#will ask mom to pick some up for monday then 😔

[euclydya]

hey crazy idea for the future (11 am-ish): adhd meds + sodey pop + A cofie later. huh. how bad would the all the time all the time get.

[iwaasfairy]

please fairy, will you ever write more kenma-nii? 🥺 I'm dying, spare crumbs pls 😔🤲🏻 I love love love your work! I'm not demanding okay I'd never want to make you uncomfortable

you’re so sweetttttt plKZJHgdfuzi my freaking heart is so full 💞💞 thank you baby, i hope you like this <33 i was in a soft nekoma mood today so this was perfect!

tw implied incest, noncon

You think Kenma nii wants to marry you. The first time you hear the sentiment, it’s Kuroo laughing it through the phone when you pick it up, because Kenma couldn’t stay at Kuroo’s house without at least calling to tell you goodnight. And that’s all he says, not any more enthusiastic than you’ve come to expect from him, but it is a memory that refuses to leave. “Just wanted to make sure you were going to bed soon,” his soft voice comes through the device, and you smile. But before you can answer, Tetsuro snatches the phone and giggles into it, and there’s some sound of a scuffle before Kenma groans.

“You two act like an old married couple, y’know? An actual married couple,” the noirette says, before clearly ducking for something that thuds against the wall, and then his focus is on you. “I’ll give your brother back safe and sound before monday, yeah? Even though he keeps whining to see you. It’s pretty gross, little one, I don’t know how you deal with him.” The second thing Kenma throws does hit his friend, because the taller one lets out a little ‘ouch’. “Okay, okay, fine, I’m going! Don’t sleep too late, kitten.”

“I won’t. Goodnight, Kuroo-san. Goodnight, niichan!”

The second time it comes up is at the dinner table, though you don’t think anyone else catches on. You’re seated across from niichan, smiling every time you catch his eyes. It’s impossible not to, he just looks so utterly unamused right now. Picking at his vegetables as your mom and dad go on about something that’s in one ear and out the other. Kenma pauses when you walk your feet up his shin, golden eyes flicking to your face for a delayed moment, then looking back down. His ears flush pink as the silence continues, so you instead focus on your mom.

“Good we got it back, hm, mom?” you motion your head to her ring finger, and she laughs.

“Yes, I’m very glad you helped me out. I almost lost my wedding ring in the drain this morning, but your daughter got it out.” She’s back to talking to your dad then, gratefully squeezing your hand. You play with his legs again, hoping for some kind of praise from your big brother maybe. You know he doesn’t really care much, but it’d still be nice to have him tell you you did a good job. But he doesn’t, only glances at the thing once before shrugging.

“It’s just a ring. You can buy another.”

You open your mouth to protest, but again, your mom squeezes your hand, this time as a soothing gesture. “It’s not just a ring, Kenma. It’s a lifelong promise. Your own little ‘Happily ever after’.” You nod, stuffing some more greens in your mouth and raise your nose a little, ignoring the way he catches your foot between his shins this time.

“It’s important to some people, niichan! I’d want to have a pretty ring to remind me that I’m married to someone who loves me the most!” You’re too focused on scooping up your food into your mouth to see the look Kenma gives you, irises moving from your little pout to your hand, then back up at your face. And that it isn’t a coincidence when Kenma gifts you a beautiful ring with three little diamonds in it, brushing it off as a late birthday present. But to him it’s as much a lifelong promise as it will be, at least for now. If you want a token of his devotion, all you have to do is ask.

The third time it’s about as subtle as a purple elephant in a commercial district, but you still didn’t see it coming. Maybe because it’s late and you’re tipsy and holding Kenma niichan’s hand so tight as he leads you out of the taxi and into the lobby of his overpriced apartment. One arm around your shoulders as you nose into his shirt and hum softly, the other crossing over to grab your hand and interlace it with his own. He supports you until you’re in the elevator, then brushes his fingers along your cheek. You look up at him. “Are we almost there, niichan? I feel so tired.”

“Yeah, just a little farther.” He leads you there so easily, not clicking on the lights as you stumble in and kick off your heels with a sigh. You’re lucky you get to crash at Kenma nii’s place after nights out in Tokyo. You walk over the threshold and slaunter to the bathroom, already stripping yourself of your dress. When he flicks on the light of the bathroom, it blinds you for a moment. Your eyes adjust quickly, but it doesn’t help to settle that dizzy feeling in your skull. And he helps you out by brushing your hair away from your neck, nimble fingers unlocking your necklace for you.

You grab for some make-up wipes, glancing up at yourself in the mirror, then at Kenma. His tiny smile dropping when you catch him, before he sets his chin on your shoulder and wraps his arms around your waist, not caring that you’re only in underwear, apparently. You don’t have the ability to be embarrassed about your state right now, let alone think it over. But then he grabs your hand and holds it out in front of you, before sighing. “Maybe I shouldn’t have let you drink so much, but you know I’m always going to have a soft spot for you.”

“Well,” his lips pressing up to the exposed skin of your neck, dragging down little by little. You freeze in his arms. “You’re allowed to have fun at your own engagement party anyways, right? It makes this much easier.” He runs his thumb over your knuckles and the ring, before nodding, breath on your neck making your hairs stand on end. “I love you,” he whispers with another kiss, before turning you around and locking you in place with his thighs, hand dropping between your legs and toying at the soft fabric.

“What are you doing?” you settle on asking, tight feeling in your chest clearly audible. He pushes his body against yours more, then kisses your lips. A little peck at first, then leading you into a deeper kiss. Hands roaming over your burning skin, mind screaming at you. But you’re so drunk you don’t know what it’s asking for, and Kenma isn’t helping by rutting himself against your thigh.

“Happily ever after. Here, let's lay on the bed. I'll show you.”

[dk-s]

i'm so excited for track this year!! hopefully it doesn't get cancelled like last year since this is my last year so :(( we did have cross country this year though, so i am hopeful!

in high school my winter break is like.. a week and half 😔 and summer is two months. but in uni the winter break is closer to a month, and the summer break is a bit longer as well (two and half - three months i think!) but getting that extra week for you guys must be soooo nice!! & good luck with all of your uni apps! i'm sure you will do amazing 💛

oooh! that sounds so interesting!!! tho i must say i share your sentiments regarding white ppl and colonization :// gross. it definitely seems like it'll be fun tho!! i def wanna learn more about indian history bc i feel like i know nothing about anything :( and it's like!! my ppl!! i wanna study it as like a minor or smth in uni! if not then political science :)

that's sounds so fun!! children are so special and make me so happy! 🥺 and yeah i think i'm into either genetics or hematology!! last year in biology, the genetics unit was so much fun i would love to study it even more in depth! and endocrinology is so fun too w all of the different hormones and all the things goin on w it!

AHHHH i feel that!! there have been plenty of times where i'm just sitting at a traffic light singing along to whatever song has come on yk?? and i definitely have that urge to dance but for the sake of safety i must settle for my poor singing and head bopping :(

oooh~ talking about it has made me so excited to read it!! i placed it on hold at my library, but i can't pick it up until monday after school :/

oh you already have your books?? that's nice!! you can see what's coming up for the year! and good luck w physics :) last year i thought i was doing really well w physics but then we had to switch to online learning and we were doing rotational kinematics and i just. did not. compute. but it's not too bad!!

ahh yeah when my doctor gave me the vitamins my mom immediately started laughing bc my parents always make fun of me for never wearing short stuff aljdlsks i much prefer longer dresses & pants! like flowy stuff you know?

AND YES AS YOU SHOULD. have i ever felt pride in any of the american elected officials??? no not rlly tbh. but joshua hong??? vernon??? YES BEST MEN TO EVER COME FROM THIS COUNTRY

have a wonderful day!! i have to go to bed it's so late now kajsksjs i stayed up to read oopsie :( but i hope you're doing well! enjoy your last few days of school & have fun under your beautiful summer sun! listen to some good music & drink lots of water & sleep well!! ~~age twin anon

hii!! sorry i didnt reply to this yesterday <3 i had some work to do!! sorry :((

omg i hope u do get to do ur track events!! and i bet ur gonna do amazing n be v cool 🥺 and wow that winter break sounds so short but at least the uni ones are longer for consolation, more time for suffering ig 😳

and yes!! exactly there’s smth different n oddly nostalgic learning about the history and culture of ur own people, like those were your ancestors n like we learn a lot of whitewashed history in school and one day if no one learns these things, our own history from our own people’s perspectives could be forgotten :( omg political science sounds rlly cool gl w that <3

and aa i love genetics sm!! i really wanna learn about gene editing to cure diseases (none of that designer babies thing tho thats a lil messed imo) but to help those w fatal n chronic illnesses!! so u can change the dna sequences a bit?! and oo i looked up haematology just then and it look so interesting!! thats def smth i’d be into as well!! 

and like also on the topic of driving, imagine being at the traffic light n suddenly left n right comes on and ur suddenly losing ur mind because wow what a song

i am!! so excited!! n flattered!! u wanna read it and u reserved it, i really do hope u enjoy it!! ngl i found it a bit confusing at first so like if u do feel free to ask anything i could prob talk about it for days but yea!! and also yes we do get to order our books for the new year a bit earlier so i got about eight weeks to do a bit of studying so i wont be utterly confused later on n especially with physics 😌 the word rotational kinematics makes my head spin already i have no idea what that is bc trust me i never said i was good at physics but hopefully that’ll change next year! and like i cant believe its almost the end of the year wow, the concept of time?! mindblowing.

and yes!! flowy stuff!! makes me feel angelic or princess like!! i love when skirts kinda brush past ur calves so i can hike them up n feel like im a graceful noble lady who also doesnt allow any old council man to talk over her!! and i love long pants i feel a bit more professional n very lawyer like or either that i feel a lot more chill n i can cuff my pants up slightly!!

joshua hong for president imo and bangchan for aus prime minister (its a given that the joonman is the president of the entire world) and i hope u have a lovely day or night!!! and that yes u should also drink lots of water and eat beautiful fruits!! from lil delicate platters and enjoy the weather n have a good time <3