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I want to read a zombie apocalypse Stranger Things story. Set after season 3, but the Byers have already moved to California. Hawkins in the epicentre because the “zombies” are flayed humans or people whose blood mixed with Demogorgon blood or whatever. So the Hawkins gang has to try to make it across the country to California because not only do they want to find their friends but they also need El. She’s the only one who has any hope of fixing this.
The thing is, they have to take their parents with them. (I assume Steve’s parents weren’t in Hawkins). Both Wheeler parents (and Holly), the Sinclairs, the Buckleys, Mrs. Henderson, and Ms. Mayfield are all dragged along by their weirdly competent children. They’re all horrified by the apocalypse and trying to act brave for their kids, but meanwhile their kids are looking up to Steve and Nancy, who are heavily armed with their bat and gun and acting like this is a normal Tuesday.
They head west, driving when the roads are clear and they can find gas, walking when they can’t. Maybe they meet people along the way. Other people fleeing Hawkins — Eddie and Wayne, maybe, who have set out on their own. Eddie hotwires a car and gets them mobile after days of walking where they’re barely made it past the Indiana border. Maybe Chrissy already ended up with them when they saved her from a prior zombie attack that killed her mom (and she and Max can bond about the mixture of grief and guilt and relief they feel). Maybe Jason is with them, annoying Eddie and Wayne to no end (he can die later on).
Technology has gone down, so there’s no real communication. (Would radios still work?). They’re heading blindly west and hoping the Byers are there. It would normally make more sense to stay out — El can find them, so they should let her come to them — but they have to keep moving because it isn’t safe. Not only are there zombies (“Demozombies!” “No, Dustin, we’re not calling them that”) but scary groups of humans who kill first and ask questions later.
Steve and Nancy grow closer as the de facto leaders of the group. They are both carrying so much weight on their shoulders, trying to make sure everyone stays alive. Nancy is the practical one who keeps them moving even when it hurts, even when they have to leave people behind, and Steve is the one who watched their six and makes sure everyone stays safe.
Dustin, Lucas, and Mike know random facts about compasses and radios that help them along the way. Erica does the math for how far they’ve gone and how long it will take them to reach California. Robin and Steve have been bonded by Starcourt but haven’t really had time to get to know each other yet and they’re doing it in an apocalypse, which turns their codependency up to 11. When Steve gets all stressed about looking after the kids or about what their life will look like now, Robin is the one who jokes with him and reminds him there’s still good in the world. He has no idea where his parents are, but he has his soulmates and his kids so he has to keep going.
Maybe they almost die at one point. They’re cornered on all sides and there’s nothing they can do and then all of the Demozombies stop and walk away. Maybe Kali finds them and saves them.
Maybe the radios still work and they find Suzie and Eden, making their way through the wilderness with a pack of their feral younger siblings.
Maybe they make it to California and the Byers aren’t there. (They had to run too. The government came for El and they’re in hiding, but El has been watching her friends and she’s coming. Maybe she never lost her powers. Maybe in the apocalypse, she got them back).
I don’t know. This idea occurred to me today, so I haven’t put a ton of thought into it yet. I just think it would be fun to have these kids go through a proper apocalypse. They’d be ready. They all keep weapons under the beds and their walkies close and they have bags packed in case they need to run. Most of the world wasn’t expecting the apocalypse. But the Party? They were ready.
#stranger things#stranger things fanfiction#if I ever get through my 40 million WIPs maybe I’ll write this#also if you know of a good zombie apocalypse fanfic please leave a comment#I’m not particularly attached to any one stranger things ship so this could go in any direction#there will be platonic Stobin because I love them#but besides that this could be Stoncy or steddie of Buckingham or he’ll cheer#definitely Lumax because I love them#but also maybe just from the parents’ pov#although I guess you don’t need a zombie apocalypse for that#you can just use Hawkins after the earthquake#with their parents finally being read in#sigh#that’s another fic idea#too many ideas
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do yall ever think about bruce/batman!clone danny standing in front of his bathroom mirror after finding out he was a clone and silently tracing his face. The slope of his jaw and point of his chin. The high angle of his cheekbones and the shape of his eyes, the curve of his brow bones and the shape of his nose. The volume of his hair and the way it curls and gets fluffy when it gets too long.
His hair is black the same way a crow's wing is black. His dad's hair is black the same way a black bear's fur is black. His dad's eyes are blue like the ocean is blue. Danny's eyes are blue the same way a glacier is blue.
His dad has a square jaw and straight flat hair, and he tans and gets a face full of freckles when he's out in the sun for too long. Danny burns like a lobster and his face remains untouched. Danny has a sharp jaw and tall cheekbones, and Sam says when he's not smiling there's almost something regal about him. You would never call Jack Fenton "regal" when he's not smiling.
Sam says when he's not smiling he looks scary the same way a stone statue is. Jack Fenton when he's not smiling looks scary the same way that german shepherd staring at you across the street is.
Do you ever think he grew up wondering if he was adopted. Because of course, he has black hair and blue eyes like his dad. But having the same color doesn't make you someone's child.
Or, worse, things he's heard from the other kids and the other parents and even some of his teachers growing up; that he was the product of an affair. And that his dad was just too stupid to notice. And Danny would defend his parents until the day he died, because Jack Fenton wasn't an idiot and Maddie Fenton wasn't a cheater.
But doubt comes in with fickle tongue. his parents swear up and down that he is their child when he asks about either. That Danny just had his grandparents' features, but he was their son and they loved him.
But Danny doesn't look like either of his parents. His mom's eyes are blue like an aquamarine and Jazz's too. And they burn like lobsters in the sun too, but Jazz gets freckles on her face and so does Maddie. And as Danny grows up he doesn't bulk up or get stocky like his dad did, and when he hits puberty he doesn't shoot up like a tree like Jack Fenton did.
He stays small, and they say he's a late bloomer (and he is), or that he just has his mom's height. But he's fast and has good stamina, and some days it feels like he's built entirely different from his family. That the things they went through growing up just didn't apply to him. Jack and Maddie Fenton both had acne and breakouts when they hit puberty, and Jazz inherits it and he's seen the amount of skincare products she keeps on her side of the bathroom.
And then he hits puberty and breaks out maybe once or twice, but his skin stays clear for the most part and the problems and changes his dad went through just don't happen to him.
And the truth is worse than all of the lies.
How horrifying.
#dpxdc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dp x dc#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc crossover#dpdc#danny fenton is a clone#clone danny fenton#clone danny#thinking about the inherent trauma that comes with growing up as a clone and not knowing and questioning everything about yourself#thinking about the amount of effort and lying that Jack and Maddie would've had to to do if they wanted to pass Danny off as their bio son#the MEDICAL RECORDS#danny's medical history is completely different from theirs. any generational health problems the waynes have would/could be passed down to#danny and he's completely oblivious to it up until the reveal. he'd have no idea about any medical risks until they hit him before that.#so many little things and inconsistencies that would just build and build and build until it finally came to a head and the truth came out#forever and ever and ever fascinated by the underlying horror of being a clone. there's a horror in being cloned but there's also a horror#in BEING a clone. like yes he could've always known from the start and that comes with its own set of issues BUT. just. him not knowing#for the longest time. the lies and deceit and betrayal. you know how adopted kids come out and talk about how they didn't know they were#adopted for the longest time and how traumatizing and betrayed they felt when they're finally told 15-20 years down the line? yeah that#i imagine finding out you're a clone is a lot like that.#i read a book in middle school once abt a girl moving to a new town with her family and getting these horrible nightmares and noticing how#everyone was acting strange around her. one of her nightmares was about the 30yo police officer being a shambling corpse talking to her#and at the end of the book she finds out she's actually the clone of a dead older sister and the police officer was her sister's boyfriend.#and she was in gymnastics but quit and her parents were so disappointed bc the og sister was a champion/award winning gymnastics player#and i never did finish the book but god am i reminded of that.#i love reading the dpxdc clone danny posts and they usually have him brush off being a clone which is literally totally fine but duUUDE#just imagine his own horror over it. its SOOO good
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Happy Birthday Ayn! (★ᴗ★)
I can’t stop thinking about his cn bday sr help
#lovebrush chronicles fanart#lovebrush chronicles#lbc fanart#ayn alwyn#lbc#fyi: just my rambling past here#I wasn't going to do anything but the cn birthday cards…#Fanservice but I'm servicing myself because the outfits are right up my alley#mc in a floor length(?) gown plus the roses and jewelry?#the devs did this for me personally#Bejeweled heart lars mc 🤝 2024 cn birthday ayn mc#I dreamt of the bejeweled dress once it's fabulous#Ayn's fit matches her vibe well enough and he gets a kiss for being the birthday boy#the bday ssr was a good read reinforces Ayn’s character and mentality#with a sprinkle of his parents’ history#‘Maybe Ayn would become a happier child’ :(#also kid ayn gives me cuteness aggression look at his face#jkjjsks my brain is all over the place near finals#I haven't tried an atmospheric piece in months hm#not as rendered as I wanted but I can't spare any more time#hyperfixated for 2 days now it's back to responsiblilities#until Long Way Ahead#I’m at 7k stamina lmao
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Irondad fic ideas #154
CW: this one's pretty gruesome. read at your own risk
Peter is a young child who's been kidnapped. His parents and/or his aunt and uncle were killed and he was taken. Along with a bunch of other little kids, he's been held captive and experimented on.
When the Avengers suddenly bust the kidnapping operation, the kidnappers try at the last second to destroy their research. They gas the small room where the kids are being held.
It's Iron Man who ends up blasting through. What he finds is horrifying. All but one of the children are dead.
The one who's left is just sitting among the bodies, crying, shocked, terrified. Iron Man carries him out of there, then once they're safe from the gas Tony steps out of the suit to comfort the kid while he's given oxygen.
Little 5-year-old Peter Parker imprints on his savior hard.
He just went through an unimaginable amount of trauma, then Iron Man burst through like an avenging angel. This is the first time he's ever felt protected in his memory. Tony holds the crying kid, and the kid can tolerate no one else near him.
This becomes a slight problem when they get back to base. But Tony can't find it in him to let SHIELD take the kid away, let them strip him of this one tiny bit of comfort. He keeps seeing all those other kids when he closes his eyes.
This one needs him right now. And if "right now" eventually becomes "this is my son," well. Who could've predicted that.
#sing it with me: codependency irl is bad but reading it in fic heals me on fundamental levels#give me separation anxiety peter! fiercely protective suddenly-a-parent tony!#irondad fic ideas#irondad and spiderson#btw sorry this is so gruesome y'all#cw: violence#idk is that the right tag?#just this image of peter being the only one of a whole group to survive wouldn't leave my brain#then him imprinting on his rescuer instantly#how tony might struggle with emotional vulnerability normally but wouldn't hesitate to comfort this child#iron dad and spider son#peter parker#tony stark#also imagine the moment a few months in when peter finally asks tony to be his dad#tony (crying): sure I can do that#imagine a moment where tony tells peter about his own time being kidnapped#imagine what would happen if the kidnappers (let's say hydra) CAME BACK#queueueueue#see announcements
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I am slowly reading all of @keycarabiner ‘s work on ao3 and it’s ruining my LIFE YOUR WRITING MAKES ME FEEL INSANE.
THIS is a scene from their fic ‘Storge’, this fucking. Sick snapshot of a camp halfblood au with Aphrodite kid Steve, and…. Mysterious Eddie…. OOOOO THE DRAMA
#steddie#steve harrington#eddie munson#I love the drama of a Percy Jackson au#Steve’s distance from his parents is so spicy when it has this layer of like#pride. and sadness at being abandoned#him having to question all his relationships#and how he could finally have true friends at camp halfblood without fear?#but ALSO. NOT BEING ABLE TO RELY ON HIS ‘CHARISMA’#AND EDDIE.#Eddie the banished Eddie the freak#obsessed#also key if you’re reading this#I want to eat your brain#your writing is beautiful
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Ok, Odysseus, the raining* king of Ithaca, is my Roman Empire.
And I don't particularly mean all the "adventures" he went through or the wrong he might have done.
It's the pain of a parent who has not been able to watch his child grow up.
He remembers him as a baby. He was once very close to home, to be able to see (and raise) him still as a child, but that too was taken from him. If it weren't for the right circumstances, he might not have recongnise him in adulthood.
* I apologize for this silly joke that still makes me smile.
#yes it's thanks to Epic#but I have read the Odyssey in the month between finally getting into Epic and the Thunder Saga release. it's one of my favourite books now#and both versions of Odysseus live in my head now and my heart aches for both of them for reasons that are sometimes similar#Epic's Odysseus is more centred on his wife which is very lovely and then his son#the original Odysseus seems to be more concerned for Ithaca and then his son#however they both care for all three#and the part where the original Odysseus finally reunites with Penelope is one of my favourite parts#I'm not a mother yet#don't know if I'll ever be#although I'd love to#just imagining being kept from my child for 20 years. not being to see them grow and be there for them when they would need me makes me cry#I don't know if I could survive that#I get extremly sad when thinking about Anticlea as well#Odysseus#Odysseus of Ithaca#Telemachus#Anticlea#parental love#the Odysseey#Epic: the Musical#“Time for me to be the father I never was”#oversharing#I'm having an emotional day today sorry about that
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do you write fic on ao3?
unfortunately for everyone involved i do!
#ask#and if youre wondering about my handle i write on anon so its doesnt particularly matter (shrugs)#and also i think its pretty easy to figure out which fics ive written because i want to makeout mad sloppy style with an em dash#anyways (waves offhandely) it doesnt really matter much because i have like posted an ss on here before so you know#its not like im trying to hide it like eh#but also because of my disposition that would put a tranced rabbit to shame i dont exactly yell it from the hilltops either#the moral of the story is if you ask me what im working on ill yap about it maybe like post an excerpt#and months later youll find something posted on anon and youll be like oh! so they finally posted it!#so to spare you all (lies on my tummy like we're at a sleepover and giggles) you wanna hear what im working on#haha of course you do youre a prisoner in my yap box#and i want an excuse to talk about it hidden in the tags so people skim over it and not read it <3#SO the earliest wip is from like early october about a magical realism au because i rewatched lwa as i usually do and well theres this one#ep about a magical animal if you will... and you can kinda guess what it is from that lol its sashaforsyekky#because the dreaded @/tungpin infected me with the brainworms about this trio specifically#and it really is ekky going 🥺 at whatever sashaforsy have (persumably) got going on woe is him its at 5k rn but uh ive stalled progress#because puppyekky has consumed my every thought which leads me to my second wip that ive been labouring over since the start of october#that also just broke 5k and not even remotely done lol whoops but its puppy ekky in a team environment with a heavy emphasis on the euros#rn there are scenes scrabbled out with sasha (multiple) mikksy luosty lundy and forsy. i know i have an idea for bobby.#and really lets see where the muse takes us i have vague ideas that are mmmhmm but we'll see when we get there!#the third one isnt the most likely to get finished but uh it is sashamaffhew global series stuff because it stemmed from#“it really is funny that sasha is treating the finland trip like he knocked up a girl#and is trying to make her meet his parents so it doesnt feel like a shotgun wedding when he you know marries her to take responsibility“#and i just think a maffhew pov with that thought in mind because of the whole touchy at e11even thing is funny to me like think mundane#slice of life oh i feel like im being wined and dined i hope i dont fuck it up jfc i think im fucking it up oh god this feels romantic#anyways it feels remotely ooc to me and it really was more of like a writing break from the wips stated above so (shrugs)#might not see the light of day but its 2k as of now so i do feel its a shame if i dont /try/ to finish it you know? its just low priority#anyways thats my writing check in and i am a prisoner to my own mind i will go insane haha these wont be published anytime soon#because i am slow and get distracted soooo easily so you know <3
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#'you don't win no silver/you only lose the gold'#been thinking abt these two a lot lately. especially on account of mbappe's latest (fond!) reminiscences abt their time together at psg#i do think they have a lot of parallels which are very funny to me personally#both won everything there is to win at a very young age (pessi with barça and mbappe with france)#except for that one (1) trophy that keeps eluding them (wc for messi ucl for mbappe)#also both stuck in shit clubs (which they have to carry + are accused of being the 'dictators' of) (lol) making disastrous career choices#not to mention they both have their parents as their agent (which is. well)#and now they've both lost in a wc final !#their dynamic is very interesting to me and i WISH the environment at psg would've allowed for messi to stay longer#like. not to be delusional and read too much into things#but i do think it's very dramatic that messi's first goal for psg was assisted by mbappe#what i'm saying is destiny was cooking smth with these two. but evidently psg administration and the ultras had other ideas sigh
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piltover is annoying
#arcane#im reading a really well crafted fic and#the author definitely understands the worldbuilding#because it's largely in piltover and i'm just low level pissed off about it the whole time#i HATE this place when are we going back to zaun :(#given vi's career trajectory this will probably colour my view of her in s2#she has such an inferiority complex about being undercity#i can already tell it's gonna piss me off#like. hey. the revolution? the one your parents died for???#the one your sister of all people finally DID something about????#this is the problem with fandom tbh#it's all ships ships ships bcus people can't be arsed to engage with the themes (which are usually political in nature + FASCINATING)
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Listening to the audiobook for Know My Name by Chanel Miller & I keep having to pause it so I can cry
#genuinely very hard to listen to#just got to the section where she tells her parents about being assaulted and I cried for 15 fucking minutes#can’t believe I waited this long to finally read it
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Home at last😭🎊
#finally!#i can't wait to read and write and sleep in my bed and not have my parents patriarchal views breathing down my neck#i'm already eyeing some fics#i will meaningfully engage soon!#(soon being tomorrow - i first need to ~be~ in peace and talk shit with my best friend)#chichi.txt
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amyeleven fivenyssa crossover
#the three people who would like to read this get excited and then get disappointed because i never finish anything#but the thing about fivenyssa is that she's his daughter#and it's supremely fucked up#and the thing about amyeleven is that she's his Everything and it's supremely fucked up#and also she's the one who asked the doctor if he's a father and well. she'd get it the second she saw nyssa#i know that line was SUPPOSED to be about susan and susan's hypothetical parents but in my heart it's about nyssa of traken#and the thing about eleven and nyssa is that they'd have extremely deep and intimate conversation about being the last of their kind#she's probably the only person in the universe that he could talk about it truly openly with and it'd be like.#nyssa I'm so sorry i never fully understood you. i couldn't. i do now#and she'd be so SAD about it because she never ever wanted that for him#she never WANTED him to understand her like that because the only way he ever could was to go through the same thing#and nyssa would never consider that price to be worth it#but now she knows it's going to happen and she can never tell her own doctor#and it's devastating devastating but also deeply healing for them both but especially eleven#....#and the thing about amy & five is that she'd know him. of course she would. she'd Believe he's the doctor and Understand about regeneration#and immediately tell him about the first time she met Her raggedy Doctor and he'd be like. you shouldn't be telling me this but#he'd be stunned and captivated by the amount of love and also possesiveness in her voice and wouldn't be able to bring himself to stop her#and she'd see straight through him and make him feel naked and raw and at the end she'd hug him goodbye and kiss him on the forehead#the way eleven does her because he's a CHILD to amy compared to eleven and he can't hide that#and the thing about eleven and five is that they'd each be deeply ashamed of the other#and finally#the thing about amy and nyssa is that they'd make out sloppy style#.....#............#voices offscreen:#'i can't believe you called her my daughter and then made out with her'#'yeah and how many times have you made out with my daughter what's your point'#lavender thoughts#dw
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When you sit down to read an old childhood favorite book and expect covid flashbacks, but don't expect very Loud subtextual commentary about the AIDS epidemic that only put up the most token attempt to camouflage it so the book could actually be published.
#this is Mem's life#and the book was written in 1983#there are no buried gays of the characters with 'special friends' of the sort of relationship some people get hissy over#I mean it is a tragedy but a gay man's donated blood was welcomed and sought after#because he was the most visible early recovered patient running himself ragged to help#and going to see his recovering lover because it was the only thing keeping him sane and going after so many deaths#anyway totally still cried over the ending because Moreta And Leri and dragons#but great choice in following in my parents footsteps in reading all the pern series younger me#seriously though still not over how she went through the most token cover ups#and laid it all out in the loudest possible subtext#also was discussing with my mother about how much we both adore Lessa and F'lar being completely dysfunctional#their relationship is amazing and unhealthy#at least until F'lar starts listening to the actually decent advice from his dragon#anyway since I finally read through all the Lackey books I wanted to reread#(though avoiding all but the Tarma and Kethry books from her valedmar books because I wasn't up for rereading those)#I'm back to finding slightly less legal ways to read pern because libby is giving me 6 week waits on most of them#forgot how short nerilka's story is#I'm already half way through
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i actually kinda like the ending... cause honestly in the end wei ying got burned way too much by the cultivation world and was through with it, and as much as lan zhan is on wei ying's side, he cant leave the sects unchecked, especially with the way they easily turned on wei ying, and then jin guangyao too without thinking of evidence and being suspicious of the scenario
essentially wei ying deserves to be free from the judgement and the societal expectations (not using a sword, crafty tricks, etc), while lan zhan is choosing to stay and keep them in check so that history doesnt happen again
#txt#watching untamed#this is almost a reverse of lan zhan's parents actually#instead of locking wwx up and submitting to the judgement/punishment of the clans they instead fight back 'for justice'#also ive read fic where the reason lan zhan's mother killed the elder was cause of attempted rape#but personally i think the elder was ragging on about either her not accepting 'a better place' or for 'leading a great man on'#and she snapped and killed him#i wish there was more 'nie huaisang being cold-blooded' moments instead of that hinted stuff#mmmmight read the novel or manhua cause i feel like theres a lot of inbetween stuff im missing#not like i skipped ep9-32 hahahaaaa#also love lan zhan's new fit putting down the all white and putting some blue on#finally moving on from mourning his mom and also wei ying#i feel like wen ning got objectified alot considering he can be controlled... like i like that in the end hes choosing to walk his own path#but they didnt do anything to really combat the objectification impression until like the very end#also they basically. killed off all the women.#not unexpected but. hghsjjsjskguuuuu#i like how they really emphasized the 'wwx using resentful energy is bad for his health' chronic pain real#i also like that prostetics were a thing cause alot of characters are just disabled wo anything#but also they were all villains besides wwx of we count no golden core as disability so idk#or his extremely roller coastering mental health.#honestly jiang cheng and wei ying brotherly tragedy#i am also xue yang and meng yao sympathetic. they are psychopaths but there was the potential for them to be 'good'#or. not horrifically abusive/manipulative with their close people#meng yao liker. jing guangyao hater
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One day sending stressful work texts will not make me vaguely nauseous. But that day is not today. Even better yet, one day I will not be stressed at the prospect of sending work emails/texts
#i keep trying to tell myself that very few things in life are truly grave and having a negative response from someone isn't of them#wish my brain would listen#i wish i cared less about what others think of me especially in a professional setting#i'm not saying i want to be rude/callous/unprofessional#but i just want to not spend 30 min writing a 3 lines message then sending it to my parents to have their opinion about the way i worded it#then re-reading the final message 50 times before sending it then being scared to read the answer#it's not all work e-mails/texts that got me like this it depends on the situation. but it happens regularly and it's tiring
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crawls in here coughing and wheezing... everyone is so niceys to me.....
#sobs and collapses djfjndlsl#anyways good-.... well not good morning anymore. good afternoon everybuddy DJDKSL#i spent two real life hours this morning after waking up the first time in like... semi sleep paralysis ???#idk what it is but it happens sometimes where i cannot wake myself up and im on the cusp of being awake but i cant open my eyes or move LOL#and then i will finally be able to wake up for like three seconds before sleep drags me under again and then im stuck again#its so frustrating and drives me nuts 😭😭#BUT IT WAS SO NICE TO SEE KIND TAGS AND EVERYTHING FROM LAST NIGHT YAY THANK U ALL DJFJDKL#everyone so niceys to me :3#i want to draw more for ppl but I'll see what im capable of today fjdksl i am going traveling w parents tomorrow for a medical thing#(not for me but for one of them fjfkdl im just going along so i can perhaps purchase yarn bc they have a craft store there !!! yippee !!!)#anyways so i have to ... do stuff today to be ready for tomorrow and then yay hurray maybe i will draw after i get stuff done#dancing and grooving and boogying down djdkdl kicking my feet and becoming The Smiler reading over tags and rbs :]#dandy.cmd
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