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rip nanami I know u would've loved the microsoft outage
#wip to prove im not dead....#my art#nanami kento#saw the villain draft thing... had to ... but im so busy im always falling asleep in my chair bc im so tired LMFAOOO#jjk spoilers#for the caption...
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wip of me and my togepi, comet
#not tagging this in main tags bc its a wip im just posting it to prove im not dead lmao#yew art#wip#i give my drawings of myself my scars#theyre not colored and stuff so they could be interpreted as open#so im tagging#scars#just in case#theyll be a lot more subtle once i color the full thing and change the lines to be colored
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🍉!!please read if ur curious about more ways to help those in gaza!!🍉
im taking inspiration from mutuals and those i follow to participate in @ficsforgaza please go follow them and read more about their organization and PLEASE spread it
ill be doing the wip sponsorship AND taking requests, all u have to do is send me a screenshot proving u donated to any fundraiser supporting the palestinian people (not directly to me) and make sure to let me know which wip to add to, or whatever request u may have
for every US dollar, ill write 100(ish) words, and cap it off at 1000-2000 words
theres WAY more information on ficsforgaza’s blog so please please follow them to stay up to date on gaza
WIPS
(** = NSFW ^^ = DARK CONTENT)
honey don’t feed me i will come back (astarion)**
tags: smut, reader has a vagina but no pronouns, dom!astarion, blood drinking, biting, penetrative sex, dirty talk, name calling (dear, darling, love, pet, sweet)
summary: astarion invites (begs) you to come to his tent for a little fun
untitled (astarion)**
tags: ascended!astarion, mean!astarion, yandere!astarion, gn!reader, vampire!reader, biting, blood drinking, ANGST BITCH LIKE WOW, unrequited love, smut, name calling (love, whelp, darling, bitch), degradation
summary: your fate is simple: to be utterly possessed, controlled, and used by your reborn lover
eden (halsin)**
tags: gn!reader, mating season, abo adjacent, ruts, knotting, vague description of genitals, loss of virginity, penetrative sex, so much cum, size difference, halsin big, possessiveness, breeding
summary: losing your virginity to halsin
break me, bite me (toji fushiguro)^^
tags: DEAD DOVE, reader has a vagina but no pronouns mentioned, noncon/rape, knotting, lowkey hunting, blood, bunny!reader, wolf!toji, he hits u like once, size kink, dirty talk
summary: being lost in the woods is dangerous business, especially for such a tiny bunny. let the hunt begin
nursing on a poison (leon kennedy)**
tags: reader has a vagina but no pronouns mentioned, vendetta!leon, erectile dysfunction, lowkey mediocre sex, riding, masturbation (p and v), pls he is so annoying and awful, toxic!leon, he thinks about smacking you, hair pulling, sadism, alcoholism
summary: whiskey dick is a real thing and leon is proof, annoyingly so
mirror mirror (shouta aizawa)**
tags: reader has a vagina but no pronouns mentioned, fingering, dirty talk, mirrors, pet names (baby, honey) teasing, no sex
summary: you made the mistake of insulting yourself in front of your boyfriend
lipstick lullaby (gojo satoru)**
tags: f!reader, sub!gojo, sleepy sex, slight somnophilia but not really, desperate bby gojo, "just the tip", unprotected sex, pet names (baby, babe, good girl), m mommy kink
summary: gojo is spoiled beyond words, but you’re to blame. you just can’t say no to your baby
glint (leon kennedy)^^
tags: DEAD DOVE, noncon/rape, mentions of child abuse, good ol catholic guilt (i was raised baptist so please be patient lmao), he covers ur head with a pillow, crying
summary: pt 2 of shiny
stuck on a little hot mess (nanami kento)**
tags: reader has a vagina but no pronouns, drinking, cheating, nanami is married with kids lmao, could be considered dubcon bc hes ur boss and also alcohol, age gap, blowjob, he calls u kid, GUILT, reader is a bitch, he fucks u in the guest bedroom
summary: nanami swears you were sent by the devil himself
REQUESTS
i dont have many rules for requesting fics but my hard no’s are:
• scat
• feeding
• pregnancy (does not include breeding)
• minor aged characters
• graphic gore/death
i also write for several fandoms such as:
• resident evil (pretty much only leon oof)
• jujutsu kaisen
• baldurs gate 3
• haikyuu
• my hero academia
• attack on titan
• marvel
• supernatural
• the umbrella academy
again please go to @ficsforgaza to learn more and consider donating if u can and ill write pretty much whatever u want! it doesnt just have to be x reader either, i also do ships! (excluding leon)
thank u so much for reading all this
🍉!!FREE PALESTINE!!🍉
#fics for gaza#ficsforgaza#leon kennedy smut#leon kennedy fluff#attack on titan smut#attack on titan fluff#baldurs gate 3 fluff#baldurs gate 3 smut#jujutsu kaisen smut#jujustu kaisen fluff#my hero academia smut#my hero academia fluff
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Tuna, messed up idea, but imagine thriller buddy cop comedy turned full blown yandere horror with: scapegoat! Darling based on the serial killer au. Darling just has terrible luck and gets pinned all the murders and worse thing? they wake up one day, covered in blood, in a strange place with the cold corpse of a red headed man. It takes a while for the implications of what happened to hit them and they later find out they now have mutiple abilities. Abilities they never had before. Or! maybe, this is a crappy isekai au with bad end! serial killer reader. sigma 🤝 isekai scapegoat darling - 🦄 (im thinking about random ideas too much while i should be finishing other wips and ideas.)
manga spoilers below regarding the unknown doa members and a future part of the doa's plan :) i took liberties with the extent of the book's abilities so. don't question it hfhfh
in the same universe as sk reader, but this time, reader is a stranger who has been brought into the bsd world as a pawn in fyodor's new plan. here, fyodor has broken out of meursault already. fyodor centric but implied sigma x reader and nikolai x reader
cw: murder, dark isekai, death, start of an obsession, manipulation, kind of dehumanization of reader, fyodor is Evil.
let's say things were not going according to plan. the hunting dogs had found the coin bombs in the casino, and now all eyes were on sigma and the associated members, mushitarou was out and working with ango and the ada, and the port mafia had seemingly come to help the ada too. it would only be a matter of time before kamui's identity was revealed, and that would destroy everything he's worked for thus far.
it would be easy to do as kamui says and unleash bram's infection across the population; it would only take weeks, if not days, for the virus to spread with kamui's ability in hand. but fyodor disagreed with his decision. no, there was a better way to do things. all he needed was time to distract the public and get everything back on track. if kamui's identity was revealed now...it would throw the world into chaos, yes, but not the kind he needed.
this called for his last resort.
though he hadn't told anyone, there was a little more than a side of a page left blank in the book. on the written side, he had intentionally left a very part blank on the offchance that things would stop going his way. kamui was unaware. of course, but that was for the best.
the first order of business was to ensure ango sakaguchi was dead.
his ability would prove to be too much of a hindrance since he could use it to find kamui and the others. with the information he had, he could somewhat be certain of where ango was and what he would be doing.
under the moonlight, he writes, ango sakaguchi walks down the alleyway, believing himself to be alone. suddenly, there's a strange sensation at the back of his neck; he considers turning around to face his pursuer and slowly reaches for his gun. but it's too late. the minute his hand reaches for the handle, something pierces his chest...
he can almost feel the words coming to life, twisting reality. fyodor smiles to himself as he finishes writing the last line; besides the corpse of ango sakaguchi, a person awakens. in their hand is a gun, the bullets of which match the ones inside ango. he writes about the blood splattered newcomer methodically cleaning up the scene and disposing of the body and evidence.
this person's ability allows them to take the ability 'discourse on decadence' for themselves.
it's a little bit harder to alter history, to make it so that the deaths of numerous ability users before were a result of his new subordinate's work, and give you all the power you need to be useful to him. he has to write down all the details about the deceased users so that there are no discrepancies, has to ensure the crime scenes are cleaned up but with enough clues so the implication is clear. there is a serial killer loose in yokohama, one that has been targeting ability users for almost a decade now.
the special division wouldn't be surprised that ango had become a victim; it made sense because he had been strongly involved in the case for a while now, but this also made it a priority. files about the sky casino were put on hold, and now the terrorists of the armed detective agency and the serial killer were the priority of the government.
it's funny; the special division thinks that the serial killer is working with the ada, which is why you were not caught despite the agency being aware of your presence all this time, and the ada believes you to be working with the doa. they would all be running in circles, chasing their own beliefs, with no consideration of fyodor's involvement.
nikolai brings him updates; his pawn is in a constant state of confusion and shock, and still unable to use your ability as it was intended. you're plagued by nightmares, too, and still afraid of everyone. he chides fyodor for not writing you to be a calm, composed person, so you would continue your work as fyodor intended you to, but he only had so much space. besides, he tells nikolai, pawns can be trained, too; like pets. all he needs is to offer you a home, an identity, and a life—just like he offered sigma—and you'd be eating out of his hand. what did it matter to you, after that, if a few more lives were lost as long as it guaranteed your own survival?
he arranges for documents to be made; for you to have your own job and home so that there's no suspicion about your identity, arranges for nikolai to surveil you closely and watch out for the eyes of god, lest you're caught by fitzgerald, and for sigma to gain your trust. he himself comes to let you know about all the abilities you have and helps you wield them easily
it's a shame. on paper, you were the perfect pawn—but you're too weak to act on your own yet. he doesn't mind the extra time spent, however, and he coaxes you into targeting mushitarou, whose ability would be extremely useful, but your hands still shake even when he places his over yours and directs the gun for you, and you still cry when you see the blood pooling out of mushitarou, folding in on yourself with shallow breaths. you still tremble when he asks you to use your newest ability.
you're still sniffling when he pets your head and suggests you clean up, and though you go quiet, he can tell you're still haunted by your actions when he looks at the glossy emptiness of your eyes. even after all this time, you still look conflicted when he praises you for a job well done.
it doesn't matter what you feel right now, anyway. fyodor smiles to himself when he catches sight of you slumped up against sigma, watching the other go through his customer files, because he would never let you leave. you don't have anywhere else to go, or anyone else to turn to. nobody would accept you like they have, and you knew that; even if you were so terrified that your hands froze over the trigger or you can't pull the knife out, you'd still force yourself to do it if he asks.
truly, you make for a perfect pet.
#its not really yandere Yet fyodor might become obsessed w reader later#yandere bsd#this is so sad poor reader ill save you#yandere fyodor x reader#fyodor x reader#fyodor dostoyevsky bsd#bungo stray dogs x reader#yandere bungou stray dogs#dark isekai#isekai au ���#bungo stray dogs isekai#sk reader au 🐟#ask 🐟#anon 🐟#fyodor 🐟#nikolai 🐟#sigma 🐟#bsd 🐟#🦄 anon 🐟
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CRIESSSSS WHY DO I KEEP NOT ARTING.
Anyways heres some lightfan (and other) stuff I did in the past several weeks to prove im not dead 😊😊😊
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Starting off with a lightfan kis 😊😊😊
they so joyful ☺️☺️☺️
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Then theres these two images that look relatively the same
Oops I forgot Fannys plug in the second one lol
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Then theres this fries drawing I was meant to draw for my friend but forgot to give him this whole time-
(or maybe I already did but just forgot that I did- oh my stupid adhd-)
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These frickahh images (yes I know I showed them more than twice lmfao)
Ok FINE these may or may not be my favourite drawings I did of my lightning and fanny gijinkas… /silly
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This taco bfb gijinka ref sheet sketch im currently working on lmao
Yes I know it’s unevenly coloured, I accidentally pressed a bit too hard on my sheet with my colouring pencil but the filter I added only made the unevenness even more noticeable 💀💀💀
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And finally, this iance bfb drawing that I’ve been working on for WEEKS
Idk everyone has been drawing iance gijinka lineups lately so I figured why not me lmao
BUT I JUST CANT GET THIS CRAP DONE LOL HELP
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…And thats all for now lol! Seya soon and I hope to ACTUALLY get at least one of the WIP’s done lmao
#bfb#bfdi#battle for bfb#battle for dream island#bfb fanart#tpot#gijinka#humanization#bfb humanized#bfb lightning#bfb fanny#bfb snowball#bfb flower#bfb ruby#bfb bubble#bfb pencil#bfb match#bfb fries#bfb taco#bfb lightfan#bfb fanny x lightning#bfb lightning x fanny#tpot lightning x fanny#tpot fanny x lightning#wip#art wip#bfb iance#lightfan bfb#live laugh love lightfan 😋😋😋#also happy late april fools lmfao
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Im not dead!
For the sake of proving that i am indeed still doing stuff, heres some wip models that i am working on!
Its been kinda rough coming up with these cuz im still trying to settle down on a design that both make sense irl and looks cool, which is why there are three of them instead of one conglomerate of switches and dials! i might go back to that idea but eh, lets see where this one goes first
#wip game#game design#game dev stuff#game development#indie dev#indie games#singular braincell creature for size reference
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Im not dead!! Have a wip to prove it!!!
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Tell Me of the dunmeshi wip 👀 that title bangs. also tell me about frat au and how much of it is based on The Frat.
dungeon meshi wip CONTAINS MANGA SPOILERS so putting it under a readmore. everyone else has to suffer thru frat au info.
frat au is only Sort Of based on The Frat (dear readers, this fanfiction author joined a fraternity and is a brother of [loud car horn]). due to the like ways fe3h works narratively, it felt a lot more true to a Good AU to be honest to an all-male fraternity, so it draws on The Frat's past (as we didnt haze, but hazing definitely used to occur) as well as info from other fraternities or fraternity-like structures (and a handful of How Do College-Age Boys Behave anecdotes coming directly from my real life college-age brother who is Not a frat boy).
sylvain, dimitri, and others are in a frat. their fathers (plus rodrigue lol) were in this frat. etc. not exactly explored but crucial to the narrative: how traditional fraternities uphold like lineage and legacies in college settings and why that creates bad gatekeeping etc etc etc. basically the ways fraternities suck on an individual level (hazing, unhealthy relationship to substances, pressure to conform to a certain set of standards, etc) AND the ways they operate on a structural level in a shitty way.
the plot however is: sylvain returns from some time off at university. in his time off, he's effectively ghosted his friends and no one knows what happened/why he vanished. felix is recovering from an injury that delayed his journey to become a professional tennis star (<- lol). they've known each other for so long, they both have dead brothers, but also how much do they really know about each other?
posting this snippet SPECIFICALLY for brothers of [siren wail]. i think youll all recognize the inspo for 'the green room.'
“maybe we should shift to explosions,” raphael said as he came back into the room, looking over at the car crumpling into a tree playing on the television. “for the vibe.” “the vibe,” agreed sylvain, privately wondering if there was that much of a difference between crashes and explosions. he figured that any kind of disaster suited the green room. the windowless room in the phi ep basement––named for the carpeting, which had, once, allegedly, been green (sylvain’s efforts to deep clean last spring had failed to prove anything except that one should always wear shoes in the green room)––was less of a vibe and more…well. the couches were all leather––easier to clean if someone puked on them; the ceiling had suspicious stains; the walls were covered in bad murals painted over several years of pledging––and sylvain would know they were bad, being an art history major; the tv sat on a pile of wooden crates. at least the sound system wasn’t terrible. when sylvain wanted to impress girls, he never brought them to the green room. he sat back on the couch and spread his legs. “yeah, fuck it,” he heard himself say. “explosions.”
dungeon meshi fic is suuuper rough rn. its Probably a 5+1 of 5 times marcille's friends died and 1 time they didnt (hahaha) but what i have written so far is all about chilchuck going senile and dying. the fic is very obviously tackling like "what happens when the people you love and remember as young and full of life grow old, and how is preparing for someone's death as painful as their death itself" BUT ALSO is about "what if the dragon part of falin makes her age at the same rate as marcille...and how is that, in some ways, worse than if she just lived as a human did?" bcs As You Know im always interested in the question "when is it true that living beyond when the narrative expects you to is worse than dying?" that part just doesnt have a lot written.
there is NOT a lot written that i posted for wip wednesday but here:
chilchuck has lost most of his teeth, so he has to eat porridge and other soft foods. “at least it’s not monsters,” he says to marcille every morning, which was funny the first few times and now is depressing. “yeah,” says marcille, pouring some sugar into his tea. it’s unclear to marcille––who, despite having half a century to prepare for this, feels unprepared––exactly when chilchuck seems to think it is. he keeps asking about his wife, his shop, his daughters, whether or not they could resurrect falin. “have i reached out to her?” he asks. his wife, he means. mostly he seems to think they’ve just defeated the winged lion. marcille has not gained much patience in last fifty eight years; having to admit to mistakes she made fifty eight years ago every day for the last couple of years has been––hard. it’s been hard. “no,” she says, gritting her teeth. chilchuck’s ex-wife died fourteen years ago. marcille learned many mornings ago it’s best to convince chilchuck to write her a letter that cannot be sent rather than make him relive his grief every day.
#rambles#dungeon meshi fic is well. you certainly can see a glimpse of what has been a central source of grief for me for the past like four five yr#not a ton of spoilers for the manga but enough that i dont feel comfortable making everyone read it.#anyways thanks nat ily
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im back from the dead and i bring my very messy WIP of my sunshine shirt. haven’t cleaned it up yet so this is mostly just to prove im still alive LOL college has been crazy busy oops
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Was tagged by my beloveds @justapalspal. and @yuusaris to do the "share a few paragraphs from your WIP" tag game :3 I've been kind of radio silent on my fics lately so here's my chance to prove I've been working on stuff LMAO
If you wanna do this, DO IT!! I don't know who to tag off the top of my head cuz tired... but DO THIS IF U WANT!!! YEAH YOU!!!!
So, here are some bits from some of my WIPs :-) there may be spoilers for some fics like Ghostbusters and Clean Sneak, but nothing too detailed ;)
From Ghostbusters! A Yugioh AU
(From the unfortunately delayed final chapter (im so sorry its gonna come i swear) where Ryou and Yugi are desperately trying to figure out how to solve the current Ghost Dilemma that is rapidly consuming Domino)
Ryou held the phone out between himself and Yugi. They waited, holding their breath in hopes they might actually get someone to answer the phone.
“Kaiba Corp, how can I assist you?”
Ryou and Yugi stared at each other. They weren’t really expecting an answer.
“Um,” Yugi quickly spoke up, “Yes, um, is Seto Kaiba available?”
“I’m sorry sir. Mister Kaiba is very busy. I can take a—”
“Busy with what?” Ryou challenged. “Listen lady, I don’t know if you’ve been outside, but it’s like night of the living dead out there. Get Kaiba on the phone and tell him it’s the Ghostbusters.”
“The Ghostbusters? I… I’m not sure if he—”
Yugi groaned. “Please just get him on the phone. He needs our help and we need his. It’s an emergency!”
The woman on the other line made a distressed hum. She seemed nervous, but Ryou and Yugi knew there was no time to lose.
Eventually, the woman sighed. “Please hold.”
When the line went quiet, Ryou grinned at Yugi.
“Oh my god, I can’t believe that actually worked.”
Yugi nodded, but his excitement quickly faded. “That was the easy part, though.”
From The Clean Sneak
(Continuing from the train capture gone awry, Yugi, Atem, Mai, and Isis must come up with a plan to get Amir away from Ryou)
“I promised to look out for my brothers, Mai.”
“Isis…” Mai hummed with uncertainty, for she recognized that determined look in Isis’ eyes. “What are you doing?”
“I’m saving Amir from himself.” Isis pushed her rifle into Mai’s hands before reaching behind herself to pull out a revolver. The handle was wooden with beautiful, delicate pearl designs embedded into it. She opened up the cylinder, counting the bullets inside.
“Three shots Mai,” She continued, but Mai wasn’t convinced.
“Three shots and what? You’ll shoot him and drag him off the train?! Isis, you’re not thinking straight. We have to—”
“We have to save Ryou. I’m saving my brother. My family.” Isis opened up the sleeper car door, her revolver in hand. “I’m just going to talk to him.”
“Talk to him?!” All three of the others in the train car exclaimed, looking at Isis in shock.
“Sweetie, I don’t think he wants to talk anymore. I think you need to think this over a little more—”
From an untitled Heartshipping ficlet
(I'm currently working on something for @ninjam117 's birthday... so here's a snippet of that >:) )
Thinking about it made Yugi blush. He put his head in his hands, angry at himself for having such… tainted thoughts about a stranger. About an alluring young man. A pale, green-eyed, white-haired angel.
Yugi groaned to himself. He was hopeless. The man wasn’t coming. It was well past midnight. Probably 2am. He should get some rest already. He was sure the young man had better places to be anyway.
With a heavy sigh, Yugi straightened up. He tilted his head toward the moon in the distance, gazing at it and the stars momentarily before forcing himself to turn away.
With his head low, Yugi quietly shut the balcony French doors. He shut all the curtains, then crawled into bed, not even bothering to take his party garments off.
The sheer curtains over the French doors did little to hide the moonlight. It bothered Yugi, for the light was so pale and magical. A perfect night to experience something… new. Something fantastic.
Yugi’s eyelids grew heavy. His blinking slowed as he stared at the edge of his bed, at the elegant night sky.
It was quiet. Peaceful.
Eventually, Yugi shut his eyes, sleep having taken him over.
From Cornered 2 title pending maybe
(Yes I'm making a sequel, yes I'm insane. First snippet is from chapter 1)
It didn’t take long at all for the two to peel their clothes off. They’d done it countless times before. It was almost as routine to shower together as it was to work out together.
The water was running. Malik and Ryou were kissing, holding each other almost unbearably close.
“We’re going to be late,” Malik murmured between kisses, but Ryou was relentless. He held onto Malik’s head and kissed him over and over again. Eventually, Malik had to pull himself free to laugh.
Ryou groaned. He leaned his head into the crook of Malik’s neck, his arms wrapped around his lover’s body.
“Fine.” But Ryou didn’t move. He closed his eyes, reveling in the peace that came with being close to Malik.
Malik hugged Ryou back. They stood under the running water for a while, content to remain in the embrace for as long as possible.
“I love you,” Ryou whispered, not wanting to ruin the peace by speaking too loud.
Malik smiled. He held Ryou tighter and kissed Ryou’s head.
“I love you, too.”
Ryou pulled away. He looked at Malik, thankful his face was already red from the run so Malik couldn’t see how much he was blushing. He felt over Malik’s shoulders, trailing his hands down along his chest and to his sides.
“Do you want me to wash your hair?” Malik asked. Ryou closed his eyes, took in a deep breath and nodded.
Ryou turned around and let Malik do his wonders. His hands were so gentle. So warm and kind and never malicious.
“Is this okay?” He would ask frequently and Ryou would reply, “Yes. Perfect.”
“I think you might be due for a trim soon,” Malik commented. “Your hair is getting longer.”
Ryou hummed. “Yeah. Probably.”
Malik gently tilted Ryou’s head back to rinse the soap out. Then, of course, as always, Ryou did the same for Malik.
“Do you remember when we first did this?” Ryou asked, keeping his eyes fixated on the lathering task. “And we cried.”
Malik let out a thoughtful hum. “Of course I do.”
Ryou smiled a little. The memory was bittersweet, but felt more sweet as time went on.
“...Is everything okay?” Malik asked, hesitance in his tone.
“Everything is just fine,” Ryou replied, tilting Malik’s head back to rinse the soap. He hummed happily.
From Cornered 2... But some time later in the fic
(Another taste of what's inevitably to come in Cornered 2 but THATS IT no more sippies ... maybe)
Ryou forced his legs to back away. He forced his eyes to tear away, but nothing seemed to help. The gym spun around him. Voices that weren’t there were on a loop, getting louder and louder.
He hurried to the locker room, bumping into one or two people along the way. His shoulders were tense, his hands balled up tight.
Unfortunately, the locker room did not provide the solace Ryou, for some reason, thought it would.
Stiffly, Ryou sat down on the bench, holding his head in his hands.
He wanted this to stop. He wanted the voices to stop. He wanted the panic to stop.
But thinking such things only made it worse. It wasn’t going to stop. It was never going to stop. These things already happened to him. Ryou couldn’t go back in time and fix it. He couldn’t go back and… and…
You’re never going to forget me, you know.
“I know,” Ryou said aloud, answering the voice in his head.
Every time you sleep, you’ll dream of me.
“I know,” Ryou said louder.
Every time you close your eyes—
“I SEE YOU!” Ryou shouted abruptly, rising to his feet.
“I see you every day! I hear you every day! Shut up! Be quiet! Just be fucking quiet!”
Ryou wanted to punch the lockers. He wanted to throw all of his things and roll on the floor and sob, but the only thing he could bring himself to do was stand in the middle of the locker room and yell.
No…
No.
“Fuck you,” Ryou said aloud again, smashing his hand into his locker before pulling it open aggressively. “I’m in control. I’m in control. I AM IN CONTROL!”
“Are you..?”
Ryou nearly screamed. He jumped, not expecting Jounouchi’s voice to be so close.
Oh god. Ryou had forgotten he was in public. The locker room wasn’t empty. Dozens of eyes were staring at him.
Ryou thought he might throw up.
“Hey, Touzoku, it’s okay—”
Ryou shoved Jounouchi’s hands away. He didn’t know why, though. He could really use the comfort.
…The only comfort he wanted, though, was the only comfort he couldn’t have.
“I-I…” Ryou swallowed. He searched for words that weren’t angry or rude or frantic, but it was hard. “I’m leaving. I need to go.”
Jounouchi frowned. He stepped away as Ryou chaotically shoved things in his gym bag and walked out of the locker room.
“Where are you going? Let me drive you.”
“I can drive myself,” Ryou said through gritted teeth, though he didn’t want to. He didn’t want to be mean to Jounouchi at all, but right now that was all he could give him.
“Please, Touzoku,” Jounouchi urged, following Ryou outside. “Something is wrong. You’re not—”
“Of course something is wrong!” Ryou practically screeched, whirling around to glare at Jounouchi. “Something has been wrong with me for four fucking years, Katsuya! I can’t get away from a man in prison and my fucking fiancee is in a fucking coma!”
Ryou was out of breath. People in the gym were gathered by the front door, watching the commotion.
“Touzoku…”
“Jounouchi,” Ryou breathed. “I..” He put a hand up in the air, shaking his head. “I can’t. I need to see Malik. That’s all I want to do right now.”
#ahem#i have more but i got tired#anyways thank you my beloveds for the tag#i've kind of been in a weird slump this week and this sort of inspired me to create things#yippee :-)#peace and love on the planet earth#i swear ghostbusters will be done so soon i cant believe i. let it go this loooooong it wasn't supposed to be this wayyyyy#:'(#oh well i will get to it when i get to it i prommy <33333
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Bean what have you done?!?! I can't stop thinking about your TOA wip. Those silly little guys putting all of their braincells together to figure out if Douxie is a vampire or not. Is this before Toby officially meets him? Or is he dead ass fully aware he's a wizard and just wants to fuck with everyone? Krel doesn't even know what a vampire is. Your words have consumed my every waking thought. Please tell us more
AKSJDH im glad you liked it!!!! my little bean words have infected your brain
also ok so i know wizards happens right after 3below but this fic would take place like after 3below but like before wizards so like toby, krel, eli, and steve are like a weird little friend group but they havent been introduced to wizards and magic yet
iirc i was going to have douxie be like the most normal guy in the world, like he was going to be very normal when being their server despite how weird toby, krel, eli, and steve were being, like they were going to be like ah yes we would like your finest dish that contains garlic but then i was going to have the restaurant not be serving anything containing garlic so their attempts to catch douxie in some sort of situation where he proves that he is a vampire
eventually after they ordered their food and were eating eli was going to be like ok guys we have to up the stakes here and he was going to purposefully cut himself with a knife just so he can bleed a little bit when douxie was near them like checking on how their meal was going and then douxie was going to be like oh my god and rush off to go grab a first aid kit which you know is a normal reaction but the gang was going to interpret this in the completely opposite way like he was running away from the blood because he wouldnt be able to control himself around it
it was going to end with everyone except for krel being convinced that douxie was a vampire because of their solid proof and douxie being so confused about what just happened because that whole situation was just a thoroughly bizarre series of interactions for him
#bean babbles#answered asks#anonymous asks#maybe ill post some other toa fic wips that i have if people are interested
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Thanks to @messofthejess & @forabeatofadrum for the tags and for everyone else who’s been tagging me lately ❤️❤️❤️ I’ve been an utter wreck these days so I’m taking a cue from @forabeatofadrum and sharing a bit from every fic that’s haunting me. It’s the WIP Night of the Fic-Dead.
A few tags up front for people who I think will care about one of the struggling WIPs: @ileadacharmedlife, @bazzybelle, @yellobb, @artsyunderstudy, @you-remind-me-of-the-babe, @raenestee, @thewholelemon & @bookish-bogwitch.
Clips under the break.
Fic commitment I need to get my act together on
From my unnamed COTTA, which is a pre-WWII fic that may or may not form a Captain America AU in future days:
I swipe under my nose, adding more red to already bloodied knuckles. “Really, Baz, I almost had ‘im.”
“Obviously,” Baz drawls, leaning into my space to dust off my hair, shoulders and chest. One hand lingers on my sternum, like he’s letting my weak heart prove it’s still beating.
I swat him away. “Quit your mother hennin’.”
“Be a better chicken and I will.”
Posted fics that need a new chapter
From the next chapter of All I Ever Wanted was the World, which I think about daily but never write:
“So what did you do to piss him off?”
Somehow it doesn’t feel right explaining. I’m sure we both come off wrong with it, but I don’t like speaking for other people. “Ask him.”
“Not really that interested.” Niamh pushes off where she’s been leaning against the counter. “Do you use those or are they purely for show?”
I glance at where her gaze falls. “My arms?”
“Don’t be stupid.”
From the next chapter of On Love’s Light Wings, that I never think about except to wince when I remember it exists unfinished:
My arms come up, pushing under the back of his shirt to feel his bare skin. There are moles here. I never touched them… when he was alive…
Last time…
He’s doing that thing. That thing with his chin. I’m a puddle. I’m his; I don’t even care that he’s not my Simon…
From Santa Baby, which I fucking swear I am trying but I actively hate this concept:
“It’s hardly a problem–” Shepard argues.
“What prob–”
“Shhhh,” Simon shushes me.
I drop my jaw. “Ex-cuse–”
“Shepard,” Simon whines, “I can’t just…”
“Did you just shush–”
“He’s a complete stranger.”
I scoff. “Hardly.”
From the next chapter of boulders turn into sand, which I have started and restarted and restarted and… you get the point:
My fists grip the back of his shirt, wrinkling his silk and I told myself I wouldn’t do this; I told myself this was a line I’d never cross. That I’d never take one night from Baz at the cost of our friendship.
But then he whispers, “Please, please,” against my lips and maybe I’m not taking anything.
Maybe I’m giving.
Other shit that buzzes around my head but never makes it to paper:
when your heart goes, my Padam Padam-inspired sequel to blame it on the spray which would cover sexy club dancing, Lamb, Baz biting Simon, and maybe some weird bond shit if I ever managed to clear my plate of unfinished stuff to write this just to see if I can.
The Real Ending, my The Real Tragedy sequel where we find out if Simon found Baz but, more importantly, whether Natasha can truly accept her son, which is why I haven’t written it. Because boooring.
Bad Wolf/Blue Lace, which I’ve decided if I ever finish it should be my last fic in the fandom. My insanely dramatic reverse Open Sesame moment where I lure you all in with cracky bullshit and then leave on the most personal note I can.
Baz Baby or Two Roommates and a Baby which, at this point, I’m only interested in writing so I can sneak in some kinky shit as a gift.
#all i ever wanted was the world#boulders turn into sand#on love’s light wings#cotta#stucky au#Santa baby#wipsday#wip wednesday
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[Belated] Wip Wednesday!
you know my life is hectic when notes ap fics while im waiting for the bus make a comeback. anyway Tesoro is being a weirdly sweet manipulative cunt<3 i need to write one of the many times Celia fucks up everyone lives shes looking to pity-able. this is notes app writing so no editing or rereading [except for the beginning with whos speaking] just stream of thoughts- i already know many places i will sit down and improve when i have time
[Tesoro] Do you know who Amelia reminds me of?
[Celia laughs] It's obvious, isn't it?
[Tesoro, dead serious] She reminds me of you.
[Celia, at the same time] Of Elen-
Seeing Celia freeze in shock, a cruel part of him was glad, to be assured that with just a few words he could still metaphorically lay Celia bare, strip away all of the stone walls and bravado, and leave behind a scared child, even after all these years.
Golden eyes were wide, the white fully surrounding. Bright pupils were growing larger, threatening to drown out the narrowing ring of gold.
Its a secret so few know that those pinpricks growing to even half the size of a normal pupil is an indicator of true fear, whereas the usual pinpricks is normal. To those who knew her younger, they think it just changed over time to be smaller, but the truth is she's in many ways conquered her old fears, and those that have taken their place are a slow constant fear, about larger factors. Celia doesn't worry that she will get physically attacked from any side. these days, its the era of mind games instead.
It was always interesting, Celias eyes. More normal than black in place of white, but those metallic eyes and bright pinprick pupils were unsettling to him even more. At first glance, human, second, anything but. Celia- of heaven, according to some old Latin books, derived from a surname meaning the same.
It was easy to see her as something other, even holy, but no benevolent god could create a soldier like her. Those who called her brother an angel were just as misguided, but the veneer of kindness and comfort that made it easy to ignore Cecios' terrifying power over people and see him as holy was lacking in his sister, who they viewed with fear, no seemingly benevolent and gracious angel but an awesome- in the most classical sense of the word- leader of man, set apart from the rest with an unsettling aura of difference. A far cry from the little girl Amelia so reminds him of. Elena was the seemingly godlike one, inspiring awe and fear, then. Celia was just another scrapper desperate to prove her worth in the eyes of her peer, and oh, how desperate she was.
It's the most likely reason why, why he can disable her like this, bypass years of walls. Because he was there before those walls became impenetrable, before she stepped up and shut everyone else out. Some lingering memories of him as her superior, in their childish hierarchy, instincts to listen to him, still dormant inside her.
For every time she learned to put up a higher and stronger wall, he had learned how to bring it crashing down.
It's the same cruel part of him that whispers it, but she truly is his greatest success, rising from the bottom to new heights - all with him by her side advising her.
#with just a few words he could still metaphorically lay Celia bare- strip away all of the stone walls and bravado#- and leave behind a scared child- even after all these years.#thebirdwrites#gold & silver#celia#tesoro#god hes so fucked up i love him#again this is unedited and has glaring issues but im tired#in a fucked up way he would dislike Elena coming back because A. it would disrupt everything#and B. he will no longer be the person that can cut and affect Celia the most#He loves them both! his best friend and leader and his new friend and new leader!#hell hes the one that stays in contact with her!#but hes also a control freak<3#something something the power trip in being able to strip someone back to a scared child#actually i fucking wrote it#again. hes so fcuekd up but i love him<3#if any of this seems similar its because Cecio looked at him and said that who i want to be as a man#an extremely attractive and nice seeming serial emotional manipulator#alongside his other transition goals: Griffith from berserk#wait let me check the timelines#cecio was 11 when the first chapter of the golden age arc released!#dont think about when english translations happened#but he could theoretically see Griffiths design and decide silver haired pretty boy is what he wants to be#god i really do go on tangents in teh tags
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Not tagging this and will delete later when the rest is done but WIP chu teng art to prove I'm not dead lol
if you saw that misspell no you didn't
im half conscious lol
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oc art wips to prove im not dead and i still draw
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A wip word search tag game, thank you @plagueofskeletons for the tag!
Rules: search for the words given by whoever tagged you within your wips and post them for us to see! Then tag as many whoever you want and give them five words to look for in their works.
The words I'm looking for: stairs, wound, chill, fish, and rest
I don't have many wips at the present so some of these may show up a lot hjbjh.
Stairs - Found in Dance with the Devil the gang au prequel 1
“I’m not nearly drunk enough for that.”
“I don’t trust you as far as I can throw you.”
Satoru rolled his eyes and them immediately proved Toji’s point by nearly slipping at the stairs of his apartment.
Wound - Also from Dance with the Devil
He looked, and the man looked back. His lips were moving, his fingers grasping. The gun in Satoru’s hands was heavy. Time slipped and slid and folded into itself. There was blood on the floor, blood everywhere. The wind was blowing through the open door. Toji was a shadow in the dark room. Two bullet wounds, clean through the head. There were bits of bone and brain matter in his mother’s long hair. The world had shrunk. The world had expanded. Satoru couldn’t breathe. He couldn’t think. The night was silent. Two clear gunshots. Blood on the floor. His plush fallen from his hands. Blood drenching the soft fur.
Satoru pulled the trigger.
Chill - You guessed it, it's Dance with the Devil
He wasn’t exactly used to roughing it, but it wasn’t his first time sleeping on the street. Usually he had good company to make things more comfortable, or a spiteful enough grudge against Toji to keep him warm, but for one night, he could handle it.
Even if the chill sneaking under his jacket reminded him of a tight little cell with cement walls and scuttling insects.
Fish - Glass Houses, a sashisu first years fic, I'm counting this because the only other mention is in Dance with the Devil hjbjj
Interesting batch.
That was what the principle had called Yaga’s new first years.
An interesting batch. Ieiri Shoko, a girl who had mastered the Reverse Cursed Technique to a greater degree than most adult sorcerers could. Geto Suguru, a boy fished out of nowhere, the infinite potential of the rare Cursed Spirit Manipulation technique knitted under his skin. And Gojo Satoru, the young heir to the Gojo clan, bearing the future of the sorcery world solely by possessing both Six Eyes and Limitless
A generation brimming with potential and genius, entrusted into Yaga's hands to shape and to mold.
Rest - The Ship of Theseus ch 3, a post canon satosugu fic where they are the only ones left
He had slept through it all. Or maybe more accurately, he had remained dead through it all, cold and unmoving as was his lot. He had responded to Satoru but to nothing else and the knowledge of that burned horribly in his throat.
Only to Satoru and nothing else.
Even though his girls must have grieved him, mourned him, cried over him. Even though he knew, even if distantly, that the pretender had kept them at his side, until suddenly they were no longer there. He knew his girls, his brave, brilliant girls. They were no fools, no children, they would never had allowed for this desecration, they would have done everything in their power to chase the parasite out of his body and lay him to proper rest.
I'm gonna tag @autumn-foxfire @lilleeboi @cablecurrent @yuki-mxivo @starglossie and @leavesandcurses (fuck the five rule im a menace)
Your words are: Heart, terror, crawl, purpose and (of course) teeth.
#tag game#this was fun jnkjbj even if it was almost woops all gang au#see the thing is many of the other wips i have are mostly just like prologues and snippets#and gang au#is fucking huge#so i have to fucking fight to get anything from any of the others#gang au was literally the only one that had a proper 'fish' in it but i was like ENOUGH#long post#jjk#satosugu#jujutsu kaisen
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