#will def do the walk again but. slower next time lol

[clockworktea]

the long mynd - skyline east from pole bank

[shhh-no-ones-home]

gifted* (1/2) chris motionless x reader

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Hello yes the motionless streak has not ended, I am so sorry I am not obsessed with anything else right now lol. Also I still need everyone to know that I hate writing for real people and all of these are def au's oops. Also for some reason all these smuts are with Chris so sorry bout that I guess he's the only one I know enough about to write like that 😅🤷

* - if you're not comfortable reading/talking about toys and toy use this one probably isn't for you but I encourage yall to read anyways because fuck the stigma ya know

Song: lovin every minute of it by loverboy

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I walked slowly into our shared bedroom, kicking the door halfway closed as I did. Chris was sitting at the end of the bed playing a video game, offering a small hello but never removing his gaze from the TV. I climbed up on the large bed and sat behind him, resting my chin on his shoulder and wrapping my arms around him, watching the screen just as intently.

"You having fun?"

I asked. He nodded, his focus not changing as he bit his lip in frustration. I kissed his shoulder, moving my hands to his sides.

"That's good baby."

I sat up, rubbing my hands over his shoulders now, giving him a massage. As I pushed my hands around his back he never moved his gaze, just leaned into my touch. At least I knew he was enjoying himself even if he didn't say anything. Then I ran my nails lightly down the center of his clothes back. He hummed in response.

"As much as I'm loving the back rub you wanna do that instead?"

He paused his game and turned to look at me. I smiled at him and kissed his cheek.

"I'd love too. But I need this off."

I pulled at the shoulder of his shirt. He nodded and pulled it off, returning back to his game after it was on the bed next to him.

"Lemme know if you get tired of the feeling or anything and I'll quit."

He nodded. I knew he wouldn't get tired of it but I always made sure to tell him because I knew I hated the feeling after a while. Damn sensory overload. I shook my head at the thought and got to work, slowly running my nails over his shoulder blades. As I moved my hands down and around his back I watched in fascination at how his tattoos seemed to change color under my touch. I wasn't digging my nails in too deep but skin just did that I guess. It was really fascinating. As I reached the base of his pants I ran my nails all the way back up his spine and he shivered. I went to move to his head now, scratching at his scalp. That's when he paused the game again. He leaned back into me as I scratched and rubbed his head. I watched his facial expression change as his eyes closed. I knew how much he loved the feeling and smiled to myself. Then there was a knock at the door and his eyes snapped open. He looked up at me as I took my hand from his head.

"Do you have to go get that?"

I laughed at him.

"Yes Chris, it's nice to answer the door when people knock."

I laughed at him and stood up off the bed.

"I'll be right back baby I promise."

I rushed down the stairs and swung the door open quickly, being met with the delivery man holding a medium sized package. I smiled, half at him and half at the thought of what I had ordered.

"Good afternoon ma'am."

"Good afternoon."

I said as he offered me the small pen to sign. After he handed me the box he said a small 'good day' and left without another word. I thanked him and closed the door, practically running up the stairs to open the box. When I pushed the door open Chris looked at me, then to the box, then back to his game.

"You ordered something?"

I nodded.

"Yep."

"Ooo what is it?"

He said excitedly. I just smiled to myself.

"Guess you're gonna have to wait and see."

He paused the game and looked back at me as I set it on the bed.

"You always tell me what you order."

I laughed.

"Yeah but I wanted this one to be a surprise."

I winked at him and pulled the box cutter out of his nightstand.

"Just go back to your game, I wanna make sure it's all here."

He rolled his eyes and turned back around.

"Whatever."

I watched as he turned back to the game and started playing again. Then I returned my attention to the box, gliding the box cutter across the tape and popping it open. On the very top of everything was an order summary, it listed everything in the box and I checked through it before pulling the poppy paper out. Chris was really in for treat on this one. I pulled the poppy paper to the side and checked with the list to make sure everything was there and it was, I smiled to myself.

"So, do I get to know now?"

He said without moving away from his game. I climbed up on the bed and kissed his shoulder like I had done before, this time slower as I ran my hands up his sides.

"You gonna turn that off?"

I said in a low voice. He paused it and turned to look at me and I smirked at him.

"Oh?"

I rubbed my thumbs in circles against his sides. He saved his progress, getting up and turning the TV off. When he turned back around I was sat in the middle of the bed with the box in between my legs. He stood at the end of the bed and tried to peer into to the box. I closed it and put a finger up.

"Ah ah, no peaking."

He raised a brow and gave me a 'really?' face. I looked up at him, testing him before half opening the box.

"You ready to see what I got?"

He smiled at me and nodded, sitting down on the edge of the bed, on leg on the ground and one on the bed, his body turned to me. I reached into the box and pulled out a new box of condoms. He smiled at me and laughed. It was a brand I'd been wanting to try and finally got around to it.

"Does this box have a theme?"

He asked in amusement. I winked at him.

"You'll see."

I tossed them at him and he looked over the box. Then I pulled out two travel size lube bottles from the same brand.

"Two?"

He asked.

"One for you and one for me."

"Oh?"

He asked.

"Yeah, I got you something else for when your on the road. And don't hate me cause we haven't talked about it but I figured it would help our Skype calls."

He raised a brow at me and I pulled out a solid black cased fleshlight. His eyes went wide.

"You really want me to use that?"

I shrugged and offered it to him.

"You don't have to but I figured it might be something we can try. I also got something for me to use during our Skype calls."

He set it down on the bed and sent me a look.

"And what's that?"

He said in a low voice. I smiled at him and pulled out a solid black, dual end vibrator.

"This, but we could also use it whenever, ya know, not just on video calls."

I winked at him and his face flushed red.

"Could we use it now?"

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Part 2

[thtavrgwhteguy]

6/23/21

It’s been awhile soooo lemme catch up!! 

Life’s been really good for me lately! My band has been going really good, we’re in the middle of re-recording out first album with our OFFICIAL DRUMMER now, that’s tight! We’ve played a few shows now and we’ve grown tremendously which is awesome!!! Our last 45min show we fucking killed, filled the whole joint out and it was soo fucking hot lmaoo but god damn!! It was awesome.... So my band’s been good and my mental state has been doing a lot better because of it. For awhile there, I was getting ready to spiral. I started drinking a lot more again, was getting demotivated, just overall stopped caring about life in general, and then I took a quick week vacation to Wisconsin and it changed my whole life. Vacation started off pretty awesome I took a flight and met a really cool girl from California, didn’t go anywhere but she gave me edibles on the plane and we talked for a little bit the week after, like I said though nothing crazy. Hung out with my favorite family in Wisconsin for a week and I didn’t want to come back to Texas HA. I’ve never eaten so much, never laughed as hard, or even just that happy in my life, ever! With this in mind, I’ve come to the conclusion that when I’m done with school, I’m gonna move up north to Wisconsin. The pace of life is just a lot slower, traffic is nothing to worry about, THE WEATHER IS BEAUTIFUL(I love cold weather btw, went in may and the high was 60-70 with the low’s being 40-50). So, I’m gonna do that and mostly just base it on how good my band/friends are going within the next few years. I noticed ever since I came back I’ve changed a ton too! I don’t really play games anymore, I watch a lot of movies more, I’ve been becoming more active, and more interested in work with my hands. For instance, bought a guitar kit from Stewmac before I left and I ended up putting the whole thing together it took me about three or four weeks but it was a great learning experience, so I’ve definitely looked at guitar making as another hobby and possibly a side gig! 

Crazy shit too, I might finally get myself a girlfriend LOL! I met this girl on Tinder (Oh Jeezus) and we’ve really been hitting it off. First time we hung out was at one of my shows hahahaha. It was a good time too I honestly made a fool of myself and got kinda drunk!! HAHAHAHA I remember asking her if I could finish her water SHE HARDLY DRANK ANY (she gives me shit for this too) that’s how fucked up I was. Def feelin’ loose. second time she came out to another one of my band’s shows and she drove THREE HOURS to come see me dude, it was soo fun we lowkey had a mini-date after the show too!! Ate some street tacos and had a couple of drinks, kissed her goodbye sooo I’m gonna assume I did okay!! LOL Then last week we had out first “official” date and it was a ton of fun. Went to a brunch spot that was really good! We went to Main Event afterwards, I taught her a lot about pool hahaha, so much so that she ended up beating me the last game we played, we bowled (she stinks btw LOL), and then we hung out at the bar and overpayed for a couple beers. Then we just kinda hung out and walked around Grapevine Mills, it was a cute ass date! She moved to Farmersville with her momma which kinda sucks but my cousin joey said “an hour is not bad if she’s cool” so we talked about the distance and we’ve agreed to make it work. We’ve had other talks about starting a relationship and we’re on the same page so that’s really good! Tomorrow we’ve got another date, we’re going to a museum so that should be fun! I’m not sure what we’re gonna do after though we can play it by ear lol I’m supposed to record with the band buds tomorrow after my date but my drummer says he might be free so it might jsut be Gonzo and I tomorrow 

So, that’s been my life these past couple months I’m definitely trying to get a therapist because I think it would do me some serious good, I can feel it in my gut lol that was a lot sorry!!