#wo-nderer

[wo-nderer]

how wrong is it to go to ur boss & blurt out “I really need help and I don’t know who else to talk to” because I’m at that point

[reunites]

#150!

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page? 

Masooma starts to weep without a sound, without even a shift in her expression. Only tears, welling, trickling down. -  I actually answered this with The Dream Thieves but I found the next closest book and it’s And The Mountains Echoed, sad book :((

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ask me a number from this post for a blog rate :)

[featherstonefotography]

Your photography is beautiful!! It's all cool and subtle but still makes a statement and makes you feel something and it's so pleasing I love it please never quit :*

ppl like you are the reason i never will quit, ppl like you make me believe in myself. thank you so much for saying that. you are such a beautiful person. xx

[qweengeorgie]

Tag!... I'm it?

1. What are your future plans for a year down the road? Five years? Ten? You know, I don't know. I just want to be happy, those are the only plans I have ever had. I want to be on my way with life, knowing what I want to do and doing it. Because heck if I know yet. Hopefully running my own business, with some kids because I really look forward to being a mother. =] I want to travel too, even if its only camping with friends in family, I want to see the Earth's beauty.

2. What is your favorite aspect about your life at this moment?  Uhmmmm, I'm going to be sappy and say Tori. I always wanted to be better friends with her, and now our relationship is really beginning to grow. It makes me really happy, I love her a lot and want her in my life forever. I'm so grateful to be able to learn more and more about her.

3. Tell me a joke, the funniest joke you can possibly think of. Oh, just have the first one I could think of. A duck walks into a bar with one shoe. The bartender says, "woah, you lost a shoe!" The duck says, "No, I found one."

4. What is something you have always wanted to try, but have never had the opportunity? A lot of things, but the first thing I thought of is skydiving. Because I'm one of those crazy people who would like to go. XD

5. So…how about them Yankees? I don't know, I'm not a huge baseball fan! Ok, and the people I am tagging, you have to answer.... 1. If you could do anything for the rest of your life, without having to worry about money. What would it be? Try to be specific. 2. What are five things you like about youself? 3. What's the craziest thing you have ever done? Are you glad you did it? 4.  What's the worst place you have ever been to? 5. What's your favorite memory?

[wo-nderer]

my mom makes me wanna hurt myself but when she’s nice and says “i love you” i question if anything i ever experienced was real

[wo-nderer]

depersonalization: it's like smoking weed but you're not & everything feels like shit

Ashley Zhang

[wo-nderer]

im writing a book!

i post some of my writing on insta @themadwrites!! following everyone back!

(ps. i know the accounts private but i write about healing from abuse & im not trying to have my mom find it ya feel)

@sskeptical @tsktsks @littlesqueal @sabrinabenaim @fishingboatproceeds

[wo-nderer]

why am i shaking

[wo-nderer]

always think i get depressed at "the most inconvenient times" but when the fuck is depression convenient

[wo-nderer]

sex is a way of communicating with your body, like self-harm, or sign language

Clatter - Neil Hilborn

[wo-nderer]

im so lonely i dream about people hugging me & loving me & im crying the whole time because it's not something ive ever actually received

[wo-nderer]

‪when im at my house I stay up late to be alone & hate going to bed bc im dreading getting up in the morning. why couldnt I learn sooner its not healthy to be here‬

[wo-nderer]

depressed as fuck

[wo-nderer]

piece of my book

[wo-nderer]

The bass from the music that fills up your body until you are pounding along with it. Except it's not music. It's not the bass. It's your emotions taking control of you. It's your heart pounding so hard that you can't feel anything else.

private in public

[wo-nderer]

i was drunk @ 2pm today & i've eaten shit all day and i'm consumed with self-hatred