#witchedance

[megpie]

Yesterday's mood. I feel like I'm in a serious time of change? Everything feels like it's shifting, disrupted, right on the edge of... something, waiting to happen. . My anxiety is ramped to an 11. I'm still in pain from the #uterinearteryembolization, although it's easing. My #rheumatoidarthritis + #neuropathy always get a little angry this time of year, as fall starts out wet and cold here in central Washington. I've lost a friend, finishing some long-term projects, prepping for holiday season, stressed about some big stuff. Just.... swirling bunch of feels, man. . But yesterday I was productive, even if it was painful, lol. Used the power drill to fix and hang things, and no injuries... #winning, for my clumsy self. ;) Finaaaalllly replaced bulbs in all the outdoor porch lights so that scary Halloween murder dudes don't sneak up on us. So that's cool. Put up my black @treetopia tree that I'll decorate for Halloween- the pre-lit lights are ALL burned out + I can't figure out how to fix them at this point, so I ordered lights on Amazon. Then I can decorate. 🎃🎃🎃 . Annnnd, went to dance practice with my #witches and #witchlings -- we perform the #witchedance, #wolfshägerhexenbrut, at some local events in October, and we'll hand out candy in the parade on Saturday. (Omg me walking the parade route right now = tough times. But worth it.) . Life is weird, isn't it? It's hard and there's always trauma and pain and confusion but it's so damn beautiful too, and always too short. So it's gotta be lived, hard, fully, with vigor, daily. 🖤🖤🖤 . How's your month going so far, my friends?? . #spoonielife #spoonieselfie #butyoudontlooksick #invisibleillness #wherethetiredgirlsare #chronicallyill #chronicillnesswarrior #chronicpainlife #chronicpain #chronicillness #witchywoman #halloweeniscoming #tiredasamother https://www.instagram.com/p/B2mcE4fhXEl/?igshid=12e97lje4zysb