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I really do find it incredibly irritating how TOH plays all sides of the shipping board just because they don't want to upset shippers.
It's why you get Evelyn looking more like Luz than Willow - it's also why her face is never shown. Even if Dana didn't want to get into the Caleb/Evelyn and Philip murder drama, there isn't any reason for her face to be obscured UNLESS the goal wasnt to upset shippers
It's why you get Luz's type of of boy being angsty warrior princes like Hunter - it's also why all of Hunter's important moments involve Luz and not Willow.
This is why you get Hunter dying and coming back to life looking like Caleb pleading with Luz to help him fight Belos in TTT, but then his entire arc culminates with him holding pinkies with Willow FTF. This is why all the interesting themes Hunter brought to the table were completely kneecapped by his relationship with Willow.
It's fucking bizarre LMAO.
#lunter#see like. I have seen shows where you can see the writers playing with different ships because theyre not going into this#with a solid idea of what they want in mind - so it's experimental. which i think is still annoying#But TOH already knew what it wanted from the get go and it still chooses to play all sides of the board in the most irritating way possible#anyways... people who think Dana hates Lunter even though she made Luzs type of boy angsty warrior princes are so funny#ah yes... truthfully she hates it.... thats why she didnt give Evelyn a concrete appearance#I wouldnt call Evelyns appearance ambiguous bc she looks more like Luz than Willow.#But thats why you never get a clear view of her face LOL#anyways dont get it twisted this show is still very much dead to me
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Flirting With Pranks
Because I wanted these two to laugh and be happy together
"Gale!"Â
"Astarion!"
The pale elf doubled over in his bout of hysterical laughter. He dropped his book on the ground in favor of holding his abdomen, which was tingling as his nerves were toyed with. He tried to fight the bubbling laughter before giving in to the urge - it was too strong. The tingling was turning into invisible yet solid touches, pinching up his hips and sides.Â
Astarion collapsed to his knees. "Whahat the FUCK Gahahale?! It tihihickles!"
"It does? Good! It's supposed to."
Astarion slapped a hand over his ear as some invisible soft instrument flicked over it. "Whyhyhy?!"
"I wanted to hear you laugh, darling. And I wanted it to be fun for you." He put his hands on his hips with a satisfied grin. He had never seen Astarion so out of control - the elf had flopped face-first to the ground and was writhing. "It lasts about as long as that laughing curse you keep casting on us in camp."
"Yohou're awful!" Astarion squealed as the tickling moved into his armpits, and his legs kicked out in wheels.Â
"I can't help but notice you aren't begging for it to stop, darling. Where does it tickle most? I want to know so I can focus the magic there."
Astarion was not about to tell Gale the magic all seemed to jump around his worst spots, making him spasm and twist in his giggle bouts. He couldn't, and didn't dare, imagine what it would be like for all of his worst spots to be tickled at once. His arms went up and down as his hands tried to soothe his tingling skin. "Fuhuck you!"
"More experimentation it is. I don't mind! You had me cackling like a damn loon yesterday, you know? Wyll and Karlach got the best cuts of meat for dinner and I got bone broth. Clear. Bone. Broth."
"I'm sohohorry!"
"Well yeah, you are now."
"Aha! Heh. HehehâŠ" The tickling slowed and disappeared, leaving Astarion panting hard on the ground. He was not left alone for long though - Gale sat himself down on the other's thighs and wriggled his fingers into the exposed stomach lying before him. "GAHAHALE!"
"I had no idea you were actually ticklish dear, I simply must try this for myself."
"Oho no you dohohon't!" A struggle ensued, or started to, because Astarion was still a panting mess from the magic tickle attack. He tried to grab Gale's hands as they snaked up his sides and to that bottom rib, but he was too clumsy and panicked to stop the wizard from making him cackle. He squeezed his eyes shut and caved as the other played his ribs like some instrument. "Nohohoho! Gale, haha, GAHALE, stahp! NAHAT THERE! THAT! HAHA! FAHACK! Yes, yehehes, gohoho bahahack dohown! Get awahay FROM OHAHAHA! THEHERE!"
Pinches turned into loops and swipes, then stopped, and Astarion's cackling slowed to gasping giggles. He managed to open his eyes and give Gale a pleading look.Â
"Your real laugh is adorable, you know that?" He said fondly.Â
"Yohou're an insufferable asshole."
"Are you going to stop casting that laughing spell on us around camp now that I perfected one of my own? Because I can tickle you all day long, darling."
"IâŠ" His smile faltered as he thought, and it returned as a playful and practiced smirk. "As awful as that was, darling, I think it is awfully strange that you created such a playful spell just for me. That wasn't designed to be a one time use, was it? I mean, here you are, on top of me-"
"Oh my gods Astarion."
"And you know? I rather like the attention. And I think you want to make me laugh. Keep making your teasing, playful spells for me Gale, it makes me feel special. Now get off of me so I can exact my revenge when you least expect it."
"It makes you feel- oh you do want another round is what it is? Projecting your feelings onto me, like you aren't the one making us laugh first, I see right through you," His hands began to glow, but the vampire had time to recover. Astarion twisted and threw Gale off, and they wrestled for control. "I'm not giving in!âŠNO!" Giddy giggles filled the air as they jabbed at each other, and Gale found himself weakening to protect his sensitive stomach. "I'll blow you up you ass, you get that finger OUT of my AHA! SHIRT! "
"Found the tickle button," Astarion had gained the upper hand, literally, and kept wiggling his finger in Gale's navel. The wizard's hands fell to protect himself. "Now weâŠareâŠonâŠthe saaaame page. I may be ticklish, but you seem to be far worse off than I. Is that why you felt the need to cheat with magic?"
Gale was giggling too hard to answer. The tables had turned and he was drained from his earlier magic use.
"This is fun dear, and now that I know you're enjoying yourself here too," Astarion paused to admire the man below him. He ran his hands over Gale's stomach to soothe his nerves. "Well," he chuckled. "I prefer being the one to make you laugh. Remember that next time you start a fight I will always finish." He collapsed beside Gale on the ground. They caught their breath together, and Astarion broke the silence once they were quiet again. "So can you teach me that spell? I want to see if Lae'Zel is-"
"No."
"But-!"
"I hate wasting a revival scroll, dear. If that power were in your hands this whole camp would either be at your mercy or I would have to keep bringing you back after they kill you."
"What if I only use it on you?"
"Even worse. If you want to tickle me you have to be brave about it."
"A challengeâŠI accept. Now cuddle me, if the group isn't back by sundown we can keep playing."
"Gladly, darling."
#astarion tickling#gale tickling#astarion#gale#baldurâs gate 3#bg3#tickling#astarion x gale#can be platonic and flirty though#just two dudes alone at camp#lee!astarion#lee!gale#ler!astarion#ler!gale#tasha's hideous laugh#tickle spell#bloodweave#baldurs gate 3 astarion#baldurs gate 3 gale#astarion acunin#gale of waterdeep#bg3 gale
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What is the âRoll Zâ outfit about?
Oh-ho-ho! I have been waiting for someone to ask about that.
See, about a month ago, a friend of mine showed me this video by man on the internet.
Listening to it, I couldn't help but picture Roll in place of Zero, and thus, I drew up this:
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Now, I don't have a solid nor canon X timeline just yet because there's several ways it could go.
Please also keep in mind that I have never played the X games, so if I get anything wrong, I'm sorry!
All the timeline ideas start at the end of the golden age of robotics. Robot masters have been made illegal because of all of Wily's attacks, and so they're ordered by the government to (unfortunately) be deactivated. Including the light children. Light and Wily both end up going into hiding.
Roll, of course, did not agree with this and ran. But, she somehow gets damaged in the process. (The scenario I imagine the most is a building collapsing on top of her.)
This is where the timeline splits.
Timeline idea one:
The first idea I had has Wily finding Roll after she's damaged and decides to use her to get the final one up on Light.
He upgrades her to be the Z look, and much like with Zero, he implants the maverick virus into the gem on her helmet and seals her away, making her an unwitting pawn in his final plan.
Wily did not do anything to make her loyal to him because he knew it wouldn't work. He also knows the virus will likely not affect her either because of her sentience. (which is probably dumb in hindsight because she was affected by roboenza. Maybe the cure made her immune? Idk)
Light, in the meantime, is working on creating X (the timeline also splits here, but I'll get to that later) and passes away while X is in containment doing the final checks, as per the normal x timeline.
Now... Whether or not X is found before Roll is up for debate (as i said, i never played the X games), all I know is Dr Cain still finds X, and Sigma finds Roll.
Roll is initially hesitant to trust Sigma, even fighting him at first, but she is convinced to stop, and she does end up joining and becoming one of the top maverick hunters.
That'd be where Roll meets X...
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The timeline will most likely go on like the games from there.
Timeline idea two:
Much like timeline one, Wily finds and upgrades Roll. But unlike timeline one, Wily has a change of heart, not wanting his legacy to only be destructive.
In this timeline, Zero DOES exist, but he is unfinished, and the maverick virus is in him instead of Roll.
Everything else is like timeline one, except Roll may end up finding Zero at some point.
Dunno what she'd do. Maybe if she had a dream sequence like Zero did in one of the games of Wily telling her to "fix his mistakes," she'd destroy him or something.
Timeline Idea three:
This timeline can be a variation of one or two interchangeably because the change here is involving Light, and is actually somewhat based on an AU my friend has.
In this timeline, Light ends up taking Rock with him into hiding and upgrades him instead of building X.
Everything else carries on like timelines one or two up until "Rock X" ends up meeting "Roll Z"...
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After that, everything would carry on the same.
Timeline idea four:
This last idea is something I got from this video of a protoman rom hack for Mega Man X 1
This time, instead of Wily finding Roll, It's light who finds her and upgrades her, which would include fixing her core because ley me just sat this now,
Because Dr Light is the one who made Roll's experimental core, only HE can fix it since he's the only one who knows how it works. That doesn't mean it can't be maintained by others, though.
This means that in the other timelines, Roll likely still has that issue with her core.
This also means that Zero exists, too, but this time is fully completed. Although honestly, I imagine that Zero is built to be a girl in these timelines because I read somewhere that Zero was based on Protoman, and since he'd technically be based on Roll in this timeline...
I'm not sure what the dynamic between Roll and Zero would be to be perfectly honest. Neither of them would know about Zero being built by wily unless Zero tells Roll about that dream sequence.
Then again, he apparently asked light about it, and Light claimed he didn't know so... that's up in the air I guess.
There are several more possibilities I haven't covered here, like if Blues was taken to be upgraded by Light or if Roll wasn't found by anyone. But the four I talked about are the ones I think about most.
As I said, I don't know which one is the "canon" timeline for the AU. Buuut I think I should mention this-
When the robot masters are deactivated, I personally think that they were all preserved in a museum somewhere. It'd be such a shame otherwise. Plus, it means that, one day, Roll would be able to see Rock and Blues in some form.
Despite the rough patches in their history, Roll loves her brothers and would very much miss them.
I'll probably end up drawing more of Proto!Roll Z eventually.
For now, enjoy this little bit of dialogue I imagine being shared between X and Roll
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X: "So, you were the first of the Robot masters?"
Roll: "I was the prototype, yes."
X: "You were made by Dr Light too?"
Roll: "Mhmm.."
X: "That would make you my sister, right?"
Roll: "...huh. yeah, I guess it would."
- Melody
#mega man#mega man x#prototype roll au#blues and roll swap au#au#megaman au#megaman#rockman#alternate au#mod talk#proto!roll#proto!roll z#she's called Roll Z because Zero#i thought it was clever
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Hello! It's for the matchups trade. I'd like Genshin and Tokyo revengers. I don't mind anyone in genshin. But tokyo revengers no baiji, chifuyu or izana (if anyone treats me like that I'd ruin his life)
She/her
Gemini
Intp
5w4
Asexual/heteromantic
Chaotic Good
Appearance: 164cm. Brown wavy hair, dark Brown eyes. Curvy body I guess? I'm pale with visible beauty marks like on my lips. I wear glasses/sunglasses. I've been described as cute and a tease because I always bite my lips out of habit lol. I often have a tired/annoyed expression or a smile. I wear comfy clothes and even pj outside. Or cliché villain clothes, no in between. I try to wear gloves to stop myself from bitting my nails.
I appear as cold and very sarcastic. But I can be charismatic when I want. I'm always polite unless I dislike you (you'll know it because I become passive agressive). How I act depends on how you act with me, unless I'm in a bad mood. In that case I isolate to not break hearts too much. I act flirty around my friends and is known for sometimes playing with hearts (I'm oblivious to it). I'm petty and can go very far out of spite or vengeance. I curse a lot and will call you out on your bullshit with no issue no matter who you are.
I'm moody and not a morning person AT ALL. I'm brutally honest and it affected some friendships because people sometimes won't dare to approach me. I'm also socially obvious to a lot of things. I'm very curious and have a short attention spawn.
Getting along with me is easy peasy. As long as you're not whiny or a hypocrite we will get along. Now getting to know me is....nearly impossible. No friend of mine has managed to make me spill my problems even thought they share theirs and I help them out. My trust issues and daddy issues are too important for that lol. I don't open up and bottle my feelings all the time till I shut down or explode. I isolate a lot when I have problems or I'm just thinking (I love daydreaming). I'm rebellious but also a smooth talker. My friends know I have good intentions and would never wrong an innocent person. I'm the smart but reckless friend cuz I'll always hype up bad ideas for fun. I can be a bit naive. Even thought I have morbid curiosity and shared dubious experimental ideas....morals ain't my Forte. I'm more logical than emotional. I'm ambitious and can't stand my own failure. But I'm also lazy and a procrastinator which is a terrible combo. I'm always willing to debate and learn new things because knowledge is very important to me. I'm creative and innovative, I know when to get to business. I'm very competitive and try to hide it. Yeah I have an ego, so what? if you don't have a solid argument with me, I'll destroy you.
Despite that, I joke a lot and never take anything seriously. It happens that I underestimate people (I beat them later sooo). I'm a big tease and love to rile up people and see them get angry. I subtly insult people when they piss me off.
Because of that, I get very lonely and I'm misunderstood. I don't recognize my own feelings and mask that pretty well as it fools everyone. i don't consider myself to be a good person for some reasons. I envy easily and get annoyed easily because I want to succeed above all lol. Oh and I love money.
I mostly kin Malleus, Floyd, Furina, Diavolo from OM, Douma and perhaps some ratio.
Hobbies: Reading (mystery, thriller, fantasy), true crime, video games, manga, drawing, baking, fighting sports (sparing and shooting), learning, daydreaming. I love space and mad scientists stories. My aesthetic is definitely related to those subjects as well as the sea and stars.
I'm insecure about my weight despite not being overweight.
In a relationship, I'm the most chill person. I don't get jealous or clingy. You can do whatever you want. I'm always here to give you advices because helping you out, giving you my time and giving you gifts is my love langage. It bothered my last boyfriend because he thought I wasn't emotionally present and isolated a lot (which I did. I warned him that I accepted out of boredroom and didn't love him but he still went ahead. Then he emotionally cheated on my bd and everyone noticed but me lol. I separated from those friends cuz none told me and I value honesty a lot). I love cuddles but I'll take time to accept physical touch. I enjoy a partner that can keep up with me and be patient and honest because I value honesty. I also love receiving gifts because uh...I grew up with them validating love. I hate whiny and cowardly people.
I speak Arabic, French and English. I'm an only child. I study electronics and want to work in space related studies. One of my childhood dream was making clones out of people and messing with DNA but it's apparently immoral which I don't understand. I mean if I agree then all should be fine no?
HI HUN!! IM SO SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG. âŠâŠ..
MATCHUP Trade w @imjustabeanie !!!
Iâve decided to pair you withâŠ.. CHILDE ⊠& DRAKEN!!
Draken!!
Letâs be honest. Heâd totally be somewhat reminded of mikey- personality wise.
At first heâd probably treat you the same as mikey, take care of you n all!!
Although he wants you to talk to him about your problems, he knows when to not push.
He wont talk about his problems, but would encourage you to talk. He doesnt want to be closed off.
Lets be honest, itâd take a lot to get Ken REALLLLYYY mad. Heâd probably tease you back.
Moral wise: I think Ken would think you are still a good person. If you are human, you do bad things no matter what. If you get along with Ken, it means you are a good person đ©·
Heâd probably be the best person to talk to for any problems/insecurity. He always knows what to say!! Esp growing up in a brothel.
Heâd love spending time with you. Personally ken seems like heâd honestly love to give you gifts back, and whatever you give him heâd keep forever. A plushie? On his bed. A poster? Hung up on his wall. Matching bracelets? Always wearing it.
I think heâd be more happy that you arenât clingy- just because heâs probably always busy with Mikey, or Toman.
He definitely will be the one of keep up with you. He has a great emotional maturity!! If it takes time for physical touch heâs fine with that, I think he prefers quality time and gift giving anyways!!
Speaking different languages is so cool to him!! I think heâd be so proud whenever you spoke a diff language like âTHATS MINE!!!!â
Out of the two, I think heâd be less likely to let you clone him, but would nonethelessâŠ..
CHILDE!!!
Perfect personality for this man. Lets be honest!!
If you hated him, heâd love to egg you on. Heâd probably flirt with you if you hated him!
But if you LIKE him, heâd be more ecstatic. Heâd approach you with your cold demeanor- but getting close to you would make him so happy!
He definitely loves how petty you can be! It gets him going.
He also makes everything in jokes. But he knows when to take something seriously. He has younger siblings, and he knows when things get taken too far.
He LOVES being competitive !!! You guys would debate constantly, even if you win a lot.
Heâd enjoy whenever you would hype him up for the dumbest shit heâd do. âDo a back flip!â
Also pretty emotionally unavailable. He wouldnât come to you for his problems.
He can be 50/50 on talking about his problems. If heâs having a really bad day he will probably be VERY cold.
But he also wont force you to talk about your problems. I feel like heâs super bad at comforting people.
Since Ajax is NEVER around, his love languages are definitely 1) physical touch and 2) gift giving.
He always buys things for his younger siblings, because he knows he isnât able to always be there for them, and hopes he could be able to do the same with you!
Now with physical touch, I feel like it would allow him to be in the moment. He understands if you need time, but he will never decline!
I feel like he def speaks a diff language, so heâd try to learn more languages to be able to talk to you in it!!!
Now will 10000000000000% let you clone him. Heâd think itâd be funny, as long as you donât work with dottore.
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AGAIN IM SORRY THIS TOOK FOREVER ML ⊠đ©·đ©·đ©· HOPE YOU ENJOY
#genshin imagines#genshin x reader#genshin xiao#genshin impact#genshin angst#genshin smut#genshin ajax#genshin childe#genshin harbingers#genshin tartagalia#genshin fanfic#tokyo rev x you#tokyo revengers x reader#tokyo revengers inui#tokyo revengers angst#tokyo revengers smut#tokyorev angst#tokyorev smut#tokyo revengers#tokyo rev angst#tokyo#tokyo rev x reader
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Hello! Can I get a Tokyo Revengers match please?
No Baiji, kazutora or Takemitchi please ^^'. I don't mind any other character, even from the manga or from antagonists if there are any real one in that fandom lol.
She/her, Gemini, Intp, 5w4
Asexual/heteromantic
Chaotic Good
Appearance: 164cm. Brown wavy hair, dark Brown eyes. Curvy body I guess? I'm pale with visible beauty marks like on my lips. I wear glasses/sunglasses. I've been described as cute and a tease because I always bite my lips out of habit lol. I often have a tired/annoyed expression or a smile. I wear comfy clothes and even pj outside. Or cliché villain clothes, no in between. I try to wear gloves to stop myself from bitting my nails.
I appear as cold and very sarcastic. But I can be charismatic when I want. I'm always polite unless I dislike you (you'll know it because I become passive agressive). How I act depends on how you act with me, unless I'm in a bad mood. In that case I isolate to not break hearts too much. I act flirty around my friends and is known for sometimes playing with hearts (I'm oblivious to it). I'm petty and can go very far out of spite or vengeance. I curse a lot and will call you out on your bullshit with no issue no matter who you are.
I'm moody and not a morning person AT ALL. I'm brutally honest and it affected some friendships because people sometimes won't dare to approach me. I'm also socially obvious to a lot of things. I'm very curious and have a short attention spawn.
Getting along with me is easy peasy. As long as you're not whiny or a hypocrite we will get along. Now getting to know me is....nearly impossible. No friend of mine has managed to make me spill my problems even thought they share theirs and I help them out. My trust issues and daddy issues are too important for that lol. I don't open up and bottle my feelings all the time till I shut down or explode. I isolate a lot when I have problems or I'm just thinking (I love daydreaming). I'm rebellious but also a smooth talker. My friends know I have good intentions and would never wrong an innocent person. I'm the smart but reckless friend cuz I'll always hype up bad ideas for fun. I can be a bit naive. Even thought I have morbid curiosity and shared dubious experimental ideas....morals ain't my Forte. I'm more logical than emotional. I'm ambitious and can't stand my own failure. But I'm also lazy and a procrastinator which is a terrible combo. I'm always willing to debate and learn new things because knowledge is very important to me. I'm creative and innovative, I know when to get to business. I'm very competitive and try to hide it. Yeah I have an ego, so what? if you don't have a solid argument with me, I'll destroy you.
Despite that, I joke a lot and never take anything seriously. It happens that I underestimate people (I beat them later sooo). I'm a big tease and love to rile up people and see them get angry. I subtly insult people when they piss me off.
Because of that, I get very lonely and I'm misunderstood. I don't recognize my own feelings and mask that pretty well as it fools everyone. i don't consider myself to be a good person for some reasons. I envy easily and get annoyed easily because I want to succeed above all lol. Oh and I love money. I like gifting my friends and receiving gifts.
Hobbies: Reading (mystery, thriller, fantasy), true crime, video games, manga, drawing, baking, fighting sports (sparing and shooting), learning, daydreaming. I love space and mad scientists stories. My aesthetic is definitely related to those subjects as well as the sea and stars.
I'm insecure about my weight despite not being overweight.
In a relationship, I'm the most chill person. I don't get jealous or clingy. You can do whatever you want. I'm always here to give you advices because helping you out, giving you my time and giving you gifts is my love langage. It bothered my last boyfriend because he thought I wasn't emotionally present and isolated a lot (which I did. I warned him that I accepted out of boredroom and didn't love him but he still went ahead. Then he emotionally cheated on my bd and everyone noticed but me lol. I separated from those friends cuz none told me and I value honesty a lot). I love cuddles but I'll take time to accept physical touch. I enjoy a partner that can keep up with me. I also love receiving gifts because uh...I grew up with them validating love. I hate whiny and cowardly people. I don't fall first and don't make the first move. I guess a possessive partner would be nice (the red flag in me is talking don't mind)
I speak Arabic, French and English. I'm an only child. I study electronics and want to work in space related studies.
Thank you! You can just tag me instead of answering the ask ^^
Thanks for the request @imjustabeanie. For matchups, itâs all about personality, hobbies, etc, so all characters are eligible. I understand you donât want certain characters, however I still had to consider them in this decision because they might be the perfect match. Thankfully for you, they were not. So, letâs get into it!
You GotâŠ
Rindou Haitani!!!
Boy is related to Ran. So having someone in his life who can he lazy is no big deal!
Heâs love your mischievous side. It would excite him
I picture star gazing dates! Thatâs so romantic I canât!!!
I feel like heâd be really good at gift giving. Heâs really good in a team and knowing what a personâs strength and weaknesses are, so I feel like that would be the same with what people like.
Doesnât seem to be needy and I feel like he wouldnât be upset if you are super chill.
would support you and your ambition
I hope you like it!
#First Division girl#tokyo rev#tokyo revengers#tr matchup#tr matchups#tokyo revengers matchups#tokyo revengers matchup
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Many Seeds Many Blessings
There's a lot of reasons I like this set, not the least because we have Zhang Zhehan and Gong Jun in their bright blue and red Wenzhou colors.
I also like figs that have a leg kicked up, like Zhehan does here in his inspiration photo:
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I love active poses from Zhehan, he's always so athletic and graceful looking in motion.
Here's the inspiration for Gong Jun's outfit and pose:
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What an absolutely beautiful smile from Junjun. I wouldn't think a Safeguard soap ad would feature one of my favorite smiles of his, but here we are.
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I really, really love the bandana on his wrist - not only does it highlight the strength of his arm and the beauty of his hand and fingers, but it also has the pop of bright blue. Which I know is for Safeguard's logo, not the Wenzhou blue, but the associations are still really nice for me!
Before we get started, with fig pics, I just wanted to say I'm DISAPPOINTED in these figs. Well, not the figs, they're innocent. The FIG MAKER. She posted a pic of the figs looking like this:
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Notice the smooch on Zhehan's sliver of chest and of course right there under Gong Jun's beauty mark. I was so charmed! Then I got these figs, and saw the kiss on Gong Jun's face, but where is the kiss on Zhehan?!? NOT there in the final product!
I don't know about you, but I'm a fan of equal smooch time, and I have a feeling some of you may be too. More to come on that.
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These two arrived safely! They were part of the experimental batch I didn't air column wrap, so thankfully they were not victims of my own hubris.
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Zhehan looks a little woeful here, no doubt because he's lacking a good solid smooch. It's OK honey, we'll see what we can do about that.
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I'm just tickled that these figs can actually stand. They're pretty heavy, so I was a bit worried to experiment with them, but they stand beautifully. AND, not only can they stand, but Zhehan can stand on either foot!
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Actually, the fact that he can stand on either foot proved difficult (for me) as I very carefully noted that he was standing on his right leg in the magazine picture, and mentally chanted, right leg right leg right leg as I was taking pictures. And then promptly managed to take a pic of him on his left leg.
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Ahh it's been a while, but we're back to the typical JZP fig maker fig silhouettes. We've got Junjun's very slim runway model proportions, and Zhehan's lusher frame.
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Both of their sets of legs are cute! I like we've got a little bit of movement for Junjun too.
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This is such a cute angle on Junjun! Adorable.
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Even a cuter angle! Good shot of the silhouettes too.
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I wish we had gotten the scarf around Junjun's wrist, but that would likely have been quite difficult.
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Well, since I took the photo anyway, here's how he stands on the other leg!
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Nice and clean paint. The clothes are simple but executed quite well.
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The pants aren't as shiny as they look, I just have late afternoon sun pouring in through my window and lighting up the figs!
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Oops. I got here and realized I had not taken a top down picture! I had already finished up and put the figs on stands and away on my fig display. Alright, they came back for a photo encore.
I had been so focused on poor smooch-less Zhehan, and making sure he got all the kisses he so rightfully deserves!
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I had this water sticker pack that was part of the Zhongpei fig set, and as you can see it had quite a few little lip stickers.
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As you can see, the little lip print is quite a bit bigger than the one on Junjun, and a little bit darker. I don't mind the darker color, since Junjun's eating a pomegranate, after all, but the fact that it's bigger is problematic. There's very little real estate there on Zhehan's chest.
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You can see there's definitely no room on his chest for the entire print without it looking strange, so I trimmed it to have just enough peeking out.
Well, I'll cut to the chase...somehow I bungled the first couple tries. The first time I have no idea what happened, the kiss like smeared into a little red ball before I even was able to try to apply it. The second time I don't know what happened either, but the sticker would not stick for anything, no matter how much water or what I tried to do, either side. The third time I realized that the sticker is the opposite side, so I could only stick it on his right side.
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The third time was the charm! There's a little bit of a line where I wasn't able to get it snug enough against the lapel, but honestly it was a miracle I even got it on. I'll get a little bit of acrylic paint and paint in the little bit of the line so it looks like it's under the lapel. I still have one kiss sticker left, but I didn't dare take this off and try to reapply - it was very difficult to get on as it is! It also bunched up, but I ran my finger over it and it stretched out somehow. I'm not rolling the dice that I'll be able to do any better!
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This also came with a magnet as a free gift. And look! They put the kiss on the same side I did! Looks like that worked out.
Material: Resin...and some smooches!
Fig Count: 423
Scene Count: 29
Rating: đđ
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Book Review (7/3/23)
The King Must Fall by Adrian Collins (4/5)
A wonderful collection of dark and bloody stories. What You Wish For by Devin Madson (4.5/5) Maybe itâs the fact this is the first story in the anthology or maybe itâs that fairytale-like ending but I loved this story apart from one or two of the character names. The Dark Son by Luke Scull (4/5) Apart from the jungle setting the story wasnât too original but it did benefit from having one of the rare endings to come with a positive message. Glory to the King! by Anna Smith Spark (3/5) While the idea of imposter syndrome in an undefeated ruler was interesting to read and the writing generally solid, said rulerâs profanity-laced narration struck me as more juvenile than moving personally speaking. The Book Burnerâs Fall by Anthony Ryan (3.5/5) While well-written, particularly in its opening sections, I was left somewhat dissatisfied by the climax. Mother Death by Michael R. Fletcher (5/5) The Ice Age-inspired setting, the unique magic system, and the compelling first-person narration made this one an instant favorite of mine. The Black Horse by Jeremy Szal (4/5) The bloodiest of the bunch, this story really reminded me of TLOU from the dynamic between the two main characters to the moral dilemma presented at the climax. Thrall by Lee Murray (4/5) The story didnât do anything unexpected apart from making the selkies New Zealander but it was well-told. King for a Day by Daniel Polansky (4/5) The Mesoamerican-inspired setting was interesting but what really grabbed my attention was just how many times the MacGuffin changed hands, not to mention the fact each murderous, would-be ruler having a different reason for wanting power. Looking back now, it kind of reads like someone adding the One Ring or the Green Pearl to The Emperorâs New Groove, whichâŠobviously isnât very funny. The King-Killing Queen by Shawn Speakman (5/5) Really wish I could have backed the expanded edition on Kickstarter. Anyway, what I liked most about this particular story was the blending of an Arthurian-based mythos with a GRRM-like sensibility regarding the human condition. The Face of the King by Adrian Tchaikovsky (5/5) This story was by far the most experimental, which immediately earns it some brownie points. The fact Tchaikovsky actually managed to pull off the present tense, second-person narration and stick the landing with one of the most memorable endings in the whole book, on the other hand, elevates it to the top of the pile. Hand of the Artist by Trudi Canavan (5/5) This was another first-person story I really enjoyed. The protagonist was very relatable and it was nice to see a king be brought down through the healing power of art for a change. The Conspiracy Against the Twenty-Third Canton by Alex Marshall (4.5/5) A non-European setting combined with two likable female protagonists and a few good twists made this a pleasure to listen to though there were some instances of modern language I didnât particularly enjoy. Also, cannibalism. The Blade Queen and the Stoneheart by Anna Stephens (3/5) Apart from the titular Blade Queen none of the characters were that interesting and again the amount of profanity was a turn-off. That said, the ending did leave a striking image in my mind and the homage to Eowyn from LOTR a nice touch as well. The Day the Gods Went Silent by Justin T. Call (3/5) Well-written but overstuffed with world-building. A Piece of Movable Type by Peter Orullian (2.5/5) Apart from the ending the story wasnât so much bad as it was dull and underwhelming. Definitely the weakest of the bunch in my opinion. The Wizard in the Tower by Kameron Hurley (5/5) I wasnât expecting something romantic but Iâm also not going to complain when itâs this good. The Varcolac by Matthew Ward (4.5/5) The relatively straightforward plot was elevated by cool characters, excellent prose, and a stellar ending that left me torn. On Wings of Song by Deborah A. Wolf (5/5) A fairytale-like story of sirens and female friendship that was heartwarming, if appropriately bloody by the end. The Last Days of Old Sharakhi by Bradley P. Beaulieu (4.5/5) Definitely a high note to end the anthology on. As an Arab, I adored the Middle Eastern setting but just as much I enjoyed the themes of change, legacy, and mortality. Special shoutout to audiobook narrator, Greg Patmore, who did an excellent job narrating each story.
Currently reading: Stardust by Neil Gaiman
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FINAL REFLECTION
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Finally finished. It took a very long time, lots of hours in the polytechnic and at home for a result I feel I can be proud of. If this course has taught me anything it's that character design takes a lot more time and planning than I would've guessed. That'd be something to keep in mind for the future, when planning for a design making sure to allocate more time than I'd think I need to compensate for my overly ambitious projects. My goal with this project was to improve as a designer generally, I didn't really have a defined goal, but I most certainly came out a much better designer, and a much better artist. Those practice exercises with the poses helped me get a good grasp on human anatomy which was something I wanted to learn but never knew how to approach. For this final piece in particular I had an idea in mind with these skeletal owl creatures, I knew I wanted to do something with that, but I needed to create a story for them to exist in. So, Hunter Price was created to serve the setting first rather than the character design, which kind of shows. His design isn't too detailed or overly interesting, but it's more to contrast with the weirdness of the new world he's found himself in. What helped cement his character in my head was when I wrote out a day in his life, just to get a feel for what sort of person he was, that helped me visualize him better. Honestly, the final project came together better than I thought it did, I took risks (coloured outlines, detailed setting design, fisheye perspective (not really a conventional perspective used in film posters)) and they paid off really well and in the future I'll be more open to experimentation/risk with my designs. Though, it's not all positive, I felt like Hunter's head design could've been a lot more solid, especially considering my previous designs in this same course (Leebourne especially) having solid expressions. I guess I was in a rush so it didn't turn out too well, but still, it's passable. I'd definitely spend more time on the character design aspect in the future as my characters generally aren't too unique looking with basic sets of clothing and normal looking facial features, just sort of regular people. But then again, I've always disliked overly complex character designs, just visual noise, but I still could've done better because sometimes the most simplistic designs are the most memorable. But, with the skills I've developed I can finally get onto some personal projects of mine that've been sitting within the vaults of my mind, I finally feel confident in my ability to produce something that's up to my quality standard. Overall, I'm pretty satisfied with how this course played out, and it was most certainly my favourite course we've done so far.
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Yellow Hat
For my yellow hat, I began again with after effects to experiment with what I could do to represent the benefits of atomic energy. In my research, most of the benefits I found related to clean energy and harnessing atomic energy for the future so as to phase out fossil fuels.
I wanted more artistic experimentation for this hat. When I thought of clean energy, what came to mind was freshness of air and clearing off the smoginess of populated urban areas which rely heavily on fossil fuels for electricity.
Colours I associate with freshness are green, blue, white and maybe some shades of yellow.
I screenrecorded a digital painting of these colours.
I used this as a background for the yellow hat in After Effects, then began experimenting with what to place on top of this.
I thought to look at symbols of balance as I associate clean energy with this idea of balance in nature and found that throughout many cultures, circles were the common shape used to represent balance. I
I used a triangle solid and keyframed this to develop into a many-pointed spiral that went from a dark, murky green to white. For now, I am happy with this imagery but will return to it in a while to see if I can elevate this further.
I would like to show the swell and deflation of breath that we take when the air is particularly fresh and 'clean'.
I discovered the Bulge effect through a youtube tutorial:
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I thought of an ident I saw for BBC 2 that reminded me of this 'freshness' idea and I drew inspiration from it:
I moved the bulge tool slowly to the centre to represent a deep breath, then leave quickly to resemble an exhale.
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âfinal installâ
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Decided to separate my works into sections so that all together they could complement each other.
Even though the installation isn't taken into consideration while marking in this particular module, I still believe it affects how the work presents itself.
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Artist Statement
Let the theme be my happiness.Â
Does it hold significance for you, or is it perceived as trivial?
After navigating through the traumas of ordeals for years, I yearn to embrace joy. I want to disregard its complexity and reconcile with what has been lost to it.
As I perceive colours, I also interpret emotions. Yet, I question whether it is my eyes truly feeling on my behalf or if it's my mind, perhaps deceiving itself to offer a pleasing narrative.
By intertwining traditional artistic practices such as painting and drawing with the incorporation of mixed media, I found ways to express. Additionally, digital manipulation enables me to depict a fixed narrative, a journey where the complexity could have initially led me astray once again. Â
Evaluation
A primary challenge in my creative work lies in a recurring self-centred theme. While this introspective focus constantly generates new ideas for exploration, it has also led to a never-ending flow of concepts and a sense of dissatisfaction with the body of work produced. While I believe that improved time management skills may not be the solution to this very concern, I recognise its potential to facilitate the generation of a larger quantity of developments, allowing for the exploration of various practices and techniques that could contribute to a more satisfying portfolio.
Another issue I have been facing is being entrenched in my comfort zone. This reluctance to experiment stems from a fear of uncertainty regarding the outcomes. Consequently, the fear hinders my ability to fully engage in the creative process. The studio space, intended as a facility for exploration, feels intimidating, and the fear of taking up space prevents my utilization of available resources.
I have also limited my exposure to ideas and possibilities that thorough research has the potential to uncover due to my intense focus on interpreting topics through my own lens. This, combined with the challenge of organizing my thoughts effectively, has resulted in missed opportunities for further development. The fear of not having enough time to refine potential ideas into what I perceive as solid art pieces adds an additional layer of hesitation and restraint to my creative process.
Nevertheless, I cannot characterize the body of work I've produced as unsuccessful. While I may not have fully achieved the goals I set for myself, mainly due to the time-consuming nature and the unconventional materials that I wanted to venture into, which I hadn't worked with before and thus struggled to find the use of, The process itself has made me stretch the boundaries of my comfort zone. This is evident in both the scale of my pieces and the adoption of positive and simplistic concepts, which stand in prominent contrast to the complex and trauma-based themes that have been the focus of my previous work until now combined with developing the new colour palettes aligning with interpretation on the emotional aspect of my theme.
In my upcoming projects, I aim to prioritize experimentation, enhance my assertiveness in setting goals and deadlines, and overcome the fear associated with my creative work. I aspire to create more, even if the outcomes are not immediately successful, recognizing that this approach contributes to the continuous development of my artistic process.
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A fairly quite long time ago now, I took a writing workshop from Orson Scott Card. And I am often surprised and delighted by how much the writing wisdom he gave back then still ends up paying me dividends.
One of his bits was about horror - as an event in a story, not the genre.
You always have to have enough detail so the audience knows what happened but after that how much you put in is optional. Differing amounts of those optional details have as much effect as the details themselves. Because, after the essentials, putting in details is controlling what in a scene comes out of the writerâs imagination and what comes out of the readerâs imagination.
Put in lots of details and that is making the moment come out of your mind. Skimp on the details and you are making the reader fill in those gaps with whatâs in their head.
Youâre always co-authoring, youâre always the senior creator. Detail is one of the primary ways you assign work load to the reader as co-author.
For intense emotional labor, you want to assign more work to the reader than yourself because the reader will always feel their own emotions more strongly than your emotions. So the more you provoke instead of provide emotions, the more the audience will feel instead of think.
Thatâs really just show vs & tell with the numbers filed off. But for horror it means that if you really want to trigger the audienceâs emotions and get them all riled up and disturbed by their deepest fears playing out in the most gruesome way possible, instead of pouring on the details of gore and violence and danger and angst and all that jazzy ornamentation, you dial it back to the minimum so they fill it in.
His example was the shower fight in Enderâs Game. It was the scene he got the most letters about. People would just endlessly write to him in objection to how violent and just horrific it was. They would talk about just how over the top some particular instance of it had been. But he hadnât written any of that. Itâs actually an intensely spare scene. All the violence and horror and gore is what they made up themselves which was worse for them than anything he could have come up with.
Ok. Flash forward 22 years.
Iâm âworkingâ on an experimental piece (read: I have barely any idea what Iâm doing) which Iâm trying to balance between being horrific and angsty but not TOO horrific and angsty. I want it to be a dark read, not too dark to read.
So the last bit I wrote, NOT thinking of Cardâs advice, I thought: you know, I gave a fair amount of gruesomeness last time, I think I should really dial this back. Just a few details.
I read it in one of my writing groups last night and, where everyone had been fairly calm and collected about the same stuff last time it came up, I ended up clearly triggering about half the group. Nearly everyone mentioned how disturbing this bit, that I had dialed back was, when last one, where I lingered on it, they reassured me it wasnât too much.
And Iâm just listening and being blown away as Cardâs whole lecture is coming back to me and realizing I had done it by accident but wow, did it pan out as right.
And I am just always delighted to grasp some of the clockwork of story. Even when itâs clockwork I have been shown before. I love that there is this sort of Alchemicalness to such an integral part of all our lives. Weâre exposed to story all the time every day. Itâs as normal as talking.
And nobody knows anything. Itâs all magic and guesswork driven by intuition and bs. ART!
AND
There clearly is some kind of science there, too. Something obscenely complex but graspable and learnable. In the same way that physics is utterly arcane but deeply solid underneath even if itâs so weird it breaks our minds a little. Itâs learnable. Reproducible.
I love that.
I love that itâs both.
That feeling of seeing it tick in both ways energizes and delights me. Honestly, it makes me feel more like a wizard than fiddling around with metaphysics. Or even actually writing, sometimes XD!
So yeah, last nightâs minimal detail making people more horrified than more detail previously given is my last delight.
Hope it entertained you or helped you pass out for some needed rest ;) either or ;) Hope you feel better. And I will shut up now.
so so so so so tired today and could use some happy things, so: reblog and tell me the most recent thing that delighted you?
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Poppy Styles
For the purposes of this post, Iâm defining pop as a genre (which is a neutral category encompassing both great and crap music) and poppy as music in some way compromised, so as to be more âradio friendlyâ and in line with popular trends.
On HS1, I believe Harry intentionally bucked trends. Many consider âSign of the Timesâ to be a pop ballad (and I would say a rock, or pop/rock ballad) but I donât think anyone would accuse it of being poppy. Likewise, âTwo Ghosts,â âSweet Creatureâ and âKiwiâ are anything but poppy. Likewise, the other tracks on HS1 (the non-singles) lack poppy devices, or attributes.Â
When he made Fine Line, I believe Harry (perhaps out of ambition, but more likely due to outside pressures, such as his label) conceded to making his singles poppy. Harry doesnât make crap music, but how does one make wholesome food appeal to those with McDonald's taste? Well, you can take perfectly good food and add things, such as loads of high fructose corn syrup, copious hydrogenated oil and excessive salt. With music, you can add some kind of a catchy hook, even if it becomes irritating over time. Many cheap sounds/effects can be added to music to imitate other songs which are currently getting people hooked.
Now, there are certain poppy attributes which I find more appealing (just as I find certain junk foods hard to resist) and certain ones which I can not stand in the current dayâs iteration of poppy-ness. I enjoy âGoldenâ and âWatermelon Sugar,â but there is nothing substantial to either of the songs and they do have some cheesy synth parts which seem calculated to fit trendy sensibilities. âAdore Youâ and âLights Upâ are meaty, well crafted songs, but they have been produced and the instruments arranged/chosen in such a way as to sugar them up. Electronic vocal effects (some much more subtle than others) are an extremely easy way to poppify an otherwise solid song. âFallingâ is a solid ballad, although doesnât stand up to heavy, repeated listening (in my not so humble opinion.) The ostinato piano part (a short melody or pattern that is constantly repeated) serves as a sort of poppy hook. Harryâs vocal for âFallingâ is powerful and moving, but the very thing that âhooks youâ that ostinato piano, is what gets old about the song, if you listen too much. I very much enjoy âTreat People With Kindness,â but itâs undeniable that there is some poppy production involved -- especially the vocal effects in the âAll we ever want is automaticâ section. I donât see poppy-ness employed in the non-singles of Fine Line. One could argue that âSunflower v. 6âł employs certain poppy elements, but I donât believe that was Harryâs intent and the song seems almost experimental in many ways.
âAs it Wasâ is a very solid, consequential song -- at least the equal to âLights Upâ in that regard. However, the synth tone strikes me as very poppy and cheesy -- it sounds like something you might hear on radio Disney. Harryâs voice sounds as if heâs a long way off, or in the bottom of a barrel, which enhances the idea that this is a conversation happening inside his mind -- unfortunately, his voice also sounds a bit unnatural (electronically modified) which really is a crime when you consider the instrument he commands. The âlightning-fast internetâ section has a very heavy auto-tune effect, which is extremely poppy and I find it particularly obnoxious, appalling and contrary to every sound principal of artistic merit.Â
Iâm very curious to find out if poppy-ness is confined to the singles on âHarryâs House.â If so, I will only be able to conclude that it is a compromise and concession to the commercial pressures on his career.
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the boyz' bedroom roles
how i imagine the boyz' role(s) when making love with you
it's me, your favorite horny bastard with something else tbz related because honestly?? i'm just a slut for tbz fanfiction as of recent. obviously, these are all strictly my opinions, but i feel like i should clarify that anyways. these are all genderless because gender is a social construct đ moving on
genre: smut, some fluff in certain parts
includes mentions of (oh god this is going to be a long list): praise kink, degradation kink, pet names, bdsm, torture, dacryphilia, brat taming, experimentalism, exhibitionism, brief mention of a threesome, cockwarming, cock slapping, sex toys, restraints, marking, forced submission, somnophilia, casual sex, vanilla sex, teasing, wax play, blindfolds, orgasm denial, cum eating, spit swallowing, spanking/whipping, katoptronophilia, face sitting, edging, overstimulation, milking
i think that's all the mentions/warnings, please let me know if you noticed i missed something!
a/n: the gifs are just some of my favorites, i really don't have a theme for them lol.
sangyeon!
i feel like it goes without saying at this point, if you follow me or keep up with me at all, you know i worship the idea of this man being a service top. i will continue to live under the belief that sangyeon is the service top.
my reasoning being that sangyeon is very warm and caring, and would love to please you any way he can, including sexually. sangyeon is so eager to please, and will cater to your every need accordingly. if you want him to be your little pain slut, he's more than willing. if you want him to fuck you senseless until you can barely form sentences and can't even remember what was troubling you to begin with, he'll do that too.
sangyeon truly lives to make you happy. this baby loves to be rewarded though, so please be sure to praise him for doing such a good job, and reward him with plenty of kisses and cuddles. it's also a reward for you because you get to see his angelic smile.
jacob!
honestly, i see jacob as a switch. i think jacob would be the perfect angelic sub, taking the pain you give him and taking your cock (whether fake or real) so well. jacob would look absolutely beautiful with tears decorating his cheeks, eyes glossed over with pleasure.
however, this little bitch is also a very good dom. any trace of that angelic sub i mentioned previously is gone. jacob is naturally musically inclined and would love to hear your beautiful voice scream his name as he drives you wild.
he loves to try new things with you as well, regardless of who is receiving it. honestly, you each feed off each other's happiness, and at the end of the day, jacob is still satisfied knowing you're happy as well.
please just be respectful with him, and treat him like the king he is. jacob knows his worth and won't settle for being used.
younghoon!
ABSOLUTE ANGEL. younghoon would be an amazing sub, despite being very large and looking somewhat intimidating at first. younghoon loves to be pleasured and rewarded for his good behavior. sometimes he'll try to tease you, but he would end up getting embarrassed, and you'd smile down at him as you notice the cutest little pink blush settling across his cheeks.
younghoon would also look beautiful with tears streaming down his face, and making the most sinful noises for you. this sweet baby loves your touches and will cum for you as many times as you want him to.
he loves bonding with you too. in any way possible. i feel like he's the member that would be the most down for cockwarming, regardless of which of you is giving or receiving. at the end of the day, he just wants you to hold him and wipe the tears from his eyes while you tell him how pretty he is and how good a job he did.
hyunjae!
brat #1. hyunjae does not want to be your sub willingly. he'd rather die than let you take him down easily. you'll have to use force if you want to hear his pretty sounds.
in my mind, the perfect scenario is having him tied up vertically, with a bar spreading his legs. you'll approach him with a devilish smirk and ask him "are you ready for your punishment, slut?" and he'll simply respond to you with a shit-eating grin and a triumphant "go to hell." i can imagine you edging for hours, waiting for him to break, and when he does, he's like clay in your hands.
honestly this man is a slut for pain, and loves to be degraded. if you call him a worthless piece of meatâ or any degrading nickname by that matterâ you can expect him to be rock solid.
i feel like hyunjae would be down with somnophilia, because despite being a little bratty bitch, he also loves being taken advantage of and treated as your toy.
juyeon!
i'm going against what seems to be the majority here and saying this boy is a sub. i realize his stage presence may make him look more dominant, but once he's underneath you, that facade will vanish.
he's a good boy, very much so, and like sangyeon, he loves to please. however, sometimes when he's in the mood, he'll try to dom you, in which case you'll simply have to make him see that he could never satisfy himself like you can when you're domming him.
i feel like he may slip into sub space a bit easier than other members? so please, when you're done with him, give baby gentle cuddles. he loves your kisses, and it's so rewarding seeing him sleepy from all the pleasure, and hearing him let out a soft, content sigh into the crook of your neck as you hold him tight.
kevin!
brat #2. again, i could just leave this off here, but that wouldn't be very fun.
speaking of fun, kevin would be the best member to have casual sex with. both of you mirroring the other's dopey smile as you make love.
however, when kevin wants to be bratty, he will be the biggest pain in the ass. if you thought dealing with hyunjae was a mess, just wait for kevin. he would annoy you anytime, anywhere. moaning into your ear in public, trying to touch up your thighs, rubbing his ass against your front nonchalantly, while you silently get infuriated.
kevin loves being punished, and loves to be marked up. be sure to fulfill his wishes, or he'll find even more clever and devious stunts to pull on you so you have no choice but to mark him up and punish him.
new!
do i even need to say it?
this man is such a little slut, and no, i will not be taking any criticism. he loves to look pretty for you, including cross dressing, and be treated like a prince. new has a massive praise kink, and would love to be told he looks and sounds beautiful.
he would also love to have hickeys on his neck and be marked. he sees himself as a piece of art, and each mark you give him just seems to add to his beauty. he's no stranger to rough sex, but he prefers you to be gentler and treat him like the beautiful doll he is.
did i mention he's also a crier? he's so sensitive, when you work him up enough, he'll just sob and make the most beautiful, yet pornographic sounds. he loves you to play with his sensitive nipples too.
some of his favorite things to do is play with wax and/or be blindfolded. you wouldn't mind, because with your marks on him and hot wax dripping down his front, he would look gorgeous.
q!
changmin would make an excellent power bottom.
his neck is literally made for marking up, so please take advantage of that. he's also one kinky little fucker, and loves to try new things. he would even be open to a threesome.
he likes praise and degradation, so if you call him things like "my slutty little prince," you can have him wrapped around your finger just like that.
he loves when you let him do what he wants with you, he has so many fantasies he wants to try. including sex in public. his dream is to be shoved up against a wall and fucked senseless, knowing that anyone could walk by and see him getting railed by you.
another one is you slapping his cock and denying him. he's no stranger to pain and would absolutely love for you to torture him. he loves bdsm and honestly any kind of toy or torture method he sees or hears about will immediately become something he wants to try.
as kinky as he is, he also needs to be reassured that you love him, so soft, passionate sex is also something he loves to do with you. he'll get shy looking into your loving eyes, and hide his face with his hands, but you can tell by the flush on the tips of his ears that he's embarrassed.
changmin is the king of duality, but at the end of the day, please love him. he loves to know you're his and he's yours.
juhaknyeon!
honestly with haknyeon, i'm not sure! i feel like he would be a switch as well. maybe one of those "freak in the sheets, normal in the streets" type of deals?
i feel like his love for food extends to the bedroom, and he would definitely swallow cum or spit for you if you asked him. he's open to try many things, and he's very sweet. honestly he just loves being happy with you, so just about anything is fine with him.
i love his smile and his laugh, and it's very contagious, so please make sure to make him do so often. he brightens up a room instantly.
sunwoo!
slut. slut for pain, slut for you, just a straight up slut. if he's committed to you and trusts you, he loves to be your kinky little bitch.
of course, he takes the spot of brat #3, but because he can't control himself, it won't take much torture before he begs for you to use him. he loves being degraded.
if you let him top you, you're getting railed, this boy has no self control, and just wants all the pleasure to himself. it's because of this that he's a master at eating you out when you ride his face. he wants to pleasure you as much as possible to get the best reward. he looks gorgeous with his hair all messy, his pillowy lips hitting all the right spots in and around your hole (or holes).
he's amazing with his tongue, and he's also very good at begging, knowing just what to say to make you give him what he wants. if you stand any chance of taming this brat, you'll need a lot of self control.
when you do give him what he wants, overstimulate him or milk him. take all of him and use him like the slut he is, he can't get enough of it. sex with sunwoo can and should be messy.
he also loves being spanked, and to see signs of your torture on his body, via rope burns, welts from a belt, red hot skin from your spankings, etc. he would also love mirror sex because of that. you should try making him hold eye contact with himself in the mirror as you absolutely wreck his body.
a/n: it won't let me post an eleventh gif here, and that is very homophobic. just use your imagination i suppose.đ
eric!
eric is a hopeless romantic, i'd definitely say he's a switch. i feel like your sex with him would be the most vanilla, but also the most loving and passionate out of all the members. both of you taking care of each other. he loves to catch your lips in gentle kisses.
he also likes his sex to be very clean, so you if you ride his face, take advantage of the fact you can make it messy. eric knows just how to please you whenever he's domming you, and loves to be taken care of when you're domming him as well.
your relationship with eric would really be furthered by sex, since he loves showing you affection. he thrives off the fact that he can trust you, and deeply appreciates that you reciprocate those feelings. if you're lucky, you might get to do some kinkier things with him, but i wouldn't exactly count on it.
#kpop smut#sub!idol#sub!tbz#the boyz smut#sangyeon smut#jacob smut#younghoon smut#hyunjae smut#juyeon smut#kevin smut#new smut#chanhee smut#q smut#changmin smut#haknyeon smut#sunwoo smut#eric smut#mochi ficz
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soulsxngâ:
@arcxnumvitae liked for a starter!
The Vasyrus woman is all smiles as she presents the blade to Iomhar. Wings buzzing with a pleased sort of pride when she unsheathes it to show him. Itâs been some time since she had actually made a weapon, as opposed to simply designing one, but it had been even more fun that sheâd remembered!
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âI designed it with you in mind, actually. I know you always have that sword with you, so I donât expect you to start carrying this one aroundâŠbut it was nice to have a solid idea of who I wanted to give it to before I started working. Sivel and Ranadi helped as well, since I am far from a master smith or anything of the sortâ but it turned out better than I had planned!â
Though he was still trying to learn from Sivel what each movement and noise the Vasryusâ wings created, it did not take a genius to realize that Alsina was rather happy with the creation that she presented him, and upon seeing the blade for himself, Iomhar could understand why.
It was a beautifully crafted specimen! A blade the shade of the deepest onyx and purest amethyst-- inspired, he imagined, by himself, the sword even upon first glance exhibited the genius of its creator. It also admittedly warmed the manâs heart to hear that Sivel and Ranadi had lent their aid as well, and all for a sword to present him?Â
âRemarkable!â A stony hand reached out to wrap his fingers around the grip to lift it in the air, testing the balance and heft of the blade. A laugh burst from the manâs chest as he gave a few experimental swipes (a safe distance away from the woman, of course). âTruly, Alsina, you have outdone yourself! I do not know which way to honor a blade as fine as this-- by hanging it on display in my manor for all to behold, or wearing it proudly by my side! Simply name what you wish for in return within my doing and it is yours!â
@arcxnumvitae liked for a starter!
The Vasyrus woman is all smiles as she presents the blade to Iomhar. Wings buzzing with a pleased sort of pride when she unsheathes it to show him. It's been some time since she had actually made a weapon, as opposed to simply designing one, but it had been even more fun that she'd remembered!
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"I designed it with you in mind, actually. I know you always have that sword with you, so I don't expect you to start carrying this one around...but it was nice to have a solid idea of who I wanted to give it to before I started working. Sivel and Ranadi helped as well, since I am far from a master smith or anything of the sort-- but it turned out better than I had planned!"
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Opinion: How could Sonamy progress in IDW?
[note: the original article was written in Spanish by @latin-dr-robotnikâ]
Today weâre going to discuss a recurring topic on my blog, with a more complete perspective.
Todayâs article was inspired by an ask I got a few days ago about my possible perspective on the future of IDW Sonamy. I thought it would be interesting to revisit and expand this topic, because itâs still something of great interest for thousands of fans all around the world, and because SEGA has recently adopted a very peculiar position on the couple and their dynamic. As I detailed on my article SEGA and its most recent Sonamy side â more canon than ever, the dynamic has been going through a shift that can be distinguished into two main parts: 1) the commercial potential of Sonamy as a merchandising and marketing icon; 2) the stability of the interactions in the comics, in the short monthly stories on Sonic Channel, and so on.
That being said, thereâs no need to mention that weâre going to focus entirely and nothing more than on this ship. I usually suggest other articles for those who prefer to read on other subjects, but today I will recommend our Discord server [translatorâs note: the server is mainly Spanish-speaking], where discussions about ships are limited on their own canal that is separated from other themes: general discussions, music, fangames and mods, fanfics, fanart and even gaming in general. As you know, if you want to bring something else to our community, or just avoid talking about Sonamy, youâre more than welcome to join. Now, back on track.
Whatâs going on with Sonamy in IDW?
To recap whatâs happened in these last months: Sonic and his friends finally got through the nightmare that was the Metal Virus, he and Amy hugged a few times, and since very recently theyâve been involved in a short arc about Chao races in Twinkle Park Zone, with a sinister background. In these last months after the eradication of the virus, there have been much closer and warmer interactions between our two hedgehogs, and I suspect that part of this is what inspired that question in the first place: whatâs going on?
As I commented in the article where I proposed that Sonamy is âmore canon than everâ (I know that itâs an exaggeration, that was the point), SEGA is treading carefully and the main canon seems to be willing to negotiate a more open representation of the relationship between the two in their different continuities, from best friends to something more. What I did not expect to happen was reading an answer from Evan Stanley (artist and writer that replaces Ian Flynn) about their dynamic, summing it up with âthey like each otherâ.
The redrawing of Sonicâs expression when Amy hugs him in a recent drawing of hers made people wonder if this was yet another example of SEGAâs âcensoringâ (comparison below), to which Evan answered that it was modified to keep Sonic in character: heâs a guy that does not show much emotional vulnerability or too many negative emotions, and this is why sometimes the artists have to adjust WIPs to keep in line with this official point of view. Evan assured that this is not any kind of confirmation that Sonic does not like Amy, and doubles down by highlighting that in the official material, in the wikis and on Sonic Channel they show that, and I quote: âThey like each other, but Sonic just isnât the kind of guy who is going to make goo-goo eyes at Amy or perform grand acts of romance. If you wanna see that, thatâs what fan works are for.â
And Evanâs words are a great way to sum up whatâs going on with IDW Sonic right now. When it comes to interactions, theyâre working with two characters who deep down âlike each otherâ, but both show it in their own way. Amy is much more proactive when it comes to express her feelings, while Sonic only sometimes shows a glimpse of his feelings, with a smile or a small gesture. But at the end of the day theyâre still friends and, depending on the situation, the comic can focus more or less on these details.
Comparison between the first sketch showed by Evan and the final product. The modification of the expression was minimal: Sonicâs slight blush was changed into a smile, maybe being a little overwhelmed by the gesture of affection.
The âprogressionâ of the dynamic in the future
A good part of the answer to this question is based on my idea that right now, when it comes to Sonamy, we reached some kind of comfortable plateau. What am I referring to? To the fact that there have been a lot of varied interactions in these last 3 years of the comic, and theyâre everything I could have asked for and then some. When we talk about Sonamy in canon, as Evan said, we donât tend to hope for great romantic gestures from Sonic, we barely even ask for a look that hints that they understand each other beyond what it seems at first glance, so the fact that the IDW continuity is betting so much on this ship is basically a dream come true. For this reason, I donât think things will change much in the future.
If I have to make a prediction on Sonamyâs future in IDW, I believe that there are still a lot of possibilities that our known writers (and maybe new writers!) could explore more, to see what makes this dynamic work so well. Actually, about 10 years ago, Ian Flynn wrote that if they could take advantage of the abilities and similarities between the two characters as adventurous spirits and with a strong moral sense, they would be âlike poetry in motionâ. This largely happens in IDW Sonic if you look carefully, but there are always new stories to tell and opportunities for them to work together and explore a bit more their strong bond, stronger than other friendships that they share. When the next major arc comes (which seems to be getting closer), they could explore aspects of their dynamic that are slightly more experimental, like being separated for extended periods of time and under dangerous situations⊠as long as they donât turn it into a painful experience like the Metal Virus arc.
What Ian Flynn wrote about Sonamy, what works and what doesnât. This was written in 2011, when Archie Sonic was still the major comic continuity, and when, according to Ian, Sonic was still âtiedâ to Sally Acord, leaving little room to the writersâ opinions.
The reality is that I see a stable future for the dynamic in the IDW universe. Sonamy is not fit for a lot of drama (fights, breaking up, etc.) without feeling forced or completely out of place, and only fanfics and fanart could be capable of capitalizing on this kind of content. On the other hand, for reasons I detailed in past articles, SEGA would not dare to alter the established order of the dynamic, let alone new that they managed to recover and maintain control over the ways Sonamy is being portrayed everywhere. SEGA wonât pull a Dragon Prince, which ended up confirming the main ship and then they made them go through a crisis and break up in a heartwrenching way in the graphic novel that acts as a bridge between season 3 and 4.
In short
The future of IDW Sonamy is looking bright and stable. I donât think there will be serious changes to what weâre experiencing right now, and this is why both Evan Stanley and Ian Flynn agree that the dynamic is practically in the perfect place, keeping in line to how SEGA wants them to be represented together. This means we wonât see more affectionate gestures than what weâre seeing now (I doubt weâll ever see again Sonic offering Amy a rose like in Sonic X), but it also means that we have now a solid basis for our expectations. In the now old IDW Sonic #2, Sonic and Amy had the chance of seriously talking a bit about what they thought of each other, with Sonic being determined to keep living life his own way (although he wouldnât mind Amy to accompany him⊠or even suggesting himself that she could come), and Amy being determined to respect his way of life, because thatâs what she loves about him, and she doesnât want him to change. Since then, all we have seen and weâll keep seeing in the comic is a consequence of this key moment; the two philosophies that they have and they share, in a constant back-and-forth with some tense moments and some cute moments.
An interesting detail that wasnât included in the ask and that makes me think is the possibility that all of this will feature in the games as well. This is a completely different matter for another day, but I like to think that there is the possibility that weâll see SEGA being more interested in inserting more Sonamy in the games, even if in an indirect way like in Sonic Unleashed and its emotional support, especially if the rumors that weâre about to get a soft-reboot are true. Romance is not something Sonic games are famous for doing well⊠at all, but that doesnât mean it would be a bad idea to add a little sprinkle of IDW Sonamy in the mix.
And finally, I think Iâve talked enough about this topic, As you know, weâre waiting for some news, and I hope weâll see each other again here or on our Discord. Weâll see if on this 25th something interesting happens. In any case, see you next time!
The moment that shaped the present and future of their entire relationship, 3 years ago.
#sonic the hedgehog#sonamy#long post#translation#oh look just in time for that famous thursday 25th#keeping up the chronicles of sonamy's evolution#this was fun to translate lol#it's probably a little clunky in some places but it should be readable enough#anyway now i'm hyped lol
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Sparks, Pt. 4
Pairing: Loki x Reader
Chapter Summary: You get ready to confront the God of Mischief. But are you ready for that?
A/N: Finally, a bit more Loki.
TW: Eating
After a year consisting mostly of isolation and non-consensual experimentation, it was strange, to say the least, to have people actually give a shit about your well-being.
Shortly after Fury called the meeting to a close, Nat took you to a sort of staff room, oddly normal for a ship like this. State of the art, but with all the basic workings of a regular officeâs staff room.
âYou must be starving,â she said, pulling some things out of an impressive reach-in refrigerator. âSandwich? I make a mean ham and cheese.â
Your stomach suddenly let out a worrying growl, and you winced.
âSounds fantastic, actually,â you realized you couldnât remember the last time youâd eaten. The lab hadnât exactly been feeding you five star meals.
A comfortable silence settled into the room while Natasha assembled the sandwich. The quiet sounds of her work lulled you into a sort of trance, as you stared at the wall, and definitely didnât think about how an agent of a secret organization was preparing you lunch on a giant aircraft carrier thousands of feet in the air which was also occupied by two gods, a historic super soldier, and the most famous tech genius in the world.
No. You didnât think about it at all.
She presented you with her finished product and a glass of water with a flourish, which also included a bag of chips and an apple. âIt might be too much, so only eat as much as you want. Itâs better to take it easy when your stomach isnât used to meals like this.â
You nodded and gave her an expression which you hoped looked more grateful than grimace. Truth be told, you were holding back emotion as even this small kindness felt overwhelming after the past year.
But as you picked up the sandwich to take a bite, a heavy set of footsteps stopped at the door.
It was Thor, his large frame standing almost sheepishly in the doorway. âApologies for interrupting. May I speak with you?â
To your surprise, the question was for you, and after a nod, Nat touched your wrist and said, âIâll be right outside. You can have the room.â
After she exited, Thor approached your table with a sort of caution.
âOh, sorry, uh, would you like to sit down?â You stuttered lamely, when noticing his hesitation.
He nodded and did so, dwarfing the chair and the table. You hadnât really taken the time to notice before, how huge his arms and shoulders were. A single bicep was larger than the size of your own head.
âDonât let me interrupt your meal. You need your strength,â Thor said, eyes flicking to the plate. âEspecially if youâre going to be facing my brother.â
Ah. That.
âIs thatâŠâ You were still having a bit of trouble processing the identity of who you were talking to. âIs that what you wanted to speak with me about?â
âLokiâs always been deceptive. I just wanted to warn you not to listen to anything he says, especially not at face value. He will try to distract you, deceive you, and it will seem he knows more about you than he should.â
As he spoke, you noticed he kept eyeing the potato chip packet next to your plate. You pushed it towards him, and he gratefully accepted, popping the bag open and nervously munching on its contents.
You hummed in thought. âI understand. Maybe it would help to know what kinds of abilities he has? What sort of tricks heâs able to pull?â
Thor seemed to relax slightly, having something to occupy his mind and hands. He regaled you with a few anecdotes of how Loki had used his magic to trick him, some from their childhood, and some more recently.
You found yourself both more reassured and more nervous, afraid there might be something you would miss allowing Loki an out. Or a way to hurt you. But all of that aside, it was almost fun to converse with Thor like this⊠being nearly immortal led to having many interesting stories to tell, and the more he told the more animated he became. He even had you laughing at some points.
âThank you,â he held up the empty chip bag. âI havenât had these since my last visit to Earth. A favored Midgardian dish, if I recall.â
You smiled. âNo problem. And thank you for warning me. I know it must be difficult to... fight with family like this.â
âYes,â a sad half smile lifted one side of his lips, âIâm afraid that is something I am still coming to terms with.â
Before he rose from his seat, Thor clapped you on the shoulder. âYou know, you remind me of my first Midgardian friends. I believe they would like you. One of them zapped me with a small device that even mimics your powers.â
With that strange but kind remark, Thor left the room.
âŠ.
Natasha said she had things she needed to attend to, but that you were welcome to walk around as you pleased, and to just be careful not to stumble into anything that looked even mildly secret or dangerous.
So you aimlessly wandered the giant airship, mostly in an attempt to walk off some nerves. You tried to memorize your paths, memorize the turns and rooms, but after a while you realized just how much youâd fucked up. It was a fruitless endeavor, and you eventually found yourself quite lost.
âGreat,â you muttered to yourself.
You turned the way you came, but as you did so, something shifted in the corner of your eye. Whipping frantically towards the movement, you felt your body tense like an animal being hunted, and thoughts of the masked man from the labs flooded your mind.
No, he couldnât be here. Your mind was playing tricks, your anxiety was getting the better of you.
âMy, my,â a silvery voice said into your ear. âYou are jumpy, arenât you?â
Reeling back, you slammed into the opposite wall, nearly knocking yourself out with the force of it. You still didnât see the source of the voice.
âWhat is the reason for this skittishness, I wonder?â
Loki.
He materialized in front of you, and you froze like a deer in the headlights. He rolled his eyes. âCalm yourself. This is not an escape attempt.â
You did not find that convincing.
âThis is merely a projection. My real body is still in that cell⊠Here, see for yourself.â His right hand swept out to beckon to you, palm up.
Did he want you to⊠touch him? Your earlier conversation with Thor filtered through your head, and you knew it would be a bad idea. You did not move. Again, frustration showed on Lokiâs creased brow.
âFine, look.â Then, through a wall of solid steel, Loki passed his hand as if he were just a hologram.
âWhat do you want?â you asked abruptly.
He looked faintly surprised that you had spoken, but schooled his expression quickly. âI want to know more about you.â
âWhat?â It was your turn to be surprised (not that youâd stopped since he materialized from nowhere). âWhy?â
âItâs not every day I meet a mortal who can withstand an Infinity Stoneâs power,â he chuckled, as if that were clearly obvious.
Your blank stare mustâve clued him in to the fact that the significance of this âInfinity Stoneâ was lost on you, because he only sighed.
âRest assured, itâs not something a normal human should be able to do,â he said. âSo⊠what is different about you?â
He stepped closer, and though you knew he couldnât touch you, you recoiled further into the wall. His stare was piercing, and he clearly enjoyed that it made you squirm.
Finally you mustered up the courage to respond. âIâve already told this story once today,â you said, sounding more like a petulant child than you meant to.
âTouchy subject?â
âItâs not particularly fun to talk about, no.â
He didnât move any closer but didnât relinquish you your space either. He just studied you as if he could discern your entire history from your visual being.
You wondered if you should just turn and walk away, or if he had some way of stopping you. Even more unexpected though, was the realization that you wanted to talk to him, that maybe this conversation could help you in your real life encounter that was to happen soon.
âWhy did you approach me in the pub?â you asked, and though it wasnât the answer he apparently wanted, he looked pleased that you were engaging him now. âI was curious.â
âAnd when you blasted me with the scepter?â
âI wanted to see what would happen.â He shrugged, as casual as if he were discussing the weather.
âAnd now that you have? What do you want?â
A beat of silence. Then, âWhat do you think?â
You thought, if he had had a plan before, your presence must have thrown quite the wrench and that if he were smart, he would be trying to figure out exactly how big and disastrous that wrench would be. âI think you didnât expect me to be involved.â
He raised an eyebrow. âThat is true.â Then a smirk began to form on his mouth and he squinted at you. âTheyâre planning something with you, arenât they? Fury and his subordinates.â
Your widened eyes must have been all the answer he needed. How did he know?
With a laugh, âThey have so much at their disposal, weapons of mass destruction, all of Starkâs technology, and they defer to the prowess of a child theyâve only just met?â Loki leaned in so close the green of eyes felt overwhelming. âThey must be truly desperate.â
A familiar voice, Tonyâs, called your name from around the corner, echoing off the metal walls of the hallway. But Loki didnât move. His eyes remained on you, so sharp and curious, you felt like an animal on a dissection tray.
âUntil next we meet, then.â
And with that, he vanished.
âSparks,â Tony came around to your stretch of hallway. âThought that was your voice. You lost? Talking to yourself? You know, cabin fever usually takes a lot longer than a few hours to set in.â
Still a little too stunned to speak, you gulped and nodded.
Tonyâs eyes narrowed with concern. âYou good? Looking a little green around the gills, Pikachu.â
âYeah⊠yeah, Iâm alright.â Your voice returned to you. âAnd.. Pikachu? Really?â
Tony wasnât entirely convinced but seemed to let it go. He shrugged. âI like to change it up-- and are you, or are you not, electrically charged at all times?â
You sighed, rolling your eyes. He clapped you on the shoulder.
âCome on,â he turned, waving you to follow him. âWant you to see what we cooked up for ya.â
ââââ
The conducting table was ready. Only a few moments before you stepped into Lokiâs cage, the first time you would be in the same physical space as him since he basically almost murdered you.
Cool. All cool. You were definitely not feeling a panic attack setting in. You were definitely breathing at a normal rate and not feeling your lungs seize up in your chest.
âWeâll be right here, if anything goes wrong,â Steve said, laying a hand gently on the back of your shoulder.
âAye,â Thor said. âIâll be standing with you.â
There was a stone in your throat as you looked at Loki through the thick glass. He seemed to feel your gaze, and slowly turned to look, grinning when he saw you watching.
Lokiâs hands were shackled, sitting on the table in front of two conducting handles, which were mirrored on the other side. The idea was that you both grip them, and you would be able to dig through his mind⊠theoretically.
âI donât know if this is going to work,â you said. You felt sweat under your arms, and your face getting hot with anxiety.
Fury eyed you. âJust do what you can.â
The door to his cell whooshed open, and flanking you on either side as you entered were Cap and Thor. Loki regarded them with that same smirk as they entered, soon followed by Fury and Natasha. Tony and Dr. Banner remained on the other side of the glass.
âIs this the best you can do?â He said, his eyes flaring at you. âInsulting, really.â
Fury ignored him, directing you to the empty chair at the other end of the table.
âOn my go,â he said, and stood to the right of the table. He pinned Loki with a stare.
Loki shot back a challenging look before his gaze settled on you and his hands moved to grip the handles. âOn your go.â And at that moment, in full purview of that slanting grin, you understood why he was called the God of Mischief.
Fury nodded at you.
Now or never.
And, sparing a passing thought to the entropy that was your life and the risks of what you were about to do, you grabbed the handles.
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