha, I can’t help but laugh when I look back at it XD

@puffshale​  LOLOL HOW. ACK

Replies on the previous reply posts.. YES IT’S THE END OF THIS POST!

@reenadelenyel​  yay! *hugs* nothing makes me more happy than one firm hug ^-^ You’re  doing a good job! Ha, I went one day posting lots of pics and then disappear for a few days lol;  I.. I’m doing a lot behind the scenes oke ; u; ~ but yes... I love what @rollo-rolls says and to just write, and don’t think too much abou everything :) It’s what I’ve been doing. I’m just doing what I feel like doing. I even achieved doing new things! Which I hope to be able to share with everyone later on, ha! But I’m so excited to.. publish this story . . There’s still a lot of work to do. 

To every one of you for loving my content..