#worthless worm
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still use Google. What else am I gonna use?
How do you even use other search engines? If I want to find a video like... HOW??? There's no video tab & when I type "Video" I don't get videos???? How????????
Is this another computer babble thing where you need 80 years of training to understand it? Like "It's simple, it's a webcranker that runs a YUB into a LE curt & decouples your AURP into a ZILK data structure to avoid rendo-scrumming with the system KJ20s. Do a little research, lol!"
That aint research. That's a dedication of my life, years I will never get back. You don't understand, man. I have doo-doo caa-caa brain, I can't soak this stuff up like yall do. If my Vram-KJ20s don't line up with a specific VGB-muncher am I in danger??? What does this stuff mean? Everytime I look it up I find more alien robo babble-
WHAT THE HECK IS A "OS-level virtualization"? "Reproducible environment???" "Docker Container"??? SANS, LANS, VANS, CANS, YAML????? ITS LIKE A SPIRAL!!! Everything leads to a new TOME of vocabulary that means more mush in my head!!!
#search engine#complaining#what???#how does this work???#how#no idea what i'm doing#idiot dummy#dunce#worthless worm#i hate this so much#so angry rn#google
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My family betrayed me
dad bought a Tractor on a whim, and now we're bankrupt poor (because of him) again
from my Aunt and Uncle, who have not mentioned this to us ***once*** with Grandma and them mocking us "when he'll go back he'll buy you a car"
#vent post#bpd#or: “I don't know if this counts but I've justified to myself not relying on the person I'm obsessed with”#“Knowing they've betrayed me by caring about me and discarding me like thrash the second they wanted to coldly”#should have been from the starting point “relying on my family the way I've relied on them”#apparently even logic can fail in face of unexpected betrayal#do you know social norms? social pressure? do you know what you were SUPPOSED TO DO? who you were supposed to be?#and yet you've did#even worms turn#there's something so inherently funny about people who have told you you've done nothing wrong after you were fearing you've messed up#with things you don't understand. who accompanied you as a child.#treating you like you're something so lowly and worthless#something you're leaving behind#using to your own benefit. exploiting. leaving to starve. after so much kindness and so much support and love.#my mom had raised you and that's how you treat your own sister#for extra cash
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Shout out lidl bakery isle, this earthbound fan art post is sponsored by the lidl bakery isle. Just that isle I don't care about the rest of lidl just give me my pretzel god damn it
#worthless protoplasm#jeff andonuts#earthbound#mother fanart#mr saturn#tenda#mother oc#lidl bakery isle#master criminal worm
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fucj im tipsy and now im thingming about how much i hate my sister’s sperm donor and most jehovah’s witness’ by proxy
#he knew he had a (more often than not) lethal genetic defect and still selfishly had bio kids#i love my sister dearly and am glad she exists but i detest the man that helped create her and think he’s a selfish prick#he was selfish and cruel enough to damn her the moment she was conceived and yet wouldn’t do something as simple and give her a life saving#blood transfusion if she needed it??#he is a pitiful worthless worm of a man#he took her independence from her#i am only polite to him because he took her in when we couldn’t#because our state doesn’t offer the care she needs#i want my sister back i want to get the fuck out of here so she can come back#i miss my sister and he took her away
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....are peeps still active on here?
#[ i too am just a worm ] -- (out of character)#[ worthless trash ] -- (tbd)#ngl i do miss writing them#sw brainrot has been bad tho lol
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i just saw a post tagged with "narcissistic abuse" so disrespectfully, if you believe narcissistic abuse (or any cluster b abuse) is a real thing, literally go kill yourself right now.
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The thing about Jadzia Dax and Elim Garak is I know they are such, such different characters, but I also just know I am drawn to them for the exact same reasons. Like- idk, they both just have this very specific ✨quality✨ to them that makes me go "BESTIE!! What is UP with you!!!" and break out the sixty thousand word character study multichapters dissecting their brains under a microscope
I mean, flirty gay aliens!! Flirty gay aliens who drop the craziest lore about their lives all the time but when you actually sit down and think about them, you realise you barely know anything about them at all- flirty gay aliens who wear masks of camp and Performance held together by 6342 quips because they don't quite know who they are without it and honestly most days they feel more like collections of interesting Characters than people, and they cover this up with Spectacle and Duty because they are scared to interrogate this, scared to be visible, scared to be boring, and furthermore they feel like they can never truly be known, never truly go back home, because they're so proud of and defined by what species they are but in reality have such fraught relationships to their home worlds- flirty gay aliens whose complicated relationships with the idea of "family" made them construct their whole lives and their concepts of "worth" around One Specific Goal and are scared to ask who they are without it because they fear that the answer is no one, so instead they just smile and drop some more crazy lore and 352 jokes per minute
#writing this post made me realise!!#'Who We Are': 60k word dax fic where j@dzia loses the symbiont & has to learn to live without it as kira & jul1an angst in the background#'Pretenders': 60k word g@rak fic where g@rak loses cardassia & has to learn to live without it as kira & jul1an angst in the background#they're the same fic!! I just took away their Purpose™️ mwahahahaa#I think I am interested in questions of 'who am I when I no longer can be [person I always set out to be]'#'how do I keep on living when my main purpose in life has become unattainable'#'how can I contribute to the world now that I feel like my entire life was worthless'#beloved worm & horrible lizard <333 I am obsessed with u#ds9#my fics
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Drying flowers from the market living my best life, saw bookshop girl complimented her earrings.
#asexual#bookshop#market#crafts#drying flowers#flowers#diy#they were tiny book stacks and i just think they're the coolest person I've ever met and i am a worm a worthless worm.
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a combination of meme formats where it's the patrick bateman "I have to return some video tapes" and the guy saying "I want to [X]. but I don't/won't"
I have to send an email. but I won't.
#I STILL HAVEN'T EMAILED T AHHHHHHHHHHHH OH MY GOD IT IS ALL SO OVER FOR ME#how can I go crawling over to this woman and be like........ I'm a stupid worthless worm with no ideas for a bachelor thesis. help#well to be fair. I did message her.. last year? was it last year? when I was going to kill myself. so I suppose I've done scarier and more#reckless things concerning her. if she didn't hate me for doing that then she shouldn't hate me for doing this either#also she probably thinks she owes me one because of [REDACTED].
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#had another novel idea based upon that news story about the mosaic at Armageddon being moved to the Museum of the Bible#and how it dates back to the time of Christian persecution by the Roman empire#and yet one of the chief donors to the construction of the church it’s in was a centurion#and now I have this character in my head who is the cynical and ambitious wife of a centurion#who likes him well enough before he converts but is disgusted and disappointed in him afterwards#not because he’s switched religions (this is just the Unknown God right?) but because he’s behaving like a ‘weak’ man#in deferring to her judgment and investing his own time in their children#and fraternizing with people so below their class and worthless in their utility#so she’s like. keeping his secret because Honor. but also hates him for embarrassing her in front of the slaves.#and then she finds out that Christians gather at NIGHT like the cult of BACCHUS?? and do CANNIBALISM?? nah fam she is not having it#but who knows….maybe. he’s found out and sentenced to die and maybe. she save him ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#which would be a whole other can of fascinating worms to unpack bc maybe he WANTED to be a martyr maybe he was PREPARED#but I digress#it’d be a deep-study project but I’ve always been fascinated by the Romans so#x#writing
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I still remember this post on Reddit by a tall big dude who was super frustrated with women always wanting HIM to be their Dom because he looked so intimidating and that was the OPPOSITE of what he wanted
Shaw’s struggle is real, literally.
#out of shirt#he’s the reverse of dudes trying to convince women they’re Alpha Males when they are anything but#he’s a huge muscular powerful highly successful confident man trying to convince them he’s a bad little baby boy worthless worm
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I miss being active here but I’m super busy….also idk how active the fma rp scene is on here atm
#[ i too am just a worm ] -- (out of character)#[ worthless trash ] -- (tbd)#mobile tbt#this worm just lurks in the back of my mind constantly
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i think atp i'm not gonna date and i'm not gonna have any friends for a long fucking time, maybe the rest of my life, cause i just really don't have the bandwidth
#i continue to have this realization over and over#it is what it is#and like as an autistic person who now cannot count on social security if i have to get a job?#i'm toast wrt socializing of any kind#like i'll end up just working and then being worthless#mind you working is what sent me into burnout but that's a whole other can of worms#original
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why am I already back to lethargic moping. can I have the Anger At Everything again it barely lasted 3 days
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bro you don’t even have your teaching license anymore stop acting like you’re being forced to deal with 2nd graders every time you come out back and have to talk to us
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thinking about way back when i was obsessed with orbit and i was like legitimately struggling with the thought that we were both human beings on the same level of existence what was that about. real normal
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