#worldisavampire

[dearrobin]

Dear robin,

I'm so tired of people bringing me down when all I want to be is excited and happy. But then I call someone excited and they all but spit at me 'what'. I'm so tired of people saying they're so negative yet continuing to do what fucking makes them feel more negative. I dont understand, these are supposed to be my best years... yet everyone else is moving on and thriving. While I'm stuck stuck stuck. I dont have any plans for the future because... well. Idk lots of reasons. All I ever planned for was to get through each day.

But I feel like the life is being drained out of me. Like I give so so so much of myself. the people I thought were supposed to make everything better, just fucking drag me down.

I'm sick of it. I'm sick of being stuck and having no direction.

No art

No modeling

No fucking great psychology career

Just.... being a small grey rock.

If this is all there is I dont want it.

[feastoftentacles]

4 releases at the pressing plant. And more on the way OCT36: DISROTTED / IRN LP (at press) OCT37: DISROTTED / MOLOCH 7” (at press) OCT38: CLOUD RAT / MOLOCH LP (at press) OCT39: UNYIELDING LOVE - THE SWEAT OF AUGURY LP (at press) OCT40: MOLOCH LP OCT41: CLOUD RAT / WORLD IS A VAMPIRE 7" OCT42 : WORLD IS A VAMPIRE / TORTURE GARDEN 7“ OCT43: ROT IN HELL / BEAST AS GOD 7” #feastoftentacles #cloudrat #disrotted #moloch #rotinhell #worldisavampire #irn #unyieldinglove #torturegarden #beastasgod #creditcards