#wow jackie do you have any more unnecessarily long paragraphs about shit nobody cares enough about to read

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i dont like admitting it but lemon demon just feels bland to me right now i used to have so much fun making up this whole universe of characters just based off some songs but the fandom is so disgusting i would have rather just had another interest that literally nobody knew about but i actually tried to get somewhat involved with the fandom because it actually Existed in like late 2019 and it was so fun even just seeing peoples art and not contributing anything, but now everyone moved onto like the mag ness are chives or whatever and for whatever reason i still try to seek out people who enjoy the same things i do but every time i make an attempt and maybe like search through the tag on a social media i dont usually use im just reminded that everyone whos still here is honestly literally just fucking boring or drawing homestuck characters with ld lyrics over it or just being a plain freak and i kind of feel bad expecting more out of a fanbase thats literally just music like theres no canon characters or story to it or anything like DUH people are just gonna be like "im listening to touch tone telephone 🤣 #lemon demon" but its just the fact that there actually used to be so many talented artists before i even started listening to it. But unfortunately its entirely my problem because i take things too seriously and get upset when people dont feel the same way i do i guess, but listening to lemon demon just doesnt give me the same imaginitive spark it used to entirely because of the boring ass panromantic ass fandom but im still here only because i literally have nothing else to think about ❤️ and its just disappointing having something almost ruined just because some nasty people also enjoy it but i mean people make fun of lemon demon for a reason even if its a bad reason but i definitely see where theyre coming from and it makes me feel bad to care about it so much