#with my little brother playing the wii while our dogs ran through the house and the big wolfhound chased us up ths stairs as we laughed
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#i miss my mom i miss my mom i miss my mom i miss my mom i miss my mom i miss my mom i miss my mom#im so homesick#but not for my parental house now#but the house when i was 9#with my little brother playing the wii while our dogs ran through the house and the big wolfhound chased us up ths stairs as we laughed#my dad coming back from the construction site to take a nap in the living room while my mom made me and my brother a snack#bread with cheese melted in the microwave#i miss being a child. i miss being me. i miss knowing who i am#i miss my little brother and talking to him at night when were both supposed to be asleep#sitting in the doorframes of our respective rooms so we're 'not breaking the dont leave ur room rule' as we chat#i miss sitting outside with my dad watching thunderstorms. i miss eating a midnight snack with him when i couldnt sleep.#i miss my mom. all of her.#it wasnt fair#its never been fair.#i wasnt supposed to fend for myself at barely 10. my dad was never meant to lose his love#it's not fair.#i dont want to be so estranged from my family. from my life.#i'm homesick for a tike things were easier. where my biggest worry was eating my goddamn vegetables.
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