#winfreak babble

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Sam on his knees, the image of utter devotion. Is he praying to God or Dean? He couldn't tell you.

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LITERALLY!!!! I mean don't get me wrong I love a good soft Dean every once in a while but CANONICALLY he is fucking insane about his brother. He locked him up and was willing to let him die just so he'd "stay pure".

canon: dean has a violent obsession with his little brother and is extremely possessive of him, gaslights and manipulates him, tries to punish him when he’s angry at him, is physically violent towards him, goes unhinged when he loses control over him, is willing to lock him up to “fix” him, and pretty much doesn’t care about sam’s consent because sam belongs to him and dean is the only person who has the right to decide what happens to sam’s body and if he lives or dies

spn fandom: dean is such an uwu softie towards sam ♡ he’s just an innocent vulnerable cutie pie hopelessly simping for his brother

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This just solidifies for me that Ruby knows Sam wants to fuck his brother.

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just thinking about how doomed seasons 1-5 sam and dean are... the kripke era is just so good in so many ways...

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Sammy with glazed over, glassy eyes, looking up at Dean with an expression of absolute worship. So much devotion in his gaze it's almost a religious experience.

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alright guys, between sam and dean, who likes to bite and who likes to be bitten?

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do you enjoy samruby more if they're actually in love with each other or if they're just using each other?

Hmmm, good question. I feel like their dynamic is very nuanced to me. It is both and neither. I do think Ruby really did care for Sam, especially when he broke the final seal and her response was to praise him and tell him he'd be rewarded. She immediately jumped to try and comfort him.

For me, it's a weird push and pull between them. It's not love but there's something akin to affection there. A rare case of Wrong Person Right Time. She was there for Sam in his worst, loneliest, most self destructive moments. And Sam was someone who seemed to actually give a damn about Ruby.

Plus, I like to think Ruby knew about Sam's feelings for Dean. She didn't give a shit, would even play into it at times.

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i can't think about sam without feeling mass amounts of devastation... like, lucifer visiting sam for the first time and telling him he's the vessel, he's destined to do this. his body was never really his own, not from the day he was born.

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LITERALLY!!! Like I've tried, I really have, but I will always be a bottom sam truther... It has to be a very specific, non-canon compliant fic to make me accept top sam/bottom dean.

sam’s response to dean’s physical touch (both in a tender/caring way and a violent/punishing way) is the #1 reason why he’d prefer to bottom. it’s not about the dom/sub dynamic, it’s about sam’s willingness to take everything dean gives him, be it tenderness or violence. it’s about letting dean do anything to his body. it’s about the physical aspect of their relationship

and let’s not forget his canonical masochistic tendencies too