#wips can be found on insta and twt

[kairosvale]

A vale to send you ⚔️

[stepswowdsen]

Ok so I've been mulling over it in my head

Pros of having it on priv:

I am personally very selective of who gets to read my rambles cuz my AU works, arts, and ideas, are very personal and important to me. With it on priv, I get the security that I do with my priv Twt and Insta accs. I get to ensure that only my mutuals can see my art WIPs and rambles, and that only my 18+ mutuals can interact/engage with my NSFW art WIPs and rambles

Cons of having it on priv:

It's password protected and people can't follow you on priv Tumblr blogs, my mutuals can't request to follow me like with priv Twt and Insta accounts

Idk what it looks like on the other end, so Idk if my posts are even showing on the TL when my blog is priv? I assume so cuz my moots told me they still get notifs from my reblogs

I have to unlock the blog everytime one of my mutuals wants to follow me

Pros of having it public:

People can actually interact with your posts (even priv Twt and Insta accs allow likes, Idk why priv Tunglr blogs don't)

Tumblr being able to embed links is great but with it public, I can actually reblog my own posts cuz it's actually so annoying that I have to link to my posts everytime just to reference my old rambles. My AU ideas usually build on each other (ie. previous ideas), since I reference my old posts a lot

Cons of having it public:

I don't get the feeling of security that I can keep my audience/followers very selective. I want to be able to control who gets to see my stuff because I prefer a separation of content (SFW and NSFW), that's why I created separate blogs for them in the first place.

I don't like the idea or feeling of randos (non-mutuals) reading my AU works. Once again, they're very personal to me, so I keep them for my mutuals only

I would have to remove all tags on my art WIPs and ramble posts and AU idea posts, just to ensure my posts don't show up in search results

Qorn b*ts and randos/non-mutuals interacting with my posts?

Other:

Because my thing is that like… I want to choose what I show to the public, and what I keep for my mutuals on priv, because I'm very selective of who gets to see and read my stuff.

Like I could just remove all tags so that they don't show up in the search results, but I'm not sure if I'm ready to go to the Mass Post Editor just to remove all tags. Cuz that's a lot of work WHDHSHDS

Cuz I usually add a lot of tags onto my posts just to make it easy for me to reference/go back to

I think I'm leaning towards unlocking it and keeping it public, but just removing all tags (eventually).

Anyways I'm in the process of adding Community Label: Sensitive Themes to my previous NSFW posts because I JUST found out that existed? I'll be marking the NSFW posts all with the Community Label and a Read More 👍

Also Tumblr's tags are just fucking broken regardless of whether I'm on priv or public 😭

Like I just tried clicking on one of my KuroEne posts tagged with the ship name like #/kuroene on mobile and omfg I just know I have WAY more posts than that. Like not all of my tagged ship posts show up in the search results of my blog

Temporarily opened this account for mutuals to follow me!

I've been cross posting my rambles onto @/stepswowdsen

Tumblr is annoying about priv blogs but I can un-priv for people to follow me for those who want to 👍

Like apparently it doesn't work like Twt or Insta priv you can only password protect your blog

So people need the password to even see it

And you can't follow blogs while they're password protected

So I'm gonna open it for my mutuals

And also Tumblr Mobile doesn't even have the option to remove the password so had to go on browser to do it

One option is to keep this blog open but just not use tags but I don't like the idea of randos reading my rambles

I'm much more comfortable when I know it's with mutuals I trust since my AUs are very personal to me

And because I post NSFW here, only for 18+ mutuals to follow

I'm debating whether I should keep this blog open but just remove tags so it doesn't show up in search results

[rywritten]

how did you get into both dreamnap and dreamnoblade? where is the connect and the appeal, i really want to know.

ive answered a pretty similar question to this before (which you can read here) but since this is asking for both dreamnap and dreamnoblade, ill try to answer as best and as detailed as i can. please note that some parts will be a direct copy of my previous post, but all in all this is pretty much the entirety of my dsmp experience, meaning there's lots of new Ry lore™ to read about lmao

so, without further ado,

here's a real-time recap of my slow decent to madness pt. 2 (aka falling in love with Dreamnap and DNB, then starting a side blog dedicated to these two amazing ships™)

includes reaction memes for funsies and also to provide a visual for all of my recent emotions as i traverse the dsmp fandom firsthand

ok, let's gooooooooo

starting this off with how i got into dsmp in general. so i actually knew about dsmp way back when the fandom was just starting (bc who didn't? this fandom was the talk of the town (derogatory) given the hate most people gave it for being #cringe) ive seen the way other fandoms have clowned dsmp fans (mainly dream stans) and i for one, did not enjoy being clowned at, so yeah i dipped and did not look into the lore too much given the circumstances. at that time, i didn't really know anyone except for c!dream given that he was the one (1) character that piqued my interest, and he stuck to me bc of the smiley face mask and i really liked the fanarts i saw of him back then, even when i had no interest to join the fandom back then.

(narrator voice, ominous: she was in it for a surprise)

visual image of myself (back in December 2021, ignorant of what's to become of me later on)

so flashforward to the year 2022 where nothing is real except for the eraser shavings on my desk and the half finished wips collecting pixelated dust on my laptop for months and boom i was reintroduced to dsmp but this time there was interest bc this time around, i was reintroduced to c!dream via a really nice animation by sadist and since i had no other fandom to hyperfixate on during these trying time, my lizard brain was all like:

but as soon as i consumed every sadist dsmp animation known to man, i realized something very quickly, my love for c!dream is all encompassing, but there's still room in my heart for maybe two (2) more characters, which i why i was led to the simple conclusion of finding more characters to love and cherish along with dream, hence why i found sap and techno, my two other beloved.

so my love for dream, sapnap, and techno is rooted on the fact that i personally love all of their character designs, also i just find it quite fascinating how powerful and dangerous their characters are individually, and at that moment, my brain went decided to ask me a question that would change everything:

my brain 🧠: what would they be like together?

me 🤡: you mean like a team, right? platonically??

my brain 🧠, crackling: no.

[cue alarm bells ringing in my head]

so yeah, the possiblity of shipping c!dream with the two other characters ive come to know and love was now a very big possibility (mainly bc i want my fav boy (c!dream) to be loved and cherished, and who better to love and cherish c!dream than my two other favs???) <- sound logic, me thinks.

so after maybe two hours of looking for fanarts of the characters dubbed as a green teletubby, an arsonist, and the blood god (all in that order) ive found etcetera art's insta and twt account, full of amazing fanarts of all three of them, and i knew i was onto something when i wanted to see all three of them together...

(note that scavenging through twt for a dsmp fanart is a nightmare if you don't really care abt the other characters, bc let me tell you, you will end up finding more fanarts of that character than who you were looking for in the first place)

so a lot more digging around and i found out something very important about sap and techno when it comes to dream:

for sapnap: "And they're childhood friends in the lore. oh man, they're childhood friends in the lore???"

and for techno: "And they're rivals in the lore. oh man, they're rivals in the lore????"

i zoomed in on these two facts immediately and began my quest to look for more animatics, fanarts, and even fanfiction focusing on two things: dream and sap's dynamic AND dream and techno's dynamic. i looked for content regarding their rivalry and friendship and i even found the tags #rivalstwt / #rivalsduo (for dream and techno, which i initially thought was considered both platonic and romantic, so you could imagine the sheer devastation i felt after finding out on the same day that shipping them is not in fact considered "morally acceptable")

and for sap and dream, i found the tag #dreamnap (which, as it turns out is not as popular or as widely accepted as i thought it would be, surprising given that dreamnap oozes childhood friends to lovers so much, i thought everyone loved childhood friends to lovers???)

(me, as soon as i realized i was the only one in the c!technodreamnap agenda, i will not be stopped)

initially i was ok with the whole platonic rivalry (for techno and dream) and the friendship (for sap and dream), but the more i was fed this idea that shipping c!dream and c!techno is wrong, the more i felt compelled to like it. and the lack of fan works for dreamnap was getting to me, i was itching to make my own fics for these two ships the moment my two braincells connected and formed a critical thought.

plus, i already knew i was going to fall in love with BOTH dreamnap and dnb (bc dnf is just so boring and this ship never appealed to me even back then plus karlnapity isn't for me, i dont like q and k lmao) the moment i found out that they're the three strongest characters in the dsmp lore + the other canon events in the story like doomsday and the life debt dnb keep owing each other throughout each important event is enough fuel for me to keep this ship sailing, and the fact that despite how they only consider each other as business partners, c!techno still rescued c!dream from prison knowing the risk and c!dream still remembers the mountain where they first met (how am i not going to romanticize this? how??)

and then there's the fall of dremanap in the canon lore, the heavy implications, the angst, and the fact that no matter what happens, they are each other's downfall as much as they love and care for the other (that's some very fucked up trope that we all need in a childhood friends to enemies to lovers dynamic, imho)

so in conclusion, my love for dreamnap and dnb started from curiosity that led to shock and bitterness that fueled my spite and the burning need to consume and create content for the only two (2) ships that i actually find interesting in this entire fandom.

it's a crime that there's so little content for these two ship, a crime i tell you!

so yes, im BOTH a dreamnap and a dnb shipper and my entire side blog is dedicated to block men: 500k words, slow burn, childhood friends to enemies to lovers as well as rivals to rivals to lovers, pining, angst with a happy ending, doomsday husbands and chaos husbands 😌❤️💚🤍

this concludes my very long and unawaited part two of my slow decent to madness™ post. i hope my experience (as well as my suffering) was at least entertaining to read! and i hope i managed to answer you question, anon (and maybe get you to consider shipping this with me)

bc spreading the c!technodreamnap agenda is what this entire blog's about. 🎉