#would have never noticed if i didnt stalk myself online bc i changed that username ages ago
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#also i thought i only had a specific delusion (the kind that my brain made on its own and not type that those therapists forced on me...)#...since like. idk. idfk but not super long? i actually have no estimate. but i am lurking myself as per fucking usual#and i just realized that my old dA username is literally it LOL#and i made that when i was like ??? well that profile is 14 years old so when i was 13ish#which also lines up to be around the time that i have been suspecting my delusions started re:library computer... it's 1.5 years after that#WHATEVER THAT MEANS#x#which is just weird idk i thought it was recent but maybe i just hadnt thought that much about it in a long time?#idk when that started and its so hard to tell because i only started intentionally archiving everything in the past decade or less#everything before then is just me being sloppy online LMAO#another nothing post because this tells me nothing its just another tiny piece of evidence that something was fucking wrong w me#at that age likenfdbhdfk#i will come back to this later i am so overtired rn i cant think#would have never noticed if i didnt stalk myself online bc i changed that username ages ago#its only on the link i put on my old old blog#detective mina#on the case of. haha yeah#looks around#me everytime i find something weird: huh thats weird WHICH COULD MEAN NOTHING#i am. so tired lol#at least i can acknowledge it as a delusion rn like hi...#but saying that feels wrong...#IS TAHT WHY I WAS WRITING EVERYTHING IN LATIN#ok no more tonight bye#that realizashun... snapchat mfw#nod n cry luv...#ever since i was a little girl i knew i wanted to be an insane hermit woman on the internet. dreams do come true#2024 summer of psychosis fall of fuck my life & winter of wtf wrong w me!!!!#schizophrenia spring 2025 is on its way rn
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