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lovesodeepandwideandwell · 5 months ago
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Once again I prove victorious (in my own head) (in the battle of whether I should do different work than I have been doing)
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heyyyharry · 4 years ago
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Chapter 14: Masquerade
(from ‘The Winter and The Crown’)
…in which there are intruders in the castle.
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Word count: 3.1k
AU: queen!y/n, commander!harry
Description: Y/N and Harry set off on a new adventure to find ‘the cure’ for an ancient curse, meanwhile, the enemies are plotting to take her kingdom.
Wattpad link (Reyna as Y/N aka “Peach”)
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Y/N had danced her third dance of the night with her third partner. The entire time, she'd kept searching the room for Harry. Where was he? It wasn't like him to promise that he'd be here and not show up. She blamed all the trauma she'd gone through for her being too guarded and anxious, yet she trusted her gut instinct, and tonight, it was telling her to be careful.
The crowd broke into applause at the end of another dance, and Y/N felt a tap on her shoulder.
"May I have a word with you in private?" Lance asked, eyeing Y/N's dance partner. The man took the hint and bowed goodbye to Lance and Y/N. Lance gave Y/N a mysterious grin as he gestured with his hand toward the door, letting her walk first.
"You seem anxious," he pointed out once they were alone in the corridor and the orchestra music became muffled.
"How anxious?" she asked, pulling off her mask.
He kept his mask on, holding his hands together behind his back. "Right now? Not as much as before." He offered a calming smile. "I'm sorry. Is this a bad time to talk about politics?"
"It's never a good time, but go ahead."
Lance hummed his agreement. "I didn't see Mary tonight. I thought Jo was supposed to keep an eye on her."
"She's being kept an eye on. Don't worry. Her room is being guarded," Y/N said, arms crossed. "What's wrong?"
Lance inhaled deeply, catching his breath. "She was to betray us. She was a spy for Calanthe. She told you to go to the North mountain because Calanthe wanted you to lead her there. She also wanted to find the lake. But her plan failed because the forest protected its secrets from outsiders like her."
Y/N's stomach dipped. "How long have you known this?"
"Weeks."
"And you decided to wait until now to tell me?"
"Look," Lance breathed, raking his fingers through his dark locks. "I was going to wait until after tonight because you'd gone through so much–"
"So what made you decide to tell me in the middle of my dance?"
Lance worked his jaw. For once, he was inarticulate. "This might sound stupid, but...it was my gut feeling telling me to tell you right away."
Y/N bit her lip. "So...why are you keeping this a secret? Why are you protecting the witch?"
Lance hesitated. "I don't want to hurt Jo..."
"Jo?" It took Y/N a moment to realize what he meant. Her heart dropped. "Oh, no, Jo...She was looking for someone tonight. I thought it was you."
"No," Lance chuckled, shaking his head. "Jo doesn't like me like that. Or at all."
"Everyone likes you."
"Is that so?" His eyebrow lifted in amusement. "Well, I'm very flattered, Your Majesty, but I don't think me being likeable could do much good for us. Calanthe has a plan."
"What plan?" Y/N scoffed. "Is there something else you're not telling me?"
"It's not a fact, just my speculation."
"Go ahead."
Lance rubbed his chin. "Well, I think George Wallace was murdered, but not by one of our people."
Y/N took a moment to let that sink in. "What are you implying? That it was a setup?"
Lance nodded, his eyebrows knitted. Y/N watched his grey eyes dance behind the mask as he observed his surroundings before lowering his voice. "They sent him here to kill him. He was the bait. No one would suspect Calanthe to sacrifice her most trusted advisor."
"Harry said the same thing," Y/N said and chewed on the inside of her cheek.
"What?"
Her head shot up. She blinked at Lance. "What?"
Lance cocked his head to the side. "Is everything all right between you two?"
The question wasn't sarcasm with the intention of taunting her. Lance genuinely cared about her feelings despite his own. Knowing so, she could not help but think about what he'd said the other night and earlier on the dance floor. First and last dance...
No. She was overthinking again. She wasn't allowed to have these thoughts. This political chaos was already too much to handle. There was no time for personal business.
"Nothing is all right, Lance. You know that," Y/N answered with a soft sigh.
Lance nodded, his lips pressed tightly together.
Just as the uncomfortable silence threatened to creep back in, a guard showed up, gasping for air as he bowed to Y/N and Lance. Y/N thought to herself, 'Not another dead body,' and her limbs went numb as she remembered that Harry was nowhere to be found tonight. He could be anywhere in the castle. Who knew what could have happened to him?
"Your Majesty," the guard said between laboured breaths. "There are intruders in the castle."
"Where?" asked Lance, his fingers secured around his sword-hilt.
"The west wing," the guard said. "Commander Harry saw someone."
"Where's Harry?" Y/N asked, her stomach knotted. She unconsciously reached for the sword at her side, only to be reminded that she was wearing a ball gown, and there was still a dance going on behind those doors. She was stupid and careless enough to have gathered all the important people here tonight.
"The Commander went after the intruder, Your Majesty. We suspect there are more than one."
"Fucking idiot!" cried Y/N as she picked up her skirt and ran. She heard Lance telling the guard to keep the ballroom secured and make sure no one came and left. Then he chased after her.
If that idiot Harry didn't die tonight, she would kill him with her bare hands.
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Harry wanted to skip the dance. People had been whispering about him since he'd returned, so he didn't want to draw more attention to himself by dancing with the Queen herself. However, he'd promised Y/N he'd be there for her, and he never wanted to let her down. And so he deliberately took a bit longer to get ready just to show up late and blend right into the crowd.
The castle was so quiet tonight with almost everyone being in the ballroom. Harry could hear the music all the way from his chamber. He took one last look at himself in the mirror before adjusting his mask and leaving for the dance. He was accompanied by a guard, which made him quite uncomfortable. Still, he knew it was all for his safety. Everyone must be careful after the murder of George Wallace.
"Help!" a scream tore through the night, causing both Harry and the guard to whirl around. A shadow dashed out of the darkness and crashed right into him. He caught the person with both arms and was terrified to find that it was a woman covered in blood.
Mary.
"Help!" she choked, tears streaming down her scarred face. Her hands were shaking as she smeared blood all over his shirt. "They're...they're dead! They wanted to kill me!"
"Who?"
"The guards," Mary sobbed, her face as white as the moon-washed floor. "They're dead! A man killed them and...was chasing after me! He had a weapon!"
"Take her somewhere safe," Harry told the guard, pulling Mary up to her feet.
"You're not coming, Commander?" the guard asked Harry.
Harry opened his mouth to answer when all of a sudden, he spotted a tall and slim figure lurking in the shadows of the corridor. It vanished in a blink of an eye. Harry knew it headed to the courtyard for there was nowhere else to go.
"There are intruders in the castle," Harry told the guard, his heart pounding. "Send backups. Alarm the King and Queen!" And without waiting for the guard or Mary to stop him, Harry ran after whom he assumed was the murderer.
He didn't stop until he was deep in the garden. The snow was falling peacefully all around while the beating of his heart accelerated. Thousands of tiny candles dotted ledges hidden throughout the topiaries. It would have seemed magical had the fog ever lifted. Now the little lights played strangely with the mist, creating shadowy phantoms, there one moment and gone the next. Harry gripped his sword with cold and numb fingers, overwhelmed with anxiety as he scanned his eyes around.
Suddenly, he became aware of another's presence behind him and swung his sword just in time to deflect the blow. The person stumbled back. A clang of metal on metal. A whoosh. Harry let out a gasp as he felt the cold tip of the blade at his throat. Meanwhile, he was holding his sword with an outstretched hand, pointing straight at Lance's heart.
"You," Lance said, catching his breath. He seemed relieved, which confused Harry.
"You!"
"Peach!" Harry and Lance bounced away from each other as Y/N rushed up to them. She looked beautiful in her golden dress, yet she also looked angry...
"Mind explaining what happened?" she asked before Harry could open his mouth. Lance put his sword away, assessing Harry with a raised eyebrow.
"Someone killed the guards outside Mary's room," Harry said, hating the way Y/N's face grew grim. "They tried to kill her but she escaped."
Y/N groaned as she hugged her arms around her chest, gooseflesh rippling over all that bare skin. It was far too cold to be out.
"You shouldn't be here," Harry said. Y/N's eyes sharpened furiously at him. He was expecting her to snap when a broken branch alerted the three of them.
"Y/N!" cried Lance, but he didn't react fast enough. Y/N had yanked the sword out of his hand and chased after the figure. Harry could see it a bit clearer now. It looked like a man wearing a dark cloak. He exchanged horrified looks with Lance and both sprinted after Y/N and the intruder.
"Show your face!" Y/N shouted as she studied the garden in silence. From where they stood, the ballroom, shining so brightly inside, could barely be seen. The orchestra's music echoed eerily in the fog. Y/N looked half-crazed. Her words came out in smoke. "Surrender and maybe I'll spare your life."
There were footsteps padding towards them, gaining speed, closing the distance. There was more than one person.
As they closed in, Harry spun around. He drew his sword and struck at eye level. A cry of pain answered him. Y/N deflected the blow and lunged with her sword, which met with the figure's blade which gleamed in the moonlight. Beside Harry, Lance was dodging every strike. He was quick, yet unable to fight back without a weapon.
Harry heard Y/N mutter something under her breath, her eyes met his for a second, and he could see the helplessness in them. She wanted to protect Lance.
Harry took down the man charging at him with a swing of his sword before thrusting it right through the one cornering Lance. Lance looked up at him, wide-eyed, breathing out smoke. He hadn't expected Harry to help him.
Y/N's sudden cry startled both men. They turned. Like a silver snake, the last intruder's sword shot out and caught Y/N in the shoulder. She fell with a hard thud to the ground.
"Peach!"
"Y/N!"
Lance and Harry bolted towards her. The murderer took that chance to flee, disappearing into the fence maze when Harry looked up. The heavily falling snow had covered all the footsteps like a perfect accomplice. The garden returned to its peacefulness as if there hadn't been a crime committed against the Queen.
"I'm fine," Y/N said, wincing as she held her shoulder. Red blood was trickling down her skin, staining the snow, bringing back to Harry the unpleasant memories of those nights in the woods. He was reminded once again that he could lose her any moment if they weren't careful.
Lance put an arm around her as he helped her stand up. Harry tore his sleeve and wrapped the piece of fabric around her wound to temporarily stop the blood. His heart ached as he watched her bite back the pain. Blood had stained her beautiful dress. Then, Harry noticed that Lance was looking at her with the same agony in his eyes. It was like looking into a mirror. Harry and Lance both hurt the same.
"Y/N!"
"Your Majesty!"
Jo and five guards finally showed up. Jo gasped into her palms when she saw that Y/N was bleeding. "Oh, Y/N, you're hurt!"
"Took you long enough!" Lance snapped at the guards. "I would have had all of you beheaded had something bad happened to the Queen!"
The guards muttered their apologies which were silenced by Lance's raised hand.
"I don't think they wanted me dead," Y/N spoke. She sounded strangely calm for someone who'd just been stabbed. "If they did, they would've killed me already."
"They're here for the witch. They knew she betrayed them," Lance said.
"Betray?" Jo muttered.
Lance's expression shifted. Harry reckoned that Lance hadn't meant to let Jo find out this way. Harry wasn't sure he was more shocked by the news or Jo's reaction to it. He had never seen her so genuinely hurt by anyone that wasn't Y/N.
"She was a spy for Calanthe," said Y/N, seemingly too in pain to acknowledge her friend's pained expression. "Don't worry. We'll take care of that."
"You're not going to...hurt her, are you?" Jo said, her voice wavering.
Lance placed a hand on Jo's shoulder. For the first time, he was showing sympathy with a servant. "We're not. Don't worry."
Jo nodded, yet the uncertainty was etched on her face as she wrapped an arm around Y/N's waist, escorting her back inside.
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Harry lit a candle beside Y/N's bed. She was lying on her back, watching him. Her shoulder had been bandaged. It didn't hurt as much as before yet she could not shake off the fear she'd felt earlier in the garden. She wished she'd seen those men's faces. She believed they were the Monks. Calanthe had either sent them here to kill the witch or to light a match that would start a war.
"I'm sorry," Harry said, sitting down on the edge of the bed, his hand placed over of hers.
"About what?" she chuckled. "Tonight wasn't your fault."
"You came to the garden to find me."
"Yes, I did it by choice." She squeezed his fingers and cracked a reassuring smile. "I can take care of myself. Don't you worry. I'm brave."
"I know," Harry sighed. "Brave people tend to get themselves in trouble."
Y/N snorted as she rolled her eyes. "Trouble follows me everywhere I go. So many people have wanted me dead. But look at me now. I'm the Queen, and I'm not losing my crown to anyone. I'm not letting them take my father's kingdom."
Harry exhaled, a smile playing on his lips. He reached out and brushed a strand of hair out of her face. "I love you."
"I love you, too," she said.
There was a knock on the door. "Y/N?"
"It's–"
"Lance," Harry said, his expression unreadable.
The door creaked open and Lance poked his head into the room, looking surprised to see Harry there. "I'll leave," Lance said.
"No, I'll leave," Harry said, smiling at Y/N. "Goodnight, my queen." Then, he kissed her hand and got up to go.
"Hey," Lance stopped him halfway through the door. "Thank you for earlier."
"No problem," Harry replied. With just that, he was gone, shutting the door on his way out.
"Glad to see my fake future wife still alive," Lance said as he made his way to the bed to sit down at Harry's previous spot.
Y/N let out a light laugh. "I'm sorry I took your sword."
Lance squinted his eyes in amusement. "Yeah, and still, you managed to get yourself hurt."
She scowled at him and punched his shoulder as a joke. He pretended to wince in pain before busting out laughing. "Sorry." Lance cleared his throat, suppressing a grin. "How's your shoulder?"
"It hurts less. Thanks for asking."
"It wasn't like you to be so careless," he said.
Y/N pursed her lips. "I was distracted."
"By?"
"I was...worried you'd get hurt," she mumbled. Even without looking at him, she could still feel his notorious smirk growing wider.
"Don't let that happen on the battlefield," he said. "I can take care of myself, with a sword, of course. But you should always remember that the enemy wants your head more than mine."
Y/N swallowed hard as Lance reached out his hand. She watched him ponder for a second before gathering enough courage to place his hand on top of hers. Just like Harry had before. Harry's touch had been natural and comfortable. As for Lance, she felt him turning into a bundle of nerves.
"You're too good for me," she said.
His eyes danced as he chuckled. "No one is too good for anyone." Then he sucked in a breath. "I hope we'll both be alive after this."
"We will," she said even though she was unsure.
"What will happen then?"
"We get married. For our kingdoms."
Lance's smile faltered. He clenched his jaw and looked away, his fingers sliding off hers. "We don't have to if Calanthe's dead," he whispered.
"Our people expect a wedding."
Lance shook his head and switched his gaze back to her. "Forget what the people want. What do you want, Y/N?"
"I can't just forget what the people want. I'm their queen."
Lance's lips slightly parted yet he said nothing more. It was hard to tell if he'd run out of arguments or simply didn't want to start.
"Let's try to stay alive and find out," he said with a thin smile. "Goodnight."
She watched him get up, looking rather weary. The complete opposite of the charming king he'd been at the dance.
"Why did you say it was our last dance?" she asked before he reached the door.
He looked over his shoulder, lips curled to the side. "It was a joke. Because you said you didn't want to dance with me, which I hope was also a joke."
"It was." She gave a small smile. "I loved dancing with you."
"Good," he said, weakly. "Rest well, Y/N."
"So do you," Y/N said.
As quietly as a shadow, Lance slipped out of the room.
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