#wild. i went my whole life feeling like an alien and it’s just autism. holy shit.
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dear god im so autistic
#recently realized one of the symptoms/traits i have that has always befuddled me is literally just the autism#everything flows back to the river of autism#insane. insane insane insane i cant believe i went until like 20 not knowing i had it#it’s like i found the missing piece of my brain and everything makes sense now#wild. i went my whole life feeling like an alien and it’s just autism. holy shit.#i cant even be ashamed of it. it’s so much a part of me that it’s just who i am#obvs ppl are smth outside of their autism but i mean that it informs so much of how i feel and experience and move thru the world that it#cannot be separated from me#it’s so crazy how much one disorder can so fully encapsulate all of your symptoms.#like sure im also adhd/cptsd (perhaps bpd) but i dont experience those disorders like an allistic person wld whatsoever#i dont even experience physical symptoms like an allistic person wld. life comes at me thru the filter of autism#god i cld cry. it all makes sense. it’s the fucking autism#damn. im so fucking high
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